Perverts 'R' Us
The Replacement
By Pedro Vila
(ped, rape, bond, beating, preg)
Note: All people and events in this
story are entirely fictitious.
HEADLINE
MAN KILLS TWO ON
HIGHWAY
(AP) Two fatalities occurred last
night on a rural road.
Mr.
John Doe of anyville was driving
well over the legal limit
when
his vehicle swerved into the oncoming traffic and collided
with
another car, killing both
occupants. The victims were
a
mother and her 3 year old girl
whose names are being
withheld
pending notification of the father.
Mr. Doe Is being held
by police
and the district attorney says
they're going to press
charges
of manslaughter against him.
Mr. Doe also has a wife
and
Daughter.
Heather was the one who answered the door when Mr.
Stafford appeared in
person. She looked at the man before her and felt great
sorrow and
sympathy. After all, it was her father who had killed his
family.
Looking up at him finally, she saw his own gentle sorrow and she
almost
hugged him. She held back at the last minute thinking it would end
up
being the wrong thing to do.
He saw her lurch and back up again and
said, "I understand dear. It
must be hard on you too." Heather felt warmed by
his words and smiled, not
knowing what to do next. "Is your mother home,
Heather?" She was surprised
he knew her name at first, but remembered that
the story had been in the
headlines a few times before her father was sent to
prison for a few years.
Heather simply nodded and opened the door to let
Mr. Stafford in. He
walked softly to the couch she pointed to and left to
fetch her mother.
Mr. Stafford sat and waited.
Heathers Told mom
about who was here and followed behind as she rushed
out greet Mr. Stafford
in shock. Heather sat on the chair across from him
as her mother fussed and
apologized repeatedly to him.
He took it all smiling painfully. Then the
room fell into an
uncomfortable silence.
Then he finally told them why
he was there. Heather listened as he
talked about his loss and how hard it
was being on him. A feeling of great
injustice filled the room as he
described the emptiness where he once had
people depending on
him.
Heather and her mother both understood. It had been hard for them
as
well. The legal fees ate up all there cash reserves and now there was
no
money coming in.
Heather was also being tormented in school. A hard
time for a nine year
old girl.
She had stopped listening to the adults
talking when she was startled by
her mother loudly saying, "Are you
serious?"
"Yes." Mr. Stafford said. "Just for a little while. To help us
both?"
Heather asked, "What?"
Her mother turned to her and
remarked, "Oh, aren't you listening? This
isn't the time to play your games."
Heather felt that tension again.
Things weren't easy anymore. "He asked if
he could help take care of us.
He doesn't have a family anymore." She turned
back to Mr. Stafford and
shook her head. "It really has been difficult. I
can't leave her alone
and I have to work now. She hasn't been easy to deal
with lately." Mother
patted her knee kindly but Heather didn't
react.
Mr. Stafford spoke up excitedly, "I could... Oh, no. That would
be
too much." He broke off then.
"What is it. We owe you so much for
what you've lost and still your
kind enough to want to help." Mother
said.
"Well...." Mr. Stafford hesitated. Both females leaned
forward,
encouraging him to go on. They both wanted to help this gentle man.
He
looked resigned and went ahead and said it. "Heather could stay with
me
for a month, or even a week for that matter. I have lots of room now and
I
could use some help with the daily chores."
Mother and daughter both
sat back, surprised. "Just for a little while.
Until I can get used to living
alone, you understand?"
Mother then said, "Yes. That would be a good
idea." Heather turned to
her mother in shock. She would have to go to this
guys house and do
chores?!
"But mom!" she exclaimed.
Mr.
Stafford sighed and got up to leave. He seemed deeply hurt and
trying to hide
it. Heather felt overwhelming guilt just then and then her
mother leveled a
hard stare at her.
"Wait!" Heathers mother said. "She'll go with you and
she'll stay as
long as it takes to help. This will be good for
her."
Mr. Stafford waited though for Heather's answer. Heather finally
said,
"I'll go."
Mr. Stafford took her hand and shook it and said,
"Thank you." Heather
felt better then. They went to pack a bag and she took
summer clothes
fitting the weather. Mother gave her some cash, not much, and
a phone card
to call in an emergency. Then they went out to Mr. Stafford's
car, a
modest hatch back.
They said their good byes and gave mother
the phone number and address
in case, and drove off. There were no
tears.
They only went around the block when Mr. Stafford pulled over and
said,
"I don't feel right leaving like this. I think I should give your
mother
some money to help her along." They drove back to the house.
Heather's
mother had already gone inside. "I'll just be a minute, okay?"
Heather
nodded and then, on an impulse, thrust the money mom gave her into
his
hand. It didn't feel right to take it when she knew mother would need
it
more right now.
Mr. Stafford smiled and walked in and knocked. They
went in the house
and Heather sat and watched the door.
Finally, Mr.
Stafford came out and shut the door behind him. He got in
and they drove
off.
His house was smart and only a little unkempt. They both worked
on
cleaning the living room and then he sent her to do the bathroom while
he
cleaned out a room for her. It did seem really empty to her.
At the
end of the day, Mr. Stafford asked her to help him in the
kitchen. They both
made spaghetti and Heather felt like this was something
she could
do.
Then Heather went to unpack and call her mom. She got the machine
and
remembered that her mother would probably be working then. She
didn't
leave a message.
As she went to brush her teeth in a night gown
she was startled to bump
into Mr. Stafford as he walk out of the bathroom.
Heather felt modesty
and wanted to run.
Mr. Stafford knelt to her eye
level and said, "You are a wonderful help
to me. Thank you again." and hugged
her before she knew what to do. He
hugged her tightly and she kind of put her
arms around his shoulders
loosely. Then he let go and said goodnight as he
walked to his bedroom.
Then he turned and asked, "Would you like to go with
me tomorrow and see
where we used to live? It's to help me say good
bye."
Heather nodded and smiled.
The next day, Mr. Stafford told
Heather to take along personal items
for a quick airplane flight. Heather was
surprised and asked, "We're going
on an airplane?"
"I'll pay for the
tickets. Don't worry. Have you ever been on a plane
before?" Heather shook
her head. "Well, this ought to be a treat for you.
I have to go and get some
affairs in order. You don't mind, do you?"
Heather grinned. She'd never
been on an airplane and really wanted to
go. The airport was so big and she
just kept looking up as she let Mr.
Stafford lead her around. She'd never
seen such a busy place before.
Then they were getting on a plane and
Heather just kept looking at all
the different types of people. It was like a
dream for her but then she
turned to Mr. Stafford and exclaimed, "I Forgot to
call mom."
He looked troubled and said, "I'm sorry. There's no phone
here. Can it
wait until we land?"
"I guess." and Heather then tried to
concentrate on the music headphones
on the seat rest. There was some weird
stations but then she found a pop
station and zoned out on it.
A meal
came and, thought she didn't know what it was, she loved that she
could be
eating it up in the air. She felt like a rich girl. When she
awoke, it was
dark outside the plane and she didn't know how long she'd
been
out.
She shook Mr. Stafford awake and he looked up at her. "We missed
our
stop." she whispered, concerned.
He looked out the window and
said, "No. It's just a long trip. We're
almost there." and then the plane
started to tilt down for descent.
Heather was scared now. She had no idea
where they were.
She looked around. Everybody seemed to look strange to
her now.
Dressed differently and a little darker. She looked back at Mr.
Stafford
again and he held her hand and said, "You'll be okay. I'll be there
at all
times." He winked but Heather didn't feel any better. She was along
way
from home and she didn't really know this man too well.
There was
nothing she could do and she just hoped to ride it out and go
home
soon.
Then they were on the ground and everybody spoke a different
language.
