JC: Harry and Dante Chapter 2
Posted: May 04, 2006 - 10:55:49 pm
Dante headed over to the fire pit and started to sit down on a cinder
block. One of the other men said, "Don't sit there. If Jewels sees you
on his chair, he'll hurt you."
"Oh." Dante moved to a different spot and started to sit down.
"Don't sit there. You don't sit on other peoples places," the same man said.
Looking around at the collection of cinderblocks and egg crates placed
haphazardly around the area, Dante asked, "So where can I sit?"
"Over on one of the railroad ties. That's the public seating."
Dante sat down on one of the railroad ties while wondering what kind of
world he had entered. He went over everything that had happened since
that first afternoon in his studio and tried to make sense of it. He was
lost in his thoughts went someone nudged him and said, "Hungry Man, he's
talking to you."
"Hungry Man?" Dante asked looking at a homeless man he didn't recognize.
"That's your name," the man said.
"I'm Dante."
"You're Hungry Man, the starvin' artist."
When William had said that he'd get a new name, he hadn't realized that
the young man was serious about it. Deciding that this was a battle he
couldn't win, he accepted the new name. Trying to look a lot more
confident than he felt, he shrugged his shoulders and said, "Okay, I'm
Hungry Man. What do you want?"
From across the circle, Boy Scout asked, "So what are you doing here?"
"William hired me to make a statue of Happy Harry," Dante answered.
"So you are a real artist. That's interesting. I wonder if Harry knows
why you are here."
Starting to wonder the same thing, Dante said, "I assume he does."
The crowd of men chuckled at his statement. He said, "When it comes to
Happy Harry and Half Feather, don't assume anything."
"So who is Happy Harry?"
"You met him," Boy Scout answered looking across the circle at Dante
with amusement. He figured out that William hadn't told Hungry Man
anything about Harry and hadn't told Harry anything about Hungry Man.
Things were going to get interesting around camp the next morning.
Smiling, he said, "Well, you better get busy earning your dinner. How
are you at peeling potatoes?"
"Okay, I guess," Dante answered wondering why he needed to peel potatoes
to earn his dinner. He was supposed to be creating a statue of Happy Harry.
"Well, come along with me and I'll show you to the kitchen."
Dante followed the man to the food shack. It was a small place and
crowded, but everything necessary in a kitchen was there. Pointing to an
egg crate, Boy Scout said, "You can sit there while you're peeling the
potatoes. You look like you're a little shocked by everything. The
chance to sit here and think while you're peeling potatoes will do you a
world of good."
"Thanks. I'm kind of confused. This isn't what I expected," Dante said.
Boy Scout handed him a potato peeler. Noticing the man's hands were all
scarred up with huge calluses, he asked, "What happened to your hands?"
"I've been working in stone. It tends to eat up the hands a bit. You
bust loose little chips and sometimes they cut you. Holding the hammer
and chisel all day tends to produce calluses," Dante said looking down
at his hands. He was worried that he'd lost too much sensitivity in his
hands and wouldn't be able to feel the clay under his fingers. He
wondered if it was too late to back out of the commission.
"Oh. Better get to work on those potatoes. I hate undercooked potatoes
in my stew," Boy Scout said as he stepped out of the shack. He turned
back and watched as Dante picked up a potato and started to peel it. He
wondered why William had chosen him to make a statue of Harry. A second
thought occurred to him. He wondered why William wanted a statue of Harry.
While he worked, Dante decided that Boy Scout had been correct about one
thing. The chance to work on something as simple as peeling potatoes was
a good way to get his thoughts in order. He considered his life. Since
the day his girlfriend had announced that she was moving in with his
best friend, Dante had been alone. Hiding in his studio, he had thrown
himself into his work. The problem was that his work had been
uninspired. The pieces he produced were junk. Something essential was
missing in his work and he didn't know what it was.
One morning he had woken up and looked at a misshapen hunk of clay. He
had been preparing to make a mold of it in order to cast it. It was
trash and he knew it. He had realized that he had lost it. Searching for
some other direction to pursue in his artistic quest, he had selected
stone. After two years of effort, he hadn't created a single piece that
he was willing to show anyone. Frowning, he decided that he had learned
one important fact. He wasn't any good in stone.
When he reached the last potato, he didn't want to leave the privacy of
the food shack. After peeling it, he started to carve it with the potato
peeler. The only face that came to mind was that of Boy Scout. Idly, he
worked over the potato while his thoughts were still on his life
situation. He decided that he was a fraud and that he should give the
check back to William. For him to waste such an opportunity while
another artist could do a better job just didn't seem right to him.
Finished with the carving, he looked at it. The features of the homeless
man had been captured in the potato, but something was missing. It was a
representation of the man, but it was lifeless. Even worse, it was ugly.
