That first night set the tone for the proceeding weeks, which were like a roller-coaster ride on a fast track through Sex World. Natasha's carnal athleticism continued to astound me, allowing us to fuck in positions that I never could have dreamed up. Her sexual appetites, having been switched on, seemed to be just as boundless as the rest of her physical energy, and my stunned dick had no problem getting hard again and again for a woman so beautiful and sexy. And unpredictable, especially for someone being controlled. Teasing me while I was on the phone with my mother that first night was merely her opening salvo. As she had admitted before, misbehaving made Natasha hot, and now her heat was blasting my way, often at the strangest times.
I got a sense of this the evening after we first fucked. I was all abuzz emotionally, trying to decide how aggressively I wanted to experiment with the crystal, because I had it in my possession now. There were times when I held it in my palm, sensing its ruby red power emanating into my flesh. Other times I was struck at how it looked like a hunk of costume jewelry as designed by Salvador Dali, its mismatched angles not quite adding up somehow. I really didn’t know what it was, but I needed to learn what it could do. Could I control only Natasha, or others, too?
At work that that day, my boss was a total jerk, creating unnecessary problems that slowed things down and kept us working until seven. I had the crystal in my pocket, and the thought surfaced that I might not have to put up with his shit — or anyone else’s shit — ever again.
I said something about my moral compass as I began to write these recollections, and this would have been a good time to take a good long look at the needle. Perhaps I would have seen it pointing south, or even down towards hell. Maybe I would have taken stock of my situation, and asked a whole string of questions that were never considered. The first: Why me? How did I come to possess the crystal after Natasha had kept the thing for years, apparently as a keepsake? And why had the magician parted with the gem in the first place? Had he died, or been killed? And how had Natasha ever been allowed to become involved with Lester Hart? Wouldn’t Anton have used the crystal’s power to keep her as his love slave, much as I was planning to do?
I should have put more thought into how far I really wanted to take things, assuming that the crystal’s powers were extensive. I’d heard the absolute power proverb, but at eighteen, did I have a real understanding of the concept of a slippery slope?
I definitely had a new awareness of Natasha’s slippery slit the evening after we first fucked, and I was probably thinking about it while driving to the mall after work to buy some jeans. I intended to head over to Natasha’s house from there, because Josh was still away, giving us the opportunity to go wild on each other again. I was dying to see what she would be like after a day of pining for my cock. Would she want to fuck me the instant I walked through her door, or would there be some semblance of relationship, with the fucking happening later?
I thought about these things while trying on jeans in a department store changing room. I slipped my old pants off to try on a new pair, and jumped when I saw the little door swinging open. There, her eyes lit with sexual fire, stood Natasha.
"Wha...?"
"Off with the jockeys, lover," she demanded, pushing me back into the cramped space.
"How the hell…"
"I've been following you for the past twenty minutes," she whispered. "Why did you work so late? I needed to fuck you! Now get naked for me and try not to make too much noise."
We both stripped down to nothing and fucked ourselves silly. Natasha used the narrow walls to advantage by bracing her legs against them, essentially doing a full split in mid-air, thereby holding her gleaming pussy at cock-level for my benefit. The strength necessary for her to maintain this position was mind-boggling, especially when I thrust into her at full speed. I remember leaning back, just to witness the rock-hard muscles of her thighs and calves bulging and tightening as I fucked her.
Just as we were nearing blast-off, a store clerk came into the area and asked whether I was having any trouble. We eased up to quiet our sloppy friction, and I called out that I was having trouble slipping out of a tight pair of jeans. I heard the clerk chuckle and leave. Maybe they knew what was going on or maybe not, but we surely would have been caught if Natasha's legs had been visible down below the three-quarter length door. The moment we were alone again, we cranked things into high gear and I filled her pussy with my spunk, unable to suppress a loud groan at the end.
Panting and still somewhat in shock at what we had done, I collapsed onto the little stall bench, and watched as Natasha gave me a show in the way she put her skirt and blouse back on. She left her panties off, and held them out to me.
“A souvenir,” she said. “I’ve been dripping into them all day, waiting for you to be free. I want you to have something with my scent on it for the times we can’t be together.”
And then she was gone. I sat there, deliriously happy, yet wondering: What had I created the night before? When I told her to have sex with me in ways that made her hot…
I got something to eat and then drove to her house. It was mostly dark by then, the sky above a clear greenish blue. Natasha’s car was there, but no lights lit her windows, which seemed strange. I quietly strolled around the side to her back yard, getting out my key as fireflies hovered and blinked all around.
I thought I heard someone call my name in a soft voice. I looked around and saw no one, but a few seconds later I heard it again.
