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Kathy A Love Too Young (Mf, rom, ped, inc)
by Tumiself (address withheld by request)
How it all began, and how it ended between a man and his
12-year-old stepdaughter.
***
CHAPTER ONE
It was the first week of June when this all started,
Kathy, my stepdaughter had just turned 12 the week
before, I was 30.
I had come home from work early that day and was just
sitting down with my first beer. It was hot of coarse, it
always is here in the summer time. I hadn't turned on the
T. V. as yet so I don't think they knew I was home when
they came in. They came through the back door, through
the kitchen and down the hall toward Kathy's room.
She was leading, laughing and giggling, as she looked
over her shoulder at her brother and 3 of his friends.
She was wearing a pair of pink shorts, her long tanned
legs all the way to the floor, and a matching pink
midriff top that showed her belly button and tanned
waist. They marched on into Kathy's room and shut the
door behind them. I didn't give it much thought at the
moment, just kids going about their business.
I finished my beer and went to get another when I
realized how quite it was in Kathy's room. Now that was
unusual, kids are never quite unless they are up to no
good. Thinking I had better check on things I went down
the hall to her door and listened. Still no sounds.
I usually allow the kids a lot of latitude and try not to
interfere with their privacy but my suspicion was up, and
my curiosity. So I knocked once on the door and heard a
mad scramble inside, I opened the door in time to see
Kathy diving into the closet and the boys made a rush out
past me.
I went to the closet and opened the door, there sat Kathy
wearing only her panties, her arm across her chest hiding
her breasts. I was furious I grabbed her by the arm and
pulled her out into the room. She had her head down but
you could see the fear in her. I started scolding her,
then she looked up at me, the fear was gone.
She dropped her arm and looked me straight in the eyes
and kind of smiled, then hooked her fingers into the
elastic at the top of her panties and slid them down to
her calves and stepped out of them. I was stunned,
rendered speechless, there before me stood a perfect
example of young womanhood. She was just into of puberty,
having gone through that skinny gangly awkwardness to the
promise of the beautiful woman she would become.
I stood and stared drinking in her young loveliness. Her
hair was a light brown with streaks of gold running
through out, eyes as big and round as a fawns the same
color as her hair with flecks of gold that sparkled in
the dimmest light. Her skin was a creamy bronze darkened
by the sun except over her breast and pelvis that had
been kept hidden from the eyes of the world until now.
Her breast had not yet developed into what they would
soon become, but were finely shaped, small but perfectly
formed, not large for a training bra but showing the
promise of what was to come, with nipples just slightly
darker than the rest of her, the tip hard with
excitement.
Her belly was soft and smooth retaining just enough baby
fat to make you want to knead it like doe. The hips had
not yet broadened to that of a woman's but her buttocks
had ripened to a supple shape that begged to be squeezed,
curving into the small of her back.
Her long slender leg oh so perfectly shaped, tan and
smooth covered by fine golden hair, soft not needing to
be shaved for a while to come. And her pubis oh my god
there it was the jewel of her womanhood, not yet covered
with even a soft downy pelt, the slit that was the
essence of her sexuality.
Oh god, I must stop, yell at her, turn and walk away.
Something. But no I just stood there and stared or maybe
gawk is more accurate. She reaches out and took my hand
placing it on her tiny tit, tossing her head back a
little and lets a soft moan escape as I give it a tender
squeeze.
Taking my other hand she guided it toward the part in her
legs "Touch me there, touch me like you do Mom. "Desire
and longing coursing through her whisper. I slide my
finger along the slit that is the entrance to heaven.
As she takes a step aside with one leg to open herself
more, my middle finger finds her tiny clit, I start
rubbing it lightly making slow circles and then flick
ever so softly. A luscious groan comes up from deep
within her as her knees start to buckle. Kathy took a
step back to the bed and lies back spreading her legs
wide.
"No, damn it, I'm not going to do this," I hear a voice
in my head say, as I sink between her up raised knees.
Seated on the floor looking at her beautiful young pussy
just inches away from my face, I reach up and with two
fingers spread apart tight little cunt lips, exposing the
pinkness of her inner vulva.
My tongue seeks out the warmth and wetness that lies
before me. I lick upwards from the bottom, slowly working
my way along the edge, stopping to suck in one of the
lips, then on up. Circling her clit I work my way down
the other side sucking in the other lip and chewing it
just a little bit.
When I reached the bottom I started back up the center,
diving my tongue into her sweet cunt. From there on up to
her little love button I started flicking it lightly,
just teasing it with the tip of my tongue, and as Kathy
gasps I suck it into my mouth and really begin to work it
over. Kathy's hips start to buck and twist to the rhythm
of my lapping tongue.
I have to wrap my arms around her legs to hang on as she
really gets going. Her hands grab me by the back of my
head as she grinds her cunt into my face. Then it
happens, her legs start to quiver her belly is shaking,
her back arches as she twists and turns. A loud cry comes
out of her throat almost a scream as she cums. Moaning
loudly it seems to go on forever but it's over far to
quickly, soon she starts to settle down, still breathing
heavily she begins to relax.
"Oh shit, what am I doing?" I think as I stand up. "Leave
now!" I look down at Kathy, she has a smile on her face
and a look in her eyes that could melt a rock. I start to
turn away but she sits up and hooks her hand in my belt.
"Please... don't go yet." her voice husky, too knowing
for one so young.
"I want to see what you look like." She starts to undo my
belt. I stand transfixed unable to move. I know this has
already gone too far but my mind is putty, I am powerless
to stop.
She undoes the button and pulls down the zipper, she puts
her hands on either side of my hips and in one quick
motion slide pants and shorts down to my knees. My
throbbing cock pops out and hits her in the nose. She
laughs, no, more of a giggle as she leans away from it.
Reaching out her hand Kathy hesitantly touches it then
looks up at me "Is this all right? Can I touch it?"
"Yes, yes go ahead," I can't take my yes off of her oh so
lovely face.
Tenderly the tips of her fingers lightly stroke the
aching shaft, sliding up and down its length, circling
the tip then back down to the base. As she continues this
her other hand starts doing the same thing to my balls.
The look on her face is intent, totally absorbed in what
she is doing, and boy so am I.
This feels so good, "Have you done this before?" I ask.
Fearing the answer.
"No, but I do watch you and mom through the hole in my
closet a lot," she says not taking her eyes away from
what she's doing.
In another time or different circumstances I would have
been furious, but now how could I do anything but moan as
she rapped her hand around my cock and gently starts
jacking me off. After a moment she finally looks up at me
and smiles real big "Feels good" I'm not sure if this is
a question or a statement, I don't really care because oh
god yes it does.
"Kiss me "this time it's a command. She knows
instinctively that she's in control.
I bend down and dust her lips gently with a kiss, she
lets go of my cock and raps her arm around my neck and
pulls me onto the bed. Her lips pressed against mine, no
she hasn't done this before, her kiss is awkward, form
and no substance, lips closed.
