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 Deanna by: Dr.  Paco Jones
   copyright 2012
   Chapter 28 - Marie and Lisa
   When we arrived back at the house there was a welcoming committee.  It
almost felt a little strange, but it was nice to have three beautiful women
greet us at the door.
   Tara, Marie and Lisa smiled and came down to help us drag our bags up to
the house.  We had a whole extra suitcase full of gifts, mementos and
trinkets that we'd picked up in the "junk shops".
   I was a bit surprised to see Marie and Lisa still there, but it was a
very pleasant surprise.  I always enjoyed their company.  They were not
only beautiful women, but also extremely intelligent and quite interesting
in their different interests.  We never had a lack of something to chat
about.
   Tara and Dee were hugging each other tightly until Tara pulled away from
her and asked, "When will you be absolutely sure sweetie?"
   "I'm already absolutely sure mom.  I think I felt it the moment it
happened, but let's see, this is Sunday so my period should be due
Wednesday or Thursday.  You know me, I'm never late, so if I'm not bleeding
to death by Thursday afternoon, I'd bet some money that I'm preggers!"
   Tara smiled at her daughter, "Well.  Are you happy?  You've only been
whining about it since you were sixteen."
   "You know I'm happy mom.  I've wanted to give Tommy a baby for a long
time, and now I will.  Oh.  I'm sure it's a girl also."
   Tara looked at Deanna and nodded her head with a huge smile.
   While all of this was going on I had dragged the bags up the stairs and
into our bedroom for unpacking and sorting to laundry.  I left the bag of
goodies in the living room.  There was plenty in there to give something to
everyone there.  It worked out pretty well though because I knew Marie was
into the paper maché brightly painted birds just like I was, so I'd have to
give up one or two of the souvenirs that I'd picked up for myself and give
them to Marie.  It's ok there were plenty to go around.  There were always
more where these came from!
   I was also into the carved, brightly painted fish as well which is
something Lisa collected.  It was good, because we had brought back a
little of everything and had shipped even more.  Dust collectors to add to
the collection already on numerous shelves.  I was going to have to hire a
maid just to dust.
   So we all got some drinks and sat in the living room to talk about the
trip.  Dee was in full motor mouth mode telling Marie, Lisa and her mom all
about Cabo and some of the things we had done.  She left out the juicy
stuff thankfully, as I'm sure the three of them could have guessed about
all of that.
   "The first day we got this rental car from the hotel.  It was an old
beat up Volkswagen bus but we had a blast in it.  We tripped all around the
place while Tommy showed me all the places he'd lived when he was living
down there.  They were some really nice places, especially the last one I
saw.  We couldn't get past the locked gate, but I could see it was a really
nice place."
   Lisa looked at her questioningly, "Locked gate?"
   "Yeah.  Most of the houses in that area have strong fences and locked
gates, because if the gates were open the cows from who knows where would
wander in and help themselves to the landscape and gardens."
   I filled in the blanks, "Mexico is pretty much an open range, so
livestock wander all over the place.  One of "Tom's" rules for Mexico is
that you don't travel the roads at night.  At least once a week you would
drive to town and there would be a dead cow by the side of the road.  You
can only imagine what that cow did to the car that hit it and people were
killed by cows all the time."
   "What did they do with the dead cow Tommy," Tara asked.
   Dee looked at me and I looked at her and we both began to chuckle.
   "Oh no.  They don't come out and butcher it on the side of the road do
they?"
   I let Dee tell them, "No, they leave it there on the side of the road.
After about a week it gets really big and bloated, something about gasses
as it decomposes.  After it's been there for a week or so, someone takes a
can of gas out and they burn it right where it lays."
   "Ewwwwwww," came from both Lisa and Marie.  "That's gross, why don't
they just bury it?"
   I laughed, "If they buried every cow that got hit by a car on the road,
they'd run out of space to dig the holes.  It's quicker, easier and cheaper
to just burn them once they rot enough they'll burn thoroughly.  When the
fire's done, someone goes in and sweeps up what is left and puts it in a
garbage can, and it's taken care of."
   "That's terrible," Marie squeaked out.
   "Well honey.  It's a third world country and like just about everywhere
else in the world they don't do things like we do here." They all nodded at
that, "I always tell people that are going to travel to a different country
to put their 'western brain' in a dish on their dresser before they leave.
Don't expect people in other places to do things or act like we do.  You're
visiting their house and it's rude to be judgmental of them based on your
own house.  International travel is a wonderful experience if you can just
leave your arrogant American attitude behind.  It's far more interesting to
get into the local culture and go with the flow there."
   To the understanding nods, I finished, "We earn our 'Ugly American' name
tag.  Believe me, Americans are the loudest, most arrogant, boorish pigs on
this earth.  We think we have a corner on life and our shit doesn't stink.
We only have a corner on our own, and show me an outhouse anywhere in this
country that smells like roses." I got chuckles at that comment.
   "People don't appreciate it when someone who doesn't know what the fuck
they're talking about come to their home and start badmouthing how they
live.  They fucking do the best they can with what they have and they're
proud of what they have.  And we should acknowledge that instead of making
fun or denigrating them.  We just figure that if we throw a few dollars
around we'll get respect.  Well, it don't work that way!"
   "Go into a barrio in most places in Mexico and you will see poverty. 
You'll see dirt floors in homes, but you know what?  Those dirt floors are
swept clean.  They have pride in what they have and don't worry about what
they don't have."
