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Send your ideas and if 'I' like it, I'll use as many details as you supply. ---------------------------------------------- Lisa_Pt1.txt My Young Lover(s) Lisa - Part 1 From five to nine and smiles to sadness. m13g5 through M17g9 Cons, Rom, Pett, Extr Pedo, Oral, Pedo, Piv, 1st ---------------------------------------------- I never thought I could love a little girl, but Lisa was more than a child. Finding her after she was lost went beyond any concept of understanding or happiness. ---------------------------------------------- Lisa was nine and I was seventeen when I last saw her. I had been babysitting her since she was five and I loved her dearly. She had grown so attached to me and certainly me to her, that by the time a month had gone by since the day I first started taking care of her, she had developed a crush on me that nobody could break, not even me! She never wanted to be away from me and I spent as much time at her parent's house as I possibly could just to see her smile. The happy fact that I was also enjoying our being together wasn't lost on my heart OR my hormones. I stopped accepting money to babysit her in little more than two months after I started and began acting like her very protective big brother or MUCH older boyfriend. I was spending so much time at her house that Lisa's parents eventually let me make part of her bedroom my second home, much to the disapproval of MY parents. As a growing teenager, I had extraordinarily personal access to someone significantly younger, more permissive and MUCH more curious than ANY girl my own age. I had no idea how fortunate I was at the time and revelled in the liberal attitudes of my little girlfriend's parents. Everyday after school I would ride my bike as fast as I could to her house so I could be with her. I was much closer to her at that time than my parents ever really found out about or might ever need to know, and I ain't talking spiritual supporter, neither! After I got there, her mom would go out shopping or visiting a friend for a little while and I did my homework and studied in Lisa's bedroom sitting on the floor. As I studied with Lisa on my lap, it didn't take me very long after we had become close enough before I'd be running my free hand and fingers across her developing titties and along or between her chubby legs, filling my senses with the plump, pillow-like softness of her developing genitalia through her panties. She loved for me to touch and play with her as she reached over her head and hugged my neck behind her, laying her head back on my shoulder as I read, studied, wrote my many book reports and did all my schoolwork. My homework with Lisa was always much more enjoyable, but I didn't get any extra credit for doing biology experiments with her little body. It became a constant battle between my awareness of what I was supposed to KEEP from doing, and my body's constant influences by my own developing hormones and sexual needs. I was spending so much time at her house that her mom and dad convinced me to spend the night every once in a while with Lisa when she needed extra care or attention, or if they wanted a night out. They HAD to know I would touch her in less than proper ways while they were out of sight and ESPECIALLY while she slept. After all, I WAS a teenaged boy with enough hormones raging through my body for ten grown men. Her folks never seemed to be concerned or worried, which kind of surprised and pleased me. They actually gave me many more opportunities to be intimate with their little girl than any other parent of a little girl might, both of her folks so casual about us being sexually familiar that I was certain I was being setup for a major fall. Most of the time, she wore tight elastic shorts and a t-shirt when I took care of her, but every once in a while she would have only a t-shirt and panties on when I arrived, or just panties. Her mom either didn't feel it was necessary for Lisa to put on more clothes before I got there, or knew I was going to take her clothes off ten or fifteen minutes after Lisa's mom left anyway. I couldn't resist seeing Lisa's round bottom and plump cunny inside her tight panties as I studied. They would be pulled off as we played, wrestled and talked only AFTER all my school work was done. Most of the time, anyway! It was so intoxicating to gently press my hand into the front of her panties and caress the rubbery softness of warm skin between her chubby legs. As my index, middle and ring fingers softly found their mark, Lisa would spread her legs apart like a flower offering it's sweet nectar to a bee landing on the edge of the extended petals. Her petals were round, plump and bright pink and were always ready for the tender examination by my fingers and hands. It was so easy for me to push my hands into her panties that it seemed like nothing more than a gentle embrace or delicate hug to her after the first few times. To me, it was Heaven on Earth. I adored her and her pretty little body, from the time she was five until the last time I saw her naked. We would always repeat the same general routine during our playtime. With my studies finished, I would carefully set my books and papers off to the side and make sure nothing was within the immediate vicinity of where we sat. Her anxious excitement could be seen in her eyes and face as I put my study materials away, like a racehorse ready at the starting gate. She knew what was coming next, but would always act surprised when I launched myself at her, tickling her with the intense ferocity of a wild animal. Her laughter filled the room and her shrill squeals would often pierce my eardrums, leaving them ringing for hours. Once I heard her mom's car roll up the driveway, I would discontinue our playtime, gather her up and put her panties, shorts and t-shirt back on. When her mom was inside, I would rush home to eat dinner with my folks as if nothing could be more normal or natural. I would visit with them for a little while, do some chores to keep them at least PARTIALLY happy and fly back to my Lisa when I was finished. Her parents even came to my defense when my folks started asking some very tough questions about me spending so much time with Lisa at night and ESPECIALLY in bed with her. My parents were convinced I had been molesting and brainwashing Lisa not to tell on me, ignoring any attempt by Lisa's parents to disuage any fears or concerns that they might have about how intimate I had become with their little five year old. My folks wanted me to stop seeing her and threatened to ground me if they caught me touching her or sleeping with her ever again. I was so heartbroken that my parents would treat me this way, since Lisa's parents didn't seem terribly concerned with my being with her day AND night, playing with her, taking care of her, bathing her AND sleeping with her once in a while. I never could understand what the big deal was. I took care of the little girl with the compassion of a loving family member and would never cause her harm in ANY way. My parents were probably the most uncomfortable with the impression that Lisa and I acted more like a little married couple than a child and her teenaged care giver when we were together. I have to admit, we did put on quite an obvious personal display of affection when close enough to touch each other. We weren't fucking each other or anything like that. It was more just holding and touching each other in a VERY