The Erotic Mind-Control Story Archive
Author: FranZAM
Story: Zarah
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ZARAH - A personal fantasy

Chapter II - Zarah's Office

Several days passed while I tried to digest what had happened to me that night. I had been excited almost out of my mind, and this much intensity had to have a reason. I was bewildered, and questioned my masculinity. I felt as if I were a real sicko to get that turned on by someone else's helplessness... and even worse when I remembered my own willingness to give up self-control!

And through it all, the calm, intense face of Zarah remained in my mind as if it had been burned there.

I felt angry, that I had been taken advantage of, and finally I summoned the nerve to visit the nightclub again, this time without Brenda.

I arrived about at the end of Zarah's last show, and sent word backstage. My heart lurched again when the waitress led me back to that dressing room. Zarah was alone, this time in her street clothes. I felt almost physically ill with emotion.

"James, come in, please!" urged Zarah in a concerned tone. "You are very pale ... is something wrong?"

Still, I couldn't speak, I was so afraid that communication would begin to reforge that bond between us again. I hung my head in fear and shame, and did not meet her eyes.

She handled it masterfully, rummaging around in her room, chatting idly to me about her audiences, packing up some things into drawers and cases, until she saw that I had recovered somewhat.

"James," she began again, "you know that nothing can be mended until the damage has been examined. I feel sure I know the source of some of your discomfort, but my time tonight is short, and I think you're not quite ready yet. Why not visit me at my office tomorrow evening about 5:30?"

She handed me a card which read

ZARAH BRADFORD, PHD
CONSULTANT

and the address of a local motel. She looked at me intently for a moment, and said,

"I have a suite there when I am residing in this city ...Yes, I think tomorrow at 5:30 will be perfect, we can spend some time together then. Please be prompt, won't you?" and ushered me outside. I saw her watching my car as I drove away, and I shivered, I don't know exactly why.

I drove to the luxury motel listed on the card at the appointed time the next day. I felt calmer now that I had seen her again. Zarah's suite had a small plaque on the door bearing only the cryptic legend "Consultant."

I was a little early for my meeting. As I walked around the building to the secluded entryway, I was brought up short by the sight of a stunning, red-haired woman leaving. She seemed quite flushed, radiant, I might say, and as I approached, she leaned briefly against the wall, and my gaze fastened upon her clothing. I had a quick view of a very well-filled t-shirt, and I lowered my gaze to catch a glimpse of her butt ... I am a real ass connoisseur. I was rewarded (and amused) by the sight of lavender panties showing well above the waistline of her trim jeans. Her side zipper was open at least halfway down its length, revealing more lavender.

The woman straightened her clothing, flashed me a "drop-dead, buddy" smile, then brushed right past me and turned the corner. I hurried after her to check her rear elevation once again, and was sneaking a peek around the building, when I heard a soft voice behind me.

"You must be James, yes? Come on inside, please, we're on rather a tight schedule tonight!"

The slightly British accent belonged to a petite brunette dressed in something white like a nurse's uniform. Her gaze was bright and direct, and she dazzled me with a 500- watt smile.

As we entered the suite, she introduced herself as the office assistant Katherine.

"Zarah is waiting for you, James!"

My glance swept across the outer motel room as we entered. Looking around, I noticed several bits of paraphernalia like a spiral disk machine, a light bulb on a metronome, a crystal ball on a stand and a small shelf of books on the subject of hypnosis.

The "consultant" herself waited behind a large desk, and waved me to a chair. The setting was calculated to soothe, and I felt myself settle into the large chair opposite Zarah, prepared to state my case with authority and confidence.

"Madame ... er, Doctor ... ." What a joke! I started out with a stumble over her name! She looked different in this "office" setting, and yet ... that face! Those eyes! I felt confidence drain away. And now she spoke.

"James, wait for just a moment now ... just compose yourself.. we just can't communicate while you're in this state ... I think I can help you ... just look here ... that's it, right here ... " and her direct gaze drew my own eyes to hers.. She widened those magnificent orbs slightly.

