The Wagon
By Pussywillow
M/g Cons, Rom
Disclaimer: This story is just the figment of the imagination and contains
depictions of sexual encounters between adults and children. If this type thing
bothers you then you should stop reading now. However if you recognize the
beauty of such loving and consensual relationships, then read on and I hope you
enjoy.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Here you are, a little girl going out west with your mother and father, and
suddenly they get sick and die leaving you all alone.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Preface
I was on a hunting trip, and was wandering around this particular farm
area looking for rabbits.
Quite often along the edge of a farmer's field is one of the best places to
find them. They build their dens a ways away and then go into the farmer's field
for food.
As I was walking along looking for one of the furry creatures, I, all of a
sudden, spotted something quite unusual against an embankment, so I walked
over there to investigate, and realized that I was looking at the ruins of an old sod
hut that had probably been left by a settler way back in the early eighteen
hundreds. The rain had washed most of it away until there were only just parts of
the walls left, and I believed that in just a few more years, it would finally be all
completely washed away.
I went inside, but there wasn't much to be found until I happened to see
something that caught my eye sticking out of the back wall of the hut where the
dirt had washed away. So I took my knife and picked at it, and lo and behold, I
uncovered a very rusty box of some sort.
I finally removed it from it's burial place and found that it was a very old
rusty tin box that seemed to have something inside.
When I finally pried it open and looked inside, I found what appeared to
be a diary, a quill pen, and some dried up ink in a small bottle. Upon closer
examination, it appeared to have been the diary of a girl.
What was left of it was very fragile and the handwriting was now just
barely legible. So I took it home with me as I figured that it would be very
interesting to try to read what was in it.
For the next several months, in my spare time, I transcribed the diary over
to my computer. When I was done, I realized that it represented the life of a girl
settler for almost ten years starting from the time when she was only nine, when
her parents decided to move west.
Since it would have taken up volumes of sometimes rather boring and
repetitious passages, I decided to condense the diary down into a more readable
form. I also decided to put it more into a story form so as to make it more
interesting while leaving in the original wording as much as I could and
fictionalizing parts of it to try to make it a little more interesting, and to try to fill
in what I believed had actually transpired, but never the less, the basic true story is
still there.
After I was through, I believed that it gave a good cross-section of this
girl's very interesting life.
Chapter 1
This is the diary of Jenny Harrison, My age is nine years old, and I was
born October 7, 1822
Today, June 14, 1831. Mom and dad are finishing outfitting the wagon
and getting supplies for the trip west. Mother saw this diary in a supply store and
bought it just for me because she knows how much I love to write. I was really
happy to receive it, and now I can record all of the exciting adventures of our trip.
June 16. We finally got started this morning, and I was all excited. But by
the end of the day, I wished that I had stayed home. That wagon is so bumpy,
that I don't know how anything will ever survive the trip.
June 22. As the days pass, it has been nothing but a boring bumpy trip for
me. I have the choice of either ride in the wagon, or walk along with dad and our
dog Shep. I did both. In the evening when we stopped, dad would build a fire,
and mom would try to cook some sort of a dinner for us. Mom and dad slept
under the wagon while I slept inside.
July 15. Dad didn't feel well today and he couldn't walk. So mom
walked while dad tried to guide the two bulls we had pulling the wagon.
July 16. Dad had a fever this morning, and between mom and I, we got
him into the wagon.
July 18. This morning, mom wasn't feeling very good either, so we
decided to camp by this stream that we are at until they both feel better.
July 19. This morning, when I went to examine them, I saw that both of
them had a very bad fever, so I tried to cook some food for all of us. It was a
mess, but never the less, it filled our stomachs. I was also glad that mom had
unhitched the two bulls so that they could wander around and feed themselves.
July 23. As we are still camped here, mom and dad seemed to be getting
worse instead of better.
July 24. When I got up this morning, I found them both dead. So I just sat
here and cried my eyes out for quite a while over them dying on me and now I
feel so scared being left out here in the middle of nowhere all alone that I don't
know what to do.
I found that they were way too heavy for me to move them out of the
wagon, so I had to leave them there. I tried to rehitch the bulls to the wagon but I
found that I just wasn't big and strong enough, so I finally had to leave them
alone.
July 26. As I am staying here waiting for someone to come along and help
me, I don't know what else to do. But I sure am hoping that someone will come
by and help me soon.
July 28. This morning, I found that the bulls had wandered off, and now I
don't know where they are. The bodies of mom and dad are now stinking so bad
that I hate to even go near the wagon. Oh how I wish someone would hurry up
and come by so that they can help me.
July 29. Last night, the fire went out and when I tried to restart it, I
couldn't do it. I tried and tried, but nothing I did seemed to work. I tried to eat
some of the flour and the dried beans raw but it just didn't work.
July 30. This morning I woke up real hungry and I also realized that poor
old Shep, also being very hungry, had wandered off somewhere, and I don't
know where he went to.
I finally got up the courage, and I held my nose and went through the
wagon looking for something to eat, but I just couldn't find anything that I didn't
have to cook.
July 31. I have been here without any food for three days now and I feel
very week, and I have been crying a lot over the death of my poor parents and my
predicament. But I will faithfully keep writing in my diary until I no longer have
the strength to do so.
About the middle of the afternoon, I heard a wagon coming, and when the
wagon stopped, this man got down, and said, "Good golly child, you sure look
absolutely terrible, what happened here?" I went crying to him, and told him all
about my parents dying of a fever, and all I had to eat for several days, was just
some raw flour.
