Chapter 20 ~ fff, f-solo, Mf, Mg
It was Saturday night and Lucy and Erin were at Nora's house. They had pizza and watched a movie in their pajamas and did the normal young-teenage-girl things with Nora's adoptive parents, Todd and Diane. There was a lot of laughter.... Nora's parents approved of Nora's friends, and her friends approved of Nora's new parents. But after midnight, after the rest of the house had been silent for almost an hour, the pajamas were taken off and the kissing, sighing, and moaning began. They were nearly silent as they made love in Nora's bed, helping each other cover her mouth when her climax was upon her.
After, pajamas back on ("Uhh, I think you just put on my panties," followed by soft laughter) they held each other with Nora in the middle.
"So, like I was saying earlier, her name is Ashley, and I think you guys would like her," Erin continued from a conversation they started earlier. "She... I think that guys make her do sexual stuff, or she will lose her job. She needs friends like you."
Nora and Lucy felt that was ominous... they loved their own liberation, but the thought that a 23 year old woman could still have problems like that with men... it made them wonder if they would have to fight for their freedom all their lives.
"You were saying you told her your story?" Lucy's voice came from the other side of Nora.
"Yeah.... we were opening up, and I told her about me. And about my friends who were with me... so, she knows you guys exist. Are you sure you aren't mad?"
Nora squeezed her in her arm, "If you trust her, we trust you. She must be pretty special for you to open up to her like that."
"She.... she really is. You guys don't know this... but I was kind of a mess for a while, after I woke up."
Before she could continue, Lucy popped her head up off Nora's shoulder so she could see Erin, in the dark. "We know... we talked about it, but we didn't know how to help."
"You knew?" Erin asked, quietly surprised... she thought she had been keeping her secret so well.
Nora explained, "There was a while there when your face was on the screen, but you always seemed so far away. You just wouldn't engage with us, and we didn't know what to do."
Erin thought about it, she remembered being so numb. "Well... what you guys don't know this... for a while I started wearing a collar."
Both girls suddenly sat up, looking at her. "You what?" Nora asked incredulously.
Erin, while shocked at this reaction, realized she should have known that it was coming... these girls had collars forced upon them for years, they lived with them in a way that Erin would never be able to understand. Erin lay still, under their scrutiny. "I... I was kind of a mess. I couldn't feel anything, ever. Anything. I thought I was broken. I was beginning to wonder what the point of going on was..." and she glanced up at them, to see if they understood her inference. They just looked at her, eyes wide. "But one day I saw a dog on a leash, and she had a collar... and suddenly an actual feeling finally hit me.... so I bought one, and I put it on myself, and suddenly I felt alive again, like part of the world. It made me... it felt like...."
"It felt like it gave you permission to be someone else, for a while," Nora said, softly.
Oh my god, she understand so well, and I'm such a horrible person for pretending like I know what they went through. With tears forming in her eyes, "I'm so sorry," she said to them. "I... should have known better, and I shouldn't have said anything."
Nora looked at Lucy, then back at Erin. Lucy said simply, "No, we're sorry. We should have known you were in trouble, we should have tried harder," and reached over to put her hand on Erin's arm.
Erin reached back for her, against Nora. She touched both of them softly as if to say, please, please, lay down with me... they did.
"So I was wearing this collar, hiding it under turtlenecks and scarves.... and I happened to meet Ashley where she worked at Victoria's Secret... and the collar made me Super Slut, so I hooked up with her right there..."
"Sounds like something I would have done, back in the day," Nora said... not with disapproval. Well, not much disapproval. With understanding.
Lucy interjected, "Hey, I remember those scarves on skype! You sneaky girl."
"Yeah," Erin grimaced. "So... meeting her... things started to change, slowly. I started feeling.... like I might be getting better. I started wearing a choker instead of an actual dog collar, and that was working. And then we had the spa weekend.... do you remember taking off my choker, Nora?"
"Kind of," Nora said.
"Oh my god, I almost freaked out.... it was like you forced me back into myself, in that situation with you all... so many emotions... and... it was ok. With you guys I was able to be ok."
"I... we.... had no idea you were in that much trouble," Lucy said.
She felt Nora squeeze her again.
