Living My Life All Over Again
By Pussywillow
m/g, M/gg, Cons
Disclaimer: This story is just the figment of the imagination and contains
depictions of sexual encounters between adults and children. If this type thing
bothers you then you should stop reading now. However if you recognize the
beauty of such loving and consensual relationships, then read on and I hope you
enjoy.
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How would you like to live your life over if you had the chance?
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This is a story about my different experiences with young children as I
grew up and all through my life. If you think that young girls are not very sexual,
then read my story and find out.
It started out way back in the 1940's when my sister and I were children,
Mom had to work to take care of us because she was separated from our dad, and
this left us with a lot of time alone together.
I guess that I was somewhere around fourteen and my sister, Carol, was
probably eight, and we were living in this small court complex so that mom would
be close to work.
I remember that Carol and her girlfriends all wore those real short dresses
that were in style back then and it was always very common to see their panties
and sometimes even a brief outline of their pussies.
I can even remember that one little girl had on a pair of well-worn panties
one day and it had a hole in it right in the middle of her crotch showing a bit of
labia skin. When I mentioned it to her and she got mad and went home.
Now that I think about it, maybe she might have made the hole playing
with herself.
Of course, my being a fourteen year-old male, I was always very sexually
curious and quite horny, and I was always looking for any opportunity to try to
sneak a look or a feel of either my sister's or her girlfriend's pussies.
I remember this one girl, I will call her Amy, who often wore a short
legged playsuit and no panties, and I would sometimes get in a position where I
could actually see up the short legs of her playsuit and get a peek at her pussy.
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The court apartment that we lived in, had a pull down bed in the living
room, and at the time, it was my bed and mom and sis slept in the only bedroom.
Well one Saturday morning, I was sleeping on this pull down bed when
mother had to go to work real early in the morning.
After mother left, I guess that Carol then got out of her bed, and came in,
still dressed in her pajamas, and got up on my bed and woke me up.
I thought this was very unusual since she had never done anything like this
before. Then as she laid there on my pillow just above my head, I knew that she
wanted me to play with her. So I lifted up the top part of my body and braced
myself with an elbow while I tried to tickle her with my other hand.
Of course, I never tickled her hard, just enough to make her laugh. I was
tickled real hard once several years previously by an older cousin, and I can tell
you it wasn't fun.
While I was tickling all around on her, I saw her lift her legs up and fold
them up over on her stomach so as to try to protect herself from my tickling.
From my position, all I could see now was her pajama covered butt,
crotch, and the backs of her legs where her thighs were.
For some reason, seeing her in this very compromising position, I poked
around on the thigh of one of her legs and then jumped my finger over her crotch
to her other thigh - back and forth, poking my finger first on one thigh and then,
jumping across her crotch, to her other thigh all while I heard her giggle and
laugh.
As she just laid there letting me do this to her, I thought about the idea of
accidentally poking her in her crotch area also to see how she would react. As I
now poked one thigh, I then started poking my finger as I moved it on over to her
other thigh while just accidentally poking my finger right in the middle of her
crotch a couple of times.
When I did this, I heard her giggles turn into funny little 'iks' and then
when my finger left her crotch, I heard her giggle again.
As I noticed that she was still lying in the same position and had done
nothing to stop me, I continued to poke her like that several more times before I
got brave enough and just rubbed my finger from one thigh, right across her
crotch, and then on to the other thigh. Back and forth I did that as I still heard her
giggles turn into little 'iks' each time that I rubbed my finger across her crotch
area.
Since I noticed that she still had done nothing to stop me, I gradually
settled down to just rubbing my fingers up and down against her crotch area as I
heard her 'icks' just gradually go silent.
There I found myself actually rubbing my fingers up and down her crotch
as I realized that I was actually feeling my own little sister up.
OH! THIS WAS WILD! But then, as I realized just what I was doing to
my own sister, I suddenly went into a very deep guilty depression. I guess it was
a depression that was really caused by my mother bawling me out and giving me a
very stern lecture about never touching little girls down there a year or so
previously.
As I laid there, all curled up in a ball crying my eyes out from what I
perceived was a very shameful thing that I did to my own sister, I felt sis try to
console me for a bit before she finally just gave up and went ahead and got
dressed and left to go play with her friends.
