[chgf] [2001-12-25] Change of Focus [mc]

     Change of Focus, by Rajah Dodger <rdodger@hotmail.com>, 
Copyright (c) 2001.  All rights reserved, except that electronic 
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     "There once was a girl from Nantucket / whose clit was so 
big she could..."

     "Nawww..." Jack said, and viciously crumpled the piece of 
notepaper before flinging it across his dorm room.  "I'm never 
going to pass this flippin' writing course!"

     His roommate, a one-time scholarship student now in his 
sixth year and third major, intercepted the paper missile and 
unfolded it.  He shook his head sadly.  "That's pretty weak, even 
for you."

     "Tell me something I don't know, Einstein.  How did you 
manage to get through this course anyway, Ken?  I thought you 
hated writing."

     "I do, man.  Can't stand it."  A light gleamed hidden in the 
other man's eye.  "Maybe that's your problem -- you're too 
focused on the task and the mechanics.  You know the story of the 
Foo bird?"

     Jack winced and rolled his eyes.  "I don't want to hear 
this..." he warned, but to no avail as his roommate began.  "The 
Foo bird lives in the far reaches of the island of Madagascar, 
and is the only known example of a species intent on its own 
extinction.  This happens because the Foo bird believes that 
something is trying to climb into its bottom, and in a single-
minded attempt to find the intruder the Foo bird flies faster and 
faster in ever-diminishing concentric circles until it vanishes 
into its own anus."

     At this point Jack attempted to smother his roommate with a 
pillow.

     Some minutes later, when tempers had cooled, Ken picked up 
the conversation as if nothing untoward had happened.  "Your main 
problem is that you're too focused.  When you're looking at the 
crankshaft, you can't get the feel of driving the car.  You need 
to relax your brain and come around the back side of the idea in 
creative writing.  Think like an artist, not like the next 
partner at Dewey, Cheatem and Howe."

     Jack shook his head and flopped back onto his bunk.  "You're 
going from making no sense to nonsense.  What do you mean, come 
around the back side of the idea?  And anyway, I'm nothing if not 
relaxed after spending the weekend with Sherry -- I don't think I 
have a stiff bone in my entire body."  Sherry was Jack's 
girlfriend, a fox from one of the better sororities who had taken 
a liking to Jack and seemed intent on working her way through the 
entire Kama Sutra with him.

     Ken nodded sagely.  "Exactly my point.  You're using up all 
your 'chi' on that girl."  He leered, "Not that I'd turn her down 
for a minute, my friend.  You've got good taste there.  But you 
need creative energy for creative writing, and she's leaving you 
drained not only physically but psychically.  It's no wonder you 
can't get anything down on paper."  He belched, which undercut 
his effort to sound professorial.

     Jack shook his head in bewildered disagreement.  "You're 
saying I have to give up my sex life just to pass a stupid class?  
Man, with advice like that it's no wonder I'm your eighth 
roommate in less than six years."

     Ken sighed, "Oh, you youngsters... I never said you had to 
give up Sherry.  You just have to find a way to recharge your 
batteries, and keep your brain from focusing so much on the ugly 
mechanics of writing.  Now I happen to know of an approach that 
might work, if you're really interested.  But it would require 
you giving up one of your precious weekends with that lithe sex 
goddess."

     "Hell," Jack responded, "if you can guarantee me getting 
through this class I'd even set you up with Sherry for the 
weekend."

     Ken chuckled.  "Don't go writing any checks you don't want 
to cash..."

     *****

     A couple of days later, Jack was kicking back in the student 
commons, sipping at his beer and watching the Cubs, when a woman 
came up to him.  "Hi," she said breathlessly, "You're Jack 
Falken, aren't you?  I'm your new tutor, Christine, Christine 
Keeler, but everyone just calls me Chris."

     Jack looked up without anything clicking other than his 
hormones.  She was tall, brunette, with a nicely-filled midriff-
baring blouse over low-slung denim jeans.  Intelligent, too, as 
she apparently recognized the blank look in his eyes and 
continued without waiting for him to respond.  "Your application 
to the creative energy weekend seminar was conditionally 
accepted, and I'm to be your initial tutor, at least until you've 
gotten through the orientation and have your feet firmly on the 
ground."

     "Conditional?"  Jack didn't remember anything about a 
seminar, unless this was the thing Ken had been talking about.  
And he wasn't sure about that word "conditional".  Meanwhile, 
Chris was bubbling along at full speed.  "Anyway, I need to do an 
in-person assessment of your suitability to our program and your 
willingness to work.  Can you arrange to meet me for dinner 
tonight or tomorrow night?"

     She paused, which gave Jack a chance to try and catch his 
breath.  All this was going too fast, but after all, he did have 
to pass that class, and for a tutor she was certainly easy on the 
eyes.  He was supposed to go out to the movies with Sherry this 
coming weekend, but she probably wouldn't be upset over one 
cancellation.

     *****

     They met the next evening at a dark little Italian 
restaurant not far from the campus.  Jack put more effort than 
usual into his appearance, which made him slightly late getting 
to dinner.  Chris was already seated, and he hid his 
disappointment at finding her in a simple and demure blue dress.  
Their dinner conversation touched on his career goals, classes, 
extracurricular interests, and why he thought he had difficulty 
writing.  Several times during dinner Jack tried to find out more 
about Chris, but each time she deftly turned the inquiry back to 
him.  As Jack was finishing the last of his veal, he commented 
that he didn't seem to have problems in his other classes, 
subjects like accounting, history and pre-law.  It was only in 
the "creative" writing tasks that he ran into a blank wall.  That 
brought a smile to Chris's face.  "That's quite good," she said 
encouragingly, "when you recognize that yourself it usually means 
we can unlock your creative juices -- with some hard work and a 
bit of a mental realignment."