She couldn't read any of the signs and didn't even know what part
of the
world they were from. She stayed close to Mr. Stafford. She felt
very
tiny.
Then they were through customs and outside. It was hot and
noisy. Mr.
Stafford flagged a car with a normal looking number on it and they
got in.
He talked with the driver in the same nonsense and they drove into
the
night.
It was a long drive and even though it was hot, Heather
shivered. She
sat in a daze and watched the dark landscape turn to forest and
the roads
get bumpier. It seemed like hours and she was very sore and
tired.
Then, They were there. It looked like a small house in the middle
of a
village. They got out and Mr. Stafford squared the fare. The driver
said
something harsh sounding and smiled at Heather, laughing. It gave her
the
creeps.
Mr. Stafford led her inside and he told her that they
would sleep since
everything was closed at this hour. He showed her to a room
with bare
walls and a bare bed, showed her the bathroom and then excused
himself to
sleep. She had no bed clothes with her because she didn't know
they'd be
sleeping anywhere.
She ended up sleeping in her
underwear.
The next morning, She awoke to find her clothes gone. All that
was
there was socks and her toothbrush.
Heather pulled the thin
blanket from the bed and wrapped it around
herself. Slowly, she ventured out
of the bare room and into the hall. It
was in the kitchen that she found Mr.
Stafford sitting at the table,
waiting.
"It's about time. I've been
waiting for over an hour for you." he said.
"Where are my clothes?"
Heather asked, not wanting to know the answer.
"Being washed. You smelled
after that long trip." He got up and
approached her. "You need to help me
with the house here. We need to
clean it, but first I'll help you make
breakfast."
He started pulling out a pan and turned to look at her.
Heather stared
back, lost. Mr. Stafford glared at her and then went to the
cupboard.
"The pantry is here. There's a small icebox behind that cupboard
door
there. Well?"
"I thought we were going to say good bye to a house
or something. Can't
we just hurry up and go home?" Heather felt some panic,
but kept it under
check.
"This is the house, and your my replacement.
You help me with this
house. You clean, cook, and any other chores I need you
with." He was very
stern with her and his presence was strong on
her.
"You.. you want me to be a replacement?" she asked
weakly.
"Yes. You replace my wife now." He was very different now. Not
gentle.
"And loose the blanket too."
Heather stared at Mr. Stafford's
cold gaze. He had brought her to
someplace far from home and where they speak
a different language and now
he had taken away her clothes and told her that
she was now the replacement
for his dead wife.
This was too much for a
nine year old girl to grasp. Heather thought
frantically for understanding,
something that would reassure her that it
was just a misunderstanding and she
could go home soon after doing a few
chores for him. Yes, that must be what
he meant. He needed somebody to
replace his wife's duties until he could cope
again.
But then why did he want her to just wear her underwear? He said
her
clothes just needed to be washed, but why couldn't she wear the
blanket
until then? Heather asked him that out loud.
"Because you'll
ruin it by dragging it around like that, and I don't
want to have to wash it
too when you start your cleaning." His voice was
firm and commanding. Nothing
like the gentle man she just met yesterday.
Heather stood under his intense
glare until she finally gave in and went
back to the bedroom to put it
back.
Leaving the bedroom, she felt naked and held herself even though it
was
very warm inside. The sun was shining brightly outside as well and
Heather
wished she was paying more attention at the airport. She had no idea
where
in the world she was.
Mr. Stafford nodded as she reentered the
kitchen clad only in a cotton
sleeveless undershirt, panties, and ankle high
socks. Looking at the
pantry cupboard, she didn't recognize anything except a
box with a picture
of pancakes on them. Heather had made those before and
took it out. Mr.
Stafford pointed at a cup on the table by him and it took a
moment to
understand that he wanted coffee too. She must have looked
confused
because he then pointed to the pantry again.
It took too long
for heather to figure out how to make breakfast without
his help and he gave
her none. He did however, look more and more
displeased as time went on. This
pressed Heather to quicken and finally
she had a plate in front of him and
poured him coffee as well.
She sat down and felt conscious of her semi
nakedness again. She then
realized she'd made nothing for
herself.
Heather got up to cook again but Mr. Stafford stopped her. "You
took
much too long. You have to do better than that if you want to eat too.
Now you must get started on cleaning my house." Heather was about
to
protest but something about his eyes told her to shut up. "You will
find
your cleaning supplies under the bathroom sink. You can start there."
Then
he dismissed her with a wave of his hand.
Heather was suddenly
ignored and this made her a little bolder.
"I want to call my mom first."
she demanded. Suddenly, Heather was
shrinking away from his suddenly turned
eyes on her. He looked like he was
ready to explode, then he took a deep
breath and regained control.
"There are no phones in this village. Do you
want to drive to one
looking like that?" His voice was precise. Heather
couldn't think of an
argument. She looked around at the room and everything
seemed alien and
primitive. Mr. Stafford was the only thing familiar now. He
was the only
way back for her.
Heather hung her head and went to do
what she was told.
The bathroom was simple. A sink, a small cabinet under
the window, a
bathtub, and a old looking toilet. It wasn't too dirty but it
looked
brownish everywhere.
In the cabinet were a bucket, some
brushes, gloves, a bottle of
something that looked like something from under
a sink, and a bag in back
with some ropes falling out of it. Heather looked
in the bag and saw some
leather short, fat belts in there also along with
some longer straps of it.
Something about what was in the bag puzzled
Heather.
She started by cleaning the tub, it was harder work than she
thought and
she found that too much of what was in the bottle left stains in
the bath
that wouldn't scrub out. Heather was careful with it
afterwards.
Then she did the sink and mirror, thinking about the bag now
and then.
What was it about that bag?
Heather then caught sight of
herself in the dirty mirror. She stopped
and stared. She looked very
different suddenly. Where before, she had
been growing independent, now she
felt small and helpless. She looked
small and helpless wearing nothing but
her underwear with her strait hair
falling down to her small shoulders making
her head seem to big for her
body.
The eyes did it the most. See had
always saw herself as a strong girl,
even when dad got arrested, but now she
had eyes like a dear just before
you hit it. This shook her and she turned to
look at the cabinet again.
Something in there was feeling like a fire alarm
to her.
Heather jumped when Mr. Stafford walked in on her. He said
nothing but
stood in front of the toilet as he opened his trousers and pulled
out his
penis in front of her. Heather gasped and took a step
back.
Mr. Stafford said, "Come now. You seen a human body before. You
have
one too so we're even." Then he turned to her and held her gaze.
Heather
unconsciously looked to the stains in the bathtub and looked back to
see
him turn to it.
She felt regret even before he screwed up his face
in anger. "Is that
what I think it is?" He finished and didn't bother to zip
up, but turned to
touch the stains in the tub. He was livid when he turned
back to her. "Do
you know how hard it is to get a bathtub around here?! This
one is ruined
now!"
Heather tried to defend herself. "It was an
accident. I couldn't
read...."
"Silence!!" He ordered. His voice was
so loud it stunned her. Heather
tried to swallow but her throat was dry. Mr.
Stafford took a deep breath
and barely held his temper. "There is a bag in
that cabinet. Bring it!"
then he left and Heather waited too long. His head
peeked around the door
and bellowed, "NOW!!"
Heather jumped and
reached for the bag, stuffing ropes back in as they
fell in her scramble to
follow him.
He was waiting by the kitchen table for her. "Sit there and
don't
move." he commanded, pointing at the table top. Heather scrambled to
get
her short knee up to the top and it felt really solid under her.
She
kneeled with her hands on her lap and watch Mr. Stafford disappear
under
the table in four different places.
The he stood up again and
ordered, "Lay on your belly." Heather's blood
drained out of her face. What
was he going to do? Was he going to kill
her? "Now! Or it'll go harder on
you." She understood he wasn't going to
kill her then, but she still didn't
know what was going to happen as she
laid down with her arms in to her
chest.
