This is a true story.  I was 6 years old at the time my 5 year old cousin Sara (I changed the name for identity purposes) came to stay over for the weekend.  My parents took us to the park and we played games and barbies all weekend. 

 

The last night she was there, Sara kept saying, "Lets act like sexy girls!" I had no clue was sexy girls were but she showed  me how to walk swinging my non-existent hips and make a kissy face while blinking my eyes rapidly.  We were trying to be all sexy and we showed my parents and they laughed so hard.  We must have looked very cute, but then my mom told us not to be sexy girls because it was wrong.  I didn't listen to her, of course, and so Sara and I went to my little sister (who was 3 years at the time) and I's room...

 

We decided we would play sexy girls in my room.  We shut my door and giggled as we pretended there were boys in the room with us.  We played "sexy girl" until the game got kind of boring and Sara said she wanted to pretend to be a boy and that I would be the sexy girl...

 

So I started making kissy faces at her and we were giggly and we kissed (just a peck kiss) and laughed until our tiny tummies ached.  My little sister started joining in...She was three years old and making all sorts of cute little kissy faces too. 

 

Sara said that we should play sex now.  I didn't know how to play sex. But when she said we have to get undressed and lay in bed together, I knew my mom would not approve.  My little sister said "No, it's wrong!" But that just made me feel naughty and want to do it even more so I said "Let's do it!"

 

Sara told me we needed to practice kissing with tongue first because when we played sex naked we would have to rub our bodies naked on each other and kiss each other using our tongues...So we practiced kissing and it was so wet and sloppy...We didn't know what to do with our tongues so we just licked each other sweet lips and made lots of loud kissing sounds. 

 

Then we started to get undressed and my little sister left the room. I didn't care! I didn't want her to play with us anyway! So we got totally naked and I remember before I took my panties off, feeling nervous and I almost backed out...At the same time I was really excited...I knew this was naughty and I felt wet inside...I didn't know what we were doing but I liked it.  So we jumped under my Winnie the Pooh blanket and started kissing again and rubbing our little naked bodies against each other-

 

Then the door flung open and my mom was in the doorway demanding an explanation.  My little sister was a tattletale and ran to tell on my cousin Sara and me.  We jumped out of bed and we both started to cry as my mom told us what we were doing was very bad.  We got dressed and couldn't look at each other.  Sara couldn't sleep in my room that night and my mom called her parents and told them what was going on. 

 

Every time I see Sara, I think of that day and wonder if someone else might have taught her those games.  I wish I were old enough to have noticed those were signs that she was being molested but my parents should have picked up on it.  Sara has never admitted to having been messed with so maybe she just saw a naughty movie or something...but that day I realized that even though boys made me crazy excited, girls could make me excited too!