Chapter 16 ~ Mf, fff
Nora threw her very wet toy onto the chair next to the bed, and collapsed naked with her friends. She and Lucy were again cuddling Erin on either side of her, they'd really missed her and had a lot of catch-up cuddling to do.
"You guys..." Laura's voice came from the phone. "I hate to do this, but my battery is almost dead and we haven't had dinner yet... and now we're REALLY hungry..." and they all laughed with her.
"I'm pretty sure I saw him eating a few minutes ago," Nora said sarcastically, and they all laughed again.
"I'm glad you could be with me tonight," Erin said to her softly. "I really miss you and love you."
Laura frown-smiled and said, "Awwww, I miss you too sweetie. We really need to plan some way to get together soon."
All of the girls thought that was a really good idea, and promised to start thinking about it, and Laura said good night to them. Nora then grabbed her phone and plugged it in, and set it on the floor next to the bed. Her battery was low, too. Lucy was now spooned up behind Erin, and Nora lay on the other side of the blonde girl and cuddled up on that side, making a little blonde girl sandwich. Nora also suddenly realized that since she was done exerting herself, the air conditioning was causing goose bumps on her slick skin... she reached down and pulled the sheet over the three of them. She cuddled in, Erin put her arms around her, and Nora sighed contentedly. She enjoyed messing around with men, but this feels way more right this feels like love, she thought to herself, and she gave Erin a light kiss on her lips, eliciting a smile from the younger girl.
"I remember the first time I met you," Nora said, looking into Erin's eyes. "You were trying to make friends with me as soon as I walked in the door, and I was such a bitch."
"I remember," Erin answered back, and Lucy got herself up on one elbow so she could see over Erin. "I wasn't sure why you seemed mad at me, but then you put your collar on and you totally changed."
Nora smirked. "I remember how I used to be. I used to think I needed the collar to be allowed to be a sexual person, like it made it ok for me, in my head, to be a slut. I always hated myself after those times, when I took off my collar. I felt so ashamed for liking sex." Her hand, on Erin's side, gave her a light squeeze. "Thank god you saved us," she said softly.
Erin blinked at her, eyes wide... she understands.... Erin hugged her, Lucy hugged them both.
"I didn't save anyone," Erin said, breaking the hug. "I just... I didn't like..." she was searching for the words. "I just didn't like the situation they forced John and I into, all of us into."
"What do you mean by... forcing you and John into it?" Lucy asked, over Erin's shoulder.
"I mean, he told me how he didn't want to share me with them, but if he didn't they could... would... hurt him, or me. I don't know. It was so long ago."
Lucy and Nora made eye contact over Erin. Lucy said, "I remember how John used to be, before he brought you in. I'm not sure why they let him... be with us.... without a girl of his own, but they did. But I remember my grandfather would always tell him he should be looking for a girl of his own, after he was done playing with me."
Erin listened silently, looking at Nora but not seeing her, lost in thought.
"Do you think that's why he..." Erin asked, not wanting to finish that thought, why he made me fall in love with him, so he'd have a girl for them...
Nora saw a look in Erin's eyes she didn't like. "Sweetie, he loved you, I could tell. There isn't a doubt in my mind. But he also left right when you really needed him. I know that it's shitty to say, but it's true. Laura's dad stuck with her, no matter what. He shouldn't have left you like that, so don't you shed a tear for him. Ever."
Erin looked at Nora, as Nora brushed a wisp of blonde hair that had fallen into her face, and Erin put her arms around the neck of the older girl and kissed her, soundly. No tongues, this wasn't about lust... this was love, and affection, and appreciation. Erin was feeling more at ease right now than she had since the day in front of John's house. Erin finally broke the kiss. "I really love you guys," reaching behind and finding Lucy's hip, pulling her close.
Lucy hugged her back, hands just under Erin's bare breasts. "We love you too, more than you know."
Erin knew it was true, she felt it.
The three girls spent some time in silence, touching each other under the sheet, sharing their body heat and breath, soft caresses on soft skin, intimate touches without needing to be sexual, communicating without words. After a while Lucy took a deep breath, "So tell us about your new guy."
Erin had been exploring Nora's nipples... softly touching them, feeling them, watching them grow hard under her touch, memorizing every small bump and ridge and tiny dimple. She paused for a moment, but then continued touching. Nora had been looking down at Erin's fingers but now looked up into her face.
"His name is Steven... and yes, he is married and has a little girl. Our first time was on my birthday."
Behind her, Lucy was caressing her body from shoulder to waist to hip to thigh, and then back up, just enjoying feeling her close, again. "How was it? Was he good?" hoping Erin could hear the small smile on her lips.
Nora saw Erin smile, "Yes, very good, I didn't know how much I missed it until he was inside me," and the three girls giggled.
"Is he big?" Nora asked, a smirk on her lips.
Erin bit her bottom lip just like Ashley as she thought how to compare him. "Almost as big as John," since she knew both of them knew exactly how big that was. Both girls nodded slightly. "And he's in his 30's but he still came three times," and the girls smiled.
