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			         A Dad and his Boys
			           Originally By
				      Marc Paige

				      Written By
				        Rebel

				      Chapter 3

The following story contains graphic sexual scenes involving dad and
his two sons.  If material of this nature offends you then you should
not read this story.  Additionally, if you are under 18 years of age
in most states, you are not allowed to read this story by law.

This story is purely a work of fiction.  Any resemblance to person's
living or dead, or to events that may have occurred, is purely
coincidental.  Additionally, the actions of the characters in this
story are in no way intended to show approval of, or give sanction
to, their actions.

The author claims all copyrights to this story and no duplication or
publication of this story is allowed, except by the websites to which
it has been posted, without the consent of the author.

			           IMPORTANT NOTE

As I've mentioned at the end of part one of this story I'm too busy
to continue it myself so I've turned over writing to Rebel who did a
great job on another chapter for your reading pleasure.  I hope you
enjoy his writing as much as I did.
Marc

If you have any questions, you can e-mail me at:
ollie_901@hotmail.com

Send any comments you have about this story to Rebel at
rebel7772005@yahoo.com


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It could have been an hour for all I knew that we were locked
together in that position, both in our own worlds far, far away.  I
felt my leg start to cramp a little and knew that I must be hurting
my brave little boy, so I slowly pulled all the way out of his
well-used hole in one stroke, and helped him ease his tired legs back
onto the bed.  I reached for the towel and cleaned us up, and then
lay down beside him on the pillow.  Are you ok, little man? I asked
lovingly.

Yeah daddy, I feel good all over now, he said but still didnt open
his eyes.  I pulled the sheet over us and slid my arm around his
head.  Timmy rolled half onto my side, looked up at me, and said,
Thank you daddy.  I was so overwhelmed with love at that moment for
both of my sons, I was speechless and just pulled him tighter to me. 
I love you daddy, he said quietly.

Im glad he had his head on my chest and couldnt see the tears of
joy running down my cheeks.


Chapter 3

I came slowly out of my fog and looked up, startled, to see Jeff
leaning over and pulling back slightly.  As I relaxed back into the
pillow thinking about my boys, Jeff leaned forward again and gave me
a peck on the lips.  Did Timmy enjoy it? he asked.

I felt Timmy still snuggled by my side, looked into Jeffs loving
eyes, and said, We both did son.  I saw him smile and nod.

Good, he responded, I felt kinda bad about leaving him out this
morning since he was asleep, and he chuckled a little.  Berry just
got here and I thought that maybe wed better get going.  Thanks for
the nap Dad.

I snapped back to reality and looked at the clock.  Good, weve only
been asleep about an hour, I thought as I nodded and started to sit
up, moving Timmy from my side.  Timmy baby I started as Jeff got
up and went back to the living room to entertain Berry.  Timmy, we
need to get up, I said again as I saw his eyes flutter.  Berry is
here and we need to get started.

Ok daddy, he said as he stretched his arms over his head.  Suddenly
he sat up.  Berry is here? he whispered, and his eyes darted to the
door.  Did he see us? he asked.

No baby, I told him, Jeff answered the door and has him sitting in
the living room.  Go to your room and get some undies on and then you
can go out there too, I told him and popped his cute little butt as
I rolled away from him, getting up on my side.  He scampered to the
door, opened it and peeked out, then ran across the hall quickly,
leaving the door open.  No worry about MY modesty, little one, I
thought and chuckled at his change of moods.  I was pulling up a pair
of briefs as I saw him streak from his room wearing a light blue pair
of Spider Man briefs.  I grabbed a pair of khaki shorts and pulled
them on, then walked out to the kitchen for another cup of coffee.

As I walked in, I saw that Jeff was sitting on the couch watching TV
in a pair of his Nike workout shorts.  He must have grabbed them when
Berry knocked on the door.  I guess Id better fix that doorbell, I
mused as I fixed my coffee.  Well, you ready to go get wet? I asked
the boys, peering over the rim of my cup.

Anytime you want dad, Jeff said looking over his shoulder at me.

Did you bring your stuff Berry? I asked, not seeing a bag or
anything.

Yes sir, he said and lifted his shirt and grabbed the waistband of
his swimsuit under his shorts.  I knew that Id better take plenty of
towels for all of us, because Im sure theyll never think of them,
based on experience.  