     Chris put her napkin down and rose gracefully from her 
chair.  "Let's skip dessert, shall we?  I think you're going to 
be a good candidate for the seminar, and I've got all the 
paperwork back at my place.  I've got to run to the little girl's 
room -- when I get back, why don't you just follow me and we'll 
get you all set for the weekend."    She brushed his arm as she 
rose; her fingers felt cool against his wrist, and he felt an odd 
thrill run up his arm.  Jack flagged the waiter for the check, 
and by the time Chris came back to the table he was ready to 
leave.

     Outside in the parking lot, Jack discovered that her dress 
was by no means as demure as it had appeared with her seated.  
The skirt hung teasingly well above the knee, and he almost 
tripped over the curb for not watching his own step.  She drove a 
sleek-looking Lexus, and he followed her into an unfamiliar and 
disreputable part of town.  The neighborhood gave Jack had some 
concerns about safety, as well as being able to find his way 
back.  But when he locked his car and followed her into her 
apartment his concerns vanished.  The apartment was upscale and 
classy, and Chris pointed him to the couch and coffee table while 
she went to get something for them to drink.

     Jack sat down and started to look at the densely filled 
papers, distracted momentarily by the sight of Chris's long legs 
as she headed for the kitchen.  She returned with two glasses, 
and they toasted to education, then to writing, then to creative 
energy.  Chris sat next to him on the couch, her leg pressed 
against his, and helped him wade through the legalese in the 
first stack of papers.  Another round of drinks, and this time 
when she sat down her skirt rode up to show a tantalizing glimpse 
of thighs and shadows.  Another round of papers, an another round 
of drinks later, Jack was congratulating himself on determining 
that his tutor wasn't wearing a bra, and he was more focused on 
trying to figure out whether she was wearing panties than on 
reading the papers she handed him.

     Finally the last of the papers was signed and countersigned.  
"Good boy!" she purred, and hugged Jack tightly.  A flush of 
warmth suffused his body, and he missed what she said as she 
stood up.  Her finger caught him under the chin.  "Woolgathering, 
were we?  I thought we might celebrate our new relationship 
properly!"  Jack wobbled to his feet, suppressing a yawn, and 
followed her toward the back reaches of the apartment.

     *****

     "Well, well, well... the sleeper awakes!"  That was Ken's 
voice.  Why was he hearing Ken's voice?

     Jack opened his eyes.  He was in his own bed.  He shook his 
head experimentally; nothing fell out and he didn't have a 
headache.  Last night's events were just too fuzzy to recall in 
any detail.  "What time did I get in, anyway," he asked his 
roommate.

     Ken laughed.  "Four in the morning, my friend, and I had to 
threaten you with violence to keep you from singing Barry Manilow 
songs for more than thirty seconds."

     Ken directed Jack's attention to a large manila envelope on 
the breakfast table, which turned out to hold Jack's instructions 
for the weekend.  The list was short: meet the group Friday at 
4pm by the campus store, bring toiletries, necessary medications, 
comfortable footwear, loose fitting sweatpants, necessary 
underwear and three shirts.  He looked a second time, then 
checked in the envelope as a thought occurred to him.  No, there 
wasn't anything mentioned about money.  Come to think of it, from 
what little Jack could recall of the previous evening the topic 
of payment had never come up.  He asked Ken, who mumbled 
something about arts groups and literacy grants.

     There was one strange item in the instructions.  
Participants were directed to wear clothing designed for comfort, 
and they specifically barred briefs for men and athletic bras or 
pantyhose for women.  Jack bristled at the restriction; he liked 
the way briefs showed off his assets.  Oh well, a little shopping 
trip wouldn't hurt him.

     Thinking about briefs brought the previous night back to 
Jack's mind.  His tutor had not, as it turned out, been wearing 
panties.  A sudden rush of blood into his groin reminded him he 
needed to call Sherry.   He rearranged his shorts and reached for 
the phone.  She wasn't terribly put out about his canceling their 
weekend movie, although she expressed some surprise at his 
reason.  "A writing seminar? Jack, it's unlike you to be so... 
studious."  She emphasized the "oo" sound in "studious", holding 
it long enough for Jack to picture the way her lips were pursed 
as she giggled and hung up.

     Was Ken staring at him?  He turned around suspiciously, but 
his roommate was merely sitting in his chair, smiling faintly, 
headphones over his ears and a thick book opened in his lap.  The 
lack of sleep, Jack thought, must be playing tricks on him.  
Anyway, between the confused images of last night and his 
conversation with Sherry, he needed a cold shower.

     *****

     Friday afternoon found Jack standing nervously by the 
bookstore, his gear in a backpack (including the newly purchased 
boxer shorts).  By the time 4pm rolled around, there were a half 
dozen students gathered, two other men and three women, none of 
them anxious to break the common silence.  At the stroke of four 
an SUV arrived with Chris driving and an athletic-looking man in 
the front passenger seat.  She introduced him as Greg, another 
tutor, and they quickly got everyone into the vehicle with the 
guys in the back seat and the girls in the middle.  They started 
off, the radio playing some foreign sounding music mixed with 
white noise and fading oddly in and out.

