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MY JOURNAL #6 May 20, 19 ENTERED AUG, 1992

"BLACK TUESDAY AND "SATURDAY"

At 38 yrs old, after four kids, and twenty years of marriage I’m still in great shape, 5’ 8" 140lbs, red hair, and smooth creamy white skin and light pink nipples.

I am currently working as a Cocktail Lounge Hostess at the Holiday Inn Speedway, IN. During the race mouth of May the Cocktail waitress uniforms are very festive, also, very provocative. As hostess, it was necessary to be as festive and provocative as the waitresses to keep the theme of the lounge. I wore a short one-piece wrap around dress, with a very low cut neck, with one button and a tie waist sash. Doing what it was meant to do, show off a lot of cleavage and leg. Most of us "girls" keep a few things in our lockers to change into in the event we might want to go out if we get off early.

It was Tuesday night, I have to go to work, my car won’t start, and Lee isn’t home from work yet. I took a cab to work, and "hoped" to find a ride home, if not then I will call and have him pick me up. The night was uneventful, and it was getting close to time for me to get off work.

My periods had become irregular, and I was having problems with my BC pills. So our Dr. had taken me off the birth control pills and put me on a drug called Provara to regulate my cycle. The primary use for Provara though is to enhance fertility in a woman. I had decided we would take a break from this (alternative) life style as the kids were getting older, and required more of our time. Lee was so happy that I’d be all his again that he even agreed to have a vasectomy. I had told all my lovers I was going to stop cheating, and be faithful to my husband. So, none of old my lovers had been in for several weeks now, and it looked like I would have to call Lee to come and get me.

I went to the bar and started to call him, Len the Head of Security for the Indianapolis district was sitting there drinking. We normally only saw him once or twice a week. And on occasion some of us girls would buy him a drink. I had always liked Len, so I walked over and stood beside him just to say hi, and ask how he had been. Well tonight, he was in a talkative mood, so I bought him a drink and sat down with him. Seems his wife had found another man, had already left him, and was going to file for divorce. He told me she had been gone for three weeks. I asked why he hadn’t mentioned it before now. He said he didn’t want to bother anyone with his problems.

I had never thought of Len in a sexual way, in fact, I had never thought of him at all. And the sad part is, that I don’t know why, because I love big men, and Len is a BIG man. I guess because I always had plenty of dates lined up with my regular lovers. He is happily married and just a sweet lovable teddy bear we worked with. Len is a black, I mean he is coal black, forty four year old, perfect specimen of manhood. He is very handsome, 6’4" about 280 lbs of solid muscle, with the sexiest deep blue eyes.

He had played football in college, still worked out daily and hadn't lost his form, his whole body looked as if it were chiseled from black steel. He was also a very conservative, a preppy dresser, and always wore a blazer and tie when working. I suppose the most surprising thing about this man though, for his size, and all that he was, Len was the mildest mannered man I think I had ever met, extremely polite, never pushy and in fact, at times he seemed even timid.

Anyway we talked, (he talked) for almost an hour and I listened. I looked at my watch and told him my car was not running tonight, and that I had to call Lee to come and get me. Len said he would be more than glad to take me home, since he wasn’t in any hurry to get home anyway. I told Len I would really appreciate it, that way I wouldn’t have to wake Lee. I asked him to give me a few minutes, my legs and feet were killing me, so I went into the little girl’s room to take off my panty hose and hi heels, and put on my flats, When I left the little girls room I was wearing only the dress, panties and shoes. But I only had a thirty-minute ride home, so my bare white legs were no problem. Wouldn’t have been anyway, I was only going to be with Len. Little did I know what was in store for me this night?

When I came back into the lounge Len had already removed his blazer and tie. As we left the lounge he put them in the back of his new custom van, and we headed for my house. I thought Len was driving rather slowly, and then it dawned on me "duh". As we drove under the streetlights, the inside of the van was well lighted. Len was looking at my bare white legs, and down the top of my open dress, since I wasn’t wearing a bra, there was a lot of white flesh exposed for his viewing pleasure. And I could feel his sexy blue eyes making love to every inch of it. I knew he was becoming quite excited looking at me, as we passed under the streetlights I could see an impressive bulge that looked like a two inch thick pipe running about 4" down his pant leg, and there was no mistaking what that was, but I’d always heard how large black men were, and four inches is not large to me.

I love to tease, and here I was with the opportunity to exercise my womanly power for a few more minutes before the night was over. I thought, "what the hell", the tease in me took over, I had always liked Len, so hell why not let him have a little pleasure looking at something he wasn’t going to have anyway. And besides, I needed to see if I could make his budge any bigger. Up until now Len had always been a man I associated with at work. All of a sudden, with in minutes, Len the person had just become a thing, a huge beautiful "BLACK MAN". I had never flirted or teased a black man before, I had never had a desire to. But I had him all to myself now and I sure was going to work on this one. This was my chance to see if what they say about black men being so big is true, and I was going to do my damnedest to make this black man hard for me before he got me home so I could find out.

I turned in the seat to face him while we were talking, as I turned I leaned back against the door. I had already untied the waist sash on my dress, as I leaned back, I unbuttoned the only button on my dress letting it open a little more, exposing most of my tummy, and just the round folds of my little 34b bare breasts. I acted as though I hadn’t noticed, and keeping one foot on the floor I folded one leg up on the seat, parting my legs and allowing the skirt to open and slide off my one leg, giving him a more inviting view. I knew when we passed under the next street light, he would be able to see my smooth white inner thighs all the way up to my light blue panties. And all I would have to do would be sit here and watch him growing.

Teasing him was making that pipe in his trousers become "very" impressive now, and watching it growing was beginning to cause a growing in me. I began to have all kinds of thoughts I had never had before about this big "BLACK" thing sitting next to me. As I watched his bulge growing a little with each streetlight we passed, it had grown to about eight inches down his leg now, and looked like it had an apple on the end of it. It looked so damn big.

I found myself looking all of him over now, my eyes stopped at his large hands. I began to wonder what those long thick beautiful fingers would feel like caressing my bare white flesh. I wondered how they would look rubbing and massaging my bare white thighs. Then I realized, the way I was sitting, my bare white smooth thighs were close enough for Len to reach over and massage. I was inviting the touch of those lovely hands. I was afraid any minute I would feel his soft warm hand on the white smooth skin I was so brazenly offering him, or maybe, I was afraid I wouldn’t. I wondered what would I do right now if he were to reach out with his beautiful hand and start caressing the white smooth leg I had laying on the seat so close to him. I know now, that I would have parted my legs further, laid my head back, closed my eyes, and yielded myself to his touch. I could feel the moisture growing between my legs, and my panties getting really warm and damp. But I just couldn’t remove!
my invitation to him, I wanted him to touch me now.

I had been raised in a small town where black and white did not socialize, and in fact only had eight blacks in our high school. I wasn’t prejudice, but I had never wanted, or even thought of being with a black man. I had heard some of the girls in the lounge talk about how handsome Len was, and how they would love to try him. But we all thought he was happily married, and evidently he was, until now. And yes I had heard all the hyped up stories about the big bad black man with his mammoth tool enslaving all his white girls.

But I guess I had been too naive to even think of him that way. Now here I was, in the van with him at two am, all alone, half-naked, him making love to my bare flesh with his lovely eyes, and I’m getting damp, no, I was getting wet. I had known Len for over a year, and never felt like this when he was around me. But I was beginning to feel a lot of things right now that I had never felt before.

When we arrived at my house, Len pulled the van to the curbside of the house under the streetlight. I normally try to have my lovers’ park there when they bring me home. Lee can watch out of our bedroom window that overlooks the street. But Len had done it with out me telling him. Before I was aware, Len was opening the door for me. I got out very slowly, giving him a good slow show of my pretty long white bare legs as I slid off the seat. When I stood up, my face was just inches from Len’s chest. I am a tall woman, but I had to look up at him. I said "thanks Len, I really appreciate the ride". He looked down at me for a minute, then said, "Karen , how about a cup of coffee, before I go home. I could really use your company tonight?" I told him that Lee and the kids were all asleep and I didn’t want to take a chance of waking them.

We stood there for what seemed like hours not saying anything or moving, actually it was only seconds. He was thinking of what he wanted to do with me right then, and I was waiting on him to do it. I knew I should have been saying good night and thanks again and then running into the house, but my mouth wouldn’t open, and my feet wouldn’t move.

Finally he said "it has been over three weeks since I’ve felt a woman’s in my arms, or kissed a woman". "Looking at your lovely inviting lips, I want to taste those sweet ripe full lips of yours, would you kiss me Karen "? He had a very deep voice that touches a woman’s soul, and being the woman I am, he was massaging the bottom of mine.

My knees became weak, my nipples started stinging I could feel them getting firmer against my dress, and my breath was becoming short. I had never kissed a black man before, but I knew in the next few minutes this big beautiful man standing in front of me was going to change that. A lot of times other lovers had let me out, and kissed me good night, but they were all white. Right now that didn’t matter, I just stood there looking up into his handsome face, waiting, to feel Len pressing those beautiful full black lips against mine. I was so wet and right now, I wanted my first taste of a black flesh.

Then I felt the soft warm flesh of his strong hands sliding under my unbuttoned dress, opening it as he was pulling me to him, and his warm sweet breath in my hair as he whispered softly in my ear, "kiss me Karen, now". I put my arms around his neck, turned my face up, pulled him down to me. He was no longer a thing. He was now Len a beautiful black man that had my soul on fire. I was not letting Len kiss me, I was kissing him. I pressed my lips fully against his, and myself against his hard beautiful body.