The sounds of the room seemed to shut themselves off as if there were a volume control turned down somewhere. I felt so calm! I sank back into my chair, and let myself take a deep breath. Was she still talking? Who cared? Those eyes were so calm, so knowing ... I closed my eyes for just a moment ...

a long moment ...

"There, that's much better!" Her voice faded back into focus as she continued: "You are NOT entranced, James, but I know you'll find it easier to speak frankly now."

I smiled and nodded in response. Everything she said just seemed so right! My head wasn't at all "wooly" as it had felt the other night! My thoughts seemed to sparkle with clarity.

She proceeded to grill me politely. I realize now that my strange succession of violent emotions had left me off-balance, and Zarah was using this confusion to elicit very personal and honest talk from me on very short acquaintance.

"James, I think I can sum up your fundamental questions about me, and about your own needs," she said, finally. "The simple term for me is dominatrix. You've heard that before, no?"

I nodded, surprised at her blunt honesty.

"As I said to you the other evening, I enjoy my abilities to dominate and control others who are receptive to my influence. I also enjoy taking the other, submissive and obedient role occasionally!

"Now you are discovering that the prospect of giving up self-control is exciting to you. You're not used to these emotions, because your life and career have depended on structure and calculated control. This does NOT mean that you are less of a male, or less of a complete human ... in fact, I think your experience will be richer for your acknowledgement!" She smiled warmly at me.

"Your ability to surrender control frightens you, but only because it has come as a surprise. With more practice and insight, your self-awareness will not feel unwholesome, but will be a rewarding and maturing process!"

I nodded. This all seemed very logical and true. She chuckled.

"James, you are so very responsive to me that I think you have allowed yourself to go into trance without realizing it, haven't you?"

Why, I thought, so I had! How amusing! How strange! I tried to speak, but my voice was husky all of a sudden.

"I think ... I think you're ... right ... "

"James," came the firm voice of command, "I will not allow you to turn yourself into a slave! I don't believe in any type of slavery! Now look at me closely, and listen with the very depth of your being!"

I guess I leaned forward towards her glowing face, and nodded. Every sound now took on a crystal clarity and importance as her voice penetrated every fiber of me!

"There will come a time, sooner or later, when you know that you are in complete control of your OWN self, your own maturity. You will find it easy to break loose from my or anyone else's influence whenever you know it is right that you do so ... you can USE me and my knowledge to grow into a more complete person." She paused a moment, and lowered her gaze deliberately. "While you CHOOSE to be my subject, I will show you new levels of sexual fulfillment. Trance states are liberating as well as confining."

"Liberating ... yes ... " I heard myself say.

"James, your quick and trusting responsiveness is very stimulating to me, my dear! I am attracted to you physically, and your particular turn-on is quite unusual. Men like you don't come my way often! I do receive pleasure from command, but it is a responsibility as well!" She sighed, and swivelled her chair away. Instantly, I felt the "chain" break between us. I shifted position and cleared my throat.

"You're going through a lot just now, but I know you welcome sexual pleasure almost any time!" she said over her shoulder. "You like to 'peep,' we both know that! Now if you wish, you may observe my next visitor from the back room, but you may make no sound to disturb us until I give you leave to come in! Go now, and sit quietly just inside he door."

Of course I hurried to obey. I found a chair and pulled it over to a crack in the door, in time to see Katherine usher in a thin, nervous-faced girl.

"Here's Penny to see you, Doctor," she trilled, and sat herself down over in a back corner of the "office."

"Hello, Dr. Bradford," said Penny hurriedly. "I'm glad that you could schedule an appointment tonight on such short notice."

"It was no trouble at all, dear," replied Zarah. "I often take some evening sessions."

Penelope chattered on with a few complaints about boyfriend trouble, and, I gathered, some early childhood references, and Zarah responded quite calmly. In fact, over a very short time, Penelope's voice lost its abrasive quality, and her herky-jerky gestures slowed noticeably. I could see Zarah's influence over this woman was quite strong.

