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Hi my name is Monica, or at least that's what my name is going to be
for you all. I was asked by many people to write this story. I hope you
will find enjoyment from reading it, and be careful not to do some of
the things i did.Anyway i'm 19 now, in college. I'm much different now
than i was when i did these things, and i'm much happier now.

My Story

1.

I was 12 when i first masterbated, well accually MASTERBATED. I always
liked to touch myself, hell what little kid doesn't. But 12 was the
first time i knew what i was doing.

I was in the shower, this was when my mom and dad were still married. I
had found a book at the library on human sexuality, i read through it
and saw a nice little picture of a cartoon woman masterbating. Well i
took that image with me home, in my mind, and i thought the shower
would be a great place to try.

Well i washed and then slipped a finger down and started rubbing my
vagina. I had been doing that for as long as i can remember so
naturally, it didn't occur to me that this would be masterbation. I
remembered that the girl in the picture had her fingers in her
hole......but which hole i didn't know. I simply knew that just rubbing
wasn't going to get it done.

I have never had a sinsitive clitoris. The way most people make it
sound on-line, they believe that a girl's clit is the way to her heart
(and orgasm). But it never has been for me. And yes i am healthy, my
doctor says this is perfectly normal for some woman to be lacking in
that way. For me it has always been penetration, not stemulation.

So there i was wondering what to do. I dropped to my knees and moved so
the spray of water was hitting my butt, my legs, etc. And with one hand
i reached back and touched my anus. I remeber how good it felt in the
hot shower, rubbing my little opening.

I soon worked a finger into myself. Little fingers and tight little
hole didn't really let me get that much penetration but i got my index
finger in up to the knuckle and it felt great. I pushed in and pulled
out and wiggled my finger around inside until i got tired and started
to turn into a prune from the water. No orgasm, just a good feeling.
That good feeling quickly turned to embaressment as i thought about it.
But that didn't stop me from keeping it up.

I soon was able to get two fingers and i learned about lubricant. I
also learned that some objects felt nice up there. I won't go into
detail (even though you probably want me to) but just leave it at that
i got the anal thing down at a young age. If i realized where it would
leave me i would of never done it.
2.

I grew but never really GREW, i filled out a bit. Stayed small and slim
but my breasts started to develope into the 30Bs they are today. At
this time i stand about 5'1" and weigh about 110. And i still look like
i am 16, much to my displeasure. It is funny when people act like i am
a little girl just because i look like i am younger than my 19 years.
Oh yeah, i have long brown hair that i like to braid into ponytails and
such, as well as light brown eyes. See how i can be mistaken as much
younger than i am?

Well i'm going to talk about when i was still young, lonely, and very
stupid.

When i was 14 i had a guy for the first time. It was very
short...um.....his penis and the time it took. But he was the same age
as I was so i guess it was typical.

The year before i had learned how to really masterbate, with some help
from my cousin. No, no incest just alittle touch and feel, she was a
year younger than i was. So i soon discovered that vaginal masterbation
was easier than anal so i mostly stuck to vaginal (or both at once).
But i still liked anal when i was feeling really lost or horny.

When i was 15 my parents divorced and i left to live with my mom in
another state. Well my mom was a flight attendant so she was out of
town some of the time, and i was at that age when a child is trusted to
take care of her or his self.

I had left behind a boyfriend, not just a fuck either. My first true
boyfriend. We had been going out for several months. He was 16, in high
school, and i was just getting out of middle school. We had sex on the
second date, and after that i took care of him, after all he was 'my
man' right? Ha ha.

He was really sweet and good in bed. Equipped with an maybe almost 6"
dick that had one problem. It was hard for him to get hard. Well not
really but he was shy and by the time we got our clothes off and got
down and ready, he would melt in my hand........but not in my mouth.
That is how i learned to give head. I never liked sucking, still don't,
but it was necessary, and after the first few times doing it to him i
no longer felt bad doing it. It became accepted, even more than
fucking.