He walked behind her and she was afraid to look, so she didn't.
At
least until her grabbed her ankle from behind and pulled it sideways.
Heather yelped and thought she sounded like a puppy for an odd
moment.
Something tight went around her ankle and then Mr. Stafford was
hold
the other one on the other side. Heather was in shock at what
was
happening to her She felt exposed like that and helpless to even
move.
Then her arm was yanked out and she saw, in a daze, Mr.
Stafford
buckling one of the short belts over her wrist. It was like
something
she'd seen in an old movie at a hospital for crazies. Then heather
was
stretched out ankle to wrist across the long part of the
table.
"Please... please don't' hurt me." she stammered in a weak
voice.
"You think I shouldn't punish you? No. This will make you a
better
wife." Then he held out a leather strap and she knew what he was going
to
do.
"Oh, no." Heather started to cry tears with her words. She
started by
repeating,. "Please." in a begging voice even before her pulled
her
panties down and whipped the strap across her small, white
bottom."
Heather was sobbing like a baby when he finished. She couldn't
remember
how many time he'd hit her and didn't even remember him freeing her
limbs.
He held her and she cried with her arms across her chest, not looking
at
him. He forced her to look up at his face and it was softer than
before,
forgiving, as he looked down at her wet, red face.
"Your done.
Take a moment to calm yourself before you get started
again, okay?" he told
her.
With her face screwed up from crying, she nodded. He petted her head
a
moment then let go, stepping back. Then he left the room and Heather
was
left standing there in this horrible place with her butt throbbing.
She
pulled up her panties and gently slid them over her burning cheeks
and
wiped her arm across her nose before it ran into her
mouth.
Heather walked dazed back to the bathroom and looked at the tub
again.
She was still letting loose sobs now and then as she went to cleaning
where
she left off before.
She felt broken and afraid.
Heather
was finally done with the bathroom and sat for a while, afraid
to look for
Mr. Stafford again. Her bottom ached so she kneeled on the
floor, feeling
weak.
Already, home felt a million miles away and a long time ago.
She
reflected on everything that had happened to her. It wasn't fair!
It
wasn't her fault her father killed the guys family. Why did he have
to
make her pay for it? Heather found a spark of herself from before and
felt
a little better. She tried to think logically.
If he was making
her clean a house somewhere out of the United States,
then he must have
planned this. He already had tickets for the plane and
she blindly went along
with this stranger. If she could just find a phone,
she could call somebody
for help. Her dad couldn't do anything but her mom
would try or die
trying.
Then she remembered him coming back out of the house and closing
the
door behind him. And mom wasn't there when she called. Heather
felt
herself go white when she remembered that she didn't leave a
message.
Oh, god, Heather thought.
What if he did something to her
mother? She looked out through the
bathroom door and felt a deep chill run
down her body. She was in trouble.
Another thought occurred to her, He would
get mad if he caught her not
working.
Heather got up quickly and
rushed out the door with the bucket in her
hand. She stopped in the hall and
didn't know what to do next.
"You took your time." Mr. Stafford said from
behind her. Heather
jumped back from him and stood against the dark walnut
wall. "Don't let me
catch you slacking off again."
"No, sir." Heather
said instantly. Sir?! Where did that come from?
Heather thought.
But
Mr. Stafford nodded approval and Heather remembered to call him
that again.
"You may now do the living room." Heather nodded and slinked
along the far
wall from him to get there. "I would ruin anything in there,
if I were you."
She shook her head and scrambled from him.
A broom sat in the corner.
Heather set the bucket down and picked up
the broom to sweep with.
She
felt sweaty and dirty from the dust sticking to her damp body. It
was warmer
here than she was used to. She finally moved the bucket to
sweep the last
part of the room and saw a faint ring from where it just
sat.
Heather
was in panic. If he saw that he would whip her again. She bent
down to rub at
it with her fingers. But it was stained lighter then the
rest of the floor.
It would disappear though and she hovered over it,
locked in
fear.
Then a drop of sweat dripped off of her forehead and hit the
lightened
part of the floor. The drop darkened the wood close enough to
almost
match. Quickly, she wiped her head and rubbed her sweat into the
floor. It
took allot, the floor kept absorbing the moister and she got more
from her
bare sides and belly between her top and panties.
She was
just about satisfied when Mr. Stafford came in and
said,
"Problem?"
"No. No, sir." She got up and refused to look at the
floor. He held
her gaze and she held perfectly still, not looking away from
his eyes. He
did not look away from her eyes either and she felt like he was
seeing deep
into her and she would be caught and beaten again any
moment.
Finally, he said, "You need to clean up for dinner now." Heather
felt
her stomach inside and realized that she was starved. "Come with me."
and
he led her back to the bathroom.
Standing over the toilet he
asked, "How well did you clean this?"
"I...." She didn't know how to
answer.
"Is it clean enough for you to drink the water?" he asked firmly.
"If I
made you take a drink from there, would you?"
"No." she shook
her head and cringed, afraid. "No, sir. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry, I'll clean it
better." Heather started to ramble, knowing he was
going to hurt her
again.
"Okay. You told me the truth and you didn't know. I'll let you
slide
this time." Heather felt an uneasy calm then. "But you will clean it
right
after dinner.
"And since you are not clean enough to cook for
me, I'll have to do it."
He turned. "Come." and left the room. Heather
followed.
In the kitchen, he pointed to the table and said, "On the table
again."
Heather shook her head and was ready to run screaming. "I'm not going
to
punish you, but I want you where I can see you if I'm to make dinner
for
us. Get on!"
Heather scrambled onto the table again. She was
terrified and shaking.
Her bottom hurt still and she ended up kneeling like
before. Then Mr.
Stafford went to the stove and started to make something to
eat. Heather
couldn't see what he was doing and sat there quietly while
sounds came from
the cooking area.
Then Mr. Stafford came back with a
plate for himself and sat in front
of her to eat. Heather looked back at the
stove and couldn't see another
plate for her.
"You eat when I'm done."
he said and started to dig in.
She didn't recognize anything on his plate
but was so hungry that she
didn't care.
He took his time and would
look her up and down from time to time while
he ate.
Then he stood and
told her to stand on her knees. She did and hoped it
would be her turn to eat
next. He reached onto his plate and picked up a
good sized chunk of meat that
looked like barbecued chicken and held it up.
Heather almost grabbed for it
then stopped herself. Mr. Stafford nodded
approval again and, with his other
hand, pulled the elastic of her panties
quickly and stuffed the sauce covered
piece of meat down to her crotch. It
was warm and slimy and heather gasped at
the sensation. He had caught her
unready and she was totally
flustered.
"That, you may eat." he simply said.
Heather looked
down at her now staining panties in shock and back at him
again. her mouth
was wide open. He was expecting her to eat it now that
it had touched her
private part.
"The longer you leave it there, the cold it will be when
you finally
eat. You are not leaving this table until you have finished,
understand?"
He scolded. Then softer, "Wasting food is considered a crime
here."
The meat between her legs was beginning to feel strangely hot
and
Heather pulled it out with two fingers. She looked at it unsurely and
felt
a little queasy at the thought of eating it. But a stern stare from Mr.
Stafford prodded her into taking a bite.
Heather chewed a little and
coughed. It was very spicy and her tongue
was beginning to burn. Her privates
were feeling a little burn too. She
coughed again and rasped, "Water." Her
eyes started watering as well.
"Yes, your not used to it here yet. Okay,
you may use mine if you ask
me properly." he told her.
Heather tried
to swallow the flames and said as best as she could,
"Please, sir, may I have
some water?" then coughed some more.