familiar manner. They never ONCE saw me with my hands in her panties or under her shirt. But to hear them talk, you would have thought they had seen me lick Lisa from toes to nose with a long series of stop-overs between her legs and inside her underpants. I was getting the impression that I had to have been adopted, since my folks most likely had NEVER had sex in their lives. Her mom and dad eventually helped my folks understand that Lisa needed a tremendous amount of attention and affection since she was a very 'special' child. They appreciated all the help I provided them and felt as though I was giving them a chance to have a 'relatively' normal life together, not having to spend every waking minute taking care of her personal needs or medical requirements. After hours of long discussions, my parents finally relented and allowed me to keep seeing and taking care of her as often as Lisa's parents asked me to, and as long as I kept my grades up or didn't get Lisa into any 'trouble'. I knew what they meant and I truly felt insulted. I had been taking care of her for months and had NEVER hurt her or jeopardized her safety or security. I even got the impression that they were somehow jealous of my affection and love for Lisa and they probably wished that they had that same amount of love or physical attraction for each other. I can only imagine the kind of sex they wanted from each other after seeing Lisa and me together. I think my mom secretly wished she could be a little girl again and wanted my dad to do to her what they suspected I was doing to Lisa. My mom was already so submissive, I'm sure she ached to be treated like a little girl. I'm sure my dad got a hard-on just thinking about being in bed with Lisa at night and having a chance to touch my darling child-lover inside her panties without anyone finding out. Sure I touched Lisa's naked body, A LOT! But never in a manner that she didn't like or want. In fact, there were plenty of times that I had to control HER hands after she got a little rambuncious in front of her mom and dad. She would love to hug me around the hips from behind and would 'accidentally' let one of her tiny hands come to rest right over my already aching woody, squeeze it a couple of times and lovingly hold me tightly with her face against my lower back. She would be certain that I was facing her mom when she did it and loved to see me turn bright red after she let me go to come around to my front to look at my face. As good as it felt for her to touch and hold my woody like that, I hated for her to do it in front of her parents. To Lisa, it seemed much more fun to be provocative. At first, they were shocked and embarrassed that she would act so naughtily, but after a while, they just laughed and accepted it as their little girl growing up. They began to excuse her actions as playful or loving and tried to act as if they saw nothing out of the ordinary or sexual about where she let her hands 'fall'. Of course, as soon as she began touching or fondling me in front of her parents, I would VERY sternly try to catch her hands and wrestle them back to a normal location. Most of the time, I was able to wrench her hands away from my woody, but as she got older, she became more creative and could predict what I would do to try to stop her from embarrassing me. After a couple of years of her constant and deliberate 'accidents', I stopped trying to prevent her from touching or holding me and let her do as she wanted (and I enjoyed), as long as she didn't get too carried away or tried to continue her play time in public. It got to be a daily ritual for me to arrive after school and for her mom to leave to go out shopping or visiting. I would study for a while with Lisa sitting on my lap in her shorts or panties. After all of my schoolwork was done, I would pull off her shorts and panties, after which Lisa and I would talk and play and I would plunge my face between her lovely legs and dine on her cunny like a bowl full of candy. Running my tongue up and down along her deeply cleaved vulva was her favorite form of 'play' and she would practically push me to the floor on my back so she could ride my face as if it were her private pony. I would suck her plump labia lips into my mouth and force my tongue into her vagina as she rubbed her pussy against my face, holding her upper body with one hand while I carressed her bum with the other. We repeated this erotic game every day, never altering the sequence or duration unless her mom got home early. When her mom got home, I dressed her back up and I would go home and eat -- food, come back after a couple of hours and give Lisa her bath. That was the most enjoyable time we had together with her parents there, since I could openly touch and fondle her naked skin, even with her mom or dad in the bathroom with us. Sometimes, I would spend far too long giving her a 'bath'. Most of the time she was in the water actually playing more than running a soapy cloth across her tortured body. I never had the heart to tell her that playtime was over, so I just let her go on and on until the water got too cold for her and she asked to get out of the tub. Afterward, I would visit with her and her parents as we watched TV or played board games with my darling playmate on my lap and my hands or fingers mysteriously disappearing into the tight confines of her panties until it was time for Lisa to go to sleep. Then I would take her to bed, tuck her in (in ALL the right places for at least ten minutes or so), read her a story until she started getting sleepy and then let her parents come visit with her before she was completely under Mister Sandman's spell. When I went home, I was satisfied I had spent enough time with her to make her feel very special and VERY loved. When her parents went on a weekend trip to Las Vegas, they had me stay with Lisa and take care of all of her personal and medical needs. I had never seen my little sweetheart so anxious to go to bed right after dinner until we were completely by ourselves. "My gosh little one. What have you got in store for ME tonight?" "I'm not gonna tell you. You have to tickle me in all the right spots before I'll give you a hint you're getting close." This kind of game I truly liked. She was secretly hoping it was going to take me at least an hour before I was able to wiggle my fingers between her legs and start tickling her precious plump cunny. An hour . . . RIGHT! Before we both got into bed, she made me undress her and then undressed me. It took her far longer to work my jeans off than if I had done it on my own, but it was so cool to have her do it for me. That's when she started to learn how to give me a very nice version of a little girl's blowjob. Oh, how wonderful it felt for her to kiss and then lick my dick with her hot wet tongue. I almost didn't want to let her get into bed, because as soon as we did, our playtime would surely be over. After fifteen minutes of absolute Heaven, she held my wanker around the middle, kissed the tip and then looked up at me deliciously. "Thanks for letting me try that Mark. When you told me about that last week, I thought you were just joking about how nice it would be. Now I KNOW how much you like it, kinda like how you kiss and lick my trickle." "Babydoll, as long as you want to do that, I won't EVER stop you." We finally worked our way toward her bed, playtime over far too soon. Or so I thought. As our legs settled between the sheets, she started to hug me and