Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. David and Willow by {DaddyDom} (MF rom cons Mdom sm oral rough) They lay in the king size bed together. His hand is on her knee, friendly. Comforting, but not sexual. He doesn't push. "Did I give you enough space yet?" She looks at him, and raises her eyebrow. "Have I done the 'Sensitive Man' thing enough?" She laughs and touches his arm. "Because I really just want to slam you down on the mattress and take liberties." She lays on his shoulder, touching the back of his hand. "I'd let you." He smiles, dark and mischievous. He rolls on top of her and pins her arms to the bed. "If you had any say in the matter..." He pauses, leaning down to chew softly on one of her nipples. She growls softly. "That would be so sweet." She smiles wickedly, then quickly covers her mouth, stifling a small yawn. "You OK baby?" She stretches a little, yawning. "Sleepy." He adjusts himself from the dominant position, laying next to her. "Want to hit the sack? We can take care of this in the morning." He smiles, touching the swell of her hip. "Yes." She rolls towards him, arms wrapping around a pillow like a security blanket. He touches her hair. "S'okay. We've got our entire lives to be together." She smiles and squeezes the pillow. "I just can't keep my eyes open." He looks at her work clothes, so carefully arranged on the hotel room chair. "You need the sleep. You've got to be brilliant tomorrow." She nods and he squeezes her hand. "The letter... and today... you really know how to show a boy you're serious." Her smile grows. Her cheeks redden. "So it's not scary?" He smiles, but it's not enough to soothe her concerns. "Because I don't expect anything from you." "The fact that you listened to my work," he says, searching for the right words. "I really don't expect anything. I want you to know that." He finds the words. He's embarrassed. "It made me cry a little. I know you don't expect anything. But you'll get it." He wraps his arm around her, and pulls her close. She hides her face in his chest. "Frankly," he says, playing with a stray lock of her hair. "I'm a little sick of God smacking us about the head with hints." He smiles and says to no one in particular "We get it... thanks." She giggles. "We can take it from here." She laughs again, and the tension broken, she feels a little more comfortable with him. She touches his chest lightly with her fingers. "I know." "It's like having a friend constantly trying to set you up with someone." She steals a quick kiss. "I wanted to have sex tonight, I really did. But I'm so sleepy. I feel like I need something to distract me from the heaviness." He grins and slides down her body. He presses his lips to her navel, and blows a loud raspberry. She giggles. "That's not fair. I'm ticklish." He smiles and takes her back into his arms. "Don't worry, darling. I'll never get so syrupy sweet that I can't hold you down and discipline you." She purrs for him and he kisses her on the nose. "Now sleep well, wake up, and show everyone you're not just a pretty smile and an amazing set of-" He pauses, nuzzling his face into her breasts "Drafting tools." She bites her bottom lip. "Well maybe for a few minutes... I could stay awake for this" She throws a leg over him and traces little patterns in the sparse hair on his chest. "So tell me about your mood right now? Because this is your night. Tomorrow I'll take you how I please." She groans. "But tonight I want you to feel like a princess." She thinks for a moment. "I'm kind of turned on." "Yeah?" "But I sort of feel bad for it." He nods seriously. "Honest question... do you care?" She bites her lip, but not in pleasure this time. It's a subconscious gesture of self punishment. "No." But she does. He doesn't want that for her. Not for tonight. She's given up so much for him. She deserves this. "That's not a terrible thing... at least not in relation to this particular orgasm." He runs his fingers across her bottom. "So then tomorrow, feel terrible." He touches his fingers to her chin, and tilts her eyes towards his. "But tonight... be with me?" She shivers. His rough hand moves across her stomach, sliding between her legs. He touches her lips to his as his fingers find their task. "Nice," she says softly. "Yes." He strokes her sex with his fingertips, tenderly, but with purpose. She parts her legs for him. The kisses continue. He shows her with lips and fingers how badly he wants to make her burn for him. "Jesus, David... I'm so slick for you." He grins, allowing himself a moment of ego before returning to her mouth. He pulls away for just a moment. "Good." A finger finds it's way to her center, and