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– THIS STORY IS FICTITIOUS –
I could barely believe my
ears when I heard that.
"What?...a
babysitter??... Mum, I’m twelve!"
But mother wasn’t
impressed. "Oh please Haley," she said with that condescending tone
of hers, "you don’t really expect me to leave you home alone a whole
day, do you."
"Yes I do!"
She rolled her eyes. "Well,
I’m not. A few minutes, yes, but I don’t think you’re ready for that."
"And when
will I be, just so I know?" I was exasperated already.
"When your father
and I say that you are, and don’t take that tone." And that was all she
would say. How frustrating! I hated it when I was cut off like that. No-one
ever seemed to want to talk.
Not that I was a
troublesome boy, not at all. I was usually quiet and mild-mannered and minded
my own business; never was one to get into trouble. But, looking back, I’m
not sure I would be able to manage myself for a whole day at that age. True,
I was very independent, and yes, I mostly stayed home anyway; but I stayed
home with my parents, one or both, and rarely if ever alone, apart from when
they’d leave for shopping or whatnot.
So, as much as my
almost-teenager self hated to admit it, having someone around to watch that
things didn’t get out of hand wasn’t that bad of idea.
"And then it’s not a
babysitter in the true sense of word, Haley," mother said as she grabbed
her coat. Down the road, dad was smoking and cooling the car: summer had
struck early that year and the air was 30 degrees and hotter. "Consider
her a company. You do your own stuff, and she’ll just hang around
and..."
"She??"
I exclaimed loudly.
"... I beg your
pardon?"
I gritted my teeth and
repeated: "You said ‘she’? It’s a she, not a he?... You rented me a
girl?"
I know just how *bad*
that sounds, but hey, I was an innocent soul back then! Mother sure saw the
irony and laughed. She tousled my hair, which I hated, given the time I put
in styling it.
"No, silly. And the
verb is ‘to hire’. Gina and yourself are going to get along, I promise."
"B-but...
but..." I stammered, not finding the words. "But... why can’t it be
a guy, huh? Can’t it be a guy? My friend Erica’s got a big brother and he
babysat her all the time!"
"That’s different.
He’s family. I don’t trust a male stranger to be alone with you."
I couldn’t figure the
exact reason behind that reluctance, but it didn’t sound good even to my
12-year-old ears. Now I could argue for hours over this reverse lack of equal
opportunity, but back then, my reaction was far less reasonable and much
more... how can I say... childishly sexist.
"Mum, you can’t
leave me with a girl, it’s... it... it’s a girl!"
Well, I was actually way
past the phase when girls were something to repel. Actually, by twelve I’d
had a couple of crushes already, but still, I saw that as an insult to my
supposed masculine superiority! Me! Twelve and practically a man!... babied
by a girl? My goodness, I couldn’t believe it.
I had to accept it
though, because what my parents decided eventually would take place, one way
or the other. They had their own subtle, twisted way of being imposing
without actually being imposing. Again: how frustrating!
As my mother fumbled with
her coat and filled her purse with useless junk, I sighed and stuffed my
hands in my pockets. "Please, tell me she’s not, like, 14 at least. Like
in American movies..."
She gave another mild
laugh. "Oh, don’t be silly. A 14-year-old needs to be babysat,
herself."
Did that mean I would be
sat till I was fourteen? I shuddered. For the record, no, even my parents
weren’t that paranoid, so it wouldn’t happen, but I didn’t know back then.
"She’s twenty-four
and a university student, not to mention quite referenced from an
agency," my mother explained. At least I appreciated the fact that she
wouldn’t just leave me in the care of some teenage neighbour: that
would be irresponsible.
And humiliating. I don’t
know how I could have ever survived the embarrassment of being bossed around
by someone I was likely to see hanging out at my school!
The bell rang and she
went for the door. I sighed and shook my head. The door was opened and this
girl appeared on the threshold. She did look like a woman in her
mid-twenties. Her wavy corvine hair had a weird look to them, as if they were
aglow or something; her lips were curved in a bright smile; her blue eyes
shone. She wasn’t exactly beautiful, but looked somewhat appealing. But after
all, apart from those two crushes above, my idea of feminine appeal back then
was super models with giant boobs and tight costumes. Baywatch anyone?
"Hello, Gina. Welcome.
Please, come in." My mother stepped aside and let her in.