     Jack dozed for a good deal of the drive, as did his fellow 
passengers.  They left the city behind and entered an area with 
tall trees as the afternoon gave way to dusk.  When the van 
finally came to a halt, everyone piled out to stretch their legs, 
and Jack realized he had no idea where they were.  Trees, bushes, 
an open area with a large grill and several long tables were 
visible nearby.  At one side was a wooden cabin of recent 
construction, and the sound of a river echoed in the air.  
"Pretty," said one of the girls.  "Pretty bleak" grumbled one of 
the guys.  Chris and Greg wasted no time in chivvying them into a 
line outside the wooden cabin for "check-in and team assignment".  
There were already a number of people in the line, evidently from 
the three other vans parked nearby.

     Inside the cabin, when it was Jack's turn, he was greeted by 
an older couple who introduced themselves as Carl and Maria 
Weber, "sort of den parents at Camp Get-in-Touch".  They went 
through his bag, checked his newly-bought boxer shorts, and 
confiscated his CD player and dress belt, telling him he would 
get those back at the end of the session.  They also asked him a 
few questions to corroborate a medical form that he didn't 
remember filling out.  Finally, both welcomed Jack to the seminar 
and expressed their hope that he would find the experience 
insightful and mind-opening.  Carl shook his hand, and Maria gave 
him a very thorough welcoming hug before they sent him out of the 
cabin.

     Conversation was scant among the group as they waited for 
everyone to get through check-in.  What little talk there was 
revealed that they spanned the range from freshman to senior, and 
all had coursework problems of one sort or another.  Eventually 
the last of their group came through the cabin, and Chris and 
Greg joined them holding clipboards.  Chris spoke up, "Okay gang, 
I've got Jack, Martha and Tom, and Greg will have Sally, Nate and 
Shavonne.  My group follow me and we'll get you set up in our 
cabin."

     The brunette set out into the woods, and Jack and his new 
cabinmates followed uncertainly while eying each other 
speculatively.  Martha was a statuesque redhead who radiated 
confidence and took the walk with long hip-rolling strides.  Jack 
found himself wondering what she could possibly need from the 
seminar.  Tom, on the other hand, was a thin bookish type with 
glasses and looked the type to need help at most everything.  
Their cabin, when they arrived, was a low-slung affair with an 
undecorated wood floor and spare furniture, the only note of 
comfort being the four large beds, two against opposite walls.  
"Where's the bathroom," whined Tom.  Chris waved a hand toward 
the cabin door.  "Those are outside; you'll get that in the main 
camp tour and orientation.  We'll go there in a few minutes, but 
right now just grab a bed and put your things on it."  Tom slunk 
across to the farthest bed on the right, muttering under his 
breath about privacy.  Jack took a bed on the left wall to avoid 
Tom, and Martha took the bed nearest the door, sitting down and 
bouncing experimentally.  "Nice mattress," was her only comment.  
Chris seemed to find the appraisal humorous.  "By the time you 
get to bed, you'll appreciate it.  Okay, folks, it's a short 
weekend and you've all got a lot to do.  Let's go!"

     The camp extended much farther than the greeting area 
promised.  The grounds included a swimming pool, frontage on the 
river, a well-groomed soccer field, several camp-simple restrooms 
(which Tom gratefully availed himself of), and a roomy 
combination meeting hall and covered dining area.  There they 
found some thirty other students gathered, and everyone found 
seats while the Webers and the counselors took the front table.

     Carl Weber came to the podium.  "Welcome, folks.  We're glad 
you could join us for this weekend retreat.  All of you are 
having problems in focus, one way or another, and we're going to 
give you some tools to help you accomplish what you want in life.  
Or at least in school."  He chuckled at that, and his audience 
did likewise.

     "You've all had the camp tour and gotten your cabin 
assignments, so we'll have a hike and some warm-up exercises 
before dinner.  The Romans had a saying, "mens sana in corpore 
sano", a sound mind in a sound body, and we adhere to that 
philosophy here.  During the weekend you'll probably experience a 
number of activities that are new to you, from breathing 
exercises to different ways to experience your surroundings.  Pay 
attention to your counselors, and feel free to ask questions, but 
remember that this can only work for you if you're prepared to 
have an open mind and work hard.  Remember, we're all here for 
the same thing -- to help you be all you can!"

     And with that the meeting was dismissed.  The groups 
separated in various directions through the woods to the various 
clearings scattered around the grounds.  Chris quickly rounded up 
her group, and Greg's group joined them for what turned into a 
strenuous five-mile hike through the woods.  Even Martha looked 
winded by the time they returned to the camp.  They followed 
their leaders to the meeting hall, where dinner was already 
waiting.  The food was spare but tasty, heavy on the vegetables 
and fiber, surprisingly filling, and apparently the seminar was 
to be meat-free.

     After dinner the groups retired to their various cabins.  
Chris gave them all ten minutes to bask in the after-effects of 
their meal, and then had the three cabinmates sit on the floor in 
the middle of the cabin.  "This is an introduction to 
meditation," she told them as she slid a CD into a small stereo.  
Muted sounds of sitar and tabla echoed in the room.  Chris 
circled around and between them, slipping a soft blindfold around 
each student's head.  Jack smiled as she put his on; he could 
tell she was wearing that same perfume from when he had met her 
over dinner.  The next half hour was a somewhat fuzzy lesson in 
floating, focusing, hearing the music and not hearing the music.  
"Meditation," Chris said at one point, "is about focusing and 
losing focus simultaneously.  It's like the old joke about being 
told not to think about an elephant.  The only way to succeed is 
to allow the elephant into you so that you can get past it."  At 
least half of this was gobbledygook to Jack, but he was trying to 
keep an open mind.

