Secret Love

 

This is the first story I ever wrote (with the help of a gay friend to help me through some of the "think like a guy" parts), and I wasn't sure what my writing style was, yet.  The first few chapters will be from the perspective of individual characters, but after 4 or 5 (7 or 8? don't remember) chapters I just started writing like a normal person :-P  I started rewriting the beginning to match the style of the most recent chapters, but it was just so much work... and I have other stories I need to tell, too... so if the perspective shifts seem super annoying, hang in there, because they don't last long, I think.  I have like 10 or so chapters already written, and I will need to convert them to these webpages one at a time, so hang in there, it gets better... and sorry in advance if you think it sucks. :-(    But IMO it gets better.

 

Chapter 8 - Mf 

 

Stephen's Perspective.

My daughter was now on the bus to school and my penis, still wet from her saliva from when she licked me clean, was making a wet spot inside of my robe, but I didn't care... it was a reminder of her.

I started the day... some work in the morning, mostly answering emails and putting out the small weekend fires, then an early, light lunch, then some housekeeping before Lindsey got home from school.... I like to get everything done before she gets home in case she is feeling frisky and we lose track of time before her mom gets home at 5:30.

I cleaned the kitchen, started some laundry, and went to straighten up her room... her weekend bag she took to Veronica's was still packed, so I got those dirty clothes out. Hey... mmm... panties... and wow, they're crunchy. She must have been thinking about me a lot while I was there. The thought made my penis twinge... down boy. :)

I was about to run the vacuum when the phone rang... uh oh, it's the school. Lindsey says she isn't feeling well and needs to come home. I tell them I will be there in 15 minutes.

I throw on some clothes and drive to the school... my daughter in the nurse's office, she looks flushed, and says her stomach hurts. I sign her out, ask if we need to stop at the drug store for some medicine, and she says she just needs to go home... she is quiet, so I know something is bothering her. I tell her I'll get her home and tuck her in and make her some soup. She doesn't answer, just staring out the car window.

I get her home and that's exactly what I do... I tell her to change into her pjs and get into bed, and I will bring her some soup. When I brought it to her, she was in bed with the covers pulled up, on her side facing the wall. "Are you ok sweetie? Are you sleeping?" No answer... I guess she fell asleep... I put the soup on her nightstand and was about to leave, when I heard a whimper... "Lindsey, are you ok?" I was thinking she must be REALLY sick... uh oh, might have to take her to the ER... 

She says, "No" in a weepy voice...

"Is it your stomach? Do you think you need to go to the hospital?"

Weepy voice... "No... it's not that..."

So I sat on the bed next to her, my hand rubbing her back gently... so what is it sweetie? Are you crying?"

Then she turned toward me and hugged me and buried her face against my shirt, "Oh daddy," she cried, "I did something bad!" And all of a sudden tears and crying into chest.

I held her... I hate hearing her cry..."Just tell me what happened baby, I'm sure it's not that bad, we can fix it."

"No daddy, this is bad.. I cheated on you with someone else..."

My heart sank into my stomach. Oh no, she hooked up with some guy from school. I'll kill him. But no... I can't, can I.  THAT relationship might actually be healthy for her... ugh.  And all of those thoughts went through my head in an instant.

Hiding my flurry of conflicting thoughts.... I was still her father and I still loved her more than my own life, I was still going to help her. "Tell me what happened, sweetie," I said while holding her and rubbing her back.

And she spilled it all out against my chest:

"Well I was at Vern's and we were messing around on the internet and then there was this guy showing us his penis and playing with it and we watched him and he talked us into playing with ourselves while he watched and then afterwards me and Vern were talking about it and we ended up playing with our kitties in front of each other and we kissed and had cummies then in the morning we did it again before anyone was up and I totally cheated on you and DADDY I AM SOOO SORRY" and then open weeping and tears and anguish.... I had a distinct wet spot in the side of my shirt, now, from tears and snot, while she was holding me tight.

I took a second to repeat to myself what she just blurted out, getting it straight in my head... some guy exposed himself to the girls, he jerked off for them, they masturbated for him, then they masturbated for each other.... twice. This... isn't so bad. Actually, thank god it's not some kid from school giving her herpes.

"Baby..." I said to the top of her head, she was holding on to me for dear life... "Did you know the man you watched?"

"No it was chatroulette and we didn't even see his face."

Ah yes, I have heard of chatroulette.

"And you didn't tell him your names, and he didn't ask where you lived or anything?"

"No daddy he just stroked his thing while we watched."

Whew, that was the important thing... I don't have a stalker or anything to deal with.

"So then after, you and Veronica masturbated together?"

"Yes..." her voice a little shaky.

That thought was actually a little hot... Veronica has what I privately thought of as coltish legs... she plays soccer and has amazing muscle tone for a 12 year old. I had glanced at her more than once in our swimming pool over the years.

"And which part do you feel guilty about?"

"Well me and Vern doing that together... I never did that with anyone but you and I want be with you forever Daddy but it just happened."