Lucy got up on her elbow again to see Erin. "Look... I love you, ok? We all do. Forever. If you get in trouble like that again, talk to us. No secrets. We get it.... we're all messed up, to different degrees. The only people who truly understand us is us."
Nora smiled at her in the dark, nodding slightly. That surprised Erin, Nora seemed to have recovered faster than any of them, at least on the outside.
"Thank you," Erin said to them in the dark, "And I promise."
"When do you want us to meet this girl?" Nora asked.
"We could meet down at La Mercada some evening... you know, that mall thing under my apartment? There's a coffee place there. I'll ask her when is a good time."
They smiled and nodded at her.
They held each other in the dark, softly touching each other, being together, until they fell asleep.
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Karen had gone back to work 6 weeks after she had Sarah, who was now almost 5 years old, and ever since then Steven had been the stay-at-home dad. Karen didn't like there to be a bunch of chores and things in the evenings when she got home from work, so Steven always gave Sarah her daily bath in the afternoon, as he had almost every day since she had been born. They had it down to a science, Sarah would play in the tub with her toys for a while while Steven sat on the toilet next to her, and he would bathe her, hoping someday she would start to do it for herself. He would dry her off, dress her, and then it was time to start making dinner....
But today, Wednesday, with thoughts of little Erin moaning, "Oh god, fuck me, daddy..." Steven's mind was far away as he sat with Sarah, playing with her toys in the tub. He was thinking about how Erin's pussy reminded him of Sarah's, and he looked down between his daughter's spread legs as she played with some plastic ponies in the water. Sarah's is almost just a smaller version of Erin's, he thought, growing erect in his sweat pants.
He realized it had been just about enough playtime, the water would be getting tepid... he knelt beside the tub, "Come on baby girl, time to wash up." Sarah smiled and got up on her knees.
Steven grabbed the wash cloth and soap, and lathered it up. He started on Sarah's back, getting her all over, making sure to get her little butt well.... remembering how he had held Erin's little ass as he fucked her. He slid his hand, covered by the wash cloth, into Sarah's little butt crack, making sure she was nice and clean, and he lingered, a little, sliding the cloth up and down between her cheeks. He shook thoughts of Erin out of his head and removed his hand from her. "Turn around, sweetie." She did as he rinsed the hand cloth and lathered it again, now soaping up her arms, and chest. As he ran the cloth around her nipples he thought, hers aren't as pink as Erin's, they are almost flesh colored. He dropped the cloth for a moment, feeling her nipples with his fingertips, describing soft circles over them. Without thought he rinsed the cloth and lathered one more time, getting Sarah's tummy.... she always giggled, "Tickles, daddy," got her hips, and and thighs. Without being told Sarah knew what was next, she spread her knees, kneeling in the water. Steven rinsed and lathered one more time, and cupped his daughter's vagina in his hand. Just like when I caress Erin, he thought, and without realizing he dropped the cloth, and caressed his daughter, feeling the depression of her opening down below, feeling the barely-there fleshy clit, above. Her skin was so soapy, so slippery, it was easy for him to slide his fingers between his daughter's small labia.... and he again shook it off, and stopped.
"Daddy that was gooood," she said softly.
He decided to ignore it... if he didn't make an issue about it, she wouldn't remember it. "Lay down and rinse off, honey," and she did, putting her head back into the water.
And she did forget, and when he was drying her off he hardly caressed her little vagina more than usual... surely not enough for Sarah to notice.
When Sarah was back in the living room playing, and dinner was in the oven, and Karen would be home soon, he took a minute to sign on to Skype and send Erin a message. "I really can't wait to see you tomorrow, Daddy is going to cum in you so much. ~S."
Erin smiled that night when she got his message, she was in the mood to drink lots of daddy's cum, tomorrow.
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The plan was for Erin to meet everyone down in the coffee shop in La Mercada after dinner, and when she was about 15 minutes from going down she got a text from Nora, "we r here, get ur ass down here, bitch!" Erin smiled, slipped on her shoes, kissed her mother on the cheek as she was finishing dishes, and said, "Heading down to the coffee shop to meet the girls, back later!"
"It's a week night," Betty said, "Don't you think you should..." but then the door closed.... go to bed early so you can get up in the morning for your tutor. She just watched the door her daughter had just walked through.