Go grab your suits guys, I told my boys and watched them scurry off
like puppies heading for a bowl of milk.  I didnt even have the
chance to finish my coffee before there were three bright faces
staring at me over the bar.  Ok, ok, I told them as I gulped my
last swallow.  Jeff, would you get the and he lifted my gym bag in
his hand, obviously anticipating my question.  Towels for
everybody? I asked and he nodded.  I grabbed my keys from a hook by
the door, set the alarms, and we made our way to the van in the
garage.  I backed the van out and punched the button to close the
garage door as we headed out of the subdivision.  A quick movement in
the back seat caught me eye, so I adjusted the mirror so I could
check out Timmy and Berry sitting back there.  I saw a smile come
over Jeffs face as I proceeded onto a main road to get us to the
water park.  Something is going on here, I thought to myself as I
saw my sons in a new light.

During the ride to the park, there was a lot of general grab-assing
in the back seat, but I did notice that Timmy was rather free with
where he put his hands, much to the consternation of poor Berry who
was horrified by what Timmy was doing.  We paid for the parking and
drove to a spot about halfway to the door.  As I opened the door in
the back, the boys piled out and I saw that both Timmy and Berry were
poking out in front.  They bolted off as I held Jeff back a little
and whispered in his ear, Jeff, are they and let my voice drop
off.  He frowned at me, nodded his head, but then took off after the
other two.  Well, where have I been? I thought as I locked the van
and walked to the entrance.

I paid for the boys to get in and off they scampered to the changing
rooms while I climbed the stairs to the observation deck to join
other parents.  This seemed like a recurring theme in a lot of
parents lives  taxi the kids around to various activities and then
sit around waiting for them to finish.  Ah well, what we do for our
kids, I thought as I found a seat where I could see the area around
the slides, since I knew that that was where my boys would be
spending most of their time.  I saw several faces that I recognized
from other parent waiting times either here or the boys soccer
practices, or Jeffs hockey practice  well you get the idea.

This time was different; now I knew more about my sons and more about
myself, and both required some thought as to where we were going from
here.  I was jolted out of my reverie by, DAD!  DAD!  I looked down
from the gallery to see Timmy looking up at me, trying to get my
attention.  When I finally looked down, he yelled up, JEFF FORGOT A
QUARTER FOR THE LOCKER!  I knew Id forgotten something and started
searching my pockets for change.  I felt a hand on my elbow and
looked over at another dad who I had seen before trying to hand me a
quarter.  I took it and tossed it down to Timmy who immediately took
off back to the locker room.

Thanks, I said as I stood to shake his hand.  I knew Id forgotten
something; it never fails.  Im Bill Murdoch, and I extended my hand
toward him.

Jerry Savage, he said taking my hand in a firm grip.  I know how
that is.  One time I didnt check and my littlest had forgotten his
suit.  I told him that it was his own fault so he could sit with me
while we waited for the other two.  I was expecting an argument, but
he really surprised me by not saying a word.  I guess his tactics
were better than his brothers because after about half an hour, I
couldnt stand his silence just sitting next to me.  Rather than
going all the way home, I took him just down the street and got him a
new suit.  I was really kinda surprised when he wanted a Speedo
though rather than those baggie ones the other boys have.

Yeah, I know how that goes.  My two are as different as night and
day, but they do get along pretty well together, so I can be thankful
for that, I responded as we both sat down and just started talking. 
I found out that he had three sons, 16, 14, and 9.

When I raised my eyebrow at hearing the age of the last one, he
responded, Yeah, Allen was a surprise to us too.  I knew
immediately what that had felt like since Betty and I had had a scare
when she got a false positive on one of those home pregnancy tests
about six years after Timmy was born.  I guess it was kind of a good
thing though because it led to the physical exam where they found the
breast cancer and thought they had a good chance to stop it. 
Theres the boys now, he told me pointing over to a gaggle of fine
looking teens congregated near the base of the slide tower.  There
was one who was much smaller, and the only one in a Speedo, who was
holding back as the others talked and carried on.

You said Allen was the youngests name? I asked as I saw my guys
emerge from the tunnel from the locker rooms.