"Wait," I say trying to kick my pants off as I set up to
take off my shirt.
Succeeding I lay back down next to her, taking her face
gently in my hands, I touch her lips to mine and slowly
slid my tongue into her mouth. She willingly parts her
lips and eagerly starts playing her tongue to mine. As
she so quickly learns the art of kissing my hand softly
caresses her body. Slowly stroking up and down the back,
over her finely shaped ass, down her leg, back up her
stomach and finally back to those wonderful little puff
of breasts.
I roll on my back, pulling her on top of me as I go she
sits up straddling my stomach. Placing her hands on
either side of my head she leans down to kisses me some
more. She really likes this, her hips start to rock back
and forth on my belly, rubbing her warm pussy against my
skin.
As she starts getting into it she moves faster and her
hips slide a little farther down toward my ridged cock
with each stroke. Soon her succulent little ass is
bumping up against my cock bending it uncomfortably
backwards. I reach down between her legs, lifting her
slightly and lay my cock on my belly, she sits back down
on it.
"I'm not going to fuck her," I think, "just let her rub
her cunt on my cock, I won't put it inside her."
This arrangement seems to be working quite well as she
gets the rhythm her young wet pussy lips rapped around
the shaft of my dick and her clit rubbing on the swollen
red head. She puts her hands on my shoulders, head down,
eyes closed, breathing harder and faster as her cunt
slides ever faster, the head of my cock peaking out of
her silky cunt lips each time she rocks back. Yes we can
both cum this way, damn this is good.
Faster she goes and then in one stroke she slides too far
forward, the head of my cock is at the entrance of her
virgin pussy, going to strong to stop she slams back,
impaling her cunt with my thrusting cock. She freezes,
her head snaps back, eyes pop open, she stares straight
ahead, eyes sort of glazed over. I feel a warm rush of
liquid cover my loins.
Neither one of us moves, moments pass, an eternity. Then
she looks down into my eyes, lust and desire radiating
from the loveliness that I see over me. She slowly starts
to rock again, lifting her hips on a few strokes, sliding
my cock in and out of her now hungry pussy.
Fucking me, yes she's now really fucking me and I don't
care god I want this, just keep on fucking me Kathy.
Kathy's having a hard time getting the rhythm right, so I
roll her onto her back. I've slipped out of her as we
turned, as I look down on her, mouth open gasping for
air, legs spread waiting the return of the pleasure
that's been awakened with in her . I place the head of my
pulsing cock against the opening of her blood bathed
pussy and slowly enter.
She groans with pleasure, her head rocking from side to
side, as her cunt slams upward to meet my thrust. I fuck
her hard and fast, we are well past the tender stage, she
meeting my every stroke. She's cumming god how she's
cumming, bucking and thrashing, head whipping back and
forth, eyes squeezed tightly, animal sounds erupting from
deep inside her. As her spasms start to subside I am
about to explode, I know that I have lost my mind, but
there is enough left to know that I must not cum inside
her.
I quickly pull out on to my knees, I grab hold of my dick
but there is no need to pump, jism explodes shooting like
it hasn't done in years. The first shot hits Kathy in the
chin, splashing over her neck and on to her baby tits, my
balls just keep on pumping out white hot cum soaking her
tits and belly.
Finally I'm spent, I collapse on top of her, and she raps
her arms and legs around me and holds me tight. Both of
us are trying to catch our breath we lie there a moment.
Then she starts to laugh, a deep lusty satisfied laugh,
the kind of laugh that is the only expression of the kind
of joy we felt at that moment. I hugged her tighter and
joined in the joy. We laugh for a long time then we just
lay there holding each other.
Stroking her still warm and flushed skin, her head lying
on my shoulder, I know that I should feel guilty, but at
this moment I don't I can't, this is just too good to be
wrong. After a while I do get up and get dressed, looking
down on her incredible young beauty my heartaches with
knowing that I must leave her now.
"We can't do this any more," I can't believe I hear
myself say, "It's not right for me to do this to you.
You're too young, and then there's your mother to think
about, it's not fair to her."
I shut up then, it all sounds so hollow, so stupid. This
is the most incredible thing that has ever happened to
me, ever. I know that I want to be with her even as I
know that it's wrong.
I turn away looking back one more time as I reach the
door. Kathy is just laying there still nude, legs still
spread, a smile on her lips and in her eyes as she
watches me leave.
CHAPTER TWO
Let me explain that I go to work before dawn each day and
get home around 4 4.30 each afternoon. Sharon, my wife,
is a nurse and works the 4 to midnight shift Monday
through Friday. That doesn't give us much time together,
but it does cover being there with the kids for most of
the day. Besides, I think Sharon and I get along better
when we don't spend much time.
Our marriage has been rocky for a couple of years now and
neither one of us seems to have the energy or will to do
any thing about it one way or the other anymore. We just
exist.
We once had a wonderful and passionate love for each
other, getting married in a fever some years ago, but hot
flame burn out quickly. We had managed to keep it
together eight years now, since Kathy was three and her
little brother Ben two, the passion hadn't totally died.
Not until a few months ago any way.
We've just been hanging on because we're used to one
another or don't want to admit that something so good has
gone so bad. Or just that there's no place else to go,
right now anyway. One of us was bound to meet someone new
soon, get into an affair, and fall in love with someone.
Then we'd split, but until then we could coexist with out
hurting each other, too bad.
How could it be possible for it to be Kathy that I fell
in love with. She had been my little girl, my daughter,
for eight years. I had never had any thoughts of her in a
sexual way before now. Oh sure I did admire her beauty,
she had always been so damned lovely, and as her body
developed to puberty I caught myself looking at her but
not thinking of fucking her. And could this really be
love? No. Just lust and weakness.
Yeah I was beginning to feel guilty and a whole bunch
afraid. I would go to prison if this ever was discovered,
and probably deserved to. And then there was the even
bigger problem of what kind of damage I had done to
Kathy. God this was unforgivable. But what could I do
about it now. The deed was done as they say and I'd just
have to live with what ever happened. I was determined
however that it wouldn't happen again.
Kathy seemed to be taking it in stride. She didn't say
anything about it that night or the next day or the week
that followed. She just went on about her routine as
usual. I would get a sideways look from her every now and
then, always accompanied with a really sweet smile, and I
would return the smile. Even though I was sometimes
worried I couldn't hide the pleasure of what we had done
and I suppose I didn't feel shame like I probably should
have. So my smile was genuine.
I'd come home from work and things would be as they
always were. I'd get supper on, we'd eat, and they'd go
play awhile longer then come in and get ready for bed
about nine. We'd sit and watch TV until bedtime. Ben
would always crash earliest then Kathy would come kiss my
cheek good night and go to bed about ten. She would
always wear the same pajamas, a cotton short sleeve and
just short enough to show her belly button every time she
moved, and old baggy cotton shorts that came to mid-
thigh.