"Back here, in the tree house," the voice said.
There was still enough light to see the way, and when I reached the bottom of the ladder, I called up in a whisper.
"Natasha?"
"Come up here, you fool."
I did.
I've learned since that you can ask any great chef what distinguishes a superb and memorable meal from something more ordinary, and they’ll all tell you two things: fresh ingredients and fine presentation. With Natasha Hart, the fresh ingredients were a given. I don't know what I expected to see when I went up the ladder, but it turned out that the woman certainly knew all about fine presentation, too. The two narrow mats I'd seen in the structure before had been replaced by a broad foam mattress of luxurious depth, the little fluorescent camping lantern supplanted by a series of votive candles. And Natasha herself — she had to know how devastating the effect was, with her svelte, astoundingly toned and voluptuous body tightly sheathed inside of a translucent body-stocking, every hard muscle and stunning curve perfectly accentuated in the low, flickering light.
She was lying there on her side, her head resting in the crook of a folded arm, and the look she gave me as I gazed into this den of seduction was almost enough in itself to make me blow my load. Her legs were drawn up into a slight curl, until she straightened them and lifted the upper one up high to the ceiling. I saw what she wanted me to see — the wide oval opening at the crotch of her garment, and her bare pussy, glistening in the candlelight.
"I knew you'd come," she purred. "I’d never have left that changing stall if I hadn’t known I’d get to fuck you again tonight.”
A lump formed in my throat while an even bigger one pushed at the front of my pants. The tightness of the body-stocking compressed her huge breasts together, creating the most astounding line of cleavage I'd ever seen. I felt a wave of desire flood my system, causing my legs to shake. I started to climb through the small door but she told me to stop.
"You can't just barge into a woman's private lair," she admonished me. "You have to offer something to gain my favor."
I was trying to think of a response when she took matters into her own hands.
"I know just what I want," she said.
Poised with my legs and feet inside the tree house and the rest of me from the waist up still out in the cool night air, she lowered my zipper and pulled my dick out.
"You wouldn't even believe how many times I've thought of seeing this again," she told me. "You have the most beautiful cock I've ever seen, Brian. I’ll never be able to get enough of it.”
She took me inside of her mouth then, and I could tell from the first swallow that this was going to be a seriously intense ride. There was a profound knowing in this mouth, a connection so right that it was as though my dick and Natasha's lips and tongue were transmitting instantaneous messages back and forth in the warm sea of her saliva. I held onto the log siding outside and felt her mouth wrap around about half of my length, and then she did... something...
Everything went all swishy as her mouth flooded with more saliva, and then her cheeks compressed the sides of my dick in a special way. Her cheeks? Why hadn't anybody else thought to use their cheeks like this on my rod? I moaned, way too loudly it seemed, even though no one else was out there. Natasha disengaged her mouth and then her head appeared at my belly, looking up.
"You liked that, didn't you?" Enthusiasm, pure enthusiasm on her face.
"Uh-huh."
"How about this?"
Her head dropped down and I felt her lips wrap around just the head of my dick. I almost let go, which might have been disastrous, when her mouth — her whole head, actually — cork-screwed around and around, back and forth in each direction. I was literally being mouth-screwed! Again I groaned, and I felt my cock twitch in her mouth. I was only seconds from exploding.
She suddenly let go and looked up at me again. "You really responded to that! I'm beginning to think that I should grant you full admission to my little abode, so that you don't end up crashing to the ground."
I was pulled in by my dick.
"Off with the pants and lie on your back," she directed. It occurred to me that I was getting the best of multiple fantasies in this situation. Natasha was firm and almost domineering, but only because her jets burned so hotly from my commands. Maybe what turns me on is completely fucked-up, but I was doubly-hard from the duplicitous levels of control and deception.
Once I was naked, she lay on top of me, the fine texture of her sheer garment causing her incredible body to slide over my skin with slippery dry friction. She teased my chest and stomach with her big tits before bringing her lips back to my towering cock.
"I want us to explore the things that really turn us on, Brian. I want us to learn together. But I need to know right now that you'll stick with it, that you'll keep coming back to me no matter what."
She licked the underside of my shaft, one long, luscious run of her tongue, before continuing. "Will you keep coming back?" Her lips opened wide and she took about a third of me into her mouth. Again I felt her cheeks collapse around me, and when she twisted her head it felt divine. She released me with a loud "thwop", then asked again, "Will you keep coming back?"
"Y...yes!" I answered.
"Are you sure?"