So there ended my first and only sexual experience with my own sister,
which I was to later greatly regret how it ended.
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After I turned eighteen, I was inducted into the army just right after world
war ll ended. Shortly after, I was sent to Germany where I slept with several girls
until I met this one girl.
I was all ready to propose to her when I received orders to be shipped
back to the states.
After I arrived home again, I tried everything that I knew of to try to get
my German girlfriend back to the states so that we could be married.
But due to the slowness of the mail system and the lack of money, I
eventually had to abandon my quest and try to find a suitable girl here to marry.
In the meantime, as I was living in my parent's house, waiting for the new
college term to start, I found that I now had opportunities almost every day to
have sex with my own sister. But because of the incident that happened way back
when I was fourteen, it didn't happen although I believe that Carol would have
still welcomed it.
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While I was still in college, Carol married her boyfriend when she was still
sixteen and soon after gave birth to a baby girl, which she named Patty. About
eighteen months later, she had another daughter, which she named Mary.
In the meantime, I had finished college, and because I didn't like
apartments, I saved up my money and purchased a small house.
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A few years later, Carol found that her husband liked burglarizing more
than he did a family and ended up in jail.
Chapter 2
Since I was still single and was still living in my own house all by myself, I
invited my sister to come and live with me until she could find herself another
husband or resettle herself. But I wasn't too worried about that because my sister
was very pretty and quite outgoing - just the opposite from what I was.
After they had been with me for several months, I began feeling much
more acquainted with my nieces, and I would even let them crawl all over me as I
would hug and kiss them and play with them. Oh, they really loved that because I
was treating them much better than their own father ever did.
As they still wore those real short dresses that my sister used to wear, I
still had real great views of their panties whenever we played.
One night while my sister was in the kitchen washing dishes, I was sitting
on the couch in the living room watching TV when Patty got up and sat down
sideways on my lap. After a bit, she bugged me until I started to tickle her which
she really liked to have me do. She eventually pulled her legs up against her chest
while trying to protect herself from my fingers, and was really giggling as I
started poking her all over with my fingers.
While I was poking her I realized that I now had a real great view of her
crotch area and even a slight outline of her pussy underneath her panties.
It was then when I mentally felt something snap inside my brain and I got
really quite sexually turned on from just seeing her crotch like that. So I started
poking her around on her inner thighs, advanced my poking until I "accidentally"
poked her right on her pussy area.
When I did that, she really started giggling. So I continued to poke her
several more times right where her pussy was. But all she did was just continue
giggling at what I was doing to her, and I noticed that she didn't even try to push
my hand away like she did when I was poking her on other parts of her body.
By now, I was really getting turned on with the poking that I was doing,
so I continued poking and running my finger all around against her panty covered
pussy area while she continued to just sit there and giggle. But eventually I had to
stop and return to other normal activities when I realized that sis was finally
finished with the dishes.
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The next night right after dinner, Patty again rushed over and sat on my
lap as her mother went into the kitchen to do the dishes. After her mother left, I
saw her spread her legs and lift her knees way up to expose her whole panty
covered crotch area to me again so that we could continue doing what we were
doing the night before.
Then as I started poking at her pussy again, I again heard her start to
giggle. That's when I ran a finger from her anus slowly up through her pussy as I
heard her squeal and then even begged me to do that to her again, so I continued
running my finger from her anus on up through her panty covered pussy several
more times until I finally just settled down to just rubbing my fingers all around
against her panty covered pussy while she just sat there and gigglingly watched
what I was doing to her until we had to stop when her mother finally finished the
dishes.
This continued on nearly every night after dinner, and it seemed that she
could hardly wait to get on my lap so that I could play with her pussy again.
My playing soon got to the stage where she just sat on my lap with her
arms wrapped around my neck while I massaged her pussy for her through her
panties, and I could feel her just melt against me with her eyes closed until I had
to quit.
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I continued massaging Patty's pussy for her after dinner for a couple more
weeks until one night I got brave enough to pull the crotch part of the panties
aside and then massage her now bare pussy. While I massaged her now naked
pussy, she would wrap her arms around me and melt against me as usual. Only
this time, I noticed that she started breathing rather raggedly and I could even
feel her grab me, and sort of freeze up every so often.