One night, a week later after Ben had gone to bed, I was
sitting on the couch when Kathy came up and sat down next
to me . I was a little nervous but this was really
nothing new, we have always been affectionate and her
cuddling up to me on the couch was the way we sat many a
night, so I just let it pass.
We sat that way for several minutes getting comfortable
when she said, "It's OK you know. I really liked it and
it was my idea. I promise I won't tell."
"Thank you sweet heart," I said, "but what worries me is
what I've done to you."
"What do you mean. You didn't hurt me," Giggle. "Well
just a little when it first went in."
I put my arm around her and hugged her. I was beginning
to feel comfortable again. Here we were talking about it
and it just felt natural.
"No, I mean the damage that I've done to your childhood.
You're way to young to be doing this and I should've
known better."
She was silent for a moment then she reached up and
kissed me on the lips. Putting her arms around my neck
and opened her mouth, kissing me deeply, sliding her
tongue into my mouth. I kissed her back. Rapping my arms
around her holding her to me, loving the moment for what
it was.
"But I want to do it some more, it's the neatest thing
I've ever done," she said as we broke off the kiss.
"No," I said, "it's just not what we should be doing."
"Ahhhh. You sure?" She asked with a smile as she placed
her hand on my crouch and started to rub.
"Stop that Kathy, please," I whisper not really wanting
her to.
Taking her hand away and putting her arms around my neck.
"Would you at least touch me, rub my thingy, it feels so
good when you do it."
I laughed, "Your thingy, what's a thingy?" Knowing full
well what she meant.
"You know," she rasped, "that little nubby thing at the
top of my pussy."
"Pussy? Where did you hear that word?" I said in mock
horror.
"Pussy, pussy, pussy," she giggled, "so what do you call
that thingy?"
"It's your clitoris, more commonly just called clit." I
answered.
"OK then WOULD YOU RUB MY CLIT." she teased. "Make me
feel that way, you know, where I get all tingly and
stuff. What do you call that? When I just kinda... I
doeno... explode."
"That's called cumming," I replied, enjoying the
conversation. "I made you cum."
"Yeah and I made you cum too, didn't I?"
"Ohhh, you sure did." I laughed.
"So ARE YOU GOING TO RUB MY CLIT, or what, and if you say
or what I'm going to kick you."
I slide my hand down her side, to the elastic on her PJs,
slipping my fingers under the band. She slid down a
little and spread her legs in anticipation. Slipping my
hand in until the tips of my fingers could play with the
smooth skin of her mons, I paused to enjoy it. I stayed
there and play for a little while. Kathy looks up at me
and frowns real big.
"That's not my thingy," she growled.
"Well if you want me to play don't ya think you ought to
show it to me first?"
Without hesitation she hooks her fingers into the
waistband raises her hips and whips her shorts off. Ah
there it is, that perfect little pussy.
"Want to see my titties too? Even if they ain't hardly
any," she said as she took off her top.
Yeah I did. I loved them, so small but just so damned
perfect. She lay back on the couch as I put my hand on
her thigh just below her cunt. It was so soft and smooth,
I stroked softly making slow circles as I worked my way
toward where she wanted me to be. I slipped my finger
into the slit at the bottom of her already wet cunt.
Pushing upwards I slid it deep into her vagina, burying
it all the way to my hand.
She moaned softly and arched her back a little, trying to
take it in even deeper, my thumb found her clit and
softly stroked it. With my other hand I started rubbing
the soft baby fat on her belly and then worked up to her
tiny breasts. Taking her hardened nipple between my
finger and thumb I pinched it hard enough to make her
jump a little.
She moaned as her hand reached up to cover mine holding
it in place. Her eyes were closed and her mouth slightly
open as her breathing became faster and heavier. My thumb
still flicking her clit, I started fucking her cunt with
the finger that was still buried inside her.
It didn't take long, she came in a fury, crying out as
she quivered and shook with pleasure. Slowly her spasms
subsided, as she lay back I bent down and kissed her
passionately.
She looked up into my eye and said dreamily, "Are you
sure you don't want to fuck me?"
"Oh yes I do," I replied, "but we'd better not. There's
too much chance that I would cum inside you and I sure as
hell don't want to get you pregnant."
"So what do we do then?" She asks.
"I'll get some condoms tomorrow." I promised.
"No I mean now," she whispered as her hand found the
throbbing cock bulging in my pants.
"Do you want to jack me off?" I asked as I undid my
pants.
"Yes, please I want to touch you."
I slid my pants down to my knees and sat down next to
her. She slipped to the floor and helped me get them the
rest of the way off. Staying on her knees between my
legs, her hands on my inner thighs she started stroking
and tickling as she slid them upward until her fingers
were touching my balls.
"What do I do?" Her eyes never leaving my twitching cock.
"Rap your hand around my cock and squeeze it a little...
Now move it up and down. Yeah like that. Oh shit that
feels so good."
She put her other hand on my balls and softly began to
knead them, Oh this kid was a natural .
"Not to hard." I warned, "now pump a little faster."
This wasn't going to take any longer than it did her. I
could feel the cum welling up in my nuts, ready to erupt.
As my breathing got faster so did Kathy's strokes, her
face intent on her work, I tensed my whole body as I
started to explode. Cum shot out the end of my dick,
squirting like the last time, splashing on to her
beautiful face.
Kathy flinched but never stopped letting it run off her
chin and on to my legs. Finally the spurts turned into a
dribble and ran over her hand lubricating my cock
allowing it to slide over and down the shiny red knob.
She slowed but didn't stop as I relaxed letting her play
with the gooey jism that was now all over her hands my
stomach and balls as well as her face.
She lay her head on my leg, looking up at me smiling, as
she continued to rub my cum all over me.
"That was fun," she said.
"Yeah it was," I breathed. "So you liked it, huh?"
"Ohhhh yeah, especially when it hit me in the face," she
put one hand to her face. "What does it taste like?"
Her tongue licked out to her fingers and tasted it.
"Salty," she surged, "but not bad."
She leaned down and began to lick my still hard cum
covered cock like an ice cream cone. "Ummm, this is
neat," she mumbled.
I just lay there watching her as she cleaned it from tip
to base then off my ball sack. When she finished she
climbed up and kissed me, I could taste my cum on her
tongue, I began to lick her face cleaning my own jism off
every part of it with my tongue.
"You had better go to bed now," I said, not wanting her
to leave. "Your mom will be home soon."
"OK," she was as reluctant as I. "You will get some
condoms tomorrow, won't you?"
"Tomorrow's Saturday dear, your mom's going to be home.
But yeah I'll have some Monday."
"Darn, I hope I can wait that long." she said as she
stood up and picked up her PJs. She leaned over me and
kissed me again. "Good night, see you in the morning."
Wrong or not I knew this was going to go on for as long
as we could make it last, I was hooked, totally insane
over my daughter.