Shrugging his shoulders, he said, "It's just a potato."
Boy Scout came into the food shack and said, "I hope you're done. Jester
Bob here needs to peel some carrots for the stew."
Dante stood and put the last potato in the pot of water. Boy Scout
noticed the unusually shaped potato. He picked it out of the water and
looked at it. After a minute, he said, "Nice likeness of me. Of course
the expression looks like someone just stuck a carrot up my ass."
Jester Bob grinned and said, "Now you did it. I'm going to be sitting
here peeling carrots, with a hard-on, while imagining a carrot stuck up
my ass."
"Jester Bob, you are almost as bad as Merv the Perv," Boy Scout said
with a chuckle.
Dante looked over at the potato and considered the comment about it. The
criticism had an element of truth about it; he had caught the wrong
moment of time in it. Thinking further, he realized that he hadn't
caught a single moment of time, but a series of moments for different
parts of it. The result had been a hodge-podge of different expressions
shoved together.
Shaking his head, he left the shack and returned to the railroad tie. He
sat down and looked at the men around him. He realized that he wasn't
seeing with his artist's eye. He'd been seeing the superficial features
of the people around him. It was as if he was shying away from seeing
too deeply into the world around him. Had the loss of his girlfriend and
best friend stolen his ability to look beyond the surface? Was he afraid
of what he'd learn if he looked too deeply into the soul of his subject?
The questions sent chills down his spine.
He tried to remember the features of Lady Lucy. To his shock and dismay,
he realized that he just had a general impression of her. All he'd
noticed was her skin, her hair, her eyes, and the scars on her face. He
couldn't recall the shape of her face, the line of her nose, or her
lips. He knew she had ears, but couldn't recall even looking at them. He
couldn't say what kind of smile she had or how she looked when laughing.
He did recall that she had laughed a lot.
He looked at the men and women moving around the homeless hotel. Each
was unique in appearance. Some were tall and lanky. Others were short
and squatty. A few were fat, but even they were different in how they
were fat. There were people who were large all over while others had pot
bellies. Some moved with grace while one fellow with a twisted spine
moved in a rough rolling gait that was painful to watch.
There were all different kinds of noses; some were bulbous while others
were thin. The faces were fat, thin, square, and round. Sprinkled onto
the canvas of the face were moles, freckles, wrinkles, scars, and
defects. Together, all of those things gave each person a unique face.
He tried to remember the Walt Whitman poem, but all he could remember
was the first line, "I sing the body electric." He recalled that it was
a celebration of the human body, but couldn't remember the details. He
remembered studying anatomy in art school. It had been a dry subject
without the kind of passion expressed in the Whitman poem. He wondered
if he had ever had that kind of passion about his subjects.
It was hours later when Boy Scout announced, "Come and get it."
Dante stood in line behind a dozen other men. More men lined up behind
him. One at a time they received a bowl of stew, a slice of bread, and
an apple. The portions were generous. The stew was good, but the bread
was a little stale. Turning to a guy seated next to him, he asked,
"Why's the bread stale?"
"We get two day old bread here. In some of the richer areas, they get
day old bread. This is a poor neighborhood. The folks will buy day old
bread to save a little money so we get the two day old bread. We really
can't complain, much. At least we get bread," the man answered. He went
back to eating his stew.
"You mean we buy two day old bread?"
"Buy? No, the stores donate it to us," another man said. He pointed into
the stew with his spoon and said, "They give us the meat on the day it
expires. If they didn't give it to us, they'd have to throw it out the
next day. Of course, it's still good. We even get stew made with steak
rather than stew meat."
Dante stared at the bowl of stew trying to decide what that meant in
terms of freshness. Since he never checked the expiration dates on the
food he bought, he decided that he'd probably been eating lots of meat
that he had purchased on the day it expired. He dug in and ate the rest
of the stew. It tasted good.
He asked, "What's for breakfast?"
"Day old donuts, bagels, or fruits. It'll be your choice which one you
get," the man said. He turned to study Dante for a minute before he
said, "I'm Rocket Man. What's your handle?"
"They've been calling me Hungry Man," Dante answered with a shrug.
"Ah, you're the starving artist. I heard this is your first day on the
streets," Rocket Man said.
"Why are you called Rocket Man?" Dante asked.
"I was a janitor at NASA before the booze cost me my job. It was a pity
too. It was the best job I ever had."
"So who are the rest of these guys?"
Pointing to the food shack, Rocket Man answered, "You've met Boy Scout.
He was an Eagle Scout before he discovered crack back in the day when it
was common. I imagine that he'll be moving back into society before
long. The Fusion Foundation will help him get a management position in
some small company somewhere.