Yup, thats him down there, and he pointed at the same young boy.

I saw my boys look up toward me so I waved them over to me.  As they
approached, Jeff called out, Sorry dad, I thought I had a quarter.

Dont worry about that son, you can thank Jerry here for having the
change.  In fact, see those boys all standing together by the tower
base? I asked and they turned to look to where I indicated.  They
turned back toward me and I continued, The littlest one there in the
green Speedo is Jerrys youngest, and he doesnt look like hes
having much fun.  Do you two think that you could maybe include him
as your partner, since you DO need another guy for some of the
slides?  

Berry had walked over and joined them, and they talked about it and
Timmy called back, Ah yeah dad, we can do that.
Jerry caught his sons eye and motioned him over.  Allen, these boys
are the sons of my friend here and they wanted to know if you would
like to go down with them rather than hanging around with the big
guys.  Allen seemed to brighten when he heard what we had in mind
and the boys started talking and comparing notes.  They were
jabbering between them and starting to walk away when Jerry called
after them, Tell your brothers where youre going!  We watched as
the boys approached the gaggle of older teens and Allen walked up to
one of the bigger ones and they talked for a moment.  The big boy
looked toward us and 

Jerry gave him a thumbs up sign at which the teen smiled and waved
back, and then the two groups moved off doing their own things.

That was awfully nice of you Bill, Jerry said to me after we sat
back down.  Im sure Allen will enjoy himself better and now I wont
have to hear all the way home about how I made the older ones
baby-sit and it ruined their chances of chasing any girls.  

Thats ok Jerry, my trio said they lacked a fourth when we drove
over here, and since they are all about the same size, this works out
well for everyone.  Jeff, my oldest, just turned 13 but he hasnt hit
his growth spurt yet, so hes not that much taller than Timmy or
Allen, I told him as we watched them start to climb the tower to
begin their day on the slides.

We sat and chatted away as if we were old friends, having had our
boys in common.  Jerry was easy to talk to and I was gradually put at
ease by his easy-going demeanor.  As we talked, we both kept one eye
on our sons activities.  Jerry seemed to be watching his older sons
while I was watching the younger ones.  Every so often, he would poke
me in the ribs and point out one or the other of them making a clumsy
foray into the age old mating game ritual, usually getting shot
down, and we would empathize with the poor guy.

Over the next couple of hours, I saw Jeff, Timmy, Berry, and Allen
come down the slides in various combinations, including some single
trips on the slide they call the Corkscrew.  As I watched, I saw a
few times when it seemed to me that whatever pair had just come down
together were standing real close to each other and just talking or
something.  Was I just getting paranoid, or was there something more
going on here? I wondered, and told myself that Id better find out.
 I watched Jerry carefully to see if he noticed anything, but he was
more intent on watching the older boys antics. 

I noticed that it was getting on toward 4pm and that wed been there
for over three hours, so I caught Jeffs eye and waved him over to
us.  When he got to the area below where Jerry and I sat, I leaned
over the rail and told him, Its almost 4 Jeff, and we still need to
go to Fred Meyers for that stuff for school and get something to
eat.  Would you get Timmy and Berry please, and be sure to tell Allen
thanks for staying with you.  Jeff nodded his head and started to
turn away when Jerry spoke up.

Jeff, he called catching his attention, Rather than just telling
Allen thanks, would you please tell him to get his brothers and get
out too?  Its time we got moving.  Jeff nodded again and started
off to find everyone else.  Shortly, we saw him talk to our group and
Allen looked up to us.  Jerry nodded his head and Allen started off
to find his brothers while mine went to change.  Id better make
myself scarce, Jerry said to me, Or else Im gonna get hit with two
horny teens whining to stay longer, and chuckled as he grabbed his
things and we both started for the stairs.

As we waited at the front entrance, we exchanged names, addresses,
and phone numbers, saying that maybe we could do it again sometime. 
As luck would have it, my boys were the first to come out, so we said
our good-byes and headed out to the car.  Did everyone have a good
time? I asked the group in general.

Great dad, was Jeffs response.  Allens a nice guy and we found
out that he and Timmy are in the same soccer league and have played
each other.

Yeah dad, Timmy piped up, Ive never met a Titan before, except
when we beat their asses last time.

TIMMY!