With his strong muscular arms around me, he pulled me up tight against him. Some how with out me realizing it, he had unbuttoned and opened his shirt, and my bare hard nipples were being pressed against his warm black skin, my nipples were so hot, and stinging so badly I knew they were going to ignite any second. The womanly power was now gone from this smart assed teasing little slut of thirty minutes ago. And my flesh had become a bundle of wanton surrender to this black man’s touch.

I didn’t have to wonder any more, as his large black hands began to massage and explore the bare flesh of my back. I felt his tongue pressing against my lips, I wanted him to taste me, I wanted to taste him, and I wanted him inside me. I parted my lips to grant his tongue passage to explore my hungry wet mouth. His tongue was so wet, so long, and so thick I thought he was going to go down into my throat. He was filling my mouth and I began to suck and nibble on his tongue feeling his huge cock stirring against my belly, getting larger and harder, for me.

I had succeeded; I had made him hard for me by the time he got me home. And it was true, black men’s cocks are huge. Now that I had made this black man’s cock so huge, so hard, what was I going to do with it? What was he going to do with it? He was pulling all my strings now. I hadn’t thought about that earlier. But my body sure had, my glands were working over time pumping my lubricating juices into the area that should be receiving my accomplishment any minute. I was so wet, I just knew he could smell the desire burning in me.

This was so different, this big beautiful black man holding me in his arms, his large hands on my bare flesh only inches away from my naked breasts, oh how I wished he would move his hands those few inches and relieve the hard nipples crying for the touch of his gentle black fingers.

I don’t know how long he kissed me, I didn’t care, I didn’t want him to stop kissing me, I didn’t want him to stop holding me in his arms, and I made no effort to pull away from him. I didn’t know what was happening to me, I had never been this much out of control with any other man and that even includes David and Bill, but Len was stirring emotions that I never knew existed in me. I kept my arms around his neck and my naked white breasts pressed against his warm smooth black flesh as I kissed his neck and nibbled softly on his ear.

He looked into my eyes and said, "Karen , those are the sweetest lips I’ve ever tasted, and I’m going to have a lot more of them". His words were soft, and though he was whispering his soft husky voice was like thunder in my ear, he was telling me that his tongue was only the first penetration I was going to know from him. And that I was in the arms of the man that would soon be giving me my first taste of black sex. As he spoke, he was still pressing against my belly, the long thick cock I knew he would be using when he began to teach me how to love a black man.

I was so hot my heart was pounding in my chest. I began to tremble in his arms I felt the heat moving into my thighs, and a wet river flowing into my panties. My lessons were already beginning and Len was giving me the first of many wonderful orgasms he would be bringing me to. I couldn’t help myself, I couldn’t control my body any longer, and I couldn’t hide it from him, I didn’t even want to hide it from him now. He felt my body shuddering and my hard naked nipples squirming against his warm bare chest. I felt his warm soft hands sliding down my back hooking them under my panty elastic and sliding them down. His warm soft hands were cupping and massaging my little bare butt as he pulled me tighter pressing and rubbing his huge full firm manhood against my belly.

Nibbling on my ear, he whispered only ten little words that I will never forget, "yeah baby let it go, give it all to me". I was trembling, shaking and searching for his sweet lips, I wanted his tongue back inside me. My belly started pushing and grinding against him as I moaned his name, I was giving it all to him now. I was having my first orgasm by a black man, and I was soaking my panties so full, that my own juices had filled my panties and were now starting to run down my naked thighs. My legs were gone, and I felt like I was going to faint, I would have fallen had he not been holding me so tightly in his strong arms.

If he had held me in his arms one more, minute, or he had just kissed me again, and god I wanted him to. I wanted him to lay me back on the seat, pull my panties off, spread my legs, and bury his throbbing cock inside me right then, under the streetlight, in front of my house, at 2:30am.

But instead, he slowly took his arms from around me, as he did, he moved his wonderful soft hands that few inches, and slid them gently and very slowly, letting his hot fingers caress the sides and bottom of my naked breasts. His hands paused and I felt another surge of tremors running through me and into my belly. His fingers were pinching the soft flesh of my breasts so hard it hurt.

My nipples were on fire, but he wouldn’t touch them. Len was bruising my white breasts to send my husband a message that another man had just had his way with his wife, and would be claiming the rest of her soon. I knew in my heart he right, because I was standing there trembling and moaning softly, wanting him to mark me as he desired. He whispered in my ear, "when you are ready little girl, I will make a true woman of you." Little did he know, this little girl was ready right then? But looking back now, he knew. .

Then, he said something that sent little shock waves of excitement through me, "your panties are soaking wet aren’t they Karen ?" I told him "yes". He asked me, "who are they wet for Karen ?" I told him, "you Len." "Then they belong to me now don’t they?" "Take them off and give them to me." I was trembling so badly I didn’t think I could stand much longer, and my juices were flowing steady now.

But trembling and in a voice so shaky I almost couldn’t understand myself, I told him, "No, they are so wet for you, and they are your’s, but Len, if you want them, I want you to take them off me." His hands slid down my sides, he hooked his thumbs in my panties again. Then his large black hands rubbed my butt as he slid them down my legs getting on his knees in front of me. I raised one foot, then the other allowing Len collect my, his soaking wet panties as a seal for the promises I had just made him. His wonderful warm hands were holding my naked little butt and I felt his warm lips caressing my bare stomach he said, "Karen, I’m going to put my black baby inside that sweet belly, you know that don’t you?" I couldn’t say a word, but I knew he was certainly going to try, and I knew he would do about anything he wanted to me now.

Len stood up, putting my panties to his face, he licked the wet crouch, then took a deep sniff, and put them in his pocket, and smiling he said, "Now go to your husband. I ran up to the porch, and in the door, my knees were so weak I didn’t know if I would even make it. The door was unlocked; I stepped in shut it behind me, and turned the light on. Just as I stepped in, Lee came down stairs, stopped and smiled at me. I was so weak, I just leaned against the door, Lee looked at me for a minute, and came over took me in his arms and kissed me gently, lovingly. He whispered in my ear, "honey, I was awake and looking out the bedroom window, I saw you. You were lovely, are you ok"? I put my arms around his neck (mostly to hold me up, my legs were still gone), and told him "yes I am fine, but lets go to bed now".

I stripped (what little I still had on) and climbed into bed beside Lee, he pulled me close, kissed me, and put his hand between my legs and felt the excitement that Len had put there. Lee told me he thought I might need a ride home since my car was there when he got home and he had just gotten up. As he began to run his hands over my body, and stroke my wet cunt, then rub my hard little clit. He said, "honey, you are so wet, did he fuck you tonight?" I told him, "no, but I sure wanted him to, and honey, Len is going to fuck me." I began to tremble and my orgasm just came rushing out of me. Lee pushed three of his fingers into me and fucked me until I stopped shaking. We laid and "Pillow Talked", Lee fucked me to two more orgasms.

I told him that Len brought me home, (Lee knew Len), but that I had no idea that was going to happen. Lee assured me, that there was no problem, that he enjoyed watching me. A lot of nights he would watch from our bedroom window, as my lovers would bring me home, then kiss me good night and get that last feel. I always tried to put on a show for him with them, but tonight, Len had done the show.

I told him that Len was very large, and very hard, with full lips that were very soft, and tasted sweet. And that he had made me wet before we even got home. Lee said, he thought I didn’t want to play around anymore, we were done with that life and I only wanted to spend my time with him now. I told him I know, but I hadn’t met Len yet, and maybe I had changed my mind. After watching the girls with the black stud at the parties at John’s house, and just seeing the movie "Mandigo", that before I hung up this lifestyle, I should have at least one black lover for myself. Lee was not giving in too easily this time, and I could see he was going to need some work. He kissed me good night, and held me while we went to sleep. That was not a good night, or maybe it was a great night. All night I dreamed of Len, feeling his sweet lips on mine, seeing us naked in bed, and him inside me.

The next morning I had calmed down quite a bit, but I was wet again, and couldn’t get last night out of my mind. Lee was the only man ever to use a condom on me, and that stopped with the first months of our marriage. Once another man took me bare and I learned the thrill of feeling a man’s juice filling me, I never let another man fuck me anyway but bare. And I damn sure wasn’t going to fuck Len and cheat myself of feeling him cumming inside me. I called the dr. to get my pills refilled, he was a little puzzled, knowing that next week he was going to render Lee harmless. And yes, I love to feel Lee bare, and cumming inside me, and he was only using the rubbers temporary until he go the clip..

Len called the house for me the next day but I had already gone to work. Talking to Lee he told him since he had brought me home the other night, that Lee owed him a drink. Lee told him that from what he had seen from our window, it looked like he was well paid for bringing me home. Len told him that had all been for his wife’s pleasure, but he’d get his later, now about that drink? Len said he was going on vacation the next week, and would not be back for two or three weeks, but that he was off Saturday night. Lee told him he’d check with me and we could go from there.

When I got home, and we had our "Pillow Talk" time, I told Lee that I had thought about it, in fact that I couldn’t stop thinking about Len, and that I had already called the dr. I told him I hoped he would accept it but because Len had made me feel some things I had never felt before, and now I had to let him fuck me. Lee asked if Len didn’t scare me a little." I told him, "No honey, Len scares me a lot," "But he wants me Lee, and I want him." "The only thing is, he is going to be the one doing the taking, and I hope you can accept that too." It didn’t really matter now whether he did or not, I knew in my heart Len was going to fuck me. The only question was would Lee agree, or would I have to cheat? "Karen, I can live with what ever you want honey."