   "Then go to a ghetto here somewhere and what do you see?  People whining
and crying about what a raw deal they're getting when the government is
only giving them "X" dollars.  Huh?  Instead of dealing with what they have
and having pride in it, they bitch and complain about what they don't have
because the government is fucking them over.  Why should the government
give you shit?  Get off your fat ass and go to work.  I'll always help
someone who tries to help himself or herself, but if you're only there
looking for a handout - fuck you!
   "Ok.  I'm off my soapbox now," I said with a grin.
   Marie chuckled, "Shit Tom.  Get off the damned fence.  Tell us what you
really think!"
   I looked at her and blushed a little.  I'm pretty adamantly vocal about
what assholes we are to the rest of the world.  Most people can't relate
because most people haven't been where I've been.
   So Dee continued to tell them about fish tacos and how she'd learned to
make fresh tortillas for me, and what a torta was and how good all the food
was and how much fun we'd had everywhere we went.  She talked about Todos
Santos and La Paz, the gold mines in the hills and how they got gold out of
the ground.
   Everyone got a pretty good picture of our honeymoon!
   ----
   Another week had passed, and Dee had, in fact, missed her period telling
her that she was right and that she was pregnant.  It would be another
month before she'd go for medical confirmation, but she's studied enough on
the web to know exactly what she needed to do in order to make sure our
baby had the best chance of being a healthy baby.
   Marie and Lisa were still there, and nobody was anxious for them to
leave.  They had nothing going on at the home front, no pets, no jobs to
worry about, no people they had to report in to, just a mortgage check to
send off and apparently there weren't many of those left.
   From Tara's standpoint it was wonderful having them hanging around.  It
was like old times, and they could do it with Tom without issues cropping
up.
   They were all sitting around the living room having their evening drink,
except for Dee who was partaking of her usual vegetable juice and carrot
sticks.  She was on a serious health kick and everyone else was joining in
with her for the most part, exercising, and running, eating healthy, the
whole nine yards.
   Dee and Marie had drifted off again.  It wasn't a worried Dee this time;
she just wanted to talk with Marie for a little while.
   ----
   When they got into the side den, she closed the door and turned to Marie
with a smile.  She slowly walked up to her and kissed her passionately
working some tongue action into the mix.
   When the kiss ended, Marie looked at Dee and whispered, "Wow.  I like
that young lady."
   "Me too," said Dee softly.
   "I thought about all the stuff we talked about before the wedding and I
think you're right.  I certainly don't feel as insecure as I did then."
   With a huge grin, "You're married to him now sweetie.  You have your
hooks solidly set."
   They both giggled and moved to sit in the chair that was in the room. 
Side by side, they were nearly attached, Dee gently putting her hand on
Marie's thigh and looking up into her eyes.
   "I want to make love with Lisa tonight if it's ok with you Marie.  I
want you too, but I think Tommy and you need to work through the emotions
that still bum you both out."
   Marie looked at her with melancholy eyes then smiled at Dee saying,
"Dee. You're just 18.  You're not supposed to be able to think in those
kinds of terms."
   "There are psychologists that wouldn't be able to enunciate that opinion
as well as you just did."
   Dee smiled shyly, "Well, I just know that the three of you were very
much in love and it was very painful when it all broke up.  You're all
still affected by it, I can tell, and you all really need to deal with it."
   Marie just smiled at her nodding slightly.
   "I mean, you and Lisa have gone on with your lives, and so has Tommy,
but you still have that pain in your hearts somewhere in the background. 
You need to bring it to the foreground, deal with it and be done with it!"
   Marie looked at her and softly whispered, "You're right honey.  We
really do, but you have to understand, you have never felt the kind of pain
we put on each other.  Tom really didn't want to leave, and we really
didn't want him to, but we all knew he had to go.  He needed to get on with
his life, because it wasn't going to be with a couple of 'dykes'," she said
with a big grin, lightening up the conversation a little.  "We knew that
Tom loved your mom and that she loved him too, but because of what happened
with your father, she immersed herself in her work."
   Dee nodded and whispered, "Yeah."
   "You loved Tom so she kept him around.  I wouldn't say she was stringing
him along because I know she really loved him a lot.  She just couldn't
take time or attention away from her job to concentrate on any kind of
relationship.  I'm sure she enjoyed Tom's visits; a woman has needs.  You
needed a male role model and Tom was always there for you."
   Dee nodded her head and said, "Mom knew I was in love with him the first
time I set eyes on him.  I think she just figured it was puppy love, and it
may have been at that point, how can an 8 year old really know what love
is?"
   Marie smiled and gave her a quick noogy before she continued.
   "Dee.  Your mom loves Tom a lot, and I mean a lot.  What I've seen
between you and Tom, I don't think your mom could match, but you seem to be
ok with sharing him with her.  That's a very courageous thing to do honey,
especially knowing the love between the two of them."
   "I know mom isn't going to 'steal' him away from me Marie, the same as I
know that you and Lisa aren't going to do that either.  I want mom to be
happy, and I know loving Tommy makes her happy.  I know she's very happy
that he and I have done what we've done.  She's said she's not sure she
could have done it again after dad.  She knows Tom couldn't be that way,
but it was one of those 'psych issues' that she hasn't worked through."
   Marie looked at her in awe, "Dee.  Have you ever thought about studying
psychology?  You are a natural at it."
   "Mom said the same thing.  Maybe.  I don't know.  Right now I want to
concentrate on giving Tommy this baby girl," she said before she'd known
it, shooting her hand up to her mouth and looking at Marie with large eyes.