     "I'm going to give each of you a focus phrase now.  The next 
time you do meditation practice, I want you to repeat your phrase 
until the words lose their meaning and just surround you with 
sound.  Tom, you're 'Scent of Green Papaya'.  Martha, you're 
'Sliding on Silk'.  Jack, you're 'Hot Apple Pie'.  Now I want 
each of you to repeat your phrase, and keep on until you forget 
I'm here."

     This, thought Jack, is just plain silly.  Still and all, he 
went along with the gag, and a strange thing happened.  First, he 
did forget about Chris and the other students; it began to seem 
as if he were alone, floating in the universe, a babble of 
meaningless syllables echoing in his head.  Then, as sudden and 
sharp as a flashbulb, he saw meaning everywhere.  He could 
picture the Earth and planets orbiting the Sun.  He saw the 
beauty in the whorls of his fingerprints.  He understood women.  
The tax code made sense... well, almost.  He felt a touch on the 
back of his neck, and sensed a familiar perfume.  Somehow, he 
realized, Chris knew that he'd gotten it.  He felt oddly proud at 
the accomplishment, as a student praised by his teacher.

     After a time, Chris went around the room removing the 
blindfolds.  Jack and the other two each stood up and shook their 
heads to regain their bearings.  A low gong sounded in the camp, 
and Chris nodded her head.  "Time to get ready for bed; we've got 
lights-out and one last exercise, then you'll be up early in the 
morning!"  Somewhat subdued by their own individual experiences, 
the three roommates quietly went through their things, hiked to 
the restroom facility for tooth brushing and other needs, and 
returned to the cabin.  Tom had taken his pajamas and changed in 
the restroom since there wasn't any private area in the cabin.  
Jack, on the other hand, planned to sleep in his sweatpants and 
shower in the morning.

     And then there was Martha.  She stood up by her bed and 
turned her back to the others, then smoothly pulled off her t-
shirt showing a broad expanse of evenly tanned bra-less backside.  
Bending over the bed, she slid her panties down her long legs and 
waited just long enough to make it obvious that she knew everyone 
was looking at her before pulling a thin nightgown over her head.  
Jack clucked his tongue admiringly then rolled over and was 
asleep by the time his head hit the pillow.

     Somewhere in the middle of the night, or at least so it 
seemed, something cold and wet woke Jack by running along his 
spine.  "Ice cube?" he grumbled in the dark.  "Good boy," came 
the melodic sound of Chris's voice, "let's see how we're all 
doing!"  A moment later, Jack heard Tom whine "Ow... emery board? 
And why on my ear?"  There was silence for a long while.  
Suddenly a piercing shriek tore through the cabin from the 
direction of Martha's bed.  Chris could be heard in the echoes, 
quietly commenting "Yes, but what did it *feel* like?"  Martha's 
response was low, intense, and unintelligible to the two men.

     Chris continued to make the rounds of the room with odd 
items pressed to unexpected places, occasioning puzzlement from 
Jack and at least one embarrassed squeal from Tom.  Finally, she 
pronounced herself satisfied with the results and told them to go 
back to sleep.

     Jack slept, but not well.  His dreams were mostly unformed 
and unsettling.  The cabin seemed too warm, even after he finally 
gave in to necessity and stripped down to bare skin on the 
sheets.  Images of apple pies floated in his head, and the 
sensation of riding a horse.  Toward morning, though, things took 
a turn for the better.  He found himself in a glade near the 
camp, and Chris was sitting next to him.  She moved into his 
arms, his head spinning with her perfume.  Holding his head with 
both hands, she kissed him deeply; her tongue seemed impossibly 
long, teasing along the roof of his mouth and pressing against 
the back of his throat.  Meanwhile her fingers were dancing along 
the back of his neck, little pleasurable jolts of electricity 
hopping down his spine and centering in his groin.  Then suddenly 
she was no longer in his lap, but sitting behind him with her 
legs wrapped around his and her nipples hard little points in his 
back.  Her fingernails were teasing his own rudimentary nipples; 
he wanted to move but her legs held his down.  Someone gave him a 
glass of milk, and he drank as fast as he could but it still 
spilled, running down his chest...

     *****

     Morning came far too soon.  Jack's nose was stuffy, and he 
had a horrid case of morning mouth, complete with thick tongue.  
The outdoor air didn't seem to be agreeing with him.  Worse, when 
he got out of bed his gut gave one premonitory twinge and he 
realized he desperately needed to get to the bathroom.  He 
streaked for the cabin door, forgetting his lack of clothes, and 
made barefoot tracks through the dew-covered grass until he got 
to the facility.  He said a silent prayer of thanks at finding it 
vacant, and took only enough time to lock the door behind him 
before leaping the last few feet to the toilet.

     About ten minutes later, he pressed the flush lever one last 
time and staggered to the sink to wash his haggard face.  
Something at dinner must have violently disagreed with him.  
Worse, his bottom was throbbing; the attack must have triggered a 
case of hemorrhoids.  Just what he needed to start the day.

     After he cleaned up the bathroom, he walked, bowlegged and 
suddenly aware of his nudity, back to the cabin.  The other 
students were gone to breakfast, but Chris was still there.  She 
took a look at his face and asked with concern, "Jack, what 
happened?"  Despite his embarrassment he gave her the whole 
story.  With a no-nonsense tone in her voice, she gave him 
directions to see the nurse.  "And don't worry, I'll let your 
morning session instructor know you'll be a bit late."