Back inside her lips I went, and she did this inch-worm kind of thing, closing and loosening the pressure of her mouth as she took me in bit by bit. It was simple but incredible, and when I was about half-engulfed, I cried out, "Ohhh, fuck!" because the sensations were becoming so intense. I felt like someone had hooked my dick up to an electric generator. A tingling went all over my body, making my fingers buzz with energy.
She released me quickly, a wicked twinkle in her eye. "Are you absolutely sure? Or do I have to convince you to come back?"
"I…"
"Tell me how much you want to fuck me."
"I'm dying to fuck you, Natasha."
"Tell me that you'll fuck me every time I need you. Promise me that you'll fuck me as hard as you can for as long as you can, no matter where we are. Promise me that."
"I promise."
"It might not be easy on you. You'll have be patient at times, especially when Josh is here. You'll have to let me find ways to make it possible. Can you do that? Can you let me find ways to fuck you whenever it’s possible?"
"No problem!"
"All right, then. I have something in mind that I haven't done in a long time. Let me see if I can remember how..."
As her mouth wrapped around my tool again, I had one question flood through my mind: How could that magician or even Lester Hart have let this woman slip out of their clutches? Somehow the magician had lost Natasha despite possessing the crystal, and her ex-husband had alienated his wife and run into the arms of some other girl! Were they insane?
If your life has been anything like mine, then perhaps you've seen how quickly rational thoughts can be swept away by a mouth so talented at oral sex that it should be marked with some kind of warning sign. Natasha swallowed a third of my big cock and swirled saliva all around it, then began to bob her head up and down. Her tongue danced against me inside, and I figured that giving hummers was all coming back to her quite nicely.
But she hadn't even gotten started. The first second or two that I felt my entire cock drawn down her throat, I couldn't believe that it was actually happening. I knew about deep-throating, but had thought it more of a sexual urban legend, or something that only professional porn stars could do. I was so shocked that I made some kind of wailing sound that must have sounded like an animal humping its mate out in the trees. Her head went up and down on me like no head had before, and I could feel the tip of my cock slipping along the back of her throat at the same time that my balls bumped into her chin on the full intake. She opened wide and swallowed them, too, and I just lost it completely, spewing in a sudden, almost violent explosion. I probably screamed, but I'm not sure, because it was like all of my other senses were momentarily wiped out of existence. There was nothing but her mouth and my spasming dick and the jolting electric pleasure, and I have to admit that in that moment it felt like nothing else was really very important in life.
She slid on top of me again — I hadn't even felt her disengage her mouth from me — and kissed me tenderly on the lips, the taste of my semen just barely there. I was still quivering, no longer from having an orgasm, but from the memory of having had one of such sudden and searing intensity.
"You're wondering what you've gotten yourself into, aren't you?" she asked.
Actually, I wasn't. I was wondering whether there were further instructions needed to make sure that whatever I'd gotten myself into, it never ended.
"I want to be completely honest with you, Brian. I'm... discovering things about myself."
I found my voice at that one. "What do you mean?"
"I feel... out of control. And sexy. God, I feel so incredibly sexy! Ever since we let ourselves go last night... It's almost all I can think about. I wanted to call you so many times today, to ask you to come to me so I could...” She pressed closer, curling a bent leg over my abdomen. "I dreamed about sucking you off all day. All day! It was… almost scary, how much I needed this.”
She squeezed me with her legs, and I could feel that even though she was speaking relatively calmly, a furnace burned within her that was dying to be tended to. We weren’t through.
"Maybe I'm kind of crazy," she said. "I'm older. I should be the responsible one, the one putting on the brakes. Instead, I seduced you almost before your girlfriend's plane landed on the ground. And worse, I can't even feel guilty about it. I’m even hoping to give Josh more weekends with Lester, just so I can fuck you more often. Tell me, is that right? Am I a bad mother?"
Whether she was or wasn’t, she was definitely asking the wrong person. I held her tight while listening. What would she think, I wondered, if she knew that I was controlling her behavior? Was it best to keep her in the dark, or would it be even more fun to see her struggling against the commands, with no hope of escape? This might be something to explore, either here or elsewhere.
“Maybe you should try to protect yourself,” she cautioned. “If what I desire… or what I do to you isn't right, isn't good for you... I think that all of the excitement I'm feeling... sexually... I think I'm not normal."
“Not normal? What do you mean?” I fished.
"I’m really out of control, Brian. If Cindy hadn’t left, I don't think I'd care. I'd still find some way to fuck you, almost right in front of her."
"I might want you to,” I replied.