‘Gina’ had a very
self-confident way of moving, talking, doing pretty much anything. She shook
my mother’s hand firmly, then turned to me. "Hey Haley. Nice to meet
ya." She outstretched a hand and I grabbed it feebly. Still, I had
noticed that she hadn’t hugged me or said how cute I was or made jokes about
my name or any of that cheesy stuff. For that I couldn’t but be grateful.
"Howdy," I just
said.
"Alright then, we
need to hurry." My mother grabbed her purse and walked out the door. "Thank
you, Gina. We’ll call to check every now and then. Be good Haley, okay? See
you this evening."
I’m not sure if it was
the ‘be good’ part to embarrass me more or the fact that they would call ‘to
check’. As soon as she was out of the door, I let it slip that... "Not
only they leave me with a babysitter, but they’ll also call every other
goddamn minute. Great."
Gina gave a
come-on-now-be-good sort of smile and shook her head as she got rid of her
own bag. She wore a knee-long jean skirt and a short-sleeved dark green top. "Now,
now, what’s that language. And your parents are just worried. Still..."
She looked around, then back at me, "let’s just hope they don’t actually
call every other minute!"
And she rolled her eyes. Even
a toddler could see she was being condescending now, and just try to make me
feel at ease. Ironically, that made me more nervous. I bit my tongue and just
shrugged.
"Alright, so, you
have things to do? School stuff, I mean."
"A little homework. Nothing
serious."
"Cool." She
retrieved her bag and produced a book and a few notebooks. "I’ve got
something to study too. Wanna do it together? Different rooms? You
choose."
"My room I guess. I
keep the TV on."
Gina shook her head
gently and smiled. "I don’t think so."
I was surprised, but most
of all, it was starting to annoy me: was she going to tell me what to do? ‘Cause
that would be unbearable. "Huh?... it keeps me company. I don’t
watch it."
"Cool, then I’ll
keep you company instead. You won’t watch me either, I’m sure."
She sat at the table,
still calm and smiling, and opened her pencil case.
"I..." I didn’t
know what to say. Gina did, though.
"Look, the sooner
you finish homework, the sooner you can do whatever you like."
"C’mon, I have all
day to..."
"... to do whatever
you like," she finished the sentence for me.
Now, one shouldn’t think
that I was the kind of lazy boy who doesn’t want to work and just thinks of
playing – even on a school-free day like that. To tell the truth, I had
straight A’s through all of middle school (which, to my eyes, was actually
one more reason not to study!, but that’s another story). Quite simply, my
temples were burning because this perfect stranger was standing there in a
I’m-cute-and-I’m-older-and-I’m-in-command sort of way, giving me orders like
I was six or something. Perhaps I was even more independent than I thought,
because it was hardly bearable.
"Whatever," I
snapped as I walked away, making a big show of taking off my sweater – it was
getting hot – and throwing it down on the sofa.
I wasn’t halfway down the
corridor to my room that she called me back.
"Haley!"
There wasn’t anger in how
she’d said that, but severity, yes. I’d never quite heard my name snapped
like that. Sure, mother and father could scold quite sternly and they did,
but the way Gina had addressed me was surprising to say the least.
I turned around, still
holding most of the sassiness in my voice. "What?"
"Come here a moment,
will you? Please." She was serious now and I saw she meant business,
though I admit I walked back to where she was only because of the ‘please’
part.
When I stood in front of
her, she pointed a finger to my face and smiled. "Listen, Haley, you
don’t like me being here, and that’s fine. Personally, I think a boy your age
should be allowed to stay home alone. I’m not your mother, though: I’m the
one your mother pays to watch over you. Get this straight, I’m only doing my
job here. But that doesn’t mean I’m going to stand here and take mud from
you. You don’t like me? Fine. I wish I was somewhere else too. But keep your
rude manners to yourself, or else. We can spend the day fighting or try to
get along, what do you think?"
Actually, part of my mind
had stopped at the ‘or else’. What was she going to do anyway? Her whole
little speech made sense, indeed, and I was even half-convinced that the less
resistance I put up, the better it would be... but that one hint of authority
was driving me nuts. No-one can tell a twelve-year-old boy what to do in his
house on a free day.
Right?
"Yes well I’d like
to get along, but not if you’re bugging me every other minute," I spat
before really thinking about it, just expressing what I genuinely felt. "How
about you mind your own damn business and I mind my own damn business?"
The word I used was a
little worse than ‘damn’. Heh. Gina obviously noticed that, and my tone must
have been a tad too disrespectful to her ears, if it’s true that she pointed
her hands on her hips and did actually look angry.