"Penny, let's sit ourselves down and shake out some of that tension, shall we?" Zarah took Penny's hands into her own, and my heightened perceptions picked up something in the woman's body language that told me that she was already responding to Zarah's influence. Her darting gaze now rested more calmly on Zarah's strong face, and in a lowered voice she assented.

Zarah continued,"I'm glad you feel that this is a relaxing place you can come to shake out of these dark moods. You are obviously feeling more relaxed just standing here. Most of my clients shake off these tensions very quickly .. you feel better now, don't you dear? Shall we move over to our work area now?"

Hand in hand, the two women took slow steps towards a low padded stool. My penis was already riding up hard inside my trousers. Penelope was under Zarah's control already! She sat slowly down on the stool, and Zarah knelt down smoothly in front of her.

"Penny, just watch me for a few more moments ... yes, just for a few more long moments ... watch me a little longer, dear ..." as her voice quickly assumed a lower, seductive purr ..."while I help you with your tensions. Watch me carefully, Penny .... very carefully ... that's right, dear, I can feel your fingers gaining warmth as those arms get calm, relaxed and heavy.. very heavy, aren't they? Do you feel that weight? You do, my dear Penny, you feel that very heavy weight in your arms. You can feel that heaviness just now, Penelope ..."

Penny nodded slowly. Her eyes were unblinking. I was very hard, and my hand found the lump in my trousers quickly. I touched myself delicately as I glued my eyes on Penny.

"You've done the right thing, my girl ... you arrived here at the very time I suggested to you last week ... you don't remember my suggestion, do you?"

" ... no ... I can't remember ... everything's fuzzy!"

"Yes, fuzzy and warm ... you're a very good girl, aren't you, Penny?" Another slow nod. "Of course you are. I promised you some excitement and fulfillment last week, and we'll have a wonderful time tonight. Ready, darling? You can sink right into my gaze now, Penny, just let it a-a-a-l-l go, and fa-a-a-ll right in as you've learned to do so very well ...so very heavy those arms, Penny, I'll drop them to your sides now ... just let their weight hang very lo-o-o-osely down there, they are hanging down, down, down, so heavy you just can't move them at all..."

Penny's unblinking eyes were fixed on Zarah's face. White showed all round the pupils, and her hands immediately dropped straight downto her sides. Their faces were close together now. Zarah held Penny's chin gently. Her voice crooned and stroked.

"You are fa-a-a-l-l-ling right into me now ... falling and floating ... fa-a-a-l-l-ling and flo-o-o-o-oating ... . floating right into your trance now .. your eyes are open, and you see nothing ... and there you go .." and her voice faded softly into a profound silence.

Penny's body leaned forward on her stool, almost touching Zarah's. Her lips were parted slightly, and her breathing seemed very noisy in the hush. Zarah now held their two faces apart with just an index finger on the woman's forehead.

"Close your eyelids now, take three deep breaths, and enjoy that blissful feeling of complete submission to me. Yes, Penny, you are mine for a while tonight!"

God, I was aroused, I pulled my rock-hard prick out of my pants, just in time to let it spurt out violently against the door. My face felt red-hot, and I gave an involuntary grunt as the wonderful tingle subsided. When I had cleared up the goo, I felt so hot, I crept backward from the door, and washed my face in the bathroom sink!

Catching my breath, I returned to the door, to see that Zarah had left Penny perched on her stool. Katherine had taken a stance behind the subject, and her fingers now rotated the girl's temples, and stroked through her frizzy hair. A blissful smile played over Penny's lips now. Katherine saw me at the door, and actually tossed me a wink! She turned to Zarah, now seated at her desk, and said, ignoring Penny:

"He's cleaned himself up, Doctor!"

"James, Penny sees and hears nothing but me ... you may come back in now," said Zarah. I edged inside, and waited at the door.

"Penny, I wish now that you'll briefly and honestly recapitulate your reasons for being one of my clients."

