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LOSING MY VIRGINITY
By Kelly
pghpa_girl@yahoo.com
http://www.pghpagirl.com

By the time I was 14 and getting ready for my first year of high school a lot 
of things were changing in my life. My interests had shifted from dolls to 
boys, from jeans and t-shirts to cutoffs and tank tops, and from rubbing 
skinned knees to rubbing my clit. At the beginning of summer vacation I 
spent a weekend camping with Sharon and few girlfriends at her parent's 
camp along with her 16-year-old brother Steve.  He was pretty good 
looking but I had not even spoken to him much before. Being in high 
school made him seem so much older than the boys in middle school and 
we all had a crush on him – even Sharon!  My friends and I wore nothing 
but skimpy bikinis (or less) the entire weekend which I knew was driving 
Steve nuts. What Steve didn't know was that all of us were masturbating 
like crazy at night wishing we were with him!  Even Sharon admitted she 
had peeked in her brother's room more than a few times to watch him 
stroking himself while looking at his dad's porno books.  Some of the girls 
wrinkled their noses when she said that but I though it was hot to listen to 
a girl wishing her brother would fuck her.

After that weekend I as thrilled when Steve called and asked me out.  He 
took me to a 4th of July carnival and that night while watching the fireworks 
I felt a boy's hands on my boobs for the first time.  We dated a few times 
after that and I continued to let him play with my boobs but nothing more. I 
knew he wanted in my pants badly and to be honest, I wanted him to just 
as badly. Indeed, I was fingering myself every night and often during the 
day thinking about him.  I was especially interested in that bulge in his 
pants that grew whenever we were making out. Finally after laying in bed 
exhausted after some heavy masturbating I decided that I had held out 
long so on our next date I was going to learn more about what was hiding 
under those pants – a LOT more! 

Steve took me to a movie and by the time it was over I had not only 
sucked my first cock but swallowed my first load of cum as well. After that 
night I sucked his tasty cock every chance I got and each time I found 
myself looking forward more and more to having him fuck me with it. I 
knew he wanted to fuck me more than anything so all it would take was 
just a hint from me. It was just a matter of time before we did it. The 
opportunity finally arose one day when my parents were gone for the 
weekend. I called Steve saying, "Hey guy!  My parents are gone for the 
weekend.  Like to come over?"

I knew it was a silly question and he agreed instantly.  As I eagerly waited 
for him to get over to my house I checked myself in the mirror and couldn't 
help but put my hand between my legs, thinking of whose hand I hoped 
would be there before too much longer. I was so excited!  For the past 
month I had been playing with myself imagining Steve running his hands 
all over me, thinking what it would be like for him to take me in his strong 
arms.  I imagined feeling his nude body tight against mine, then the feel of 
him entering me for the first time. Susan and I both talked about it almost 
every day.  I knew Susan wished that he would fuck her but she was stuck 
living vicariously through me, insisting that I tell her every detail after a 
date with Steve. Well, if things went as planned she was REALLY going to 
be horny when I tell her about what we did today.  

 Steve arrived a few minutes later - he certainly didn't waste any time! 
When I opened the door there he was, looking sexier than ever in his 
denim shorts and tight tank top.  He had a great tan and was muscular 
from working on a farm during the past summer – oh my god I would 
always get so wet horny every time I saw him!  I had nothing on but a tube 
top halter that barely covered my small tits and some incredibly short 
cutoffs that really showed off my tanned legs as well as most of my ass.  I 
would probably have been kicked out of the mall if I tried wearing them in 
public! 

"Hi Steve," I said, trying to act the part of the shy schoolgirl.

Steve looked me up and down and smiled a lecherous grin. "Wow Kelly, 
that is one hot outfit!  Mmmmmm, love your ass!"

I grinned at the compliment and turned to walk in, making sure I wiggled 
that ass as much possible for him. I took him by the hand and led him to 
the family room couch.  We kissed for a long time, each of us anxious do 
more but both of us too nervous to make the next move.  We each said 
hardly a word, letting our hands and lips do the talking. Steve put his arms 
around me and began to rub my back, working his way under my tube top 
as our kissing became more passionate.  He worked his hand slowly 
around until he was holding me just under my boobs.  I held his hand and 
moved it onto one of my breasts. "Touch me Steve," I whispered. 

Steve began to massage me slowly through my tube top as my heart beat 
faster and faster. He pulled my tube top down, getting a good look at my 
little breasts with their nipples at attention. As always, at first I was shy 
and started to pull away, worried that he would think my breasts were.  
Steve knew what I was thinking though.

