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I had my first sexual
experience when I was in secondary 4 and I was then 18 yrs old. This
happened when my boyfriend, 21, now my DH (dear hubby), had my first
sex at his home when parents went on holidays with the rest of his family.
When we first did that night and he planned romantic candles light dinner
at home which is so romantic that made me melt, we started with light
kisses, my heart was pounding as we started deep kisses lead to hugging
and before long we were rapidly grabbing the other ones clothes off
and he had condoms so there was nothing to worry about. .We were both
virgin then and was a little clumsy But some how he did manage to penetrate
me without much difficulty, as before that, we used to cuddle and he
likes fondle my breasts a lot when we meet. And I also like to wear
short flurry skirt so that he’s able to rub his fingers on my
virginal, especially when we went to the cinema.
Back to my first sexual experience,
once inside me we started rocking slow at first then faster & harder.
After sometime he slowed the pace down a bit I guess, he’s to
prolong our sex. I think he thought I was having an orgasm as I wiggled
on his cock trying to get off him but I’m so all I could say was
oh my god oh my god over and over….. I felt the throb of his cock
deep inside me then felt the first squirt of his semen shooting into
the condom within few minutes we were done and hugging together to sleep.
I woke up around one or two in the morning and DH was kissing me and
I got instantly horny. I guess it was just having been asleep and all
that I didn\'t even think about needing a condom and when he rolled
on top of me and we started getting into it all I could think about
was just making love. He slipped right into me and I should\'ve come
to my senses when he said, \"Oh my God, that\'s incredible!\"
as he entered me bare for the very first time, but I didn\'t. We rolled
and kissed and made love and I felt myself start to get off as he went
faster and as I was on a down stroke and intended to get off him on
the up but in that fraction of a second he held me down onto him pushing
as deep into me as he could He held himself deep into me and went off
and I humped against him to try to get my own pleasure and he pushed
a few more times….later I knew I was too late. I felt the throb
of his cock deep inside me then felt the first squirt of his semen shooting
into me, again and again he throbbed and squirted sending millions of
sperm in search of my egg which I now realize is in there and readies
he flooded my virgin pussy with his seed.
With him holding me I laid my
head on his shoulders shaking I was thinking oh shit! It is really happening
I am actually going to get myself pregnant. Not being able to see my
face at the time he said; must have been a good orgasm you had there
sweetheart you still shaking. He started moving in me again still hard
he was going to have me twice, realizing that the damage was already
done.
I guess it being a little early, as my period had just finished a week
ago, so I wouldn’t matter that much. And I just give in and we
continue to enjoy our first sexual encounter without and protection.
When we finished I looked down and saw white semen dripping out of my
virgina, and find that there a pool of wet cum and blood spot on his
bed sheet, he is delighted to see that I am now his and he had deflowered
me. He decided to change the bed sheet and keep that as souvenir for
our first sexual memory. Till today the bed sheet is still well kept
in an airlock bag in the cupboard. We did it a few more times that night
and then again in the morning and I stupidly didn\'t care about the
condom any more. In the morning my virginal was a little sore and felt
minor pain, when I got off the bed to clean up but he said we rest for
a day and it will be alright.
Thereafter, for the next couple
of days we continue to make love like bunnies, about 3 to 4 times a
day. I was having orgasm after orgasm again; I love the multiples orgasm
although they are not very big ones they are continuous, this slowly
had overcome the pain as I beginning to become more experiences and
enjoy the special feeling. And my virginal was always wet… My
pussy was leaking cum down my thighs every day.
A few days later a feeling flood my mind, but somehow after that I started
to realized just what that slimy tangy tasting fluid meant and exactly
what would happen if I continued. In my mind I screamed NO, STOP, GET
HIM OFF I’M OVULATING AND I’M GOING TO GET PREGNANT!!!!
But somehow my body desire overcome
my mind and just put the though behind, this can’t be happening
to me, it not my luck. That thought spread a warm glow through my body
though. I sighed. I imagined DH’s little swimmers alive and kicking
inside me, flowing around up my birth canal, wriggling into my womb
by the millions, seeping deep inside me and swimming up my tubes. I
might be conceiving as I lay there. I was at the peak of my cycle. I
massaged my lower abdomen in excitement as I visualized tiny tadpoles
eagerly swimming up inside my fallopian tubes and attacking my ripe
egg. We did not get out of the house that few days and enjoy each other
company till the family returned from holiday.
Having been so irregular at
teenage, I gave no thought to the fact I had not had a period since
our weeks of fun time. My fellow classmate told me how I had a \"glow\"
and I did feel great with the essence of love all around. That was the
best I have ever felt in my romance life physically.
At the same time, I rationalized that my school uniform, especially
my pinfold seemed to be a bit snug due to my lover shower me with too
many goodies and chocolates with too little time to work out. That weekend,
on Saturday, as I was trying on some of my dress for an upcoming friend’s
party, I found it difficult to zip the zipper, and the top seemed a
bit too tight as well over my breasts.
About two weeks later, I am beginning to sense something not right.
It has not been a complete month yet and I feel that I couldn’t
possibly be pregnant. I am experiencing breast tenderness and fatigue.
Think that may be due to examination stress, that my period was late.
I started to experience some cramping. The morning sickness started
at the beginning of 3th weeks. I guess mostly because I may be having
some flu during this period. During the first week, I started getting
the dreadful nauseous feeling; I would munch on dry biscuits in the
morning. It got worse during the next few weeks of my exam, so I had
to stay clear from all food or smells that would trigger the nauseous.
Garlic, fried, spicy and oily foods were out of bounds for me. Even
the smells of toothpaste would trigger queasiness whenever I brush my
teeth.
I would suck on sour plum sweets most of the time, to relief from the
awful feeling. No perfume smelled good on me…in fact it made more
nauseous but luckily I’ve got to tide over those lousy episodes
of morning sickness some how. Next, I’ve am get the tiredness
spell, throughout my day in school. My classmate and friends even the
school teacher started to find me not right. But they did not go in
detail to find out, we were all busy preparing for the ‘O”
level exam soon.
But I hold back the possibilities, I did not test yet because I read
that I should wait at least 10 to 12 days after but I think I may have
conceived but my breasts tenderness are making me question whether or
not I conceived they started bothering me almost immediately; maybe
afterwards like a day or two later it will come? Is not possible my
period didn’t shown and was I getting worried after being late
for 3 weeks plus! to reconfirm I went to the calendar and looked. Then
I turned a ghastly pale white “I was indeed late for more than
3 weeks, I could be pregnant! I went and get a pregnancy test kit from
Watson that afternoon, that night after I missed my period for the twenty
day in a row & I took the pregnancy test, the result is positive.
But when the doctor told me I was pregnant. Naturally, my fertile teenage
body had indeed put my DH’s sperm to good use and I became pregnant.
but suddenly, I have saddened with fear and feel I will not be able
to handle these both emotionally and financially, I am a little scared
and bit nervous, I just hope I will be a good mother. And he assured
me that he will be responsible and will get married soon. I feel that
I have won him greatly having had the best sex of my life that night
and I will now have the baby I have always wanted.
My baby and I will be seating
in the examination hall accompanies me through my papers. But before
I went for my exam, we decided to get settle down soon after I graduated,
now I can’t wait to see my baby and hope to bear more babies on
along the way after we get married after my exam.
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