"Didn’t I just say
to mind your language?" she said in a reproving tone. "And that’s
the least. I really don’t like it how you talk to me, kiddo. I respect you,
how come you don’t respect me?"
"Must be ‘cause you
don’t deserve it," I mumbled, again without thinking, and again I
retreated towards my room.
And again I didn’t make
it, but this time because Gina had my wrist in her hand, and before I
realised what was going on, she had dragged me back to the living room and
was sitting on a chair.
"What the f..."
The second before I could
finish the sentence I saw myself being pulled to her and across her lap. I
stared at the carpet, bewildered, my feet off the floor and my hair barely
brushing it.
I tried again: "Hey,
what the f..." but a loud smack to my upturned backside cut me off. That
was unexpected to say the least. My mind went like "uh-oh".
It dawned on me that I
was being spanked. Not sure if one swat qualified as a spanking, nor if more
would follow, but still, it was pretty clear. One should know that despite
having never been spanked for real, I knew very well what it was. It’s
something you play at with friends, or read in books and see on TV from time
to time. And of course, it was one of my favourite themes of interest. I
wouldn’t be writing this very story now, years later, if it wasn’t.
Back then, which is quite
recent anyway, it had the looks and feels of a cool game; the sexual aspect
of it wasn’t really clear to me yet, though I could make guesses. Those times
I’d engaged in the usual little spanking games with friends (most of which
were far less curious than me, ha!) I had found it intriguing, though I’d
always thought that when adults did it to kids, it wasn’t a good thing.
Quite simply, I was
brought up in the knowledge that parents who hit their children aren’t being
good parents 99% of the times, and I still kinda stick to that. So imagine my
surprise when Gina, an adult and a girl, smacked my bottom. I
could really barely believe it, and my head was spinning.
"No more bad words,
Haley. Please. That’s really rude and unnecessary. Understand?" she
said.
I was still too confused
to reply, so I tried to struggle free, only to find she was holding me more
tightly than I could escape from. "Let me up now!" I demanded,
pangs of guilt, fear and indignation wracking my stomach. And of course a
latent excitement that wouldn’t come out yet.
Gina’s reply to that was
two more whacks, back-to-back, one on each of my bottom cheeks. They stung,
too! Definitely not the play swats I gave and took in those games. This felt
real, and it felt... well, it felt, period. Even through my navy blue
shorts and my briefs.
"I’m letting you up
in a moment," she said, still calm, "but before, you have to
promise that you will stop using foul language, and that you will talk to me
more respectfully. I’m not asking for a red carpet, sulk all you want, but I
won’t accept straight-out sass from you, because I’m doing my job here and
that’s to make sure you’re okay. Babysitting is a job, not a past-time. Understood?"
SMACK! One more fell
across both of my buttocks when she was done talking.
"Ow!" I yelped
aloud, and tried to squirm free some more, but to no avail. "Yes, yes
alright... just let me up!"
Another intense smack
followed, right on my lower left cheek, and I involuntarily kicked my leg.
"I said I’ll let you
up in a moment. Do you promise?"
"Yeahhhh, I
promise!" I barked, more out of exasperation than anything.
Embarrassment was playing
a big part, too. Once realised that this was (sort of) a spanking, and that
it wasn’t a game either, I was feeling as juvenile as one could feel, and
that was really not the way to be for a boy my age.
"Good," Gina
said. I expected another blow now but it didn’t come. She still held me
tight, though. "Homework done and clean talk, that’s all I ask. After
that, you can do whatever you like as long as you don’t set the house on
fire. I mean it, I’m not here to impose stuff on you and we don’t have to
play games. You’re not a toddler, you’re almost a teenager, for God’s sake. Why
don’t you start behaving like one?"
Knowing she knew I
wasn’t a little boy but just acting like one hurt more than anything. Bloody
hell, it was the other way ‘round: she could start by treating me like a
teenager and perhaps I would consequently behave like one!... but I was in no
position to voice that thought, of course.
"I... I am... I mean,
I will... gosh, can’t you just let me up now? Blood to the head." It
wasn’t true yet, but I sure would feel like it sooner or later.
She ignored it anyway. "Alright.
I trust you, okay? Let’s just get along, or ignore each other. If even that
is too much for me to ask, you’re going to find yourself in this position
again. But next time..." She took hold of the elastic waistband of my
shorts and underwear, lifted it and snapped it back into place! "...I
will spank you good and hard right on your bare bottom. Am I making myself
understood, Haley?"
