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                                          THE WAGES OF SIN
                                  notes by a (former) feminist

         Many a minister (and other sanctimonious person) will tell you about 
the sin of saying �yes�.
         I�m here, my fellow women, to tell you about a far worse sin.  That�s 
the sin of saying �no.�
         Take me, for instance.  I was young once.  My mother and my 
community and my school taught me well.  They taught me all about the 
sin of saying �yes�.  We were drilled in it daily at school.  I imbibed it 
innocently, completely, until it was me and I was it.  I would never say 
�yes.�  Never.  And I didn�t.
         I was never raped.  I was never molested.  I may have been stalked, 
when I was younger.  Then again, it may only have been my imagination.
         I�m average.  Call me Alison Average, if you like.  You wouldn�t 
consider me a knockout.  On the other hand, you wouldn�t regard me as 
ugly, either.  At least, you wouldn�t have, if I was younger.
         Now I�m old.  I�m fat.  (I compensated for not being raped, molested, 
or stalked by overeating, you see.)  I keep having to buy larger dresses at 
the dress shop.  I�m getting wrinkles.  My hair is thinning.
         Why did they teach me that �All sex is rape?�  Worse, why did I 
believe it?  Why did they teach me that being propositioned by a man is a 
form of sexual harassment?  And why did I fall for that crap?
         These days, when men see me coming, they cross the street.  The 
last time I talked to a man was sometime in the 1980�s.  (He didn�t ask me 
out.)
         Why did I attend all those women�s seminars?  Endless lectures by 
hairy ex-whores on the evils of men!  Of *course* they don�t like men.  
They long ago reduced men to a commodity, and had sex so many times 
they got sick of it.  I have a collection of dildoes at home (bought from a 
catalog).  But I can�t use my dildoes like they use theirs because, never 
having had sex, I�m not about to deflower myself with a hunk of plastic.
         Girls, please!  Listen to me!  Say �yes�!  Go out tonight!  Let yourself 
be propositioned by a stranger.  Have unbelievable sex in some back alley 
somewhere.  The alternative is much, much worse:  sitting at home, 
watching public T.V.  (I can�t watch commercial T.V. anymore, it�s too 
heartbreaking.  All those people talking about sex!)
         (If you are stuck at home, though, there�s a highly informative 
program on public T.V.:  �Women in Crisis:  Abuse in Our Nation�s Homes.�  
It�s by a prominent feminist -- oops!  There I go again!)
         Let me tell you what it�s like to be an old maid like me.  It�s worse 
even than being a single mother.  At least if you�re a single mother, you 
can make a claim for welfare.  When *I* tried to get welfare, do you know 
what the *woman* at the Welfare Office said?  She said:  �If you�ve got no 
kids, honey, you�re considered an able-bodied adult.  Just between you and 
me, I�d advise you to get your fat ass a job.�  (When I complained to her 
supervisor, she (the supervisor) said:  �We�re married, have kids, and work 
too.  You�re all by yourself.  Who do you think you are, Cleopatra?�
         Now I work at a dry cleaning establishment, cleaning the dresses of 
(married) feminists with careers.  While I majored in college in Feminist 
Studies, learning all about the crimes of men, those women majored in 
something useful, like accounting.
         Don�t believe that feminist crap!  Do you know who thought up all 
that feminist crap?  Women, who were having trouble meeting men.  They 
figured if they could convince all the other women (like me) that �All Men 
Are Evil,� they�d reduce the amount of competition they faced.  It worked.  
They�re married.  I�m not.
         No men �harass� me by opening doors for me.  No men �love me and 
leave me,� saddling me with their children.  My home (an apartment) is 
cold and dark.  Nobody helps me with the household chores.  Nobody calls.  
(Other women used to call me, long ago, but they�ve since �succumbed� and 
gotten married.  I�m sitting here with every book ever published by 
feminists.  They�re not nearly as much fun in bed as they seemed years 
ago, when I bought them.)
         Yes, my fellow women.  The real sin is not in saying �yes.�  It�s in 
saying �no.�  When you say �no,� do you know what happens?  Nothing!  If 
you�re persistent enough in saying �no�, (I was) the guy goes away!  He 
meets a woman less well-versed in feminist orthodoxy, who (guess 
what?) says �yes� to him!
         Please, listen to me!  Don�t just toss this message and think:  some 
message by some cranky old fool.  Yes, I�m a crank, and a fool.  But now you 
know why:  It�s because I didn�t say �yes� to the men of this world!

(I have no idea how that wound up in this zine, but please pass it along to 
any women (or girls) you know who may need it.  - h.j.)

