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A Thug's First Photo Shoot (Part 2)
By WannabeWhitman (MM, interr, ds)
NOTE TO READERS: The following is an update to "A Thug's First
Photo Shoot" (available in the Gay/Interracial section of
Nifty.org). It's the true account of something I experienced a
few weeks ago. It's not an erotic STORY exactly, but there are
plenty of explicit, erotic parts. Because it's a report on
something that really happened, it might lack some of the
dick-raising twists and turns one might expect from an erotic
FANTASY. If you're offended by stories depicting interracial gay
sex and "prostitution," DO NOT READ.
**PLEASE MAKE NOTE OF MY NEW EMAIL ADDRESS!!!**
Any and all feedback is welcome and desired! I would love to hear
advice on how my writing might improve, scenes or themes you
particularly enjoy, stories and fantasies of your own, and
anything else you might want to share. E-mail me at <a
href="mailto:WannabeWhitman07@yahoo.com">WannabeWhitman07@yahoo.c
om</a>.
If you share my obsession with the beauty and sexuality of black
males, check out my new Google group! Explore your DARKEST,
GUILTIEST erotic fantasies about black males: slavery,
domination/submission, economic bribery, prison scenes, youth
themes, gangbangs, and more. Discuss your most forbidden
fantasies, share your real-life experiences and photos, and post
erotic stories. Join me in looking at interracial desire in a way
that most are too timid to talk about!
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href="http://groups.google.com/group/black-boy-addiction/">http:/
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***
A few weeks ago, I hooked up with Kevin for the first time since
the encounter described in "A Thug's First Photo Shoot"
(available in the Gay/Interracial section of Nifty.org).
He called me up out of the blue and said he needed to make some
money, something about repairs he needed to make on a used car he
was trying to buy.
He rode the bus over to my place, straight from "ballin" with his
boys. The sharp funk of his sweat confirmed this, but of course
to me it smelled rich and almost sweet, something distinct and
unique to masculine black men (other thug lovers know EXACTLY
what I'm talking about!).
I swear I sprung a boner the instant he walked through the door.
Just seeing his tall, lanky body decked out in its hip-hop gear
was enough to get me salivating: the hoodie-sweatshirt; the
enormous, gaudy brass belt; the "Timbs" on his feet; and the
beige jeans hanging COMPLETELY off his high-arching butt, which
was oddly enough covered in something like three layers of
underwear. He even showed off the new "golds" in his mouth, which
only enhanced his cocky, masculine thug appeal.
We spent the first forty-five minutes or so just talking. I'd
been feeling a little guilty about the way I'd objectified and
degraded him with the whole photo-shoot thing.
Don't get me wrong, that experience was hot as hell: telling a
cocky black boy what to do, watching as he resentfully submitted
to my every whim, choking on my dick and taking it up his
"strict-top" booty, all because he was desperate (or greedy) for
cash.
But real life is a whole lot messier than fantasy, and I was
eager to re-establish the laid-back, friendly vibe we'd enjoyed
before that encounter. Not quite FRIENDSHIP exactly, but
something resembling it at least.
We talked briefly about the photo-shoot, and through Kevin's
embarrassed facial expressions and inarticulate, Ebonics-thick
attempts at communicating his emotions, it became obvious he felt
the same way. He even came right out and told me he didn't ever
want to do something like that again.
That might be disappointing news to some of you, but it actually
led to the most sensual, intimate encounter I've ever had with
Kevin. Almost like our own bizarre equivalent of "make-up sex."
I put on a porn DVD as usual, but this time he barely paid it any
attention. I was amazed - and incredibly turned on - by how much
initiative he took this time.
He kissed my neck and licked my ears without any prompting from
me. He pulled my face into his for a full, sensual kiss on the
lips, even darting his tongue in my mouth, something he's NEVER
initiated on his own. He also ASKED me to take my shirt off and
sucked almost GREEDILY on my nipples, with no instruction or
encouragement from me. In all my encounters with him, it was the
first time I'd ever felt like he was actually MAKING LOVE to me,
in a way he might for his girlfriend, not some older white guy
paying him for sex.
