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http://www.incesttabooo.com/monica.html

Hi my name is Monica, or at least that's what my name is going to be
for you all.  I was asked by many people to  write  this  story.   I
hope you will find enjoyment from reading it, and be careful not  to
do some of the things i did.Anyway i'm 19 now, in college.  I'm much
different now than i was when i  did  these  things,  and  i'm  much
happier now.

My Story

1.

I was 12 when i first masterbated,  well  accually  MASTERBATED.   I
always liked to touch myself, hell what little kid doesn't.  But  12
was the first time i knew what i was doing.

I was in the shower, this  was  when  my  mom  and  dad  were  still
married.  I had found a book at the library on  human  sexuality,  i
read through it and saw a nice little picture  of  a  cartoon  woman
masterbating.  Well i took that image with me home, in my mind,  and
i thought the shower would be a great place to try.

Well i washed and then slipped a finger down and started rubbing  my
vagina.  I had been doing that for as long  as  i  can  remember  so
naturally, it didn't occur to me that this would be masterbation.  I
remembered that the girl in the  picture  had  her  fingers  in  her
hole......but which hole i didn't know.  I  simply  knew  that  just
rubbing wasn't going to get it done.

I have never had a sinsitive clitoris.  The way most people make  it
sound on-line, they believe that a girl's clit is  the  way  to  her
heart (and orgasm).  But it never has been for me.   And  yes  i  am
healthy, my doctor says this is perfectly normal for some  woman  to
be lacking in that way.  For me it has always been penetration,  not
stemulation.

So there i was wondering what to do.  I  dropped  to  my  knees  and
moved so the spray of water was hitting my butt, my legs, etc.   And
with one hand i reached back and touched my  anus.   I  remeber  how
good it felt in the hot shower, rubbing my little opening.

I soon worked a finger into myself.  Little fingers and tight little
hole didn't really let me get that much penetration  but  i  got  my
index finger in up to the knuckle and it felt great.   I  pushed  in
and pulled out and wiggled my finger around inside until i got tired
and started to turn into a prune from the water.  No orgasm, just  a
good feeling.  That good feeling quickly turned to embaressment as i
thought about it.  But that didn't stop me from keeping it up.

I soon was able to get two fingers and i learned about lubricant.  I
also learned that some objects felt nice up there.  I won't go  into
detail (even though you probably want me to) but just  leave  it  at
that i got the anal thing down at a young age.  If i realized  where
it would leave me i would of never done it.

2.

I grew but never really GREW, i filled out a bit.  Stayed small  and
slim but my breasts started to  develope  into  the  30Bs  they  are
today.  At this time i stand about 5'1" and weigh about 110.  And  i
still look like i am 16, much to my displeasure.  It is  funny  when
people act like i am a little girl just because i  look  like  i  am
younger than my 19 years.  Oh yeah, i have long brown  hair  that  i
like to braid into ponytails and such, as well as light brown  eyes.
See how i can be mistaken as much younger than i am?

Well i'm going to talk about when i was  still  young,  lonely,  and
very stupid.

When i was 14 i  had  a  guy  for  the  first  time.   It  was  very
short...um.....his penis and the time it took.  But he was the  same
age as I was so i guess it was typical.

The year before i had learned how to really  masterbate,  with  some
help from my cousin.  No, no incest just alittle touch and feel, she
was a year younger than i was.  So i soon  discovered  that  vaginal
masterbation was easier than anal so i mostly stuck to  vaginal  (or
both at once).  But i still liked anal when  i  was  feeling  really
lost or horny.

When i was 15 my parents divorced and i left to live with my mom  in
another state.  Well my mom was a flight attendant so she was out of
town some of the time, and i was at that age when a child is trusted
to take care of her or his self.

I had left behind a boyfriend, not just a  fuck  either.   My  first
true boyfriend.  We had been going out for several months.   He  was
16, in high school, and i was just getting out of middle school.  We
had sex on the second date, and after that i took care of him, after
all he was 'my man' right?  Ha ha.

He was really sweet and good in bed.  Equipped with an maybe  almost
6" dick that had one problem.  It was hard  for  him  to  get  hard.
Well not really but he was shy and by the time we  got  our  clothes
off and got down and ready, he would melt in my hand........but  not
in my mouth.  That is how i learned to give  head.   I  never  liked
sucking, still don't, but it was necessary, and after the first  few
times doing it to him i no longer felt  bad  doing  it.   It  became
accepted, even more than fucking.