Sorry dad, he replied properly chastised and hung his head.  Then
he looked up and said, Well, we did, his engaging smile returning
to his face.  Oh well, I thought, he knows, as I watched him in
the mirror as I worked my way out of the parking lot.

Berry, can you join us for dinner, or do you need to get home? I
asked.

I saw him exchange glances with Timmy but then he responded, I
really should get home Mr. Murdoch; I have a science project that Im
working on.  I saw Timmy roll his eyes and I knew what HE was
thinking about Berry actually doing schoolwork on a Saturday night.

Ok, not a problem, I told him, again looking in the mirror.  Have
you got you suit?

Theyre in the bag dad, Jeff told me with kind of a scold in his
voice that I would be so dumb as to not think of it.  Then as I
drove, I remembered that they all were wearing their suits when we
came, and my mind started wondering if they were all going commando
now since I knew that Berry didnt bring over any underwear when he
showed up at my house about noon.  My cock gave a slight twitch as it
started to lengthen out and I absent-mindedly reached down and
adjusted it.  With my hand in my lap, I looked over at Jeff and
caught him looking solidly at me.  I blushed a little and then saw
him move his hand and reveal a bulge in his shorts as he pressed his
hands to each side, emphasizing his boner.  My cock got instantly
full hard and I winced at the sudden pain.  He even had the nerve to
chuckle when he saw my predicament as I adjusted myself again.

I dropped Berry off at his house and then went on toward downtown to
run our errands.  After getting the few things that we needed from
the mall, I figured that Id rather sit and talk to my sons than to
cook dinner, so I headed over to The Village Inn for us to eat.  We
got there before the dinner rush, so it was no problem getting a
booth for us, and it happened to be a bit removed from the other
patrons.  After we had placed our orders, I looked around to see if
anyone was close enough to overhear our conversations, but finding
that we were semi-secluded, I decided to talk to the boys about what
I had seen at the water park.

We were seated in a U shaped booth with me on one side and Timmy in
the middle, so it was easy for us to see each other and chat quietly.
 Guys, I noticed that you both did a fine job of exchanging partners
on the slides, all of you going with each other or alone and sharing
well, and they both beamed from my compliment.  But I did notice
that there were several times when you would stand close together
with whoever you were with and just talk or was there something
else going on that maybe I should know about?

They exchanged nervous glances and then both of them studied the
tabletop for a couple of minutes.  Well, was I wrong? I asked,
trying to be gentle and not aggressive.

Uuhh well uuhhh, Timmy started,

No youre not wrong, Jeff quietly admitted.  Then he looked up at
me and asked, But how did you know? 

Well, you werent being too discreet about it guys, and thats what
worried me, I told them.

Jeff reached over and slugged his brother in the shoulder saying,
See twerp, I told you to cool it.  Now you got us in trouble!

JEFF!  Thats enough! I said through clenched teeth so my voice
didnt carry.  

No, youre not in any trouble; you just need to be more careful in
public.  They both looked at me with such astonishment, I almost
laughed out loud  which would NOT have been good right after
reprimanding them. 

Were not? Timmy quietly squeaked out.  Youre not mad that I
played around with the other guys?

Timmy, I saw you playing grab-ass with Berry in the van when we were
driving to the water park this morning, and you had told me that you
werent doing anything with him, so I asked Jeff if you guys were
uhh playing around and he nodded, so I guess I kind of expected it. 
I just didnt expect that youd do it in the pool.

But on the slides was ok? he asked revealing more than he knew as I
saw that there was more to this than I thought.

On the slides? I questioned and Timmy instantly recognized that he
had said too much.  All of you? I asked him and saw both boys
slowly nod their heads.  
Even the new boy, Allen?

He started it, Jeff said pointing the finger at his horn dog of a
little brother.

Guys, we need to talk about this more later, our foods here, I
told them as I saw our server heading in our direction.  That had to
have been the quietest meal Ive ever had with the boys; they would
answer anything I asked but they didnt initiate anything themselves,
so I kept away from what we needed to talk about and stayed on more
mundane topics.  Actually, it was kinda nice, and I decided to let
them stew, worrying about what might happen.

I paid the bill and we trooped out to the van and started home. 
Dad, can we-- Jeff started, but I interrupted.