I knew that he could smell them from where we were, and said, "Well, I
figure that the best that we can do, is to salvage what items that we can out of the
wagon and then burn it. I can't take very much more in my wagon because I've
got it filled with supplies.
Now I suppose that you will probably want to come along with me.
Because if I left you here, you'll most probably die of either wild animals or
starvation."
I was now so desperate that I replied, "Oh yes, please mister. I don't want
to be left out here all alone." I then heard him say, "Well, since you seem to be
immune to whatever it is that your folks had, why don't you go get what you can
from the wagon, and then we'll have to burn the rest of it."
I bravely went back over to the wagon and got several items out of it
including all of my clothes, and dad's gun, and some blankets and pillows.
In the meantime, the stranger built a little campfire.
After I had gotten everything out of the wagon that I could, he handed
me a burning stick, and told me, "Now you go over and set the wagon on fire.
That way, your folks will be cremated, and we won't have to go through the
wretched ordeal of trying to bury them.
As I took the burning stick and walked tearfully over to the wagon, I
realized that I was now about to burn up everything that I had ever known.
Wiping out my whole past except for what few possessions that I had salvaged,
also cremating both my mother's and father's bodies.
I found a good place to catch the wagon on fire, and then I ran back to the
stranger, and he wrapped his arms around me as I sat on his lap and bawled while
I watched it burn.
I just sat there and cried and cried as I watched everything that was my
whole world, gradually being consumed by the flames.
Finally, when it was all over, all that was left were just some smoldering
ruins and ashes.
In the meantime, the stranger was making a meal for the two of us, and we
ate dinner as I continued to watch the smoldering ruins of what was once my
whole world.
As I sat there and cried and cried, I felt the stranger put his arms around
me and say, "I'm sorry little girl, but such is life. You must accept the fact that life
will always be changing. I know that this is a sudden huge loss and a very sudden
big change for you, but you must now put it all behind you, and just try to
remember all the good times of the past as you look forward to the future.
After a while, I tried to remember what the stranger said as I finally dried
my tears.
As we sat around the campfire, he said, "I guess that we really didn't
properly meet yet. My name's Mike and I'm twenty five years old. What's
yours?" "Jenny, Jenny Harrison." "How old are you?" "I'm nine, I'll be ten in
October." Then Mike said, "I have a spread about a days travel from here for
which I'm bringing some more supplies in my wagon. You're very lucky that I just
happened to see you. You were a little off the beaten track and that's probably the
reason why no one else found you before this. Since there isn't anyone around
these parts where I could possibly leave you, I guess that I'll have to take you
along with me. So, if you think that you can put up with man like me, I'll be more
than glad to have you stay with me if you wish, or I can take you into town and
leave you with someone there next time that I go."
At this point I was real desperate, and right now I felt just like I was
holding onto life with just my fingernails. But Mike looked like a very likable sort
of a person that probably could be a good daddy for me. So I replied, "Mike, it
looks like I don't have any other choice but to go with you. But I'll try to be as
helpful as I can if you want to put up with a little girl like me." "Well, now don't
you fret none. I'll be right glad to have you. Besides, I need someone to talk to
anyway. You see, my wife died last year, and it gets pretty darned lonely out here
sometimes."
When it got dark, we laid down on the ground rolled up in a blanket, and
went to sleep.
August 1. At the first crack of dawn, I heard birds calling to each other,
and somehow I felt real strange, like I had just left one world and had been
suddenly transported way over into another as I watched Mike rebuild the
campfire and cook us a quick breakfast.
He finally got his wagon reloaded, got his team hooked up, and off we
went as I realized that I was now facing a whole brand new world all spread out
before me.
It seemed almost like watching a play. Where they closed the curtains on
one scene, and reopen them back up to an entirely new scene.
As we traveled along, I told him all about my life. How my dad was
having trouble growing anything on his farm back home, and wanted to travel
west in hopes of finding a better place.
Mike told me that he had just married his wife when they had traveled
west to start a new life. They were homesteading a plot of land, and had gotten
the farm going fairly well, and were even thinking about to building a new house,
when his wife died of complications about a year ago.
Chapter 2
When we finally arrived at Mike's farm, I saw row after row of different
vegetables growing out in the field, and in back of that was a big field of wheat.
There was also a corral for the horses and cows, and there were quit a few
chickens and ducks wandering around. The house was a sod house set up against
an embankment. It was done that way so that it would be cool in the summer and
warm in the winter. All it was just one big room with a bed in the back, and a
kitchen on one side, shelves on the other side, and a table in the middle. He had
also laid a plank floor on the ground so that we could keep our feet clean. There
were three glass windows, one on each side of the door, and one where the
kitchen was.
There was also a natural spring coming out of the hillside near the house,
and that was where we got our water from. Near the other side of the house was
an outhouse.
On the other side of the spring, he had a sod storehouse where he kept all
of his farming supplies and equipment.
I tried to help him unload the wagon, and then he unhitched the team and
put horses in the corral. Finally, we went on inside. He had a cast iron stove to
cook on, and he got it started.
As we sat at the table and ate dinner, he said, "Well Jenny, I guess that
you're home now in your new house with your new daddy now. How does it
feel?" I replied, "I'm frightened - very frightened, but I guess that I'm real glad to
even be alive right now, and I'm surly grateful to you for taking me in." Then
Mike replied, "Well, I'm glad that I now have someone to talk to. Heck, I was
thinking that after I got my crops in, I was going to go out and prowl around for a
woman of some sort, but they're pretty scarce around here. Heck, to tell you the
truth, I felt that I was about to go out of my mind with no one to talk to. But now
I got you."