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One day while sister was gone, I was playing with Patty and she had
eventually laid down on the couch so that I could tickle her. At the time, she was
wearing a t-shirt and a pair of shorts.
As she laid there, I saw that her t-shirt had somehow got shoved up
enough that I saw her belly button. I then had the bright idea of blowing air
against her belly button with my mouth to make those real weird sounds. As I did
so, I heard her giggle up a storm. So I continued on doing it until I had the idea of
maybe playing with her still nonexistent tits. So I moved her t-shirt on up along
with my mouth until I was trying to suck on her barely visible tits while she
giggled until I moved my mouth on back down to her belly button again.
After kissing around her belly button a little more, I had the idea of
moving even further down as I started now to kiss down on her abdomen. So I
gradually started pushing both her shorts and panties down a little further each
time that I kept on kissing an ever widening circle from her belly button on down
her abdomen until I realized that I was soon kissing the very front of her pussy.
But as she just laid there, not stopping me, letting me do what I was doing
to her, I soon had her shorts and panties pushed clear down to her knees as I felt a
great compulsion to keep on kissing her all around the front of her pussy.
Soon I had the great compulsion of kissing even more of her pussy as I
went ahead and just shoved both her shorts and panties completely off of her just
as I saw her spread her legs way out for me. So there I was, for the first time in
my life, looking at a spread wide-open pussy.
By this time, I was so hot that I felt like I was about to cream my pants,
and since her pussy looked so sexually pretty and inviting to me, I quickly had my
mouth down slobbering all over it as I worked both my mouth and tongue all over
it as much as I could. Since this was my first experience of eating a pussy, I really
didn't know all what to do as I continued to wallow both my tongue and mouth
all over it, even sucking her clit up into my mouth and sucked on it while I found
that I was now enjoying the greatest sexual experience that I had ever had in my
whole life.
As I saw her two legs on either side of my head, it gave me such a sexual
shock as to just what I was doing to her that I knew that I could no longer lift my
head back away from her little pussy as I continued to just kneel there and eat
pussy pie until I felt my tongue eventually get so tired that I could no longer
move it.
Finally with great reluctance, I lifted my head away.
As I still kneeled there looking at her spread wide open pussy right there
before me, I noticed that I had deposited a rather large amount of my saliva all
over her real beautiful pussy. So I reached over and got some tissues and very
carefully wiped my saliva off of her pussy as I very carefully ran my fingers all
over it examining it very minutely while admiring it's most awesome sexual
beauty. That was when I found that there was nothing more sexually beautiful
than a little girl's bald pussy.
This was the very first time that I ever got to actually examine a small
girl's pussy like that and I must say that it just blew my mind.
From then on, that's all she wanted me to do to her whenever her mother
was gone, and especially right at bedtime while her mother was still at work.
After the girl's bath, Mary would go to bed while Patty, on her own, would come
and find me, and then we would go into to my bedroom and I would lick her
pussy for her.
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It seemed that our sexual adventures with each other slowly advanced
until one afternoon, after I came home from work while her mother was at work,
she took her panties off and got on my lap so that I could play with her pussy as
usual.
But this time, as I started massaging her pussy, I saw her reach down and
give a little squeeze on the outline of my hard dick in my pants leg as she smiled
at me.
I then just sat there frozen in sexual shock while I both watched and felt
her small hand continue to squeeze my dick inside my pants. That was the first
time that she had ever touched me sexually in any way, and I just sat there in a
sexual trance as I felt all the wild sexual feelings she was giving me very quickly
rise on up until they got so great that I climaxed right into my pants. I finally had
to excuse myself so that I could go change my underpants and clean myself up.
After a couple of afternoons of that, the next time when I got home and
found that her mother was still at work, she started to get on my lap when I had a
bright idea. So I then excused myself and went into the bathroom and slipped a
rubber on my hard dick and then put it back in my pants.
Look, by that time, every time she was even near me I had a hard-on.
Then after I went back into the living room and sat back down on the
couch, she got back on my lap. So I continued massaging her pussy for her while
she squeezed my pants covered dick. This felt so good and so erotic to me, that
when I climaxed, it felt absolutely fantastic, and I realized that I no longer had to
worry about getting my pants wet with my cum anymore.