Penny said: "I'd heard about some mysterious parties from a girl friend of mine, who raved about you. I've had many personal problems in life meeting and getting to know men, and I can't seem to hold up my end of any relationship, especially ... in ...bed ..." She actually blushed, and Katherine again stroked her head briefly.

"And in the four sessions we have had together Penny, how much you paid or given me?"

"I haven't paid you anything, mistress! You turned down my present that one time, too."

"Yes, darling Penny, we both do what we do for our pleasure and fulfillment! and now Penny, now comes pleasure time!" chanted Zarah, whose face had taken on a slight flush. "Stand up."

The girl rose smoothly to her feet, eyes still closed.

"I will that you disrobe before me."

The girl's hands flew immediately to her buttons, zippers and clasps, and within a minute stood over the small heap of her clothing. She seemed completely at ease in her nudity. Her pale skin showed few blemishes, just a smattering of freckles on her shoulders, and over the upper side of her small bosom. Her body was softened in contour, and showed a small but definite bulge around the midriff. Most people would never have displayed their nakedness so readily in the harsh light of a strange room.

"I will give you some literature about physical fitness later, Penny," Zarah said. "You will read it, and you will soon find yourself inspired to begin a modest program of exercise for yourself. Do you understand?"

Penelope's head lowered in assent.

"Good. I just love your beautiful body, my darling!" Zarah lowered her voice, and stepped directly next to the sleeping girl.

"I wish to observe all of you very intimately now You will move your feet apart and stand straight and tall for me. That's it, stepping farther apart ,,. farther ... perfect. Now breathe slowly and deeply ten times. As you exhale you will say: 'I obey my mistress.' Each breath and repitition deepens my control. As you feel all resistance evaporate, your two arms will become weightless. They will float right up into the air no matter how you try to keep them down. They will float freely. You will love the feeling that you have no control over them. Begin your count."

A long inhalation, then Penny's voice: "I will obey my mistress ... I will obey my mistress ... I will obey ..."

Zarah and her assistant moved around the girl, feasting their eyes on her most secret places. Soon one arm, then the other, jerked, shivered, and rose up until they both hung in mid-air, drifting back and forth slightly. This pulled up and tautened Penny's breasts somewhat. Zarah moved her face right next to the torso, and breathed in Penny's scent from her underarms, then brushed her lips with a feather-light touch along the outside of one pale breast. The girl seemed oblivious as she finished her chant and stood waiting, head drooping towards her chest now, arms in mid-air.

Katherine's small face was flushed now, too. She knelt, and drew her own cheek across Penny's buttocks, again and again. Her own eyes were closed, and I noticed a pursing of her pretty little mouth as she too inhaled of the sleeping girl's intimate scents.

"Tell me what you feel, dear," ordered the hypnotist.

"I must obey you, mistress."

I watched Katherine cover a recliner chair with some towels, and Penny was now told to sit down. She was soon lying back. I was erect again inside my trousers. I moved closer to the scene, but was forestalled by Zarah.

"Penny, darling, open your eyes now."

The blond head nodded slowly. With obvious labor, the girl blinked her eyes open. Her placid face stared up at the ceiling, with a small smile on relaxed lips.

"You will lie here, and soon you become drowsy. You will feel so deliciously drowsy that your eyes will close, and you will soon enter a very deep sleep, do you understand? A true sleep."

"A chime will sound, and you will begin to enter a very exciting dream, all to yourself. This dream arouses you ... it's a sexy dream, a very sexy dream, and it lasts and lasts. The first stage is slow, as your unconscious will provide you with stimulating pictures and situations. You'll be so hot and flushed! You will feel those first pleasurable flutterings of sexual arousal ...

"The next chime will strengthen your dreamy sexual heat, your mind will give you strongly arousing sensations and pictures. Your body can move only a little now. You'll feel your ankles magically pulling apart, separating, pulling your lovely legs right apart, until the ankles are hooked, stuck tight to the outer sides of the chair. The ankles will stick tight, tight, tight.

"As you feel your thighs part and lock themselves open, you will be able to talk about your dream aloud, Penny."

Another slow nod.