     Jack put on a clean pair of boxers and sweat pants, and 
headed across the campsite.

     The nurse turned out to be Maria, the woman who ran the 
campsite with her husband.  She listened to Jack with a soothing 
and sympathetic manner, and then asked him politely to bend over 
the exam table and drop his pants.  He did so, with the usual 
unsettled feeling a man has when hearing the snap of latex gloves 
behind him.  Her touch was surprisingly delicate as she applied a 
cream to the irritated area.  Next she put a cool hand in the 
middle of his back, murmured "please stay as still as possible," 
and slid a finger fully inside him.  Jack quickly developed an 
erection.  Every time Maria moved her finger, Jack felt another 
pulse of blood run through his swollen cock.  The examination 
continued until he finally had to close his eyes and surrender to 
the inevitable; his ass bit down tightly on Maria's finger as his 
balls spasmed and squirted their sticky load between his belly 
and the table. He could feel his face flush hot with 
embarrassment, but Maria merely waited for his bottom to unclench 
before continuing.

     Finally, she withdrew her finger and Jack heard the telltale 
'snick' of the latex glove popping off her hand.  "That must have 
been a bad one this morning," she said with some empathy,  "You 
need to put this ointment on three times a day for a couple of 
days and you'll be fine.  I'll get you started."   Jack felt her 
slide the glob of cream between his cheeks and work it inside the 
tight ring of his sphincter.  It burned a little, but that passed 
quickly and turned into a more general warmth, hard to ignore but 
not unpleasant.

     He stood there, getting used to the sensation, as Maria went 
to the washbasin to clean herself up, then returned and handed 
Jack a damp washcloth and the tube of ointment.  "I'm sure you'd 
like a little privacy to clean up," she said, smiling.  Jack 
nodded thankfully, waiting until the door was closed to stand up 
and clean the drying semen off his stomach and cock.  He got 
dressed, took the ointment, and went quickly out of the exam room 
and back to camp.

     *****

     His morning class was yoga and aerobics, and he found the 
group stretching in a dell near the river.  In the absence of 
formal exercise clothes, everyone had stripped down to either 
underwear or nothing at all.  Jack joined them in a series of 
deep knee bends; he was distracted by the effect those had on his 
medicated bottom until he got into the spirit of the workout.  
After a while he had worked up a sweat to match his fellow 
students, and the instructor led them to the river for floating 
exercises.  This consisted of floating on your back and trying to 
stay in one place relative to the riverbank using the least 
amount of energy.  Jack found it surprisingly easy.  In fact, he 
almost fell asleep twice during the practice.

     Next on the schedule was lunch.  Jack would have liked a 
shower first, but the instructor had thoughtfully brought towels 
so nobody had to get their clothes wet.  In the dining area, Jack 
decided to take the prudent course and restrict himself to soup.  
Conversation today was much quieter than it had been the previous 
evening.  Everyone seemed to be only halfway attentive to the 
meal, as if their attention was distracted by something inside 
that only they could see.

     The afternoon class was creative imagery in another meadow.  
The students were mixed from different cabins, and his partners 
in this exercise were a thin blonde named Becky, an athletic-
looking Hispanic who answered to Orlando, and a well-padded 
redhead who called herself "Jade, as in Jewelry".  Carl, the 
camp's den father, was their instructor and he quickly got the 
session under way.

     "I want you all to sit or lie down comfortably, and cover 
your eyes with these handkerchiefs," he explained, "then we'll do 
some free association."  Jack folded his legs Indian-fashion 
while the others found their own preferred position.  When all of 
them were ready, Carl called out "Fruit!"  Becky came up with 
"Pineapple", Jack said "Banana" for no particular reason, and 
Orlando added "Melons".  Jack looked from Orlando to Jade, and 
decided the other guy's mind wasn't completely on the task at 
hand.  Jade's response was "Mango", and next Carl prompted with 
"Vegetable" which drew suggestions of Broccoli, Cucumber, Carrot 
and Squash.  Several more exchanges in this mode followed, 
leaving Jack completely bemused as to what they could be 
accomplishing.

     After what seemed like a short time, but turned out to be 
nearly an hour, Carl pronounced himself satisfied and sent the 
students off for a quick break.  Jack took the opportunity to 
apply the second dose of the ointment that Maria had given him.  
He shifted his feet restlessly as the cream sent the same burst 
of heat through his insides, then went off to continue his day.  
The last afternoon session was led by Chris, who led Jack and a 
dozen others hiking through the camp and into the woods, finally 
arriving in a softly grass-cushioned bower.  "Sensory awareness," 
she said as everyone got comfortable, "is about feeling, not 
about intellect.  Everyone please remove your clothes and find a 
place to lie down.  Don't worry," she chuckled seeing some 
anxious looks, "we run a bug-free campsite here."

     There was a rush of bustling activity, collisions and 
apologies until everybody got settled.  "Feel the grass beneath 
you, not just as a carpet, but as individual blades, each with 
its own edge against your skin.  Find the places where the ground 
still has the damp coolness of dew.  Let your arms and hands 
float by your side; let your mind relax while the sensations come 
in."