                                      Andrew Roller Presents
                                              FUCK DECENCY

                                   Sponsored by:  Crab the dog

                                              Issue No. 349

                                   Naughty Naked Dreamgirls in 
                                           Dungeon of Desire

                                               Chapter Four

         One final preparation remained.  And, as befitted Sauron�s household, 
it was quite obscene.  Katy stopped outside the tea room and let go of 
Dick�s penis.  I saw a small table with a Moistex pad on it, unopened, 
beside the door, plus an empty glass flower vase and a box of kleenex.  I 
wondered at them.  The vase had a long graceful neck but it had been 
broken near the top of its neck, perhaps to make its vase mouth wider.  It 
looked as if it had once been rather narrow at the top of its swan-like 
neck but now, being broken a little down, there was more room for things 
to be put inside it.  Yet flower stems were all the same, were they not?  
What else could one put in a pretty vase like that?  
         Katy picked up the vase and turned and held it under Dick�s cockhead.  
         �Make water,� she told him. 
         �Huh?� Dick asked.  He watched as she tipped the vase forward a 
little so that its mouth enclosed the crown of Dick�s penis.  He quivered in 
that smooth cut glass opening.  Its edges were sharp, and Katy had to be 
careful lest she cut him.  �You cannot enter the tea room with pee in your 
penis, or your bladder, or wherever you men keep it.  It would be impure.  
Japanese tradition requires that you pee before having your tea.�  She 
looked up at him, smiling, still holding the vase quite carefully.  
�Anyways, you�ll pee more from drinking lots of tea, so lets start fresh so 
you don�t have to excuse yourself to go to the bathroom, big boy.�  
         I did not know whether Katy was lying or telling the truth.  But Dick, 
inspired by his dangerous situation and her sensuous eyes, peed lustily.  
His stream burst forth and he filled the vase almost to its rim.  Katy had 
to be even more careful then, for if she wasn�t she�d spill all the pee Dick 
had given her onto Sauron�s carpeted floor.  She placed the vase down onto 
the small table.  It looked golden sitting there, light shafting through it 
from a lamp nearby.  Katy ripped open the Moistex pad with her fingers and 
gently wiped Dick�s pee slit on his cockhead.  He shivered a little at the 
alcohol impregnated in the pad.
         �There, now you�re all ready for tea,� Katy said to him.  She looked 
at me.  �We girls must pee in pots,� she said.  She pointed to two painted 
gold pots sitting discreetly against the wall on the far side of the table.  I 
fetched mine.  It was small like a bowl, but high enough in its shape that I 
might pee into it without splashing too much on myself.  
         I fetched a kleenex for when I was done and I squatted.  Katy got her 
bowl and placed it on the floor next to me and squatted over hers, kleenex 
in hand.  Dick watched, bright eyed.  Lifting our kimonos so we couldn�t 
mess ourselves, Katy and I peed into our bowls.  We wiped ourselves.  We 
deposited our kleenex into our bowls.  Mine floated on my pee, like a 
crumpled boat.  Katy took my bowl, hers also, and set them beside Dick�s 
vase on the table.
         �Someone will empty them,� she smiled.  �Now let�s go inside.�      
         Our gowns billowing, our footsteps soft, we made our way into the 
tea room.  I got a nod from Katy and accepted it as permission to sit.  
Wearing only my collar round my throat, with my kimono open to show my 
breasts, I sat down for traditional Japanese tea.  Dick sat at the next 
place.  His penis, elevated by the wood on which he sat, thrust itself onto 
the table.  Katy smirked and seated herself on a cushion of her own.  
         �Where�s Sauron?� Dick asked.  The inevitable question, and he�d had 
the courage to broach it.  Katy settled herself on her cushion, letting her 
legs lie open, pulling her kimono up so that it did not block the view of her 
sex between her criss-crossed Indian-style legs.  She reached over and 
adjusted Dick�s robe so that his balls and his penis would be displayed 
more completely.
         �Sauron must be busy,� she answered.  �I�m sure he�ll join us soon.�  
She smiled at me and made sure I lifted and parted my kimono so that my 
pussy would show as easily and freely as hers did.  Then she clapped her 
hands together, once.
         To my utter shock and amazement, a servant appeared.  And it was no 
ordinary servant, either, like the faceless ones Miriam had.  It was 
Jennifer!  She stepped out from what must have been the kitchen, her head 
bowed, her hair done up Geisha-style like Katy�s was.  But she wore no 
formal kimono.  Instead a simple white blouse covered her otherwise nude 
figure, wafting at her waist, dipping just low enough to hide her hips but 
leaving her pussy bare.  Jennifer�s fur was completely on display, and as I 
watched her mincing steps I doubted not that she would have preferred to 
have panties on, even panties that creased her thighs.
         �Jennifer�s learning to be our tea server,� Katy said.  �We procured 
her from her boyfriend.  She�ll learn more from us.�  I wanted to ask how 
she�d been procured.  But I knew.  Somehow Sauron, in his rage, having lost 
to Dick, had found a way, Agamemnon-like, to steal himself a substitute 
prize.  And here she was, all ivory-skinned and sweet, trembling a little 
as she approached us, her nails lacquered and her hair elaborately done up 
and her makeup perfect.  She bore a small bronze vessel.  It was hot and 
steam wafted up from it.  Jennifer wiggled her nose a little as the rising 
steam tickled it.  I guessed it heated her bosoms a little and made her 
billowy shirt stick a little to them.  She held the tea kettle away from her 
so that her perky nipples wouldn�t be injured by its hot bronze surface.  
Alluring in her nudity, she wore big oven mitts on her hands to keep them 
from touching the tea pot.
         Jennifer knelt carefully with the pot and then placed it on a hot 
plate beside our low table.  Like the table, the hot plate sat on the floor.  
A small stand was under it to keep it off the woven floor mats that ran 
underneath us.  The room smelled of bamboo, not a heavy smell, like in old 
Asian houses, but a fresh scent, as if the bamboo had just been cut and 
brought in from the jungle to serve us during our ceremony.