I said, "Ok then, but since this was my first black lover, there are some conditions you are going to have to live by." Little did I know there would be a few things Len was going to add to the list. "The first is that you will always love me no matter what." "I want the whole black experience." "I want to be free to enjoy everything that comes with a black lover." "I want to feel just him inside me, all of him, with nothing between our flesh and no protection." "And when he explodes, I want to feel all of Len’s warm cum filling me." "And honey, maybe you shouldn’t be there, I could get really wild with this man." He did balk on that one and made it clear he wanted to be there.

"What if everything they say about black men is true"? "Honey, I don’t know what I might say or do, are you really sure you would be able to handle it if I got carried away"? Lee was inside me now, I was pinching and twisting his nipples as I "Pillow Talked" with him. When I do that, he is mine, and will agree to anything I ask of him. And he was now, just as I knew he would. "Yes, I want you to enjoy all of it, the whole thing, just as you want it". "No matter what I say or do," and you will do what I say, you promise?" "Yes honey, I promise." "Even though he is black, you know I will want you to suck his cum out of me like you always do?"

I had taken the night off, and taken our kids to my sisters. We could have one heck of a night for each other. And really talk and play with our new "Mandingo", as we had now named Len, at least that’s what I had told Lee. In reality, I had already invited Len and hoped he would be there to collect his "drink", and promise. We had our day, Lee had to go in to work for a couple of hours, and I took the kids over to spend the night with my sis. Lee and I went out for a sandwich, and came back home to have our night. When we got home, about 7:30pm, Lee ran me a bubble bath, lighted my bath candles, and brought me a glass of wine. He trimmed the hair on my cunt, took his shower and was relaxing in his rob watching TV. I had bought a new negligee just for Len and was going to surprise him with it, but if he didn’t show, then it would be for Lee. The negligee was black and so sheer I felt like I was wearing only a whisper, hell, I was naked under it. I thought I heard Lee talk!
ing to some one, but dismissed it as being the TV.

When I finished my bath, I put on my new negligee, I said "Lee, why don’t you come up here and see what I have for you"? And Lee said "Karen , why don’t you come down here and see what I have for you"? Damn I always hated that about him, he always made me bring it to him. But, I’m not going to let that ruin our night, and I started down stairs in my short see through negligee.

As I turned the corner into the family room, though I had invited him, and had prayed he would come I wasn’t expecting him right then, but there sits Len. I couldn’t move, like a deer in the headlights of an automobile I was stunned. As I stood there nearly naked in front of Len, my breasts got instantly firm, my little nipples jumped straight out hard as rocks, and my juices starting bubbling in my loins. In less than a minute I had reached the boiling point for this man with out even being touched.

Len motioned me over patting on the seat next to him, I didn’t even think, looking Lee in the eye, I walked over and sat down beside Len on the couch. Len’s eyes massaging my near naked flesh was sending shivers up my spine. I snuggled up and putting my arm around him and smiling I asked if he liked what he saw? I told Lee I had forgotten to tell him that I had invited Len over tonight for a drink, and did he mind? Then I asked him if he would get us a glass of wine? Lee asked me to come into the kitchen a minute, I told Len not to move I’d be right back. When I got in the kitchen, Lee told me if anything happened tonight I’d have to use condoms. I told him not to worry about it, and not to hurry with our drinks, then went back to Len.

When Lee brought our drinks Len had his tongue down my throat and his fingers already inside me. I broke the kiss, but Len never stopped working his fingers in me. I told Lee to put our drinks on the table, go set in the recliner, and don’t interrupt. When he sat down his robe came open and his little dick was hard as a rock. I told him, honey, Len and I might get busy so why don’t you play with that little thing for a few minutes? When Lee took it in his hands and began massaging his hard little dick. I think it was about then that Len began to realize how much Lee enjoyed being taunted (humiliated) by me and my lovers, and he began taunting Lee. He was running two of those lovely large fingers up inside me. I was responding when he looked at Lee and said, "You got one pretty hot little wife here." "I know you don’t mind me putting my big black cock in her sweet little white pussy tonight now do you?" Lee said, "Don’t see that I have much choice Len, she wants to learn!
about a black sex." "And since she really wants you, then I guess you’re going to fuck her anyway whether I know it or not."

"Lee I like you, and I'll give you a chance to back out and if you say no right now, I’ll finish my drink and leave." "If you don’t, then you better know that once I use her, she will never be the same woman for you again." "I'll stretch her so big she won't even feel you again, hell she may never want you again." "So you better be sure you want to turn her over to me tonight?" I had never known Len to be so talkative, but damn he was sure causing my juices to flow. Lee said, "Well Len, I know you’re going to, so I want you to make her enjoy it," "Give her what ever she wants, no, give her everything you want her to have."

"Ok, then here’s the deal, the rest of this night your wife is mine, since I'm her first black lover, and I know I am, then she is going to be my white bride tonight. Your master bedroom becomes "my" bedroom, your marriage bed becomes "my" marriage bed, and I'm going to take "my" virgin white bride on my marriage bed, and I'm going to do the things to her I would my virgin bride. When we enter that room, it's no longer your's, it will be "mine" when ever, and as long as I'm in it. Now if you want to watch, and if we want to let your watch, fine, you don't say anything, and do only what we tell you." "Can you handle that?"

The two of them just looked at each other for what seemed hours, and the room was filled with a wild lust that was taking me over. Len was breathing so heavy I could feel him. And Lee, he was already gone. Finally Lee agreed. I looked down at his pants and there was the long tube I had seen in his pant leg Tuesday night, only now it was longer and bigger. He took my hand pulled me over closer to him and said "Karen, I told you I would have a lot more of those soft, sweet lips now it’s time."

"Its time now for me to make you a black man’s woman". His soft commanding voice, and the touch of his firm hand robbed me of any resistance that I may have had. Now, I was woman anxious to give herself to her lover, and I knew my lessons were about to begin. "Yes Len, I’m ready, now teach me". "Starting now, you are "my" woman, and since it was for him, it has to come off my woman," and before I had a chance to tell him it was for him, with one pull of his strong hands, the negligee I had bought was now in a small pile at Lee’s feet. Len’s woman was now completely naked for him.

I was melting into his arms as he pulled me close, pressed his lips against mine again, and again sent his wonderful tongue into my open waiting mouth to make his first penetration of the night into me. I began biting and sucking on his thick wet tongue, thinking how wonderful it was going to feel his wonderful long thick black cock inside me. As we kissed, I felt his soft firm hands cupping and massaging my breasts, god my breasts had been aching for the touch of those soft strong fingers since Tuesday night, now, their ache was being massaged away, and they felt as wonderful as I knew they would.

He begin to kiss and gently bite on my neck and shoulders moving down to my breasts. As I felt his hot breath on my nipples and his soft hands exploring my thighs, I looked down and oh what a sight. His beautiful black hands on my soft white flesh. I parted my legs and gave myself over to his touch. Tonight I would know for myself, "the hyped up stories about the big bad black man with his mammoth tool enslaving all his white girls".

His lips were on my nipples, and his fingers had already begin to tease the lips of my wet cunt, "his wet cunt", this body, this woman was now his, and he knew it. Lee (I had forgotten about him) was squeezing his little white tube and when I looked at him he mouthed, "honey, this is what you wanted, embrace it, enjoy the things you may never again have the chance to".

Lee turned on the tape recorder, got his trusty little camera, then went back over and sat in the lounger. Pulling his robe open again, he took his cock, no, his little white dick in his hand and waved it at me as if to say see what you are doing to me honey. I could see his dick was so hard and had little beads of pre-cum seeping out. Len was nibbling biting on my nipples and pinching my clit between his finger and thumb. I felt myself building to my first orgasm, Len felt it in me too, and stopped, then he came back to my lips, and began to kiss me again, and again moving his hands over my body, and back down to my parted legs. His huge black hands between my white legs was so beautiful, I just closed my eyes and let him explore the hot white flesh that I’d soon be wrapping around his beautiful black naked body.

Then I didn’t feel him for a minute, I heard his belt buckle and zipper, and knew he was preparing to claim his prize. He finished undressing, and sat back down beside me, he gently pushed me back on the couch and placed one of my legs up over the backrest. Putting his lips close to my nipples and breathing his hot breath on them, he began to suck and bite on my breasts. I thought he was going to eat me alive, and knew I would be black and blue all over. But I was his and damn if I wasn’t going to enjoy it. I was so excited I thought I would scream as I felt his teeth in my tender white flesh.

He took my hand and put it on his hard cock and said, "Karen feel what you gave me Tuesday night, you made it so damn hard and it hasn’t stopped aching since." So tonight baby, you are going to relieve me of it, and when I go home tonight it’ll be soft." I knew he was big I had felt him Tuesday night against me. But he felt so much bigger in my hand I opened my eyes to look at him, "OH MY GOD".

He was huge, I had never even seen pictures of anything that large, and his balls were hanging at least four inches below. I had been with men that had large balls and loved them, but none that large. Len’s was completely hair less and I remembered now the other night I didn’t feel any hair on his chest. I gently caressed them with my fingertips, then lifted them in my hand. They were firm, and heavy, and I knew I would be feeling them against my little butt before long. I giggled and (teasing him) said "oh Len, they’re so full, so heavy, are they full for me"? My teasing Len was beginning to work him up and he said, "yes they are baby." "Well Len, since my panties were wet for you the other night, and you said they were your’s." "If those big balls are full for me, then don’t you think it’s only fair, what’s in them is mine?" "Yes I do baby, and I’m going empty them inside your pretty little white belly tonight." The size of this timid giant was frightening me, I !
didn’t know how he would get that large thing inside me. It was so damn beautiful, I wanted him inside me so badly tonight, but it didn’t matter what I wanted now anyway. I knew Len was going to put that thing inside me, no matter what it took.