"Don't worry Kelly, they're beautiful.  Besides look at how they fit perfectly 
in my hand. Stop worrying about them!"

"Oh Steve, it feels so good when you touch them like that!"  That was no 
exaggeration, I liked to play with my boobs when I was alone but 
somehow when Steve touched them it just felt so much better.  Steve laid 
me back on the couch, kissing my neck and then working his way down 
until he reached the rising of my breasts, and then even lower until he was 
sucking on my nipples. I tingled from head to toe as I closed my eyes to 
enjoy how he made me feel.

"That's it Steve, suck them……now bite them gently………that's it…..pull 
on my nipples with your teeth." It felt so good that my back arched 
involuntarily and a moan escaped from my lips.  "Now do the same to my 
other breast and give it some attention." Needless to say he didn't wait for 
me to tell him a second time. I wanted more so I whispered, "Let's go to 
my bedroom."

Steve responded by getting up and letting me lead him upstairs to my 
bedroom.  After all the hours I had spent in there playing with myself, 
dreaming of him being there, I couldn't believe he was finally actually 
going to be in my room!  On the way I removed my tube top so now I was 
wearing nothing more than my ultra short cutoffs. My little boobs wiggling 
with each step and I could feel his eyes boring holes in me as he followed.  
We lay in my bed and I wanted him so badly. 

"Kiss me and my boobs like you were before." I said and Steve went 
straight back to work.  If anything, if felt even better.  Maybe it was being 
in my bed that made it more erotic but all I knew was that I never wanted 
him to stop! I lifted Steve's head from my breast and softly said, "Take you 
clothes off for me babe.  I want you naked in my bed."

Steve was more than ready and willing. He undressed himself quickly and 
lay down next to me - totally nude.  He was only the second man I had 
ever seen nude in real life, my father being the other, and I admired his 
young athletic physique. I could see his cock was stiff and my mouth 
watered thinking of what I wanted to do with it, how I wanted to suck it, 
how I wanted it in me today for the first time.  I still had just my cutoffs on 
and I could feel his cock pressing through the denim. He looked me in the 
eyes.  "Suck me Kelly," he whispered, "I need your mouth on me so badly 
right now."

He moved back a bit to make room for my hand as it reached down and 
grasped his huge cock. I had been getting plenty of practice sucking him 
lately so I knew just how to make him feel good. I moved my fingers 
around him and caressed his cock up and down the shaft.  Positioning 
myself over his cock, I started by licking it softly with my tongue.  He was 
rock hard and the slightest touch caused his cock to jump. Then I took just 
the tip into my mouth, barely covering it with my lips. Slowly I started to go 
down on him, taking it in a bit and then pulling back, each time going a bit 
farther. He tasted so good!  Finally I had his whole cock in my mouth and 
was stroking him as fast as I could move my head.  

"Oh god Kelly!  You know just how to suck my dick right."

It wasn't surprising that my technique suited him so well since all my 
experience was sucking his cock.  I had never asked Steve if anyone else 
had sucked his cock before but I did know from Sharon that he wasn't a 
virgin so I assumed I wasn't his first cocksucking girlfriend.  That was OK, I 
just wanted to be the BEST cocksucking girlfriend he ever had!

I loved running my fingers through his dark pubic hair and gently 
massaging his balls.  He wasn't nearly as bushy as my dad was but there 
was still plenty to play with. Besides, I only got to SEE my dad's cock 
whereas I was SUCKING Steve's so there really was no comparison!  In 
addition, I had never felt pubic hair this long before.  My own was still not 
very long although I realized that next summer I would be trimming or 
shaving when it was bikini time again.  I liked the feel of it against my face, 
the coarseness of it as it tickled my cheeks.  Steve's crotch smelled so 
much stronger than mine, muskier and at times like this, sweatier.  With 
his cock all the way in my mouth my nose was buried right in the thickest 
part of it and I took in long deep breathes as I sucked him, enjoying the 
rich odor that came from between his legs.  

I could tell he was about to cum and for a moment I almost quit, fearing 
that if he did he might not be able to fuck me afterwards.  Then I 
remembered talking to Sharon about just this very thing a few days earlier.  
Sharon couldn't help but laugh when I asked her what I should do.

"Enjoy it Kelly!  I have personally seen him stay hard after masturbating 3 
times in a row and his other girlfriends have told me he can keep going 
forever.  Don't worry, my brother is a fucking machine.  You are SOOOO 
lucky girl!  God I wish I knew how to get him to fuck me!"