"Do you feel bad about the guy you watched?"

"Well..." a hesitation, she was considering that for the first time, it seems..."Well no, because that was just like a vid, I mean even you and me watch sexy vids sometimes... isn't that ok? Are you mad about the guy?"

No... I get it... visual stimulation... "No baby, I agree with you... just be careful about guys on the web... NEVER give them any personal information. But about Veronica..." what to say about this... I could feel her fear as I thought about it...

"I mean... how do you feel about her, and what you did together?"

Hesitation. "Well she is my best friend... and you know I mean best friends talk about everything together..."

I cut in, "Did you tell her about us?"

"No daddy! I never would... but the thing with the guy on chatroullete happened, and I guess we both got turned on by it and we did stuff, and later we talked and we both really liked doing that together, and I liked it because I felt like I felt close to her and finally had someone else to talk to about sex with that wasn't you... does that make sense? Are you mad?"

Of course not. "No baby... I understand girls need friends to talk to about personal stuff, and I should have thought of this myself. Of course you can't keep this side of your life bottled up just for me, sometimes you might need to complain ABOUT me." she could hear the grin in my voice.

For the first time she released her death grip around my chest and looked at me, "Do you mean it Daddy? You aren't mad?"

"Of course not baby, I love you more than anything, and I always will. But tell me... how do you feel about Veronica? Do you want more of a relationship with her? Do you want to stay friends? Do you want to play with her again, but still be just friends? Do you... want to be with her instead of me?" god that last thought just occurred to me, what if my baby girl became a lesbian?

"No daddy! I want to be with you forever and ever! But... with Vern... it's.. different... I..."

"Take your time baby."

"I... I don't know... but I know I liked it... and I'd like to be with her more... and I think she feels the same..."

Whew. "But you still want to be close with me, and love each other and give each other cummies all the time?"

"OMG OF COURSE daddy... I don't ever want that to stop..." and she looked up at me, met my gaze, "I love you daddy.... with my whole heart, and you are the only guy I will ever want my whole life..." and she looked like she wanted to say more...

"What is it, baby?"

She continued... "I... want... are you sure you aren't mad at me for cheating?"

"No baby girl... I promise I am not mad..."

"I still feel.... I...." and she seemed to make up her mind about something. "Take off your clothes Daddy" she commanded me, and she started taking off the PJs she had just put on. Oh my... this just turned a corner. I found myself more than willing to sooth my daughter in this way, especially since I was still processing the image of her and her hot friend Veronica cumming together.

She beat me to being naked, I could see her pussy was already slightly damp... she is motivated. She pulled back the covers of her bed for me, I crawled in next to her... shit, did I lock the front door? Heh, no time to worry now. Immediately she threw one leg over mine, rubbing her pussy against my thigh... yep, wet... and she grabbed my hardening cock and was stroking me fast, with a purpose, my arm around her holding her close to me, her small breasts pressing against my side... she looks right into my eyes and says "Daddy I want you to show me you forgive me and aren't mad at me." 

"I'll do anything you want, sweetie, " and I am caressing her soft, perfect little butt as she grinds her pussy against my thigh." I assume we are about to 69 again.

"Good then right now you are going to put it in me and we are going to make love and you will be my first and you will make me your girl for my whole life." And that managed to penetrate my brain even through the pleasure of her hand stroking my cock exactly how she knows it feels best to me.

Oh my god my daughter's hand stroking my cock so fast, with just the right pressure... "No baby... uhhh... you're still too small.... I will hurt" then she squeezed my cock and cut me off...

"NO DADDY... this is happening... right now... you ARE going to put it in me... I NEED to know I am yours... Daddy.... ok?" even when giving me orders, she still wants my approval... still stroking me... so hard to think straight...

"Baby... I want that... I want you... but I am just too big for you right now... I could hurt you badly..."

"Daddy if it is like that I will tell you to stop, ok? I promise..." my resolve crumbling.

"Baby, I just think..." and she is grabbing me, and pulling me on top of her, between her spread legs... and she is scooting her body underneath me, lining up her hips with mine, my god, she is still so tiny... and my daughter takes my penis in both her hands, and puts it against her 10 year old pussy... I look down at her, at the top of her head, as she is looking down at what she is doing between her legs.

"Right here, Daddy... push it inside me, I am ready...." I can actually feel her opening under the tip of my cock... well, I know this isn't going to work, so I will just try to not hurt her much before she makes me stop... I give a little push. And another. Gently, but with pressure... the thick head of my cock is just too big for her to stretch her pussy around. She exhales a little grunt with each push.

"Here Daddy" and she grabs my cock again, and runs the head of it up and down inside her pussy lips, my god she is so wet, getting the head nice and slick. Then she puts me back at her tiny opening... "try now."