I guess, from what Mike had told me, I realized that maybe we both really
needed each other after all, and that I believe he was about as glad to have me as I
was to have him. He seemed like a very nice man of twenty-five, about seven
years younger than my dad, and I felt very much at ease with him already.
When it came time to go to sleep, I saw that Mike was in some confusion
about where we would sleep, since there was only one double bed in the house.
After much thinking on his part, he put me in the bed while he slept on the floor.
August 2. This morning, mike said that he would have to make some other
arrangements about sleeping.
As I thought about our sleeping arrangements, I realized that this small sod
house was really too small to fit another bed into, so I told him, "Heck, since I'm
just a little girl, the bed should be plenty big enough for the two of us, why don't
we both just go ahead and sleep in it?"
After breakfast, Mike went on out to tend to his fields and the livestock
while I snooped all around the cabin and tried in someway to make myself useful.
I now realized that although I was still only nine, I knew that I had to
somehow try to do away with just being just a child and somehow try to take on
some of the responsibilities of a grown up now because of my brand new life style
way out here in the middle of nowhere without my mom and dad.
Tonight, when it came time to go to bed, I suddenly realized that there
was absolutely no privacy in the house for the two of us, and no matter how much
we tried to avoid it, I knew that we were going to see each other in different
states of undress anyway, so why not just learn to just go ahead and live with it.
As I got myself ready for bed, I bravely went ahead and striped off all of
my clothing except for my pantalets. Of course, I was now really quite
embarrassed, because no one except mom had ever seen me in this state of undress
before, and now I saw Mike sitting there taking off his boots when he looked up
at me. I managed to look back at him as I heard him say, "Hmmm, you're a little
on the scrawny side, but you're still a pretty nice looking little girl anyway."
I nervously smiled at him as I pulled my nightgown down over my head
and then pulled down my pantalets and stepped out of them.
I then watched as Mike just stripped down to his underpants, and we both
slipped into bed.
After we were in bed, we just laid there as we talked and giggled about
our modesty and other assorted items.
After a while, I somehow felt a great urge to cuddle with him. I used to
do that with mother whenever I needed a little comforting, and I knew that I
certainly needed it now. But since I have lost my parents, I knew that I no longer
had anyone to cuddle with except Mike.
As I felt Mike lying there next to me, and because of my now very
overwhelming desire to be cuddled, I finally slid myself over to where he was,
pressing my back against him. I then I felt him put an arm around me.
His arm felt so good that I just grabbed his big arm and just held it there
against me as I now felt his big nice warm body all cuddled up against me as I
now felt like I was in a real nice warm secure cocoon with him protecting me from
all the cares of the world, and I now felt so much more relaxed and protected. I
guess if I were able to purr like a kitten, I certainly would have done so at that
moment.
August 3. All of a sudden, I felt him move and as I woke up, I realized
that it was morning already. Wow, the night sure went fast.
Then I heard him say, "Hey little girl, It's morning already. It's time to get
up."
As I felt him flip the covers off of us, I realized that my nightgown had
ridden up quite a ways on me and I now had a bare hip exposed to his sight. But I
quickly pulled it down as I heard him say, "My, you're such a pretty little girl."
As I looked at him, it looked like he had something tenting his underpants.
All they were was just his long johns without the top. I remembered seeing my
father in them before, but the front of his didn't tent out like Mike's did.
We finally got dressed and got breakfast out of the way.
He had to go out and tend to his fields while I tried to straighten up the
cabin, and figure a way to wash some clothes. Mike showed me how his wife had
done it, and I did get some of them washed, and hung out on the line before the
day ended.
Here I was trying to do all of that work with both a dress and petticoats
on. They were so cumbersome that I started wondering how in the world my
mother could ever work with all of that clothing on. Then I got thinking about just
where we were, and I soon came to the realization that way out here, there was
absolutely no one around that was going to see us for miles and miles, and I
doubted that he ever got more than one visitor a year being way out here in the
middle of nowhere, and Mike had already seen me with just my pantalets on, So I
saw no reason for putting on all of those extra clothes.
One of the reasons for my decision was trying to wash petticoats and
dresses. That was very hard work. So I decided that because it was warm enough,
I would just dress in my pantalets and a top, and forget about all of the rest of the
clothes.
I very quickly found out that it's kind of hard being just a little girl trying
to do a grown-up's work.
August 4. When Mike came back from the fields this afternoon that was
how he found me. He laughed at my getup and said, "Wow, you look just like one
of them real sexy dance hall girls running around in just your underpants. Why are
you dressed that way in the first place?" I had to explain, "Well, since I'm still
just a little girl, washing all of those petticoats and dresses takes an awful lot of
work, and besides, who's going to see me except you, and you've already seen me
this way anyway." I then heard him reply, "Well, from the way you put it, I guess
you're right. That reminds me of my wife, all she ever wore was just a single
petticoat and a top.
During dinner, He said, "it's pretty warm outside still, and I need a bath,
and I bet you probably need one also. Lets heat up the tub and take baths." I
knew that I was pretty ripe myself, because I hadn't had a bath ever since I
started out on my dad and mom's trip, so I replied, "That sounds like a great
idea." We used the same washtub that we washed clothes in, and it was situated
in a way that he could build a fire under it to heat up the water.
After we had gotten through eating, he went out and built a fire under the
tub, and poured in some water while I cleaned up the dishes.
When he had it ready, he came in and said, "Now who is going to take a
bath first?" He finally talked me into taking the first one. So we went out, and he
showed me the way he did it, and then he removed the fire from underneath the
tub, and said, "I'll go on into the house while you bathe. But holler when you're
all through."