With this knowledge on my side, I held his balls in my hand as I sucked his 
cock and felt him swelling even larger in my mouth.  Steve started to 
groan.

"Damn girl, get ready!"

Steve held my head down on his cock as his hips suddenly bucked 
upwards, driving his cock as deeply into my mouth as he could.  The first 
load of cum emerged from his cannon of a cock, splashing against the 
back of my throat.   This was the moment I loved best when I sucked him, 
feeling him release himself into my mouth, discharging his manhood down 
my throat. I kept sucking him as he released the last of it, drawing every 
drop from him that I could not to mention ensuring he maintained his 
erection.  I wasn't through with this beautiful cock today, not by a long 
shot!

I let his cock slip from my mouth and ran my tongue around my lips and 
gums, savoring the flavor of his salty cum.  I lay back on the bed allowing 
Steve to unzip my shorts and try to pull them down but they were tight and 
hard for him to get them off me.  I flashed my sexiest smile saying to him, 
"Here, let me help."  I slid them off and lay back yet once again as he 
gently reached between my tanned thighs, freshly shaven just for him this 
morning, pressing them apart. My brown pussy hair was barely long 
enough for him to pass his fingers through.  This was the first time anyone 
else but me had played with it and I giggled as he tickled me. 

"Just sit back today and watch me for a while," I whispered as I closed my 
eyes, spread my legs further and began to rub my pussy slowly for him.  I 
rubbed my clit and then my fingers began to circle around my clit, softly 
massaging it, my movements growing faster.  My breathing quickened and 
my hips began to arch in the air.  I slid a finger into my wet pussy, slowly 
stroking it in and out like a tiny cock. I opened my eyes and saw Steve 
staring at what I was doing, his cock sticking out like a tree trunk from him. 

"Did you know Steve that when I do this in bed I am thinking of you? I 
imagine you touching me like this.  Now I want it for real."

I pulled my hand from my pussy and Steve reached forward to take its 
place. He slid one of his fingers deep into my pussy and began to move it 
in and out. I moaned just a little at the touch of someone else's hand on 
me. "Lick me Steve.  Kiss my pussy." 

Steve moved between my widespread legs and I used both hands to pull 
his face down into my fuzzy brown bush.  As he reached out with his 
tongue he found my clit and then he stuck it as deep into my pussy as he 
could reach. When he again took my clit in his mouth he gently bit on it 
making my entire body suddenly go went rigid with pleasure and I gasped 
loudly. My juices were all over his face as he moved up and down me with 
his mouth and tongue.  His hands were under me, one ass cheek in each, 
letting him lift me and push my pussy firmly into his face.  I used my hands 
to massage my boobs, tugging on my hardened nipples, tracing my 
fingers in circles around them. After what seemed a lifetime of this 
incredible pleasure I pulled him up to me and I kissed him with my pussy 
juices still on his mouth and cheeks. I loved the taste and smell of myself 
on him mouth as we kissed.  He slowly worked his way down back to my 
crotch, stopping to pay respect to my boobs, kissing my flat stomach and 
tickling me, and then finally he was back to my starving pussy.  I could feel 
my orgasm beginning to build, first the tingling sensation in my pussy, then 
the goose bumps as my body shivered with pleasure, and then suddenly 
the explosion of pleasure from my pussy that quickly spread throughout 
my entire body.  Surges of incredible pleasure pulsed from my pussy , 
coursing through my body like waves smashing on the beach.  I could feel 
my cum gushing out of me, covering his face with my juices as he eagerly 
licked up as much as he could.

I was in heaven; so horny that every inhibition simply disappeared.  Out 
poured the words that in looking back I can hardly believe I said.  Looking 
Steve square in the eyes and in a firm voice I cried out loudly, "Fuck me 
now Steve………. Oh damn it fuck me……..screw me…………..stick your 
hard cock in my pussy!"

Steve looked up from between my legs.  I will always remember that 
image which I have seared into my mind.  He looked so damn sexy as he 
laid there with my bare my legs on either side of him.  "Are you sure Kelly?  
Do you really want me to?"

Good Grief, what the hell did he think I wanted!?  Here I was lying on my 
back in bed stark naked after having just sucked his cock and swallowed 
his cum. I was begged him to fuck me and now he wanted to know if I 
really wanted him to?  All I knew was that if he didn't I was going to 
explode from the animal lust that had consumed me.  There was 
absolutely no turning back now. I may have been only 14 but I knew at 
that moment I wanted nothing more in the world than to be fucked out of 
my mind!  