We continued doing this several more times until one afternoon when I
came home, she had to tell me all about her sexual experience with a neighbor boy
who was only a couple of years older than she was. Then as she took off her
panties and told me all of what the boy had said about her pussy, she wanted to
know if my dick looked like the neighbor boy's.
As I asked her if she would like to see my dick. I saw her get real excited
as I heard her say yes. So she followed me right on into my bedroom where she
sat down on the bed next to me.
After I had dug my hard dick out of my pants, she spent some time
examining it as she asked me several questions about it. After I had told her all
about it, I then showed her how move her hand back and forth on it in order to
get me to climax. So I just sat there in an awesome state of sexual excitement
because I had never felt anything that felt so erotic before in my life as both
feeling and watching this small girl actually stroke my dick for me, and it took
only a few strokes on her part before she had me exploding my cum right on out
into the bunch of tissues that I held in my hand.
It wasn't until my dick started to go soft again when she finally took her
hand away, and then asked me all about the cum that I had just squirted out. So I
told her all about it. But we soon had to stop because I knew her mother would be
home soon.
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My sister always had to work a few hours on Saturday, so we would go
into my bedroom and get undressed and I would lick her pussy for awhile and
then she would play with both my dick and balls for a bit before she then stroked
me off.
One of the things I loved to do was put a rubber on my dick and then just
sit there on the edge of the bed and hug her to me while I played with her pussy
as I watched her little hand just squeeze on my hard dick until she eventually got
me off.
I've had women try to stroke me off before, but it wasn't much better
than when I did it to myself. But just feeling Patty's small hand on my dick was
enough to send me right on into a real awesome climax. Why her little hands were
just out of this world.
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Somehow Mary soon got in on these sexual adventures that we had every
so often. So one Saturday when we were all naked, I asked them if they would
like to suck on my dick. Well, both of them refused, so I went and got some
chocolate syrup, put a rubber on, and then applied some syrup on my dick.
Well, since Patty still wouldn't (I guess that she was afraid of my cum.), I
watched as Mary got down on her knees in front of me and actually licked all of
the syrup off of my rubber covered dick and I thought that I was in absolute
heaven as I both watched and felt this small girl suck on my dick until I finally
exploded my cum out into the rubber inside her mouth. That was the first time
any woman or girl for that matter to ever given me a blowjob. I just couldn't
believe all of the awesome sexual sensations I got from it.
I believe that Mary had really liked doing that to me because she actually
approached me several more times after that, wanting to suck on my dick, but she
would only do it if I wore a rubber. I believe that she really got a big charge out
of doing it. I know that I never refused her.
I guess, because Patty had seen her younger sister suck on my dick several
times without it ever hurting her, I Finally got Patty to suck my dick also with a
rubber on while I licked her pussy for her.
Then one day when I realized that I had run out of rubbers, she actually
tried sucking my dick raw. Wow, did that ever feel good. Here I had my mouth
slobbering against this little now nine-year-old girl's pussy while she sucked my
dick at the same time.
When I finally climaxed, I guess that she tried to swallow it, but most of it
dribbled back out of her mouth. Afterward, I watched as she rushed into the
bathroom and cleaned her mouth out.
When she came back into the bedroom, she said that my cum really didn't
taste too bad after all. But she was worried about the amount that she had
swallowed. So I told her that it wouldn't hurt her because it was as pure as
mother's milk. At first, she didn't like sucking on my dick raw, but after doing it
several more times, she finally grew to like it, and soon, she would do it to me
every chance we had as long as I would also lick her pussy for her. That's when I
realized that was what she really liked most was having me lick her pussy for her,
and that I realized that she would now do almost anything for me in order to get
me to do it to her.
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Carol soon got married again and moved out. That was when I realized
that I really missed both Patty and Mary.
But by that time I was dating again and about six months later, I finally
got myself married.
At first, Ruby and I fucked every chance that we could get and although I
still missed my sweetheart that I left way back in Germany, I did feel rather
satisfied now being married to Ruby.
