| MARGARET - LOST FROM HER MIND [ part 16 ] Sister E interrupted Margaret in her story, “I think it’s time for something to eat Margaret, come with me.” Margaret shook herself as she tried to bring herself back to the present, “Mistress I don’t understand. Why didn’t I try to fight back, I just let him do that to me. I should have done something?” Sister E shook her head. “What could you have done child? You were restrained, as were the other 9 children. The man who took you had already shown that he would kill you all if he had to! In fact he had killed before! The only thing you could have done was to hide your mind from him, which you did. That caused him more trouble than anything else.” Margaret nodded, but Sister E could tell that she wasn’t convinced by the argument. She guided the girl to the patio where she could oversee the school and surrounding buildings. She sat down under a large umbrella to shield herself from the blazing sun, from here the punishment pit was visible and the trainees were practising on special dummies. When she looked up she saw Margaret standing by the chair and looking at the food. “Why Margaret aren’t you hungry? Sit down and eat.” Sister E entreated the girl. But Margaret shook her head, “I’m sorry mistress but I still feel that I have to earn my food. I know I don’t have to but I just can’t stop myself.” She was close to tears, although several parts of her programming had been broken this one, enforced by many weeks of training and then the year of her master had ingrained this command into her psyche. Sister E looked at the girl closely and then smiled, “You have acknowledged me as your mistress?” she asked, at Margaret’s nod she sat back in her chair and opened her legs. “Well I’m afraid that I’m unable to provide the cock that you crave.” She said smiling, “So sit down and eat, your mistress commands you!” Margaret reluctantly sat down and started to pick at the food, and then finding she was hungry after all she began to really eat. Sister E watched the girl closely. Although Margaret didn’t know this she had already been at the school for two days. The eroding of her conditioning was started while she had been under deep hypnosis, not the crude hammer-fisted conditioning of her erstwhile kidnapper, but one honed over centuries. It was during this time that Mahut was found, but they didn’t try to contact her by name, mainly because they didn’t know it, but they loosened the restrains that had been placed upon her. It was also at this time they gave Margaret free control over the childishly simple kill command. But it was the replacement Margaret construct that was causing concern; she was a fragile thing, almost near breaking. This Paul person was right without the song and the merging of the three aspects that one would soon be mad, but now was not the time to sing the full song to her. She needed to tell the full story herself, to understand what had been done to her and her friends. Sister E’s musings were interrupted when Margaret spoke again. ‘Priestess, why are you not eating?’ She spoke in Hebrew! But the face and attitude was Margaret’s She smiled, “I’m sorry child but I was just thinking, but why did you speak in that language and not English?” Margaret looked at her strangely, “I don’t understand Mistress, I thought I asked you in English, it’s just that I keep seeing you dressed differently and I seem to have memories that cannot be . . .” Margaret seemed to look inwards and then she looked up. “But they are real aren’t they. The large buildings, the statues of Bulls, People with strange masks on their heads.” Sister E smiled at Margaret, “Yes it’s all real. They are the memories of Egypt. They belong to a young woman who was . . . killed many, many years ago. Her mind, her essence, was kept hidden somewhere until found and then she was placed within your mind. She was a handmaiden to one of the temples, and she is frightened, so very frightened.” Margaret touched her head, “She’s in here with me. She’s the one who’s trying to kill me!” and then Margaret’s stance changed. “I’m sorry Margaret, I was wrong.” She turned her face to Sister E and spoke again ‘Priestess, please convince this girl that I no longer wish to hurt her’ Sister E was at a loss at what to say but Margaret spoke again. “I heard all that, and I understood what she said . . . but how can that be?” Sister E smiled at the girl, “Because you are sharing your thoughts and the body, you’re not fighting each other for control. Mahut now understands what has happened to you and is trying to help you.” Again there was that inward look and then a smile came to Margaret’s lips. ‘Priestess she is so nice, why did she try to stop me?’ Margaret spoke again and then added, “And I can speak her language without thinking about it!” Sister E nodded, “That is the benefit of co-operation, but what about the other Margaret, how is she feeling?” Margaret again got that inward look and then slowly opened her eyes, “I . .. I’m afraid mistress. I know that . . . once Margaret is cured I’m going to be dead, there can only be one slave to a master . . . just as there can only be . . . one person in a body. I don’t want to die mistress.” And she started to cry. Sister E was about to get up from her seat but then Margaret spoke again. “You’re not going to die! I won’t let it! My dad taught me that there are girls with 4 or 5 personalities within them and they live happy lives. And so will you! Hey you’re just like a twin sister you know!” Then she smiled at a joke, “Yeah! In fact we’re triplets! It’s just that instead of three people in three bodies we’re three people in one body!” Sister E exhaled. This was what she had hoped for . . . If the personalities within the shell of Margaret started to fight each other then even with the unification of the song there was no way the girl Margaret would have survived! ---- The rest of the meal was eaten in silence, well . . . as far as Sister E could tell, there were no words spoken anyway. Margaret’s face seemed to shimmer at times when the three girls were in conference with each other. And at times she seemed to look closely at some of the food as if she’d never seen the like before, and then she’d open her mouth and eat it, as if on a dare from an unseen playmate. Sister E then took Margaret back to the office, she wanted to learn more about the methods that this ‘Roger’ person had used. Margaret went back to her position on the floor and then looked to Sister E for permission to continue. . . ---- How long the children were kept away Margaret did not know, but the room started to smell with the excrement that was voided from the young bowels of the restrained children and the drip-drip of urine onto the floor could be heard. Not even Margaret was immune from relieving herself during that time. When the light came on and Roger entered the room he was relaxed and ready. He had a cloth for each child and carried a hose with him. His cleaning program was simple, to hose off the excrement from the children’s bodies and then to stick the hose into the rectums of each child to give an impromptu enema, to clean out anything that might have remained. When he reached Margaret he smiled at the mess surrounding the dildo that had been put in her ass. He took delight in pulling it out of her and then sticking the hose inside her body. He left it inside her and then pulled it out, the filthy water pouring from her as he laughed. A laugh which faded as he noticed no change in her expression and, unlike the other children, her eyes were clear, not sunken with sleep deprivation. Roger swore under his breath, this was just like those other two girls he had taken some time ago. Well he broke them and he would do the same to her. He decided that he would see her reaction when he took her and so pulled the dildo out from her body and positioned himself just inside her cunt. “Look at me 435!” He ordered, Margaret moved her uninterested eyes to watch his as he thrust viciously into her. This wasn’t going as he wanted, for he could feel the girls’ cunt getting wet with her fluids, it was almost as if she could do it at will. In a way it was a surprise to find this in one so young. But it was also annoying as most girls broke down when being violated without lubrication; it was so painful for them! “I should just kill you now girl! But you’re already spoken for . . . You do know that it’s your fault that all these children are here? If it wasn’t for you they’d be with their parents. How does that make you feel?” Roger hissed at her, but Margaret’s face was still impassive. Snarling with anger Roger moved to the next child and started to wash him out. ---- “But how did you feel when he told you that?” Sister E asked Margaret, who remained quiet. ‘Priestess I will have to answer for Margaret! She was saddened by the news and almost decided to give up the fight there and then, in fact she was contemplating suicide, but the restraints would not allow her to do so!’ Mahut said. “I understand Margaret, but you know it wasn’t your fault. You had nothing to do with that, it was just a single man’s greed that caused all this. You were a victim along with the others!” Sister E told the girl, and focused all her powers to ensure that Margaret understood that. ---- Once the children were washed and prepared Roger started to move them to the pacifiers. The benches rolled over the machines and were held in place. The dildo arms could then be moved into position, from there they were computer controlled and monitored. The Dildo’s were a masterpiece of technology in themselves, all with sensors and feedback abilities. In many ways he wasn’t needed to control anything during this time as the computer would do all the work. First of all he decided to help number 431 out by raping her, she looked at him as he placed himself on her, his hand reaching down her wriggling body until he touched her hairless slit. She moaned as he pushed in finger inside her again. “Now darling just think if you had an older brother he could have saved you all this trouble. Just by doing this!” He pulled the lips of the girls’ slit apart and thrusted his cock into the girl making her scream out as the hymen was torn asunder with his cock. He started to pump away at the crushed girl beneath him, she couldn’t scream anymore just gave small breathless noises as he pushed up. Her silence annoyed him and so he lifted up his body to allow his hands to pull at her flat chest, pulling at the nipples that were almost visible on her, causing her to scream at this new abuse of her. Then he cut her cries off by pushing the oral dildo into her mouth. The computer reacted to this by pumping the dildo into the girl’s mouth, so she was doubly raped, first by his cock and then orally by the mechanical dildo. He pulled out of the girl after inundating her undeveloped womb with his sperm, and then he pushed the dildo into her cunt. Again the computer noticed the absence of her maidenhead and so started to deeply probe her. Finally he took the anal dildo and positioned it; this time the computer took immediate control and forced it inside the girl. The next girl was the first he had raped when he tattooed the children, so he just positioned the dildos and let then attack the girl on their own. She struggled and screamed as the anal dildo entered her and started pumping away, the vaginal dildo was next and went right into her as the anal dildo was pulling out. Her screams were silenced as the oral feeder found her mouth and throat. “Oh yeah! Forgot to say, since you’ve gone without food for so long, the first feed is a deep one!” Roger told the remaining children. He continued with the girls first, 434 was quickly attached and attended to, she was still a virgin and so the vaginal dildo was only lightly working away at her. Margaret received special attention, the dildo’s attacking her were larger, and the feeder was set to expert instead of beginner, she was going to have to work for her food while her insides were being pounded. Roger smiled as he put 437 into her position. 438 was raped before the machine took control, Roger was very hard on her as well, telling Margaret that it was her fault anyway. But he received no reaction from the girl. Finally 440 was ‘pacified’ and then it was the turn of the boys. Their treatment was slightly different as they were catheter first, Roger didn’t use any lubrication and so the boys screamed as the tubing was inserted into the urethra and into the bladder. They were too young to get errections but their penises were placed into a small clamp which was agitated. Attached to the clamp was a sensor which would tell if the boys tried to ejaculate, at which point an electric shock would be fed to their scrotums. After that preparation they were quickly plugged into the two remaining dildos. When Roger left the children alone the only noise to be heard, apart from a muffled moaning was the squelching of the dildos as they pounded into their victims. ---- “And how long were you kept in those machines?” Sister E asked. “I don’t know mistress, I lost count of the number of times I took nourishment, and for some reason it was more difficult for me, as there were mirrors still to allow us to watch each other being attacked and drinking. The other girls seemed to get their nourishment more times than I could.” Margaret replied. “Did Roger enter the room often?” Sister E asked Margaret. “Yes mistress, for he eventually raped all the remaining virgins and the two boys. Then he just came in to rape whoever he wanted. He would also change the size of the vaginal dildos at times. He seemed to be particularly angry with my lack of reaction. I remember he came in and injected my cunt with some drug. But I didn’t allow it to work on me; or rather I ignored its effects.” Margaret said smiling. Sister E didn’t smile but made a note on her pad. “So what changed?” she asked ---- Roger walked into the pacifier room and started to disconnect 435’s bench from the machinery. “You’re not helping yourself you know 435!” He said, “You’re going to get special treatment now and he moved the bench into a darkened area, the bench moved so that Margaret was now upright, there was a pain in her arm as a drip was inserted. And then a