"I know, I know, but... What if I invited you and Cindy over for dinner sometime? Imagine that we're all in my living room, sharing wine and chatting. I ask you to help me in the kitchen for a minute, and as soon as we're out of Cindy's line of sight, I raise my skirt and jump up to wrap my legs around your face. How would you feel about that, Brian?"
There was an odd kind of challenge in her voice, as though she was trying to shock me. I also got the feeling that she had imagined this very scenario earlier in the day, maybe while masturbating.
"I have a history,” she went on. “Sneaking around and… taking risks, really makes me hot. I’m almost afraid of what I might try to do with you. Maybe you should run away from me.”
“Would I be able to escape?” I asked.
“No. Not if I’m desperate.”
It was hilarious and it turned me on, her cluelessness about her situation. Should the irony or the hopelessness of her plight have shown me that I was already becoming a monster? Perhaps. But I had just felt for myself the things she could do with my cock in her mouth, and there were her perfect legs squeezing against me, and her spectacular tits molding themselves to my chest and side. She had said before that most men couldn't even dream of what she could do with her body, but I didn't have to dream about it anymore. Maybe I only knew a fraction of her talents at that point, but it was more than enough to make any real choice impossible for me. I was hooked. I was hooked bad, and there was no turning back.
I wanted even more, and I was going to get more by finding my pants and the crystal in the front left pocket. My right hand began to stroke between Natasha’s upper thighs, the texture of the bodystocking all satin smooth. I could feel the heat emanating from her cunt through the oval opening in her garb, and stroked her wetness with my middle finger. She hissed with pleasure at the same moment I grasped the crystal with the fingers of my other hand, and I slowly brought the magical gem out, moving it into her line of sight. Her breath caught from the feel of my finger feathering her clit, and it stayed caught, the crystal instantly sending her into that weird blankness.
I worked my tongue down her body, starting at her ear and neck, licking at her hard nipples through the sheer material of her body-stocking. Fuck, I loved these tits. And this drum-tight abdomen, and these silky solid thighs. And it was mine, all mine. Even the mind within, prevented from moving as though equipped with a pause button, was mine.
She lay there, her eyes soft, her lips parted, awaiting commands. I was happy with things as they were, but thought it might be a good idea to probe more deeply into Natasha’s psyche, to get inspiration and see whether there were any troubles on the horizon. Placing myself above her, I inserted two fingers through the oval opening in the bodystocking, slipping them inside Natasha’s hot pussy. Wiggling my fingers, I said, “I am going to ask you some questions, and you must answer them fully and truthfully, do you understand?”
“Ohh… Yesss…”
“Do you love me?”
“I… love you.”
“When you think of me, what is it that you feel the most?”
“Sex. I need… hot sex.”
“How many times did you masturbate today while waiting to have sex with me?”
“F…four.”
“Did you cum each time?”
“Oh yesss…”
“Do you like feeling so horny?”
“Ohhyesss.”
“Is there anything that you don’t like, or that worries you?”
“Yesss.”
Uh-oh. A glitch? “Tell me what concerns you have,” I probed.
“I… think I should be dating.”
Well. Fuck that. Still, I wanted to know more. “Do men ask you out?”
“Yesss…”
“How often?”
“Almost every day.”
“They call you?”
“Yesss. And they approach me at the health club, and the grocery store, and…”
I got the idea. The woman was crazy gorgeous and must have opportunities flying at her almost every minute of the day. “How do you respond to these advances?” I asked, cutting her off.
“I… say that I’m not ready. But…”
“But?”
“I might be ready.”
“Then why don’t you go out with these men?”
“I’m… out of control. I need sex with Brian.”
So. She could feel my commands clashing with other ideas of how she should be living her life. Deep down, she wanted to date other guys, did she? Probably older rich guys, stockbrokers or lawyers or some other stiff assholes from the city’s upper crust. I could envision them, all of those well-dressed suits with their fat bank accounts and snobbish attitudes. They probably thought they deserved a treasure like Natasha Hart.
I didn’t have anything to be worried about, but it sort of pissed me off, because I was not “Grade A” material for Natasha, not in a real sense. Not that I cared — I had no interest in being a true partner for her, or her official boyfriend, or Josh’s step-dad, or any of that. I wanted sex from Natasha, pure and simple. I didn’t want to go out on dates with her, and I didn’t really wish to become entwined in her hopes or her problems. I just wanted to keep her in a state where she was dying to fuck me.
I did a mean thing. Her largely unwilling lust for me turned me on like crazy, and so did the thought that it was rubbing against her inner grain. She was helpless against the power of the crystal, and I wanted her to feel it, even if she didn’t know the cause. And so I thought of a discreet way to stir her pot, upping the pressure.