I learned how to deep throat.  See what most people don't realize is
that the neck bends almost 90 degrees  between  the  mouth  and  the
throat.  To do it you need to move to a position where you  can  get
straight so you can take a 5" penis down your throat.  You also need
to control your gag reflex, something most people can't do.  I  have
almost no gag reflex, so i could do it on the first couple of  tries
by just relaxing and letting him use my mouth like a  pussy.   Ain't
that simple!......do i sound bitter?

Well you can't get pregnant  from  a  blow  job  (last  i  knew  you
couldn't) and i wasn't on birth control ( i would use that a  little
later) so the blow jobs were a good thing.  And yes i did  learn  to
swallow, after the 10th or so time it got too messy and  i  got  too
lazy to take it out.  Besides i could hardly taste it, when you deep
throat your taste buds never really get a chance to get some of it.

It was 3 weeks before i moved that i let him do me anally.   It  was
my  first  time  being  acually  fucked  by  another   person   back
there.....Well i'll just tell you.

My mom was up flying around and i was home alone.  Me and my man got
back from the movies.  Boy was i horny, i was either going to  throw
him out so i could masterbate wildly or he  was  going  to  fuck  me
hard, no blow jobs this time.  One  problem:  no  condoms.   It  was
discussing this i said quite clearly.

"There are other places you can put it."

He looked at me with a smile and to this day i think that he thought
that i was going to give him another sucking, well  i  had  no  such
intentions.  <U>I</U> was hot this time.

We went up to my room and undressed and he proceded  to  give  me  a
sloppy licking.  He was never any good at it and  i  could  tell  he
didn't like it, either the taste, the smell, or the simple  fact  of
licking a vagina he didn't like.  So i quickly stood up and  made  a
quick exit.  I was back in seconds, pussy dripping, running  up  the
stairs in record time.  With a bottle of cooking oil.

It was now that i saw his hesitation.  He finally  realized  what  i
wanted.  The hesitation was replaced by lust, i saw it in his  eyes.
Good since i wasn't going to let him out anyway.  I would of knocked
him out and tied him down if he tried to back out.  That's how bad i
wanted it.

I gave him the oil and plopped down on my stomach on the floor.   He
just stood and stared at me so i motioned for him to  come  on.   He
knelt on the carpet next to me  and  asked  for  directions,  and  i
laughed and gave him the way.

I still can't believe i was like that, i thought 15 year  old  girls
were supposed to be sweet and innocent right?

Following my instructions, with shaking hands, he opened the  bottle
of oil and poured some, probably too much, down the crack of my ass.
I smiled and shuddered as the cool lubricant  flowed  down  over  my
anus, and further down until it hit my hot pussy.  I got on my knees
and lay on them, my butt sticking out, my face resting on  my  arms,
which were resting on my knees.  I knew that this would give him the
easiest entry.

He slowly coated his fingers with oil and i  moaned  as  his  finger
touched my little puckered hole.  I looked back over my shoulder  as
he rubbed my asshole, his face was blank, almost dreamlike, but  his
penis was fully enlarged, throbbing, huge, maybe 6"  for  the  first
time in his life.  I smiled to myself as i realized that i  wouldn't
have to suck him this time.  His face stayed  expressionless  as  he
inserted his pinky finger, i wondered if i blew his mind,  the  evil
part of me hoped so.  His little pinky finger slid  easily  into  me
and he worked it in and out with no resistance, i started to hope he
would emerge from his zombie-like trance when i had to tell  him  to
use another finger, that he had to loosen me up before we did it.

He removed his pinky finger and i felt his index and  middle  finger
take  it's  place,  pushing  at  my  opening.   With  alittle   more
difficulty they slid in as  well  with  a  loud  squeek  sound  like
washing your windows, i felt him jump and i laughed.  That seemed to
wake him up out of his trance and he asked if i was ok.  I gave  him
an affermitive and he continued, pushing and  pulling,  working  his
fingers in and out.  I felt my body flush and i knew it was  now  or
never, i wanted him in me in case  his  hard-on  started  to  shrink
before we could fuck.

I had him pull his fingers out and i swived around.  I took the  oil
and after rubbing his cock for a couple of seconds i poured the  oil
all over his dick.  As i rubbed to make sure he was fully  coated  i
felt him start to throb again.  That  gave  me  a  scare  as  i  was
thinking that he might cum anytime.  I quickly kissed him and turned
around back into my origional position, on my knees with my face  on
the carpet.

"Go to work" I said.

He moved up behind me and i felt the warm head of his cock press  up
against my anus.  He took a deep breath and a quick thrust, and  his
cock slipped right by my anus and up the crack of my ass, his  balls
hit my butt with an audible slap from his mistroke.  Once  again  he
tried and once again it slipped  away,  going  down  the  crack  and
almost pushing its way into my cunt.