she moans. "Let's never let that change." He continues kissing her, her lips, her throat. Biting gently on her shoulder. His fingers continue to explore her. She arches her back, and moans. He's in no hurry, fingers always busy, but never in a rush. He attends to her button, but not exclusively. The lone finger finds companionship, and in that first moment of pain and intrusion, he presses his kiss-wet lips to her earlobe and whispers that forbidden three word phrase. She groans. "Naughty," she whispers. "Yes," he says. He runs a fingernail across the soft skin of her inner thigh. "I warned you... In the bedroom... your ass is mine." He rolls her onto her side, and reminds her of that fact with a teasing fingertip. She moans. "Of course... how else will you show me I'm yours?" He smiles slyly. "Oh I like you." He brings his hand down onto her bare bottom, but playfully. He rubs away the sting with soft touches. "I can't help it!" he says as he navigates the gentle globes of her bottom with his rough hand. "You make me naughty, even when I just want to be sweet." He gives her another swat. "Thank you..." She pauses for just a moment. She has a finely tuned sense of theater. "Sir." He growls. He rises to the challenge. With firm hands, he puts her on her stomach, spreading her legs. "I'm wet." He smiles, letting the back of his fingers trace her spine from the nape of her neck to the swell of her rump. "How wet?" She giggles, a little self consciously. "Messy wet. For you." He brings his hand down on her buttocks again, letting his fingers linger a bit, exploring all of her charms. "Did it miss me?" His fingers make it clear exactly what he's referring to. She knows she should be embarrassed, but she's not. "Oh, yes." His fingers return to her. He's not as tender as before, but so much more passionate. He hurts her a little. She lets him. "Did you ever think about me? Sexually? Before all this, I mean?" She pauses, and he smiles, touching her affectionately. "There's no right answer." He doesn't want her to lie to please him. Not for an idle curiosity. She relaxes again. "No, I had no idea that we'd suit each other so well." He kneels next to her on the bed, bending over to make eye contact with her. His eyes are calm and cold. The hand comes down on her backside again, harder this time. "I did. Repeatedly." She smiles. "Really?" "Yes, at least every month." This time it's her moment of ego. He laces his fingers into her hair and tilts her head, kissing her neck. She whimpers. "But now I think about you all of the time," she whispers. He smiles. "And I, you." It's true, but it's still a line. "You're in my head, you little brat." He likes that better. He touches her with growing impatience. "Right where you want me to be," she says, pressing into the touch. She'll play his game, but she likes to remind him where the true power lies. He breaks character. He smiles. "Yes... God damn it, yes." He punishes her with an unexpected finger in an unexpected place. She grips the sheets. "Oh, God." She bucks a little, and he places a firm hand on the small of her back, holding her in place. He lets her feel the weight of the slightly shameful sexual act. "Oh no, dear. You'll bear it." Her eyes flutter closed, but he waits for her full attention. "Because it pleases me." She is blushing now. "Does it please you?" He nods. "It does. Very much. Tell me how you feel about that." He increases the depth. "Keeping in mind that, ultimately, I'm not going to stop." He kisses her gently on the forehead. "But I like knowing your mind." "It makes me crazy hot," she says. She's broken out into full blush now. She is lovely. "Tell me why? The feeling? The taboo? The fact that it turns me on? The control?" At each question he touches her, but never in the same way. His free hand returns to her center, a present for her brutal honesty. She tries to keep her eyes open. "The feeling for sure. The taboo, not so much." He smiles. He approves of her candor. "I love that it turns you on. And I love that you are so in control." "Very good answer. You know it's a pity you don't have hair down to your ass anymore. It would have been very convenient for binding your hands behind your back." She arches back against his fingers, pleased by the thought. He ends her torment, fingers working again for her pleasure. He doesn't let her up. Not yet. "I had this fantasy of you tying my hands behind my back-" she reaches for him, touching him with her fingers. "And fucking me roughly from behind... while pulling my hair." He gives her a smoldering look. "Oh, sweetheart, soon enough we'll just call that 'Wednesday.'" He laughs, then she laughs. The