Erin hurried down to the place and stood in the doorway, Lucy saw her and waved. Nora and Lucy were at a four-seat table sitting across from each other, each girl already had a tall cup of steaming something in front of them. Lucy was closest so Erin sat next to her, and before she was even settled the server girl came around, "Can I get you something?"
"Ummmm.... large hot chocolate with extra whipped cream, please." Erin had a bit of a sweet tooth.
"So you sure she's going to like us? She's 23, we'll be like lame kids to her," Nora said, sipping her coffee.
"Nah, she's really nice. And like I said, she's had a hard time too... I think she'll be able to relate." Erin looked at her phone, Ashley's shift at Vicky's Secret ended three minutes ago... she should be there any time, and she started glancing toward the entrance while they talked and sipped their drinks.
Finally Erin saw her come in, stood, and waved. Ashley saw her and smiled, and Erin admired today's outfit... black leather boots to her knees, over what looked like sheer, black pantyhose. A shiny black skirt trimmed in gold, and a stunning lace top with full sleeves, but very sheer, and Erin could clearly see her black lace bra, underneath. She had her black hair with brown highlights down and pulled to one side, the way Erin had told her she liked it, once... and her eyes had almost too much eyeliner, which really drew attention to their sandy color, in contrast.
Erin met Ashley at the table, and they hugged and kissed each other on the cheek.
"You look amazing, as usual," Erin said to her.
Ashley smiled, "What? I'm dressed like a slob, today," and they laughed.
Erin turned, "Nora, Lucy, I'd like you to meet my friend Ashley. Ashley, these are my friends Nora and Lucy." Erin sat back down next to Lucy, and Ashley sat next to Nora.
Nora turned to the new girl, "Pleasure," she said, holding out her hand. In another tone of voice it would have sounded bitchy, but Nora said it with her half-smile.
Ashley smiled at her, and took Nora's hand, "Charmed, I'm sure," and they all laughed. Ashley then looked across the table at Lucy.... who was looking back at her, eyes wide, and mouth open. "Hi, I'm Ashley," and offered her hand.
Lucy just stared at her, not moving, as all eyes at the table turned to her.
Of all of them, Lucy was the only one (besides Mary, for obvious reasons) to not take another lover . It wasn't that she didn't feel the attraction to others, it's just that for a while she wanted to be a Good Girl. Her grandfather had taken her so young, and had given her to so many others, that for now, for a while, she wanted to just be alone. She still loved sharing intimacy with her friends... as with Mary, her friends were the only part of The Circle that had brought her any happiness. But they were an established fact. She could be herself with them, and love them, and Love them.
She was a pretty girl, and sometimes at her new high school, boys... and sometimes even girls... expressed romantic interest in her. She could almost always tell when someone was flirting, and she would, as gently as she could, let them down easy. She never wanted to hurt anyone's feelings.
But she was still a physically healthy 14 year old girl and sometimes her sexuality still expressed itself in her dreams. Sometimes it was the dream that she was walking naked on a deserted beach, and suddenly a woman comes out of the tree line, and takes her hands, and they kiss, naked and entwined, in the surf. Sometimes it was the bus dream, and a nasty old man who reminds her of her grandfather is harassing her, and suddenly a beautiful women intervenes, and takes her away from there to make love in her nearby apartment. And sometimes the woman was a teacher, and she asks Lucy to stay after class, and she locks the door and Lucy bends over the woman's desk, her skirt is pulled up, and the woman licks her from behind until Lucy cries out in pleasure. When she would awaken from these dreams in the night, excited, it would be the only time Lucy would really think, "Oh man I need to find someone..." but by the time the sun was up she had suppressed that feeling, and was again ready to be a Good Girl.
So when Erin stood and waved to the woman at the entrance, and she started to approach their table, Lucy was confused. I am dreaming, right now? Because the woman walking over looked a lot like the woman she always saw in her dreams.
Lucy saw the woman talking to Nora, and then laughing. But when the woman turned and said something to her, she froze. She heard Erin say something. Then she felt a nudge in her ribs...
"Earth to Lucy!" Erin was saying, bringing Lucy back to reality. She saw the woman had her hand out. Embarrassed, Lucy took it... "Sorry," she said in a small voice. "I thought I... knew you from somewhere."