Don't get me wrong. I LOVE aggressive, animalistic
fucking........dominating AND being dominated by a sexy black
man. But I honestly think Kevin's assertive sensuality was an
even bigger turn-on than his reluctance and degradation during
our previous encounter!
I can hardly describe in words how thrilling it was to have this
cocky, masculine, hip-hop wearing, drug-selling, bitch-hopping,
weed-smoking, jail-veteran thug lying on top of my body, kissing
me with the tenderness and sensuality of a romantic lover.
I thought with a great deal of amusement and arousal of his
"niggas" on the basketball court, black boys with whom he'd been
enjoying a sweaty, testosterone-drenched ritual of "straight
male" bonding just a couple hours earlier. I wondered what they'd
say if they could see their "nigga" now, kissing and grinding up
against an older white man's naked body for some quick cash.
Kevin sucked my dick with more enthusiasm and talent than ever
before. Although I have to confess to letting my dominant side
take over for a moment. Kevin prefers the quick up-and-down
bobbing, holding the base of my dick with his fist so he only has
to take about half of it in his mouth. That seems to be the
preferred method for inexperienced gay boys and gay-for-pay
straight boys.
But I love the feeling of BURYING my dick in a guy's mouth, so I
instructed Kevin to stop his comically manic sucking and take my
dick all the way in his mouth. I could tell he was annoyed, but
he still cooperated. It was sort of cute, actually, because he
pulled off my dick and took a deep, melodramatic breath before
diving back down on my blotchy, throbbing pole.
I can't even describe in words the ecstasy of sinking the entire
shaft of my cock into the warm, wet cave of his mouth. I let him
get used to the intrusion, and then slowly but insistently began
thrusting up and down, pushing the tip of my cock into the far
recesses of his throat until it was too much, and he had to pull
off for another deep breath. We did this several times, until I
nearly shot my load down his throat. I'm glad I didn't, because
I'd probably be lying in a hospital bed right now rather than
telling you all about my experience!
I also surrendered to my dominant side when I fucked him.
Even after the dozen or so times we've been together, Kevin HATES
getting fucked. Not only does he see it as a compromise of his
manhood (he's more or less told me that much), but he also finds
it to be quite painful. I knew things were going to be
challenging when his ass-cheeks literally rose two inches in
clenched resistance, just from the initial penetration of my
index finger! His asshole tightened so fiercely against the
invasion, it practically cut off the circulation in my finger!
Kevin also tends to complain a lot when I finger-fuck him,
sometimes making threats about what he'll do to me if I don't
"slow the fuck down." Of course the juxtaposition of his
aggressive macho threats with the image of my fingers shoved up
his shit-hole only made my dick harder and more impatient to fuck
him!
And fuck him I did, longer and more aggressively than ever
before. I think it helped that I'd jerked off recently, which
allowed me to enjoy the tight, squishy-warm suction of his
asshole without worrying about it luring me over the edge of
orgasm too soon. I POUNDED his ass, urged on by the sound of
Kevin's quiet gasps of pained endurance matching every one of my
wild, eager thrusts.
At one point, my bed creaked so loudly that Kevin worriedly asked
if my neighbor might hear us! I pictured Kevin stumbling into my
neighbor in the stairwell of my apartment-building, and smiled to
think she'd almost certainly assume, based on his appearance,
that HE'D fucked ME, and not the other way around!
I was even a little mischievous in my fucking, pulling all the
way out before plunging back into Kevin's warm, stretched,
lube-soaked asshole, all so I could enjoy the sight of his body
lunging forward with extra-loud cries of pain and annoyance.
But even as I pummeled his ass, there was a more sensual and
intimate dynamic this time. Maybe it was the way he actually
played with his semi-hard dick while I fucked him. Or the way he
grunted, "You 'bout to nut?" the first time I pulled all the way
out, and I swear there was disappointment in his voice.