After he went into the house, I took off my pantalets and top and climbed
in. Wow, that really felt good. I washed my hair, and then my whole body. Oooo,
that felt so good to just lay there in all of that real nice warm water.
Finally, I got out, and dried myself and put my pantalets back on. Then I
called for Mike. He came out and dumped the water, and then built a new fire
under the tub and refilled it with water. So I went inside while he bathed.
It was getting pretty dark when he finally came back inside, and I
mentioned how nice I felt getting a whole month's worth of sweat and grime off
of me, and he agreed with me.
Since there wasn't much else to do, I went ahead and put on my
nightgown, slipped my pantalets off, and climbed into bed as he undressed and
crawled in with just his underpants on.
As soon as he got settled, I scooted up next to him just as I had done the
night before. He didn't seem to object as I felt him put his arm around me and
hug me again just like the night before. Oh, it felt so good just lying there in bed
and being all cuddled up to him this way because he seemed so kind and so
gentle, and he was the one who had even saved my life way out here in the
middle of nowhere.
Because he had rescued me and let me live here with him, I felt that I
owed him something. But since I was now just a small orphan girl with no one but
him to take care of me, I knew that I now very desperately wanted and needed
his love and comfort to try to take the place of my own parents. Especially being
way out here in the middle of nowhere.
August 8. For several nights now, we have continued to go to bed this
way while I continued squeezing his arm up against me so that I could continue
to feel his whole body seemingly encase me, and make me feel so secure.
But on this one particular night, As we laid there, he said, "You know,
with you being here all cuddled next to me, it almost feels like I still have my own
wife back here next to me, except you're so much shorter and smaller than she
was."
I then felt his hand lightly rub around on my body.
For some reason, his hand seemed to feel real good to me as he rubbed it
around on me like that and I felt like I really liked what he was doing, so I just
laid there and let him continue.
After a while, I felt his hand go down over my hip and on down my leg.
When I felt it come slowly back up, I was shocked as I felt his hand was now on
my bare leg underneath my nightgown.
But then as I realized that feeling his hand on my bare body did feel very
strangely nice and good. So I just went ahead and let him continue as I realized
that there was no one around for miles and miles and we could now do anything
we wanted together as he seemed to wake up some very funny exciting feelings
way down inside of me, and the more I felt him caress my bare skin between my
waist and my legs, the greater those real nice funny feelings seemed to get.
Soon, I liked what he was doing to me so much that I even turned around
and kissed him.
But when I turned around, I felt my whole nightgown travel clear on up
above my waist, and when he wrapped his arms around me, his hands were still
under my nightgown right on my bare skin.
It was when he gave me a very gentle kiss back that I realized that his
hands and arms on my bare skin seemed to now feel so good that I just let him
continue to do whatever he wanted.
Pretty soon, I felt his hand actually press against my bare bottom. OH MY
GOSH! He had his hand right there - right up against a very private part of me.
But for some reason, I now felt like I really liked feeling his hand there, and
because of that, I kissed him even harder as I felt him continue to caress me all
around on my now very bare bottom.
But then, all of a sudden, I felt him take his hand away and say, "Oh, I'm
sorry Jenny; I really didn't mean to do that. But I do miss my wife so much that I
guess that I just got carried away. Somehow I just forgot that you're still just a
little girl and I shouldn't be doing those things to you. Here you get back over on
your side of the bed and we'll go to sleep."
All of a sudden I realized that if I did that, I was now going to miss all of
this wonderful wild cuddling that he was giving me, so I replied, "No Mike, I
really liked what you were doing to me. It felt so nice and so good, and besides I
love you." Then I heard him say, "Y-You didn't mind what I did?"
Although I knew that I was still just a little girl, I did know what
grownups did to each other, and I was also trying very hard to try to be even more
grown up myself as I realized that I wanted so much to please him in any way that
I could. I knew that he really missed his wife, and also knowing that there was
just the two of us way out here in the middle of nowhere with no one else around
to say otherwise, I now found it now very pleasurable and really quite daring to
actually feel all of his attentions on my still very small immature body.
That's when I felt a very funny excitement go all through me, and I knew
just what was about to happen as I dared to say, "Mike, why don't you just go
ahead and play just like I'm your wife. I think that I would love that." "Oh Jenny,
you don't mean that!" "Oh yes I do. You saved my life, and besides I think that
you are such a nice kind and gentle man, and I love you so much that I really want
you to go ahead and play with me just like I'm your wife."
He said nothing, but then I felt him hug me again as I felt him start to pull
up my nightgown and take it off of me. As he did so, I knew that I was now
headed towards a very new and also maybe a very exciting intimate adventure
with him that was normally reserved just for married grownups, and from what he
had just done to me, I knew that it would also be a very brand new exciting
adventure for me also since I had never had anyone ever touch me like that
before.
So I helped him get the nightgown on up over my head, and now I found
myself lying there completely naked against him. Wow, this was sure making me
feel real funny all over and really quite naughty. But I now found that I really
loved all of that funny excitement I got from feeling his big hands rubbing all over
my now naked body.
I then felt his hand move down to my bottom again, and then slowly
travel all around my hip, and back over to my bottom again as I now felt myself
actually start to shake with an excitement I never knew before just from feeling
his hands now rubbing all over my virgin naked body until it got so much that I
even rolled over on my back.
Then as I felt his hand continue to move all over my body, I soon felt it
move on down to in-between my legs and felt it slide over the very front of my
pussy (that's what that big girl at school called it.). Just feeling his hand down
there now really sent strange and real wild fantastic feelings screaming all through
my body.
Because I had invited him to do so, I must admit that it really did feel so
good that I just unconsciously spread my legs wide apart for him as I felt his hand
slide right on down to cover my whole pussy area.