     Jack was having a hard time following the instructions.  For 
one thing, his head was on a hard spot in the ground.  For 
another, despite what Chris had said he was sure he felt 
something crawling up his balls.  He wriggled to try and dislodge 
whatever it was, but succeeded only in moving himself so that his 
asscheeks were snuggled up against a tree root.  He didn't want 
to be the only one complaining, though, so he did his best to 
relax.  The afternoon sun and breeze were certainly comforting, 
and after a bit he found that he could indeed pick out individual 
blades of grass against his back and legs.  He could even tell 
which of his chest hairs was being stirred by the wind.  His eyes 
lidded over, and he let the warmth of the sun cover him like a 
blanket.  Stray puffs of air played tag from his head to his 
toes, and back up between his legs.  The grass beneath him 
shifted and twitched like a living rug.

     The next thing he knew, Chris was chucking him under the 
chin.  "Hey there," she said smiling, "I don't think sleeping 
qualifies as awareness!"  Jack looked around and saw the other 
students already up, around and mostly dressed.  He blushed and 
pulled himself quickly to his feet as the group got ready to head 
back to main camp for the evening.  Chris explained that they'd 
have a bit of time to clean up before dinner, and that after 
dinner there would be a full camp meeting for demonstrations and 
awards.

     As the group hiked back, Jack wondered what kind of awards 
could be given out.  He hadn't seen anything in his classes that 
resembled a test.  He eventually gave it up as a waste of energy, 
and joined in the lines for the cleanup facilities.

     Dinner was -- no surprise -- pasta and vegetables.  Jack 
wondered if there was supposed to be a connection between 
avoiding meat and being creative.  After the meal, Carl and Maria 
gave a brief speech about the weekend being successful and 
reminded the cabin leaders that the recognition ceremony would 
start promptly in an hour.  When they got back to the cabin, Jack 
was tired and took a quick nap.  His other cabin companions 
likewise seemed to want to reserve their energy.  Only Chris 
seemed excited, watching them with an "I know a secret" look on 
her face.

     *****

     The haunting, bone-chilling sound of an oboe playing an 
Eastern melody floats through the air.  Chris gathered up her 
charges and accompanied them through the dusky twilight across 
the campgrounds to an open-air amphitheatre.  Jack and the others 
took up places on the hillside and waited to see what the big 
build-up was about, while Chris headed elsewhere.  Down at the 
base of the hill was a small table with two chairs, some papers 
and trophies, a pitcher of water, a basket of fruit, a boom box, 
a standing microphone, a video camera, and an upright wooden 
frame resembling a reinforced doorframe.

     There wasn't much time to wonder about that, however, as 
Carl and Maria entered the field of view, followed by Chris, Greg 
and the other cabin leaders.  They were all wearing something 
like academic gowns, and would have fit in well at a college 
ceremony.  Carl stepped to the microphone and began the 
proceedings, thanking everyone for their hard work and 
participation.  After that, Maria took the stage and flipped a 
switch on the boom box.  As the odd melodies echoed off the 
surrounding trees, she announced recognition of seminar 
participants for such obviously gag prizes as most return visits 
to the salad bar, fastest 100-meter sprint to the restroom (Jack 
was very glad not to find himself the winner there), and longest 
time balancing on one foot.

     After the "winners" had come down, claimed their 
certificates, and headed back up the hill, Carl once again took 
over the mike.  "Every time we run this seminar, some of our 
attendees surprise both us and themselves by demonstrating great 
talents in a few specialized areas.  You were all accepted here 
with two things in mind; what we could do for you, and what you 
could do for others.  We're all very proud that three of you have 
earned the unanimous recognition of our teaching staff for 
outstanding achievement in both areas of focus.  Would someone 
escort Orlando out here?"

     At this point the Hispanic from Jack's free association 
exercise came out, accompanied by a petite counselor from one of 
the other cabins, both of them in the academic gowns.  As the 
music played, the counselor unzipped the front of her gown 
showing that she was nude beneath.  She turned to Orlando and 
stood between him and the audience to remove his gown, then 
stepped aside.  A soft gasp came from the gathered crowd.  
Orlando's body had been oiled until it gleamed in the soft 
lights, and he sported a massive cock in full rampant erection.  
A few of the observers whistled in appreciation.  The counselor 
ran her hand under his balls and up the shaft; her hand could 
barely wrap around the head.

     Maria pulled a chair up, and she and the counselor guided 
Orlando into the chair with his legs spread on either side.  With 
barely a trace of hesitance, the counselor climbed up into his 
lap.  Orlando held his cock in place while the other girl 
positioned herself, and finally, she began inching downward.  The 
music faded, and for moments the only sounds were the chirping of 
crickets and the audible panting of the counselor.

     Finally, and not without murmurs of disbelief from the 
audience, the small woman was fully impaled, her bottom resting 
between the bigger man's legs.  With unexpected grace, Orlando 
now stood up, his passenger wrapping her legs around his back as 
she held onto him.  Standing in front of the audience, he sank 
quickly to his knees, drawing a muffled squeak from his 
passenger, then rose back up.  He repeated the calisthenics, each 
time with more alacrity, as his passenger writhed against him and 
bucked up and down.  Finally she shrieked out in erotic ecstasy 
and dug her nails across his back leaving long red trails.  As 
she did so, Orlando stood up straight and tall, and the muscles 
of his legs went taut and starkly outlined.  His ass clenched 
visibly, and the girl atop him gave out one last choked gasp 
before collapsing limply in his arms.

     Maria and the other counselor came out again, and each held 
the still-shaking girl by shoulder and hip, sliding her off the 
big man as his cock popped free, shining with their mingled 
juices and only half-soft.  There was some soft applause and a 
few whistles from the audience.

