Charles spent most of that morning with Alexandra, they exchanged information about each other, and Charles was hypnotized by Her. He would have stayed all day with Her, but Alexandra, who had already come to care for him, became concerned that he may be neglected his work, and suggested that he needed to do some. Regretfully he admitted “I guess You are right.”
Turning to his diary, to remind himself of the tasks he had to do, he flicked back a couple of days, and added an entry. “20th April 2006 – met Alexandra and my life was changed forever.”
That evening he waited again in the chat room for Her. Soon once again he felt Her wonderful power overwhelm him, as he slipped deeply into trance again, reading Her wonderful words. As he read, he really felt that he was there, at the water’s edge, with his beloved Alexandra. After the trance, as he had gone under so deeply, it took him a few minutes to come to. He apologized.
“That’s OK my dear, how are you Charles?”
And so another night of bliss with his lovely Alexandra began. He was completely focused on Her, obsessed by Her. He needed Her. He hungered for Her. He craved Her. He worshiped Her. His submissive feelings increased as he fell deeper and deeper under Her spell.
Alexandra understood the feelings inside him. So many guys had felt exactly the same thing. Once again he would have stayed all night with Her, but She once again realised that it was getting late for him. She gave him a trigger, and he responded immediately, wishing Her goodnight, turning off the computer, and going to sleep.
In his sleep, he began to dream. He was in this ancient city, with buildings of stone and black-and-white timbers. Everywhere there were posters of the lovely eyes of Alexandra, with the slogan ‘Obey Alexandra’ on them. Everyone seemed to be wandering in the same direction. The sun was starting to go down. Many of the people had obviously been working outside, the dirt and sweat on them was still there. He decided to follow them.
The people gathered in a Market Square in the centre of the city, in front of stage. Eventually Alexandra entered, looking lovelier than he had ever seen Her – looking lovelier than any female he had ever seen. She wearing a black cloak and a tiara on Her beautiful head, and carrying a sceptre in Her lovely right hand. Behind Her a big video screen showed Her in more detail.
As She entered, all the assembled ranks of supporters went down onto their knees, and bowed their heads, so far forward that they touched the ground.
“Thank you dear ones, you may sit.” Her sweet voice boomed out across the market square. He noticed that She was wearing a hand-free microphone which amplified Her voice. Her ranks of supporters obediently sat on the ground in front of Her. Charles felt a pang of jealousy. He wanted to be one of them, but as he was in a strange city, and didn’t know anyone, other than Alexandra, of course, he just lurked in the background.
“Dear ones, you have worked well today. The harvest is being collected in well. Soon we shall have enough to feed us all throughout the winter. You are doing so well. But first we have a few affairs of state. We don’t normally have any problems here, but someone was caught stealing food from the kitchen. Bring the prisoner in.”
A man in chains was bought onto the stage. He fell at Her feet, begging Her for mercy.
One of the two men who bought him in asked Alexandra, “Shall we exile him Alexandra”
“No please, anything but exile, Alexandra I couldn’t live without You. Please I beg You. Life isn’t worth living without You.”
“Silence!” Boomed the Alexandra, holding aloft Her sceptre. “Do you admit to your crime?”
“Yes, and I am truly sorry Alexandra.”
“OK, let the world see how merciful the Alexandra is. He will not be exiled. Take him away to the dungeon.”
She bent over him, stroked the side of his face. He naturally followed the movement of Her hand and looked into Her face, into those lovely eyes of Hers.
“And I will talk to You about this again. I feel You need some more training from Me.”
“Yes Alexandra, thank you Alexandra.”
“Now take him away.”
The man was taken away, and The Alexandra once again turned to face the audience.
“And now for some more pleasant matters. I gather we have some people who have been accepted onto the slave training program. Bring them in.”
A man led a small group of people onto the stage. Alexandra motioned with Her sceptre for them to be led in front of Her. She then pointed to the ground with Her sceptre and the men dropped to their knees.
“So it is your wish that you start the slave training process with Me?”
“Yes Alexandra, that is our deepest wish.” They all responded in unison.
“How much do You want it?”