Now my heart really paced
and my mind had a hard time following. A bunch of wild feelings accumulated
in my head, and once again I didn’t know which was more utterly embarrassing.
Probably, it was that she’d used the actual verb. "I will spank
you," she had said. Loud and clear. Even I often hated to say the word,
and to hear it spoken always made me blush. The threat of a bare bottom
spanking, combined with my position and the momentary rush of cool air on my
skin when she had raised the waistband, were quite literally blowing my mind.
The "okay I
understand" I muttered was totally genuine, let me tell you.
~*~*~
Looking back, I’m not
sure I was thinking straight that afternoon.
As soon as Gina let me
up, I went to my room and took out all the textbooks and notebooks and
pencils and pens and sprawled everything out on the desktop. When I sat, it
did sting a little, but only for a minute. The physical distress was soon
forgotten, but my mind was swirling.
I don’t think it had sunk
in properly yet that I had been spanked. Not like a ‘real’ one, yes, but what
do you call real when you’ve never had one in the first place? To me, given
the rare clandestine games and the references in movies and books I was used
to, that experience with Gina was as close as a real spanking I would ever
get.
Or not?
The whole information
that I would better straighten up or there would be worse took even longer to
register. When it did, I realised that I actually had the chance to make it happen
if only I wanted to. Not that I wanted to... far from my mind... I mean, I
don’t want to get spanked, do I? Another way to look at it is that I was a
kid and Gina was an adult and adults weren’t supposed to smack kids in my
vision. Somehow, though, that was the very least of my worries. My mind was
so full with new facts, feelings and emotions that I forgot about anything
else.
Including my homework.
I’m not sure how you can
call it. Freudian slip? Well, it wasn’t a slip, technically. A slip in actions,
perhaps, and not in speech. Facts are that after more than an hour spent
sitting there at my desk playing with my hands and my mind, I’d only finished
about half of the algebra functions I was supposed to work on. When I
realised, I felt thoroughly exhausted and I shut the book. As I said, I
wasn’t thinking straight; for some strange reason, I wasn’t even getting that
not doing my homework could’ve got me in trouble. I was tired and just wanted
to rest and do something else.
And so I walked back to
the living room, plopped down on the sofa and switched the TV on. Gina
greeted me with a smile from the table, that I mildly returned before looking
away. For a minute she seemed all busy on her own stuff as I checked out the
various networks, but then she said, completely out of the blue:
"So you’re done? That’s
great. See, it wasn’t that hard."
"Yeah," I said,
without thinking twice. Without thinking at all, actually. Again.
"Good!" She
sounded cheerful now. She stood from the table and shut her books. "Can
I see?"
That’s when it dawned on
me I was in trouble again, and this time for real. Somehow, I’m really
not sure why yet, I hadn’t connected the concept of homework to the concept
of someone looking it over. Definitely not thinking straight!
I mean, I’d copied my
friends’ homework and let them copy mine several times, and never had
trouble, and now I was being caught for something so childish? How
humiliating. Things always ran so smooth in my life and my home and
everything that being faced with something unusual like the weight of
consequences, so to speak, was unsettling.
I think my heart beat a
couple hundred times in the following minute, as I sank more and more in my
armchair while Gina walked down the corridor to my bedroom, probably
wondering why I was silent and wasn’t going too. What could have I done,
after all? Surely not rush to the room and lock myself in and finish homework
in ten seconds; nor just tell her "sorry, I thought I finished, maybe
I’m not"... even I wasn’t that naive at that point. No sir, there was
just no escape. She would go in there, compare the problems marked with a
"v" on my exercise book with those solved on my notebook, and would
realise the many fallacies.
And then what?
I had my answer soon. A
few minutes later she re-entered the living room, stood by the armchair and
looked down on me with a serious face. Not angry or anything, just...
serious.
"You didn’t finish
your homework," she stated matter-of-factly.
Silence.
"And you told me you
had."
Silence.
Gina didn’t seem to want
or expect a reply from me, though, because in the blink of an eye she grabbed
my wrist again, pulled me up to my feet and yet again dragged me to the very
same chair we’d been at one hour earlier. My ears were burning and blood pulsated
heavily in my temples. On jelly knees I stood before her as she sat down and
took my hands in hers, then looked up at me. I dared to look back this one
time, and I saw nothing but sheer determination in her eyes.