CHAPTER THREE
That weekend went off like almost any other. Saturday it
was housework, and afternoon shopping in town. Kathy, Ben
and I played some catch, we bar-b-queued. That night I
took us all to a movie, then out for ice cream. Kathy
acted like she always did, except for an extra knowing
smile every now and then, or when she walked past me
she'd run her hand across my shoulder and give it a
squeeze. Sharon was even extra nice that evening, which
indicated to me that she wanted to make love that night.
Kathy noticed this also, because as she kissed me
goodnight, she whispered, "Leave a light on, I want to
watch."
And I did. I didn't make love to Sharon that night but I
did fuck her. All of my thoughts were of Kathy, all the
things that I did with Sharon that night, I would be
doing to her next week. I was also performing for her,
knowing that she was watching us, I went all out. And so
did Sharon, when see gets into it she is a marvelous
lover.
"What's gotten in to you?" Sharon asked. "You haven't
been this excited in years."
"Well it has been a long time, ya know." Thinking about
last night with Kathy.
"Maybe we shouldn't make it so long next time," she
snuggled up, holding me like she used to. "I do still
love you, Jack. I know we've been having problems and I
don't know if we'll be able to work them out but I do
love you."
"I know, Babe, and I guess I love you too." I turned my
head toward the wall, looking to where I hoped Kathy
wasn't anymore.
"You guess?" an edge in her voice as she roller over on
to her elbows. "That's your problem Jack, you're never
sure about anything."
"Ahhh, come on Shar, let's not fight, not tonight."
"Your right, Jack," she said after a moment. "I'm sorry.
It's just habit anymore. You've been wonderful today, and
I thank you. I just can't seem to help punching your
buttons every chance I get." She explained. "What's
happened to us? We used to be so good together."
"I don't know," I said after a moment. "I wish I did. I
miss it. I miss you. I used to love you so much it hurt.
I couldn't wait to see you, be near you, even hearing
your voice over the phone thrilled me. Now... Ahhh shit,
I just . I'm sorry, Babe."
"What are we going to do?" she asked. "Sometimes I think
I'd do anything not to lose you... Lose us, then
sometimes I just don't care. I'd just like to get it over
with, ya know, be done with it and get on with our
lives."
"Yeah, I know what you mean, but what else is there?"
"Let's not give up just yet, Jack, we can't solve it
tonight, but let's not quit, OK?" she said.
"I'd like that." I said and I really meant it. But
visions of Kathy still filled my head as I rolled over on
my side.
"Good night," she said touching me lightly on the
shoulder. "See you in the morning."
**
The next morning at breakfast Sharon was really sweet,
like old times, Kathy however was in a bad mood. After we
finished Sharon and Ben went out side to start on some
yard work, while Kathy and I did the dishes.
"Did you enjoy the show?" I asked.
"You sure seemed to enjoy yourself," she said
sarcastically.
"Why are you so mad?" I asked. "I thought you might
enjoy it. Are you jealous?"
"Yes. I am. I didn't think I would be, but I am." She
replied. "I did enjoy it though. I got all hot and tingly
watching what you guys did. I just really wanted it to be
me, that's all."
"Oh it will be." I promised. "Tomorrow."
With that she smiled and bumped me with her hip. As I
turned to look at her she took her hand and raised her
tee shirt up exposing those lovely little tits. I bent
down and sucked the nipple into my mouth, letting my
tongue flick it into hardness.
"Owww," she moaned. "That's better. I want you, I want
you now."
"No," I said as I slipped my hand down her pants, sliding
a finger into her cunt. "We have to be careful while
Mom's around."
She leaned back onto the counter as I finger fucked her
and sucked on her luscious little breasts until she came.
"That will have to do for now." I said.
"The day ain't over yet," she smiled as we turned to
finish the dishes.
"Are you going to fuck Mom again?" she asked after a bit.
"If it comes up, yeah I guess I'll have to," I replied.
"Does that bother you?"
"Yes. But I can see how you can't get out of it."
"Believe me," I said, "I'll be thinking about you all the
time."
"Really, I like that. Were you thinking about me last
night?"
"Yes I was," I replied. "I haven't stopped thinking about
you since that first day. Come on we'd better go outside
and join the gang."
The rest of the day was spent doing yard work and
generally messing around. Several times through out the
day, whenever no one else was looking, Kathy would smile
at me then lift her shirt to show off her titties. Or rub
her cunt through her shorts and give me a wicked look.
Once, as she walked by, she reached down and placed her
hand on my crotch and rubbed on it for a moment.
"I want to fuck you," she whispered and walked on.
Sharon and I were getting along pretty well too. She was
jovial and affectionate, almost like old times. Damn what
a time for her to want to make things right.
That night, when Kathy kissed me goodnight, no one was
around so she kissed me deep and hard. She ran her hand
inside my jeans and gave my hardening cock a squeeze.
"I can hardly wait until tomorrow, don't forget the
rubbers," she said as she turned to leave, "and if you
fuck Mom tonight, leave the light on again. I like to
play with myself while I watch."
Shit this girl was a natural born sex kitten. That night
I did fuck Sharon, I had to I was so turned on, I had to
do something with it.
CHAPTER FOUR
Monday was probably the longest day of my life. I stopped
early and picked up a large box of condoms. Every mile
that I drove my mind was on what would happen when I got
home. Visions of Kathy's young, tender body played on my
mind with every turn of the wheels. I would get a hard on
every time I thought of the way her tongue felt as it
licked my dick. I wanted to jack off so bad, but I wanted
to save it for Kathy's hungry, baby cunt. Ahh so tight
and warm and wet.
Finally the day drew to a close. My heart was thumping as
I pulled into the drive. I nearly jumped out of my truck,
and could hardly keep from running to the house. I had
devised several ways to get Ben out of the house for a
couple of hours and hoped they would work. As it turned
out I need not to have worried.
I walked through the door and there was Kathy, quite
naked, spread out on the couch, her hand between her legs
playing with herself.
She looked up at me and smiled, "Ben's spending the night
with his friend. I didn't think you'd mind."
Oh my god just what I'd been fantasizing about all day.
"No, no I don't mind at all."
"You did get the rubbers, didn't you?" she asked.
I opened the bag and took out the box, showing them to
her, smiling back at her.
"So, you gonna take your clothes of, or what?" she asked
as she used two fingers to open her pussy lips for me to
see.
I could see the moister glistening in the late afternoon
sunshine as I kicked off my shoes. She slipped one finger
into her tiny cunt as I undid my pants and slid them off.
I pulled off my shirt as I hurried to her and dropped to
my knees between her wide spread knees. I kissed her
roughly as I grabbed hold of those amazing little tits
and began to knead them with my fingers.
"Uwww," she moaned, "let me see how those rubbers work."
"Let me suck your pussy a little first," I said.