   "Dee?  You're pregnant?" Marie asked.
   Dee nodded.  "I missed my period last week and I'm as regular as
clockwork." Then smiling, "I really felt it happen when it did.  I was
being inducted into the mile high club."
   Marie laughed loudly at that description.  "The mile high club, aye? 
Well that's as good a time as any I suppose.  When the baby gets older and
asks you about it you can say it happened at 35,000 feet over San Diego or
some such thing."
   Dee laughed, "I'd never thought of that.  That's a good one.  I'll have
to remember it!"
   "Does your mom know?"
   "Oh yeah.  She knew the moment it happened too.  Mom and me are
connected that way.  I'm not even going to see a doctor for another month,
but I don't have any doubt, and I also know it's going to be a little
girl."
   "That's so cool," lamented Marie with a far away look.
   "You want to have a baby too, don't you Marie?"
   "I don't know Dee.  I've thought about it before, and it seems like the
'womanly' thing to do, but I'm just not sure."
   "Then you should wait," Dee said putting her arms around Marie.
   "Oh I know honey.  I know." Then looking at Dee kind of tentatively
asked, "How would you feel about Tom being a father to my child?"
   Without any hesitation, "I think it would be totally bitchen, as long as
it's what you really wanted!"
   "Like Lisa honey, Tom is the only man I would ever consider doing that
kind of thing with.  I guess it's something to think about," Then with a
big smile, "You planted the seed you little shit."
   Both laughed roundly at that comment, hugging each other closely and
kissing again.
   "So you don't have any problem with me loving with Lisa tonight?" Dee
asked softly.
   "Not at all sweetie.  I'm not sure about handling Tom, but you are
right. It's something we both need to face head on.  I know he loves me,
and I totally love him, so we shouldn't have that big a problem.  It's just
the emotions of 'parting' again that is worrisome."
   Dee whispered, "Maybe we can do something about that too." And just let
it float.
   ----
   She took Marie's hand in hers and they wandered back into the living
room to join everyone else.
   Tara and me looked up when they re-entered, but we were facing the
direction they were coming from.  Both were smiling so I figured that Marie
took her aside to give her some additional reassurances.
   What I didn't know was the overall impact of what she had said.  I'd
find out very soon, but I gotta admit, it blew me away.
   Marie came back and plopped down next to Lisa with a big smile so
whatever it was made everyone involved happy.  Dee went over to the bar and
mixed herself another drink then yelled over to see if anyone else needed a
refill.  Dee had been pretty much drinking fruit juice, so it wasn't a big
deal as far as alcohol was concerned.  She enjoyed it once in a while, but
preferred just plain juice.
   Lisa popped up her hand and said, "Me!  I need a refill please.  I'll
come over and bring my glass."
   ----
   With that she stood up and went over to the bar where Dee was mixing
whatever anyone needed.  When Lisa got there she sat on a stool at the bar
and handed Dee her glass.  "Straight Jack Daniels, please.  Same thing Tom
drinks."
   Dee looked up at her and smiled, "He really likes that stuff, but
doesn't drink all that much."
   "Yeah.  He kind of got me the taste for it a long time ago and I still
like it.  If you've never tried it, get some Gentleman Jack and try it! 
Smooth!"
   "There's some here if you'd prefer that Lisa.  I haven't poured yet,"
she said smiling.
   "Oh.  Yes please.  If there's some there I'd love that instead."
   Dee put some ice in the glass, and then asked, "You want it on ice or
straight up?"
   "On ice please.  I like it cold, and it gets it watered down just a
little which is nice."
   The ice in the glass, Dee poured her about three fingers and put a sprig
of mint in the glass just for looks."
   Lisa smiled at her and took a small sip, then smiled widely.  She
started to stand up to go back to the conversation, but Dee stopped her.
   "Lisa, can I ask you something?" Dee asked nervously.
   "Sure sweetie, what's up?" Lisa said with a reassuring smile.  Knowing
that Marie had taken her in to talk about things before the wedding and
could see that Dee was a little more relaxed than she'd been before.
   "Well, Marie and I were talking a while back," noting Lisa nodding her
head.  "Well, I guess...  Uh, what I wanted to...  Uh, what I wanted to ask
you is if I could sleep with you tonight?  I mean, everybody has been so
good not to worry about things before the wedding, and now that we're back,
I think we can all take care of each other some.  If it's ok with Tom, he
and Marie can get to know each other again."
   "Oh trust me Dee.  They know each other very well, but it's nothing that
you will ever have to worry about," looking Dee directly in the eyes.
   "Yeah.  That's what she said." Then very shyly, "Actually I told her
that I'd like to sleep with both of you.  You're both very beautiful women.
Tommy sure wasn't exaggerating any of that!"
   "Well thank you sweetie." Then with a snorted chuckle, "It's nice for an
old broad to hear that once in a while."
   "You're not old Lisa.  Aren't you about the same age as mom?"
   "A little older, but not worth mentioning," she noted with a smile. 
Then looking Dee directly in the eyes, "Dee.  I'd love to make love with
you.  You are a very beautiful young lady, and it's been a long time since
I've had the opportunity.  I think Marie will be able to convince Tom that
a romp in the hay will be good for them both."
   Then laughing, "She hasn't had a cock in her pussy since the last time
she and Tom made love the night before...  well the night before he left."
Lisa was starting to drop some tears thinking about it.
   "Wow," Dee whispered.  "It was really hard on all of you wasn't it?"