spell is broken, but not. The relief from the heat is temporary. It returns. "Still wet for me?" "Uh huh." She squirms under his touch. "Soaked?" She holds his eyes. "Yes, I'm soaked for you." He runs his fingernails down her shoulder blades. They leave little trails of red. His fingers stop, running over the butterfly tattoo. An adolescent badge of rebellion, she's self conscious of it. He adores it. "I want to watch you get tattooed," he says, fingernails tracing the wings of the butterfly. "I want to hold your hand, and watch your eyes while they work that little needle up and down your flesh. I could get off on watching you become a canvas for art, I think." She shivers. He knows this is one of her buttons. "Then I want to drag you into the alley behind, and fuck you the way you deserve to be fucked." She growls softly. "I want that." "You'll have it. You know I can't deny you." He kisses her, and is surprised at her responding passion. "I want to take the needle for you." She grips him, not in practiced lust, but eagerly. She needs to have some feeling of control or she's afraid she'll drown. She's not even sure if she cares anymore. "I want you to watch, and tongue kiss me while the needle is piercing my skin." He takes her hand and roughly pulls it away from his body. Tonight is about her. "Yes. But I'm going to put something... some secret or no so secret part of myself into the design." "Yes," she whispers. She reaches for him again, but he denies her. "The idea of marking you makes me burn." He touches the ink again, considering why. "I want something that I'll see whenever I undress you." His fingers follow the lines of the butterfly. It's an apt metaphor for her sexual awakening. "I want to see it and remember the pain you went through to show the world you're mine." The second metaphor is even more apt, if accidental. She squirms. "You waited for the butterfly to emerge from her cocoon..." She touches his hand. "Then you made her yours." "Yes." It's egotistical, but he can't dispute it. "I want to display her. I want to show this and remind the world that every time they fuck, they're only coming close. Fan-fiction. The prize is taken." He punctuates his statement with fingers. She groans when he takes the away again. "I need your hands on me so bad, David." He doesn't give them to her, but he does caress her. He touches her fondly. "How does it feel to be a butterfly?" He brushes his lips against the small of her back. She considers this an inperfection, calls it her "tramp stamp," but he's fond of it. Her mistakes are part of her story. "More beautiful than I could have imagined." He pins her to the bed, a firm but patient hand encircling the back of her neck. A collar made from flesh. "Tell me you're beautiful." He touches her cruelly. Torments her in both sensation and question. She is humble. He won't allow it. "I want to hear you admit it." "I am beautiful... when I see myself through your eyes." His hand moves quickly, just a motion blur before it lands on her buttocks. She cries out. "Not good enough. You're beautiful, with or without me." He squeezes her bottom cruelly. "Say it." She moans immodestly. "I am beautiful. With or without you." He smiles, letting his fingers sooth the sore flesh. They fall again between parted legs. "You are a goddess. Say it." His fingers no longer torment, only reward. "I am a goddess..." She cannot keep still under the agile fingers. "Your goddess. I want you so much." She does. It's impossible to hide. His fingers find her secrets. "And I'll have you. Over and over." She shivers. The room is not cold. "Yes... please." He takes the hand from her neck, using it to sooth her slightly pink backside. "I'm happy that you're mine... but-" He squeezes her bottom gently, using his fingernails on the very edge of the sore flesh. "You've always been a goddess. I have nothing to do with it." He touches her patiently. "Now... your breasts. Tell me you have beautiful breasts." She slides her hands under herself, touching them. "I do." She says it again, with more resolve. She's starting to believe. "I do. My breasts are beautiful. I love to touch them." He smiles, turning his face so she doesn't see. He breaks character just to smile. "They are. Do you believe in your beauty yet?" He rolls her onto her back, taking her wrists gently crossed in his right hand and pins them to the bed above her head. He exposes her. He will allow her no shame in her body. "Yes..." She stretches, arching her back. She displays her breasts. Crosses and uncrosses her legs. "I do. I feel beautiful." He smiles again. She sees it and smiles back. "Good. Because none of this-" The