Jeffy, lets wait until we get home and we can all get comfortable
and sit in our own living room, I told him, using his pet name and
he realized that I really wasnt mad and he relaxed back into the
seat.  


It didnt take us long to get home and get the van in the garage,
then we walked in  well, I walked in, and I got the wet clothes
thrown into the dryer for a quick cycle.  I didnt see hide nor hair
of the boys as I went to the fridge and grabbed a beer, then kicked
off my shoes and lounged into my recliner in front of the TV.  

After about half an hour of hearing muted conversations coming from
their room, Timmy finally stuck his head around the corner and said,
Daddy?

Yes son, I answered, muting the TV.

Uuhhh can we talk? he asked, looking for all the world like the 10
year old that he is.  I turned off the TV that I wasnt really
watching and turned in my chair toward him.

Of course son, anytime.  I hope you both know that you can come to
me with anything, I told him as I waved him over to a seat beside me
on the big chair.  When I saw Jeff coming in the room with him, I
decided that we needed more room so I quickly shifted over to the
couch so we could all be together.  They wasted no time in cuddling
in close on either side of me.

We didnt mean to do anything bad daddy, Jeff started things off.

It was uuhhh I just well, Timmy was trying to get out.

You got horny and one thing led to another, I volunteered, and both
boys nodded their heads at my astute observation.  Yeah, real astute
dummy, I thought to myself remembering that I had missed so many
signs of what was happening all around me.  You both know that what
you did was very dangerous, dont you?  If I saw what was happening,
then Im sure that other people saw it too.  Somebody could have
gotten mad and decided to call the cops, or maybe yell at the people
who run the park and make them throw you all out and not let you
return.  Both boys blanched as I spoke and I could see that they
really had NOT thought about it like that.

Would they do that? Jeff asked.

I dont know Jeff, but they could have.  You guys were just lucky I
guess that nobody else noticed, I counseled them.

Or maybe all the daddies that were watching love their boys as much
as you do, ventured Timmy.  Trust HIM to see it THAT way, I
thought.  Then when I actually thought about that possibility, it
dawned on me that maybe there were other daddies sitting there in the
gallery with me that could have been thinking like that.  Then I
remembered Jerrys conversation about buying his son the little
Speedo suit and I really began to wonder.

Maybe so son, but you have to be more careful, ok?  I looked from
one boy to the other and they both nodded slowly.

Im sorry daddy, I should have thought about that, admitted Jeff on
the brink of tears.  

I pulled him close to me and told him, Thats ok son, this time.  We
all have to learn from our mistakes and I know you didnt do it on
purpose.  Just promise me that you will be more careful in the
future.

I promise daddy, he sobbed into my shoulder as I held him close.

I promise too, Timmy whispered and hugged me from the other side.


Then a curious thing happened.  As I was sitting there cuddling with
my sons, and realizing that my nervousness had abated, I found that I
wanted to hear all of the details of the boys afternoon romp.  I had
never had these feelings, and had no Idea of how to proceed.  Uuhh
guys, can I ask you something? I stammered nervously.  About today
uuhhh how uuhhh, how did, and I suddenly found that my mouth was
dry.  I untangled from the embrace and reached for my beer to
disguise my discomfort.  After taking a couple of swigs, I sat back
on the couch and looked back and forth at them, burning from my
obvious blushing.  Uuhh how did things uhh how did you start
things? and my voice trailed off.

Jeff immediately piped up with, Timmy started it by playing with
Berry and getting him all horny, and then Berry and I went down
together and Berry started playing with me.  I looked over to Timmy
and saw that he was blushing as much as I was.

Wweeeellllll, he started, He got me horny too, and we didnt have
time to finish anything, he said in a small voice.  Since I didnt
seem upset, he got a little more sure of himself and went on, So
when we were at the bottom, I told Berry to do the same thing to Jeff
the next time down.  

What exactly did you guys do Timmy? I asked finding that his
confession was getting me hard.