I watched my cock stabbing in and out of his ass-tunnel, knowing
I was one of only a small handful lucky enough to plunder the
most private, restricted part of this sexy young thug's body
(Kevin swears I'm the only one who's fucked him in over a year -
and the insanely tight grip of his asshole, as well as his
gritted teeth and pained grunts every time I fuck him, seem to
confirm it).
Eventually the pleasure of possessing Kevin's muscular young body
overwhelmed me. I pressed my sweaty body against his back and
panted hotly in his ear as I slammed into his ass as deep as I
could, spurting out an average but intensely satisfying load of
creamy hot cum into the tip of my condom.
Kevin wasted no time hopping in the shower, throwing on his
clothes, and checking his cell-phone messages before heading out
to catch the bus over to a friend's house, where he planned on
drinking and smoking weed. He was friendly and talkative, but his
haste to leave was a painful reminder that when all's said and
done, he's using me just as much as I'm using him.
Just as I exploit my economic and social power as a white man to
enjoy the body of a sexy black thug I'd probably never talk to,
let alone FUCK, under normal circumstances, Kevin uses his
flawless body, sexual talents, and addictive masculine appeal
(his few sources of power as a black man) to get what he wants
from me: MONEY.
No momentary flashes of sincere affection or sensual love-making
will ever change the fact that our encounters, far from the
intimacy of equals, are nothing more than economic exchanges
between a horny older white man and a broke, materialistic black
boy.
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*****
Still, such a dynamic does have its advantages. Like the
proposition I made for a future encounter, something Kevin seemed
both scared and eager to try.
I have MANY fantasies I'd like to make into realities with Kevin.
One of these is to watch Kevin get fucked by another hot black
thug.
Part of this is because my own dick is only average in size. And
so no matter how aggressively I pound his ass, my cock can only
bury itself a few inches deep in his asshole. This is even MORE
of a problem with black guys, because they usually have the
round, high-rising bubble-butts that swallow up half your dick
before you ever get to the asshole!
So a big part of my fantasy is to see Kevin's "top only" ass
REALLY get pounded by another horse-hung black dude, to see and
hear Kevin's reaction to having something shoved up inside him
deeper and thicker than ever before.
Another part of the fantasy is that I want to watch Kevin
surrender his manhood to one of his own "niggas," the ultimate
sacrifice of his pride and body as another thug's bitch. It's one
thing for Kevin to give up his ass to an older white guy in
secret encounters, but another thing altogether to give it up to
one of his "homeboys."
I mentioned this fantasy to Kevin for the first time a few weeks
ago (the same night described above). I started out by joking
about how much I'd love to be browsing porn on the Internet one
day and run across a video scene with him getting fucked by a
notorious black top like Tiger Tyson or Thugzilla.
Kevin laughed and swore it would NEVER HAPPEN.
I asked him if he'd participate in a scene like that for $1,000,
and he said, "Fuck naw, I can do without the money."
Then I asked if he'd do it for $10,000, and he still said "no,"
without hesitation. I can't remember how he put it exactly,
something about how he has more pride than that, that "niggas who
be gettin' fucked" in porn videos have no pride or manhood left.
If you're going to take dick, he explained, at least do it in
private, not flaunt it for the world to see. He also said he'd be
too worried that the video would get back to his Mom, siblings,
cousins, and "homeboys."
Finally, I asked him if he'd do it for $100,000. He laughed and
said yeah, he'd just take the money and leave the country.
This led to me telling Kevin that I'd love to watch him get
fucked by another black guy. To my great surprise, he didn't
dismiss the idea immediately, but instead asked a bunch of
questions. It soon became obvious that he had somebody specific
in mind. Intrigued, I began asking my own questions.
It turns out that Kevin was thinking of a guy who's been a close
friend of his for years. He described his friend as 19,
light-skinned, with a short fade, "golds" in his mouth, tattoos,
and a tall, thin, toned build like Kevin's. Kevin said his friend
is even better looking than him (and Kevin's pretty confident,
even cocky, about his looks).