Ashley shook her hand, finally, with a bemused look on her face. "Hello Lucy, I'm Ashley, Erin has said so many nice things about you," and she saw Lucy blush. This girl is adorable....
There was a moment of silence, no one knowing who to go first. Ashley stepped up. "So Erin tells me we're all really damaged, and that's why we'll get along so well."
There was a pause, and then they all laughed, the sudden sound making heads briefly turn in the coffee shop. The ice was broken, and they started getting to know each other.
Their evening lasted a while, long after their hot drinks were cold and gone. Each of them talking to each other in pairs and as a group. Erin noticed that Lucy soon warmed to Ashley, she saw her friend openly stare at Ashley sometimes, when Ashley wasn't watching. Isn't that interesting, Erin thought. But when Erin fumbled her spoon and reached under the table to retrieve it, she saw Ashley's foot stretched out toward Lucy, and Lucy had her bare feet wrapped around it. Oh my god, Lucy's stealing my girlfriend, Erin thought, amused.
Finally they exchanged Skype and cell phone numbers with each other and hugged goodbye, promising to talk soon. Outside the coffee shop entrance Lucy and Nora went one way toward the near entrance where they would share an Uber home, and Erin and Ashley walked toward Erin's elevator, Ashley would leave by the exit at that end and walk the three blocks to her apartment. Ashley and Erin held hands as they walked slowly, making their last few minutes together last. "You were right, they really are amazing. Do you think they liked me?"
Erin smiled, "Girl, shut up. You were a hit."
Ashley squeezed her hand.
They got to Erin's elevator, Ashley stopped her by holding her hand. "So, I was thinking of calling Lucy later... do you think that would be ok?"
Erin tried to look stern, but couldn't hold it, and smiled. "I think that would be wonderful," and then she saw something she never thought she'd see... Ashley blushed.
"Oh my god... I'm so happy you aren't mad," she said, but accepted Erin's hug.
"I love Lucy..." and they chuckled at that. "I love her, and... I've never seen her act like this with someone... so yeah, call her."
"What should I say?" Ashley said, embarrassed... she didn't know why she felt so shy. There had been so many women, but not like these girls.
"Just speak to her from your heart," Erin told her. "Don't hold anything back. That's what Lucy deserves."
Ashley leaned forward and kissed Erin's lips, softly, lingering. "Thank you," she said simply.
Erin just smiled. She got into her elevator, and they looked into each other's eyes until the doors closed.
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Lucy and Nora were holding hands as they walked slowly to the exit at street level, making their last few minutes together last.
There were silent for a while, until Nora finally said, "Damn girl, I thought you were going to jump across the table to attack her."
Lucy immediately turned bright red... "Oh my god... was it that obvious?"
Nora just squeezed her hand.
"I'm thinking of calling her tonight.... should I?"
Nora stopped and turned toward her, looking down into her eyes. "Really? You really like her?"
Lucy just smiled, which was all the answer Nora needed. She hugged Lucy, tight. "Good for you, we've been hoping you would find someone. Just let Erin know you plan on stealing her girlfriend," and they laughed.
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Erin really enjoyed spending time with Steven, they met at his apartment every Tuesday and Thursday, and even had a few rendezvous on their off days. Sometimes when they were talking down at the play area while watching Sarah the sexual tension got too intense. When Sarah inevitably said, "Daddy I hafta pee!" Erin would walk with them down to the unisex restrooms... and when Sarah was in the stall Erin would slip in, bend over the baby changing table, and Steven would drop whatever clothing she was wearing and slide inside her from behind. They only had about 90 seconds before Sarah was done, but that was enough time for Steven to slam her tight, wet vagina hard and cum inside her while Erin bit her palm, trying not to moan. Just as Sarah was flushing the toilet Erin would pull her skirt down or her pants up and slip out the door. Steven would tell her later on Skype that he was sorry she hadn't been satisfied, but Erin told him she loved knowing he wanted her so bad that he would take that risk to fuck her, and she was satisfied in other ways. They'd done that three times, so far.