OH! The shock of feeling his hand right there, right against my most
private area really sent wild feelings screaming all through my whole body as I
realized that if it had ever happened at another time, I would have kicked and
screamed holy bloody murder. But now his hand felt so great, that I felt my
whole body just seem to tense up against that sudden explosion of wild sexual
feelings that I felt go all through my body. But then as I felt his hand continue to
rub me down there, I now realized that it now felt so wild and so good that I even
felt my whole body now completely relax again as I continued to feel all of those
brand new real wild strange wonderful feelings he was making me have, go all
through my still trembling body, and with each rub of his hand I realized that I
now no longer wanted him to take his hand away.
By now, I could feel myself shaking like a leaf from all the sexual
excitement he was making me have as I felt both his hands and body actually
trembling against me also while I felt his hand still moving all over my pussy. Why
I even rubbed my hand all over the back of his hand and wrist just to reassure him
that I really liked what his hand was doing to me down there so he wouldn't take
it away.
Then after a while, I felt his fingers start exploring all over my pussy area
as I felt one of his fingers go in between the lips of my pussy, and eventually press
up against that funny little button up in front.
By now, I could feel my sexual feelings growing so great that I now felt
just like I was on fire. But it was a fire that he had kindled inside of me, and the
more his fingers kept kneading against my pussy, the hotter that fire seemed to
become as I tried to kiss him, and he kissed me back with a fervor that I had never
known before. Although I had never kissed anyone except my own mother and
father before, I greedily accepted his kisses as I tried to kiss him back the same
way that he was kissing me.
Pretty soon, his fingers were making me feel so good, that I felt this most
wonderful sexual explosion that just seemed to come all over me. Feelings that I
had never known before just seemed to grip up my whole body up in it's grasp,
and it just seemed to hold me there as I now felt like I was riding on a cloud of
absolutely wonderful sexual feelings that just seemed to grip my whole body and
whiz me through space with the most wondrous feelings that I ever felt in my
whole life.
But then as I felt all of the muscles in my body start to slowly relax again,
I just unconsciously flopped back down on the bed from my most unusual
wonderful sexual ride as it was a little while before I could even regain my
composure again.
I then heard Mike ask, "Are you all right?" At that moment, I still couldn't
say anything, so I just gave him a big hug and tried to kiss him all over his face.
Then, I thought to myself, 'if he caused me that much pleasure. How
would he feel if I did that to him?' So, I did something that I had never ever
before even dreamed of or even dared to do before - I put my hand down and
grasped that tent that I could feel inside his underpants.
I guess that my hand was there for only just a few seconds before I felt
him freeze up and the whole area where I was gripping suddenly got quite wet.
He then jumped out of bed, and I could faintly see from the filtering
moonlight, that it looked like he took off his underpants and went over and
washed himself down there, and then a few moments later, he got back beneath
the covers again.
I felt him again wrap his arms around me and hug me as I could now feel
his now whole naked body right against mine. Wow! That felt so wild and so
good that I wanted to just lay there like that forever.
Then I felt him guide my hand down until I could feel a very hairy area,
and something that felt like a big fat rod that felt very hard on the inside but
really quite soft on the outside. I presumed that this was his sexual equipment as I
remembered seeing our bull with one of our cows back home, and what the bull
did to the cow. But I had never seen a man's before, but it had been described to
me by that girl I knew back home though.
I guess that he seemed to really like my hand there, because I felt him
again caressing me with his hands as I ran my hands all over it, trying to feel just
what it looked like.
Presently, I felt his hand go back in-between my legs again, and I guess
that he wanted to give me as much pleasure as I hoped that I was giving him. But
he didn't even try to give me another one of those wonderful sensations, but just
kept his hand down there against my pussy. But then I realized that It felt so
good that I felt that he could leave his hand down there all night if he wanted to.
After a while he said, "I want you to do something for me." So we both
got out of bed and had me sit beside him. Then, as I watched in the moonlight, he
got his underpants that were lying on the floor, and then he took my hand and
showed me how to put it on his big long thing that I could now just very faintly
see from what moonlight that was filtering through the window.
He then showed me how to stroke it. So after I started doing what he
wanted, I felt him hug me to him, and I felt really very funny sitting there just
moving my hand back and forth on his great big hard pee-pee.
Pretty soon, I felt him freeze up and I heard him grunt as I saw something
shoot out of his big thing while I kept on very dutifully doing what he wanted me
to do.
Presently I felt his thing go soft in my hand, so I took my hand away.
As we just sat there, I put my arms around him and hugged him. I also
realized that I also liked to run my hands all over his naked muscular body, and as
I was doing that, I heard him ask, "I know that you're only nine years old, but I
just can't help it. Why I've enjoyed tonight almost better than when I had my
own wife with me. Will you marry me? I would feel much better about what we
were doing to each other if you did."
I was now really taken aback by what he had just asked. But then I
realized that living way out here in the wilderness with no one else around for
miles and miles, could do a lot of strange things to a person as I also realized that
back home, if someone were ever to try to put their hands in-between my legs, I
would have fought him with everything I had while I screamed holy bloody
murder.
But I was not there - I was here, and I now realized that what had just
transpired between us was a very deep craving for human affection between the
two of us. I knew he was my savior, in respect that he had found me just in time
to save me from starving to death, and he had also endowed on me the comforts
of a home, care, kindness, and love. And I to him? Heck, I was probably just
another mouth to feed and also probably a very poor substitute for his poor
deceased wife. But I guess that I was at least someone for him to talk to, to try to
love, and also to try to help in someway to satisfy both his sexual and emotional
urges.