     As the first group left the center area, Greg from the other 
cabin led a nude and blindfolded Martha into view.  Jack blinked 
twice; the change in Martha from the woman who had blithely shown 
off her nude body in his cabin was striking.  This Martha's body 
had been oiled in the same way that Orlando's had, and showed in 
its entire ripe splendor from the strong calf muscles to the 
proudly erect nipples.  Greg fastened her wrists to cuffs at the 
upper corners of the doorframe, and her ankles to matching ones 
at the base.

     As Greg left, another counselor came out from the shadows.  
This woman was dressed in the academic gown, and carried a small 
bag with her.  She reached out to pinch one brown-tipped nipple, 
drawing a long sigh from Martha.  Smiling, the woman began 
pinching Martha's nipples and rolling the ball of her thumb 
against them.  Martha responded by arching her back and pressing 
her breasts forward to the teasing hands.

     The other woman stepped back, drawing a pout from her bound 
target, and knelt to pull a small nine-tailed cat from her bag.  
She moved around behind Martha, and all watching were able to 
tell when the little implement made its first impact.  Martha's 
mouth opened wide, but no sound came forth. For some minutes, the 
woman alternately stroked and whipped the leather implement 
across Martha's backside as Martha's face showed both the 
anticipation and the impact.

     Finally, the woman dropped the cat and stood behind Martha, 
sliding her arms around the hanging girl on either side.  She 
moved her hands sinuously down across bare belly to the girl's 
inner thighs, pulling her legs apart as a spotlight came into 
focus.  Martha's pudenda were obscenely swollen, dark red, 
visibly dripping.  The woman waved a hand and two of the 
counselors came over to release Martha from the frame.  They laid 
her down, feet toward the audience, legs splayed widely.  The 
woman squatted over Martha's face and lowered herself down 
slowly, balancing on one hand while her other hand pinched and 
tugged at Martha's nipples.

     The air of quiet intensity in the audience was palpable.  
All eyes were on the two women, one rubbing her cunt hard against 
the other's face, the other lying spread-eagled, hips hunching 
fervently upward into empty air.  The woman on Martha's face 
came, crying out into the night as her body stiffened.  When her 
eyes opened again, she dramatically licked her index finger, 
reached outward, and flicked Martha's clit just once.  The 
reaction was explosive; Martha nearly threw the other woman off 
her face as she bucked and writhed in the throes of a massive 
orgasm.

     Eventually Martha collapsed, limp and sweat-slick, and the 
other counselors came from either side to assist her out of 
sight.

     Now, Carl and Maria took center stage again to announce the 
presentation of the session's special recognition, the camper who 
made the most unexpected progress.  Heads in the audience could 
be seen turning this way and that, wondering who this unknown 
person was.  Jack had the same thought, when Chris showed up and 
took him by the hand.  Shocked, Jack followed her without 
hesitation.  She led him silently down through the audience to 
the center of the glade, and stripped him of his clothing, all 
the time stroking his shoulders and settling him as she would a 
nervous filly.  "Close your eyes, Jack, and float with me..."

     His eyes closed, then opened again unfocused.  His muscles 
relaxed, and he stood calmly as the unknowing center of 
attention.  "Feel the Earth Mother enter into you," Chris 
prompted, and his cock jerked by steps to its full glory.  Her 
scent surrounded him, and in his mind he was back in those hazy 
dreams.  Chris spoke, her words taking on the singsong quality of 
ritual, and her hand slipped down between his bottom cheeks.  The 
rush of blood to his phallus made his knees half-buckle, so that 
Chris and another counselor had to help him stand upright.

     As they held him in place, Carl joined them and with quiet 
dignity slipped his robe from his shoulders.  For a man his age, 
he was in excellent shape.  Carl lay down on the ground between 
Jack's feet, and Chris and the other counselor held the dazed man 
by the arms and sides easing him downward until he made contact 
with the older man's upright cock.

     Jack felt the touch at his bottom, and he spread his legs in 
an unconscious but well-trained reaction, his anus widening and 
snapping against the entering tip.  Jack hunched down, his mouth 
gaping open, and worked his way further by fractions of an inch, 
bobbing and twisting like an Indian fakir until he was seated in 
the older man's lap, his bottom filled and his breath coming in 
quick panting gasps.

     Jack's mind floated in an erotic haze, Chris's perfume still 
deep in his mind, the feel of her finger exploring his bottom as 
he parted his legs further.  A warm breath passed over his lips, 
and once more he was in the lust-fevered dream as that long 
erotic kiss pinned him in place, her tongue probing the reaches 
of his palate...

     The watching audience could not know that Jack was yearning 
for his lover's tongue; what they saw was Orlando, his cock still 
gleaming from his earlier encounter, placing the tip at Jack's 
lips.  Jack reached lovingly around the Hispanic man's upper legs 
to caress the other man's ass, pulling his cock inside Jack's 
mouth.  Jack's body moved in a hundred different directions, and 
the two other men followed his lead in a dance with only one 
possible conclusion, a mutual explosion from above and below, 
matched by the thick slow spurting of semen from Jack's untouched 
cock as the audience burst into spontaneous applause.

     Maria, Chris and a few other counselors joined the three men 
on the stage as the audience left by ones, twos and threes to 
their cabins.  In only a brief time, the glade was once again 
empty save for the indentations in the grass and a musky scent 
permeating the air.