Len wasn’t circumcised, and he was so hard, but the skin was soft and smooth, and moved back and forth with my hand. I slowly pushed the skin all the way back rolling it past the ridge and exposing it’s massive head. His cock was coal black, but the when I pushed the skin back the head of It was light bright pink, and looked like a large un-ripened plum mounted a long thick black shaft, the veins were bulging out and pulsating in my hand, god what a beautiful cock this man had. And tonight it was all for me.

The head was wet and shinny with pre cum. I took my fingers and rubbed the drops of pre-cum around the giant head. As I was rubbing the little drops of cum around the head, I said, "damn Len just one of those little drops turned loose inside me tonight would make my belly swell". He got this devilish smile and I got just a little nervous, then he said, "I know, and tonight I’m going to turn a lot of those loose inside you baby." Len was kissing me and running two of his large thick fingers inside me. His masterful fingers had found my "G" and was driving me to an orgasm, then holding me there right on the edge, and not letting me go over. I was thrusting my butt up to get more of his fingers inside me, and trembling for the orgasm he was not going to let me have, until he wanted it for me. Len knew that he was in full control now and was taking his time to work his new white bride just the way he wanted her.

Suddenly, he stood up, picked me up and held me in his strong arms, as if I were no heavier than a feather, just standing there holding me. He asked which room was the bedroom, the master bedroom. He looked Lee in the eye and said "hubby, your wife is going to become a black man’s woman on your bed tonight". "She was mine already this week, but I know I’m her first black lover, so we have to make the first time right, she gets done on her white husband’s bed tonight not on a couch, or in a van." Now I knew, that’s why he didn’t take me Tuesday night. "Tell me Lee, where is the bed you want me to take my new bride on?" "Now you get the rest of your clothes off, and come watch your white wife get her first black fucking."

He was going to make me his woman on my husband’s bed, god I was so hot and wet for him, I didn’t wait on Lee. I told him which one was our bedroom, "yes Len I want you to take me on his bed tonight". We were completely naked both of us, his black skin was so warn and soft against my white flesh. He carried me up and in to our bedroom, I was kissing and nibbling on his neck and shoulders, I looked at Lee and mouthed "I love you, thank you." Len laid me gently down on our King sized bed. Lee laid the tape recorder on the nightstand next to the bed, took a condom from the nightstand, then sat in the reading chair next to the bed.

He laid me on my back and I looked up at my new soon to be, flawless lover. His hard cock was standing only inches from my face, I kissed the head, and tried to take the head of him in my mouth.

Len pushed my head back down on the pillow "no you don’t baby, you don’t get anything out that with your mouth." "Told you baby, everything in these balls is going into your little white belly tonight." I always leave my wedding rings on when I’m with a lover to say that I am my husbands’. But tonight I wanted to be all Len’s and started to take off my wedding rings, Len told me to leave it on, that he wanted me wearing my wedding ring as I gave myself over to him. He laid down beside me and took me into his arms, he pulled me tight against him, his bare black flesh against my bare soft white flesh.

He began kissing me again, and probing my mouth with his wonderful tongue, his hard cock against my thigh was like a foot of fire. He whispered in my ear, "Now baby, take big black cock in your little white hand" "let your husband see the ring he put on your hand stroking your lovers black cock".

Nature was taking me over and I was beginning to feel like a true slut. I said "look what I’ve got in my hand honey, it sure is bigger than what you have in your hand, and look where I’m rubbing your wedding ring". I took him in my hand and began to stroke the majestic cock that would soon be invading my body. Moving the skin back and forth, his cock was so gorgeous I had to get him inside me. I didn’t want to take it in my mouth, I didn’t want him to kiss me between my legs. I only wanted him between my legs, inside me. I felt his hand on my thigh and I looked at Lee. I wanted him to watch me part my legs to receive my new lover. Len’s taunting and teasing Lee was getting stronger, and was rubbing off on me now. I loved the feeling of power over Lee and wanted to see just how far he would let me go tonight.

As he watched me spread my legs for Len, I looked Lee in the eyes and said, "Len take me, make me your woman, fill me with your beautiful cock now". As he rolled up between my legs, I was holding and guiding his huge uncircumcised cock. My trembling hand began rubbing the head of his manhood against the swollen lips of my wet cunt. He smiled at Lee and said, "I am going to make your little white wife my bride now", when I leave here night, she’s going be a black man’s woman." Then he looked at me and said, "tell hubby who you belong to now, tell him you want this big black cock inside you". "Oh honey I want his big black cock in me". I looked down between my legs to watch this wonderful piece of manhood disappear inside me. Then realized he wasn’t wearing the condom that Lee had given him yet.

I told Len we had to use the condom that I was in my fertile time, I wasn't on the pill and he would make me pregnant. When I said that, his cock swelled in my hand he began to thrust and throb against me so hard I thought he might explode.

Telling a black man, he might make your white belly pregnant with his black baby, is the last thing in this world you want to do. That was like a red flag to a bull. And I had just turned soft, sweet Len into a big beautiful black raging BREEDING bull. My timid lover was no longer timid. The man kissing me now was another animal in Lens’s body. The thought of him making this white wife pregnant with his black baby tonight was consuming him. And nothing short of shooting him was going to keep him from filling this little white belly with his black baby. I knew right then that the hard cock I was holding in my hand, this animal was going to be thrusting into me with only the need to breed me now.

It had been a long time, but the beast we had used many years ago was raising it’s horny head again. And the worst terror of the night was, as I heard the words from my mouth fill the room, I remembered what those words had done to Lee and I when I dated my David. And just the danger of getting pregnant and this man’s baby growing inside me was beginning to consume me too now. My brain was saying damn you are 38 you don’t want another baby, but my body was screaming at me to take this seed, and it had already taken control over me. Now I wanted to feel his hot wet cum flowing deep inside my belly. My hand was greedily holding his swollen head against me, and my burning body was raising itself to get him inside.

What ever this animal on top of me was right now didn’t matter. I was quickly becoming as much an animal as he was, and I just wanted this big beautiful black god to take me just as he was, "bare". I was so excited with the thought of the danger of thousands his hungry little squigglies swimming up into my unprotected womb and surrounding my eager lonely eggs, that I was making the bed under me wet with my juices. But he wouldn’t let my take it in me. He was pushing the head of his huge bare cock between the lips of my cunt, but he wouldn’t let me take him in me, he was teasing me. I was on fire, and he knew there was no way that I was going to refuse him anything he wanted.

He handed the condom back to Lee and said, "not hardly." Then his attention was back on me. "Karen, I don’t use rubbers with my women, and you gotta know I ain’t going to use one with you, shit especially not tonight baby. If you want to be my woman, you got to take this black cock inside you bare ". I have three weeks of stored up potent cum honey and tonight I’m going to fill your little white belly with it."

The battle for power tonight had already been won. And we all three knew exactly how it was going to happen tonight. As I laid naked in his arms I was his, my legs were spread open to pleasure him, and I was going to pleasure him. If he wanted to fill me with his sweet black cream, then I knew he was going to have his way, and I was going to let him fill me. He said, "Now, tell me baby, look at hubby and tell him you want me to put this hard black dick inside you, and you want to feel it bare." "Or tell me to get up and leave".

I remembered the little southern bell laying across her bed with her Mandigo, I remembered the look on her face as he began to stretch and tear her as he pushed himself into her. I knew that in a few minutes, I would be having that look on my face as Len began to push his large cock into me. And I remembered the look on her face as her eyes and mouth flew open, feeling his hot wet seed flowing into her little white belly, and she wrapped herself around him and held him deep inside her. And I knew I would be having that look on my face in a few minutes.

I knew Len was thinking now of nothing but making me pregnant with his baby. And I knew that I would be wrapped around, and holding Len deep inside me, and I knew I would have that same look on my face as I felt Len’s hot wet seed flowing into me.

But even that was only adding to the fire in my thighs. Right now, I felt like that little Belle, "MY" very own Mandigo was about to push himself inside this little Belle, and would most likely leave his seed. I looked at Lee, to give him a last chance to stop me, or make sure I was protected. He had taken off his robe and he was rock hard. But more than that, he was putting the condom that he had gotten out for Len, back in the nightstand draw.

Lee smiled at me, "the whole black experience, all of it just as you want it honey, embrace it". Then Len said something (more of a command) that nearly made me cum. "Hell Lee, tell your wife you want to watch her take this big black cock bare, and let me fill her little white belly with my black baby juice." "All you white hubbys love that." I thought this might be about the time Lee would get really upset, but he didn’t. What he did was even more surprising. "Honey take that big black cock of Len’s, just like you wanted. Take it bare let me see it covered with his cum when he pulls it out of you". That was more than I could take, with my husbands words and Len’s huge cock rubbing my hungry cunt I started my first orgasm, and Len couldn’t stop me now oh god it felt so good my eyes closed involuntarily, and my butt was thrashing clear off the bed trying to get him inside me. But Len was not going to let me have him yet, he was really beginning to enjoy teasing me, an!
d taunting Lee. And I was loving it too, especially what he was doing to Lee.

I wanted to feel his bare flesh inside me so badly though, damn I did want that. I thought I would take him bare for a little while just so I could feel him, and when he starts to cum, I will push him out of me, that way I could feel his beautiful black flesh against me, and I would still be safe. What a lie that proved to be. I had been lying to myself from the minute I got into his van Tuesday night. I wasn’t teasing Len, he had been in control the minute I got in with him, and he knew it. .