Erin was a healthy teenage girl whose body was now coursing with hormones, and Steven was fucking two women at once and very much feeling his surging testosterone. He had even started fucking his wife regularly, again... always on Tuesday and Thursday nights after he had spent that afternoon fucking Erin. He loved the feeling of power it gave him... two women in one day... and he loved sliding inside his wife while Erin's juices were dried on his cock from earlier that day. Just the previous night he had surprised his wife by pulling out of her in the missionary position, flipping her over, and taking her on her hands and knees... they hadn't done that in years. His wife's vagina no longer felt anywhere near as good as Erin's tight, young, teen vagina, so he fucked his wife for a long time, trying to get off. By the time he finally came she was in minute four of a continuous orgasm. He didn't know it, but she was at her desk at work right now with a small smile on her face. She hadn't been fucked like that in years.
In the fourth week of their affair Steven and Erin conceived a child, his sperm met her egg when it left her fallopian tube. The ovum moved down and tried to implant in her uterine wall... but it encountered that small patch of scar tissue, instead, and was expelled with Erin's next period. The same thing happened again the next month... Erin's womb was shaped in just such a way that her fertilized eggs tried to implant at that one, damaged spot. Her periods were normal and on time, she didn't even know she had been pregnant.
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Lucy and Ashley did talk to each other that night they met, Ashley hesitated so long wondering if Erin would see it as a betrayal that Lucy finally just called her. They talked for hours, about Erin, about their pasts.... not quite sharing every detail of their lives that first night, but a foundation was established. It wasn't many more private conversations before there weren't any more secrets... Ashley knew about Lucy's grandfather, Lucy knew about Ashley's brother. The next day each of them sent separate messages to Erin, "I really need to talk to you..." and Erin smiled, softly. She knew she was about to start sharing Ashley... she might even lose Ashley... and after a moment of thought, realized she was more happy for Lucy than sad for herself. She privately gave each of them her blessing, happily and without reservation.
Ashley was easily able to slip into the group Skype chats... during the weekdays, anyway. She was at the club on Friday and Saturday nights, dancing. She soon began to realize she'd never had girlfriends like these, so sweet, genuine, and non-judgmental. She could be herself without shame or apologies. She found herself smiling a lot more than she usually did. When she was at one of those "optional" after-hours parties at the club owner's mansion a few weeks later, on her hands and knees getting fucked by some high level drug dealer while her face was in the smooth pussy of one of the other dancers, she couldn't stop thinking about Lucy. She began wondering if she could live this life any more. I have over 90k saved.... I could go back to school.... She suddenly realized that little 14 year old Lucy made her want to be a better person. She was usually able to let go of herself enough to enjoy these orgies, but not this time. She was just going through the motions, hoping it would be over soon. I think this is the last time....
Soon she was getting to the point where she needed to say goodnight to Lucy every night. Even after weeks, they hadn't taken that next step... they flirted with each other constantly, but they never got intimate with each other, over the phone or Skype... but secretly each of them often masturbated after they talked, alone in the dark, thinking of the other.
One morning before school Lucy sat down with her mother, "Mom, I've found someone who I think might be special. She was a friend of Erin's and she is now part of our squad. And.... I really like her."
Her Mom sipped her coffee, looking steadily at her daughter. "Does she go to your school?"
"No, she's older... but..." Lucy hesitated, choosing her words.
"Yes?" Her mother just looked at her, reserving judgment.
Lucy looked to the side, collecting her thoughts, then back at her mother. "I know what you're worried about. She's 23, but please, just trust me. She is so sweet, and we haven't even kissed, but...." and she didn't know where to go from there, but she knew she was done hiding, done keeping these kinds of secrets.
Lucy's mother put down her coffee. "Well, if she's special, maybe we should have her over for dinner." She smiled, and Lucy smiled, and they hugged.
"Thanks mom. I knew I shouldn't have been worried about telling you."
"You've been old enough to decide things for yourself for years, now. I'm just glad you still care to worry about what I think."
"I always will, mom." Their hug lasted along time.
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Sarah woke up very early that morning, her mother turned the TV on for her at 7am when she got out of the shower, getting ready for work. Steven was also getting up and made her some cereal, and knew that she'd be taking a nap later that morning like she always did when she had one of her early mornings. It was Friday, he daydreamed about how he'd fucked Erin the previous afternoon, and Karen last night, as he sat with his daughter sipping coffee and watching sesame street with her. Karen bent over on her way out and bit his earlobe on the way out, "Later, stud," and left.