"Haley, what did I
say would happen if you were rude again or didn’t do your homework?"
So that was it? She
wanted me to say it aloud? Well, sure, I could do that. It would buy me some
time if we talked, and perhaps she would change her mind, and... and then why
on Earth words were not coming out of my mouth even though they were supposed
to?
The word ‘spanking’
stopped there on my tongue and just wouldn’t come out no matter how hard I
tried. How could I just say "that I’d get a spanking" when I was
actually about to get one?? I mean, come on, that was plain cruel to ask. At
least she could grant me a little more time to think it through, or help me,
or...
Well, she did help in a
way. Gina must have realised that it was difficult for me to accept the whole
thing, and so, while I stood there fidgeting and wetting my lips and trying
to make ends meet, her hands moved to the small string tying my jogging
shorts and started unlatching it. She was fast and to-the-point, and only
when my poor shorts were down at mid-thigh I realised I was being bared for
my spanking. Bared by Gina. A girl. Right there and then.
That was all the help I
needed, and I suddenly found my voice again: "You said you’d spank me
but c’mon you don’t need to, I... I mean... I was all distracted and stuff
and... oh you know!"
"Then why didn’t you
call and ask for help?"
She gave another firm tug
and my shorts fell to my knees. I tried to hold them up, but a firm slap to
my hands made me think twice.
"I... I don’t know,
I think... I thought I could do it on my own..." By now the cool air was
caressing my thighs and legs and my underpants, and I was fully aware of my
vulnerability and soon-to-be nakedness. "Hey listen... how about this
huh? I’ll do that now and you help me and teach me things and stuff and maybe
we can..."
"Excuses, Haley."
With one final tug my shorts were bundled around my ankles and I shivered. "These
are only excuses, and I’m getting the feeling you’re a boy who lives on
excuses. I’m not sure how it works between you and your parents, but with me,
excuses won’t land you anywhere but across my lap. Do you understand?"
The look in her eye was
so firm I had to hang my head and reply with a meek ‘yes’. To say I was
scared isn’t quite right; I was taken aback, and worried. Ironically, the
fact that she wasn’t my mother and had no right to discipline me wasn’t even
in question: she seemed to have natural authority over me. I can’t quite
explain, but somehow I knew that all made some sense, deep down.
Gina’s fingers in the
waistband of my underwear made sense too – but, hell, wasn’t it the most
embarrassing thing I’d ever experienced! Part of me wanted to run, and run
real fast. I was a little chubby back then and not exactly fit, my favourite
sport being watching others do sports, but I think I could have outrun her to
the bathroom, where I would lock myself, and then... okay, then what? Stay
there for eight hours with this girl pounding on the door every now and then?
And why was that feeling
that I *deserved* it growing more and more powerful by the minute?
"Good. So, I’m asking
you again..." Gina said. Her fingers brushed my sides as they clasped
the underwear fabric, and stayed there. "What did I say would
happen?"
An undefined number of
gulps later, I found it in me to say: "You’d spank me..."
"That’s right. And
how?" Fingers still there, but gripping the waistband tighter.
"G-good and
hard..." I stammered, well remembering the ominous words of her threat.
"Exactly. And what
else?..." Fingers starting to tug down, but then stopping.
There, she really wanted
me to say it all, and I mean all. And I know that as soon as I’d say it, she
would finish her task of preparing me and the real action would begin. Since
there was no more point in procrastinating now, I just spat it out in a
feeble whisper.
"... on my bare
bottom..."
Without a moment’s
hesitation she peeled my pants down past my hips, down my thighs and to my
knees, where they rested.
Now the embarrassment was
total, and only the front of my shirt falling back in place prevented me from
a thorough exposure... but that was very, very little consolation, I can
assure you.
Still without a word,
Gina guided me across her lap like she had an hour before, with the only
difference of a few layers of tissue between me and her. I found myself
staring at the carpet again, and my face must’ve been twice as flushed this
time. My T-shirt wasn’t as long as I’d thought, now, since it rode up my
back, uncovering my buttocks even more: if ever I wasn’t sure at first, now I
was definitely bare, back there.
"Very well,"
Gina said in her usual controlled voice. "You understand why you’re
being spanked, right?"
Was asking if the fire is
hot, or...?
"Y-yeah..." is
all I said.
That seemed enough for
her, because I felt her left hand grip my side and her right hand raising up
high. A second later the air moved and I heard the first swat before feeling
it. SMACK!