hand returns to her. "None of you-" He finds her clitoris, and pinches it gently between slippery fingertips. "I am responsible for. I'm happy I can make you feel like a goddess. But you always were." She struggles against his hand, but for him. She's quite happy to be "caught." "It just took me thirteen years to learn how to worship." He takes her lips. She fights him. She's not content to simply be kissed. He alternates between rhythms with his fingers. He taps, he touches, he pinches. He penetrates. Their kiss is hungry, violent. He pulls his lips away. The fingers remain busy. "Tonight isn't about us. Tonight is for you. You deserve this. You've needed this for a long time." His fingers are unsure, half wanting to torment, half wanting to please. He does both, alternating between stoking the fires and letting them cruelly simmer. "God," she hisses. She traps his hand with her legs. "I can almost feel you." He doesn't respond. He has more to say. He takes two of his fingers, and gets her attention. "This is about you taking pleasure from life that you're fucking owed..." His voice rides the curse word hard, punctuating it. The vulgarity pleases her. "By the simple virtue of being exceptional." She doesn't like the pride, the feeling makes her slightly ashamed. He doesn't allow it. She will see herself for what she is. "No matter what happens... this is who you are. This beautiful, sexual, exceptional creature." He squeezes her wrists hard enough to get her attention. His voice is cold. His fingers are not. "This is not you 'through my eyes' or any other romantic bullshit." He kisses her shoulder. "You are fucking sexy." He kisses her collar bone. "You turn my world on it's side. Frankly you have more power here than I hope you'll ever realize." He takes her nipple between his teeth, and saws gently. "I missed that," she coos. "Just because I'm the type who'll pin you to the bed and call you a slut..." He pauses, circling his tongue around her nipple, tongue exploring the tiny gooseflesh-like bumps raised by her arousal. "Pull your hair..." He kisses the underside of her breasts. "Take a belt to you." His mouth moves lower, leaving a trail of damp, warm, feather-soft kisses on her flesh. "Watch you suffer under a busy needle..." He parts her legs with insistent hands. "It's only because I'm in awe of you," He releases her hands, more out of nessecity, than desire. She puts them into his hair. She steers him. "I want to know you." He presses his lips to an imodest place. Her toes curl. "I want to experiement with you. I want to watch you turn into this amazingly powerful woman." He stops, losing character. He smiles. "This is better than taking your virginity. I'm done picking flowers out of bloom." She doesn't smile. She grips his hair and sets him back to his task. Her soft thigh moves across the muscles in his arm, coming to rest on his shoulder. She uses her leg to pull him closer. He presses his lips firmly to her. He whispers secrets as he works. "When I say I've thought about you a lot, it's true," he says, using his fingers to part the dewy petals of her flower. "Some of those thoughts were... well... Not always about holding hands." She strokes his hair, rotating her hips. She uses him for her own pleasure. "And yes, you owe me time," He uses his teeth on her. He reminds her who's in charge. She uses her leg to pull him closer. "I plan to take every minute I'm owed, one way or another." "Yes," she hisses through gritted teeth. She may not even be talking to him, but that's not important. He has things he needs to say. "Some days in bed I may be tender." He pushes her knees to her breasts, kissing slowly across the sore flesh of her bottom. She sighs. "Other days... well." He bites her inner thigh, hard enough to leave a soft red outline of his teeth. She closes her eyes tightly. She bears it. "Young David is owed his revenge. And I intend to let him have it..." He pushes a cruel finger into her. She moans. "With interest." She smiles. "Mmhmmm," she parts her legs slightly. "I think you can address me properly, love." She grins. It's a dash wicked. "Yes, sir," she says. "Good girl," he says, stroking her with his lips and fingertips. She opens herself to him. It's so hard to play the game. To stay in character. She surprises him. He's not used to being surprised. She takes all the jaded "been there done that" out of his desire. He sees sex through her eyes. He can't keep up the mask of conquering her. It's too obvious that it's the other way around. He squeezes her sex, subconsciously shivering at how excited she is. "Promise me you'll never lose your fire," he says. The words are sharp, sudden, like