But I then realized that I so loved this man at this moment, that I
immediately said, "Yes, I want to," because I knew that I wanted very much to be
attached to him in some way. But I knew that this was really quite absurd with me
being only nine. But, in spit of being just a little girl, I really did like what he had
done to me tonight though, and I guess he liked what I had done to him also.
He then got up and lit a lamp. When the lamp was finally lit, I could now
see him in all of his naked glory as much as I believed that he could now also see
me.
He then got a bible out. It had the words for a wedding ceremony in it,
and he started reading it. At the right parts, I said yes, and then he went over to a
chest and got a little box out. I then saw him lift out a ring, and put it on my
finger. But it fit so loosely that It wouldn't stay on. But I heard him say, "I'm
sorry Jenny, but this is the best that I can do for right now. Next time when we go
into town, I'll have someone fix it so that it will stay on." I replied, "I understand
Mike, maybe if I tie a string around it and wear it around my neck." He agreed to
that, and then he picked me up and put me on his naked lap.
As he hugged me, he then told me how much he loved me.
Because of the sexual feelings I was getting, I felt that I really loved
sitting there naked in his naked lap with his bare skin pressing against mine. But it
was all so new and so exciting. But since he had awakened up my sexual feelings,
I now felt that it was driving me sexually crazy as I had never ever dreamed of
feeling like this ever before.
This evening had been such a fantastical first for me that as I found myself
now in a very new fantastical sexual world with him, I now realized that we were
now going to keep on doing all of these sexual things with each other tomorrow
and the next day, and on and on; just like my own parents most probably did with
each other when they got married.
We finally went back to bed, and I cuddled up to him as he put his arm
around me, and we finally went to sleep.
August 9. When we both woke up, we both looked at each other and
smiled. I was still all excited from what we had done last night, so I threw the
covers off of us, and laid myself down on top of him and started kissing him. I
realized that from last night, there should be no more secrets between us, and I,
very excitedly wanted to examine his equipment to see just what a man really
looked like down there. I guess that I've had this very strong curiosity hidden
very deep inside of me ever since I realized that there were two sexes.
So I sat up and then sat myself down on his legs.
Now, there just before me, in all of it's most glorious form, was all of his
manly equipment. I also noticed that his thing, his pole, or rod, or weapon, or
whatever it was, was standing straight up at attention. So I wrapped my hand
around it and started examining and playing with it as I heard him say, "Oh you
little sexy imp you."
But he went ahead and let me have my way with his wondrous manly
equipment for awhile while I poked, squeezed, touched, and anything else I could
think of just to satisfy my now very burning curiosity.
After a while, I then felt him grab me and place me on my back on the bed
and then spread my legs wide apart. I then saw him both look at and touch all
over my very private parts for a bit. I guess that he was almost as curious as I was,
and I was absolutely shocked and surprised at myself of actually feeling really
quite excited and most honored to actually show him just what the most private
area of my body really looked like down there.
Then the next thing I knew, he had his head buried in-between my legs.
Oh, the shock of suddenly feeling the invasion of my poor pussy by both his
mouth and tongue almost took all the breath out of me. But as he continued doing
that to me, I quickly felt that I just couldn't get enough of what he was doing to
me down there as I felt my sexual feelings very quickly rise and soar, and I just
couldn't help but squeal and screech with joy as I felt all of those most wonderful
fantastic sexual feelings that he was giving me, just seem to scream all through my
poor pussy and through my whole body as I felt my butt bounce all around while
I even tried to shove my pussy more against his mouth.
At this moment, I did not want him to ever stop what he was doing to me
as I felt my sexual feelings continue to rise and soar until they got so great, that I
felt my whole body just sort of freeze up into another one of those great fantastic
sexual explosions that seemed to go all through my whole body, and I again felt
myself whizzing through space seemingly encased in that most wondrous feeling.
But as it soon went away, I felt myself just slump back down on the bed
again, but then as I continued to feel his mouth still slurping all around against my
pussy down there, I very excitedly felt it come again, and again I felt my whole
body freeze up once more as I felt myself again whizzing through space encased
in all of those wonderful sexual feelings again. Why I even felt muscles that I
never knew I had down there before contract and contract inside of me. This
continued on over and over until my whole body was so immersed in all of those
feelings that I felt like I could stand it no longer, and then everything went black.
When I awoke, I found myself sitting on his lap. So I put my arms around
him and kissed him as I said, "Oh Mike. You made me feel so good that I must
have fainted." And then, I absolutely shocked myself as I suddenly heard these
words come out of my mouth, "Can I do that to you now?" I just couldn't believe
what I had just asked, as I heard him ask, "Are you sure you want to do that to
me?" So I replied, "Well, you did it to me didn't you?" Those words also
surprised me, and I now realized that I had just committed myself to something
that I knew not what.
He said nothing more as I now realized just what my blabbery mouth had
committed me to do. So I went ahead and slipped off of his lap and then knelt
down on the floor in-between his legs, and played with his most wondrous male
equipment again.
Then, very frightened and with a lot of hesitancy now on what I was
about to do, I carefully put my mouth down over the end of his big hard thing.
As I felt the end of his big thing inside my mouth, I felt that special
softness and yet the hardness of his weapon.
Then I felt an excitement go all through me and it seemed to even urge me
onward with this most unusual sexual mission of mine, and suddenly, it now
seemed like the most exciting thing in the world for me to do right then as I again
lowered myself and took this strange appendage of his inside my mouth.