"Beautiful, my dear, you will obey me perfectly. Finally, our last chime will provoke your dream to its height. You will shortly feel a real touch then, Penny. This will release your deep sexual tensions, your longing, yearning for release from the heights of excitement. Yes, of course you will, when you feel the touch ... the touch ... then at last you can drowse and sleep again, sleep deeply and restfully until I awaken you, feeling rested and refreshed. Tell me you understand, and you will then obey."

"I understand, mistress."

Penny's next actions excited me still more. She blinked and squinted her eyes, yawned prodigiously, and with a sigh, turned her head to one side. Soon her body gave a sleep "jerk," and a very cute little snore began puttering through her nose. Her jaw fell open slightly.

I studied her face and watched the eyeballs roll upwards into her head through her closed eyelids. I was hard as a rock, and moved very close to her face, but Zarah stopped me shortly with a finger snap. I knelt back and watched.

Kathy sounded a little bell on the desk. Soon, the eyeballs jiggled, and began to flicker in the REM motions of the dreamer. Penny sighed, sighed again, and the corner of her mouth twitched. Suddenly, her lips puckered, and the tip of her tongue protruded. Once, twice, and twice more it stuck out and retreated. It was tightly curled, and the girl sighed again, this time with a low murmur. Her cheekbones flushed, and I actually watched a mist of perspiration form on her upper lip. The eyeballs were moving all over now beneath tight lids, and Penny's breathing caught and quickened. One hand curled, and made a repetitive cupping and stroking motion, half in the air.

I was startled when she suddenly muttered to herself. Her knees were turned off to one side, but their muscles twitched and a heavy, slow contortion cycle began. The knees slid along each other, back and forth. The glistening tongue wet her mouth, which opened and delivered a long, deepening kiss onto the air. I wished it was me!

The next chime brought forth a gasp from the naked girl. I watched her tits jiggle, and her tongue make a long licking motion. Penny inhaled deeply through her nose, and muttered "ni-i-ice ... so ni-i-i-i.." the voice trailed away, and with a groan, her head stiffened on its extended neck. I looked down. One knee was lifting, and turning outward from the other. The sleeper's hands clutched at the armrest, and it seemed she was trying to resist her dream, but slowly, inch by inch her feet crept outwards, until her heels dropped over the edges of the footrest.

I felt myself nearing orgasm, but a sharp flick on my neck from Zarah acted like a douse of cold water on my fevered genitals. I moved my face very close to the twitching form, and watched the belly muscles clench and loosen.

A little voice just above me made a cooing sound, and a very young Penny spoke: "O- o-o-o, I want to lick it again, Bobby ...come up here so I can lick and suck it! Want to close my legs, but they're stuck, n-n-ngh.."

I studied her thigh muscles as they clenched mightily, with the buttocks, and the knees tried to pull inwards, but of course lost the fight against Zarah's command. Again and again Penny tried to close up, and she begged "Bobby" to "please rub me there again with that thing ... that's it ... up and dowwwn ... oooh, it feels so hot!" I realized that she was undergoing some form of vision involving a boy she knew.

"Let me close, oh please, Bobby! I'm so-o-o horny! I'm very horny, I can't get them closed, I'm so open, I'm wider open, wider, wi-ii.. " her voice trailed off, and I breathed in great clouds of fragrance from her distended pussy. She no longer tried to close, but her butt muscles continued their unceasing clenching. They raised and lowered her beautiful slickened flower slightly into the air, their petals protruded well past the dark blond hairs now, they were indeed an angry red color.

"I'm wide, wide, wider open for you now," gasped the voice hoarsely, bring it there, tickle me with it ... a- a-h-h-h ...tha-a-a-t's so-o-o go-o-o-od ... so-o-o good! You're gonna sli-i-i-ide it ... sli-i-i-ide it deep inside, sliding right up inside me ... ooooohhh, do it slo-o-o-owly ... that's it ... torture me ... torture ... "

As she babbled on to her dream lover, I actually saw little squirts of liquid like saliva dribble out along her pussy lips! A dark purple clitoris was stone-hard and begging to be sucked. It demanded sucking!