"Quit stalling dammit and start fucking me!" I blurted out.  "Oh dear god 
fuck me hard Steve!"

Steve moved up until his hard naked body was over mine. I reached down 
with my hand to grab his fat cock and with my other hand I spread my wet 
pussy lips apart. I could feel him pressing against the opening of my 
pussy,  just one hard push away from entering me. I moved my hips 
upwards to try to push him into me and he responded by pushing back 
against me. Suddenly I felt myself spreading apart for his cock, not the 
little push I feel when I insert a tampon or drive a finger up into myself.   
This was like the difference between taking a small candy cane into your 
mouth and trying to push a large cucumber in whole, except this was 
Steve's cock pressing into my pussy, forcing it to open up wider than it 
ever had.  It was like my legs were being pressed apart as my cunt 
widened to accept him.  The best part was it felt so damn good!.  Just his 
head was in me now as I looked down and marveled at the sight of the 
first cock to ever enter the most private part of my body.  He wiggled it in 
and out, never going in any further but driving me crazy as his head 
stimulated the nerve endings that seemed to abound just inside my pussy 
hole. I gasped as he started to press again.

"You ready Kelly?" Steve whispered, "Let me know if it hurts too much."

I knew what was coming and I could feel his cock meet my hymen, my 
virginity's last stand against this invader who threatened it. It wasn't even a 
close call as his cock ripped through it! I bit my lip as I felt a sudden pang 
of pain.   I saw a little blood on his cock as he began to stroke in and out 
of me.  As he did it was like his cock was rubbing an open sore inside of 
me but at the same time the pleasure I was feeling helped to counter the 
pain. For a moment I needed to let the pleasure have more of a chance to 
win out.

"Just hold it still in me Steve.  Let me enjoy the feel of your cock inside of 
me." I said.

"Are you OK Kelly?" Steve asked with concern in his face.  He was so 
worked up it was impossible for him to be completely still as he lay on top 
of me, grinding his hips slowly into me. I nodded and held him tight.  I 
wanted to remember this moment as clearly as I could, the first time I was 
joined together with a man.  The pain began to subside and I could feel his 
cock throbbing in me, pulsing with the blood that was engorging it. I 
started to think about how we were actually physically coupled together, 
joined at the waist with part of him imbedded deep inside of me!  I tried to 
imagine how we would have looked to anyone coming in my room right 
now, seeing my legs spread apart with him in between, his hairy crotch 
pressed against my little pussy with his cock nowhere to be seen.  I 
wished my parents could see their little girl now, see their only daughter 
becoming a woman.  Then I thought of Sharon and how turned on she 
would be to see her brother fucking her friend like this.  I knew she would 
be jealous of me as she would be wishing it were her in my place.  It's 
amazing how many thoughts can run through your mind in just a short few 
seconds!

"OK, it's better now," I whispered softly to him.

Steve lifted himself up and started to stroke himself again in and out of 
me.  I raised my head so I could look and see myself being fucked.  It was 
fascinating to witness his cock appearing and then disappearing as he 
thrust himself into me harder and hard, faster and faster. I could feel him 
growing even bigger in me, then he swelled even more.  I knew from 
blowing him what that meant and in a way I was happy he was cumming 
so soon.  My poor pussy simply wasn't going to be able to take much more 
abuse today.

"Almost there!" he gasped.

I was using any birth control yet and he wasn't wearing a condom so I did 
NOT want him cumming inside of me.  "Cum where I can watch.  Cum on 
me!."  Steve pulled out just in time as load after load of cum shot from his 
cock across my stomach and breasts - a bit even reached my face.  I was 
amazed that he could produce so much so soon after the huge load he 
had dumped in my mouth earlier. I took my finger and wiped some into my 
mouth.  I scooped up the rest from my body and slurped it down as well.  

Steve lay down next to me, completely drained.  I rolled over and laid my 
head on his chest, putting my arm and one leg over him as I tried to be as 
close to him as I could.  My pussy was pressed against his leg as I felt a 
mixture of pleasure and still a little bit of stinging inside. I couldn't wait until 
the next time.  If it felt this good the first time I could only imagine how it 
was going to feel then. I craned my neck to look up at him.

"Well, you know what this means now don't you?"

"Ummm, what Kelly?"