Sarah passed out as expected. Steven was wiping down the kitchen counters. She had been playing with her Barbies on the living room couch at 10:30, and when he glanced over at her at 10:40, she was asleep. He had been daydreaming about Erin again.... thinking about how he had bent her over the back of that couch and left a handprint on her ass as he fucked her and spanked her... and he started looking forward to Sarah's bath time. He had grown much more bold, as his sexual appetite had grown.... it seemed like the more sex he was having, the more he was wanting. He was now openly masturbating Sarah in the bathtub, he would kneel next to the tub, reach in and caress her little pussy as he stroked his own cock. He didn't know if she was having real orgasms, but at some point she would usually gasp and giggle, causing him to shoot his cum all over the side of the tub.... "Daddy that was goooood." He would not really talk to her about these little games, he was counting on her just not talking about it, and if she did say anything to anyone about daddy touching her in the bathtub, he could just play it off. "I guess she is getting too old to be supervised in the tub, our little girl is growing up, awwww," and they could all sigh and smile and be wistful about it.
Then he realized... why do I have to wait for bath time? Sarah was a very deep sleeper. He knew he could vacuum the living room right next to her... or even carry her into her bedroom... and she wouldn't wake up. He dried his hands and went to her.
He knelt beside the couch and looked at her. Her t-shirt was pulled up exposing her tummy, her arms up next to her head. She was wearing short shorts, and the way her legs were spread he could see her cotton panties with the ponies on them up through her leg holes. He put her legs together and pulled her shorts and undies off at the same time, and waited. As expected, her breathing was slow and steady, fast asleep. He spread her legs again and bent down, giving her labia a long, lingering kiss. He knew he'd just crossed another line with her... but he didn't care. His cock was now hard again, and he unzipped and pulled it out.
He licked her, sliding his tongue up and down her pussy until it slipped in between her lips, and he tasted her for the first time. He slid his tongue down to her entrance. He didn't try to slip it inside her... she was still too small and tight, even for just his tongue... but she tasted a little tangy down there. He loved it. He wriggled his tongue back up to her clit, flicking all the little hidden folds, and he actually froze as his tongue found the hood of her clit, and flicked it. In her sleep, Sarah took a deep breath and groaned, a little. But her breathing soon returned to it's slow, steady rate, and he continued licking his daughter and stroking his cock furiously, because I am licking my daughter's pussy. When he touched her in the tub he noticed that before she would gasp and her breathing became heavy, her little clit would get red, and after her moment of pleasure the redness would spread all over her chest, like her whole body was flushed. He was seeing that, now.
Steven was getting close to orgasm, he was about to cum all over the side of the couch as if it were the side of the tub... but he suddenly realized he would have to then clean the fabric of the couch. He knew what would be better.... he got up and put one knee between her legs, and aimed himself at his target... his 5-year-old daughter's vagina. He jerked himself quickly, contorting his hips down far enough that the tip of his cock was actually touching her spread open vagina, still slick from his saliva... and when he made contact her body, he came, spurt after spurt, doing his best to cover her with it.
He gasped as he came, when done he fell forward, putting his hand down next to her head, holding himself up off of her. His cock was resting against her tummy, and he left a little trail of wetness as he again rolled off of her to kneel on the floor. He looked at what he had done, spurt after spurt of pearly semen streaked over her vagina, labia, and pubic mound. Without thought he reached to her and with his fingers spread it around, covering all of her pussy with his seed. He even put a dab on his finger and placed it against her entrance... so tempted to slip it in, just a little... but he resisted. He coated every bit of his daughter's genitals, then stopped and watched it soak in, beginning to dry. He decided he had done enough for one day and put her panties back on her feet, and pulled them up.... no need to clean her, she'd still be getting her bath, later. He liked the thought of his semen soaking into his daughter's vagina.
He put his cock away and went back to finish up the kitchen before it was time to make lunch for both of them.
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The next week Karen got home from work and went to the bedroom to change into something comfortable, as she always did. She glanced at the bed sheets, Yes, he changed them again. The cream ones were on the bed this morning, but now the light blue ones are on. Why does he change the sheets so much?
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