"Ohh!..."
I gasped in surprise. The
sting took a little longer to surface, and when it did it left me breathless.
The other smacks, before, had really been a mere warning. Now I could tell
the difference.
Gina didn’t waste time
and applied her hand to my backside again and again. The whacks resounded
loudly in the room and the sting built very fast. I stopped counting at ten,
and by then I wasn’t feeling comfortable at all! The sting was now
accompanied by a distinct burn and I had grabbed the chair rungs to keep myself
steady. Despite my being chubby, Gina’s hand covered the whole of my
12-year-old bottom, and each smack fell right on top of the others.
"Ow! Ow! Ow!... it...
ouch!... no..." I tried to speak some, but not much would come out.
"I suggest... you do
not try... to speak, Haley..." my babysitter (sigh!) said in-between
smacks. "Nothing you say... is making me stop... before it’s time...
anyway."
She punctuated that with
a flurry of brisk spanks that left me breathless again, and a huge lump was
forming in my throat. Was I going to cry? Silly as it is, the biggest of my
worries in that frame was that I did NOT want to let that girl hear me cry. That
was just so embarrassing!
SPANK! CRACK! SMACK!
Gina seemed intentioned
to get a few sounds out of me, though, because the spanks didn’t stop. And
come the sounds did: I ow-ed and ohh-ed and all those gasps and yelps you let
out during a spanking, even though at the time I didn’t know a spanked kid
isn’t to blame for complaining. I was still in the phase of: "I don’t
whine, I don’t beg, I burp and fart, I don’t cry, I’m not sleepy, I say
profanities, I take rare showers = manly". Heh. Time has passed
after all. Little time, but still.
SLAP! SPANK!
"Owwww! Noooo not
there!..."
If anything, the smacks
were moving. Gina left the fullness of my nether cheeks to focus her efforts
on the very lowest part of the buttocks themselves – the so-called sit-spots.
I squealed when the first of many hearty smacks hit, and I reached back to
rub the awful sting. Bad move, Haley.
"Oh no you
don’t," Gina said calmly. She took hold of my wrist and before I could
react she had it pinned to the small of my back. "Be a good boy and take
your spanking without interfering."
Yeah, as if I could have
just laid there and let her spank me silly! Well, yes, I could. I was
supposed to. And it’s exactly what I did: I lay there and let her have a go
(several, actually) at my bare, upturned and defenceless behind. It must have
been looking quite red indeed by then. I remembered the colour from those times
when I’d spanked a friend – male friend... bad luck... why did girls my age
have this problem with their clothes coming off? Hmph! However, if my
backside was looking as bad as it felt, I would be in for some serious
trouble sitting.
Ironically, that and my
vow not to cry became the very least of my worries within the next minute. Gina
was right: she said she would spank me good and hard and she was spanking me
good and hard. Eventually my last line of resistance gave way and tears
sprung from my eyes. I couldn’t help it. The sting had now graduated to pain
and was spread all over and simply impossible to bear without putting on a
show. All things considered – that it was my first spanking and everything –
I think I fared pretty good, but that was definitely not my impression at the
moment.
"Owww oh God
nooooo...! Please stopppp!"
So much for the manly
part. But at least I wasn’t sleepy.
This time she didn’t even
reply, just kept spanking my bottom for all she was worth. Little did I know
that she was actually holding back some, heh. To me, it felt like the world
was falling apart, and it was falling right there on my naked sit-upon.
Gina kept up with the
rhythm, delivering a couple of slaps per second. She gave me a very thorough
spanking that day. I’m not sure how much time I spent upended over her lap,
probably no longer than three or four minutes, but those were memorable, like
everyone’s first spanking. When she finally allowed me to stand, I was one
contrite young man with a glowing red bottom.
My inhibitions long since
flown out of the window, I grabbed my cheeks and furiously rubbed at the
sting. Gina was kind enough to help me put my underwear back on, even though
I did not want it back on. The fabric stung and itched something
awful! She would have none of it anyway, and said it was part of the
punishment to feel the aftermath of a spanking. Whatever.
"There,
there..." she cooed. She must have understood my need not to get all
touchy and huggy and stuff, because she just patted my head and rubbed my arms
in a comforting way. I got the distinct feeling that I wasn’t the first kid
she’d spanked, and by golly, wasn’t I right.