As my orgasm calmed down a little, and I could talk again I told him, "Honey, you have just asked for it." "You want to see his cock covered with his cum when he pulls it out of me?" "You got it, but when the time comes, you just remember your promises." "You better hang on to that thing in your hand, tonight you are in for a ride, this is my night, I’m going to have it, and you are going to come with me, just as you promised".

I turned to my new lover. "Len, I'm your's, I'm your white virgin bride now, you know what I want, you know I want to feel you filling me, take me, give it to me, talk to me, teach me to love a black man. "Give you what Karen "? "Give me that wonderful black bare cock, put it inside me, oh Len take your virgin bride now." "Please Len I want you so badly".

He began to work his cock into me, but he could only get a little of the tip of the plum shaped head into me. I was so wet, and I wanted him so badly but he was too big. He kept pushing his hard cock against me, a little harder with each push. "Oh Len its too big it won’t go in". He began to whisper in my ear as I was rubbing him between my wet lips. "Yes it will Karen, just relax, remember those little drops on the head awhile ago, well baby I’m going to turn gobs of them loose inside you tonight I’m going to put them right in your hot little womb".

"Len it’s so big, you’re going to stretch me so big that no one will ever be able to use me again but you. "I know baby, I warned hubby remember, when I leave you tonight you are going to be my woman." "And after tonight, you are not going to want anyone else anyway baby". "Tonight is your night, tonight you get turned out, and I’m going to do my best to put you in the club". I asked him what was the club? Len told me the club is white women having black babies. Well, right now, I was heading as fast as I could to join I guess.

He was relaxing me, I was pushing up to him, and just as I raised my little butt up to help him, he made a long hard brutal thrust. And suddenly, oh god, my body opened up for him and he drove the plum sized head of his big cock inside me. I could feel the flesh tearing, and the burning from being stretched. I could feel my eyes watering from the pain, and with each inch he was tearing me a little more. I wanted to make him stop, but my raging body wouldn't let him stop. "Len, you’re tearing me in half your cock is so big, it hurts so fucking bad, but don’t stop now", keep going Len".

"I’m sorry baby, I don’t want to hurt you, but you’re so damn tight, I’ll take it slow and easy honey". "Don’t you dare take it easy. You’re already hurting me, now finish taking me like your virgin bride". "Shove it all into me, tear me, make me bleed, oh damn you Len, use that wonderful black cock on me like a black man is supposed to, damn you make me feel it all. But he just pushed it in slow.

One inch and then another, then he had about six inches inside me and stopped. He asked me if this was about where hubby would be. "Yes honey, this is where Lee’s cock would be". Len was beginning to really lean on Lee, and god it was making me so hot, I started helping him. He snickered and said, "Naaaaaaaa, look at that little thing he’s holding, that’s a little white dick baby, hell it’s actually more like a little dinky, what you have inside you now is a COCK." "Now tell me baby what’s hubby holding in his hand?" "Damn you Len, he’s holding his little white dinky". "Do you like this big black cock"? "Yes it feels so fucking good Len". "Do you want the rest of this big black cock inside you Karen?" Do you want to feel this black cock where he never had that little white dinky thing of his"?

"Yes, give it all to me now, fuck me where Lee can’t Len, "Let me feel that beautiful black cock where I’ve never felt his little white dinky". He smiled at Lee, and said "now I’m going to fuck your pretty little white wife where you never have, I’m going feel parts of her you never will she’s going to feel this black cock where she never will feel that little white thing you got". "And one more thing Lee, I’m going to give her something you cant’ give her". When Len said that, I knew exactly just what he meant, he was telling Lee that he was going to put his black baby in me tonight. Instead of making him pull out right then, I raised up to take him deeper inside me. My brain was working, but my body was over riding it, and no way in this world was I ever going to let him, let alone make him pull out of me.

"Now baby, I’m gonna get me some of that virgin white pussy." "Tell him Karen, how does this big black cock feel"? when he had shoved the head of his cock into me, it hurt like hell and brought tears to my eyes. And I knew he was going to hurt me before we even started. But the next four inches was a brutal rape. Len took my hips in is big hands and holding me so I couldn’t get away. And with one long slow deep thrust, Len began to push himself deeper inside stretching me like I never thought I could have stood. Gasping now as he shoved his monster all the way inside me I screamed at him, "Len stop don’t put anymore in me oh god Len it hurts so bad god take it out please." "Not now Karen, you have it all, there isn’t any more, now just relax it won’t hurt long." I was trying to pull myself off him but he was too strong and held me impaled on his cock. I felt myself going in to convulsions. He was tearing me in half, and I was orgasming like none I had ever had in my !
life. I had never had a man that large inside me, he was stretching me, hurting me, but I needed him so, and he just held himself inside me.

"Lee, oh god honey, he’s fucking me where you never did, he’s so fucking big, he’s stretching me honey, you never will feel me again. Oh honey I’ll always have to have Len fuck me from now on, "Lee, oh Lee, I’ve never felt so much inside me honey, god he’s tearing me up inside, oh god honey, I love his black cock in me". "Oh it feels so wonderful oh god yes Len fuck me, keep stretching me, make me big Len, but oh god Len fill me please." The pain was subsiding now and my wanting body was worshiping every inch that he was giving me, and oh god every inch he was giving me was a gift. He began working in and out of me, and I felt him against the mouth of my womb. Oh god, he was so big, and he was going to push the head of his cock right into my womb, and coat my waiting egg with his cum. My odds tonight were not very good, but damn I didn’t care I couldn’t care all that mattered now was what this man was doing to me.

My body was responding now only to the wonderful throbbing fullness in my belly. I was trembling, shaking, jerking I was one continuous orgasm as he kept bumping the head of his wonderful black cock against the entrance to my cervix. As if to send a signal to the waiting egg that the seed it so eagerly sought, would soon be there. I was moaning and thrashing all over the bed and yelling at him, "do it Len, put that wonderful thing inside my womb".

Len had claimed the first half of his prize now, he had his whole cock inside me. Every inch of his massive black bare cock was buried inside this little soft white wife’s unprotected belly. He was going to put his black baby inside me, and I was going to let him. No, I was not only going to let him, now I wanted him to. I was now a black man’s woman, and I loved what he was doing to me. Len moaned and said "Oh damn Karen you are the first woman to ever take all of my cock, you are mine now baby, and you are going to be mine when ever I reach for you". "Yes Len yes, god honey you are the first man to ever fill me so full, you are not only touching where Lee never has, but you touching me where no man ever has, I’m your virgin tonight Len, and you feel so wonderful inside me I don’t ever want to be without your wonderful cock again."

Then he started just short jabbing strokes, making sure the head never came out of the mouth of my cervix. He was so deep inside me it didn’t matter where my egg was in the tube, his seed was going to get to it. The pain was gone and the feeling of fullness I felt was so wonderful. Len felt my desire and wetness, and began to fuck me with long slow deep strokes, then he would pull almost all the way out and thrust himself all the way back into me. My whole body felt like one big ball of fire, and his huge black bare hose was the only thing that was going to extinguish the rage I was feeling.

I had become a living orgasm to this big, black, lover, just one searing orgasm on top of the last one. I could feel him growing inside me, he was getting larger, and stretching me more, I didn’t know how much more he could stretch me before he tore me in half, he was tearing me now, but it felt so good I didn’t want him to stop. There wasn’t any pain now, I was just feeling the tearing, and it didn’t matter now I would have held him close and let him tear me in two if he had wanted it. I was whispering in his ear "yes baby keep stretching me, keep filling me god you feel so good". He started kissing me again, and running his tongue into my mouth, he was filling my body with all his manhood, and making love to my mouth with his wonderful tongue.

I could feel him starting to throb inside me, and I knew he was going to fill me with his hot wet liquid. A woman's body is meant for breeding, and the woman in my body had taken control, and that is what it was going to do. "Oh Lee honey, he’s going to cum, Len is going to fill your wife’s womb with his baby. Lee said, "No honey, tonight you're Len's, and he is going to fill his white bride's womb with his black baby, now be a good bride and tell him to fill your aching womb".

The time was now, and this was my first black lover, I wanted all of it and I was not going to be denied tonight. I wanted to feel his warm wet liquid running inside my belly. And no matter how right or how wrong, right now I was even thinking of his black baby growing inside me and getting even hotter. I broke his kiss and whispered in his ear, "yes Len, this is the hour, do it now". He pushed the head of his throbbing cock back against the mouth of my cervix, and then just held it there. Lee had given me to this man for what ever he wanted to do to me, he had given me the night for what ever I wanted. Right now, I wanted him to make me his little white bride. He wanted to make me the mother of his black baby. And I was holding him deep inside me so he could fill my fertile waiting womb to grant him his wish.

Len was teasing me now, and I knew it, but it didn’t matter I was so hot for what he was doing to me I would have said anything to keep him inside me. He told me, in a soft stern voice, "Karen, I’m getting ready to cum, do you want me to pull it out of you now"? "No Len, not yet, not until you start to cum, just a a little longer please, god you feel so good inside me". "Karen, it’s starting, I can’t hold it back any longer, it’s going to be too late in a minute baby, want me to pull it out now". I could feel him throbbing and little drops of hot dampness inside me. I may have still had time, but those few drops of his cum inside me were just an appetizer to my body and it was screaming now for the full meal. No, I wanted to feel all of his hot cum filling me now. "Karen I'm going to cum any minute, if you don't tell me what you want I'm not going cum inside you." Then he started to pull back.