I told him to work it in.  The next time he did, pushing  it  slowly
in.  We both gasped as the head started to force it's  way  into  my
tiny asshole.  I felt a deep stinging pain as i was stretched out, i
had felt this before when i had been  masterbating  but  never  that
bad.  He pushed forward hard, and i pushed  back  and  after  a  few
seconds in which the pain and stretching feeling became  unbearable,
his head pushed in.  After that it was easy,  because  we  both  had
been pushing so hard his oiled shaft slid into me all  the  way  in,
till i felt his pubic hair against my bottom.  His hard cock  thrust
straight into my ass all the way, jabbing  deep.   My  stumach  felt
uneasy and my knees went weak.  My body started to shudder and i let
out a high moan followed by a light sob.

Then the pleasure came, waves of pleasure that made  even  the  pain
feel good.  He was pumping in and out, i  was  panting  and  rocking
back and forth.  It felt unnatural even as it felt so good, and that
i think made it feel all the better.  His dick felt so hard in there
i guess i was so sensitive, all i know is that i got even hotter, my
anus and vagina and all my insides felt  feverish.   I  was  moaning
again, my mouth was open and each time his cock thrust deep into  me
i flinched.  We got a rhythm going, and each time our bodies slammed
into each other there was the slap of his balls hitting my skin.  We
continued for another couple of minutes  in  which  i  was  lost  in
pleasure.

I first realized that he was close to cumming, then i noticed that i
had pushed three fingers into my pussy without  realizing,  third  i
noticed that sweat was running down my face, my chest, my legs,  and
my hair was damp and was getting stuck to my face, I was  incredably
hot.  Then i felt the pain, my insides were beginning  to  feel  the
thrusts, my asshole felt fever hot and raw.  Last i realized that  i
had just had my first orgasm.

He gave one last deep, hard thrust and i  felt  his  cock  start  to
pump.  Hot cum flooded my already hot rectum.  With  each  jerk  his
dick jabbed up stabbing into what i guess was one of the walls of my
rectum.  That was followed by a  scream  of  pleasure  from  me  and
another spirt of cum  from  him.   I  recognized  that  i  had  been
screaming, moaning, whimpering, and panting the whole time.  And  am
very vocal during love making but never <U>that</U> loud.

He started to shrink inside me and pulled out.  That was  the  worst
feeling, him pulling out and the emptyness inside once  your  rectum
is empty again.  All i felt was the warm cum inside  me,  the  slimy
feeling of the oil and cum on my butt, and the emptyness and the raw
hurting of my asshole.

I wanted him inside me again,  i  wanted  that  full,  deep  feeling
again.  I turned again on knees that shuddered and  felt  numb.   He
was reclining back, i was ready to take his dick in my mouth when  i
saw it.

He penis was a mess.  It was covered with oil, cum, blood, and  some
brown substance that made me sick to my stomach (you  know  what  it
was).

"Your bleeding" he told me.

I reached back and gasped as i touched my sore anus.   I  pulled  my
fingers back and saw blood, not much but still blood, as well as the
other stuff that was on his cock.

I stood up and got a wet washcloth from my bathroom, after  whipeing
my incredably raw butt carefuly i walked back to my room and cleaned
off his now shrunken penis.  He game me a  peck  on  the  cheek  and
asked if i was ok.  I left and took  a  long  shower,  washing  very
thoroughly.  I put some aloe on (and inside) my  anus.   Slipped  on
some panties and a T-shirt and went  back  and  sat  down.   He  was
watching T.V..

"Did you like that?"  I asked.

"Did you?"  he remarked looking over at me.

"It  was  OK"  i  answered.   Accually  i  loved  it,  despite   the
embarassment, the pain, and the mess, but i didn't want him to think
i was weird.

He nodded.

"I liked it too.  We can do  it  anytime  you  want  to."   He  then
stopped and looked back at the television.

"And i won't tell anyone we did it" he  stated  quietly,  almost  to
himself.

That was it, i knew that it left both of us uneasy and we never  did
it again.  Even though i wanted to do it again many times.   Then  i
moved a few weeks later and started talking to him on-line, over the
computer.  We talked less and less and three weeks after my  move  i
told him goodbye and changed my screen name.  That was  the  end  of
him but it opened up the sick world of computers to me, and  i  soon
got right back into the swing of things, anal and otherwise.

All which i'll write about in the next couple of chapters.

I hope you liked my story so far, even though it is very  very  very
personal it gives me pleasure to write about it.

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