Kevin swore he's 100% certain that his friend's never messed
around with a guy before. He's always wondered if he might be
willing, but Kevin's always been too scared to bring it up. Even
though he didn't come right out and say it, it was obvious that
Kevin saw my proposition as an opportunity and excuse to pursue
his own attraction to his friend.
He wasn't sure if his friend would go for the idea, but described
his friend (somewhat judgmentally) as "money hungry," someone
who's always buying new clothes, jewelry, shoes, etc., which made
Kevin think he might just be open to the idea if I was willing to
pay enough.
I told Kevin that I was only interested if I could watch their
VERY FIRST sexual interaction. Kevin said he'd be willing to suck
his friend's dick and let his friend fuck him. He even said he'd
eat his friend's ass, something he's always sworn he never does,
and only did once to me when I offered him a generous "bonus."
I added that it would be even BETTER if I could also watch his
straight friend suck KEVIN'S dick and allow Kevin to fuck HIM.
Kevin shook his head skeptically, but kept coming back to the
idea that his friend was "money hungry," and "niggas'll do
anything for money." Kevin said his friend "pops pills," and
half-joked that if we gave him some pills, he might be more
cooperative. He insisted that pills or no pills, both of them
would have to get REALLY fucked up before either of them would be
able to go through with it.
For me, the fantasy took on a whole new erotic intensity to think
of watching a hot, masculine thug's VERY FIRST gay experience
with one of his closest friends. It was also incredibly arousing
to watch Kevin's facial expressions as he squirmed in his seat,
or laughed nervously as he thought out loud about what such an
experience would be like. He said he was scared, because the guy
was like his little brother, and he didn't want to do anything
to fuck up their friendship. He was also scared because he thinks
his friend has a really big dick, based on things his friend has
said when the two of them talk about the "bitches" they fuck.
He said he'd try to bring up the idea to his friend later that
night, when they were both drinking and smoking weed. It was cute
to hear Kevin work out how he was going to approach it. He said
he'd say something about some guy pulling up and telling Kevin
he'd pay him $100 to suck his dick. Then Kevin would ask his
friend what HE would have done in that situation. That in turn
could lead into a conversation about what kinds of things he'd be
willing to do for money.
Now I'm not holding my breath, because Kevin (and most thugs) can
be pretty flaky sometimes, and I won't be surprised if he
chickens out, or the opportunity doesn't present itself like he
thinks it will. And even if his friend IS willing to go along
with it, I highly doubt I'll be able to afford it.
Still, it's exciting to think that if I only had more money, I
could make such fantasy scenarios into realities! Can you just
imagine Kevin on his knees, taking his best friend's dick in his
mouth for the very first time? Licking his "homeboy's" sweaty,
virgin asshole? Taking his "nigga's" dick up his asshole while a
white man watches the entire encounter?
That would DEFINITELY go down as the most erotic experience of my
lifetime!
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*****
**PLEASE MAKE NOTE OF MY NEW EMAIL ADDRESS!!!**
Any and all feedback is welcome and desired! I would love to hear
advice on how my writing might improve, scenes or themes you
particularly enjoy, stories and fantasies of your own, and
anything else you might want to share. E-mail me at <a
href="mailto:WannabeWhitman07@yahoo.com">WannabeWhitman07@yahoo.c
om</a>.
If you share my obsession with the beauty and sexuality of black
males, check out my new Google group! Explore your DARKEST,
GUILTIEST erotic fantasies about black males: slavery,
domination/submission, economic bribery, prison scenes, youth
themes, gangbangs, and more. Discuss your most forbidden
fantasies, share your real-life experiences and photos, and post
erotic stories. Join me in looking at interracial desire in a way
that most are too timid to talk about!
<a
href="http://groups.google.com/group/black-boy-addiction/">http:/
/groups.google.com/group/black-boy-addiction/</a>
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