   Lisa looked up at her and just nodded her head.  Looking straight into
Dee's eyes, Lisa told her, "We all loved each other a lot Dee.  We still
do, and it was a difficult decision to come here for this, but because we
love him we wouldn't miss his tying the knot with a woman he loves as much
as he loves you."
   Dee hesitantly whispered, "I'm glad that you all accepted Lisa.  I think
it's something that Tommy needs to deal with.  From what I've seen, maybe
you guys too."
   "You have to understand, that I have no problems with him loving other
women.  The problem I have is my own insecurity.  I know he won't run away,
but it's hard for me to convince myself of that sometimes."
   "You don't have a thing to worry about sweetie.  He's so attached to you
that if he did run away, he wouldn't know which way to go."
   "I wish I could convince myself of that at times.  I mean I know he's
not going to go running around behind my back.  Like I told Marie, he gets
enough strange pussy around here that he doesn't need to go anywhere else.
He always makes sure that I am well taken care of and that I know he isn't
going anywhere.  He's even said that he would let me do something with
another guy, but I haven't ever found another guy that I'd want to do
anything with.  I have to say though, that Bob was interesting, and Janell
was a dream."
   Then blushing, "I'll admit though that on the flight back while Tom was
in back with Leslie I gave the copilot and the pilot a good blow job."
   Lisa looked at Dee very seriously and said softly, "Me neither Dee.  Tom
is the only man who has ever touched me intimately.  He'll also be the only
man who EVER touches me intimately.  He is a very special man Dee, and you
are a very lucky young lady, but I'm sure you already know that."
   Dee nodded her head and whispered, "Yeah.  I sure do." Then looking up
at her with eyes that were dancing and sparkling, she chuckled, "I wanted
to fuck him when I was barely thirteen, but mom wouldn't let me." Then
chuckling even more, "She said I was far too young to understand the
consequences."
   Lisa looked at her with a smile and asked, "Well?"
   "She was right," then quickly added, "But don't ever tell her I said
that!"
   They were both laughing about that.
   "How old were you when you finally 'got him'?" Lisa asked.
   Dee smiled and replied, "Fifteen.  But I was almost sixteen.  I sort of
forced mom into leaving me with him when she had to go over to Asia to work
for a year." She paused to take a sip of her drink, "Mom knew what I was
after, and still did it."
   Dee laughed, "She said she couldn't believe that he'd held out as long
as he had." Then looking at Lisa deeply, "Mom and me are connected Lisa. 
I'm sure she knows what we're talking about right now.  I know her feelings
and frustrations too.  It's really weird.  Two days after we made love for
the first time, she called.  I knew who it was, and I always do.  Tommy
laughs because I always pick up the phone when it's her and say, 'Hi mom.
How are you doing?' before I say anything else.  I just know it's her, but
that morning when she called the first thing she said to me was, 'How was
it?  Was it as good as you had always dreamed it would be?'"
   Lisa smiled at her and nodded.
   "I mean, how would she know?  I'd been after him for 6 months and I
guess he'd finally had enough of the teasing and was going to try to scare
me or something.  Well, he found out that it was what I wanted all along
and that I didn't want to do anything else in my life except make him
happy. I knew that the first time I ever saw him when I was 8."
   "He'll return that happiness in spades Dee.  In fact later, when we're
in bed, I'd like to talk to you about something and ask you some
questions."
   Dee just nodded her head and whispered, "Ok." She had a fair idea what
Lisa wanted to talk about but Marie had said not to tell anyone, so she was
just going to play it dumb, and let Lisa ask."
   Dee had moved around from behind the bar and sat on a stool next to Lisa
for some of their talk.  It was suddenly silent while they both
internalized their own thoughts.
   Lisa was looking forward to a special evening with this young woman. 
She knew her instructor and had great expectations in her abilities to
please another person.  Tom was an incredible lover, so incredible that she
was going to ask Dee for permission to make love to him with intercourse,
intercourse for the first time in her 34 years.  She was more scared he'd
turn her down than scared of the act itself.  She was actually looking
forward to it to see if it was the empty feeling she's been having all
these years.
   Dee was looking at the beautiful woman sitting next to her.  She'd never
had sex with a "lesbian", a woman that had never had a man, well except for
Heather, but that had changed too.  She knew that it might change while she
was here and conceptually didn't have any problem with it at all.  She knew
Tom would take her very gently, and probably rock her world.  We'd see what
the conversation was about later tonight when they're in the complete
privacy of the bedroom.  She chuckled to herself when she thought about it,
but she couldn't wait to get Lisa naked and make love with her.
   ----
   They both left the bar and walked back to the living room where everyone
else was still sitting, listening to music, and talking quietly.  Lisa went
and sat next to Marie, nearly attaching herself to Marie's body.  Marie
looked at her with a grin, and Lisa leaned in and kissed her tenderly. 
They looked lovingly into each other's eyes giving each the messages they
had intended.
   Marie smiled, and gave a little shrug, but she leaned in to kiss Lisa
again and placing her mouth at her ear she whispered very softly, "Enjoy
her Lee.  Don't worry about anything else.  Just focus on loving Dee
tonight.  I'll get my turn, but I'm in no hurry."
   Then she pulled away momentarily to look into Lisa's eyes again and give
her a quick peck on the lips then moved her mouth to Lisa's ear once more,
"Have you decided?"
   Then she pulled her face back again to get her answer from Lisa's eyes.
She smiled at what she saw.  It was hopefully only a matter of time now
before Lisa knew what a man's penis felt like pushed all the way inside of
her.  She'd feel that warmth when his sperm splashed its way into her womb
in search of a fertile egg.