the order of a drill sergeant. More forceful than he expected them. "Never," she practically growls it. "Not if you help me fan the flames." He does. "I'll never stop." He reaches, takes one of her nipples gently between his fingertips... then not so gently. She moans like a harlot. "Promise me you'll never let yourself be taken for granted. Not by me. Not by anyone." He twists his fingers. She bites her lip, stifling a too loud moan. "Never again, baby." It's not enough. He tugs her nipple roughly. She winces. "Even by me. Say it." She forces his face back to her sex. She shows him she's perfectly capable of taking her own pleasure. "Especially not by you." He closes his eyes for a moment. The energy she's radiating makes it hard to look directly at her. Like a solar eclipse, he watches her from the corner of his eye, enjoying just a shadow of the woman she is. He cannot bear to take her all in at once. "Yes. Perfect." He knows she's not telling him what to hear. She's not going to live for him. Her hands lace in his hair. This time it's her turn to be cruel. She pulls his face away from her warmth. "You'll worship me," she says. She doesn't release his hair. "Or not at all." "Yes. Tell me why." "Because it's what I deserve." She releases him. He slides up her body, inhaling as her nipples drag across his chest. She can feel him. He's outside the gate now. She allows it. "Tell me why you deserve it," he says through lust-gritted teeth. "Because I'm a strong, beautiful, sexy goddess." And she is. She is all things beneath his body. She is heaven made flesh. She's beginning to understand. He pushes. The scents of sex and perspiration fill the room. "Yes," he whispers into her ear. She wraps her legs around his back. She claims him. "Tell me how hard I'm going to have to work to deserve you." She touches his face with her fingers. They move slowly, but with purpose. "You'll have to be at the top of your game," she whispers to him through half opened eyes. Her breast rises and falls slowly. He can feel her heartbeat. She bears down on him and he groans. "Every day." The tempo quickens. The sounds of their love-slick bodies grow louder, more immodest. She doesn't allow him to control depth or speed. She uses her hips. She takes what she wants and gives what he deserves. Her nails mark him. Then her teeth do. He responds. "Tell me what you expect of me. I want to earn you." She pulls his face closer. Her lips press warm and wet against his hear. She whispers. "I expect you to work tirelessly on your passion." He can feel her tongue as she speaks. Her breath is hot in his ear. "And write me beautiful stories." She uses her muscles on him. She shows him what she's learned. "Yes... yes every god damned day." He moves in her. She appreciates him, appreciates the passion for what it is. But she still has things that need to be said. She puts her hands on his hips. She slows him. "But you have to believe that you're worthy of me." He tries to look away, but she touches his cheek, and with soft but firm hands he makes sure she has his eyes. "I need you to love you. Because that is sexy." He tries to look away. She doesn't let him. "For you, I will," he lies. She stops his movements all together. "No, David. For you, you will. And if I believe it, then I'll let you take me." She allows him to move in her again. She watches his eyes as he processes the idea of liking himself. It's a start. "If I can love you, then I'm sure I can love myself too." "I won't compromise this time." "No, no more compromising." He presses his body against hers. They move together, more slowly this time. The fire isn't there, not like before, but it's replaced with an emotional weight that gives their coupling importance. They aren't fucking. They aren't even making love. They are simply living. She finds the melody before he does, toes curling, muscles involuntarily quaking. She doesn't cry out. Not this time. This is personal. This is honest. He follows shortly after, led by words and caresses. He doesn't move slowly because he wants to give her comfort. He wants to feel her. She touches his chest. It's his turn to hear the music. They roll together. He can't leave her, but he feels self conscious about resting his full weight on her. She lays on top of him. He touches her, but softly. She is glowing, and he doesn't want to disturb it, but he's afraid to stop touching her. "I came for you," she says, sleepy eyes half open. He pulls the comforter over their bodies and wraps her in his arms. "Yes... you did." She knows what he means. *** If you like the story check out more of my writings at collarsandsense.blogspot.comdavidandwillow