"No one has ever seen Grumpy over there smile despite the fact that he
travels around with Jester Bob. I've never understood why they travel
together. Why would a man travel with one of the funniest guys in the
world if he doesn't know how to laugh?"
"Maybe it is to keep from crying," Dante said wishing that he had a
Jester Bob in his life.
"I hadn't thought about it like that," Rocket Man said. He pointed to a
man who was seated in a lawn chair and said, "That man nodding off over
there is The Speedster. I swear he has to be the laziest man alive. You
might have noticed that he didn't even go over to get his own bowl of
stew. He claims it is a medical condition.
"The fellow sitting next to him is Cracker Jack; he was dishonorably
discharged from the British Navy."
At hearing that the man was dishonorably discharged, Dante asked, "What
did he do?"
"Not sure what he did; he's never told us his story. You're lucky to
meet him when he's sober. When he drinks, he's the meanest drunk I've
ever encountered. When he gets drunk, we tie him up for the night for
our own protection."
"Wouldn't it be better if he was sent to jail?" Dante asked. He didn't
like the idea of people tying up another person. There were laws about
those kinds of things.
"Oh, he doesn't drink all that often. Lock up isn't really a solution.
He'd just get out after a while and get in even worse trouble the next
time. If we can keep him under control on those infrequent occasions
when he drinks, then it is all for the best," Rocket Man shrugged and
added, "Harry thinks we should look out for each other. I guess that is
all part of it."
A well dressed young man sat down on the cinderblock Dante had attempted
to sit on earlier. He had a bunch of gold chains around his neck, rings
on his fingers, and earrings with semi-precious stones. Curious to see
so many things of real dollar value on a person in the Homeless Hotel,
he pointed in the direction of the guy and asked, "Is that Jewels?"
"Yeah. That's Jewels. He sells blowjobs down on the strip to get money.
He uses the money to buy gold chains and jewelry. He'll get rolled by a
group of faggot bashers and lose it all. After that happens, he'll move
to another town and start all over again. He's a tough little bastard,
though."
"Faggot bashers?"
"Faggot bashers are a bunch of kids who think it is fun to go out and
beat up boys who like boys. Half of the time, they are actually closet
queens trying to show how manly they are. The closet queens are the ones
that you have to worry about."
"So Jewels is gay." "Gay doesn't really describe Jewels. He'll sleep
with anything, boy or girl, young or old. Hell, I imagine he'd even have
sex with a goat. I don't think it is really a sexual thing at all."
"Why does he do it?" Dante knew that a lot of individuals who hung
around with artists were bisexual, but that it was often a lifestyle
decision that had very little to do with real desire. Occasionally
sleeping with someone of the same sex was one way that pseudo-artists
tried to demonstrate their artistic nature. He always found those
individuals rather shallow. There were some who definitely liked their
own gender. He didn't know what to think about it, though.
"Hang around and you'll hear the tale from his own lips," Rocket Man
said. He didn't like to tell other people's stories. Shaking his head,
he said, "You stay around here long enough, you'll hear enough stories
to last a lifetime."
It started to get dark and Boy Scout started a fire in the fire pit.
More men wandered into the Homeless Hotel. Most sat down on the railroad
ties while a few sat down on cinder blocks or egg crates. Once the fire
was going, one of the men said, "Half Feather and Lucy Diamonds were
here today."
"You don't say. What does she look like?" Jewels asked.
"She's the cutest little lady you'd ever want to see. I got her a cup of
coffee. Hard to imagine, but she said please and thank you. She's a real
lady," the man answered. He was silent for a moment and then added, "She
hugged me before they left."
Dante turned to Rocket Man and asked, "What's with how people talk about
Happy Harry, Half Feather, and Lucy Diamonds? You'd think they are
royalty or something."
"Happy Harry says that everyone is as valuable as anyone else. That's
not exactly true though. Happy Harry is probably one of the most special
people in the world. He's the one who set up all of these Homeless
Hotels. He helps us out when we need it. He's a Druid and the Goddess
has truly blessed him. She blessed us through him. We're nothing
compared to him."
"Druids are important people, but what about Half Feather?"
"Half Feather was just eight years old when he started traveling around
with Harry. The young man is special in the same way as Harry. He might
not be a Druid, but the Gods and Goddesses have touched him. Most people
flinch when one of us puts a hand on them. Half Feather has never had
that problem. He accepts us, he helps us, and I really believe that he
cares for us. You don't know how important that is.
"We can't do much for people like Harry and Half Feather, but we can try
to protect them from folks who mean them harm. When Half Feather
declared that Lucy Diamonds was his one true love, we pledged that we'd
protect her so that Half Feather wouldn't lose her.