Well uuhhh after we got each other hard in the van, he started to
explain, looking up at me with his big, gorgeous eyes, We couldnt
wait to be alone together.  I told Berry that we could play some in
the shower, but he knew you were coming in right behind us and wanted
to wait until we were on the slides.  I felt a little guilty then
that I had interfered with his plans, but I didnt know at the time. 
You know how they hook two tubes together, right, and I nodded my
head, Well, you can go down either side by side or front to back;
whatever you decide.  I sat down first and then had Berry sit real
close in front of me you know, between my legs  Sometimes I get
infuriated with Timmys rambling stories, but I thought better of
trying to speed him up because I didnt want him to skip anything.

Just after we started off, I slipped my hands down in Berrys front
and jacked him all the way down the slide until we hit the water, he
explained.  As I thought about the scene replaying in my mind, my
cock got hard as steel and I adjusted it in my shorts.

Looks like somebody likes to hear about our fun Timmy, Jeff
chuckled at my movement.  I just looked at him and blushed brighter
at being caught out like that.  It did have the side effect of little
Timmy reaching over and feeling my cock.

Ooohhhh, he quietly said, and then looked back at his brother.  So
what did Berry do to you on the next ride? he asked Jeff as he
continued squeezing me cock.  I was so close, I grabbed Timmys hand
and moved it off my crotch which earned me a knowing smile from my
little imp.

We went down side by side, but Berry immediately stuck his hand into
my suit, Jeff explained as he watched what Timmy was doing.  I
wasnt hard til he did that, but I got hard fast as we were coming
down.  I was so surprised by what he did, I forgot to steer and we
ended up going sideways on one of the turns and had turned around
completely by the time we hit the water.  Then as I was standing up,
he grabbed me underwater and sucked me real quick before he came up. 
I had to adjust my suit as we moved out of the way, but it was fun.

I just looked back and forth between these two, not believing what I
was hearing.  So how did Allen get into it? I asked them. 

Weeellll, Timmy started off slowly, A couple of other times down
and I finally worked up to trying something to him.  Now why did it
NOT surprise me that it was Timmy who made the first move?  I just
kept quiet, expecting that hed explain more, and he did.  The next
time we came down, he played with me, Timmy told us, And it just
went on from there.

What do you mean baby, went on from there? I asked him.  I saw
him look past me to Jeff looking like the proverbial deer in the
headlights.

You might as well tell him, big mouth, Jeff told his little
brother.

Uuhh well uuhhh, after a couple more times doing that as we came
down, we uuhhh, we went in and took a shower to get rid of all of
the itchy stuff.

The chlorine, I told him, so, then what?

We uhh we went in one of the stalls in the bathroom part, and he
got quiet and just looked at us, but I didnt let him off the hook
and just looked back.  We uuhhh we did it to each other, he
quietly admitted.

What, exactly, did you two do to each other? I asked him, expecting
to hear that they had sucked on each other a few times.

We fucked each other, he muttered and then looked up at me.  Four
times, he admitted when he saw that I was surprised by his
disclosure.  He wanted to daddy, he rapidly followed with, I guess
thinking that I was mad at him for doing it.

I sat, stunned, just looking at him, but finally was able to get out,
Im sure he did, honey, but that would hurt without any slippery
stuff.

He looked at me like I was the dumbest person on earth, and then he
said, Well we licked and sucked on each other first.  Besides we
were already wet.

I nodded at his logic and understood why he thought I was dumb.  Then
I thought of something else and asked, You didnt force him did
you?

Timmy pulled back from me looking horrified at the thought.  No
daddy, I didnt do nuthin like that.

We wouldnt do that dad, Jeff interjected.  Thats not right. 
Timmy was nodding his head vigorously to affirm what Jeff had told
me.  Besides dad, we can always do it with each other, he said
grinning up at me.

Yeah, when our friends dont wanna play around, Jeffy and I do it
alone, Timmy said, not to be outdone.  I saw Jeff give him a real
dirty look and Timmy popped his mouth closed.  It finally dawned on
me that there was a LOT more going on here than I had any idea of.  I
guess catching them in each others arms yesterday was only the tip
of the iceberg, besides having them lie to me last night.  I gently
unwrapped myself and had both boys sit back a bit; I knew I didnt
know much about what my boys had been doing from after the got out of
school until I would get home, usually late, and either make dinner,
or bring something home.

Guys, I love you both very much, I started, fumbling for my words
so I didnt scare them, And I know that you love me--

We love you lots daddy, Timmy interrupted.

