(You may skip this if you'd like, it's unnecessary for you to enjoy the story, but it does explain the reason for this its existence.)

I originally started this story simply as a method of dream creation. By that I mean that as I'm trying to sleep I will occasionally try to start a fantasy narrative in my head with the hope that as I fall asleep it will naturally flow into my dreams. This one turned out too good though and I quit trying to sleep entirely in order to start writing it.

While I was trying to come up with names for the main characters I kept coming back to Karen for the female lead. This is of significance because I primarily associate the name Karen with the older sister character from Rufus Fugit's epic 'Jenny's Couch'. If you want to read an amazing tale of preteen depravity and mind fucking you can't do any better.

(Warning spoilers for Jenny's Couch ahead! Like, seriously... go read that first or quit this preface and read mine now.)

You're still here... good, either you've already read it or you just need to fap. I'd still suggest not reading this if you've not finished Jenny's Couch, but if you must then this relates to chapters 13 and 14, so skip this shit if you're not that far in...

Much of the story focuses on the character Karen and her uncle, the narrator, and his quest to coerce her into more and more outlandish forms of shame and degradation, originally in an effort to keep her from telling her parents of the his sexual encounters with her younger sister, Renee. As the story goes on though it becomes less and less about shaming her into silence and more about forcing the notion into her head that her very existence is only to be a preteen prostitute and that god put her on this Earth specifically for that purpose.

After a number of chapters you can plainly see the effect this has on the child's psyche. She accepts the fact that she is little more than a sperm receptacle and that she doesn't even have the right to claim the actions perpetrated on her constitute rape. This didn't bother me THAT much. It did bother me some, but then I reached a pair of chapter which were an interlude that skipped ahead to her freshman year of high school.

A friend of hers from middle school came up to her at her locker and told her he had something she had too see. He showed her a secret room and then Karen knew what was coming. He was going to ask her for sex. Her whore persona complied, but the little girl inside, which harkened back to her fifth grade self before she was told of her 'calling' was both angry and sad that the first true friend she ran into in her new school only wanted her for sex at that moment.

Towards the end of their encounter Karen is having trouble reaching orgasm, a problem she never has in earlier chapters. Anyhow, she pulls an Exacto blade from her bag and demands that he cut her. He tries to, but can't, however Karen shoves her thigh up into the blade and as her skin is cut her orgasm overcomes her.

This chapter made me truly sad. At that moment I pitied Karen. All I wanted to do was hold her, comfort her, and tell her how her true calling wasn't that of a whore and that she's in control of her own life, but I knew that even at 15 years old it was already too late for her.

And that's how my own character acquired the name Karen. I like to think of her as the same Karen as from the Jenny's Couch stories, just in an alternate universe. Her family and upbringing might not be the same, but in spirit this is the poor little girl who in the original story learns of sex and love (or lack thereof) in what may be considered a horrific manner. I wanted to give her a happy, uplifting and for once romantic entrance into the world of preteen sex.

Now with that said, this is in no way a negative criticism of Rufus Fugit's story. It is an amazingly crafted piece of erotica and I spilled countless loads while reading it, but it cannot be denied that Karen is a poor lost soul who will never experience emotional love and sex at the same time. I just find that to be sad.

In fact.... I haven't even made it through book two yet despite the fact that book three is already being written. In any event... I'd really like the tale to end with Karen pissing on her uncle's grave because that man deserves it.