   She gave Lisa a knowing smile letting her know she understood then
kissed her letting her know that she not only approved, but felt excitement
for her life partner.
   Dee had set herself onto Tom's lap gently, and putting her drink on the
table wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him deeply.  It was a
kiss full of love and affection.  When she pulled her face back and looked
into his eyes, hers sparkled.  She kissed him lightly on the tip of his
nose.
   Her mouth touched his ear.  He could feel the warm breath and the flick
of her tongue while she teased him a little.  Then she whispered so softly
he nearly didn't hear her, "I'm going to sleep with Lisa tonight if it's ok
with you Tommy."
   She moved her face back to look into his eyes, which showed surprise,
then mellowed into acceptance and love.
   He whispered to her, "Are you sure baby?"
   She nodded and said very softly, "I'm really looking forward to it."
Then putting her mouth next to his ear again whispered, "I think Marie
would like to reminisce about old times if it doesn't cause emotional
turmoil, but that's something you will both need to talk about and
determine."
   She pulled her face away to look into his eyes again and quietly
whispered, "They both still love you a lot Tommy.  I hope you can return
that love without causing yourself any emotional grief."
   He looked at her with far away eyes.  She'd seen these eyes before.  He
was no longer with them for the moment.  Where he'd gone, she couldn't
predict.  She just knew he was no longer there.
   She wrapped herself around him lovingly, knowing that he'd be back soon,
and wanted to make sure he knew she loved him when he did return.  She
didn't know what the outcome of all of this would be, but she knew he
needed to deal with it once and for all.  She was now his woman, and there
was no need for emotional pain surrounding either of his two old friends.
They should be able to be just that.  Friends.  She actually hoped that
they would be extremely close friends and maintain the deep love they'd
always felt.
   Tara had prepared her for the emotional turmoil she'd be witnessing and
perhaps some of the emotional turmoil she would feel inside of herself. 
Tara was not only her mom, but also her very best friend, and in the past
couple days had been being only best friend.
   Mom knew what her daughter needed.  She didn't need a mom right now
introducing mom shit into her mix.  She needed a best friend and confidant
to express her deepest fears with.  She knew that Lisa and Marie were going
to be there a couple weeks before the wedding, and now that they were
actually here, Tara did everything she could to assure Dee that everything
was going to be fine.
   Tara knew that neither Lisa nor Marie would cause or wanted to cause any
problems with Tom and/or Dee.  They were honored that Dee would have asked
them to be bridesmaids.  It meant a lot to them.
   Tara also knew that the wild card in the whole scenario would be Lisa
and what she wanted to do.  If she truly wanted to have intercourse with
Tom it threw a whole new dimension into things, though it wouldn't change
any of the overall outcome.  She smiled to herself when she thought about
Lisa finally feeling the warm cock of a man deep inside her pussy.  The
only man she would ever let touch her was Tom, so if he wouldn't do it with
her, she'd truly die a virgin.  The only man she ever trusted was Tom.
   Tara was trying to figure out what she was going to do with herself
tonight.  It looked like Marie and Tom would be getting reacquainted.  Dee
wanted Lisa, so that kind of left her by herself.  Maybe she'd call Carol
and see if she wanted to come by and maybe stay the night.
   Dee gave Tom a goodnight kiss with sparkling eyes.  He knew she was
going to grab Lisa and head off to bed.  He also knew that he and Marie
would be doing the same and hopefully it would all work out.
   There was a quiet knock at the garage door into the kitchen, and Carol
popped her head in and said, "Anybody home?"
   "Nope.  We all left," Tara replied.
   "Oh bummer, and I came over hoping to get some lovin'," Carol said with
a grin.
   Dee moved over in front of Lisa and put out her hands inviting her to
stand and join her.  Lisa looked up at her with loving eyes, and turned to
kiss Marie before standing, putting her hand in Dee's, and walking with her
to the bedroom that she and Marie have been sharing.
   Almost as soon as Carol got there she and Tara went off to Tara's room,
leaving only Marie and me in the living room.  We looked at each other,
both feeling a little uncomfortable at our situation.
   I was the first to break the spell.  "C'mere sweetie," I said to her
softly putting out my hands.
   Marie smiled at me nervously, stood up and walked over to my easy chair
putting her hands in mine.  To my slight tug, she moved her butt around,
gently sat in my lap, put her arms around my neck, and gazed lovingly into
my eyes.
   "How'd we end up like this?" she whispered.
   I smiled and said softly, "Dee."
   Marie smiled at me and said, "You really love that woman don't you
Tommy?"
   "Sweetie I can only think of three other women I've ever known that are
even in the same ballpark with my feelings for Deanna."
   "Do you want to tell me?" she asked coyly.
   "I don't need to tell you Marie.  You know damned good and well who all
three of them are."
   Smiling, she nodded her head slowly and replied softly, "Yes I do. 
Thank you Tom.  Believe me the feeling is mutual and has never diminished.
Not even a little."
   "How's your heart angel?" I asked plainly.
   "It aches on occasion, but honey, I have my life partner the same as you
do now.  I love you Tom and I always will.  If it hadn't been for my
commitment to Lisa I'd have scooped you up in a heartbeat."
   "You did," I said softly.  "Despite Lisa, you swept me off of my feet
and made me love you.  The only regret that I've ever had is that we
weren't able to keep that feeling alive, but we all three knew it was the
right thing to do."