I know you do monkey, I said, kicking myself for not being here
more.  Please tell me whats been going on.  I know Ive spent a
lot of time at work, but I never knew anything like like, but I
couldnt go on as I felt tears start to well up in my eyes.  Timmy
squirmed away from me, turned, and knelt on the cushions, hugging me.
 He leaned over and kissed my cheek, then pulled back as I turned to
look at him.

Dont cry daddy, he said and I saw him start to tear up as well.  I
knew I had to get it together for the sake of my boys, so I leaned
forward and grabbed a Kleenex from the box on the coffee table. 
After I had blown my nose and wiped my eyes, I handed Timmy a Kleenex
and had him blow his nose too.  I looked over to check on Jeff and
saw that he was sitting there quietly, just waiting for Timmy and me.
 Jeff is stoic, like I am.  He just takes everything in, digests it,
and then makes a decision.  Timmy is just like his mother; empathetic
and emotionally charged, and often times does things without
thinking.  As I looked back and forth between my sons, I realized
that they made a good pair, just like their mother and I had done for
all those years.

Guys, I am so, so sorry.  After your mother died, I just worked
harder, not wanting to be here with everything that reminded me of
her.  I just never thought about what it was doing to you two and
how much you had lost too, I told them, barely holding it together. 
While I was hiding and leaving you two to fend for yourselves, I
didnt know anything about  about all of this stuff going on.  I
really, really want to get back into your lives and I would like you
to tell me how all of this got started, and and what all is going
on.  And no more lying, ok?  I looked back and forth at both boys
and saw that they were both nervous about talking to me.  Im not
mad guys, I love you, and I just wanna know.

I was getting tired of looking at the boys like a tennis match, so I
got up, walked to the other side of the table, and sat on a side
chair  the one I had avoided for so long because Betty usually sat
there.  I took another drink of my beer and Jeff popped up off of the
couch, surprising both of us.  He went to the kitchen and I could
hear him rummaging in the fridge.  He came back a couple of seconds
later, gave Timmy a Pepsi as he sat down, and popped the top on his
can.  After he took a swig of his soda, he said, It all started
about a year and a half ago, right after the the the funeral.

Timmy would cry himself to sleep at night.  He was hurting sooo
much, I just couldnt take hearing my little brother hurt so much and
NOT do something about it.  His words took me back to that time too,
and it still seemed like a fog.  After spending so much time with her
battling the cancer, even though it was such a short few months, I
was exhausted by the time I got home and Im ashamed to admit that I
did just enough with the boys to get us by.  I threw my covers back
and had him crawl into bed with me, and I held him until he quit
crying and would go to sleep.  After a few nights, he quit crying all
the time, but he still wanted to sleep with me and and I kinda
liked it too, so weve been sleeping together every night since
then.

I could see the pain in Jeffs eyes as he went back through all of
this, but I thought that after having it all bottled up inside of me
for so long, that Jeff was probably doing the same thing.  I decided
to just let him get through this the best way he could without my
interfering.  I had buried myself in work so I wouldnt feel the pain
of losing her, but I never thought about how much my sons would be
missing their mother.  I saw Timmy tentatively slide his hand over
and give Jeffs hand a squeeze, but when he went to withdraw it, Jeff
grabbed it and held on like it was a lifeline.

He felt sooo warm daddy, Timmy quietly said, And he made me feel
safe.  I didnt wanna be alone no more, and he looked back at me. 
Jeffy would get hard sometimes and I could feel him poking me, so
one night, I rolled over and started playing with it.  One night he
woke up and I thought hed be mad at me, but he wasnt, he said
looking back to Jeff, He just started playing with me and making it
feel good.  After that first time, I ah I kinda well, I wanted it
more and more, and

I wanted to do it more too daddy, it wasnt just Timmy, Jeff came
to his brothers rescue.

Boys, I know what its like when you learn about such a great new
play toy.  I remember what it was like when Joe first showed me how
to enjoy my dick  I think I was sore more often than I wasnt for
the first year.  Both boys blushed really crimson and I knew that
Id hit the nail on the head with that one.  Im not that old, I
said, hoping to lighten the mood.  The boys looked up at me and
smiled slightly, but we were all still remembering the loss.  So how
did it spread out to your friends guys?  I think you both owe me an
explanation as to why you lied to me last night when I asked about
doing it with your friends, and Berry especially, looking directly
at Timmy until he averted his eyes.  They both shifted uncomfortably,
exchanging glances, but I just kept quiet, knowing that they would
eventually come clean with me.