I am both rock hard... I wanted this, just not now, so soon... but also a little sad and disappointed, because I know she will be upset when she can't get me inside her... and I give another gentle little push against her unyielding vagina, and another.  Wait... did I.... I pull back so slightly, and give another little push... oh my god, she is letting me in.... I ease off, and then another little push of pressure... and the head of my cock slides in so much slightly in... I don't realize how silent Lindsey is... I ease pressure, one last push, and the outer ring of her vagina snaps around the head of my cock... I CAN. NOT. BELIEVE IT. She was able to take me. Did I feel a hymen? I don't know. And then suddenly she exhales the breath she was holding and cries out "daaaadddieeeee..." and oh no, I am hurting her, I start to pull out, but her hands grab me around my ribs and still half yelling and slightly shrill, "NO... DONT MOVE..." and she is breathing hard, I can feel her heart beat in the walls of her vagina and it is squeezing me SO FUCKING HARD, omg, this is amazing, and I look at her, arms still holding me steady... eyes closed... panting... mouth open, legs spread so wide, and I can see the shaft of my cock disappearing behind her mound, I can feel her body heat from the inside. I have time to process... I am making love to my daughter, my Lindsey... I am inside her... I am fucking her... my own daughter... with the same cock she came from... she is half of me... she has half my DNA... and her pussy feels SO fucking good... and I am doing my best to stay perfectly still for her... to see if she wants to continue... I will do whatever she wants... I always will....

A moment later... her breathing calm, eyes still shut... I feel the slightest movement... her pussy... she is moving her hips oh so slightly... she thrusts up against my cock, then back... against me, and back... it feels like a millimeter of movement, but magnified so much against my sensitive penis and my daughter's vagina... one millimeter of movement feels like full thrusts.... I feel her renew her grip around my torso... I am going to let her set the pace.... my daughter's first time... omg she has given me her virginity... then there is 2 millimeters of movement... 30 seconds.... more range of motions... she says to me softly... "You can move now Daddy.... go so slow please..."

"Anything for you my love... anything..." and I begin thrusting into my daughter... so slow...so gently... still letting her set the pace... now there is an inch of motion, in and out... now an inch and a half... her breathing ramps back up... every exhale is a moan, "Oh daddy... omg.... daddy.... I feel you.... it feels so full.... i feel u in my tummy.... oh daddy...." and I keep her pace, feeling the tightest, most amazing pussy I have ever felt... deeper... let her be in control... deeper... "Oh daddy I love you so much and I love you inside me..." my baby girl is a talker, I see.... and suddenly I feel it, the bottom... the head of my cock rests against her cervix, I would estimate I still have 3 inches of shaft outside of her, but I am ABSOLUTELY NOT going to force my way any farther. Bottomed out, I lay still... I look down at her, her eyes still closed, "How do you feel, baby?" 

"OMG Daddy I just don't know I never thought it would be so good."

"Baby... am I hurting you?"

"Just at first daddy but now it is so good... can we keep going?" and I felt her rocking her hips again.

"Yes baby... let's finish fast.. this is your first time and I don't want you to be sore... and basically you feel so good I don't think I can last long."

"Then do it daddy.... give me an orgasm and cum inside me."

Orgasm? Cum? When did she start saying that? But what was I doing considering semantics while inside my daughter's pussy? I continued stroking in and out of her body, her moans getting louder with each thrust, and my pleasure building hearing each of her moans of ecstasy, and the universe disappearing around us as nothing continued to exist outside of our joined bodies, my daughter and I, one flesh, one being, only existing for the pleasure we are giving each other. Then her moans stopped... and another thrust... then her voice checked.. and another thrust... and suddenly she screamed out "DADDDDDDYYY" as her orgasm wracked her body.... I could feel her vaginal walls contracting, squeezing me so hard, and that's what set me off... I bottomed out in her pussy and came for the first time deep inside of my daughter, her squeezing me so tight I could actually feel my semen struggling down the shaft of my cock to explode within her, all the sperm inside her... into her womb? just like when I came inside her mother 11 years ago, during the Month of Three Nights in a Row, and created her.

I wanted to collapse but kept my weight off her, breathing hard, feeling her breathing hard beneath me. I'd like to say I was such a stud that I stayed hard and "fucked her again for round 2," but the fact is I'm just a regular guy who needs to rest after an orgasm, and besides, I needed to check Lindsey. I started to pull out my deflating penis... she made a token effort to stop me but my head popped out of her with a moan from her lips, and I lied down next to her, my naked little lover, with her legs still spread like she was paralyzed. Oh shit, is she paralyzed? No, toes unclenching... whew. I did a quick check for blood... do I need to change sheets before Christine gets home? Nope... no blood. Hmmm. No cherry, will ask about that another time.

I put my hand on her tummy. "How are you baby?"

Still catching her breath, she looked at me. She turned her body to me. She cuddled up to me, and I put my arms around her and held her to me. From my chest I heard her say, "Daddy I knew I loved you, and I knew I wanted to be with you forever, and I knew that you were the only guy I would want my whole life... but now that we did this... I didn't know I'd love you so much."

 

 

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