“We want it very much. To serve You is all we desire.”
“Very well, put out your right hands.”
Alexandra then took from Her pocket some leather collars. She went along the row, putting a collar on the wrist of each of the men in turn. When She had finished, She stood before them, expectantly. They spoke in unison again,- “I freely give myself to Alexandra, She is my everything, I willing accept my role as Her slave, I belong to Alexandra.
“Good boys. We will start your training tonight at 9pm in My chambers. Do not dare to be late!”
The men were led off the stage. Charles again felt jealousy, and wished that he was one of the men going to be trained by Her.
“We also have some who have finished their slave training program, and are ready to be initiated as full slaves. Bring them in!”
Another man led another group of six men onto the stage. Behind them, a few paces behind, there was another group of six. The first group of men were led in front of Alexandra, where they knelt obediently before their Goddess.
“You have done well, you have completed the slave training program, and I am willing to accept you are full slaves. This is your last chance of freedom. If you stay, you will serve me for the rest of your lives. So I ask you, do you want your freedom?”
“No thank-you Alexandra.”
“Are you willing to serve Me, and only Me, as long as there is a breath in your body?”
“Yes Alexandra”
“Very well then.” Alexandra went along the line, stroking their faces in the same way as She had done with the prisoner, and when they looked up they once again found themselves looking into Her wonderful eyes, and listening to Her hypnotic voice. “Good boys, look into My eyes and relax, relax, relax, all the way down for Alexandra, back into deep sleep for Alexandra, no worries, no fears, just listen to My voice and sleep, sleep, sleep, that is right, so good to sleep for Alexandra…now, in a moment you will be tattooed. When this happens, you will not feel the needle going into you. You will not even flinch. You understand slaves?”
“Yes Alexandra” the men replied again, still in unison, but this time their voices were deeper and slower. They were obviously deeply hypnotized. The men from the second group came forward and tattooed on each slave’s right arm “Property of Alexandra” and the image of Her lovely eyes. The slaves didn’t move as this was happening to them. It was as if they were not even being touched.
Charles again hoped that one day he would be like that, completely controlled by Her, completely under Her lovely hypnotic spell.
When the tattooists had finished their work, they left the stage. Alexandra stood in front of Her newly-created slaves and stretched out Her beautiful arms.
“Awake, you good and faithful slaves. Go and serve your Alexandra well. Awake, awake.”
Somehow Charles picked up on the instruction to the slaves in his dream. He woke as well, completely disorientated. He had felt so happy and at home in the world of his dream, and it seemed so strange to be back in his own bed. He knew that he may never go back to the city of his dream. He also knew something else. He needed to be enslaved by Alexandra, just like the men in the dream. He would never be completely happy until he was totally enslaved, mind, body and soul, to The Alexandra.
The next day Charles couldn’t stop thinking about the wonderful dream that he had had, and he couldn’t wait until the evening, when he could chat with his beloved Alexandra again. Eventually the minutes turned into hours, his work was done, and he was home again, in front of his computer, chatting to the lovely Alexandra. Once again, he recounted to Her every detail of the dream.
“And how do You feel about Me now?” She asked him, when he had finished.
“I feel drawn to You Mistress Alexandra.” He replied.
“How do you mean exactly?
“Well, Mistress Alexandra, how can I explain? Just like a bit of rock rushing through space may suddenly find itself in the gravitational field of a big hot sun and is drawn to it until they are jointed together, so too, I am caught up in Your wonderful hypnotic world, and irresistibly drawn towards You. Just as a moth, flying around, may be attracted to a flame, and finds itself unable to do anything but dance around that flame, so too I am attracted to Your extraordinary beauty and wonderful words, and must dance around You, dancing to whatever tune You decide to play, dancing any dance You decide You want Me to dance.”
“So you feel that You need Me then?” She continued.
“Oh yes, very much so, Mistress Alexandra.” He replied instantly.
“How much exactly?” She asked.
