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}{\insrsid14485043 \'93Never?  Even when you were with Barry?\'94}{\insrsid13918637 

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She sighed.  \'93I never was.  Not even then.  }{\insrsid10187057 Barry and I enjoyed each other\rquote s company, and the sex was great, but he knew my heart wasn\rquote t in the relationship}{\insrsid14485043 .\'94

\'93Wow}{\insrsid11157000 ,}{\insrsid14485043 \'94}{\insrsid11157000  I replied}{\insrsid13463777 .}{\insrsid14485043   She just gave me a sheepish smile in reply.  I let my mind run through the catalog of old memories.

\'93So. . . the night after the party, when you suggested co}{\insrsid11157000 ming home with me}{\insrsid14485043 , you weren\rquote t just drunk?\'94

\'93No.\'94

\'93And that weekend we all went away, you weren\rquote t just joking about giving me a blowjob?\'94

\'93No.  But by joking about it, I got to see your girlfriend\rquote s reaction.  If she hadn\rquote t seemed to mind, I probably would have done it.\'94

\'93Wow.  She probably wouldn\rquote t have }{\insrsid1463360 cared}{\insrsid14485043 , by the way.  She was a pretty wild one.  My wife, though . . .\'94

\'93You\rquote re wife\rquote s an incredible lady.\'94

\'93Yes, she is.  }{\insrsid1463360 But still. . .all those years . . .  I admit I was interested in you}{\insrsid13463777  as more than just a friend}{\insrsid1463360 
, and sometimes I thought you were interested in me, but you always seemed to have a boyfriend.}{\insrsid11157000 \'94

}\pard \ql \li0\ri0\widctlpar\aspalpha\aspnum\faauto\adjustright\rin0\lin0\itap0\pararsid11157000 {\insrsid11157000 She gave me an apologetic, sorrowful smile.  \'93
You never asked me out.  You never flirted back.  You chased the other women and not me.  Then you got married.\'94

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\'93}{\insrsid1463360 I thought you were unavailable.\'94}{\insrsid14485043 

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\'93I }{\insrsid528301 was never}{\insrsid11157000  unavailable}{\insrsid13463777  to you}{\insrsid1463360 .}{\insrsid13463777   }{\insrsid10187057 I never was.}{\insrsid1463360 \'94

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