I then took my mouth away and looked at this strange thing again as I
realized that I was having the most intimate intimacy that I could ever think of
with him, and then I put my mouth back down over it again. As I looked back up
at Mike, all I could see was just the blank stare on his face as he looked down at
me. So, I continued to run my mouth and tongue all over it.
I knew that this strange huge tool of his was where he got all of his sexual
feelings from, and I knew that as I sucked on it, he was getting a whole lot of
those sexual feelings from my mouth just like he had done to me. So I watched
his face as I continued to suck and run my tongue all around it. I noticed that he
had the most odd expression that I ever saw, and as I continued, I could see that
something was about to happen, and then as I heard him grunt, I felt him freeze
up just as he squirted a whole bunch of that mysterious fluid, that I knew not
what, very forcibly right into my mouth.
As the stuff very quickly filled my mouth, I didn't know what to do with
it, so I tried to swallow it. But then I was too late as felt him again squirt more
and more while I continued to try to swallow. But as it seemed to fill my mouth
so quickly, I felt a whole bunch of it flow back out and down my chin.
Finally, he quit squirting, but I very dutifully continued to suck on his
sexual weapon until I finally felt it start to deflate again.
Afterwards, I raised my head back up and smiled at him as I asked, "did
you like what I did to you?" "Oh my darling Jenny, you'll never know how much
I liked that. Oh, I want you to be my darling forever and ever.
I guess that I did the right thing all right, and although I realized that I
really did enjoy doing what I did trying to make him feel so good, I could also tell
that I had really sexually satisfied him, and that he now really loved me. That was
all that I ever really wanted; was to love and be loved.
I finally got my mouth cleaned up and then we had breakfast.
We actually had breakfast in the nude. It felt so funny and so weird and
so exciting to be walking all around inside the cabin right in front of Mike
completely naked. But at that moment I now felt somehow so free and so much at
ease from being naked right in front of him that I just couldn't believe it, and
that's when I realized that he was the only one in my whole life that I was ever
naked in front of except my mother, and that was when I was much younger.
At that moment, I realized that I had never ever dreamed of the kind of
relationship that I found myself in with Mike at this moment. But it all happened
so fast, and it was all so exciting that I shall never forget not even one little bit of
it for the rest of my life.
Eventually we did get dressed and I went out to do some laundry, while
he tended the livestock and the fields.
From then on, I now knew that he was my husband and I was his wife as I
realized that he could now do anything to me that he wanted. So we carried on
with our sexual adventures with each other with all the ardor, love, and
enthusiasm that we could put into it, and I was well rewarded with just how well
loved he made me feel.
CHAPTER 3
October 2. Today we took our crop to town, which was many miles away.
While we were in town, Mike and I went to a jeweler, and the jeweler advised
him that my fingers would be growing very rapidly and he advised getting a girl's
adjustable ring until I grew up.
He purchased it for me, and I wore that ring very proudly because it meant
just how much he loved me, and his commitment to me.
While we were in town, He also purchased some boys pants for me
explaining that although I looked real cute and sexy, running around in my
pantalets, they would protect me and my legs a whole lot better.
October 7, 1831. Today I turned ten, and he gave me a little birthday
party. I was now ten years old.
All in all, Mike said that he did well from the crop. We made a little off of
the vegetables, but it was mainly the wheat that he made his money from.
December 17. It was around Christmas time when I realized that
something was missing on my body, so I asked him how babies were made. He
explained the whole procedure to me, and I suddenly realized that that sensitive
part in my pussy was actually hiding a hole where his penis, as he called it, was
supposed to go into in order to deposit his seed (that whitish gooey stuff that he
shoots out). There, his seed would then come in contact with the woman's egg,
and thereby producing a baby. I now knew that I was only a half of a woman, and
I wanted Mike to have the whole me so that he could enjoy me just as fully as he
did his poor departed wife. So, without telling him, I worked on that piece of
useless sensitive skin down in-between my legs with a tapered candle, and soon
had it broken through and I now realized that my most private glory hole was now
fully exposed and was now awaiting to be used by his penis.
I was really fascinated with this new toy that I had found on, or I must
say, inside me and I played with it for quite a while getting acquainted with this
wondrous new toy of mine. But before I would allow Mike to play with it, I made
a piece of wax approximately the same size as his weapon, which I carefully
inserted just to make sure that his large pole could even fit into it.
When I was satisfied that I thought that his penis would fit into this new
wondrous hole that I had in me, I decided that I was going to surprise him with
my special Christmas present.
December 24. It is Christmas Eve, and tonight I am going to surprise him
with my Christmas gift.
We had a roaring fire going, and as we were lying in bed playing around
with each other in the nude, I decided that I should give him his gift. I knew that
if he played with me just right, I would get real juicy down there. So after I had
him make me real nice and juicy, and also very sexually excited, I got on top of
him, and I reached down and guided his beautiful manly weapon towards my
pussy.
As I felt it start to go in, I worked it around to get his weapon slicked up
with my juices when I heard him cry out, "Jenny, What are you doing?" I replied
with, "Merry Christmas Mike." "But Jenny, I'll get you pregnant."
At that moment, I just plain didn't care, all I wanted was for him to enjoy
me like a woman, so I replied, "I don't care, I just want to make you happy." By
that time I had his huge pole all the way into me, and, Oh wow, his penis really
filled me up, and I was now really glad that my hole could stretch out that far to
accommodate him, and as I felt his weapon throb way up inside me, I realized
that I was now feeling a whole bunch of brand new sexual feelings that I didn't
know existed before.
I then felt him grab me by my bottom, and move me so that his wondrous
weapon moved in and out of me over and over again.