   She nodded her head and with a very heavy sigh, "Yes it was.  I do
regret we weren't able to reconcile the differences in our lifestyles, but
you also had someone who loved you in a way that you could maybe have a
somewhat 'normal' life."
   "She was too obsessed with other things Marie.  I don't think she ever
recovered from 'the asshole'.  I still think she is haunted by it, even
today.  I'm really glad that Dee has accepted Tara as an equal.  Tara will
never be my wife, but I don't love her any less than I ever have."
   "Nor would Dee expect you to.  She's aware of your love for Tara, and
your love for me and Lisa by the way."
   "You probably already figured it out, but she orchestrated this whole
scenario tonight, with the exception of Carol.  Tara had to take care of
that herself."
   "I figured as much.  I know she wants you too dear heart.  She's an
extremely passionate lover, so be prepared."
   "I know her teacher," she said with a smile.  "I have great expectations
for the Missus!  I'm sure I'll get a full report from Ms.  Lisa sometime
tomorrow."
   I laughed and nodded my head.
   "Tom, I have to be up front with you before we head off to bed, and yes
I want you to make love to me in the worst way.  My problem is that I won't
want you to ever stop.  That's not an option anymore, but what I wanted to
tell you was that Lisa wants you too."
   "I figured as much," I said.
   "No Tom, She wants to have intercourse with you."
   "Whaa -- ?"
   "Don't be so surprised Thomas.  She's been dreaming of your cock in her
pussy for years, and I think now she wants it to happen," Marie said
softly. Then looking him directly in the eyes, "She's my lover Tommy, I
love her more than life itself.  Please baby be very gentle with her.  Make
it so good she'll want to come back for more.  I know you do that already,
but I just wanted to tell you from me.  Love her Tom.  Show her how much
you truly love her, and please, accept her love in return."
   I nodded and spaced away.  She was as used to seeing me do that as Dee.
Like Dee, she just held me until I came back.
   When the flash was over I wiggled a little in the chair causing Marie to
stand.  She faced me and put out her hands to pull me out of the chair. 
When I was upright, I put my arms around her and as I began to sob, told
her, "God I love you Marie."
   Tears began to drip down her face as well.  She whispered to me, "I love
you too Tom, more than I can believe, but I do."
   We put our arms around each other and after locking things up and
turning off the lights, made our way to the master bedroom, where we were
going to love each other like never before.
   ----
   It appeared that no one wanted to be disturbed tonight.  All the doors
were closed, which is our signal around the house that says "Do Not
Disturb".  Considering the pairings, I'm not all that surprised.
   Dee and Lisa certainly didn't want their love making interrupted.  Tara
and Carol probably just closed the door because everyone else's would be
closed.  It's not anything anyone gets uptight over.
   So when Marie and I got to the master, it wasn't unexpected that I would
close the door so that whatever Marie and I decided to do or not to do was
a private matter.
   The first thing she did was head directly to the master bath and starts
the shower running.  When she was satisfied that it wouldn't flood the
place, she came back to the doorway and stood there looking at me
longingly.
   She took one step forward so that she was in the bedroom by one step,
and began to unbutton the blouse she had been wearing.  I knew there was
nothing under it because I'd been watching those beautiful breasts move in
that cover all day.
   Her eyes closed about half way, she looked up at me, and in a typical
Marie sultry voice said, "Care to join me sailor?"
   Well, she didn't need to ask me twice.  I had been dealing with the
emotional turmoil I was feeling all day.  I loved this woman deeply and I
knew that nothing would ever change that.  I also knew that she felt
exactly the same.  We both had our "soul mates" and it wasn't each other.
   She also knew I loved Lisa just as much as I loved her, which always
seemed to be a bit strange to me considering that Lisa has always been 100%
lesbian, or at least is at the present moment.  It sounded like that may
not be the case by the time they left here.
   I saw how Dee had reacted to the two of them and how she looked at them.
There was no jealousy in her look, only lust.  Dee had just as much lust
for Marie and Lisa as I did.  The future was going to be rather
interesting.
   By the time I'd thought of that and more, she was standing in front of
me with nothing on but her birthday suit and I was the same.  We looked at
each other like it was the first time.  I saw nervous in her eyes, and
couldn't believe it.  Well, I guess I could.  I think, like me, she was
afraid of rejection.  Afraid that after all this time and build up, that I
wouldn't be able to make love with her.
   The same thoughts ran through my mind, that's how I knew what was going
through hers.  I was scared to death that after everything we'd been
through, there wouldn't be that energy or want from her.  After all, she
had Lisa, and for all intents and purpose she was still a gay woman.
   It was those kinds of unnecessary emotions that would cause us to act
like we did once in the shower.  We were like two lovers that had just
picked up the other in a bar and decided to go home with them.  Well,
that's essentially what Marie had done with me so many years ago, but
that's beside the point.
   We stood a foot apart, looking at each other nervously.  After a few
minutes I noticed her eyes well up with tears.  We both reacted the same.
We moved into each other to give comfort, and her hands went around my neck
and mine went around her waist, but it didn't stop at gentle comforting. 
We found each other's lips and began a kiss that was reminiscent of days
gone by.  If there was any hesitation I certainly didn't detect any and
there certainly wasn't any on my part.
   We kissed for quite some time actually, and when we broke apart to look
into the other's eyes it was very intense.
   "I love you Marie," I whispered.  "I always will."
   Her tears began to drain from her eyes in a flood, but she whispered,
"I'll always love you Tom.  More than you will ever be able to understand."