"Damn, not bad," Nora said. "My guidance counselor has a problem cumming in me just twice in a half hour session," and the girls giggled at that. They'd heard Nora's stories.
"But it was a really good second first time, and he made me cum really hard, and it was really great and just what I needed."
"What..." Lucy said, "Second first time?"
Erin answered, "Well yeah... he was my second guy ever, and it was our first time, so it was my second first time."
There was silence, and suddenly Nora and Lucy laughed, but were soon joined by Erin.
"I had a fourth first time," Nora said, and they laughed. John was the only other member of The Circle she'd allowed to fuck her, but then there was her track coach, and then her guidance counselor.
"As a born-again virgin," Lucy said with fake sincerity, "Let me be the first to call you a slut."
"You definitely aren't the first!" Nora answered, and they all laughed again.
"What do you mean by born again virgin?" Erin asked, turning her head to Lucy.
Lucy put her head back down on the pillow, behind Erin, and was silent for a moment, still tracing Erin's soft curves. "I decided...." and she took a deep breath. "I know it doesn't really count, I'm definitely... not. But it was never my choice, and in a way, I've never made love with a boy. Or even fucked. It was always forced. So.... I think it is ok for me to think of myself as a virgin."
Erin turned around and hugged her, "I definitely think that counts," feeling Lucy's soft body against hers. Nora cuddled up against her back, and reached over, hugging Lucy.
"A virgin for guys, anyway. I seem to be a serious slut for girls," and they all laughed, again. No matter how serious the subject, Erin was relieved to discover they could laugh together.
Again they were quiet, touching each other softly. "So this is the first time on our own," Erin said softly.
Nora kissed the back of her neck, working her way down Erin's shoulder. Blowing softly on her skin she watched Erin get goose bumps.
Lucy was now softly memorizing Erin's breasts and nipples the way Erin had Nora's. "It's so nice.... we need to do this more often. I feel..."
Erin had closed her eyes under the soft touches of her friends, "You feel what?"
And Lucy closed her eyes, her hands on Erin's breasts. "I feel like I've been waiting for this ever since..." she paused, searching for the words. "Ever since that first time with you in John's pool, after. When it was just you and me, talking, and you asked if I had Skype. I think back between then and now, and now is like what I didn't dare to dream about then, but you started me dreaming about it. And now we're here." Tears fell from her eyes.
Erin reached out and took her, and held her, Lucy nuzzled her face into Erin's neck, Erin held her tight.
"And..." Lucy's voice came from under her chin. "I'm not even sure if I want to be with any boys. All I ever think about is you." She reached out to Nora, behind Erin. "All of you. My friends. I hope you don't think that's weird."
Erin was quiet, and felt her friends holding her, and finally said, "Lucy."
Lucy looked up at her.
"As far as I'm concerned, we'll be together forever, boys or not. I've got everything right here in this bed... minus one red-headed friend."
Lucy smiled softly, "Or two. I miss Mary, too. I really wish you could have known her, you saved her, too."
"Me too," I didn't save anyone... Erin said softly, feeling Nora again kissing the back of her neck, and caressing her hip, her fingers with each motion moving closer and closer to the junction of Erin's legs. Erin felt the downy hairs on her tummy rise.
Lucy saw where Nora's hand was, and heard Erin's sigh. She smiled, and bent down and took one of Erin's pink nipples into her mouth, causing Erin to moan.
Their lovemaking for the rest of the night was soft, and sweet, fingers lightly brushing, rubbing, caressing. Mouths softly suckling, tongues flicking, holding hands as they made each other cum. So many kisses. Their vaginas were a little sore after Nora's toy, but the touches were soft, and the orgasms sweet, and "I love you" was said a hundred times, and meant every single time.
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Laura plugged in her phone and put it on the night stand next to her bed, and cuddled her naked body back against her daddy again, who put his arm around her and pulled her to him. She could feel him against her butt.... still wet from when he took her from behind, but now soft... she knew he would need a little time to recover. She smiled softly, feeling the warmth of what he had left inside her.
"That was weird," she said to him. "We never did it in front of them like that."
He brushed her red curls off the side of her face and kissed her cheek. "Are you ok with it? I did feel like it was a little weird, but I was kind of in the moment with you."
"I could feel you in the moment" she said to him playfully, and he took his hand off her hip and gave her a light smack on her butt. "But yeah it's a weird situation. I mean, no offense, but they... don't ever want to.... with you... ever again... you know?" she said, trying to turn her head to see his face, hoping she didn't offend or hurt him.
He was quiet a moment, and then he said, "I understand. And as more time goes by I feel more and more shame for what I.... for my part in The Circle. I hope they realized I've changed, but I don't expect them to ever forgive or forget."
"Are you just a one-woman man now, daddy?" she said to him.
He again wrapped his arms around her, "Very much so, wife."