"NO," she commanded. "I want to fuck, you can do that
later, we have all night."
I stood up and ripped open the box, taking out a pack,
tearing it open with my teeth. She sat up and watched
closely as I rolled it on my raging hard on. I dropped
back to my knees in front of her, pulling her ass to the
edge of the couch, her legs spread open, the head of my
dick laying next to her waiting young cunt. I locked her
lips in a kiss as she wrapped her arms around my neck.
She slid her hips forward, her tender pussy lips parted
to suck in my throbbing cock, I bucked forward burying my
cock deep into her hungry cunt.
I started fucking her with a passion matched only by the
passion with which she fucked me back. She broke the kiss
and leaned back, her eyes open, looking straight into
mine as she rested on her elbows. She wrapped her legs
around my ass, locking her ankles together, pulling me
harder into her with each stroke. I knew I wouldn't last
long and I could tell by the way Kathy's body was tensing
and the heavy moans escaping from deep with in that she
wouldn't be far behind, if she didn't get there first.
She never broke eye contact as she started to cum, her
mouth opened to let out a near scream of pleasure, as my
balls exploded. I came hard, she came harder, until
finally the we slowed the rhythm of our fucking. Weakened
I collapsed on top of her, she put her arms around me as
we both tried to catch our breaths, my cock still hard
inside of her.
"I've been thinkin' about you all day long." she said.
"Been thinkin' about this and every thing else we're
going to do tonight."
"Me too." I replied. "And just what have you got in mind
for the rest of the evening?"
"Oh, all that we've done I want to do again, and anything
else that you can show me." She cooed. "And I really want
you to put your cock in side me and fuck me some more, a
lot more."
"Oh I'm so very glad you like it." I said, "I'm so very,
very glad."
My cock had finally gone soft as I slipped out of her. I
put my mouth on her nipple and sucked it into my mouth,
my hands played over her, feeling the baby soft skin
underneath my roaming fingers.
Finally I stood up, picked her up in my arms and carried
her into her bedroom. I laid her on the bed and got down
beside her, embracing her, I gently kissed her lips. We
lay there touching each other and kissing every part of
one another. We made love again, this time more gently,
very slow and lingering.
Over the coarse of the evening we did just as Kathy
wished, fucking and sucking in all the ways that we had
time for, before we had to part awaiting her moms return.
CHAPTER FIVE
Over the coarse of the summer Kathy and I fucked every
chance we had, and they were many, at least two or three
times a week. Sometimes more, whenever we could arrange
for Ben to be away for a few hours. It was so cool, I'd
get home and if Ben was already gone Kathy would already
be naked and waiting for me. If we had to wait for him to
leave then as soon as he was gone Kathy would come around
the corner and smile at me.
Sometimes she would just start stripping and sometimes
she would be in a playful mood. She would tease me by
lifting her shirt and backing her way into the bedroom or
pretend to ignore me and start masturbating in the middle
of the living room. If I'd run out of rubbers we would
play games. I taught her to suck cock and she was an
excellent pupil. She became so good at it and truly loved
the taste of my cock and the taste of cum she almost
preferred to give head.
When we fucked, in stead of her sucking me off, she would
pull the rubber off and lick me clean and keep on licking
even after all the jism was gone. Even on the weekend
when Sharon was home, I would have to 'go to the store ',
and of coarse Kathy would want to go with me. I wouldn't
be out of the driveway before she would have my zipper
down and my cock out stroking it. We would drive down
this dirt road not far from the house and make love in a
fury there in the front seat, my pants around my ankles,
her on top fucking the daylight out of me.
Oh it was a wonderful summer. Sharon and I were even
getting along pretty well. Peace and loved reigned in my
world. Kathy didn't seem to mind that her mom and I were
doing so well. She still enjoyed watching us and would
give critics on our performance, letting me know what she
would have done different or better, then proceeding to
show me. The hardest part was being able to do them both
in the same night as was sometimes required. Although it
seemed the more I was doing the more I wanted.
Alas, when all is going so well it's bound to crash. As I
said the summer passed in wonderment of sex and joy, but
on Labor Day the bomb landed. School had already started
but that wasn't the problem, we still had our love making
sessions at the end of the day. The problem was when
Sharon announced, at the holiday cook out, that she was
changing shifts at work. From now on it seemed that she
would be working the day shift so that she could spend
more time with the family. Wasn't that great news?
Kathy and I looked at each other in shock. Then like good
troopers we congratulated Sharon and went on about how
wonderful it all was. Inside I was already churning with
loss. I could tell by the way Kathy looked at me that she
was feeling much the same way.
That night when she kissed me good night she whispered,
"What are we going to do now?"
"I don't know." I replied. "We'll think of something."
But we didn't or couldn't. Over the next few weeks our
lovemaking sessions dropped off to once a week then even
less. We had to be careful. By Thanksgiving we pretty
much stopped altogether.
Although they were rare they were so sweet when we did
get a chance to make love. As was the case on the day
after Thanksgiving. Sharon and Ben had gone to the store
to start Christmas shopping leaving us alone for a few
hours. She came to me as I was sitting on the couch,
sitting down beside me. Taking my hand in hers she
brought it up to her lips and kissed it gently oh so
lovingly.
"Been awhile." she breathed.
"Yes," as I turned to take her in my arms and kiss her.
"It has. I've missed you terribly. I don't have any
protection."
"I know," she sighed as I picked her up and carried her
into the bedroom, "but this one time I want to feel you
cum inside me. I want it so bad. And it should be OK.
I've been counting the days and it will be OK."
We kissed for a long time, savoring the time, as it had
become so precious. Slowly we undressed one another,
letting our fingers linger over the skin that they
uncovered, tracing lazy patterns on the surfaces we had
come to know so well. Oral sex had become our standard
fore play, not just the genitals and breasts, but every
nook and cranny from toe to head. From long lingering
licks up the inside of each other's thighs to tender
succulent kisses on the soft skin under knees and inside
the elbows. Letting our tongues linger on the softness of
the belly to the nape of the neck.
Kathy had become such a good lover, not only for one so
young, but for a woman of any age. When finally I entered
her she sighed with the pleasure of a woman knowing
exactly what she wanted and needed. Slowly we fucked,
taking our time, enjoying every single stroke of my naked
cock deep into her young wanton pussy. As we neared
climax my thrusting became harder, faster and more
powerful.
As I started to cum inside of her, she arched her back
and thrust her hips forward to take in as much of my cock
as she could, spreading her legs wide and raising them
high in the air. She came as I shot my jism deep into her
womb. She cried out in joy as the hot cum filled her
pulsing tight pussy.
Kathy came as I had not felt before, wave upon wave of
shuttering spasms enveloped her body, moans of pleasure
escaped her throat from deep with in leaving her
breathless and exhausted when we finally collapsed into
each others sweaty bodies.