I screamed at him, "NO!! not now damn you, I want to feel your wet cum filling my belly." "You know you want to give me your baby, well do it now, give me your baby you black bastard." As I screamed the words at him, my body was racking with orgasms that just kept flowing through me. I couldn’t have let him take himself out of me now, not now. "Then look at hubby, tell him what you want".

"Lee I want him to cum inside me honey, I want to feel Len filling my belly with his precious wet cum". I locked my arms and legs around Len, he grabbed my little butt in his one large hand, turned my little ass up to feel all of him, then rammed the whole head of his staff back against my cervix. My body was on fire, and bucking so hard with orgasms, he was throbbing inside me I was holding him tight so he couldn’t get away from me. I looked into his handsome face, "Yes my handsome black bastard, deep, bury your baby deep inside me". "I love feeling you so deep inside me Len, oh god Len I love you". "Now do it, complete the taking of your white bride Len, give me your black baby".

I couldn’t believe I had just said that, but what I really couldn’t believe was what I was feeling right now. My body was all over the bed, I felt like I was just hung on his big cock and he was holding me in the air as I flopped around. I was sobbing and screaming now, and my juices were flowing out of me like water. I was wanting that, all of it, I wanted to feel him filling me, I wanted him to leave his black baby inside me. "Oh Len damn give me my black baby."

Len began to moan and grunt from deep down inside, he threw his head back and closed his eyes, "oh yeah hubby, "I’m giving her what she wants man, I’m giving her my black baby." "Your little white wife wants to mate with a black man, and she is doing it now, look at your wife." And the huge black hose that was inside me began to fill me. The head of his wonderful cock was against my cervix and I could feel his thick hot liquid seed being pumped into right into it. His liquid was scalding hot and there was so much of it, he just kept throbbing and gushing, throbbing and gushing and I could feel each gush of his hot cream almost like molten lava shooting as far up inside me as he could get it. It was like a gusher that just kept running in me, pushing all his seed right into the hungry womb that had opened up to receive him. Now I was his woman, now he was claiming the rest of his prize. As his hot wet juice flowed into me my eyes and mouth shot wide open. NOW, I knew wha!
t that little belle had felt. My Mandingo was leaving his black baby in my white belly. Len was breeding me now, now I belonged to my Mandingo, my Mandingo was mating with me, and I was loving ever minute of it. And that was what she felt, she felt her Mandingo's hot seed gushing into her white womb, and she knew he was breeding her, but her shock was, that she was wanting him to breed her then, just as I was wanting Len to breed me now.

It felt so wonderful I didn’t want it to ever stop. As he was filling me he looked at Lee and said, "Now I’m giving your little white wife that something else you can’t give her, I’m giving your little white wife "my black son". "Now she is my woman Lee, now she is going to have our black baby, mine and hers". When you take your little white wife shopping, she will have our black baby on her arm, and every one will know she’s a black man’s woman." "When my black son is sucking on your wife’s white breasts in front of your friends and family, they’ll know she belongs to a black man. When you see my black son at your table every day he’ll remind you that his white mother and your wife is a black man’s woman". "Tell him baby".

I was squeezing Lee’s hand with each gush of Lens hot wet juice inside me. "Look at your wife honey." "Look at my white arms, and white legs holding this beautiful black giant deep inside me. "He’s throbbing inside me now, "He’s giving me his black baby honey, right now his hot wet thick cream is running inside my womb, and I‘m taking his black baby, "And honey I want his black baby, I’m taking our black baby, his and mine, oh god honey, his cum is so hot, he’s filling my womb so full, oh god it feels so good." "Oh honey, I'm his now, he's completed me, Len's just made me his bride.

Lee was naked now too, his cock was still rock hard. He was rubbing his cock and had cum all over his cock stomach and hand. Lee was cumming too, as he watched my lover push his long bare black hose into me. Knowing his wife wanted the baby that was flowing into her begging womb. His cock was just oozing a steady slow stream of his cum and it was running down his fingers onto his belly and balls. I had never seen him cum so much. He just smiled at me, and nodded, that I had done what I should have.

"Oh honey you bastard, this is what you wanted, you wanted me to take his cum in me." "Well honey, so did I, if it happens tonight, at least you get to watch me take my lover’s baby this time". "Watch Len throb honey, each time he throbs he is gushing more of his wonderful cum inside me. "And guess what else he’s leaving more of his wonderful cum for you to suck out of me baby." "And I got a surprise for you there too honey."

My body was still responding to the mass of manhood that was still throbbing and gushing inside me, and I was still cumming, I was still holding this wonderful lover captive with my arms and legs. I was still taking his wet thick liquid in my belly. God this was so exciting, I was laying here feeling another man’s baby flowing into my womb, as my husband watched and played with his own little white dick. Len’s big hand was holding my butt turned up, keeping me impaled on his throbbing manhood to keep his cum inside me, giving it time to find my precious waiting egg.

I giggled and said, "oh Len, I’ve been here before, I know what you are doing, you are you holding me like this to make sure your seed don’t drain out of me"? "Yes I am baby". "How long can you hold me like this Len"? "Until I think you have my baby". "Do you want me to let you down and pull out of you"? "God no, not now, you feel so good inside me I don’t ever want you out of me, let me help you". "Len, would you have really pulled out and not cum inside me if I had asked"? "No baby, I lied to you, when you told me you were fertile tonight, I knew I had to keep this black cock inside you and give you my baby." "Now Karen, did you want me to pull out of you when I came tonight?" "No Len, I knew the moment I saw you I was going to take your baby inside me tonight." "Now kiss me Len, talk to me", tell me why you think our baby will be a son".

I kept him locked in my arms and legs, knowing that his seed was searching, and was going to find my precious waiting egg. Len’s strong hand held my little butt up on his manhood for what seemed like hours as we kissed and made love with our tongues. "Because all four of my other kids are boys, and they all have their daddy’s cock". "if your sons all have their daddy’s cock, your black son will give them a complex baby, hell he’ll give their "WHITE daddy a complex".

Suddenly I began to tremble violently, I bit Len’s shoulder hard to muffle my scream, as my body involuntarily began to shudder uncontrollably, I had my sharp burning little ball of fire growing in my belly then exploding in my womb, I was having my orgasm from hell. The pain and the pleasure are so intense, so hot and yet so wonderful I almost faint when it comes. Lee had already been here with me, so he knew. After about five minutes I settled down. I’ve only had this five other times, the times I conceived my other five children. And I knew my precious egg had been found, and had just been penetrated by the seed that Len had sent to find it. When my body settled down, I held Len tight and kissed him, then I smiled and told him, "Well, now I can tell you you wonderful black bastard, your baby "boy" is alive and growing inside my womb."

He had filled me with so much, that I could feel our juices running out of me, even with the huge plug that was still inside me. Len began to get a little smaller inside me, and a little softer. Lee was in his own little world right now, and couldn’t hear what I was telling Len. I began to whisper in his ear, that for years I had wanted to watch Lee sucking my lover’s cock, and now was the time. Would he make Lee suck his cock for me, pleaseeeee? He asked me was I sure Lee would do it, and what I wanted him to do? I told him Lee was going to love, then I told him what I wanted I wanted him to do. He rose up and pulled his cock out of me slowly. God it was gorgeous, it was covered with his cum, and there was a stringy gob clinging to the head.

Len sat up on the edge of the bed, and I put my legs together to keep his cum in me. I rolled over on my elbows close to Lee, smiled at him. Just as I had told him, Len stood up in front of Lee with his cock dangling about six inches in front of Lee’s face. Lee had a glassy look and never took his eyes off Len’s cock, but I couldn’t blame him. Len was only about eight inches long now and it was swaying back and forth so close to Lee’s mouth he could have licked it with his tongue. I took hold of his nipple and began pinching and twisting, then I told him, "Honey, you wanted to see his cum covered cock when he pulled it out of me, well there it is." "Now your surprise is that I want to see you suck all the cum off of if for me." Len took his cock and pressed the head against Lee’s lips rubbing the stringy gob between them. "Now keep your promise, you know I want you to, and I know you want it, and Len would like that." Then Len said, "Here man, get you some more of thi!
s dark meat." "It’ll sure make your wife happy, I’ll teach you how to make me happy, and I know you’re going to love it.

Lee took it in his hand and pulled the skin back uncovering the head, then parted his lips and I thought I was going to orgasm as I watched Len’s big cock disappearing in my husband’s mouth. Len put his hands on each side of Lee’s head, pulling him out of the chair on onto his knees. He pulled Lee’s body forward, tilted his head back, and began pushing his cock deeper into his mouth. I was almost jealous; I wanted to suck Len’s big beautiful cock for myself. But I had wanted this for eight years, and I knew I would have time later for my share of sucking him. I looked down and Lee’s little white dinky was hard as a rock and cum was draining out of his little pee hole. I don’t know how he could have any left as much as he had been draining. Lee began gagging and choking, Len’s cock was getting hard and too big for his mouth. Len pulled it out and told him he had a lot to learn yet, but he’d get it right. Laying back on the bed on his elbows I turned around and put my legs ove!
r the edge and pulled Lee’s head between them. When I parted my legs the cum I’d been holding in me began to ooz out. I rubbed my cupped fingers between them, got a glob of Len’s thick stringy cum that was running out of me. Then put them in Lee’s mouth, "here honey, you seemed to like Len’s cum so much, at least I hope you do." I put my hand on the back of his head, and gently pushed his face to my wet waiting cunt. He got on his knees between my legs, and began to lick where Len had just had his black cock. Lee was always so good at this, his tongue entering me, searching for every little drop of cream that may have been left inside me, and then licking my lips and legs, and where the cum had run down my butt. As he almost had me clean, and was licking on my clit, I didn’t think I could, but Lee was bringing me to another orgasm.