   Our grips tightened and our lips met again, softly at first then with
growing passion we tried to devour each other.  Any hesitations we may have
felt were gone.  This was the Marie that I loved so very deeply that it
almost killed me to leave.  There was no space for those thoughts.  It was
the two of us, she and I, together again, still very much in love, and
ready to reaffirm that love.
   Our kiss ended slowly, but the passion didn't.  It was melting both of
us.  Looking into her eyes, I brought my hands up to her shoulders and
gently spun her around and began to move us both towards the falling water.
   We probably spent twenty or thirty minutes in the shower reacquainting
ourselves.  She knew my body, it hadn't really changed, and I knew hers. 
It hadn't changed at all.  We reintroduced ourselves to the passion we had
felt so many years ago, and still feel today.
   She finally turned and put her arms around my neck and started a soft
kiss darting her tongue to my lips and once my tongue found hers, it was a
dual.  I put my hands under her buns, lifted slightly, and began to push
her backwards just a little.
   When I had her in the spot I wanted, I whispered, "Sit sweetie.  There's
a bench right behind you."
   Without even looking, trusting my word, she bent at the knees and began
to lower her ass down to the rock bench that I'd had built into the shower
for just this purpose.
   As she was moving her butt down to the seat, I was lowering myself to my
knees in front of her.  I didn't have to apply any pressure to hers to get
them where I wanted them; it was like she knew exactly where I wanted them
and what I was going to do.
   "Oh god Tom, you don't know how many times I've dreamed about this. 
You're the only man who's ever been able to do this to me.  You're the last
man who did this to me."
   I smiled at her, pulling her face down to mine kissing her tenderly
before letting her relax her body for the attack to come.
   I put my mouth gently on one breast licking all the way around its
perimeter, while softly massaging the other.  Both my hand and my mouth
took its closest nipple at precisely the same time.  My tongue licking and
my lips nipping, while on the other side, the stiff little nip was between
fingers being massaged softly.  Then without any notice, hands and mouth
switched sides, and gave appropriate attention to the other.
   Marie's body began to shake while her moans got louder and more
pronounced.  I could tell she was on the very edge, so I took the nipple
between my lips and put my teeth to it gently and biting down softly.  At
the same time I took the other between my thumb and forefinger and began to
gently twirl it around.
   "AwwwwggoooodddddddddTommmmmm," she let out in a long moan. 
"Ffucckkkkkkkkkkmeeeeeeee.  Ah...  agh...  agh...  Shit."
   While her mouth was rounding the potty, her body stiffened and her
thighs held on to my sides with very stiff pressure.  Her abdomen was
undulating in spasm while her arms and legs twitched uncontrollably.
   That's the Marie I remember.  She was panting heavily after her body
decided to relax for a moment, her thighs releasing the rest of me, so that
I could move a bit more freely.  While she was recovering and her tummy was
shaking and twitching, I began my next assault by moving my mouth and
active tongue down her body to her belly button doing a few turns around
that while increasing the circle so I would reach those nerve rich areas
most men don't spend any time with.
   She began to moan very loudly again as my tongue licked her from her hip
to her breast and back down again, repeating the same action on the other
side.  I did this numerous times while her body just continued to shake and
throw in a big spasm every so often.
   I was down between her legs now working on her inner thighs just below
her dripping vulva.  Her labia were just as tight as always protecting the
entrance into her sweet tunnel of love.  I noted the sentry on duty as much
as possible and ran my thumb just up to and barely touching.
   When my thumb touched her clit I thought she was going to jump off the
seat, and got a kind of screaming moan.  I moved my tongue to the bottom of
her slit and moved it slowly and gently upward to where my thumb was making
wide circles around the soldier at the gate.
   I licked up and down a few times avoiding the nubbin on purpose, but her
moans were getting louder and I could feel her body heading for that
precipice overlooking the bottomless abyss.  One last upward lick ended up
putting pressure onto her clit and as I was beginning to move the tip of my
tongue around to circle the fort, she fell screaming over the edge raging
hell bent for election into the valley of "O" for a forceful visit.
   ----
   In the next room over, Dee looked up from licking on Lisa's pussy with a
smile and said, "It sounds like Marie is having a good time too."
   Lisa groaned again when Dee put her tongue back into her soaking slit
and ran it around like someone else she knew.
   This girlie had learned her lessons very well.  It was only reinforcing
her resolve to finally let Tom put his cock deep inside of her where no man
had been before and no man, other than him, would ever go.
   She knew what he was doing to Marie, because Dee was doing much the same
to her, but Dee didn't have that protrusion she was yearning for.  She was
very satisfied and very content with everything Dee had been doing, but
like with Marie this past bunch of years, she just seemed to have an empty
feeling she didn't quite understand fully.
   She resolved to find out if Toms cock was what she was yearning for. 
She'd talk to Dee a little later to make sure it was good with her, but she
needed him to relieve her of her virginity.
   As she was thinking about that, Dee pushed her over the edge once more.
This was a long free fall into the valley, and brought out some fairly loud
reinforcement telling Dee she was doing a very good job.
   While Lisa was stiff and twitching, Dee gently licked over the little
nub to keep the orgasm going a bit longer, but then began to move up Lisa's
body kissing, licking and when she reached breasts, she suckled them for a
few moments before licking Lisa's face, neck and shoulders.
   Lisa began to relax just a bit with strong twitches getting farther
between while Dee looked at her face and lowered her lips to Lisa's kissing
her softly, licking on her lower lip so that Lisa knew to open just enough
for Dee's tongue to find hers.