Mr. Stafford smiled, pleased, and
handed her the water. Heather
chugged it down hard. She suddenly felt very
dehydrated. The glass was
empty in no time. He shook his head and motioned
for her to finish eating.
Heather mouth trembled and she took a much smaller
bite this time. It was
a little easier and soon she was finished.
Her
mouth burned and her private part burned and she was told to finish
with the
toilet. Heather had no choice but to go back and clean it again.
Mr. Stafford
stood over her and watched ever move.
When she felt it was as clean as
she could ever get it, she looked up to
him, waiting.
"Do you think it
is clean enough now?" he asked. Heather nodded.
"Prove it for
me."
This was the part she deep down knew was coming. Haltingly, she
bent
her head down to the bowl water and dipped her tongue into it with her
eyes
clamped tightly shut, holding her hair away from it with her
hands.
"Good." Mr. Stafford said as she lifted her head again. "Since
you
ruined the tub, this is the water you will use to clean yourself up
with,
including your garments." He pointed to the cabinet. "There is a rag
in
there you can use. It's clean, I assure you." Heather shifted her
legs
again because of the burning in her private area. "You might want to
start
with your nether regions."
Heather was left alone there kneeling
by the toilet. She felt dirty and
a little sickened and now she had to use
the toilet water to clean herself
up with.
Why was Mr. Stafford being
so cruel? This was some sort of sick game
to get back at his losing his own
family, she thought.
Tears started to well up in her eyes again and
Heather gave in and
dipped the washcloth in the toilet water. At least she
knew it was clean.
Since he had left her there alone, she went ahead and
stripped out of her
undershirt and panties, but left her socks on. Heather
decided to wash
them last after wiping herself off as best as she
could.
When the water started to look murky, she flushed and finished
by
cleaning her sauce covered crotch. All that was left was what
little
clothes she had left. The shirt came clean easily, but the panties
were
darkened and wouldn't come clean no matter how hard she rinsed them.
Heather looked to the bottle from the cabinet, the one that stained
the
tub, and thought better than to use it. She looked at the sink and saw
a
bar of soap and grabbed it instead.
It was a bit of work, but the
panties started to come clean after the
third rinse with the soap. She rung
them out over the toilet bowl and
didn't know where to hang them to dry. She
didn't want to go naked, but
they were still pretty wet.
"There is a
hook behind the door." Mr. Stafford said from the doorway,
startling Heather
suddenly. "You can hang them up to dry there while you
clean up the mess
you've just made." Then he was gone again. Heather
didn't even have time to
cover herself.
She waited a moment and when he didn't return, she hung
the
undergarments up where he told her to and started to clean the dirty
water
drops around the toilet.
When she had finished, her panties were
mostly dry and the top just a
little less so, so she put them on and ventured
out to the living room.
Mr. Stafford was there reading a magazine.
Heather noticed that it was
in English and longed for home even though she'd
been here for only a day.
Mr. Stafford put down the magazine and looked
Heather up and down. She
felt naked in her skin right then and crossed her
legs and arms in
embarrassment.
"Okay, Heather. This must have been a
difficult first day for you." he
said. Heather nodded. Mr. Stafford
continued, "You have made some pretty
big mistakes today and I'm not pleased.
Not pleased at all. First I want
you to stand strait right now. Stop
fidgeting. Arms down at your sides,
back strait, head high, and your weight
on both legs." Heather tried to
comply as best as she could. She felt her
damp undershirt stick to her
body, revealing everything
underneath.
Mr. Stafford got up and circled around her. Heather started
to follow
him with her head but he barked, "Eyes strait!" at her. He lifted
her
right foot up behind her and looked at the dirty sock bottom. "Not
good."
was all he said to her. Then he sat in front of her once more and held
her
gaze completely. "First of all, you should have washed your socks as
well.
Second, I know about the stain on the floor over there." Heather
gasped,
afraid he was going to whip her again right then. "Third, you did not
wash
the dishes after dinner, though I am aware that I told you to do
the
bathroom first so your excused from that. Finally, You took much to
long
on some of your chores and because of that, your own room hasn't
been
cleaned at all today."
Heather felt humiliated. Here she had been
force to do things that she
would never had even though about before
yesterday and now he was telling
her that she wasn't even good enough to do
that. She felt her lower lip
begin to quiver.
"Now, don't get upset.
You did many things right also. For one, you
called me 'Sir' without being
prompted. For another, you gave me very
little backtalk like my first wife
when we moved in here. You did what you
were told as best as you thought,
which is remarkable seeing as your a
pampered American." Heather's mouth
dropped a moment at the last words.
She never thought she had that great of
a life, not like most of the kids
in her school. Her father didn't make very
much money and she didn't get
to have things like her friends
did.
Here was different. She hadn't seen much of the outside, but she
had
the feeling she was in a poorer country. And that thing about his
first
wife talking back to him made her uneasy too. Was she also a
kidnap
victim, lured here to be a slave?
Heather understood the moment
she thought 'slave'. She was his slave
here and it probably would be the only
thing she'll ever know from then on.
Heather started to bawl
uncontrollably. Mr. Stafford waited for her to
get it out of her system as
she stood there, racking with emotion. It only
took five minutes to run it's
course and then, Mr. Stafford asked, "Are
you done now?" Heather
nodded.
"You are not as bad off as you think here, contrary to what you
might be
imagining. Most of the women here have had their genitalia burned
off or
sown shut to keep them in line. Most have been taken violently from
their
homes at much the age you are now." Heather's eye went wide.
She
remembered hearing about abuses to women in other countries but it
never
sunk in like it was right now. She wished she had paid more attention
back
then.
Heather finally spoke. "Sir?"
Mr. Stafford leaned
back and said, "Yes. You may speak." Heather
couldn't believe she was asking
permission to speak from him.
"Sir? Will I ever go home again? Or are you
going to kill me?" The
question disturbed her more than she thought it would
and another round of
held back sobs gushed forth.
Mr. Stafford waited
again until she had calmed down and then answered
her question. "that was a
very stupid question. Do you think I kidnapped
you? Your mother and I had an
agreement, remember? When you have finished
your duties to me, you may then
go home if you wish. Okay?"
Heather nodded. She felt a little less
threatened after his words.
"How long?" was all she could think of to
ask.
"Ah, well, that will depend on you." he only said. "Now I want you
to
wash the dishes before getting some sleep. Tomorrow will be much more
work
than today was." Mr. Stafford picked up his magazine and held it,
waiting
for Heather to leave.
Heather didn't though. Finally, she
started to whine. "It's not fair.
You can't treat me like this. I wanna go
home. Please stop. You're a
mean man you are... a...." heather shrunk back in
fear as an angry Mr.
Stafford got up and grabbed her wrist as he started to
drag her to the
kitchen.
He flung her to the table and ordered her on
to it. Heather coward onto
the floor, fully engulfed in tears. Mr. Stafford
snapped the leather
strap and yelled, "Onto the table now!!! The longer you
take, the worse it
will be!! Up, NOW!!!"
Heather was in terror and
could barely move as she tried to climb up the
side. Her crying weakened her
too much and Mr. Stafford finally grabbed a
hold of her hair and dragged her
up on top. Heather was bawling
uncontrollably again and could offer little
defense as her limbs were bound
to the bonds on each end of the solid wood
table. Then, Mr. Stafford
dragged her undershirt up as well as her panties
down and laid into her
backside with the strap.
She lost track of
everything again and only became aware after he lifted
her sobbing body off
of the table top to hold her. Heather was devastated
over the way her life
had suddenly changed and held Mr. Stafford for
comfort, glad he was not
hitting her still. As her senses returned, she
found herself repeating, "I'm
sorry. I'm sorry." and he held her with a
feeling of care she found she
desperately needed right then.