Eventually I rolled over and lay beside her. Our hands
resumed their exploration, mine finding it's way down
between Kathy's parted legs. My finger slipped into her
cunt, my sticky warm cum running out and dribbling down
the crack of her ass. Kathy's hand encircled my semi hard
cock stroking it up and down using the slick and sticky
jism as a lubricant. We kissed and held each other as we
talked.
"What are we going to do?" she asked after awhile. "I
don't know how we can keep this from Mom."
"I hate to say this," I said, "but I think we have to
stop."
"NO, I don't want to. I love you," she cried. "How can we
just stop?"
"Oh god baby, I don't want to either, but I don't see how
we can go on."
"Oh I know, I just don't want it to end. It's been so
good. I don't want to go on with out you. Now that you've
made me a real woman how can I ever go back to the way it
was before?"
"I know your right," I said realizing that I had created
this situation.
She was truly a woman now with the needs and desires. I
had woken within her a sexual drive that as I had come to
find out was insatiable.
"Just where and when can we get by?" I asked. "The whole
damn world would blow up if we got caught."
"We'll just have to take what we can, when we can," she
said. "We'll be careful, I promise. But I'm not going to
stop. Please let's not quit."
"OK, but it won't be so often." I promised, "Not that
it's been to frequent lately anyway."
"I know," she giggled, "I've been having to rub myself
off a lot in the last couple of months. You're lucky. You
get to fuck Mom all the time. I'm jealous."
"You still watch?" I asked.
"Ohhh yeah. I still wish it were me. Do you still think
of me while your fucking her?"
"Your goddamned right I do." I replied, glad that the
mood was getting lighter.
And the mood got even lighter still as the talk turned to
joking and laughter, then to tickling and grab ass, then
to touching and kissing. I slid down between her soft
thighs and began to lick her tender young cum filled
cunt. Kathy turned around and sucked my soft cock into
her warm, moist mouth, chewing and sucking until it grew
back into a throbbing hard on once more.
We continued in this 69 until Kathy had cum once more,
then she turned around and impaled herself on my
slickened cock. Oh it was lovely to lay back watching her
fuck me this way. Over the summer and into the fall
Kathy's breasts had grown some, not getting to large as
they probably never would, like her mom she was going to
be fairly small breasted. Her hips had filled out some,
too. Yes, she had grown into quite a young woman, truly I
was a lucky man.
As she started to cum, riding me hard and fast, I heard
the car pull up into the driveway.
"Oh shit!" I cried as I lay her over hopping to my feet.
"Get dressed, quick!"
Grabbing my clothes off the floor I ran to the bathroom
and turned on the shower, not having time to dress
myself, jumping in before the water had time to warm up.
Freezing at first, then scalded as the water turned hot,
I hoped that Kathy had time to dress before Sharon walked
in on her.
I took a long shower, once I got the water adjusted,
worried at what would confront me when I got out. Since
Sharon didn't come bursting through the door I figured
that I was probably safe, I finally got out and dressed.
Walking into the living room everything looked normal.
"Hi honey, " Sharon greeted me. "It was a mad house in
town. We decided to try again another day."
"I figured it would be," I replied, as I looked over her
shoulder at Kathy.
She looked me in the eye, smiling shamelessly, give me a
sexy wink then put her hand to her mouth and giggled as
she turned away. Got away with that one, I thought. After
that we were real careful. We were only able to make love
three or four times between then and Christmas.
CHAPTER SIX
At Christmas Kathy and Ben went up north to there
grandparents for the holidays, leaving Sharon and I
alone, or rather me alone. Sharon started working double
shifts to cover those who seemed to be sick or whatever
there reason. This continued after the kids returned and
went back to school. Which worked out fine, because it
gave Kathy and I the time to get back to a more vigorous
routine of love making. We were back up to three or four
time a week.
We were so busy making love and being in love, for truly
I had more than just falling in love with Kathy, that we
both failed to notice that Sharon and I had stopped
making love. Failed to notice that even with the hours
that she was putting in that she never complained about
it or that we didn't seem to have any extra money from
her overtime.
Blissfully we went on this way until Easter rolled
around. Then came the next bombshell.
"I have to talk to you," she said one evening after she
got home late.
"What's up darlin'?" I asked not suspecting anything yet.
Having just made love to Kathy I was in a good mood.
"Sit down Jack, " she said sounding sad. "You're not
going to like this."
Oh shit, I thought, some how she's found out.
"What is it?" I asked, beginning to shake a little.
"What's wrong?"
"There's no easy way to tell you this," she said. "So
I'll just come straight out with it. I've met someone
else. I've been seeing him since Christmas and I'm in
love with him. I'm so sorry, Jack, but we both know it
was bound to happen. Truly I thought it would be you
first but it wasn't."
It was relief that I felt, not the things that I should
have been feeling. I just looked up at her waiting for
her to continue.
"I'll be moving in with him this weekend. I'm so sorry."
She repeated, "I'll be staying there with him until then,
will the kids be all right here with you?"
I remained silent.
"I just can't stay here after telling you, it would be to
awkward, I'll take the kids if I have to but it would be
harder on them."
Still I remained silent.
"For god sake Jack say something, yell, shout, do
something."
"Of coarse they can stay here," I finally said. "There's
no hurry. Take your time. You know I'll take care of
them."
I was thinking of Kathy and my sudden fear of losing her,
not the fact that my wife was leaving me.
"You're sure taking this well, Jack. I guess you've been
sort of expecting this with me being gone so much. Why
haven't you said something? You did know didn't you?"
"Yes." I lied. "But what could I do? You're right it's
been coming for a long time now. I guess I thought you'd
get over it or leave. I just decided to let it run it's
coarse, see what happened, I didn't know what else to
do."
"Well aren't you the sophisticated one? Goddamn you Jack,
how could you just let me go?" an edge in her voice.
"Don't get testy now Shar. It's to late and I'm not going
to fight with you. It's done and we'll get on with it so
just settle down." I said. "How are you going to tell the
kids or do you want me to?"
"No I'll tell them. I'll come home early tomorrow, I'll
be here when they get home from school." She replied.
"Thanks, really, I expected things to go much worst than
this. I never expected you to take it so well. I was
ready for a big fight and now I don't know what to say."
"Oh this isn't easy," I said, "but there's really nothing
to say, except maybe good bye. If you have to go just do
it. I want some time to think this over."
"OK, you're right, we'll talk tomorrow night after I've
talked to the kids. We'll decide things then." A sadness
in her voice. "Good bye Jack..."
She turned and walked out the door. I sat there not
knowing what to think. As soon as I heard Sharon's car
pull out of the driveway I felt a hand on my shoulder.
Turning to I looked into Kathy's eyes, she slipped down
beside me and wrapped her arms around me laying her head
on my shoulder.
"I heard," she said. "I'm scared, what's going to happen
now?"
"I don't know." I said honestly. "We'll know more
tomorrow."
