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From: Dean Hargreaves <deanwaltham@hotmail.co.uk>
Subject: My Formative Years. M/t n/c true
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My Formative Years

by

Dean

I was just 13.5 years old. Why would I want to go shopping with mum when I 
could stay on the beach? I begged mum to let me stay on the beach whilst she 
went to then shops. At last she agreed so long as I stayed where I was so 
she could find me easy when she got back

I wandered off the beach and sat on the seats on the wide path overlooking 
the beach. I watched the ships in the Solent and the people walking up and 
down. I laughed at old men wearing hankies on their heads and studied the 
slightly younger men wandering along wearing just shorts. I wondered if I 
would ever get to look like them.

I was short, thin and, well, just plain ordinary. I knew about sex and I 
could wank, and did in bed, I could cum too. I knew I was a bit different 
from boys my age. I didn't look at the girls much. I looked at the men. It 
was the men too, not boys my age or teens. I had even red some of the stuff 
written on the walls of toilets and got hard reading it, Sometimes, when I 
was out on my bike, I looked for toilets and went in and had a wank reading 
the stuff on the walls.

I sat watching the things around me for a bit and the realized I needed a 
pee. I wandered along the walk bit to try to find a toilet; I walked a bit 
and then found one in like a small flower garden place. I went in and undid 
my jeans and started to pee. The placed smelled a bit of wee and there was 
scribble on the walls. I wasn't really interested and just carried on 
peeing.

A man came in and stood next to me and started to pee too. I sort of 
realized that actually he couldn't be having a pee because there was no 
sound. I had just about done and though it funny. I sort of glanced to my 
left by just moving my eyes and I could see his cock. It was hard and he was 
playing with it like I did in bed!

I wasn't like sure what to do and I wasn't feeling horny but my cock just 
got hard anyway. Soon I had a stiffy. My cock was like 10 cm (4") but his 
looked huge like20 cm (7.5"). His was also like thick and had bumps and like 
vein things showing and the end was like purple/red and angry and so fat. My 
cock was thin and like sort of pink and shiny and the end was the same size 
as the rest of it.

I guess he must of noticed me cos he said, "Hi kid, your dick is hard like 
mine"

I just went bright red and said nothing. I wasn't like playing with mine or 
nothing, just holding it cos I was like frozen. The man lent across and got 
hold of my cock, pushing my hand away. He started to wank me off! I was 
terrified and frozen with shock and fear, but also it like felt good. He 
turned so he was facing my right side and like turned me by using my cock as 
a lever. Then he grabbed my left hand and put it on his cock saying, "Come 
on kid, do me as well, its only fair"

I held his cock and didn't move and he started rocking backwards and 
forwards in my hand so even though I wasn't wanking him I sort of was 
anyway. Then he dropped on to his knees and just like sucked my cock in to 
his mouth in one move. It felt AWESOME! He sucked me and I though I was 
gonna burst. It was like fear and fantastic at the same time. I was worried 
in case somebody else came in. I was terrified cos this strange man was 
touching me and I didn't want it, but it felt so good I didn't want it to 
stop.

I felt like I was gonna cum in his mouth and he suddenly stopped just as I 
was like on the edge. He stood up, put his hands on my shoulders and pushed 
me down on to my knees.

He said, "My turn now kid"
I didn't want any of this and I started to tell him "No", but soon as I 
opened my mouth he pushed his cock in. It tasted horrible and I could smell 
pee as well. I tried to pull off but he held his hand at the back of my head 
and actually pushed me on to his cock more. I was like choking and felt I 
couldn't breathe.

"Oh yeah kid, that's good. Use your nose. Breathe though your nose and suck 
my dick"

I didn't have much chance really. I wasn't like sucking him he was like 
fucking my mouth, raping my mouth really. He was pushing his cock in and 
pulling it back, but keeping the fat end bit in my mouth or my throat all 
the time. When he pulled back I sucked air in through my nose because his 
cock was so fat I couldn't get any air in through my mouth anyway. He got a 
bit faster and he was saying horrible things.

"God kid you're good, a right little cock sucking slut."

"You love my fat dick down your throat don't you?"

"You want this man dick, you want my spunk. You're a boy slut who can't get 
enough real man dick aren't you"

It was all not true and I didn't like the spunk bit at all. He was like 
really ramming in to my mouth now and his body was smashing in to my lips 
and his balls were smacking against my chin. The end of his cock was going 
right down my throat and I thought it was gonna kill me.

Suddenly I heard him like make a real loud gasping sound and he froze with 
his cock in my throat. I thought he was having a heart attack or something 
but then I felt his cock jerk real hard in my throat and his spunk shot out 
of the end. I gagged and choked and had to swallow. After the first jerk he 
pulled back and then rammed it in hard again and jerked a second time, He 
did this four times till he seemed to stop and then he pulled his cock back 
into my mouth and out of my throat. That was when I felt his cum running in 
to my mouth. Not violent spurts like before but dribbling out. It was still 
quite a lot for my little mouth and when he pulled his cock out some cum 
came with it and ran down my face. He rubbed his part soft cock over my face 
and also my hair.

I felt sick and thought I was gonna throw up.

"You swallow that now kid, no spitting it out. Man spunk is good for boy 
tarts like you. You come in here a tease me and get me al hard so you got to 
take your punishment for behaving like that. If you're good I'll let you 
suck me again, maybe even more than a suck"

I swallowed so I could answer him but he was gone before I could say 
anything.

I did up my trousers. My cock had gone soft because I was so scared. I left 
the toilet and went back to where mum had told me to wait. I kept thinking 
about what this man had done. I thought it was disgusting and I felt dirty 
and horrible, but as I thought about it I realized I had a stiffy again!

I just sat and waited till my mum came back. I never said anything to her 
about what had happened when she got back.

She said "You ok Dean; you look all red and flushed?"

I told her I was ok

She said "I was going to suggest an ice-cream but it looks as though you 
have had one whilst I was gone, you still got some on your face. How you 
managed to get it in your hair as well Ill never know"

Thank God she never tried licking her hanky and cleaning me up like she did 
sometimes.

I never told her, or anyone about the man. I did wank off at night thinking 
about it though and wondering if he was the only man who did that with boys. 
Over the next 18 months I got to know that there were a lot of men who liked 
to suck boy's cocks and get boys to suck their cocks. I also found out about 
getting fucked, and how much that can hurt. That was all by accident as too, 
well the first time it was. I was out on my bike and I wanted a pee. There 
was a wood and I went in for a pee and while I was in the bushes doing it I 
saw two men doing sex stuff. I guessed that they had come to the wood to get 
sex and I went back again and again over the next 18 months. I wonder if I 
am turning in to what that man in the toilet called me?

This is the truth, it happened just like this in Southsea in England. A man 
friend said that other men, and boys, might like to read about it so I wrote 
this and got him to check it for me. If anyone else has done this like me, 
or like the man, I'd love to know. My E-mail is Deanwaltham@hotmail.co.uk

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