press her chubby body all over me, enticing me to get the next game started. "I wonder which part I'm supposed to start tickling first?" In less than a second, she grabbed my hand and thrust it between her legs and clamped them together. She didn't waste any time telling me just where SHE wanted me to start tickling her first. Apparently, all the time she had spent on my pecker had increased her intense need for tactile stimulation and all her previous plans for long and protracted foreplay were quickly forgotten. "Hmmmm. It feels just like a cute little cunny that I play with ALL the time. I wonder why this little girl wants me to tickle her right here?" In a very soft and somewhat demure voice, she answered correctly. "Because if feels SOOOO good when you do it. Please don't tease me Mark. You know I need you to tickle me real bad, just like I tickled you!" "I'm sorry angel. I'll stop teasing you and do just as you ask." My middle finger pushed further between her legs which made them spring open as if I had found a hidden latch. For a few minutes, all I did was rub her vulva and caress the entirety of her mons from front to back. She lay her head back and closed her eyes, rocking her hips toward my hand in a smooth, rhythmic pattern. When my index finger found her clitty, she commanded me to satisfy her needs, so I followed orders just like a naughty big teddy bear should. "Right there. Do it hard!" For the next hour, all I did was stimulate her hungry clitoris, applying just enough pressure to keep her excited, but not enough that she would have an orgasm. She loved to have multiple orgasms, but this time I wanted her first one to last a long time so she would enjoy it thoroughly. "MARK! STOP TEASING ME! Please tickle me with your tongue!" I flung the bed covers back and squat between her legs, shoving my face up against her perfectly formed pudendum, sticking my tongue into the cleft of her cunny and wiggling it back and forth along it. She grabbed my head (as usual) and pulled my face into her pussy even harder, hungry for intense stimulation. Within five more minutes, she was bucking nicely to her first of several continuous orgasms. After the fifth one, I could tell she was beginning to tire, so I reduced the amount of pressure against her clitty and softly licked her entire pussy from front to back. Then I wanted to try something that I had never done with her before. I leaned forward and pressed my woody against her vulva and could feel her labia start to wrap around the tip of my dick. The feeling was so intense that I felt a red hot poker thrust into my chest from behind. A loud clap of thunder rumbled through the neighborhood as a sudden downpour blanketed her parent's house. As I leaned further forward I could feel her vagina begin to open to me, her still intact hymen soon to be a forgotten part of her childhood. A louder and closer clap of thunder shook the house and made the electricity go off for a second, the smoke detectors squealing and blaring. I got pretty scared and I could tell Lisa was absolutely terrified! I wasn't sure if she was afraid of my penis pushing into the opening of her young vagina or if she was afraid of the intense and unexpected thunder. I pulled my woody back out from between her labia and rolled over on my back to her right, pulling her on top of me and pressing our sides against the wall furthest from the window. When she settled onto my chest, I pushed my still unsatisfied woody between her legs. When our pubic bones pressed together and the top of my woody was firmly between her fat labia, she closed her legs, squeezed my dick and began gently humping me, her slick, young vulva providing an incredible degree of satisfaction for me. After a few minutes of dry fucking, I could feel my own orgasm start to build in my balls, so I reached for some tissues on the table next to the bed and held them over the tip of my dick. It was just in time as streams of white goo began spraying into the slightly rough paper substitute for my little girl's pussy, her opening less than an inch or so away from the end of my cock. After I stopped convulsing and held her tightly to my body, we shared a few minutes of quiet before she began whispering to me. "Did that feel good Mark? I wanted to do that for you so you could have a good time too. Since that was our first time, I was a little scared at first, but you made it feel good when you pushed your thingy under me. You don't mind that we didn't REALLY do it, do you?" "Not really, thank you Babydoll. It was wonderful. I just wish I could push my willy inside you without feeling so terribly guilty. I know you want me to and I REALLY want to as well. But I just get a bad feeling about doing it right now. Maybe we should wait a little while longer before we do that, okay?" "Okay Mark. If you think we should wait then I don't mind. Can we just lay here and keep rubbing like that a little while longer? It feels really nice for you to tickle me on my trickle with your thingy. You can do that as much as you want, if you like. Can we?" What a good little girl. Knowing how to increase the sensations slightly, Lisa opened her legs as far apart over me as she could, repositioned the length of my dick between her thighs as high up her tight crack as I could go, the top of my cock pressing detestably along the sticky wet cleft of her cunny. She then squeezed her chubby thighs together as hard as she could, imitating the wonderful sensation of the inner sanctum of her still virgin womb. Every ten minutes or so, she would curl her hips toward me just enough to push the tip of my dick between her tight hot pussy lips, holding still with the head right at the steaming entrance to her vagina, letting the feeling of our near intercourse rumble through my body so thoroughly that I almost had a number of orgasms right into her tender womb. She got so good at this that I almost lost all control and wanted to plunge my woody as far into her as it would go, but continued to feel horribly intense pangs of guilt. I allowed my little sex toy to do whatever she wanted and Lisa was certain to push me right to the edge, wanting to feel just how wonderful it might be to become a woman at her young age. She even grew brave enough to pull her face and her slender body away from mine and spread her legs apart, sitting on my hips and looking down at me with a devilish grin. In a series of exceedingly slow forward pushes with her hips, she rocked her body backward and watched my face with the determination of a child about to get caught with her hand in the cookie jar. Once her actions ceased, the head of my dick was again at the entrance to her burgeoning womanhood, Lisa completely in control of how far this disgustingly wonderful act might progress. She watched in rapt excitement, her mouth wide open and her heart crashing in her chest, aware that this was the closest we'd both come to 'doing it'. I could feel my blood heaving into and out of my penis, each pulse filling and emptying my manhood, the glans of my cock far enough along the spongy softness of her vaginal opening, the crown was about to be clasped by her tight muscular grip. I lay there in absolute delirium, perfectly conscious of where the sexual extention of my body was, keenly aware of the indecent and immoral actions I was taking and completely willing to let my little lover do whatever she wanted, experimenting, growing, learning. All Lisa had the courage to allow was for the end of my cock