A couple of years later, we finally had our first child. I was sure glad that
it was a boy because of my experiences with my nieces, I was very much afraid
that I would have sexual experiences with my own daughter if the baby had
turned out to be a girl.
Soon after John was born, Ruby just gradually went asexual on me and I
was never able to touch her anymore. Needles to say, we just had the one child.
Chapter 3
As the years went by, I remained just a very sexually frustrated person
until I finally reached my eighties when my body gradually started shutting
down.
I remember lying in my bed with both Ruby and John next to me. But
soon, I just closed my eyes and I suddenly found myself hovering up over the bed
watching Ruby still holding my hand just before I felt myself being whisked
towards the very bright light that I saw.
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Then all of a sudden, I found myself back again in that court apartment
still rubbing my fingers back and forth against my sister's crotch area as I heard
her 'icks' gradually just go silent.
It was then that I realized just what had happened, and as I suddenly just
froze there seeing my whole life flash before me, I then realized that this was the
place in my life that I most wanted so much to do all over again if there was ever
some way of making it happen.
It took only a second or two before I then awoke back out of my trance
and saw Carol still lying on my pillow, pushing the bottoms of her pajamas down
and off of her as I heard her say, "Don't stop. Keep on doing it."
There I laid, still propped up on my elbow with my fingers now rubbing
against her now very naked pussy.
I now felt myself living in a very erotic sexual dream world as I realized
that Carol had actually wanted this sexual experience with me even more than I
did with her now as I continued to rub my fingers back and forth against her very
delicate beautiful hairless pussy.
It was then that I felt her fingers press against mine as I heard her say,
"No, rub it just like this."
As I felt her hand now guide my fingers, I soon heard her say, "Oh yes,
just like that." Keep on doing it.
I then watched as she threw her arms back over her head as I felt her small
butt gyrate around in time with and against my fingers as I rubbed her most
beautiful pussy for her just like she wanted me to.
It wasn't long before I felt her freeze on up into an orgasm, and then after
she had recovered sufficiently, I saw Carol move down on the bed and started
pulling off my underpants.
Oh my gads, I never knew that there was such a great feeling in the entire
world as feeling my own little sister actually playing with both my hard dick and
balls.
All too soon she had me right on up beyond that point of no return, and in
the next instant, I was baptizing everything around me with all of the cum that
kept shooting out of my dick.
After we got the stuff pretty well cleaned up, we both just laid there for
the most of the morning having the time of our lives sexually playing with each
other.
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Every day from then on, we just couldn't keep our hands off of each other
as we gave each other all of those real fantastic sexual feelings over and over.
As I remembered back in my past life just what I did with my nieces,
Carol and I were very soon into having oral sex with each other.
But one day as she was sitting on my lap facing me, she was rubbing my
hard dick up and down against her pussy when she made me climax. Since my
dick still stayed hard, she suddenly realized that all of my cum made a wonderful
lubricant for rubbing my dick up and down her pussy. So I just sat there and
watched as she rubbed my hard dick up and down against her pussy.
But all too soon, I felt her go right on up into an orgasm, and as she did
so, I felt her give a push, and the next thing that I knew, my hard dick was
actually inside of her.
I remember her suddenly stopping as I heard her cry out from the pain.
But a few moments later, I felt her gradually push herself more and more against
my hard dick until I soon realized that she was actually sitting down on me with
my dick now buried all the way inside of her.
Then we fucked. Oh gads how we fucked. I never knew that anything
could ever feel any better than that just to feel my hard dick buried deep inside
my own little sister's vagina.
The only thing that ended our fuck session was after I had climaxed into
her three more times, I started to hurt way down inside of me and I had to pull
my dick back out of her.
Afterwards, I guess that we must have held each other tight to us for over
an hour before we finally separated.
After that morning, we fucked nearly every chance that we could get just
about every day from then on until I was inducted into the army.
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After I got sent over to Germany, lo and behold, I met the girl of my
dreams again. But this time I knew what was going on, so I got us married as
soon as possible.
I quickly found that she really loved to fuck also and we eventually had
five children, and continued to live a very loving life together.
About my sister's children? No, that never happened. She never married
until she was in her late twenties and had two boys.
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Of course this story never really happened - Or did it?
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