Len was kissing me then started biting and sucking my firm breasts again, his biting kissing and chewing on my nipples only added to the flame Lee was putting between my wet thighs. I moaned at Len, "yes honey, bite them, leave me marked for Lee to look at tomorrow. I clamped my legs around Lee’s neck and pulled his face deeper into me, my hips were bucking against him pushing more of Len’s cream into his open mouth as I had another orgasm. "That’s it honey, open your mouth and suck all of his cream out of your wife". "Show me you like him, you better love him honey, because you’re going to get a lot more of him." Len’s cock was hard as stone again, and I wasn’t about to waste it. I rolled over on my back, spread my legs wide, took Lee’s head from my legs. And pulled my wonderful black lover back on top of me to receive him again. But this time I didn’t’ let him put it in me. I told him, Len, let Lee put your beautiful cock inside me, that’ll give him a chance to play w!
ith your cock a little longer, and he does like playing with your cock honey." "Let him guide you into me this time."

He seemed to be taking over now, looking at Lee he said, "Come over here man, take that big black baby maker in your hand and guide me into that sweet little white cunt for us." As Lee started rubbing the head of Len’s cock against me again my little ass was raising up and trying to get him back inside me. "Len looked me in the eye, giving me his silent command, as I felt the head of his wonderful cock slide into me about an inch, then he pulled it back out. He did not have to tell me this time. "Lee, I want Len to fuck me again honey." "Come up here and lay beside me while Len fills your wife with more of his hot wet cream honey".

Then with one long deep hard thrust, I felt him slide all the way into me, as the head of his cock hit the mouth of my open cervix I began another continuous orgasm. He rammed himself in and out of me for almost twenty minutes and it felt like each thrust was going clear into my womb. I don’t know how many orgasms I had, I think only one but it was for twenty minutes. Then I could feel Len growing inside me again, and again, he didn’t have to tell me. I wrapped my white legs around his beautiful black back, held him deep inside me, and screamed "do it now Len, give me our wonderful black baby, oh god I’m yours Len fill me now".

And again, Len pushed his cock in to my womb as deep as he could, and filled me as I showered his cock with my own juices. Len laid on me, and kept his cock inside me, his big hand holding my butt turned up, he was going to do all he could to make sure he left his baby in my belly, and I could feel the head of long hard black cock throbbing inside my womb, and oozing his sweet hot black seed right into my womb. He felt so good inside me, and in my arms, and my legs wrapped around him, we laid and kissed for several minutes. I told him, "honey, you can relax now, "our" black son is already growing inside my little white belly.

After about five minutes, he pulled his cock out of me, his thick, white cream stringing over my leg I looked at Lee, "honey, Len's made me messy again," "so I think you should suck his cream out of me again, don’t you, and honey lick it off my legs first." Lee started kissing between my legs and sucking Len’s cum out of me again. Len was laying beside me watching Lee drink his cum, and as much as I loved him sucking me I told him, "Honey I can’t orgasm any more." Len’s cock had gotten into that semi hard state again, but I knew he wasn’t done. He said, "Well I’m not done yet." then stood up in front of Lee again. With his hands on his hips in a very intimidating stance, and his big black cock hanging in front of Lee’s face. Len looked down at him and said, "You know what to do." Lee reached up and took Len’s semi soft cock in his hand and began massaging it, then he parted his lips and took the head in his mouth this time with out any reluctance.

Then Len held his head tight, made a hard lunge, and shoved his cock almost half way down Lee's throat. God I thought I would cum as I watched his big cock disappearing into Lee’s mouth. "Oh Len now fuck his mouth for me". Len was getting into it now and started shoving his big cock all the way in and out. I could see his throat stretching and he would gag and choke but he was keeping his promise. Len had stopped fucking his mouth and was just making little pushes like. Then I could see why, as Len would push, Lee was swallowing, and every time he swallowed, a little more of Len’s cock would disappear, Lee was actually swallowing Len’s cock now. I could see Len’s big balls twitching and getting tight, and I knew he was getting ready to cum again. Len told me, he had another load getting ready to boil over, did I want it back in my belly. "No Len I’m too sore and besides, I want you to reward my husband this time." "He's enjoying your cock so much I want you to fill hi!
s mouth, he’s earned it." I pulled Len’s cock out of Lee’s mouth, and told him, "Lee it’s time "tell Len you want him to cum in your mouth and let you drink all his cum to thank him for all he’s done for your wife tonight."

As I said that, Lee’s little hard white dinky started jumping and shaking, and he started cumming in my hand, I could see Len’s big cock beginning to throb, and I knew he was ready. "Tell him Lee." "Len I want you to cum in my mouth, give me all of it." Lee was trembling, his little dick was throbbing and squirting and he could hardly get the words out but he did. Len pushed his big beautiful cock all the way back into his throat, and I told him, "Honey, if you ever want to fuck me again, don’t you let Len’s wonderful cock come out of your mouth no matter what".

Then Len started moaning and hunching his mouth. I told Len, "Len tell me you like what my husband is doing to you honey." "Damn baby, your husbands doing so fucking good I’m going to fill his mouth, oh yeah". I put one hand around his huge cock and I could feel him pulsing as his cum was being pumped out of his balls and surging through his cock. I told Lee, "honey, he’s going to give you what you asked for, show him you like it, drink it all baby." Len was fucking my husband’s mouth, his hard cock was throbbing in my hand as it gushed his cum. Lee started gagging, and then I saw it, Len’s cum was beginning to ooze out of Lee’s mouth around his huge cock. But Len was holding his head tight, he started really fucking Lee's mouth and telling him how good he was sucking his cock, and not to let go. He wasn't about to let Lee take it out of his mouth, right now Len was intent on emptying his big beautiful balls in my husband's mouth.

That was all I could take, I put my fingers on my clit and had another O, just watching Len filling my husband’s mouth. God this was beautiful, more than I could have ever imagined. Len had released Lee’s head, so I put one hand back on Lee’s head, and kept milking Len’s cock for several more minutes into his mouth. When Len got soft, and I took his cock out of Lee’s mouth some of his cum ran out. I caught it in my fingers, and pushed it back into his mouth and told him Len was nice enough to give it to him he should at least drink it all. "Damn honey, Len will think you don’t like his black man cream and may not give you any more, and you know I’ll want him to give you some every time he gives me some."

Then Len chimed in, "Lee, your little white wife is going to be getting a lot of black cum in her now." "When I get back I got several friends that I’m going to let enjoy some of this sweet white pussy." "And you’re going to be sucking their cocks too." "So you better get to love black cock and black cum." Len and I got back on the bed, and left Lee on his knees on the floor. Len told him that was the way a white husband should be while his wife was enjoying her black lover, and for him to stay that way.

As Len and I were cuddling and kissing, Len began to moan and hunch. I looked down and Lee was playing with Len's limp cock. Then he took it back in his mouth with out any prompting, Len told me loud enough for Lee to hear "damn baby, your hubby does like that black cock don't he, well he can have as much of it as he wants, cause I sure like the way he sucks it now." He kept sucking it until if finally went dry and soft again. Len told him he was now a black cock sucker, and the best of any white husband yet, and from now on every time he fucked me, he wanted Lee sucking his cock before the night was over.

His needs had been fulfilled He had left his baby in my belly, and I had drained him empty. Len was done for the evening, and Lee nor I could get him up again. We dressed (slightly), sat around and had a few cups of coffee now, and talked for a couple of more hours. I told Lee we were going to have some explaining to do. That my old friend had stopped by tonight, and he said he knew, that he had seen it. With that, he got an instant bulge in his pants, and said, "That was what we wanted honey." Though maybe not smart, I knew he was right. Len had to leave, he had a plane to catch. He said he would be back in two weeks to check on mother of his baby.

And when he got back he would complete the job of making her a nigger’s whore. I said I thought I already was that. Len said, "No baby, I just turned you out, and maybe, put you in the club tonight." "But to be a nigger’s whore, you have to fuck five of his black friends." "But don’t worry baby we’ll take care of that when I get back." As he was ready to leave, I walked him to the door, opened my robe, pressed my bare flesh against him, sucked his wonderful tongue into my mouth and bit him. Then I told him that was to remind him while he was gone, that I was now the mother of his son, I was now his white nigger whore in waiting, and god I would be needing him when he got home.

After Len left Lee and I went back to bed, "our bed", talked till almost dawn. I asked him if he was mad at me for the things I had said and done tonight. He told me no way, if I had had what I wanted that this night was for me. The side of the bed where Len had taken me tonight was so wet with all the cum he had filled me with and run out on to the bed, it was soaking wet and sticky.

"Well honey, if you are not mad at me yet let me tell you, I’m not done with you yet either", I know you liked it so much, and you couldn’t get enough of it in your mouth. "I want you to sleep in Len’s cum tonight and you can get it all over you too". "You know I loved what he did to me tonight, and I will always want Len to keep fucking me now honey". "And honey I loved it when you sucked on Len’s big cock, I thought I would cum when you took him in your mouth". "You're my lilttle dinkied white cocksucker now, and you're going to keep sucking him off, and taking his cum in your mouth for me, you know that, don’t you?" "But honey, Len is not the last black cock I’m going to have." "Your wife has been exposed to black sex and honey I’m always going to need it now." "So you know you are going to be sucking more black cock too." "And now that you know how, you know I still want to watch you take my David’s beautiful big cock in your mouth, you still owe him a!
thank you too."