to remain at the threshold of her hot, wet and perfectly tight opening, my dick aching to travel a few more inches and consumate our joining. With strength far beyond mine, she let me linger along the tender entrance of her still intact girlhood far longer than I could endure, both of us enjoying the sensation of our bodies joining as one. Looking as if someone had just reminded her of the unethical behavior being performed by a teenaged young man and a child barely old enough to understand right from wrong, she pulled her hips away slowly, the glorious embrace of her vagina being relinquished a millimeter at a time until we were yet again alone, apart, separate. Her chest fell forward onto mine once again, her legs snapped closed around my erect penis and her thighs clamped around my cock with as much force as her body could muster. Her hips resumed their animated up and down bobbing, granting me enough of a simulated sensation of intercourse as we were permitted to experience, my need for sexual stimulation being allowed even if it was not genuine. After an hour of sexual temptation and hormonal frustration, I held her along the hips and began jackhammering between her soft thighs until yet again I was erupting with gobs of sticky goo. I knew she must have felt both sexy and disgusted at the same time, but she'd do whatever I wanted, as long as it didn't cause her intense pain. She already had enough of that. We spent the rest of the night dry fucking, touching, kissing, holding each other and just enjoying the feeling of each others' naked bodies tightly pressed against one another. We didn't know it at the time, but it was the last time we would be able to do this much by ourselves and enjoyed the sensations of constant tactile contact all night. The thunder diminished and the rain slowed down to a nice pattering on the roof, until by the time the sun came up, only a little trace of water remained on the grass and street. The rest of the weekend was little more than a continuous sexual exploration, neither of us willing to put clothes on until an hour before her parents were expected to arrive. From that weekend on, she would let me push my finger inside her vagina ever so gently, as long as I didn't push so hard that I might break her maidenhead. She also allowed me to touch and fondle her any time I wanted, even a couple of times in the back seat of her mother's car when we went to the store. It felt terribly naughty to have my hand up Lisa's dress, my fingers working their way inside her panties along her legs. It felt awesome to be fingering this little girl's pussy as she sat on my lap behind her mother. I knew just where to sit so her mom couldn't see where my hands were as she was driving. Even though her mom didn't ACT like she knew what I was up to, I suspected that she was a lot more savvy about my constant wanderings inside Lisa's panties and allowed me to touch her as long as I didn't hurt her baby girl. When the elastic of her panties snapped a few times while my fingers were dancing across her tender flesh, I saw her mom give me a quick glance in the rear view mirror and then look forward without comment, her cheeks puffing up a little, indicating she knew what I was up to and was smiling to herself, fully aware that I was being really naughty right behind her. The young and perfectly aware mother felt very comfortable with my constant fondling of her little girl as Lisa sat open legged on my lap, her knees hooked over my thighs up high enough that my angel was practically spread eagle on my legs, her already short dress pulled up to her hips and my hand softly working her genitalia into absolute bliss. All Lisa did was hold her hands over mine or hug my face from behind as she closed her eyes and immersed herself in the sensations of her clitoris, vulva and vagina being softly abused by her big boyfriend. The constant sound of my finger invading her tight honey box carried quietly around us, her mother able to hear the slick pops and snaps, bringing to fore long passed experiences that nobody else would ever be aware of between her and one of HER older boyfriends. This went on for a long time, until . . . "Mark, tell me again, please?" "Okay Munchkin. In a far distant land, there was this beautiful young princess that was very lonely and afraid. She prayed every night for a handsome man to come take her away from her pain and fears, until one day it happened. He came to answer all her prayers and wishes and she fell in love with him the moment their eyes met. She knew that he would be the answer to all her desperate pleas and was her dream come true. After they talked for hours and hours, she started feeling the need to kiss him, reached forward and softly brushed her lips to his. They embraced and kissed for a very long time, the day turning to night." "Their fears turned to endearing love. Their loneliness and sorrow turned to togetherness and unbound joy. After a short time to get to know each other, they finally knew it had to be and he proposed to marry her and be hers for the rest of her life, until the end of time. Their wedding was a glorious affair, with hundreds of people attending from all parts of her kingdom. She wore a beautiful white wedding gown, with a long lace train. Her tiny wedding shoes were crystal slippers, her sexy little feet clearly visible inside. Every woman in the kingdom was happy for the cute little princess and wished that they too could find a handsome, sweet man to be their prince." "What about their wedding night? Did they make love?" I looked to my right at her parents as they stood near the entrance of her hospital room, uncertain if I should answer her rather bold question in such a public setting. She had never asked me that kind of question in front of them before and I was extraordinarily nervous having heard her curious words in their presence. We had talked at length about sex and each others' bodies before, but we were always alone when we whispered secret questions and answers to each other like that, often late at night when I was alone with her, or taking care of her while her parents were away. Having heard her question to me, they also looked a little embarrassed, but there was no reason I couldn't tell her whatever she wanted to know now. They wiped the tears from their eyes and nodded in my direction, giving me their permission to continue. I leaned forward and drew my mouth to her tiny ear, whispering into it as I continued, trying as hard as I could to keep our loving and special conversation to ourselves. "Their wedding night was an exciting and wonderous event. He carried her from the doorway to her bed, kissing her as she landed on the satin sheets and silk pillows. He carefully undressed his new bride and began to reveal the white satin panties and silk stockings that she wore under her wedding dress, now laid carefully at the foot of the bed. After a short while of kissing and touching, he gently joined her in her bed, laying next to her and holding her close to him, their bodies hot with passion and love. That's when she told him 'You're the first'." Lisa smiled as best she could, even though the pain was intolerable and the medicine kept her groggy. She leaned her lips toward my ear and whispered into it. "Just like I told you a long time ago, huh Mark? Did he hold her like you hold me when we're naked in bed? I'll bet she let him push his thingy between her legs up against her naked trickle, didn't he?" "He sure did." I