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 Authors note: One of the things I never understood was how a girl can
actually enjoy being downright abused.  I'd seen it happen before, but it
puzzled me, so I wrote this story to understand better.  This is a re-write
off the top of my head.
   I hate moving so much.  I all ways leave friends behind, and hafta make
new 1s.  Now we was living in a little suberb, but at least their was some
parks and stuff.  It was summer because We all ways moved in the summer so
I didn't stop in the middle of one year, and start in another.
   The closest one had a creak, so I went down it to look for something to
do.  I saw a little wood fort, and looked to see if their was anybody in
it. No, but there was lots of stuff.  A big yellow thing of foam, and some
magazines sticking out.
   I picked up the foam, and there sure was a lot.  Most of them sayed
"Dirty Little Girls" on it, and had picture of pretty girls in there
underwere.  Inside they were naked thow, and playing with their selfs. 
There was also some boys naked, and playing with them.
   Well I was bored anyways, so I looked at them,and stuck my hand down my
pants.  There was storys with them and lots of dirty words like "Pussy,'
and "Dick," and "Fuck".  The girls did all the things in the storys,
sucking on the dicks and letting them fuck there pussy and ass.
   It coudn't play with myself real good with my pants on, so I tooked them
off.  It was silly just standing there with my shirt on, so I tooked that
off to.
   I stuck my fingers in, and rubbed them back and forth.  Then, I poked
aroung for the little hole.  I didn't no I had one till then, but I found
it, and pushed in.
   Omigod, I hurt my self!  Some thing tored in there, and I felt me
bleeding.  I tooked my fingers out and sure enuff, there was blood on them.
That was no fun, so I got dressed and tooked one of the dirty books with
me.
   It didn't hurt long, so when I got home, and mommy and daddy wasn't
there, I looked at it in my room.  I looked my clothes off in front of the
bed so I cood look at it.
   Anyway, I just rubbed the out side thow the girls was fucking inside. 
There was one story with a virgin girl in it, and she lost her cherry, so I
guess that what happened.
   It hurt a little wen I put my fingers in my ass, or pussy, but I could
sick my thumb good.  It felt good to rub the outside and my little clitty
got hard.  It hurt to rub it to hard, but if I was real care full, It made
my whole body tickle.  I spit in my hand, and that was better.
   The next story where two girls, and that was neat.  I didn't even know
two girls could do it.  They licked there pussys, and fucked each others
fingers, and got some toy dicks, and played with them.  I was getting the
hang of playing with my self, and is was rubbing faster.
   It felt real good, then it felt really really good.  Something jumped up
and down in my tummy, and I my legs started shaking.  I just fell on the
bed, and felt the weird feelings.  It was like I jumped in a hot tub, over
and over again, and my tummy kept squeezing inside like a big heart.
   It took a long time to go away, but I still wanted it to stay.  I turned
over, and got the book out from under me so I could read it on my tummy.  I
put my hand down there, and rubbed on my clitty some more.  The girls got
done and it was a new girl.  She played with her self untill these guys
show up.  Then, she sucks on them, and fucks them and one of the guy fucks
her ass.
   It happened again, but now I could keep reading, and playing with
myself. I tried to keep my eyes open, but all I could do way take peeks
when I was cumming.  That word was in the last story, so now I new what to
call it.
   When it was over, I read the rest of the story.  One of the boys shot
his jism on her face, then the other two fucked her ass and her pussy
together, and then they came on her ass.
   I was real tired then, so I put the book under my pillow, and taked a
nap.
   Mommy woke me up when she got home, but I had the covers on, so she
didn't no I was naked.
   I telled her I was going to take a bath, and she sayed something about
she didn't hafta tell me to.  Anyways, I waited till she was gone before I
went in the bathroom.
   She seen me naked before, when she usedta give me baths when I was
little.  Now I was bigger, and she could work too, so I took baths by
myself, and didn't need a baby sitter.
   I looked in the mirror, but it was to hi for me to see real good.  Mommy
had her makeup thow, and I found a little mirror in there.  I put it on the
floor and it was to far for me to see good.  I sat down on my tows, but
that hurt, and I coudn't balance.  Then I tried the toilet, and that was
too high, but the side of the tub was just rite.
   I put my foot in, and the water was too hot, so I turned on more cold.
It flet kinda neet having one foot hot, and one foot cold.  I could see my
pussy real good now, so I pulled it open, and looked in.  I stil didn't see
the hole, but there was my clitty.
   It was weird having this thing you never new was there.  I peed with my
pussy, and washed it, but I never looked at it before, or touched it with
just my fingers.  My clitty was flat, and rinkly, but I played with it a
little, and it blew up like a little bitty balloon.  It felt realy neat
too, not like any thing else.  I remembered to lick my fingers, and then I
rubbed it some more.
   Then, I looked over at the soap.  That was slippery, so I turned off the
water because it was already full, and I got the soap.  I got it wet, and
rubbed it in there, then put my fingers in there.  It felt really slippery
in there now, so I rubbed it real good.  Then I put my fingers in, and it
didn't hurt that much.  It kinda stinged, but I think that was the soap.
   I sit down in the water, and it washed out, and I could still play with
myself.  I couldn't see no more, and the water wasn't as slippery as the
soap.  but I still cummed again, and then I washed up, and got out.
   Daddy was home to, and I smelled dinner, so I went in my room, and got
dressed.  We had some meat, and potatoes, and some vegtables, but I ate
them anyway so I could go in my room.
   I took mommys mirror with me, and looked at my pussy, and the dirty
book. The girls looked more grownup then me, they had boobs already, and
some had a little hair on there tummys.  There pussys looked funny to, they
had little red flappy things in them when mine didn't.  I guess they all
looked differnt thogh, so it's like faces.
   The boys dicks looked differnt to, some of them had flappy things around
the end and some had a big thing that looked like a heart.  I thought that
was pretty, so those are my faveret.  I sucked on my thumb and wished it
had a heart on it.  Then, I put it in my pussy.  It was wet, and spitty so
I could do it, but I had to turn my hand.
   This was the first story again, and the boy put his dick in the girls
butt.  I tried my spitty fingers back there, and stuck my pinky in.  It was
all right, kinda like when I had to poop, but didn't realy feel that good.
Still, I stuck my middle finger in there, and my first finger in my pussy,
and rubbed my clitty with my other hand.
   I guess it felt better with my fingers in me because I cummed again real
quick.  Oh good, I'm getting better at it.  It was still early, so I put my
pants back on, and went out to watch TV.  I don't even no what we was
watching, I was on the floor, and I layed down so mommy and daddy couldn't
see, and rubbed my clitty through my pants.  It was real scratchy, and I
cummmed again, and hoped mommy and daddy didn't notice.
   They didn't, they was watching the show and I held my breath so I didn't
make no noise.  Then I watched the rest of the show, but I didn't no what
was going on, so when it was over I went to bed.  I was tired again, so I
just went to sleep.
   In the morning, I got the dirty book out from under my matres, and
played with myself some more.  It was so new, and fun, but I already read
all the storys so when I cummed, I got dressed.  I remembered there was a
bunch of dirty books at the fort, and I guessed if I out this one back and
took an other, they would never no, rite?
   
  
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