I learned how to deep throat. See what most people don't realize is
that the neck bends almost 90 degrees between the mouth and the throat.
To do it you need to move to a position where you can get straight so
you can take a 5" penis down your throat. You also need to control your
gag reflex, something most people can't do. I have almost no gag
reflex, so i could do it on the first couple of tries by just relaxing
and letting him use my mouth like a pussy. Ain't that simple!......do i
sound bitter?

Well you can't get pregnant from a blow job (last i knew you couldn't)
and i wasn't on birth control ( i would use that a little later) so the
blow jobs were a good thing. And yes i did learn to swallow, after the
10th or so time it got too messy and i got too lazy to take it out.
Besides i could hardly taste it, when you deep throat your taste buds
never really get a chance to get some of it.

It was 3 weeks before i moved that i let him do me anally. It was my
first time being acually fucked by another person back there.....Well
i'll just tell you.

My mom was up flying around and i was home alone. Me and my man got
back from the movies. Boy was i horny, i was either going to throw him
out so i could masterbate wildly or he was going to fuck me hard, no
blow jobs this time. One problem: no condoms. It was discussing this i
said quite clearly.

"There are other places you can put it."

He looked at me with a smile and to this day i think that he thought
that i was going to give him another sucking, well i had no such
intentions. <U>I</U> was hot this time.

We went up to my room and undressed and he proceded to give me a sloppy
licking. He was never any good at it and i could tell he didn't like
it, either the taste, the smell, or the simple fact of licking a vagina
he didn't like. So i quickly stood up and made a quick exit. I was back
in seconds, pussy dripping, running up the stairs in record time. With
a bottle of cooking oil.

It was now that i saw his hesitation. He finally realized what i
wanted. The hesitation was replaced by lust, i saw it in his eyes. Good
since i wasn't going to let him out anyway. I would of knocked him out
and tied him down if he tried to back out. That's how bad i wanted it.

I gave him the oil and plopped down on my stomach on the floor. He just
stood and stared at me so i motioned for him to come on. He knelt on
the carpet next to me and asked for directions, and i laughed and gave
him the way.

I still can't believe i was like that, i thought 15 year old girls were
supposed to be sweet and innocent right?

Following my instructions, with shaking hands, he opened the bottle of
oil and poured some, probably too much, down the crack of my ass. I
smiled and shuddered as the cool lubricant flowed down over my anus,
and further down until it hit my hot pussy. I got on my knees and lay
on them, my butt sticking out, my face resting on my arms, which were
resting on my knees. I knew that this would give him the easiest entry.

He slowly coated his fingers with oil and i moaned as his finger
touched my little puckered hole. I looked back over my shoulder as he
rubbed my asshole, his face was blank, almost dreamlike, but his penis
was fully enlarged, throbbing, huge, maybe 6" for the first time in his
life. I smiled to myself as i realized that i wouldn't have to suck him
this time. His face stayed expressionless as he inserted his pinky
finger, i wondered if i blew his mind, the evil part of me hoped so.
His little pinky finger slid easily into me and he worked it in and out
with no resistance, i started to hope he would emerge from his
zombie-like trance when i had to tell him to use another finger, that
he had to loosen me up before we did it.

He removed his pinky finger and i felt his index and middle finger take
it's place, pushing at my opening. With alittle more difficulty they
slid in as well with a loud squeek sound like washing your windows, i
felt him jump and i laughed. That seemed to wake him up out of his
trance and he asked if i was ok. I gave him an affermitive and he
continued, pushing and pulling, working his fingers in and out. I felt
my body flush and i knew it was now or never, i wanted him in me in
case his hard-on started to shrink before we could fuck.

I had him pull his fingers out and i swived around. I took the oil and
after rubbing his cock for a couple of seconds i poured the oil all
over his dick. As i rubbed to make sure he was fully coated i felt him
start to throb again. That gave me a scare as i was thinking that he
might cum anytime. I quickly kissed him and turned around back into my
origional position, on my knees with my face on the carpet.

"Go to work" I said.

He moved up behind me and i felt the warm head of his cock press up
against my anus. He took a deep breath and a quick thrust, and his cock
slipped right by my anus and up the crack of my ass, his balls hit my
butt with an audible slap from his mistroke. Once again he tried and
once again it slipped away, going down the crack and almost pushing its
way into my cunt.