moved even closer to her and put my lips against her ear and whispered even softer. "He was so much in love with her, that he felt as if the whole world could sense how much and somehow shared the wonderful feelings that he was experiencing. He gently touched her body all over and made her shiver with joy and fear at the same time, experiencing more excitement and love in that one night than she had ever imagined her whole life." "It reminds me of the last time you and I were alone in bed, Mark, and I asked you to push your thingy almost inside my baby place. It felt so good for you to rub me and tickle me down there, I just wish I wasn't afraid that night, 'cause I always wanted to be YOUR girl and go all the way at least once. Did they have lots of children, Mark?" "She loved to have sex with him so much, that they had lots and lots of beautiful and smart children for the rest of their lives." She thought her voice was almost imperceptible, but it finally grew louder than mine. She knew her parents could hear her but made no effort to hide what she wanted me to do. "Tickle me a little bit Mark, please? Just one more tie for a little while. You know how much I like for you to tickle me in all my special places." I leaned back and smiled, blushing brightly, tremendously embarrassed. Her mom and dad heard her ask me and I was certain they would make me leave. I sat next to her and just looked at her face, tears streaking down her cheeks as I softly caressed the sides of her almost ghostly visage. I didn't want to leave her now, if ever, but I knew that what she asked me to do would not be permitted, especially in her parents' presence. I leaned down and kissed her cheek where a tear had stopped, tasting the contrast of the saltiness of her tear and the tender sweetness of her skin. I felt the squeeze of a hand on my shoulder and knew it was her dad. It was time. They wouldn't stand by as I continued to fill her tiny head with naughty and immoral ideas, her medical condition notwithstanding. I heard the nurse talking to her dad and could just make out what she said to him, just as amazed at her awareness AND acceptance of what this nineteen year old was being asked to do with an 'innocent' little nine year old. "It's okay. It won't cause her any additional pain or discomfort. As long as you think she'll enjoy it, her body most likely won't feel what's really happening because of the dose of pain medication she got a few minutes ago." My mind was flying with all sorts of images, her dad beating me to a pulp after he caught me with my hand in her panties, the police dragging me away after they found us in her bedroom making love, her mother hacking at my body with a butcher knife after seeing my dick in Lisa's mouth, her little head bobbing back and forth with my hand guiding her head toward my hips, her flowing locks covering most of my nakeness and her filled mouth, the erotic sounds of her wet lips and tongue as they lubricated every movement of her mouth along the length of my . . . "Mark, we'll be right outside the door. If her condition changes, please call us immediately. Take your time and make her as happy as you can in the short time you two still have together. We know how much you both love each other." I sat stunned as Lisa smiled back at me, aware that her dad had just given me permission to touch her intimately, my nasty hand deep inside her panties. My mind viewed the scene before me as if I was ten feet above, a true out-of-body experience. What her mother did next was beyond belief or understanding. As Lisa's daddy walked away and stood just outside the door, her mommy leaned toward me and pushed a thick bundle of tissues and gauze under my left hand out of view. She then leaned as close to me as she could, pushing her mouth over my ear so close I could feel the heat coming from her breath as she softly whispered. "Mark, if Lisa really wants you to . . . to make her a woman before . . . " She stopped, choking back her sobs as she squeezed my forearm with all her might. " . . . I wish you two HAD gone just a little too far that last night you were together. At least THEN it would have felt good to her. I know this setting is not very romantic and I know you won't be able to bring her to womanhood correctly and properly, but I know how much she enjoys your tickling her down there. Go as slow as you can but remember that there are a lot of people all over this place. You may not have as much fun or as much time as you'd like to make her feel good, like you used to in her bedroom." I could feel my head about to burst with every pint of blood coursing through my brain and face. I was both extraordinarily excited AND embarrassed at the same time. Lisa's mom knew full well that we'd been touching, kissing and doing all sorts of naughty stuff together for a long time, accepting what we were sharing because of my deep love for my little sick girlfriend. Her mom backed away and joined her husband just outside the door, hugging him and sobbing into his shoulder. The nurse pulled the overhead curtain around Lisa's bed and joined her mom and dad beyond the door. I heard the door close after they and the nurse left the room. We were alone once again, maybe for the last time. Lisa seemed to brighten and cheer up a lot once everybody had left, knowing that we would be allowed to share a few minutes alone and with her mom and dad's permission. "I told you that they would let us! Now we can do whatever we want. You can even pop my cherry like I wanted you to that night Mark. Do you remember how good it felt?" I struggled to smile and keep from bawling like a baby. "Ooooooo! And what would my naughty little angel like for her nasty big teddybear to do first to his little master?" "Tickle me . . . down there." "You mean, inside your panties?" I liked playing mental games with her. It made the experience more enjoyable to have her ask, almost DEMAND for me to do naughty things with her. "Uh-huh! Please? Tickle me inside my panties Mark. You know I like it a lot when you tickle my special place with your fingers and tongue for like a SUPER long time. I just wish we could . . . " "Me too Angel!" I reached under the sheet with my right hand and ran it along her tummy, trying to avoid the tubes and wires attached to her chest. I had touched her like this hundreds of times, but this time, my heart stopped when I came into contact with the top of her panties. As my fingers began to insinuate their way under the elastic and inside her panties, I watched her eyes for any signs of pain or fear. Her strength was far beyond incredible. She smiled nervously and put her left index finger to her mouth, imitating the innocent expression that she knew I loved to see. I worked my hand inside her underpants and filled my hand with the warm softness of her plump pudendum, dipping my middle finger between her labia and caressing the warm wet cleft along the fullness of her vulva. She closed her eyes slightly and tried to remember what it was like the last time we did this, about four months ago when I slept with her the last time. I kept my finger between her labia lips and worked it further and deeper into her most sacred and sensitive place, shifting my thumb against her clitoris. I began to gently massage and caress her clitty as my middle finger disappeared inside her, providing my little angel with one more exciting sensation. I maintained my soft ministrations of her clitty and vagina for about ten minutes, providing