“Well Mistress Alexandra, just as a little baby needs the love and care of its mother, so I need to be with You. Just as a drug addict needs a fix of whatever drug has taken a hold, so You have taken hold of me, and I need the thrill that being with You brings. Just as a flower needs water for it to flourish, I need Your sweet words for Me to flourish.”
“How you any other thoughts about Me?”
“Yes Mistress Alexandra. I want You to tighten Your grip on me. I want to fall deeper for You. Deeper into Your hypnotic spell, deeper in love with You. I want You to control me, control my thoughts, my words, my feelings, my emotions…. Everything…. I want to be enslaved by You, just like the men in the dream were enslaved. I want to be at Your beck and call, totally focused on You, obeying Your every whim. You are everything I have ever wanted, ever needed. You are perfect, wonderful, faultless. You are the one I have been searching for all these years.”
“Yes you do, you are learning well. Now I need to know what happens next in your dream, I need to take you back to the place in your dream, do you understand Charles?”
“Yes Mistress Alexandra”.
“Good boy. You must be tired after all that work. Now I want you to look at My picture. Nothing else matters, just My words and the picture of Me which you adore so much. Just breathe in and out for Me like you did before. That’s right, just relax, and just keep looking at me. I notice you like looking at My picture. Impossible for you to turn your eyes away from My picture. Put your trust in Me. I know. I understand. Keep looking, you want to just look and absorb My words. As a sponge absorbs water, so your mind absorbs My words, My thoughts, and My words, My thoughts become your word, your thoughts.”
“you are very tired, so very, very tired. You may want to close your eyes. I think you are getting more and more tired. Just let yourself go.”
“Breathe in deeply. Breathe in the lovely scent of My perfume. Notice how it relaxes you more and more, taking you down deeper. I think you will be asleep soon. You want to go to sleep. I will look after you. Let yourself go down into a nice relaxing sleep.”
"To please me, just keep look into My eyes ... keep staring into them. You cannot look away from them! You want to just sit and stare into My eyes. You cannot look away. Just stare into My eyes and read My word. Look into My eyes and concentrate on My word. Read to My words and let it take complete control of you just like you want it to ... just like you need to. Let Me take complete control of you as you surrender completely to Me ... surrender completely to My deep, wonderful, hypnotic trance.
"As you stare into My eyes and read to My words you are starting to feel very relaxed ... your body is growing heavy and relaxed ... heavier and heavier ... more and more relaxed. Take a deep breath ... hold it ... exhale and r-e-l-a-x, r-e-l-a-x. Take another deep breath ... hold it ... exhale and relax, relax, relax. Each breath that you take ... each word that I speak, will relax you more and more. Each word that you read will cause your body to grow heavier and heavier, heavier and heavier. It feels soooooo gooooood to just let go and surrender to My eyes and words ... to surrender to My hypnotic trance ... to surrender completely to me. Just let go and reeeellaaaaaaxxxxx ... reeeeelllaaaaaxxxxx deeper and deeper. Sooooo Deeeep.
"As you stare into My eyes and read My words ... as you surrender to My eyes and My words, you feel My wonderful state of relaxation and hypnosis spreading through your body. Feel it first in your feet ... feet growing soooo heavy and relaxed ... now you shins, so heavy and relaxed ... you knees ... thighs ... hips. Your legs are now so heavy and relaxed, so pleasantly, wonderfully heavy and relaxed. Now feel My wonderful trance relax your waist ... chest ... feel it work it's way up your back-bone ... just let go and reeeelllaaaaaaxxx ... reeeeellllaaaaaxxxx ... let go and surrender to Me ... yield yourself completely to hypnosis ... yield completely to me.
"You know that the more I relax you ... the more deeply I hypnotize you, the more completely submissive and obedient to Me you become. But this is what you want and need isn't it slave? You want to surrender completely to Me don't you? You NEED to surrender completely to Me don't you? You KNOW it is right and natural for you to serve, obey and worship Me don't you? Good, now just relax and go deeper ... relax and go deeper.