She felt ashamed for some reason and it
was from someplace she didn't
know she had inside of her.
After she
calmed down a bit, Mr. Stafford said, "You should clean
yourself up before
finishing the dishes." He turned her towards the
bathroom and shoved her
gently. Heather went like she was told and took
her washcloth and wetted it
in the toilet bowl to run over her face.
She didn't realize until she'd
almost finished that she had just done
this disgusting thing without being
ordered to. She went to the mirror,
now much cleaner thanks to her, and
examined her backside. There weren't
as many red marks as she though there
would be. She only counted seven in
all and remembered that he had whipped
her before.
Why did it seem like so many before? Heather realized that
she'd been
blacking out during her punishments and it wasn't as bad as she
remembered.
She told herself to stay alert next time. Maybe it would go
quicker if she
didn't freak out like she was doing.
Back to the
kitchen, Mr. Stafford wasn't there and she quickly went to
wash the dishes as
best as she could. Funny, she would have done anything
to get out of it back
home. Satisfied that she'd done her best job with
them, Heather went back out
to the living room and stood in front of Mr.
Stafford like he'd told her to
before.
"Sir." she said, waiting.
"Yes, Heather?"
"They're
done now. May I go to bed?"
"You may go to your room after I examine your
backside. Turn around."
Heather turned for him and closed her eyes as her
pulled down her
panties part way then lifted her shirt. Suddenly, she felt
his hand on her
back and it was cold and wet. She was afraid of what he was
going to do,
but then her welts started to feel cooler. He was treating her
wounds with
something.
Heather sighed with relief and a little less
tense. When he had done,
he pulled her panties back up and turned her to him.
Heather said, "Thank
you, sir."
"You may now go to your room. I expect
breakfast tomorrow first thing,
understand?"
"Yes, sir." she answered
and left him.
In her room, she wrapped the blanket around herself and
cried. She
didn't know when she fell asleep.
The next day was like the
first. Heather woke up and her surroundings
made her remember everything.
There were no clothes left for her and she
had to pee. She went into the
toilet and then ventured slowly into the
kitchen.
Mr. Stafford wasn't
there. Heather took the time to look out the
windows of the kitchen. The
property was surrounded by a wooden fence, and
she could see over it as poor
looking peasants walked about on the other
side.
From the window by
the table, she could see the whole street some yards
away with lots of people
walking around. With a start, Heather realized
that everybody could see her
when she was on that table. Wouldn't somebody
try to stop it? Did somebody
call the police?
This could never happen back home. But she was not back
home. These
people probably didn't think it was wrong to beat children here.
Something
about Mr. Stafford's words last night came back to her. They hurt
their
women here, in a terrible way.
Oh god. Heather wished she could
run home. She was in hell. She had
taken everything for granted and she felt
remorse for the trouble she had
given her mother. Heather felt like she was
being punished for being such
a bad child.
Her father had to kill this
mans family and they all had to pay for it
now. If only her mother knew what
was going on.
"You'd better get started." Mr. Stafford said from the
doorway.
Heather jumped and said, "Yes, sir." On the counter, eggs and
bread had
been laid out. She went to work cutting the bread for French
toast,
something she did know how to make. It went fairly easy for her and
she
brought Mr. Stafford his plate with pride remembering to bring syrup
from
the pantry.
Mr. Stafford was indeed impressed. "You could have
just made eggs, but
this is much nicer." Heather smiled. She was proud of
herself for having
done well. Then she caught herself. What was she thinking?
She should
have spit in his food.
Mr. Stafford finished and said, "Go
make some more, only I would like
coffee with it this time." Heather cursed
to herself. She'd forgotten the
coffee.
She took his plate and brought
it back after a bit with a pot of coffee
for him as well.
"You take
your place on the table while I eat, now." he told her.
Heather was
afraid of being on that table, but if she got on it when he
told her, maybe
he wouldn't have to hit her again. She kneeled like before
and
watched.
Mr. Stafford speared two slices and held them up for her.
Heather
hungrily tried to grab at them but he pulled them back and motion to
her
panties with his eyes. Heather felt her face flush. He was going to
make
her eat from her own crotch again.
Her stomach growled loudly,
and broken, she gave in and pulled her front
open for the two slices of
syrupy food. They ran syrup into her panties
and some even went to her bottom
crack and she would have to wash the again
in the toilet.
He pulled
her hand away and the elastic snapped shut, squishing the
slimy feeling bread
against her private. Then he told her, "Next time
remember the coffee. Now
stay here and eat for me." Heather knew now to
obey, but she still
hesitated.
She looked out the window, suddenly conscious that people may
be
watching. Nobody had been looking in. Everybody just kept passing by.
One man, walking with a small woman who's head stayed down, looked in
but
he didn't stop.
"I want you to eat, Heather. You are going to need
your strength for
your chores, as well as you are still a growing child."
Heather turned back
to Mr. Stafford. He said, "Eat." again.
Heather
felt her eyebrows knitting as she reached into her panties and
pulled out the
now distorted French toast slices. They started to come
apart in her hands
and she tried to shove the pieces in before they dropped
to the table. A
small bite fell anyway and when she had swallowed, Mr.
Stafford pointed to
it. Heather tried to pick it up with her fingers, but
it was too hard to grab
without it falling apart.
"You may eat off of the table, it is clean." he
told her. Heather
looked at him, confused, and he pointed to his tongue once.
He wanted her
to lick it off!
Heather felt he was playing some sick
game with her as she bent down to
lap to piece off the table. It still
wouldn't come up and she ended up
trying to suck the piece up with her lips
pressed to it. Her hair was in
the way and she held it back on each side as
her mouth made small slurping
noises against the wood. She looked up at him
and he motioned with his
hands to lick it clean. Heather scowled as she let
out her tongue fully to
lap hard against the table, getting the spill off as
quickly as she could.
When she had done, Mr. Stafford pointed to another
drop a foot behind
the first. heather backed up and bent down to lap at it.
Then she
realized that it had dropped off of her panties underneath her. She
looked
at Mr. Stafford quickly and he was still watching her.
Heather
closed her eyes and licked it up with a couple of laps. She
scowled as she
swallowed. Mr. Stafford then spoke again. "That is all
until dinner. I
suggest you eat the rest of what I gave you for
nourishment." Heather was
about to ask what and checked her panties for
anything she may have missed,
but then saw all of the syrup in there.
Surely he didn't mean
that?
"But, that's my underwear." she pleaded.
Mr. Stafford's look
grew dark and he said with restraint, "You washed
them properly, I
hope."
Heather could only nod faintly and she tried to scoop out syrup
with her
fingers.
Mr. Stafford looked no better. "Take them off and
suck the food off of
them." he said to her like he was explaining to an
idiot. Heather could
now feel another punishment coming and she stood on her
knees to pull them
off. She caught herself before they touched the table and
was slower and
more careful after that.
Then she held them up before
her and looked at them with unease. They
were pretty clean except for the
dark syrup parts, and most of that was
above were her private was. She took a
deep breath and put it to her
mouth. Not much came off and Heather ended up
putting the whole stained
part in to rinse with her spit then suck everything
down. It didn't make
her gag like she thought it would and she was still
pretty hungry despite
her now constant feeling of hopelessness in her
belly.
When they were as free of the syrup as they would get she went to
put
them back on and then stopped when she remembered that her crotch was
still
sticky. Hoping he didn't notice she started to slide them up again but
a
shake of his head told her she had been caught.
Heather shrugged and
looked pained when they were off. How could she
reach there? She seemed to
ask. Mr. Stafford pointed to the panties one
more time and she looked at
them. They were damp from her sucking and then
she understood how. Heather
wiped herself with the damp panties until she
thought she was less sticky.