     ***

     Jack was in the glade again, only he knew now that he was 
dreaming.  Still, it was a pleasant dream and he had no desire to 
wake up.  He was swimming, and the water around him was alive.  
It kissed his skin as he moved through it, it grabbed and dragged 
at his cock, it suckled at his toes.

     Chris's perfume washed over him, and he felt her cool hands 
once again slide down his back and into the space between his 
rear cheeks.  Her fingers applied cream to his stretched hole, 
and he lifted his ass up to spread his knees automatically.  A 
puff of warm breath teased the proffered entrance, but his 
instructor had other activities in mind.  She cupped his rapidly 
filling shaft in her hand, and helped him turn over onto his 
back.  As Jack lay there, half awake and half in the erotic dream 
that had consumed him, Chris straddled his hips and slid onto his 
cock then rode him slowly for what seemed like an hour.  
Eventually they both came, and she collapsed on top of him with 
her full breasts bouncing against his chest.

     *****

     Sunday morning started with the shrill trumpet sound of 
Reveille echoing through the camp.  Chris zipped through the 
cabin slapping the tired students on their respective rumps.  
"Time to get up, kids.  Polar bear swim, then we hit the running 
path!"  Thankfully she was only kidding about the morning swim, 
but five minutes later they were joining the other campers in a 
20-minute jog around the camp, beside the river, and finally to 
the meal hall.

     Jack was still tired; he'd been too sleepy last night to 
remember much of the recognition ceremony, and he still seemed to 
have cobwebs across his brain.  The morning exercise helped a 
lot.  Jack looked around as he munched on his pancakes, and 
noticed that the hall seemed less crowded than the previous day.  
He looked more carefully, and sure enough there were fewer people 
than he remembered.  For one, his cabinmate Martha wasn't there.  
Before he could give the matter much thought, though, Carl 
ascended to the podium for a going-away speech.  Certificates of 
attendance, duly marked as "suitable for framing", were handed 
out, and in short order the stragglers finished their food and 
were chivvied off to their cabins for pack-up and checkout.

     As Jack waited in line for the van to take him back to 
school, he kept having the oddest sensation that people were 
looking at him.  Yet whenever he turned around, everyone was 
engaged in normal conversation.  He shook his head; anxiety about 
his writing class must be creeping back in.  Shortly afterward, 
Chris and Greg drove up and took their passengers back on the 
road.  Just as on the way out, the odd music was playing on the 
stereo, and Jack took the opportunity to catch up on his sleep.  
For some reason he felt dog-tired this morning.

     When he finally got back to his own room, ensconced in 
familiar surroundings, Jack booted his computer and took a shot 
at the writing assignment.  To his great surprise, he zipped 
through it in no time and with hardly any effort.  Three pages 
later, he had a printout that was undoubtedly the best writing of 
his college career.  He whistled softly, and decided to give 
Sherry a call to celebrate.  Before he could do that, though, the 
back bedroom door opened and Ken came out.  "Hey, roomie," he 
boomed out, "how did the weekend go?"  Jack couldn't restrain 
himself; he showed Ken the printout and gushed about how amazing 
the weekend was.  "And the oddest thing is that I would have 
sworn all weekend that we weren't doing anything to help my 
writing.  I tell you, Ken, I owe you a big one for this!"

     Ken's response was a muted chuckle, and the enigmatic 
comment, "I think I've already been paid."  He reached out and 
stroked a spot behind Jack's left ear, and whispered something 
only half-intelligible.  The change in Jack was both sudden and 
subtle; his face became more placid, his nostrils flared and his 
breathing deepened.  Ken smiled, and this time it was the smile 
of the predator.  He unbuckled his belt and slid his pants and 
briefs to the floor.  "Here you go, Jack, do your thing!"  Jack 
smiled like a baby looking at candy, and massaged Ken's balls and 
rising cock.  Pursing his lips, he moved his face forward 
smoothly to take Ken's length easily while his free hand worked 
its way between Ken's asscheeks.  It was only a few minutes 
before Ken pumped a load into Jack's willing mouth, filling it 
until thick strands leaked out one corner and down onto Jack's 
knee.

     The sound of slow applause broke the subsequent tableau.  
"Damn," said Sherry, "I swear the boy's a natural."  Ken grinned 
at her nude form, his cock popping free from Jack's mouth.  
Sherry had obviously been masturbating furiously while watching 
the two men; her vulva was swollen and dark red, and her nipples 
were standing out like firm erasers.  "He's good, all right," Ken 
agreed, "would you like to try out the other end?"

     "No thanks," Sherry said as she closed the distance between 
them.  "I'm sure he's trained as well as your other roommates 
ended up.  Right now I need cock and I need it bad, so you'd 
better not have given him everything!"  She paused, and turned 
toward Jack who was kneeling quietly in the middle of the room, 
his eyes unfocused.  "Go do your homework, sweet Jack, and we'll 
talk about your trip later."  Sherry grabbed Ken by his cock and 
practically dragged him back into the bedroom, slamming the door 
behind them.

     The sound seemed to rouse Jack, who got up from the floor as 
if nothing untoward had happened.  He went over to his computer 
and started writing.  The sounds from the back bedroom percolated 
through to him, and he paused to reflect on what a lucky guy he 
was.  It sounded like Ken was finally getting lucky too.  Maybe 
he would set his roommate up with Sherry; that would be a nice 
thing to do, kind of like paying Ken back for helping Jack pass 
his writing course.

     Life was good.

     ///// Completed 12-25-2001 by Rajah Dodger 
rdodger@hotmail.com

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