"I won't leave you. Momma can go with her new guy, I'll
stay here with you." She said with steel in her voice.
"I don't know if we'll have any choice. I'm only your
stepfather." I said. "She has the final say over you."
"Will you try?" she asked. "I know Ben will want to stay
with you too."
I haven't said much about Ben as this story is mostly
about Kathy and me but Ben is like my own son. He doesn't
even remember his father and I've raised him for most of
his life. We are very close and spend a lot of time
together, though you wouldn't think so from what you've
been reading, but like I said this is about Kathy and me.
"Look, every things just happened, we'll see what we can
do but there's nothing we can do right now."
"Can I sleep with you tonight?" she asked, surprising me.
The love in her voice was so sincere, also the fear of a
little girl.
"Of course you can sweet heart," I replied. "I'd like
that very much."
We didn't make love that night just slept in each other's
arms, taking comfort there. It was so nice and sweet, so
natural, like this is the way it should be.
In the morning when we woke up, we did make love, we just
rolled into each other's arms. It wasn't the mad
passionate kind, just the slow sweet kind, like two
people who are in love waking up in the morning do.
I didn't go to work that day, but I made the kids go to
school, I wanted to be alone to think things over. Though
like I said the choices weren't mine to make. I just
waited for Sharon to get there hoping we'd have a little
time to talk before the kids got home. And we did, she
got there a half-hour before they were due to arrive.
"I thought you might be here," she said as she came in
laying her purse on the table. "I'm glad you are, there
are some things we need to work out."
"All right, but let's not fight OK, let's try to make
this easy on everyone."
"Good," she seemed as resolved about it as I was. "I want
to say first that there's no going back. I really love
him and I'm going to be with him. It's nothing you've
done, I wasn't looking for this, I wasn't looking to hurt
you it just happened. I truly loved you, Jack and for
awhile I thought we might be able to work things out, but
then it just... I don't know... faded away."
"I know. It's been a long time coming. Let's not try
putting blame anywhere, I've excepted it, so you don't
need to explain."
"Thank you. As far as dividing things up, we can work
that out over time, I promise I won't be difficult. What
most concerns me is the kids. I know how much you love
them and how much they love you, it's going to be real
hard on them."
"Kathy all ready knows." I interrupted. "She was
listening last night."
"Oh. Well I guess that might make it easier, I'm sure
she's told Ben by now."
"Yeah, I'm sure she has, they're pretty close." I said.
"I know I don't have any right to ask, but I need a
favor, could they stay with you until schools out? I'll
be moving into a different district and I don't want to
have to change schools this late in the year?" She asked.
"And you need some time to yourselves while things are
still fresh, right." I smiled.
"Please, Jack."
"Sorry, but yeah I'd like it if they stayed, that way I
won't be all alone. That would be hard to adjust to right
off the bat. I'll be glad for them to stay with me. If
they want to that is," I said a flood of relief washing
over me.
What was wrong with me, here I am loosing my wife and all
that concerns me is keeping her daughter in my bed. No
that's all, I was really in love with Kathy, crazy as it
may be. How could a grown man be in love with a twelve-
year-old girl? And could a twelve-year-old girl be in
love with a grown man? God I hoped so.
"Thank you Jack. I guess I was looking at it selfishly. I
know this is hard on you. And I wish there were some way
to make it better. You sure you don't mind if they live
with you awhile?"
"No really it will be easier if they stay here, easier
for me and easier for them." I said. "I don't think I
could stand it if I lost my whole family all at once."
"This was a lot easier than I thought, than I prayed it
was ever going to be." she said. "You really are a good
man, Jack."
If she only knew, now she was making me feel guilty. But
I wasn't going to damn it. About then Kathy and Ben
walked in the door both looking apprehensive.
"Listen," I said. "I'll leave you to talk to them alone
if that's all right. I've got some stuff do out side."
As I walked out I placed my hands on Ben and Kathy's
shoulder giving them a squeeze and smiled. It wasn't a
worried smile but one of confidence, Kathy, knowing me so
well picked up on it and smiled back, relief cascading
over her face like waterfall.
I was still outside, leaning against her car, when Sharon
came out sometime later.
"How'd it go?" I asked.
"Not so good, actually. They're real mad at me."
"They'll get over it soon enough," I said.
"Well right now your quite welcome to them. I'm just not
ready to deal with this now."
There were many things I want to say to this. Like how
she hadn't been dealing with them for years now, how I'd
been the one there for them every evening and most days.
How she was deserting them for a strange man. But I dared
not, I got to keep Kathy, and Ben I'd take him in the
bargain. And I was hardly innocent, in fact I was
criminal, but that didn't matter to me right now I had
received a reprieve, a while longer with Kathy.
CHAPTER SEVEN
That night Kathy slept in my bed again, this time we did
make love before we fell asleep. The next night the same,
it fell into that pattern, it was as if we were normal.
Just a man and a woman living together, but we were not
normal, we were not a man and a woman. We were a man and
a child.
It didn't matter to me, I was so infatuated with this
lovely young girl, that I just could not think beyond the
next time we could be together. With Sharon living her
new life and not interest in what was happening at home,
those chances were more than just many, they were
numerous. Besides sleeping together every night we still
found ourselves fucking in the afternoon and in the
middle of the days on weekends.
One Saturday morning at breakfast, Ben and I were sitting
there alone, he looked over to me and asked.
"Are you and Kathy doing it?"
What was I going to say? I had thought we were getting
away with it.
"Yes," I answered after a moment's pause.
"I thought so," he said and then nothing more.
"Does that bother you?" I asked, afraid of what he would
say.
"Nah, I all ready knew you were. I knew last summer, I
just wanted to see what you'd say when I asked is all."
"You wanted to see if I'd lie to you, is that it?" I was
shaken.
"Yeah somethin' like that. But I don't really care, it
makes Kathy happy and when she's happy she's a lot easier
to get along with."
"It doesn't bother you? You know I could get in a lot of
trouble if any one found out, don't you?" I asked.
Sounding like a man trying to cover himself.
"Yeah, but Kathy said if I told she'd cut my nuts off if
I told anyone. Upps, I shouldn't a said nut, huh?"
"Kathy knew you knew?" the shock hit me hard. "How'd she
find out you knew about us? "
"She's the one that told me. She tells me everything." He
said.
Oh god, I didn't know what to think, as if things were
not all ready a mess now, it was even more complicated.
"So you're basically OK with it then?" I tried to
recover.
"Yeah sure. It's not like everybody's not doing it with
someone any way. Better you than some skuzzball. I mean
with you it's safe ya know." He said.
"But don't you think I'm too old for her? Don't you think
it's wrong?" I asked, trying to think my way through
this.
"Yeah at first I did, and I know you can get in trouble,
but now I think it's OK. It gonna keep use together so
yeah I think it's OK." He said.
"What do you mean, keep us together? Don't you know your
mom can come and take you anytime she wants? And don't
you want to live with your mom?" I asked.