"Behave now, Haley,
okay? You’re a good boy but don’t abuse that, because I won’t stand for
disrespect and I don’t like it when you lie to me."
"Okay... I’m
sorry... won’t do it again... and ow!" I nodded tearfully as I wiped my
face in my sleeves. My crying was dying down, and came the knowledge I had
cried. What a sissy!, I thought.
"I’m very glad to
hear that, Haley," Gina said as she offered another pretty smile. "Believe
me, if I need to, I will not hesitate to turn you across my lap again, lower
your panties and spank you like I just did. Okay, now, it’s all over. Want a
glass of water?"
I nodded and headed to
the kitchen, leaving my shorts on the floor. I moved as fast as I could to
hide the additional blushing of my upper cheeks. Panties, indeed! One should
note that in my language, the translation for the term ‘panties’ is used for
boys’ and girls’ underwear – little boys and girls. They wear
‘panties’ or ‘briefs’, whereas adults, that they are males or females, just
have pants. When your parents or whatever start to call your underwear
‘pants’, you feel kinda grownup.
Well I did feel like a
pants-boy indeed! Not a panties one. So, Gina’s remark was the ultimate sign
that... A) I wasn’t too old or too smart to have a babysitter. B) I wasn’t
too old or too smart to be spanked. C) I wasn’t too old or too smart to be
spanked by my babysitter! Sigh.
One thing I’ll say for me
is that the rest of the day was kinda good, and that Gina and I even got a
few chances to talk. Can’t say I liked her from the very start, but despite
everything I didn’t find myself hating her or something. She was actually
kinda cool to be around. As long as you’re good!
True enough, I was on my
very best behaviour – duh! Although, sitting on my hard wooden chair for an
hour while Gina helped with my homework wasn’t exactly pleasant, quite the
opposite, but hey, I was still the punished one there after all. There wasn’t
much I could do, not if I wanted to avoid another trip across her lap, and
God knows I did.
And then this weird
feeling that I had deserved most if not all that I’d got that day would just
leave me alone. Strangely enough, that made me feel at peace with myself.
~*~*~
At seven in the evening,
my parents came back. I could tell they were surprised to say the least to
see Gina and me get along, given my major scowl when she’d first walked in. They
asked all sorts of questions, most of which they had asked countless times already
during their phone calls. Gina was very patient and put on her best smile to
reassure them everything was right. I must have not been as polite in a few
of my replies, because sure enough my new-found sitter cast me a sideways
glance, and I knew right away what that meant.
In the end, it is true
that a 12-year-old boy... well, a 12-year-old anyone... is too old to be sat,
but it’s the whole concept of ‘sitting’ that needs some heavy redefining. Despite
what mum and dad thought, Gina wasn’t there to make sure I wouldn’t set the
house on fire, or that I wouldn’t break my neck, or that I wouldn’t open the
door to a stranger. Her kind of sitting for me was thoroughly different. Call
it a behaviour-control intervention, or whatever, but it’s that kind of sitting
that is needed to more young boys and girls than one could think of.
And hey, I’m not saying
"let’s spank them all". As my affectionate readers know, I strongly
oppose to non-consensual spanking. But for me, it worked that way.
Several times.
– THE END –
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This story is truly fake. Heh. Jokes aside, it is a
collage of several events that actually took place in my life, between my 9th
and 13th year of age more or less. I have pasted them together and shaped
them in a dramatised way that could result enjoyable when reading. I hope I
have succeeded in portraying the feel of a wonderful age that, despite me
still being very young, I already miss something awful. Corruption is
everywhere and spares only the young and the old.
On a much lighter note, I wanted this story to be
humorous and entertaining while somewhat serious and realistic at the same
time. Once again, I hope I have succeeded. Last but not least, I re-iterate
that I am against the non-consensual spanking of children and teenagers for discipline
– even though in a few cases, if the need is scarce and is done with kids who
do understand to some degree what they’re going through, it might be
effective for a thing or two.
Quoting something I read once on the Internet:
"Spanking may be effective for kids if they need it once, maybe twice in
their life. It should be a life-altering experience, not a recurring one,
because if it is needed often, it’s useless." Ditto.
Love it? Hate it? Could be better? Could not
be better? Could be worse? Could not be worse?
Let me know
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Thanks to my sweetheart
Lindsey Kate
, who was the first to read this
Though based on actual
persons and events, this account is subject to dramatisation.
The original content of this
story is exclusive copyright of
Haley
Brimley
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