   Lisa hugged Dee to her tightly as her latest visit became further away.
They looked into each other's eyes, unbelieving what had just happened. 
Dee's eyes were sparkling and dancing letting Lisa know that she had not
only enjoyed what she had done, but was still enjoying being with this very
special woman.
   ----
   I had turned off the water and with a couple towels dried Marie and
myself before picking her up in my arms and carrying her to the bed.  I
gently laid her down and moved to slide in next to her.
   Her breathing was still pretty erratic, considering how long it had been
since the last orgasm started.  She was coming around slowly, her eyes
opening a little and when she saw me, smiled weakly.
   I gave her butterfly kisses all over her face, her neck, and her
breasts, licking softly as I moved around them.  She was weakly trying to
put her arms around my neck to pull me down.  I just lowered myself so that
she could make eye contact.
   She smiled at me and whispered, "Wow.  You sure haven't lost your touch
sailor."
   I smiled at her and said softly, "I get a lot of good practice."
   "She's a lucky woman Thomas, you be sure to take damned good care of
her." Then added, "I thought I heard Lisa a bit ago, but I was floating so
who knows what it was."
   "It was Lisa sweetie.  I'm guessing that Miss Dee was giving her a bit
of what you were getting," I said with a big grin.
   Marie gave me a wry smile and nodded her head.  She pulled my head down
to where she could kiss me again, and gave me a soft quick loving peck.
   She whispered, "Make love to me Tom.  Now, please.  I've been yearning
for your cock since the last time we did this.  I want you in me, and I
hope we'll fall asleep with it still inside me.  Please baby, do me now?"
   With the pleading look in her eyes, there was no way I could tease her
anymore, I just couldn't bring myself to do it.
   I moved myself over her and when my knees were between hers, she moved
her legs up so that her knees were at my hips and her feet were locked
together just above my butt.  There was no playing, or rubbing or anything
other than dropping the end of my penis into the split between her labia
and pushing gently, though firmly into her vagina until I hit her cervix.
   She let out a screaming moan like I've never heard from her.  Her eyes
looked into mine and I saw the depth of her soul.  She was wholly open to
me, as I was to her at that very moment.  Once again we were one, joined
together as a single entity with a single primal purpose, a purpose that
would not be fulfilled this night.
   Oh how I have missed this.  I've missed this wonderful woman.  She is so
very special to me, as are Lisa and Dee.  Each in their own way, I love
them to the bottom of my soul, Tara as well.  I can't leave her out of the
mix, four women that can have ultimate control over me at any time they
desire, but three deferring to one.  Deanna.
   I held myself buried to the balls for quite some time while we kissed,
and whispered to each other.  Then we set up a slow, deliberate rhythm of
loving each other.  This was truly making love; there was no "fuck" in this
activity.
   I was giving her my total love, and I was accepting hers.  Dee is the
only other woman I've ever had like this, and felt like this.  Tara's very
close, but not like Marie.  I wondered about Lisa.
   Everyone had assured Dee that there wouldn't be any change in how I feel
and there won't be, but there will be a change in the way I look at Marie,
Lisa, Tara and my loving wife.  Dee will see it first thing in the morning,
and hopefully it won't be to disconcerting to her.  She's still the only
woman ever at the very top of my list.  I can love Marie, I can love Lisa
and I can love Tara, but I can't love any of them the way I love Deanna.
   I think Marie could see these thoughts running through me.  I don't know
how, but like Dee and Tara, Marie and I have always had this kind of
connection like that when we allowed it.
   As I mentioned before, they had been on the fringes of the "psychic"
group and did have the abilities when they allowed it.
   I had my guard down because there was no reason to have it up.
   "She'll know baby.  She'll feel your love, like I'm feeling it right
now. I know you love me Tom and I can feel the intensity of that love, I
can feel it inside me.  But I can also feel the conflict and the total love
you have for your wife and your concern.  You don't have to worry honey,
she'll know."
   I started to get a little teary, but tried to hold it back, "Love me
tonight Tom.  Love Lisa when it happens, but love Dee always!
   Putting her hands softly on each side of my face she continued, "I know
you already do, but I think right now, at this moment, you need to be
reminded, reassured.  I love you baby, but I belong to Lisa.  I love her
too; in very much the same way you love Deanna.  I hope that we can
continue to see each other and do this, but never at the expense of our
true loves."
   As usual, she was so right.  She had everything in perspective and knew
exactly how to convey it to me.  I felt exactly what she had said, but
there is no way I'd have ever been able to verbalize it.  I leaned down and
gave her the passionate kiss she so much deserved.  When our eyes met,
there was nothing but love in them and the love in her eyes was surrounding
my penis as the love in my eyes was filling her vagina.
   She'd already come three or four times while we were sharing our love,
and this last time when her internal muscles decided they were going to get
what they wanted, I exploded in her causing her to give up the strongest
orgasm she'd had all night.  It was so intense, that when I was done with
my spurts, I stayed hard inside her.
   It took her some time to come around from this one like it did from that
last one in the shower, but I rolled off to the side of her making sure our
legs were entwined together holding my stiffness firmly inside the velvet
tunnel in which it found itself.
   After our eyes had conveyed our true feelings for each other again, and
our lips were finished devouring each other for the time being, I reached
up and turned the lights off.
   With me still deep inside of her, we fell towards slumber land together,
in each others arms, still loving, still feeling, still one.
   
  
Chapter 28 - Marie and Lisa