But looking at them, she saw that she now had
syrup on them
again.
Heather looked at Mr. Stafford and without prompting from him,
started
to suck her panties clean once more. She told herself that she would
make
every effort to keep the toilet, her panties, and herself as clean as
she
could while she was here.
When she had tasted nothing but cotton,
she stopped and looked at them.
Except for a little discoloration, they
looked pretty clean now. Heather
then burped and felt a little sickly. She
put the feelings aside and
proceeded to don her panties again. Mr. Stafford
did not stop her.
They felt wet against her sensitive areas and Heather
looked out of the
window once more. Nobody had stopped to watch.
"I
expect you to clean up the dishes first, then you are to clean the
toilet
once more for your own use later. When I am satisfied with that,
you will
clean your own room." Heather waited on the table for his
dismissal,
wondering why she was going along with his cruel game.
"You may start."
he said. Heather slid off the table sideways and
walked to the sink, refusing
to look back at him. There weren't too many
dishes and just for good measure,
she wiped the counter before he might
tell her to lick it
also.
Heather still felt very naked even though it was still quite warm.
She
approached Mr. Stafford and hoped she wouldn't anger him. "Excuse
me,
sir?"
His gaze gave away nothing. "What?"
"Sir, will I get
my clothes back soon?" Heather tried her best to look
non
threatening.
Mr. Stafford sighed and said, "Well, that might not be so
easy."
Heather waited hoping it wasn't out of line. He continued, "It
seems
somebody has stolen them from the local cleaners. An investigation
is
underway, but I wouldn't get my hopes up." When Heather's eyes started
to
water, he went on. "You couldn't wear them around here anyway. You
would
be robbed and possibly worse in minute outside. If we leave the house,
I
will give you the proper garb for this region. Right now, you wear
what
you have on only until I say otherwise, understood?"
Heather
could only nod sadly and she was about to step away when she
stopped to wait
for his cue. He waved her on and she padded towards the
bathroom, hoping he
wouldn't see her cry any more.
The toilet was still clean from yesterday,
but Heather cleaned it all
the same in case he made her taste it again. Then
she went to her own
room, funny how she thought of it as hers now, and
started to clean it as
best as she could. The bed had clean sheets and a
single blanket and
pillow and she didn't find any replacement sheets
anywhere, so she left
them and just made the bed.
The room hadn't been
lived in for many years and Heather got pretty
dirty again from tackling it
all at once. Wiping her dirty arm across her
sweaty brow, she took a last
look and went to the bathroom to wash up. Mr.
Stafford met her in the hall
and Heather stood still waiting for a command.
"I would like you to clean
the hall and then my room before cleaning up
for dinner." Heather waited for
a dismissal again and then kneeled down to
wet and scrub the hall floor as
well.
It took longer since much of the wood had lost it's coating and was
now
ground in with dirt. It was very hard work and Heather sweated the
most
yet. It seemed like it was a hundred degrees when she was
done.
Then she went into Mr. Stafford's room and was surprised at how
well
decorated it was. It looked like something from a catalog. Heather
also
found it was fairly clean already and looking down, thought she was
too
dirty to even be in there. She backed out and went into the bathroom
to
clean herself up first.
Heather was shocked at how dark her skin
was with dirt. She was covered
in a sheen of sweat and there was so much dirt
and dust stuck to her that
it almost looked like a thin coat of mud. Her
clothes, what little she was
wearing, were also wet and darkened. Drips from
her sweat started to drop
onto the floor.
Heather kneeled by the
toilet and went to work on herself. She didn't
bother with her underwear, but
just wiped herself off quickly so she could
go back and complete her
task.
Heather then dusted and vacuumed Mr. Stafford's bedroom as deeply
as she
could. She saw a picture frame on the shelf. Heather stopped to look
at
it. It showed a younger, happier Mr. Stafford next to a young girl,
maybe
fourteen. Who was she? Another kid he duped into coming
here?
"That was my wife." Mr. Stafford said from the doorway. Heather
was
startled and almost dropped the picture. He had a bad habit of showing
up
like that. Heather made a note to herself to keep an eye out for him
more.
He approached her and lifted the picture out of her hand and set it
back on
the counter. "That was taken just after we were married." Heather saw
a
tear fall down his cheek and he turned away.
She felt a pang of
sympathy. He really seemed to love her. "I'm
sorry." she said
softly.
He turned to her again. "Your done. Clean yourself up." and he
waved
her out while he looked at the picture some more.
Dinner was
easier this time. Heather had a sheet with instructions on
how to prepare it
and what to use. When she had Mr. Stafford's plate
ready, she got on the
table and kneeled like he told her to and waited for
him to
finish.
When he was done, he got up and brought a plate over for Heather.
She
was relieved that he didn't pour it into her panties but he did scrape
it
onto the table itself. She used no utensils, he gave her none, and
was
glad she had cleaned up as well as she did anyway. He sat and watched
her
eat.
Heather was starving and had everything down before she knew
it. Mr.
Stafford told her to clean the table and she bent down to lick it
clean.
When she was done, she looked at him for approval. He said, "You
didn't
have to lick it that time, you had enough to eat there. But Since you
were
so willing, You will lick the table clean from now on."
Heather
was stunned. Why did she do that? Now she would always have to
lick it. She
was angry with herself for being stupid.
"Now, I'd like you to draw me a
bath. Use all the hot water you can.
Go." Heather scrambled off and into the
bathroom. The water didn't get
very hot and she decided to just run it
without the cold. When it was
halfway full, she walked back to tell Mr.
Stafford that it was ready.
He followed her into the bathroom and then
stood there. "Undress me."
he said. Heather felt afraid to undress him while
she wore so little. "Go
on. Start with my shirt and work your way
down."
Heather unbuttoned his shirt and sleeves. His chest was hairy and
his
skin looked dark as well. Looking up, she noticed he did look darker
in
the face too. She'd never noticed it before. He didn't seem foreign
to
her.
Then she had him down to his socks and shorts. She did the
socks first
and stopped at the shorts. Would he get an erection right then
and rape
her? Heather never thought about sex and adult men around her
before.
This was something that made her feel very vulnerable right
then.
Mr. Stafford put his hands on his hips and looked peeved.
Heather
looked away and just pulled them down quickly. Out of the corner of
her
eye, she looked and saw a normal looking penis, like in any book
from
biology. It wasn't huge or writhing around like a tentacle. It just
hung
there. She looked then and realized she'd never seen one live before
so
close. It had a rounded head on it and some wrinkles below the head
with
course hair at the base.
Mr. Stafford turned and stepped into the
bath. He lay there for a
moment and finally said, "Now you may wash me."
Heather swayed a little.
Now he wanted her to touch his naked body. What if
he got excited and
tried to pull her in with him? Then she thought that he
wouldn't. He
didn't make any overtures about sex so far.
Heather still
didn't understand any of this and finally stepped forward
to wash his body
with a sponge he'd held up for her. She ran it everywhere
and he made no
moves. She saved his genitals for last and reached in to
wipe the sponge over
them. He grunted and glared at her. "You be gentle
with that area." he said,
angrily.
Heather closed her eyes tight and said, "I'm sorry, sir." He
didn't hit
her and she opened them again. He was standing up and, without
being
asked, she handed him a towel. He didn't dry himself off and
Heather
figured that she was to do that also.
It went a little better
and she was a little less afraid of his naked
body.
"Now you may be
excused for the rest of the night. You should use that
time to sleep." He
left for his room and shut the door.
Heather stood there and watched it.
He didn't come back out.
She went to her own room and got into her bed.
She lay thinking and was
soon crying again.