                                          MAGAZINE REVIEWS
                                                by holy joe

Cosmopolitan, March 1998, $2.95.  No web site listed.

         Review:  The girl who packed my bags at the grocery store gave 
me a weird look when she saw me buying this magazine.  I can�t help it.  
It�s got some great information in it about sex.  
         Which brings up the question, why are the ladies� magazines about 
sex sold in the grocery store, where any child can read them, while 
mens� magazines about sex:  a.  aren�t even sold in the grocery store, 
and b.  can�t be bought or viewed by anyone under 18?
         There�s better information about sex in this issue of 
Cosmopolitan than I�ve ever seen in any issue of Playboy, Penthouse, or 
Hustler.  Consider these tips:

         �If you want to get your guy off orally, first spend some time 
stimulating his body from the navel to the knees with your hair.  It 
feels great!  Then, focus your warm breath and kisses on the head of his 
penis and the part that�s just beneath.  For most men, the sensation is 
the same as if you had the entire penis in your mouth.  Also, make hand 
play an active part of oral sex -- lightly caress his testicles and stroke 
the shaft of his penis.  This helps increase the intensity of whatever 
you�re doing with your mouth.�  (page 223).

         (Just think, America, your 8-year-old daughter may be standing in 
the grocery store reading that right now!  And you thought banning the 
Internet from her life would keep her from finding out about sex...)
         There are many other great ideas in this issue of Cosmopolitan.  I 
don�t want to violate their copyright by retyping it all on the Internet, 
but let me list just a few:  (All of these are written for females to do, 
to males.)  (I suppose fags could try it too, of course:)
         1.  Blow-job your man with frozen grapes in your mouth.
         2.  To make his dick feel warm, spray your mouth with Binaca 
breath spray just before sucking him.  Mint-flavored toothpaste also 
works.
         3.  Place a vibrator against your cheek.  Then, suck your man�s 
penis.
         4.  Stroke or lick the hairless underside of a man�s balls.
         5.  Use a soft, manual toothbrush on his body (or yours).
         6.  �Use silk scarves or a pair of your panty hose to tie his ankles 
and wrists together. ... Blindfold him and have him identify what you�re 
doing:  Slide an ice cube over his body or lick whipped cream or 
chocolate sauce off his chest.�  (page 226)
         7.  Blow-job your man with yogurt in your mouth.
         8.  Unzip your man�s fly with your teeth.
         9.  �Go to the supermarket wearing nothing but a raincoat.�  (page 
226)

         There are many, many other suggestions in this issue of 
Cosmopolitan.  I skipped over the ones dealing with the female body 
since it would take too much brain-power for me to try to figure them 
out.  (Even with Gray�s Anatomy sitting here by my computer.)  But, 
from a man�s point of view, I think I hit all the really important ones.
         It looks like the Christian Perdition has their work cut out for 
them if they�re going to save America from sex...

                                               Sexually Frustrated
                                                  by Laura Kramer

Would it be wrong,
         to push against a wall, to kiss you?
Hard.

To pin your arms above your head,
         and press my body against yours.
Hard.

To feel you.

How wonderful I would feel if you took me.
         Laid me down and pressed your body onto mine.
         Felt me.
         Kissed me.

Fulfill my need for passion.  Grasp it in your hand,
         and release it upon my waiting body.

And then, after the need for passion has subsided,
         lay next to me,
         while I trace the lines of your body.
         To begin to know you,
         so that I can mold my body to yours and still feel the heat.

Is it wrong to want this?
         To need this? 

                                             AND IN THE END...

                                GOSH, LADIES, ISN�T WORK FUN?

         �Your vision:  a corner office with a panoramic view, a six-figure 
salary, a fat expense account complete with a generous clothing 
allowance, and a gleaming limousine to ferry you to and from the 
office...all, of course, before you hit 30.  Your reality:  a cubicle the 
size of a bathroom stall.�

- Cosmopolitan, March 1998, page 229.

(You should have posed for Playboy.  -h.j.)


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  copyright 1998 by the respective copyright holder.    
-END OF 349 EMISSION

         �Brigid screamed and screamed, like a little girl of nine or ten 
having her first spanking.  She was no longer trying to kick like a 
wicked child but surging her arse and twisting her hips as she shrieked 
and floundered over the padded trestle.�  (Noreen, page 36, published by 
Blue Moon Books.)

At least she didn�t wind up like me!  - Alison Average.
    

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