"I kinda wish Mom still lived with us, but I'd rather
live with you if I get to choose. And as long as your
screwin' Kathy I know your gonna fight to keep us."
"You know that if your mom ever finds out that I'll go to
jail?" I decided to see just where I stood.
"Well she ain't gonna find out from me, and Kathy sure
ain't gonna tell. We love you Jack you're our Dad you
take care of us. Mom's never been around much and it's
scary to think what it'd be like living with her without
you. And besides her new boyfriend don't want us around."
He said.
In the last three months the kids had stayed two weekends
with Sharon and her new man. They'd been glad to get home
both times. Though I hadn't asked them about it I knew
they didn't like him or the situation.
About then Kathy walked into the room. She came over and
wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me, a nice
long open mouth kiss, like it was the most natural thing
to do. I was a little uncomfortable, but I kissed her
back with the same affection.
"Good morning," she smiled at me. "And to you too, Ben."
"I guess you're comfortable with this, then?" I asked.
"With Ben knowing and all?"
"Well dah," she smiled again. "Me sleeping in your... no
our bed every night. I mean how can we keep Ben in the
dark. He might look like it, but he's not that stupid."
Ben reached up and punched her on the arm, but the smile
on his face showed there was no malice in it.
"Ow," she rubbed her arm. "You gonna let him get away
with that?"
"With what? I didn't see anything." I said.
With that reply she jumped on me and started tickling me.
The rough housing started then with Ben joining in we
were soon all rolling around on the floor. Ahh life was
good. I had my family, I had a wonderful lover, and at
the moment I no worries.
All though we were all a little worried, next Tuesday was
Kathy's birthday and school would be over on Friday. We
hadn't heard yet what Sharon planned to do, but she
hadn't seemed to make any plans to move the kids in with
her. She knew that they were happy here with me and we
hope she was to busy with her new man to want to be
bothered with them.
I knew, from what the kids told me, that he was an older
man a doctor with kids all ready grown and gone. The way
they told it, when they were at his house, he was nice to
them but kind of cold and distant. Which was
understandable not knowing them, I told them, given time
I was sure he'd warm up. No they said it was more than
that, every thing about him and his place geared for
grown up and he just wasn't interested in having them
around, he just let them stay to please they're mom.
That afternoon Sharon called, she wanted to come by and
talk to me, first, then the kids would that be OK with
me. When she put things like that it always worried me.
She showed up about an hour later.
"How's it goin' Jack?" she asked looking a little
nervous, "Been awhile since I've seen you."
"Things have been going really well." I replied. "And how
about you?"
"Oh, Jack, I don't know. It's so confusing some times. I
hope I haven't gotten in over my head."
"How do you mean?" I asked truly wondering what she
meant.
"Well, Jonathan wants to get married, just like that."
We had all ready gotten our divorce, it doesn't take long
when there is nothing to contest.
"That was quick," I said a little shocked.
"Oh Jack it's everything I've always wanted."
Yeah he was rich, I'd seen his house and the kind of car
he drove. I bit my lip not wanting to say what I thought.
"So what is it I can do for you? Or is it that you just
wanted to let me know?" I couldn't help myself from
sounding a little testy.
"Easy Jack."
"I'm sorry. Please go on." I said.
"Well yeah I did want to let you know and there is
something you can do." She paused to look me in the eye,
then looked down at her hands before she continued. "This
is kinda difficult...but it's like this, Jonathan wants
to go to Europe for the honeymoon. We'd be gone for a
couple of months. I know that you've been taking care of
the kids pretty much by yourself for awhile, well OK all
by yourself, but they seem to be doing so well and you
haven't complained. I know how much you love them and how
much they love you, after all you did adopt them and have
been the only father they've ever known, so they are your
kids really..."
"Hold on a minute," I interrupted. "What you're trying to
ask is if I'll keep them while your gone?"
"Yes."
"And when you get back, what then? You just come and move
'em in with you? Leave me here high and dry?" I asked the
edge back in my voice. Then I thought for a moment, "No
that's fair. You're right I do love the kids and I am
they're father. Yes they can stay yes they will stay but
please don't jerk them around. Just let them live here
don't worry about asking me to keep them, they belong
here, and I want them to live here, they want to live
here. So lets just settle it now. We've been on pins and
needles wondering what your going to do. We need to know,
we want to get on with life, and let you get on with
yours. That's the way we want it."
She sat silent for a moment. I could see the emotions
welling up in her. I was getting myself ready for the
mother of all arguments. I'd put it all on the line and
couldn't back down now, it was win or lose it all right
here.
"If I sign a custody paper," she finally said in a
resigned voice, "you won't make a big deal about me
seeing them or anything will you?"
I was stunned, instead of a big fight I was getting all I
wanted.
"No of coarse not," I replied.
"Oh Jack, I feel so terrible, I'm such a bad person. A
bad mother," she was starting to cry.
I didn't want to disagree with her and I didn't want to
say anything to make her change her mind. So I just sat
there quietly and let her talk.
"I've run off with another man and left my children. Now
I'm going to leave the country and not see them for
months. You must think I'm some kind of monster. But I've
got to do this, it's my future, it won't be long 'till
the kids are grown and gone anyway and my chance is now.
I know I won't get another one. "
"Stop," I finally broke in. "I know you want to unburden
yourself, but I'm not really the one. It's just too hard
for me to hear, I'm sorry, OK."
"No, I'm the one that's sorry Jack," she said after a
moment. "I'll get my lawyer to get you the custody papers
this week before I leave."
"You're leaving this week? What about Kathy's birthday?"
I asked.
"We're leaving on Friday, I was hoping to take her out to
dinner Thursday and give her gift then. Talk to her alone
before I go. I know I can't make it right but I at least
need to try and explain."
"And Ben?" I asked. "You need to explain to him too."
"Yeah I'll try and do that this afternoon."
Ben and Kathy came through the door about that time. I
got up from my chair and started to leave.
"I'll leave you to it then." I said as I walked out the
door.
Tuesday Sharon picked up both Kathy and Ben and took them
out for Kathy's birthday. I had nothing to do but wait
for them to get home. Finally I went on to bed even
though it wasn't very late, I didn't go to sleep. I had
gotten so used to Kathy's naked body lying beside me that
there was no way to get by with out it.
Eventually they returned I had gotten up to await them
and was sitting in the living room when they walked in.
They acted as if they had had a good time but were never
the less glad to get home. Kathy had a box that was her
mom's present and when I asked her what she got she told
me she would show me later.
We talked awhile and then Ben went off to bed. Kathy and
I retired to our bedroom.
"So what did you get from your Mom?" my curiosity was up.
She picked up the box and walked to the bathroom, looking
over her shoulder she said, "Get undressed and I'll show
you."
I was sitting on the edge of the bed when she came out of
the bathroom, I couldn't believe my eyes. She was wearing
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