"Bottle Cap made that promise on our behalf, but that was before we got
to know her. Even if she wasn't the one true love of Half Feather, we'd
have promised to protect her. She's just as good of a person as Half
Feather. She looks you in the eye like you are an equal. She'll help
clean you up when you've been sick from the drink. She'll feed you and
take care of you when you've got a real problem. She's a saint."
Dante had seen how Lucy treated Lady Lucy. There wasn't even a hint of
hesitation in talking to, touching, or hugging the bag lady. It sounded
to him like the man knew Lucy Diamonds. He asked, "So you've met her
before?"
"Never saw her, but I've heard all about her," Rocket Man answered. With
homeless men traveling around the country, stories about good and bad
people traveled with them. The exceptional people became known across
the entire country. The homeless person who hurt one of the special
people could count their life span in minutes.
"So I guess Half Feather and Lucy Diamonds are unique."
"No. There are others who are just as special. There's the Chicago
Angel, the Miami Knight, the Duke and Duchess of Dallas, and the Seattle
Saint."
"You've met them?"
"I went to the wedding of the Chicago Angel. She was really lovely that
afternoon. I have to admit that I cried like a baby when she said, 'I
do.' She'd just gotten her new knees and could actually walk up to where
the ceremony was being held," Rocket Man said shaking his head while
losing himself in his memories.
"There's a whole world that I know nothing about," Dante said. He
listened to the men tell their stories. It didn't take long for him to
figure out that they were sharing news of things that were happening
across the country. There were stories about events in Los Angeles and a
gang that had been harassing the homeless. There was a story about a
person who was killing prostitutes in Memphis. They hadn't caught the
man yet, but people were looking for him.
Dante was learning more about what was happening across the country than
he could learn by listening to the news on television. He was hearing
eye witness accounts from folks the reporters would never put on
television. A few accounts of events were first hand, but most were
second hand.
A man wandered over to the fire carrying an egg crate. Putting it down
on the ground near the fire, he sat down and looked around at the faces.
He cleared his throat and said, "Hello everyone. I'm Lucky Eddie and I
just got in from Dallas. I've got news."
The announcement caused a bit of a stir. Jewels asked, "How's the Duke?"
The man said, "He's doing fine. His wife, the Duchess, had a baby girl
yesterday morning. I heard about it just as I was leaving town."
Dante watched in shock as men settled bets. He couldn't believe they'd
bet on the gender of baby born across the country. Boy Scout said, "I
bet they named her Amy."
"Amelia," Lucky Eddie said.
"Makes sense," Boy Scout said nodding his head. Everyone else nodded
their heads in agreement.
Dante leaned over to Rocket Man and asked, "Why does it make sense?"
"The Chicago Angel found the Duchess after she'd been raped. She took
her in and helped her out. She actually kept the Duchess in her own home
until she was strong enough to get around on her own. Harry introduced
the Duke to the Duchess and the rest was history. They cleaned
themselves up, got real jobs, and finally opened their own restaurant.
They never forgot their origins. They've been taking care of the
homeless in Dallas for five years now. They feed hundreds of us every
holiday. They organize food drives. They give people who are ready to
get back into society jobs and work experience."
"So why did they name the girl Amelia?"
"Ah, the real name of the Chicago Angel is Amy," Rocket Man answered.
"Oh," Dante said. He was quiet for a minute and then asked, "Don't you
guys have anything better to do than gossip?"
Rocket Man laughed at the question. He answered, "What else do we have
to do except gossip?"
The fire burned down and men wandered off to bed. Dante wasn't tired, so
he stayed where he was. When it was just him and Boy Scout around the
fire, Boy Scout said, "You might want to head off to bed. Morning comes
early around here."
"Where's Harry?"
"He's off with Lady Lucy, but he'll be back before breakfast time. What?
Are you afraid that he went off without you?"
"Yes."
"The Roach Coach is still here. Even if it wasn't, you wouldn't need to
worry. If Half Feather asked Happy Harry to take you with him, then he
won't leave you behind."
"Thanks."
"For what?"
"Telling me that I didn't need to worry," Dante said.
Boy Scout shrugged his shoulders and headed to the storage shack. He
slept in it so that he could hand out blankets if anyone showed up late.
It was also a lot more comfortable than a section of sewer pipe.
Dante got up and headed to the section of sewer pipe in which he was
supposed to sleep that night. The sound of snores echoing through the
night made it easy to find the bank of sewer pipes despite the dark. His
bed was on the second row and third from the end. The blanket was where
he had left it at the opening.
He climbed in, hitting his head in the process. The wooden platform was
hard, but it kept his body off the cold cement. He covered his body with
the woolen blanket, hitting his head a second time when he tried sitting
up to adjust the blanket around his feet. He laid on his back staring at
the concrete above him. He sighed and said, "It's going to be a long night."