"I fe-e-e-el it, honey, I fe-e-e-ellll it," crooned the subject. Her inner thighs had begun a cycle of very slight vibration, like a tiny wave of quivers. This happened again and again. The towel beneath her clenching pelvis was dark with moisture. Her voice came again, it was almost a whimper.

"I gotta come, lover ... I'm so-o-o ready! I want to come now! I can't wait, do it, do it!"

I stared fixedly at Zarah, and received a gesture of approval. I pushed my face right up in between those glistening buttock muscles. I inhaled deeply, then flicked softly at her little button with my tongue. The reaction was instantaneous. Something hot squirted onto my chin, and the hips froze above the chair, locked in an amorous rigor, a paralysis of ecstasy.

Another flick, and another squirt. Penny was hoarse, gasping aloud "I'm wider and wider, wider and wider, wi-i-i-i-i-ia-a-a-a--n-n---ngh!"

The vulva spurted again, and the thighs snapped shut. Penny's suddenly-freed heels drummed on the footrest, and she drew her pelvis upward, till my mouth was directly planted on her clit. I slurped on it loudly, and felt it throbbing, throbbing, throbbing, as she quaked in her sleep, and cried with pleasure.

My dick was quivering. Zarah pulled me up and away from the girl, now flushed but quiet again.

"James, you must go home right now. I think you've seen enough for tonight. When you get into bed tonight, you will masturbate, of course? Yes, you will have to masturbate, and you'll find now that you can reach your orgasm simply to the sound of my voice in your memory ... urging you to release your powerful juicy pump, just as you did at the theater. Yes, you'd better get home and release all that burning, bursting tension. Drive safely, enjoy yourself ... and return here tomorrow night about eight."

I immediately thanked Zarah for the experience. As I left the suite, I saw Katherine lifting Penny's knees apart, and draping them over the arms of her recliner. Oh, man, I was hard as iron again!

It was about ten when I arrived home. No TV ... no toothbrush ... no mixed drink ... I just dropped my clothes on my way upstairs to my bed. I sank back naked onto the sheets, and just lay there.. I found myself studying my own organ as it bulged up into the air. Each knob and vein stood out along the shaft. Tingles and hot vibrations washed up and down its purpling length, as it jerked and twitched before my eyes.

I didn't touch it at all, but found myself "pretending" to be controlled by Zarah. Each time I heard the Voice say "clench," I let my cock tighten, then relax. I contracted my ass a few times, then gave in to all the stimulation I'd received.

I was so ready, so ready to come! I was closer to the "point" ... closer .. the jerking had stopped, and I stuck up into the air ...waiting ... staring at my cock and waiting ...

And now I was over! I no longer had the ability to hold back. I heard Zarah say clearly: "James, you feel hot lava rising up your length ... up ... up ... hold yourself back one last instant ... up it comes ... up.. up ... up .. now watch closely as your cock spurts helplessly! Spurt and come!"

And there it came! One pearly blob dribbled down from my opening, then a large ropy thread of white hot liquid shot out. Drops landed on my upper arm as it lay clenched at my side. They felt scalding. Another jet, then I felt myself actually swoon as more dribbles of semen pooled onto my belly and pubic hairs. My limbs shuddered but I felt I couldn't move them an inch, and I think I cried a little, the sensation was so powerful!

My gasping soon slowed and deepened. I felt warm. I tingled. I felt Zarah's influence lulling me, soothing me. My penis sank towards my belly. With each pulse, it jerked lower and lower. Aftershocks still caused me to clench myself, but as my eyes still stared at my relaxing cock, I felt them droop. I imagined hearing the command to become drowsy, and I let myself murmur "Yes, Mistress," and immediately felt my eyelids swell and begin to burn. I found myself testing Zarah's control over me as I strained to hold them open. God, how they stung! They squinted, they blinked, and now they closed inexorably. Sleep overtook me like a dark, comfortable tidal wave, and I gave in to it with a last blissful sigh.

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