her one last orgasm. After she had enjoyed the fullness of one last digitally induced cum, I ran the tip of my finger inside her tight vagina until I was able to tickle the surface of her hymen, giving her pleasure both inside AND outside her cunny. I wanted this feeling to last forever for both of us, but especially for Lisa. Trying not to be obvious and rude, I slipped the bundle of bright white tissues and pads under the sheets toward my right hand while Lisa kept her eyes closed and her mouth wide open. Without interrupting the fabulous sensations that were building inside her body between her legs and inside her vagina, I worked the dry, almost rough material around and under my middle finger so we wouldn't stain the gleaming linens that she was laying on with her next fluid emission. "NO, MARK! I want you to do it for REAL this time." Her voice took on an almost pitiful tone, her hips trying to pull back away from my hand. "But Lisa! Your mom and dad are right outside the door and there are more people around us than I can possibly imagine. We can't DO that Sugar." "Please Mark. Just this one time. Please?" I heard the door open and someone enter, my hand withdrawing nervously until it was on top of the bright white sheet covering her body. In a voice softer than I had ever heard before, her mother whispered to me from beyond the drawn curtain, her shadow remaining about halfway from the open end of the temporary divider. "Mark? May I speak to you please?" Lisa and I looked at each other as if I was about to be chastized about having my nasty hand inside Lisa's panties while she was laying almost naked in a hospital bed. I made my way to the other side of the bed and stood opposite the curtain to her mom, waiting to hear words that would cause my world to come crashing down. "Yes Ma-am?" "Mark, listen carefully Honey. What I'm gonna to tell you is gonna sound really awful, but you need to do as I say, okay?" CRAP! Playtime over! "Yes Ma-am." "I know this isn't as private as Lisa's bedroom, but I want you to do something for both her AND me, okay?" "Uh . . . yeah." "Now, listen. I promise I won't let anyone come inside for the next little while so you and my baby can do something really nice and special. I know you've been tickling Lisa everyday for years inside her panties and I also know that she just absolutely LOVES it when you do. She and I have spoken of how tenderly you touch and play with her trickle when you're by yourselves and EVEN when I'm around and you don't think I can tell. She's told me that you don't EVER do anything that she doesn't want you to, so I'm gonna ask you to do something for ME that will make my baby girl feel just like a young woman. I know she's not really old enough to be your REAL girlfriend but I want you to make her feel good for a little while and do whatever she wants you to. Nobody is gonna stop you or say anything so go ahead and have some fun for a tiny little while. I'll keep her daddy busy and make sure the nurses and doctors leave you both alone. Just don't take too long or make too much noise because I won't be able to keep them out forever. I want her to feel like a real woman at least once, and I'd really appreciate it if you'd be the one to help her be the woman that she's always wanted to be. Will you help my baby feel better just one more time and do this for BOTH of us?" I stood less than four inches from her face, her shadow on the curtain the only evidence of her presence. Little more than her voice made me aware that I wasn't dreaming, hoping my little nine year old lover was also aware of her mom's words as they blindly cascaded through the mesh of tightly stitched and sterilized fabric as it hung in front of me. How could this possibly be happening, a little girl's mother actually granting me my only chance at sexual intercourse with her baby girl of nine years? My mind almost went blank with complete apprehension, horror, TERROR! Was this really happening? Was I dreaming? Was my mind trying desperately to come to grips with my darling little angel near death in a hospital bed less than five feet away, inventing some other reality for me to live in for a few minutes until the sting of existence forced its way back into my mind? "Mark?" "Yes Ma-am?" "Would you be willing to do this for us, please?" NOPE! I wasn't dreaming after all! "Sure!" "Don't try to get into bed with her because of all the wires and tubes. Turn her to the side and if you need to, raise or lower the bed until she's at the right height. Would you like for me to get some cream so it'll be easier for you?" "Uh . . . no, I think she'll be alright." "Okay. Don't take too long but have as much fun as you can and make sure my baby girl enjoys you're making love with her this one first, and LAST time. I promise you won't be bothered for at least ten minutes, so be gentle but don't waste any time. I'll talk to you in a little while." Her shadow pulled away from the curtain and a moment later, the door was opened and then closed, the white divider curtain billowing up slightly from the air as it was forced into our sterile domain. I heard some quiet discussion in the hall, Lisa's mom convincing her husband and the medical staff to grant us some quiet time. With an ever decreasing presence along the outside of the door, it was time for me to act on the instructions I was given. "Mark? Can you come see me now?" As if I was looking through somebody else's eyes, I could see my body go around the foot of the bed and stand next to my angel, her right arm extended outward from beyond her body and her left holding the sheet away from her panties. My right hand snaked under the fabric covering and within the snug confines of her underpants, the elastic unable to resist the tender exploration of yet another journey inside. In little over ten seconds, I had my hand fully around the puffy extents of her cunny, my middle finger dipping between her fat pussy lips and gently urging some lubrication from inside her body. Lisa just looked up into my eyes and smiled, waiting for the right time to ask me to do as her mother had instructed. I didn't have to wait very long. "Mark? Are you gonna do it with me this time for real? You heard my momma ask you to, didn't you? Are you gonna make love to me like the Prince did to his Princess?" "Um hmmm." "Would you pull my panties down for me 'cause I can't do it as easy as I used to?" With as much compassion and grace possible, I slipped her panties down her thighs and off her feet, certain to keep them close by so I could return them quickly if need be. Just as I had been instructed to, the bed was lowered a few inches and her body was shifted to her right slightly, her legs being supported by my left hand as I undid my jeans with my right. With the determination of a teenager in the back seat of a darkened fourdoor at an outdoor movie theatre, I was able to fish out my throbbing dick and let it softly press against her cool flesh. In less time than it took for me to receive permission, I was pressing the head of my cock against her slick vaginal opening, her labiar lips hugging the sides of my glans. The feel of her body was slightly different than the last time we tried this, her strength all but gone and her enthusiasm waning. She was, however, no less pleased with the feeling of my penis against her pussy, my hips urging my woody forward and my right hand helping to keep her legs apart as I supported her calves with both hands. I held my body