Well uuhhh Jeff slowly started, but still not looking directly at
me.  I didnt lie to you exactly, dad, I just agreed with Timmy. 
I was surprised by what he was saying, but then thought back to our
conversation and realized that with his personality, that he often
walks a fine line and will split hairs to NOT be caught in
something.  He looked up at me and saw that I was still just waiting,
so he continued.  I was just scared dad.  Scared that I was really
in trouble and that and you wouldnt love me anymore, so when Timmy
told you that he and Berry werent playing around, I just went along
with it.

Im sorry daddy, Timmy whispered, and I could tell that he was
close to tears again, but I stayed where I was and wasnt gonna
comfort him until I could find out what all was going on.  We could
never let nobody know nuthin about it, and and

Ok guys, will you please tell me ALL about it now?  Everything?  You
know I love you, but I need to know, ok? I said now seeing that I
hadnt instilled them with much trust in me and I was determined to
change that.

Jeff gave Timmy another dirty look but Timmy just shrugged his
shoulders.  David and I have been playing with each other since we
both saw each other hard one day at the pool at school in the third
grade.  After that we talked a lot and compared sizes and things,
and well we just kinda went from there.  Then his friend Donny
wanted to play too, so we started doing it with each other and
sometimes together.

And Berry? I asked.

After Jeffy showed me how good it felt, I just wanted to make it
feel good for Berry.  You know hes been my best friend, like
forever, Timmy explained.  So I showed him what to do, and we been
playing with each other all the time.  I remembered that Berry was
almost always over at our house or Timmy was over at theirs if they
werent here, so they had plenty of time together for years.  Until
that time that he walked in on Jeff and me  

My eyebrows raised and I snapped back to look at them.  Jeff just
rolled his eyes as Timmy continued, He usually just walks in when he
comes over, and when he didnt find me right off, he came to our room
and caught me and Jeff fuckin on the bed.  He said sompun like oh
shit! but when we both looked over at him, he started taking off his
clothes and wanted to try it too but he dont like it much.

I was at a loss until Jeff explained, Ive done it to him a couple
of times dad, but he says he doesnt like getting it much.  Him and
Timmy just do it to each other like rabbits  all the time.  You
should hear them dad, they make so much noise, and-- 

Ok, I get the picture, I interrupted as I chuckled to see Timmy
blushing bright red again.  So let me get this straight; Berry and
Timmy do it to each other, and Jeff, you do it with them sometimes,
to which they nodded.  And David and Donny have been doing it with
you, I said, looking at Jeff, to which he nodded.  Are your friends
doing it with Timmy and Berry too? I asked Jeff point blank.

He got a shocked look on his face and said, No way!  They wouldnt
understand about me and the little guys.  And if it wasnt for Berry
just walkin in, he wouldnt know about me and Timmy either.

And now Allen, at the pool today? I reminded them.

That doesnt count dad, Jeff got defensive, That was just at the
pool, and we probly wont never see him again, he reasoned.  I
guessed that there may have been more incidental times, but I
wasnt gonna push it.  Jeff must have realized what I was getting at
when he spoke up, And dont worry dad, NOBODY is gonna know about
us, we promised.  I watched as Timmy quickly started nodding his
head vigorously.

I know guys, weve all lost so much, and we cant afford to loose
each other.  I wanna make you a promise too; I promise you both that
from now on Ill be home right after work, and all three of us will
help the other ones to get through this and make us a family again
but NO MORE LYING, ok?

I saw tears start in both boys eyes and they jumped off of the couch
and into my arms.  I loved these little guys so much  Its getting
late guys, and weve all have a rough day, what do you say to us
heading off to bed.  I was kind of expecting some reluctance, but
they looked at each other, gave me a peck on each cheek, and scooted
off toward their bedroom well, I THINK it was to THEIR bedroom. 
Then when I thought about it, I wondered what I might find after I
locked up the house and headed that way myself.

To Be Continued



		
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