“You will try to date other men,” I began. “You will dress more provocatively in public, and flirt with the men who are dying to win you. You will become a wanton tease, giving out signals that you are the world’s greatest lay, and ready to do some laying. When men ask you out, you will accept the offers of the ones you find most attractive, and you will be a lively and charming companion. But if you develop real sexual attraction for any of these men, thoughts about fucking me will bedevil you, making your nipples hard and your panties damp any time my name or image comes into your mind. But your heat cannot extend to your dates. If they try to make moves on you, or you touch them or try to fuck them, your body will not respond sexually. You will feel inner despair, and sadness — even a sense of alienation from your own body. Only masturbating over me or fucking me can cure these terrible, painful feelings. Sexual and emotional satisfaction can only come through me, do you understand?”
“No… Please…”
“Yes. Yes, Natasha. Sexual and emotional satisfaction can only come through me.”
“Only… you.”
“You will dream of me and my hard cock every night. You will masturbate every night while thinking of me. You can never achieve an orgasm without the image of Brian or Brian’s hard cock filling your mind. And you will continue to plot and execute guerilla-tactic sex with me, finding exciting ways and places to fuck me.”
“Yesss…”
“Now, when I snap my fingers, you will come out of this state, not consciously remembering anything we said or did. Your pussy will feel intensely hollow and needy, and you will beg me to fuck you. And when I do, you will have orgasms of an intensity unlike anything you’ve ever experienced. They will blow you away. They will feel life-changing, and addicting, and you will need to feel orgasms like that with me again. Now say ‘yes’ if you have understood and will comply with all of these demands.”
“Yesss.”
I couldn’t resist messing with her some while she lay there so vulnerable and open. I tore openings in her body-stocking so her nipples could poke out, and sucked on them mercilessly. I slipped a third finger into her pussy and moved all three around aggressively, twisting my hand, reaming her insides. She whimpered softly, like a puppy dog having a dream. Her little not-there cries were indescribably hot, and I could have fucked her like that, all inert yet feeling. But I wanted her tampered-with brain there, because I was so ready to fuck this woman’s brains out.
I wrapped her right hand around my throbbing cock and brought my fingers out of her tunnel, leaving just one resting on her clit. Then, making certain that I could watch the return to awareness in her beautiful features, I snapped the dry fingers of my other hand.
Her eyes fluttered, and she looked focused for about half a second. But then her brows wrinkled, and her mouth twisted, all in this gorgeous grimace of complete sexual need.
“Oh God, Brian! Fuck me! Please! Hurry and fuuwwwaaaahhhhh!!!”
Literally growling, she was on top of me in a flash, plugging her emptiness hole with my rod. It was crazy, seeing all of her artfulness gone, swallowed by the needs I’d implanted into her mind and body. She fucked me, and I mean she fucked the shit out of me, riding and twisting and humping above, impaling her needy cunt with my meat, screaming at the top of her lungs.
The expression on her face as she let loose will remain in my memory forever. Everything that a lover could want to see on his partner's face — deliverance, ecstasy, abandonment, joy, thankfulness — were there, plus one additional expression that I could only read as open-mouthed disbelief, disbelief that she was feeling so much, and so intensely. I felt the walls of her pussy vibrating all along the length of me and I couldn't hope to guess how many orgasms she had. It could have been one giant climax of extreme duration, or a whole series of separate but linked events. Whatever was happening in there, it felt amazing and I fucked back, trying to match her intensity, until I, too, let loose with a thunderous orgasm. Even after that I could feel how she wanted me to keep pumping, and I did. Finally, she bellowed like some kind of large beast, and every muscle in her body seemed to go rigid, before suddenly relaxing completely.
After releasing all of my cum deep inside of her, I pulled her down and wrapped my arms around her, clutching at her breasts. Dogs barked out in the neighborhood, no doubt from the sound of Natasha’s screams. She did not move. Her eyes were open and she looked a little bit like she did when in a crystal-induced trance, and she remained like that for probably five minutes.
"Oh God, oh god oh god oh god," she eventually whispered.
I liked the sounds of that.
"I can't live without this," she whispered again. “Fucking was never like this. I think I’d die if I couldn’t get more of it.”
"We can get more of it," I replied.
"The neighbors will probably be talking about these sounds for weeks, but I don’t care. I’m not kidding, Brian, I have to have this. I'll never stop wanting it. I have to have you, like this. Your cock is mine. Mine!"
It’s nice when two individual’s needs become so closely aligned. I was hers because she was mine, and with the crystal in hand, there was no reason to think that we would ever need to change our arrangement. I figured I could keep Natasha wanting to want me forever, no sweat.