HEADLINE:
WOMAN FOUND DEAD
DAUGHTER MISSING
(AP) A
woman was found strangled
in her home when police responded
to a
missing persons report filed
by the husband, who is serving
time
in jail for a manslaughter charge.
The 9 year old daughter is
currently
missing and has not been seen by
friends or family
members for several
days. Police are looking into a
possible
kidnapping and residents
are encouraged to look out for a
cont.
page 12
The next day was just as hard and Heather was still
getting dirty
despite her constant cleaning. Mr. Stafford had been laying
out
instructions for different meals in English and she did not anger him
in
anyway. He didn't feed her down her underwear, but she was still eating
on
the bare table without a plate.
Heather bathed him after washing
herself off at the toilet, which she
was making an extra effort to keep
sanitary for her own use. He didn't
make any moves on her and it was becoming
less stressful to be touching a
full grown naked man all over.
She
still cried herself to sleep that night, this time because she was
having a
hard time remembering what it was like back home.
Her fourth day was a
nightmare.
Mr. Stafford told her she was to clean up the shed out in the
yard and
he provided her with an old brown, torn dress to go out in the
sunlight
with along with an old pair of shoes. He also, however, give her a
leather
dog collar that he demanded she wear around her neck at all times
outside.
Heather weakly protested thinking it was just a cruel trick, but a
glance
to the table made her comply.
He helped her strap it on and
calmly explained, "This is for your own
safety. Without it, somebody can take
you as unclaimed property and I
would have no legal recourse to get you back
with. You understand?"
Heather didn't. The yard was fenced in and she could
see somebody trying
to climb it before they would get her.
Still, the
thought that she was property gave her chills and she wasn't
keen on the idea
of being out there alone. Would somebody really try and
grab her?
Mr.
Stafford seemed to be getting impatient with her and she stepped
out into the
bright sun and was momentarily blinded. After an adjustment,
she made her way
to the shed and felt herself again as the feeling of
wearing clothes gave her
some confidence.
The shed was darker inside and there was no light except
for the window
facing the house. Dust started to stir and it made her sneeze.
Heather
opened the door and started to sweep quickly to empty the dirt out.
Then
she stood there coughing and tried to catch her breath. When the
dust
cleared, she swept slower and the shed started to feel real hot
inside.
Heather was sweating in no time.
Then she was to clean the
layers of dust from the shelves too. It took
hours and she was dry and
parched from the heat and dust. A jug of
something heavy almost slipped out
of her hands as she tried to put it back
on the shelf and the cap wasn't on
tightly. It turned out to be some dark
motor oil and it ran down her arms and
then dripped off of her elbows and
on to her dirty dress and lower
legs.
Heather looked down at herself and was shocked to see that her legs
were
almost black with dirt. It wasn't the oil though, she could see were
it
had left lines down to her shoes. No, her legs were almost black from
the
dust and dirt sticking to her sweat. She wiped sweat from her brow
with
her arm and stopped in shock as she realized that she'd just wiped
black
oil onto her face. How many times had she done that?
In panic,
Heather felt like she was having a hard time breathing. She
had more work to
do too. She thought, I could take the collar off while
I'm in here. Just so I
don't choke.
There was a pocket and she slipped it in. It was
better.
Heather then started on the window. It was caked with dirt. You
almost
couldn't see anything through it. She wasn't given water to clean
here,
but instead a razor on a handle for scraping. It was sharp and though
it
was hard work, it cleaned the window off fairly quickly.
The window
was still very dirty. Heather found that most of it was on
the outside. She
peeked around outside and didn't know what she was
looking for. Timidly, she
stepped out and around until she found the
window. She worked with her back
to the fence and had most of it scraped
off when she cut her finger on a
small piece of cracked glass. Her finger
hurt and it was too dirty to put in
her mouth.
She sat on her ankles and held it, hoping it would
stop.
Somebody yelled by the fence.
Heather turned and saw a dark,
angry looking man pointing to her and
yelling. She froze only for a second
and then got up to walk quickly back
to the house. Then she remembered the
collar and took it out to try and
put it back on. The yelling man was now
running around to the front gate
and still yelling. Heather got to the door
first and shut it just as he
started to pound on it.
She still
couldn't get the collar on though.
The pounding and yelling brought Mr.
Stafford there instantly. He saw
her trying to secure the collar and his face
screwed up in fury. Heather
started to cry and babble. He held her up and put
the collar on her
roughly, and a little to tightly, and then flung her to the
table and
opened the door for the yelling man outside.
The man made
strait for Heather and she shrank back in terror. Mr.
Stafford held him back
though, and heated words followed.
Heather understood none of it but
could tell the mans fury was on her
directly at all times. When the man
appeared to calm down a little, Mr.
Stafford let his arm go. Only the man
got past him and started to slap
Heather on the face. Two missed, but one
landed smack on the cheek and
Heather was momentarily stunned.
When
her senses came back, the men were talking a little more calmly,
though still
heated. Mr. Stafford was not holding the other man back now
and he didn't try
to hit her again.
Mr. Stafford then turned to Heather and ordered, "On
the table! NOW!!"
Heather was scared out of her wits, but got on as quickly
as she could.
Something inside told her that Mr. Stafford was preferable to
this other
man.
She was then belted down to the table like before, but
much tighter and
she had very little room to wiggle. Then her dress was
pulled all the way
up over her head as well as her undershirt. Then the
panties were pulled
all the way off as well and hung over her toes., held
there by the buckles.
Then the whipping started. She tried to stay
conscious of it all but
lost count at thirteen. This was much harder too, and
Mr. Stafford aimed
at her from the top of her back to her calves.
When
he stopped finally, the man stated to yell again and Mr. Stafford
turned her
onto her back. Heather was feeling the pains from her back
touching the
wooden table and only became aware that she was exposed fully
in front just
as the strap came down on her belly, hard.
Heather felt herself jerk
uncontrollably as she was whipped from her
chest to her knees. The last few
swings hit her smack dab on her private
and she screamed so loudly that Mr.
Stafford had to stop and hold her
mouth.
She must have blacked out
then because all she remembered next was Mr.
Stafford standing over her and
sponging her clean gently. She was still
tied down on the table, but the
angry man was now gone.
She looked at Mr. Stafford and whispered, "I'm
sorry." in a choked
voice.
"I know you are." he said with some regret.
"You should have kept the
collar on. That man came to claim you as his own.
Pretty young girls such
as yourself are scarce around here,
understand.?"
"I..." Heather felt so dry that she couldn't speak. Mr.
Stafford held
a freshly soaked sponge of water over her mouth and let it drip
into her.
Heather never felt water taste so good in her life. There was a
calm about
her too. She had endured the worst of it and came
through.
"I would have never hit you so hard. I had to do it to prove you
were
my property." Heather wanted to say sorry again, but the property
part
still upset her. Mr. Stafford rolled her onto her belly and washed
her
gently.
Her wounds were stinging but the washing felt nice. She
didn't try to
fight the bonds, but lay there totally in his
hands.
After what seemed like an eternity, he undid her and helped her
up. She
was naked and looking down at her legs, covered with red stripes.
She
looked back at the table, It was covered in dirt and little smears
of
blood. She turn back to him with sadness.
"Go clean yourself up
first, then you can clean the table." He motioned
her away, and Heather
padded gently to her toilet to wash the underwear he
handed her.
She
was emotionally numb as she washed her body with her washcloth and
then her
underwear. Heather didn't cry. She didn't even feel like
herself. She removed
the collar and didn't notice she could breathe better.
Then it sunk in.
She was thankful that she was still here. Suddenly,
this place wasn't the
worst place she could be. Not by a long shot.
Heather looked around the
bathroom. It didn't seem so foreign now.
