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 Title: Sheila and the Feeling.
Author:FreeMindxxx.
Keywords:Fb.  Pedo.  Viol.
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   Adults Only.
   My writings are pure fiction.  Never do this in real life.  Never hurt a
child.  Fantasy is ok though.
   This story includes underage sex with violence, leave now is this
disturbs you.
   Sheila and the Feeling.  Part One.
   Sheila sat at her computer .  The kids were in bed.  The end of another
hard day.
   There must be a better life than this she thought.  Her husband had left
a month ago, fucked off with his personal assistant.  Now lives in Florida
living the high life.  Left Sheila with no money , two kids and a dump of a
flat to live in.
   .  What made it worse was that Sheila didnt really want children.  She
had a good job in the cosmetics industry but her husband had persuaded her
to become a full time mum.
   After going through one pregnancy and hating all the nappie changing,
getting up in the middle of the night etc, she found out she was pregnant
again.
   It was at this time things started going wrong with the marriage. 
Sheila hated the fact he was jetting of to America at every opportunity. 
So fucking enthusiastic about his career while she was left all day with
two screaming kids.
   She began to hate her own children, they along with that man were making
her life a misery.
   She hoped there would be something soon to bring her out of this
situation.  Untill then she tried to be a good mother to her boys Paul aged
3 and Tony aged 5 months.  Even though she felt no love at all towards
them.
   She had joined an adult friendship site, just for a bit of fun, to get
her mind off her troubles for a while.
   She enjoyed the comments she was getting after putting a small pic on
her profile.  Her head was blanked out just to be careful.
   .  At 38 she knew her body was still in good shape.  She also knew she
was looking for something that would make her heart beat faster, something
that would bring out a feeling that she knew was inside her.  A feeling she
had felt sometimes at the brink of orgasm.  She felt so alive, and wanted
that feeling again, only not for a brief moment, but for a night, or
longer.
   Normal sex wasnt the answer, maybe something or someone might trigger
some excitement on this site.
   So here she was, sitting at the computer.  She went on the friendship
site and signed in.  The usual messages were in her inbox, so many men
wanted to give her a good time.  Fucking boring she thought.
   She went into the chatroom and hoped to talk to someone with a little
more imagination .  After about an hour, she was just about to sign off
when a message came through.
   " Hi!!  want to chat, Paula here!"
   Sheila thought why not, maybe a woman would be more fun.
   Both girls chatted for about 20 minutes, Paula was in the same
situation, divorced with two kids.  she didnt realy want her kids either,
," You cant even give them a slap these days" Sheila joked!
   " Well i do came the reply"
   "You slap them?"
   "Yes I do" Paula replied," I hope that doesnt upset you"
   A small tingle suddenly came in the bottom of Sheila's stomach.
   "No, thats ok" Sheila wrote back," thankyou for being so honest.  dont
you feel guilty afterwards"?
   "Not at all , i quite enjoy it"
   My god!  thought Sheila, her pussy suddenly gushed., she didnt know why,
but she wrote back without hesitation.  "I would love to know more Paula,
can we meet?"
   The day soon came round for the meet with Paula, it was a Sunday so
Sheila's mother had the kids for the afternoon.
   Sheila decided to dress smart but do her makeup a little different . 
Her eye liner was thicker and her lipstick was a darker shade.
   She had decided on a black business suit, white blouse and black
pantyhose.  her shoes black with 4 inch heels., she looked in the mirror
and liked what she saw, wow!  yes!.  lets do this!
   The hotel was about 20 miles away, and as Sheila parked, a woman got out
of a car and began to walk towards her car.  Sheila knew it was Paula
straight away.  She was dressed in a grey business suit with tan Pantyhose
and black heels.  her makeup was so thick, she looked amazing.
   Paula had booked a room so the girls could talk in private, but first
they decided to have a drink in the bar.
   Paula lived in a large house in the country with her two kids.
   It was the family home .  Her husband had left , again due to an affair.
   Sheila wondered how Paula could afford to pay all the bills , but didnt
say anything.
   She had a little boy aged 4 and a baby girl aged 8 months, so money must
have been tight .  Its seemed she had no job but her clothes where designer
labels and the car was an expensive one.
   They retired to the room with their gin and tonics.  Paula sat on the
bed and said" are you still interested in my little secret?"
   "You mean slapping your kids?  yes im very curious, Ive wanted sometimes
to do it to mine ,but never had the nerve"
   That tingle began to rise in Sheila's stomach.
   Paula opened her bag and grabbed her laptop." I slap my kids and do much
more!
   May i show you a video i made for you?"
   Sheila gushed!" yes ok"
   Paula put the laptop on the bed and both girls kneeled in front of it.
   The video started and the scene was a room with small bed in the centre
with very little else.  you could just see a small figure curled up on the
bed .  Suddenly a noise as someone came into the room.  Paula came into
view Sheila gasped as she saw what Paula was wearing .  A PVC basque and
seamed black stockings.
   " I like to dress when i have fun" whispered Paula .
   Sheila was breathing heavy as she saw Paula circle the bed.  The child
looked scared.
   Suddenly Paula grabbed the child by the arm and pulled him off the bed.
Sheila could see it was a small boy.
   " Its my son " Paula whispered.  " I mean lets face it, it came from my
body so i can do what the fuck i want with it"
   Sheila had never thought of it like that, but it was true.
   The video continued as Paula began shouting at the boy .  " Get up you
little shit, you have to earn me some money!"
   Suddenly Paula kicked the boys legs, to make him move, he struggled to
his feet as Paula lashed out with two massive slaps to his face.
   Sheila was taken aback but didnt look away from the screen, she realised
her pussy was soaked .