pain as a catheter was inserted into her. Then Roger left her in the darkness. Where she quickly fell asleep, glad of the rest. Sometime later Margaret overheard Roger talking to another man . . . “Well? Did you get it?” Roger asked. “Of course! It has been in my family for many generations, She was thought of as a goddess but you understand times are hard . . .” the unknown man said. “Times are hard everywhere my friend, but you were able to afford 115 for your sons, did they enjoy him?” Roger asked. “You know what it’s like . . . as soon as they get something they break it! I hope the replacement will last longer.” Roger laughed, “Oh Ashref! They will last as long as you allow them, as long as you can supply me with what I need then I will help you, you know that!” Ashref replied, “Thank you my friend, where is this carrion that does defy you?” Margaret blinked as the door to the cell was opened. A fat sweaty man was standing beside Roger, he had in his hands a ceramic jar and a small vial of material. “I can see why she is wanted by that man. But the procedure is difficult you understand, and as to this second one? I do not understand.” Ashref said. Roger laughed, “Well my friend, I need to copy this one’s mind, the man who wants her needs her to realise who it is has done this. So when you copy all her knowledge and thoughts, we will edit them and re-insert them using that blank. The being in the jar will be used to find and remove 435’s original mind. And remain to keep our new 435 in line.” Ashref shook his head. “My friend I’m afraid that will not work, the one in here will not kill. But that is not to say she would not smother any who works against you.” He thought for a moment. “But then she could also be altered to believe that the person within is so evil that she should be removed.” Although Margaret made no reaction she had heard every word. And within her mind she started to prepare. Since she knew that her father would be searching for her she made a ‘pocket’ in her mind. A hole where she could hide all that was her. Her father had jokingly called it a zip-file backup. It would remain hidden, only appearing when her mind was resting or weak. If her father couldn’t help her then she would find a person who could, and a key would be embedded to help others release her, the mind wouldn’t even know it was giving the clues away. She was ready now all it needed was an emergency to activate the copy. And Roger gave her the emergency, the next time the doors opened Margaret felt the bench roll out of the dark room and into the pacifier room. The Fat man was finishing sodomising one of the boys smiling as the boy cried out in pain, the feeder dildo had been removed. When the man had finished he walked around to the boys’ head and pushed his cock into the boys’ mouth. “Clean me you unwashed son of a camel!” Ashref told the boy who started to suck on the soiled cock. Ashref pulled out of the boy and turned to Roger. “Yes! This one will be excellent for my boys, please brand him and I’ll take him in two weeks time when you are satisfied.” The boys’ eyes went wide as he heard that and he started to shake his head, but before he could say anything the feeder and anal dildos returned to position and his torment continued. Roger nodded his head. “Certainly Ashref, in the usual place of course. Deep into the foreskin so that when he’s older it will show in all its glory!” Ashref laughed, “Of course, it was a pity that the other one didn’t last long enough to read it!” which made Roger laugh with him. Then the two men turned to Margaret and Roger’s face was right in hers. “Now 435, this is where we’re going to say goodbye! Normally I’d just kill you to prove to the others that they are worthless, but I can’t with you. Why Richard wants you I don’t know. But he does and so you live!” then he laughed. “I’m sorry, your body will live, it’s just you won’t be around to enjoy it.” The other man was preparing a needle which was attached to a computer. “This will have to be carefully placed, if it should move then all may be lost!” “That’s okay!” Roger said and started to fit a cage over Margaret’s head which fitted her face exactly. It attached to the bench making Margaret immobile from the neck up. Ashref approached Margaret with the needle and then went behind her. She felt the needle enter her neck and then P-A-I-N! She blacked out. When she came to she felt that someone was with her, it was crying like a new born baby but she could picture it attaching itself to her like a leech, she started to scream with her mind as she couldn’t feel her body. The leech was sucking on her memories, on her being! This was an attack! She shifted her mind to the pocket and hid there. Away from her body and anything else. |