"Since you're the one responsible for getting me started, you're going to 
have to fuck me whenever and anywhere I ask."

Steve just laughed and then grinned.  Needless to say he never protested 
and we certainly had some interesting adventures!

Before we finished there was one thing left I wanted to do.  Steve was 
resting so I moved myself down his body until my head was on his 
stomach and his cock was only a few inches from my mouth.  I licked my 
lips in anticipation as I gazed at it. I tired to imagine it inside of me, 
pushing into me and violating me.  It was still glistening from my pussy 
wetness so I bent down to taste it.  I usually tasted my fingers whenever I 
masturbated since I love the taste of my pussy.  This was different though, 
a mixture of feminine pussy and male cum served on a warm smooth 
cock. It really tasted pretty good and I sucked him gently for several 
minutes.  He may have been tired but his cock had a mind of its own as it 
quickly returned to its erected state. Finally I let him out of my mouth and 
just held his cock in my hand with my head still on his stomach, tracing my 
fingers lightly up and down his body.

Eventually we got up and he got dressed.  I kissed him a passionate 
goodbye and he returned home.  I took a shower and then washed the 
bedding as some blood and semen.  That night, lying in bed I relived the 
experience over and over in my mind.  My pussy was feeling much better 
now and I masturbated for hours thinking of Steve's wonderful cock and 
the things he did to me with it.  I finally fell asleep nude in bed, lying on my 
side with my hand planted firmly on my pussy. 

My parents returned early the next day while I was still in bed in virtually 
the same position I had fallen asleep.  My dad slapped my bare butt and I 
was rolled over to see who it was he said, "Wake up Kelly you lazy bones.  
Time to get up!"

He leaned over me and I gave him a big hug.  I was so excited to tell them 
what had happened the day before.  I sat up in bed and crossed by legs 
Indian style under me.  I had been sleeping nude since I was 12 and my 
family never wore anything in the hot tub so neither of us was 
embarrassed or turned-on by the fact that I wasn't wearing anything. 

"Hey dad, glad you're home. You'll never guess what I did yesterday!"

"Well, it has to be good to get you this excited.  So what's the big story?"

I straightened up my posture, brushed my hair back, and with a big smile 
said, "Your daughter is no longer a virgin!"  I giggled and waited for his 
reaction.

My dad bent over me and gave me another big hug.  Then he looked at 
me and said just one word, "Steve?"

I nodded and he smiled.  "Well, sounds like you had a good experience.  
I'm happy for you baby!  Maybe later you can tell me about it but I have a 
feeling you really want to tell mom, don't you?"

I nodded vigorously and he held up one finger to tell me to just hang on for 
a second.  He went downstairs to fetch my mom.  She soon came up to 
my room and I was practically giddy with excitement.

"Your dad said to hurry up here and you're not even dressed!" my mom 
laughed, "Goodness Kelly, what's gotten into you?"

I burst into laughing when she said that.  It was the perfect question to 
respond to!

"Steve did Mom." I answered.

"What do you mean?" My mom replied.  Then it was like the light bulb 
went off and she reached forward to hug me. "Oh Kelly!  That's wonderful! 
So our little girl is not a virgin anymore."  She sat down next to me and put 
her arm around me. "Mmmmmm, tell me everything that happened!  I want 
details girl."

I told her the whole story and she listened without interrupting me even 
once.  What surprised me was that she was getting turned-on as I 
described what happened.  Her face flushed and she subconsciously 
started to rub her breasts, especially when I got to the part when he first 
entered me.  She didn't say anything though and after I finished we 
discussed birth control. Mom promised to get me to the doctor the next 
day for birth control pills.  Then she gave me another hug and started to 
leave the room with a smile on her face.  I hadn't seen my mother this 
happy in quite a while. When she reached the door she turned to me and 
said, "Oh Kelly, I can't tell you how proud I am of you.  We were just 
talking about you this past weekend and wondering when you would do it.  
After all, you can't just masturbate forever!" With that she left and I 
reached for my phone to call Sharon.  I couldn't wait to tell her what her 
brother had done to me!

Postscript:

Although I have been with literally dozens of guys and girls since this day, 
my first time was a unique day that I will remember for the rest of my life.  
Steve and I stayed together until his family moved away later in the school 
year and we lost touch shortly afterwards. Wherever Steve is today, I 
wonder if he remembers the first time we fucked as fondly as I do? I would 
love to meet him again so we could relive this day (literally), just a one-
time fling for old times sake!


  
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