   Paula looked into the camera on screen and said "Hello Sheila, do you
want me to hurt him more?"
   Sheila's hand went down to her soaked panties.  She looked at Paula and
then back at the screen.  "Yes i do, hurt him more!"
   An evil feeling began to rise in her body, as she saw Paula begin a
frenzy of slaps around the boys head and body.
   Sheila had never felt like this before.  Was this the feeling she
craved? Paula paused the video.  "Are you ok with it so far ?"
   "A bit of a shock at first , but yes i admit i find your methods could
be a lot of fun"
   "Would you like to do something like it to your kids?"
   "Maybe, but i would have to think about it"
   "But your turned on by it arent you?"
   "Yes i admit i am"
   "May i continue the video, it gets more extreme now, would you like to
see?" "Ok, what happens?"
   "You must agree that what you are about to see must remain a secret
between the two of us, it must never be revealed to anyone"
   "Oh Paula!  is it that bad!"
   "Im confident , its something you desire"
   "Ok i agree not to tell anyone"
   Sheila's heart was racing as the video continued.
   Paula threw the crying boy on the bed .  "Get fucking ready you whore!"
   The boy raised himself on to his knees, he knew there was no point to
try to disobey his mother.
   Suddenly a noise as another person came into the room.  Sheila took deep
breaths as she saw a naked man come into view.  His cock must have been at
least 9 inches long.  His head had a rubber hood on, you could hear his
excited breathing as Paula welcomed him into the room.
   "Welcome darling" she purred." Come and fuck my 4 year old son"
   Those words instantly gave Sheila an orgasm that ripped through her
body, her eyes never left the screen as the man knelt before the arse of
the boy and his tongue began to explore the small hole.
   "Thats it lover!  explore and taste the hole before you fuck it" Paula
opened the arse cheeks wide for the man to dig deeper.  "Taste my son get
that tongue deeper!"
   Sheila's hand was now ripping her pantyhose open and two fingers entered
her soaking wet pussy.  her body was alive with the feeling she craved. 
She began to realise extreme kiddy abuse was the key , so evil, and yet so
wonderful and exciting!
   The man suddenly got up and grabbed his cock.  Paula helped him find the
small hole.
   "Wait a minute!" Paula spoke into the camera.
   " Well Sheila!  I hope you have enjoyed it so far.  Now give the go
ahead for my son to get fucked by a big cock, its up to you"
   Sheila, was in a daze, she looked at Paula, then back at the screen.
   The wonderful feeling had taken over and she wanted it to grow.  Another
orgasm ripped through her as she said ."I want to see the slut fucked,
fucked hard!"
   Paula waved at the man who suddenly thrust forward filling the boy with
three quarters of his cock, the boy screamed, as Sheila had orgasm after
orgasm.  she shouted at the screen.  "Fill him !!  give him all of it, rip
the fucker apart!"
   The boy screamed louder as the man pumped his cock deeper, his balls
pounded the small arse cheeks.
   Suddenly he let out a groan as he filled his seed deep into the boy, the
camera got a close up as his sperm trickled from the red bloody hole.  The
film ended with Paula speaking into the camera.
   "I wish to welcome you Sheila to our club, want to play with your kids?
They come from your body, why not enjoy them.  Let them make money for you,
You want the best orgasms possible too!  Lets be evil together"
   Paula smiled as the screen went black.
   In the bathroom Sheila got herself together, she couldnt believe what
had just happened.  The tingle was still there.
   She looked into the mirror and applied more eye liner and lipstick.
   She smiled and licked her lips .  I wonder if i could do the same to my
little shits.
   She smiled again.  She knew she had found something to make her feel
wonderful and so alive, even though it was so depraved and evil But she
knew because of that it was so exciting.
   She greeted Paula with a hug .
   "Thankyou Paula for doing the video.  I must admit it was so exciting. I
wondered how you could afford everything with no job, and now i know.  You
let perverts and pedo's have sessions with your kids for a price.  How much
do you charge?"
   "That guy in the video , I charged twenty thousand for full penetration"
replied Paula.
   " But if they want to hurt them or watch me hurt them i charge more. 
They pay because its a safe house and have full permission from me, their
mother"
   Wow!  Sheila was amazed," and whats great I suppose is that you get some
great fun from it too"
   "Yes.  The kids are drugged most of ther time as their injuries heal.  i
used to be a nurse so know what to do.  I love the evil of doing it to my
kids, and i think you could feel it too, and of course with my baby you
charge even more"
   "You let perverts do things to your baby?"
   A feeling again began to rise in Sheila's body.  She suddenly thought of
her 5 month old.  Maybe i could hire the little screaming shit out.
   An orgasm again raced through her.  Fuck she thought.  could i ?
   "If you want to take this further , you must first have a session with
your kids and abuse them ,if you enjoy it.  then your ready to start
earning money"
   "Oh Paula!  i want to, but could i?"
   "Yes you could, i know you Sheila.  you hate your kids, and what you
have just seen made you so alive and wonderful"
   "Yes your right" replied Sheila.  "I found this afternoon so fucking
wonderful.  What happens now?"
   "You come and live with me.  you will become my partner , your kids will
be drugged, and the fun can begin.  All the money your kids earn is yours"
You charge as much as you want.  I have so many perverts waiting .  They
will pay a lot to abuse and the younger the kid the more they pay"
   Sheila smiled .  my fucking kids are going to be the biggest sluts
possible.  Let the fun begin.  I cant wait to get to Paula's and have a
session with them.
   Fucking evil mother!  you haven't seen nothing yet!
   To be continued.
   Feedback always very welcome.
   robertafever@yahoo.co.uk
   
  
Sheila and the Feeling