still when I was able to successfully slip the end of my cock just inside the tender entrance of her body, the first time we had ever gone this far before. Lisa tried to help by shifting her hips slightly, urging me to move this obscene activity along before we ran out of time. In little more than five seconds, I could feel her maidenhead resist my intrusion, the end of my dick increasing the pressure against her virginity with each passing second. It took much less effort to breach her virginity and bring her to full womanhood than I had expected, her body not fully aware of my deed until she began to sense how deep my sexual extension was travelling inside her weak and anemic body. I was surprised how little blood was produced by my nasty and immoral achievement, my penis showing only the slightest tinge of pink as I pulled it out slightly, the surface of my willy coated with a mixture of the copious amounts of fluid that Lisa was producing from sexual arousal and excitement and the evidence of her now lost virginity. I gently fucked her from the side of the bed and diddled her clitty for another twenty minutes, my little nasty angel allowing me to plunge her body into a river of sensual pleasure that we both enjoyed so very much, but would soon be lost. It was our last sexual encounter and I was glad her parents granted me and my angel one last 'fling' before she left us, even thought it was wrong and immoral. They knew that I touched her, almost from the start, but they also knew that I NEVER meant her harm and loved her more than my own life. They even started making plans for her to marry me when she was old enough. If she lived to sixteen, they were going to give their permission to let us get married, hoping she could experience at least one day AND NIGHT as a young bride. They knew it was wrong for them to allow me to touch her, but they also knew she wasn't going to live until her next birthday or for that matter, for another week. They knew how much she loved me and wanted to give her the chance to be with me one last time. I desperately wanted to shoot my sticky seed into her body but resisted, wanting this moment to be hers, not mine. The only consolation I granted myself was our first and only sexual joining, my dick far enough inside her body that our pubic bones met when I thrust into her vagina fully. The deeper I went, the more intently I stimulated her clitty until she was bucking against me and enjoying her last orgasm, my penis as far within her tender honey box as it could travel and my fingers and thumb madly stimulating her clitoris until the last of her bucking convulsions ceased. She finally came back down slowly, just like she always did and I was sure to keep her as high as I could for as long as possible. My finger and thumb began to hurt, but I never stopped molesting her preteen pussy, providing her with as much pleasure as I possibly could. Once I saw her quivering lips smiling and her eyes cast toward me, I knew I had provided her with the ultimate in little girl desires, so my fingers and thumb slowed until all I was doing was gently pressing and caressing her aching little nubbin. With an indelicate series of sticky pops and quiet smacks, I watched my swollen dick being extracted from her body. After another few minutes of sexual bliss once she peaked, I pulled my hand out from between her legs, cleaned and dried her slightly soiled vagina, pulled her panties back up to their normal position, shifted her body back onto the bed and pulled the sheet to her chin. I leaned down and kissed her on the lips, sliding my tongue into her mouth and tickled hers for just a moment. I could taste the bitter flavor of the chemotherapy drugs in her system as I moved my tongue across hers, but didn't let on that I found the taste horrible or disgusting. We kissed for a few more minutes, ending our last kiss with a gentle hug. She smiled at me just as she always did after we touched each other and it brought back memories of long love sessions that we had shared over her short life. The 'moment' was over much too soon. Her expression changed dramatically after that and I could tell it wasn't long now. I reached over and pressed the 'Call Nurse' button, sending her parents and a whole team of attendants into her room like a racing team about to change the tires and fully refuel a race car during a pit stop. If someone had been carrying a stopwatch, I would have been completely convinced! The fact that I was completely dressed and Lisa looked just as sweet and virginal as she did before her mom left us alone, did little to convince her parents that I had acted on their request with Lisa this one last time. I stood back and let her mom and dad take my place, hearing Lisa tell her mom and dad how much she loved them and thanked them for letting me be with her one last time. They cooed and kissed while the medical team tried desperately to provide her with whatever care they could in her last few minutes with us, Lisa's face twisted in a contorted grimace that made all of us hurt along with her. I saw one nurse inject something into Lisa's intravenous tube and carefully watch her little ashen face for a reaction. I scrutinized the nurse's actions from a discrete distance as Lisa's expression began to change from a strong and exaggerated grimace caused by the intense pain she had been feeling, to a more relaxed and groggy one, the incredibly strong anesthetic providing her with considerable comfort. It was then I realized that the nurse had given Lisa a VERY large dose of morphine. Her slurred speech and uncoordinated mannerisms revealed just how much pain killer they had to pump into her tiny, battered body so she wouldn't be in any more pain. She giggled intensely as every word she heard from her mom and dad caused her no end of pleasure. At one point she got the entire room laughing hysterically and nobody really knew why they were laughing. It just seemed the appropriate thing to do as Lisa initiated an extremely joyous moment for all. Every one of us were lost in a moment of absolute euphoria as my little lover kept everyone in stitches, tears freely flowing from everyones' eyes and a few of them holding their stomachs, trying to tolerate the intense pain from so much unwarranted gut busting guffaws. Her voice eventually tapered off and her movements abated slowly as her eyes started to lose their glow. She seemed to stare off into space as her parents continued to talk to her. She then opened her eyes wide blinking feverishly and smiled brilliantly, as if she had seen her favorite cartoon character up close. It shocked her parents and they leaned back as if she was about to jump up out of bed. Just before she closed her eyes for the last time, she reached out between her mom and dad with her right hand and grabbed some mysterious object and then lay her hand across her left breast, smiling. As soon as her eyes were completely closed, a heavy rain started to pound the building as if a huge water pipe broke on the roof. It rained for about ten minutes and then stopped. When the heart monitor stopped beeping rhythmically and let out a loud steady tone, we knew it was over. I turned and leaned against the wall and cried, hearing her parents talk to her and telling her to save a place for them in Heaven as her final breath left her cancer ridden body. They kept talking to her for the next ten minutes, telling her how much they loved her and how pretty she was. They knew she couldn't hear