"Feel My wonderful relaxation in your fingers ... hands ... wrists ... growing heavier and heavier ... heavier and heavier ... more and more relaxed ... more and more submissive. Feel the wonderful state of hypnosis relax your fore-arms ... elbows ... upper-arms ... shoulders ... heavier and heavier ... more and more relaxed. Now feel it in your neck ... jaw ... around your eyes ... your eyes growing heavier and heavier, heavier and heavier. You want to close your eyes and go deep, deep asleep BUT YOU CANNOT LOOK AWAY from My eyes ... keep looking into My eyes! Look into it as I count backwards from ten. Each number will relax you more and more.
"Ten ... nine ... eight ... seven ... six ... five ... four ... three ... two ... one ... ZERO! Deep Sleep! Deep Sleep! Close your eyes and go into deep, deep hypnosis. Go deep, deep asleep for Me. Surrender to hypnosis ... surrender to Me."
“You are now deeply hypnotized. You love looking into My eyes. You love listening to My voice. In fact you love everything about Me. You are deeply in love with Me and I am in love with you. You are so deeply in love with Me that you would do absolutely anything My little heart desired. Anything at all I wanted, you would do for Me, because you love Me so much. You just want to please me. Please Me and obey Me. Do you understand?”
By now Charles was completely under Her wonderful hypnotic spell, and the reply took a while coming, but eventually his agreement was forthcoming.
“Good boy. Now I want you to go back into the dream. I want you to tell Me what happens next.”
In his mind, he was now back in his dream, and the now familiar shapes of people and places came rushing back to him. Once again his attention was drawn to the wonderful image of Alexandra The Great waking the men who had completed their slave training. She motioned with Her hand and the men retreated to the back of the stage. She smiled. She looked around at the crowd.
“I am pleased with you all. Little by little you are all learning how good it feels to serve such a great leader like Me. When you forget about yourselves and just concentrate on serving Me you are all a lot happier. Just serve Me, worship Me, obey Me… that is all you have to do.”
Her eyes scanned the audience, happy that they all seem to be taking it in, all seem to be agreeing. Her control over them was growing daily, and they seemed happy with their lot. Although She could do what She wanted with them, She never abused Her position, and She was a kind, benevolent and just ruler over Her people. She knew them all personally. Then as Her eyes continued to scan the crowd, She noticed a man She did not recognise. She looked and pointed at him.
“Wait, we have a stranger with us.”
Charles had not realised how close he had wandered to the stage. He had been so fascinated by the proceedings. He had drifted nearer and nearer the stage. He found himself looking straight into Her lovely grey eyes and She was pointing straight at him. A mixture of emotions filled him. On the one hand he was thrilled at last to be able to look directly into Her wonderful eyes, and he was automatically captivated by them, unable to look away. On the other hand he was scared stiff.
“Come here boy.” She commanded, and automatically he started to walk towards Her, his eyes still looking straight into Hers. It was almost as if he was in a dream. Without any order, the crowd automatically parted to allow him through. Eventually he was at the foot of the stage. With Her right hand, She beckoned him forward with Her index finger, and, with his eyes still locked on Hers, he climbed the stairs of the stage until he was right next to Her. She stopped beckoning him forward and instead held up the flat of Her hand at him. Charles instantly stopped walking. She then pointed downwards with the same index finger She had used to beckon him forward. He sank to his kneels before Her, his eyes still locked on Her wonderful eyes.
“What is your name boy?”
Although Charles was a fully grown man, in some way he loved the way She called him ‘boy’. Anyone else he would have complained, but from Her it seemed so right, so natural. He answered with his name immediately.
“Perhaps you would mind explaining yourself?”
“Please, Alexandra, I just want to join Your people. I want to serve You, to please You, to be like all of them,- his hand motioned to the crowd.”
“Very well. But you have a lot to learn. Now let me see. I need to see to the man in the dungeon, and I have got the slave training starting at 9pm, so I can see you at 8pm, when I can start your training and initiation. Be at My chambers at 8pm on the dot! Do not be late on pain of death! Now kindly leave the stage.”
Charles rose and left the stage in a daze. Although he was slightly scared at what She may have in store for him. He would find out in the next instalment of his adventure. He felt happy. At last he felt that he was home. He had found the place he had been searching for all these years.