As I felt his pole moving in and out, I could feel all sorts of exciting sexual
sensations screaming from in-between my legs, and then I felt that great explosion
of sexual feelings, and I could now feel all of those mysterious muscles inside my
hole now working against his penis as I froze up into one of the most wondrous
sexual sensations that I had ever had. Mike called it an orgasm.
As I was recovering from that most wondrous onslaught upon my sexual
feelings, I felt him tighten his grip upon me, and I now felt his seed shoot way up
deep inside me.
As I felt his stuff shooting deep into of me, I realized that it felt so good
that I felt myself freeze up again into another one of those sexual explosions as I
just laid there on top of him whimpering from pure sexual pleasure.
I guess that his weapon had finally run out of ammunition and soon I
could then feel it gradually deflate and then slip back out of me.
But we continued to lay there in each other's arms, as he pulled me up so
that he could kiss me.
After we had slobbered all over each other's mouths for a while, He finally
said, "Oh my dear darling Jenny. You have just made me the happiest man on this
earth from what you just did to me. I really love you with all my heart." I replied,
"Oh thank you Mike, I really love you too."
That started me on my life's career as being both a woman and a wife for
my darling Mike. Since there wasn't much else to do during the winter except the
usual housekeeping and cooking, he assaulted me with his weapon every time he
could get it reloaded. Of course I was more than happy to accommodate him so
that he could take his target practice inside my glory hole.
January 25, 1832. Mike finally decided that if I were going to get
pregnant, it would have happened by now, so he decided to take advantage of the
situation.
April 15, 1832. As the months slipped by, Mike noticed that I had still not
gotten pregnant. Because of that, he also realized that I had not yet those monthly
bleeding periods that grown women have. So I guess that he put two and two
together, and realized that I would have to start having those monthly bleeding
periods before I could get pregnant.
Because of that, I believe that he was one of the happiest men in the
world, in as much that he could assault me whenever he wished, and not have to
worry about babies. Of course I was always more than happy to accommodate
him, and we now occupied most of our free time, making both his weapon and my
glory hole feel really quite happy.
CHAPTER4
As the years went by, the crops proved profitable, and Mike now had
enough money saved to build a proper house with three bedrooms. We finally
moved into the large house and used the sod house for a storehouse, but I still
keep my secret diary in it's hiding place though.
October 1, 18365. I was now almost fourteen when I saw little signs of
change begin to appear on my body.
First, I developed little budding breasts, and then hair started to appear all
around my beautiful pussy, and started messing up it's desirability to be kissed
and fondled with.
April 28, 1837. Today marking a little over half past my fourteenth year, I
found my pants all bloody. I had to stuff old rags down there to stem the flow.
Mike, seeing what straits I was in, announced to me that I had just become fully
initiated into the world of womanhood, and that I was now a veritable fully
operational baby factory.
You know where that now put me. It put me into the world of allowing
Mike's weapon to enter me only during those certain periods of the month that
was judged reasonably safe from making my internal machinery go into action.
From what Mike and I had been doing with each other ever since I was
ten, this was a huge letdown on our fun and enjoyment, and it sent me into a state
of depression.
But fear not. The next time we went into town, we visited the preacher
and had ourselves properly married. This was Mike's gift to me to show his
loyalty and love to me no matter what may come. It did boost up my moral a bit,
and I braced myself to go ahead and become a member of the league of fully
developed womanhood.
January 25, 1838. It was the winter of my fifteenth year, when I realized
that there might soon be three of us. So, Mike took advantage of my pregnancy to
make up for lost time. He knew that he couldn't make me pregnant again, so for
almost nine months we really enjoyed each other again.
October 14, 1838. My baby was born Just a week after my birthday, and
we named her Mary. Mike really doted on his young daughter. He loved giving
her baths (I wonder why - that oversexed lecherous man.), but he hated to change
her diapers though, and he left that chore to me whenever he could. Mike also
thought it was really fascinating to watch little Mary feed on my breasts.
I have forgotten to mention, that in the meantime, two other settlers had
settled near our spread, and Mike had to buy barbed wire to mark off our borders.
July 12, 1839. Today was the day that I realized that I was pregnant
again.
April 16 1840. Today, I gave birth to a boy, and we named him James, but
for some reason, Mike absolutely refused to bathe him and only changed his
diapers under duress. By this time, I had Mary potty trained. So it wasn't so bad
to have just one baby to change. But these kids presented a whole lot of extra
work for me washing diapers, their outfits, and their bedding, and having to feed
and look after them. Mike helped whenever he could, and I was really grateful to
him for that. I forgot to mention that both Mike and I had learned the hard way
how to change a boy's diapers. Both of us, through our ignorance, had to endure
the golden showers of baptism. But it took only once to cure us of our leniency
June 9, 1841. John was born today. So now I had Mary running around
getting into trouble, and I now had to change the diapers on the two boys..
August 16, 1841. A couple of months after John was born, we heard news
of Indian raids in the area. Mike went to town to purchase extra weapons and we
outfitted the sod house in case the Indians should raid us. We went through a
couple of practice drills and knew what we should do in case they came.
Epilog
I'm sorry, but this is where the diary ended. From what happened beyond
that point of time I don't know nor do I have any clue about what happened to
them. I have revisited the sight several times. But the site is just a part of a big
farm field where they once dwelled, but I did find traces of where the wooden
house that they built, had once stood. I also found several arrowheads, and a few
old cast off utensils, but that was all. No bones or anything else.
It is my guess that they had to get out in a hurry and she accidentally left
her diary behind.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Of course this story never really happened - Or did it?
Did you enjoy this story? If you wish, you can tell me how you liked my story by
sending me an e-mail at: oldman@fastmail.net