I told him to work it in. The next time he did, pushing it slowly in.
We both gasped as the head started to force it's way into my tiny
asshole. I felt a deep stinging pain as i was stretched out, i had felt
this before when i had been masterbating but never that bad. He pushed
forward hard, and i pushed back and after a few seconds in which the
pain and stretching feeling became unbearable, his head pushed in.
After that it was easy, because we both had been pushing so hard his
oiled shaft slid into me all the way in, till i felt his pubic hair
against my bottom. His hard cock thrust straight into my ass all the
way, jabbing deep. My stumach felt uneasy and my knees went weak. My
body started to shudder and i let out a high moan followed by a light
sob.

Then the pleasure came, waves of pleasure that made even the pain feel
good. He was pumping in and out, i was panting and rocking back and
forth. It felt unnatural even as it felt so good, and that i think made
it feel all the better. His dick felt so hard in there i guess i was so
sensitive, all i know is that i got even hotter, my anus and vagina and
all my insides felt feverish. I was moaning again, my mouth was open
and each time his cock thrust deep into me i flinched. We got a rhythm
going, and each time our bodies slammed into each other there was the
slap of his balls hitting my skin. We continued for another couple of
minutes in which i was lost in pleasure.

I first realized that he was close to cumming, then i noticed that i
had pushed three fingers into my pussy without realizing, third i
noticed that sweat was running down my face, my chest, my legs, and my
hair was damp and was getting stuck to my face, I was incredably hot.
Then i felt the pain, my insides were beginning to feel the thrusts, my
asshole felt fever hot and raw. Last i realized that i had just had my
first orgasm.

He gave one last deep, hard thrust and i felt his cock start to pump.
Hot cum flooded my already hot rectum. With each jerk his dick jabbed
up stabbing into what i guess was one of the walls of my rectum. That
was followed by a scream of pleasure from me and another spirt of cum
from him. I recognized that i had been screaming, moaning, whimpering,
and panting the whole time. And am very vocal during love making but
never <U>that</U> loud.

He started to shrink inside me and pulled out. That was the worst
feeling, him pulling out and the emptyness inside once your rectum is
empty again. All i felt was the warm cum inside me, the slimy feeling
of the oil and cum on my butt, and the emptyness and the raw hurting of
my asshole.

I wanted him inside me again, i wanted that full, deep feeling again. I
turned again on knees that shuddered and felt numb. He was reclining
back, i was ready to take his dick in my mouth when i saw it.

He penis was a mess. It was covered with oil, cum, blood, and some
brown substance that made me sick to my stomach (you know what it was).


"Your bleeding" he told me.

I reached back and gasped as i touched my sore anus. I pulled my
fingers back and saw blood, not much but still blood, as well as the
other stuff that was on his cock.

I stood up and got a wet washcloth from my bathroom, after whipeing my
incredably raw butt carefuly i walked back to my room and cleaned off
his now shrunken penis. He game me a peck on the cheek and asked if i
was ok. I left and took a long shower, washing very thoroughly. I put
some aloe on (and inside) my anus. Slipped on some panties and a
T-shirt and went back and sat down. He was watching T.V..

"Did you like that?" I asked.

"Did you?" he remarked looking over at me.

"It was OK" i answered. Accually i loved it, despite the embarassment,
the pain, and the mess, but i didn't want him to think i was weird.

He nodded.

"I liked it too. We can do it anytime you want to." He then stopped and
looked back at the television.

"And i won't tell anyone we did it" he stated quietly, almost to
himself.

That was it, i knew that it left both of us uneasy and we never did it
again. Even though i wanted to do it again many times. Then i moved a
few weeks later and started talking to him on-line, over the computer.
We talked less and less and three weeks after my move i told him
goodbye and changed my screen name. That was the end of him but it
opened up the sick world of computers to me, and i soon got right back
into the swing of things, anal and otherwise.

All which i'll write about in the next couple of chapters.

I hope you liked my story so far, even though it is very very very
personal it gives me pleasure to write about it.


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