Cam Giac La

Sau lan vt bien khong thanh, san nghiep cua gia nh toi ch con von ven hai cay vang. Cuoc song luc bay gi that kho khan. Chung toi chon chui chon nhui vao tan mot lang nho  tan mien Trung. Lang o co ten la Lng Sn. Lng Sn la mot lang nho nam ven bien cach Nha Trang khoang 40 km
ve pha Bac.

Co le me toi a quen vi cuoc song buon thung ban bng va hoat ong tay chan  ch. Hoa Bnh, Sai Gon, nhieu nen ch trong vong hai thang ma me toi a sang lai mot tiem tap hoa  ch lang e ban. Me toi cung mua c mot can nha tranh vach at e lam lai cuoc  Cuoc song cung tam on, tuy khong bang cuoc song  thanh pho Sai Gon ma toi a tng quen song.

Toi khong biet me va anh ca toi co cam giac g khi ri xa Sai Gon, nhng toi th khong co chut nao luyen tiec. Co hoa chang i na la nhng buoi sang c me cho tien an qua rong cho thoa thch. Nhng song  lang Lng Sn toi co rat nhieu cam giac va thch thu. Tuy toi sinh ra va ln len 
Sai Gon, nhng toi kh lam, chang biet t g ve nhng cai thu vui ca. 
Song  lang Lng Sn c hai thang, toi co rat nhieu ban m Lu ban mi cua toi la nhng a chan trau chan bo mn cho nhng gia nh giau trong lang e oi mieng cm manh ao Chung rat la tinh khon, khong lu u nh toi. Chung biet the nao la u, the nao la eo, the nao la mut lon, bu vu, bu cac.... oi khi no ke cho toi nghe nhng lan no eo con Lun con ba Nam xom ben. Nghe tui no ke ma toi o ca mat va bo i ra cho khac.

Luc toi ri xa Sai Gon th toi c 13 tuo ang le me toi tiep tuc cho toi theo hoc, nhng v giay t truc trac nen me cho toi  nha phu me cong viec ngoai ch.. Nhng hom ch ong toi phu me.. Con hom nao ch vang th toi theo lu ban mi i bat cua, bat ca, ban chim, bat de, hoac lam nhng tro chi thu v khac...

Trong am ban cua toi, Trung la a thng toi nhat. Trung ln hn toi mot tuo Trung cao hn toi mot cai au, ngc n, da ngam ngam en. Trung co mai toc hi bong benh, quan, va hi vang v b nang ot cha Mot ieu ac biet  toi biet ni Trung o la no ch co mot hon dai. Mot hon thong xuong that ln, con hon kia th khong co g het. Toi biet cai chuyen tham kn nay cua Trung la do anh Quang mang no v mot lan no choc anh Quang gian. Anh Quang la anh ruot cua no, ln hn toi 4 tuoi. Va cung v to mo, toi hoi no. No ke tng tan cho toi nghe ve hon dai cua no. No thng toi lam, chuyen g cung noi vi to Toi con nh, moi lan he no o an g ngon hay la mot vat g la la no eu e danh em cho to Con toi muon g la no cung chu toi het. Toi vi Trung chi nhau rat than. Tuy no ln xac va
manh bao, nhng no co mot cai tat o la s ma Ngh cung ngo, mot a chan trau nh no ma lai s ma. Toi cung  khong hieu noi.
Sau hai nam song vi cai lang nay, toi a ln. Toi c 15 tuo Cai tuoi ma toi rat kch thch, rat ham muon nhn vao cho kn cua may a con gai cung xom. Toi rat thch ghe nhng cau chuyen ma thang T ke no eo con Lun con ba Nam. oi luc toi con nam chiem bao thay mnh la thang T ang chi con Lun. Toi em cai y thch nay ra ke Trung. Trung nhn toi roi no ch c No ci mot nu ci la la lam sao a Nhng ke t hom toi noi cai chuyen o vi no, no cang cham soc toi chu ao hn. Toi muon g no cung chu toi ca. Trung rat la me xem cai lng, nhng v s ma, nen lan nao no cung keo toi i chung. Toi nh moi lan co oan hat ve la no ru toi  Tuy rang toi khong thch xem cai lng, nhng toi cung chu no, va lai toi c i xem cac co gai trong lang cho thoa thch.

Co mot buoi tra, no ru toi i ra song cau ca ro phi ve chien don. Toi i cung no. ang cau ca ngon lanh, no cht hoi toi:
- E Teo, cu may co long cha? Cho tao coi c khong?
- Tao ch mi co may cong trang trang ha, cha co en.
- au a tao coi coi.