He was still being foolishly obstinate about that part, but I told him "damn honey knock off the crap, I watched you sucking Len's pretty cock I know you were really enjoying it. And I know you'll enjoy sucking David's pretty cock too." "Honey, I got me a little cocksucking husband tonight, and I ain't ever gonna let you go now." He laid on the wet side of the bed, but neither of us slept for a long while. I was holding and kissing Lee and thanking him for letting me be a total whore tonight, when I felt his hard little dinky against my leg. I took it my hand and rubbed it as I whispered in his ear, "honey, you don’t really want to put that little white dinky thing in me do you"? You know you won’t feel anything after the man I’ve just had, and you damn sure know I’m not going to feel that little white dinky thing".

He said "you know how it is honey, I always fuck you after another man, and leave you with my baby too". "Honey you can forget it, its too late for you. This man tonight is like no other I’ve ever had, his seed has already done its job". And besides as much cum as he filled me with, his cum would only flush your little dab of watery stuff you'd leave in me right back out." Then I remembered the terms from years ago, I had just been fucked by another lover, on my husbands bed, in my fertile time, and without protection, and maybe had taken his baby.

"Honey, I know it wasn’t David tonight, but the bottom line my darling husband, we, you and I agreed a long time ago." "That when a man fucked your wife and filled her womb while she was fertile?" "Now you tell me the rest of your promise." Thinking for a minute, "That I wouldn’t put any of my cum inside her for three days." "A deal is a deal Lee." I pulled him up on top of me, then milked him for a few minutes, and he shot his cum on my belly again. I held his little dick in my hand, then rubbed his cum around on my belly like he had done eight years ago. "That’s it honey, leave your weak watery juice on the outside of your wife’s belly in the cold, so Len’s thick potent creamy juice can do it’s work inside your wife’s warm wet womb snuggling up to my fertile egg, probably working on making another baby for you." "You'll like that won't you?" "Remember how you liked watching my belly grow with David's baby?" "Just think honey, you get to do that again, a!
nd this one is even going to be black."

Taking his face in my hands as I had done eight yrs ago, "Now, if you enjoyed this night, kiss that soft white belly." He started to slide down, but I held his face then looking into his pretty blue eyes, "Wait honey, hear me out, or do you remember?" Lee smiled at me, "My darling wife, I remember well, but I want to hear you say it again." "Your wife may have another man’s baby growing inside that belly, if you kiss it tonight, then every night until the baby is born you are going to have to kiss the belly that‘s swelling with Len’s black baby." And his lips were on my belly once more. "Honey, while you are there, lick your cum out of my belly button just to make sure that none of your cum leaks into my womb to keep Len’s seed from doing it’s work." I love it when he licks my belly button, and when I know he is tasting his own cum it drives me up a wall. This time was no different. I moaned and pushed his face into my belly where I had just milked his little dinky!
, and had my last orgasm of the night.

"I was so sore I could hardly move, and Lee told me that when he was kissing me and cleaning Lens cum from me, that my lips were blood red, and there was blood in the cum running out of me. He told me Len had marked me so much, that I would probably still have marks on me when Len got back, and I sure did.

I snuggled up to Lee, kissed him deeply, thanked him for loving me enough to let me be free, and letting me have my night with my black lover. Then I asked him to hold his white nigger’s whore tight and let her sleep in his arms. He did.

Its late Sunday evening now, the kids are in bed and I can't sleep, so I've started writing you to tonight. I let Lee sleep until he awoke on his own. I had already picked the kids up. Had his coffee ready, and served it to him in the bedroom. Last night was beautiful, but that was last night. And today was another beautiful day, this is family day. Some how, Lee and I are going to have to work out the new coming addition to our family, but that is another story.

I would like to say that the things I was doing, feeling and wanting last night. Were just from the wine I had been drinking, and maybe from the fertility pills I had been on, maybe they were, maybe they were not. Some of the things I said last night I didn’t, but most of them I truly did mean.

Karen

Later (five months)

When Len got back to Indy, it was time for my period again. But I didn’t have one that week, nor the next. We got a preg test, and I was pregnant with Len’s baby, he had completed his conquest of this little white wife. We enjoyed Len for the next four months, nearly every night. I would take a cab to work those nights, then Len and I would take off early. He would bring me home after work. I would go to the little girls room and strip (even my panties now) accept for my dress, and flats to give Len his show of white flesh on the way home.

Since I was now his woman, I sat next to him, and he could also caress my bare skin and breasts as it pleased him. I still remember the excitement of watching those big black beautiful hands on my white flesh as we drove home. One night we had gotten out of the lounge later then usually, there had been some problems and Len had to take care of before we could leave. As we drove home and Len was running his soft black hands over my parted legs. I told him how the first night he brought me home and kissed me, that I wanted so badly for him to just lay me across the seat and take me right then.

When we got home he pulled up under the streetlight, but it was almost dawn. He came around and opened my door for me as usual, but as I started to get out of the van, he slowly slid my open dress off my shoulders, then gently pushed me back on the seat, pulled my legs to the edge of the seat, he took his cock out, it was already hard. "Oh yes Len, now its time for this, let the world see this little white scoccer mom with her big handsome black lover, do me now honey". Here the same woman that few mouths earlier was afraid to kiss a black man for fear of being seen by a neighbor. Was laying across a car seat, under a streetlight at 5:30am with her bare white legs wrapped around his beautiful black back, and her body responding to his every thrust. as he buried himself inside her.

Several cars had driven by as I laid open for my lover, then the paper man came by and stopped to watch. I didn’t care, Len was so deep inside me, I had one of my screaming orgasms. Len just kept pushing into me, and I just kept holding him until he gave me his sweet cream. The paper man then left, but he had a nice show. I knew the whole neighbor hood would know by the end of the week, but I just didn’t give a damn. I had a wonderful handsome black lover, I was carrying his baby, and had a wonderful husband that loved me totally. And I knew that in a few months now, there would be a little black baby in our house so every one would know it anyway.

When we were finished, Len whispered as he was still throbbing inside me, "Baby, I want you to walk across the lawn carrying your clothes." I don’t know why, but I picked up my clothes, and carried them across the lawn and into the house, wearing only my shoes. I guess Lee had trained me well all those years of carrying my panties and panty hose across the yard, or any thing else my lover for the night may have taken off me.

We would wake Lee when needed, most of the time he would be up knowing what was going on. Len would tell Lee he wanted the bed to take his woman on. Then Len would take me as forcefully as he had that first night. And Lee would always let me yield myself to the whims of this big beautiful wonderful man. And he let me have my black lover my way all of it. Len was a wonderful lover, I did care for him, and we enjoyed him so much. Since I was already carrying his baby, there was no need to worry about pills or condoms anymore, so I always got to feel his bare skin against my hot wet bare flesh. I loved having Len take me, I loved feeling him inside me bare. I loved feeling his hot wet cream flowing into me, and filling my womb. And I would love to feel him again, but not with the hassle that would come with it.

When Len got back to town, we picked up where we had left off. He took us clubbing several times to show me off to his friends. I really felt like a princess with the treatment I was getting, and I met two of his friends I really wanted to take home with us. When I told Len I was anxious for him to share me with them he became very quite and moody, and that was the last time he took us clubbing. Len was falling in love with me and wasn’t going to share me with anyone now. it got to the point he wanted me to leave Lee and the kids and marry him. I had come to love Len too, and I would have still had him in our lives today, I would have had more black babies for him. But he didn’t want to even share me with my husband. One after noon he stopped by the house in a very loving mood, we had time for some "love". Before he left he started again on me leaving and we got into a battle royal. I’m a redhead and my temper matches my passion. I told him to leave and never come back. He!
asked if he could have some of the tapes and photos since he was in them. I gave them all to him and told him I never wanted to see him again. Sometimes my temper really fucks up my life.

But the time we had him, Len was a true gentleman, and a true gentle man. Len had been with other white couples and almost knew what we wanted in our relationship, and did his best to fill our bedroom fantasies. He was more than we could have ever asked for. Inside the bedroom Len and I both were merciless with Lee. But inside the bedroom Lee loved every bit of it. Out side the bedroom I knew my limits, and Len had the utmost respect for Lee. In fact they became good friends. A lot of nights when I would be working Len would stop by and just have coffee with Lee. A lot of those nights he would let, yes let Lee get on his knees, take him in his mouth and releive the presure in his big beautiful balls. Lee had come to love sucking Len's big cock, he learned how to breath through his nose, and could swallow every inch of Len now. Lee truly was now my little white black cock loving cocksucker. From then on in the bedroom I got to watch my husband worship my lover’s wonderful bi!
g black cock.

Lee was (is) "not" a wimp push over. Lee has always permitted, encouraged, and supported me to do anything I wanted to do. To have the most excitement and pleasure I can get out of my lovers. I pick my own lovers, the times I date, the things I do on my dates, and this time was no different.

However, Lee had a line that I dare not cross, and that was that he always was to be #1 in my life. That I would do nothing for or with anyone that I would not do for or with him, that he always got to fuck me last (unless I was ovulating, that time was for my lovers only), and that I share everything with him at the end of a date. He would let things go as far as "he" wanted them to, and no further. When he said his one favorite word "enough" I knew it was time to quit.

We did measure him (Len) since no one else ever had taken the time to. And I had to know how much of this man I had taken inside me. His cock was 10-1/2" long, and 2" thick, and I could take all of him inside me. He was the largest man I had ever been with, and had the largest cock that I ever had, we hated to lose him but it all worked out for the best. "I think". Right now as I ‘m writing this account of my black lover, and my belly is growing every day with the black baby he has given me. I’m getting very wet, and I’m not so sure.