I love it when he calls me that, and she lay still, warm in his embrace. He knew, that's why he he so often called her that.
"And I've been thinking about it..." he said hesitantly.
"Yes?"
He continued, "This is hard to say what I mean, I'm going to screw this up. But if they... the girls, your friends... ever needed... help with anything... you are always available, ok? I'll fly you out there, they can come here, they need money, whatever. I was part of what happened to them, and I know they wouldn't never want my help with anything.... but if I can do something for them, through you... does any of that make sense?"
Laura smiled, "Yes daddy. You feel really guilty, don't you."
"More and more, it seems. I mean, you may not remember how it was when it all started, you were so little, but I was... pretty messed up when you first met Lucy's grandfather. Your mother had just left and.... I was smoking a lot, and I don't think you knew this, but there were pills, too. I was in a bad way."
Laura was surprised, she hadn't known that.
"And he knew about me and offered me a chance to have complete protection from my bad habits, and a steady supply of sex, and all I had to do was provide medical care from time to time. Do you.... do you remember the first time..."
Laura was still. "Yes, I met Lucy."
"Right. And you didn't understand why you had to wear that stupid collar, but you were willing to do anything to make me happy... do you remember how you were already sharing my bed, then?"
"Yes."
"But you wore it, and you met Lucy and saw how she was with her collar, and you started to understand. You were so young, but I could tell you saw so much."
"I just did what you asked of me."
He squeezed her from behind, so tight, and buried his face in her red hair. "I know you've heard me say it before, but I am so sorry. Mostly for what I put you through, but also in my part of what I did to them. I am so sorry."
Laura knew he was, she had forgiven him long ago. She had always forgiven him, she loved him. He was her daddy.
They lay quietly for a while, being together. After a while she said, "So I've been thinking about the future," and she turned in his embrace to face him, his arms now around her back.
"Oh?" he asked, looking into her eyes.
"Yes... they want me to declare a major at school, I never have. I think I want pre-med."
He blinked at her. "Really?"
She smiled, "Yes daddy. Do you think you would enjoy being doctors together?"
He smiled and hugged her tight, "Very much so," he said into her ear. He released her, looking back into her eyes. "What made you decide that?"
She rolled her eyes, "Well isn't it obvious, dummy?" and he involuntarily laughed, and hugged her again.
"Well, I love the idea! My little girl becoming a doctor... I absolutely love it."
Laura reached down between them, and found his penis... now a little sticky, her juices drying on him, and gave him a squeeze. "What can I say, I've always been a special girl, you made me this way," she said to him with a smirk.
He took a deep breath, and exhaled with a sigh, feeling his special girl touch his cock, which was waking up. "I thought you told them you were hungry."
She began to stroke the half-hard length of her father's cock. "I am. But... first... there's one more thing I wanted to talk about.... babies." She smirked when she felt his cock twitch in her hand.
"Well it is getting hard... difficult... for me to concentrate, but what about them?" he asked.
"Well..." even harder.... "I still want them... do you?"
He leaned in and kissed her lightly, "Yes, I do. But..."
She stopped stroking him, and just held it. This was new. "But?"
His eyes shifted away from her slightly. "When I met your mother, I thought I was in love, no, I know I was in love.... and I thought we were fine, and then we had you, and I thought everything was perfect.... and then she bailed." He looked back into her eyes.
Laura understood. "Daddy.... I'm not her. I'm here forever, ok? I can't even conceive of a life without you, loving you, being married to you. This is my life. Every day now is the best day of my life. And when it fits into my schedule, I want to start having babies. I am ready right now. Ok?"
"What do you mean, when it fits into your schedule?"
She looked at him, "There are other girls at college right now who are very pregnant.... I have talked to a couple of them, their husbands... that was their deal. They let their wives go to college, but they still want babies."
"Geez, that's so Mormon," he said, and she smiled and nodded.
"So the girls time their pregnancies to give birth during the summer breaks. So the way I figure it, if we hurry, we can have seven kids by the time I graduate med school and become a doctor." And she gave him a bright, wide smile, and squeezed his hardness.
He moaned slightly at his daughter's touch.... and blinked at her. "Seven?"
"Or so," she said, and began stroking him again.
He did math as well as he could. "But... it's only 3 months until summer break... it's already too late..."
She smirked, "Well, I learned in ecology that some chaos has to be built into the system, or it just doesn't work," moving her body to him, placing the tip of her father's cock against the top of her crevasse. "By the way, I didn't take my birth control pill yet today... should I?"
He pulled her to him, in his arms... she loved it when he wrapped his strong arms around her, which is why he did it so often. He made sure she was ready with his fingers, and rolled her onto her back, moved up between her thighs, and slid softly into his 14 year old daughter, who sighed as he filled her, as she always did. For the first time he made love to his daughter with the intention of getting pregnant, and he realized he'd never been happier as he came as deeply inside her as he could, pressed up against his daughter's young cervix, trying to force his living sperm into her womb.
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