them, but they kept on and on. When they stopped, they found me on the floor, spent and weak from all the emotional and psychological strain. Her mom got up off the bed and walked over to where I was splayed out on the floor, bawling like a child after his favorite pet died. She crouched down and rubbed my back as she spoke to me. "Please come see her one more time Mark. Lisa would have wanted you to be with us as we said goodbye to her." The medical staff left the room after shutting off all the monitors and medical equipment, and the three of us sat next to Lisa for the next hour, talking, chatting, joking, crying, touching her face, her bald head, her hands, anywhere but her chest. We couldn't bring outselves to put our hands where she hurt the most just before she was admitted to the hospital. What her parents did next absolutely floored me! Her mom looked at her dad, then at me and finally at Lisa. She slowly pulled Lisa's sheet down until she was completely uncovered, her chubby legs and bright white panties in plain view. Then she hooked her fingers into Lisa's panties and also pulled them all the way down, slipping her feet out one at a time. When she lay her legs against the bed, she let Lisa's thighs remain slightly apart, showing off the darling wetness that I had stimulated from inside her sweet vagina. "Mark, we both really appreciate your making our baby feel good by tickling her all these years, but especially today when you made her feel like a woman. We suspected that she might not make it until her sixteenth birthday and were secretly hoping you and Lisa would find an opportunity to show her what it would feel like to be a young bride at least once. Did you ever push your penis inside her vagina and try to take her virginity before today?" "Uh . . . NO . . . well . . . just a little. That time you went to Las Vegas. I tried to push it inside her but just couldn't." "Then . . . did you wait until today to do it, or did you use your finger to pop her cherry?" "Well . . . just a little while ago, like you told me to, but I didn't use my finger." "I know it wasn't right for us to promote sexual activity between you two, but our baby wasn't going to have much of a chance to experience life as an adult and figured she should be able to enjoy what little time she had with you. I wish it was possible for you to keep her panties as a special reminder of your time with her, but I know your parents wouldn't think very highly of us if we let you take them. If you'd like, you can have just a little more time with her pretty body before we all have to leave." What her mother did next was beyond any semblance of comprehension. She took my right hand and gently began caressing it across the fullness of Lisa's pretty pudendum, her own fingers delicately dipping between Lisa's labia lips until her middle finger disappeared inside Lisa's vagina. She looked at her husband and nonverbally coaxed him to join us as we caressed and fondled our lost love's pussy, her soft fat lips so lovely and normally so willing. Lisa's parents removed their hands and let me softly tickle and molest her sweet cunny, watching me and smiling as they leaned into me and held their arms around me. The three of us never said anything the whole time I played with Lisa's pussy. Here they were watching me openly fondle the body of their little girl, this time, her warm glow slowly disappearing. I was reluctant to touch her now that she was gone, but softly continued to caress the entirety of her vulva and the front of her pud for a few minutes before bursting into tears and falling on top of her tortured body. They let me hold my face between her legs, burying my sobbing cries up against her cunny and along the lovely chubby fullness of her thighs for about ten minutes. When I regained my composure, I openly kissed her pussy, her tummy, her titties and then her cool lips, pulling the sheet over my angel after I leaned back. The medical team came back into the room and asked for us to leave so they could prepare her for autopsy. Her memorial service and funeral were attended by hundreds of people, including my folks. They didn't approve of my affection for Lisa at first, knowing that our age difference was far too great for society to accept our being together for more than just a few hours, our loving relationship supposed to be nothing more than a child and her caregiver. I never felt the same about any girl from that point on, no matter her age. There were a number of girls and women that tried to gain my interest and even one little cutie about seven years old that felt it was her duty to play sex slut and try to help me to forget Lisa, even though they had never met and I hadn't ever spoken about my angel to the little minx. It never seemed to help and I fell into a long, deep, dark depression. My college marks suffered and I almost lost an entire years worth of college credits the year after she died. When I found out that Lisa's mom had given birth to another little girl a while later, I hurried to their house and practically burst through the front door, wanting to see Lisa smiling back at me. I was pretty surprised that I was the only one there with the new mother and child, my eyes locked onto a naked breast for a few seconds until she smiled at me and tugged her top closed slightly. Not ALL the way, but enough to grant her some privacy. Reality hit when I saw a little wrinkled prune of a baby bawling in her arms, so I gently wrapped my arms around their bodies, hugging them gently and bawling so much she had to calm me down by rubbing me someplace that only Lisa ever did. I was genuinely shocked but enjoyed having a warm hand along a part of my body that I thought might NEVER be touched again. We chatted about their newest addition to the family for half an hour, at the end of which I smiled, hugged the new mother and saw something in her eyes that I recognized from Lisa. Acting on the belief that I could get away with one last naughty deed, I gently kissed the new baby's mom for quite a while receiving as much lingual and labial affection as I was imparting. After we broke our kiss, I leaned down and then kissed the little girl, gently caressing her soft cheeks and imagining what she might look like naked. The fantasy was over much more quickly than I'd have preferred, my presence expected elsewhere now that I had no real reason for being there. I kissed the new mother one last time, and she somehow knew they'd never see me again. Now that Lisa was gone, there was no reason for me to come back. It wasn't until I started working full time at an electronics service company after I quit college, traveling all over the region fixing all sorts of electronic equipment that I began to live a relatively normal life. ---------------------- - Pursuant to the Berne Convention, this work is copyright with all rights reserved by its author unless explicitly indicated. +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- -+ | alt.sex.stories.moderated ------ send stories to: <admin@asstr-mirror.org>| | FAQ: <https://assm.asstr-mirror.org/faq.html> Moderators: <story-admin@asstr-mirror.org> | +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- -+ |ASSM Archive at <https://assm.asstr-mirror.org> Hosted by <https://www.asstr-mirror.org> | |Discuss this story and others in alt.sex.stories.d; look for subject {ASSD}| +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- -+

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