Noi roi no ti va tuot cai quan ta lon cua toi xuong. Con cu toi bung ra. Gap gio, mot hoi no cng cng ngat. No a tay r r. Toi cam thay nhot nhat voi keo quan len. Roi no t keo quan no xuong cam con cu a cho toi xem. Con cu no co cai au o hon, bong lng, co may cong long en tren xng mu. Qua that, no ch co mot hon dai. Hon ben kia teo au mat. Toi cham chu nhn mot cach say xa roi hoi no:
- Sao con cu may b qua d? No con co cai au bong lng, sao tao khong co giong may?
No nhn toi roi noi:
- Tai may khong biet doc thoi. May doc hoai la no b lien. Doc cu sng lam o.
- Nhng hoi gi tao au co doc au.

Sau hom ay, cai au toi luc nao cung am anh con cu b co cai au bong lng cua thang Trung.

May thang sau toi c 16 tuoi, thang Trung dan toi i an da-ua ai sinh nhat cho to An da-ua xong, no hoi toi:
- Sao, con cu may gi b cha?
- B hn chut xu.
- May co doc no khong?
- Tao hong co. Tao hi s..
- Thang nay doc cu ma cung s..
Noi roi no lac au nhn toi. Thi gian troi qua. Cuoi nam o, gia nh d thang Trung, d Hng, i ve que noi an tet. D Hng no s bo nha bo ca khong ai coi, nen d qua mn no va toi ngu coi nha va thap nhang dum d moi to Tet ve d se l x cho hai a toi bao l x ln.

Luc au th toi khong chu, v hoi gi toi khong quen ngu nha ngi la.. Vi lai moi lan toi ngu la toi khong thch mac quan. Nhng thang Trung du cho toi cap de co la chien cua no neu toi chu ngu dum. Toi ong y ngu xem nha dum d Hng e c cap de.

T hoi nho cho en ln, toi la thang say ngu. He moi lan at lng xuong la toi ngu kho cho en sang. Toi cung cha bao gi i ai em. Toi biet toi ngu nh chet, nen co ngi ngu ben canh cung khong an nham g mnh. May em au toi ngu rat ngon giac, nhng em th ba, t dng gia

em toi thay mnh mac a Toi thc giay, thay thang

Trung ngay eu, chan no kep lay hong to Toi nhe nhang bo chan no xuong, i xuong ging tm dep ra sau vn.... i ai.

Ra ng ngoai goc da ca 5 phut, toi khong thay co giot nc tieu nao Tc mnh toi bo vo ngu tiep. ang thiu thiu ngu, t dng toi thay con cu mnh cng len. Luc au toi cam thay no nhot nhat lam sao, nhng sau o toi co mot cam giac rat la.. Toi nam im, m mat nhn xuong xem chuyen g xay ra vi con cu cua mnh. Di anh en cua ngon en dau l m, toi thay tay thang Trung nam gon con cu toi keo len keo xuong. Cam giac te te chay ran khap than the, toi n ngi theo nhp ieu cua cai len cai xuong. Bong toi thay au au ni au qui au Th ra da qui au cua toi tuot khoi cai vo bao boc. Mot lat sau, trong mnh toi nh co ngan con kieng bo ran. Toi n mnh, mot dong nc trang uc, am am chay ra t cai lo nho xu Toi het hon, giat mnh da Toi anh thc Trung day. No gia v u :
- Chuyen g vay?
- Trung i, may doc cu tao Tao ai dam roi.
- Day cho tao lau, ch khong no t het.
Toi cam cay en hot vt len xem cho t. Toi nhn no hoi:
- Sao no khong khai, may Trung?
No nhn toi roi c No noi:
- o khong phai la ai dam, may ra kh o.
Noi roi no om toi vao long, hon len ma to Toi nhot nhat kho chu lam sao Nhng toi van e yen cho no lam g th lam. No ke mom no vao cho o cua toi ma bu say bu sa. Toi sung sng gh au no vao cho o cua mnh. Cam giac la bat cht lai en vi toi.

Sau em o, Trung thng bu cu toi, voc cu to Cai cam giac la c the en vi toi moi em toi ngu chung vi Trung. 
Mot nam sau, toi quen vi Dung, em gai cua Trung. Trung cam em Dung quen to T o toi thu no lam. Toi khong them noi chuyen vi no ke t khi o. May thang sau, toi quen vi T con nho cung xom. Toi c dp tm lai cai cam giac la lan na Lan nay lai sng hn gap boi lan thang Trung voc cac toi.

Cac ban muon biet trang tnh s cua toi vi T, xin theo doi tiep, Tnh au Xac Tht. Toi se viet vao cuoi tuan nhe.
Het
Cu Nguyen 

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