Once the table was clean, he let
her clean it with a sponge, Heather
started on their dinner and kneeled on
the very table she had been brutally
whipped on only hours before. She
watched Mr. Stafford eat his meal and
then she ate from the table from the
same spot.
When she was done and had licked her place clean, Mr. Stafford
leaned
back and said, "We should talk now that you've settled
in."
Heather stayed kneeling and felt like a good dog awaiting
instruction
from her master. It wasn't as ugly feeling as she thought it
would be.
"First. That man who wanted to claim you will be back. He will
bring
the local councilmen and try to claim that I am not treating you
correctly.
He is right too." Mr. Stafford took another breath. "The only way
I can
keep him from taking you is for you to be my wife. That means I
should
beat you everyday. It also means that you can't be a virgin when they
show
up.
"They will all examine you to see if you are. You are, I take
it?"
Heather was frozen by his words. "A virgin?. You are a virgin, is
that
correct?" Then Heather snapped out of it and nodded fast.
"I
see." Mr. Stafford thought for a moment. "Well, that will have to
be
rectified. Which brings me to my next point." Heather felt the world
tilt
when he said the next point. "Your number one chore here is to
replace my
child. When you bare me another daughter like the one I lost,
then you may go
home again."
Heather was about to pass out. The room was in chaos for
her. This man
had brought her here, not to clean for him, but to get pregnant
by him.
But she was only nine years old! How could he?
Heather found
the courage to speak finally. "But I'm not old enough to
get
pregnant."
Mr. Stafford smiled. "You would be surprised. Your young, it's
true,
but your chances of getting pregnant go up if you are sexually
active."
Heather was about to shake her head, but he stopped her. "Would you
rather
stay until you feel you are old enough? The quicker you do this,
the
quicker you can go home again."
Heather bit her lip. That was her
worst fear about him. That he would
try to rape her. But she saw no choice if
she was to get back home. Home!
She hadn't thought about it all day. The
memory came back like a barking
dog that startles you near a
fence.
"They will be back very soon." Heather snapped back to right
there.
They would be back to try and take her for that other man, and then
she
would never see home again in her life. That meant she would have to
have
sex with Mr. Stafford quickly. Right away!
She felt her body
sway. Her heart was pounding right through her chest.
Her knees felt like
they would give out any second.
Heather's voice was barely audible. "I'm
scared." she said.
"I know. This isn't how we were to start." Mr.
Stafford set her on the
table again. "Are you ready? Lay down now."
He
helped lay Heather onto her back and then secured her arms and legs
like
before when she was whipped. Heather felt herself tremble all over as
Mr.
Stafford pulled her underwear up to her wrists and down to her
ankles.
She felt sweat drip down her ribs even though she felt like
shivering.
Then he was on the table and on all fours over her. He was naked
and his
penis was large and pointing strait at her face. She couldn't watch
any
more and closed her eyes as her then lowered himself onto her small
body.
She felt a warm, slimy pole slide between her legs and up to her
private
where it then pushed against her bone. Mr. Stafford adjusted himself
and
the pole slipped down a bit and she felt it enter her private area
inside.
It felt much too large and the beginnings of a new pain down there
made
their presence known.
It started to hurt badly and Heather tried
to grimace as she felt his
large hands grab hold of her arms and push the
huge pole into her deeper.
She could tell that it was going to really hurt
and she started to say,
"No. Please stop. I can't do this."
Mr.
Stafford put his hand over her mouth and held her tighter with his
other arm.
Heather felt like she was suffocating. The he thrust himself
hard up into her
and Heather felt herself rip somewhere inside.
The pain became visual and
blinding points of light seared into her
sight as the massive intrusion into
her body stretched her in ways she
never thought possible. Her eyes felt a
sudden rush of water as tears
streamed down her burning cheeks as she
screamed into Mr. Stafford's hand.
Heather felt like a bus had been
driven into her body and was about to
park into her heaving chest. Then she
felt her torn insides sting as Mr.
Stafford pulled himself out of her and she
was thankful that it was over.
Mr. Stafford stopped and thrust back into
her, though. There wasn't
a ripping feeling this time, but she was still
acutely aware of where it
registered before as he drove himself back into her
fully.
Now she became more conscious of how stretched she was becoming
inside
and thought it was still extremely painful, the worst of it was around
her
entrance. Heather could no longer cry anymore. She was so racked
with
sobs that her lungs could not coordinate enough to breath in.
Mr.
Stafford pulled out yet again and this time, Heather knew she was
about to be
impaled once more. She gasped as much air as she could and
then he plunged
into her tiny body again.
All of her pains were coming together as a
large ache from her hands to
her toes. Her insides hurt deeply but she also
found that her wrists and
ankles hurt from trying to pull on her tight bonds.
Her lungs ached from
trying to breath and her face hurt from it
contortions.
The man on her felt much larger to her now and he started to
get a
rhythm going into her. Heather was dully aware of her making
huffing
noises with each thrust and realized his hand was no longer covering
her
mouth anymore.
Time stood still. Her pains became dull and her
awareness dimmed. She
could almost see herself being raped from across the
room. She saw herself
stretched out naked on the table with red stripes up
and down her body and
a grotesque look on her face. Mr. Stafford was
supporting himself with
his knees and elbows so as not to relax his full
weight on her while his
bare butt made thrusting motions into the much
smaller child that was her.
She thought from across the room, that was nice
of him not to crush me.
Then he made a final thrust and his own body
seemed to quiver. Heather
found herself back in her own body as a new
sensation that felt like
strings being pulled around inside tickling her
obscenely.
Heather remembered her biology and thought that it must be the
sperm
entering her. That was how babies were made. It felt strange and
scary
and she felt it again, this time more like a hot liquid being pumped
into
her. It made her stop crying for a moment.
Then there was no
movement and it gave her more time to come to grips
with what it was like to
have a man inside of her. People liked this
stuff? It was horrible feeling.
This was the most personal place anyone
else could touch and Mr. Stafford
forced his way there against her will.
She felt a shame and humiliation
like nothing ever before.
The pounding on the door startled Mr. Stafford
more then it startled
her. Right then, she couldn't care about the world. He
pulled out of her
gently and she felt like it left a gaping hole in her.
Before getting off
of her, he put her collar on her neck and told her right
to her face, "You
should be safe now." Then the pounding grew
stronger.
Safe?! What was safe about her life here? This evil man treated
her
worse than a dog, and he had the gall to tell her she was
safe?
Mr. Stafford had opened the door and the angry man from before had
come
in with three other people, two older men and a woman behind them.
The
woman looked down only and nobody spoke to her. Heather was
still
stretched out naked on the table and was only partially able to see
what
was going on. Her feeling of nakedness and vulnerability was growing
but
she could hardly move around as she tried to struggle loose.
Now
she cared about what would happen. The dread that it could be worse
than it
was made her little heart beat hard through her ribs as they
protruded and
showed over her thin and exposed skin.
The angry man started to talk
first, fast and with frustration. The
older of his friends listened and
nodded.
Mr. Stafford interrupted and sounded calmer. Both kept gesturing
to
her. Heather wished she knew what they were saying.
They talked
like that for a while and Heather caught the woman's eye for
only a second,
then the woman looked down quickly. Heather saw pain and
fear in the woman's
eyes. She also glimpsed a collar around her neck as
well.
Finally, the
older man spoke. He sounded like some religious witch
doctor or something and
his voice sounded old and chanting.
Then Mr. Stafford walked to her and
leaned close to her face. He said,
"The councilman is going to ask you some
questions. Where you go will
depend on what you answer to him." Heather
started to panic. "Remember
what I've told you before." and he straitened up
and waved the older man to
her.
Heather wanted to cry again but she
had no tears left.
As the older councilman got closer, Heather could see
that he looked
extremely old and he was wearing a strange looking pendant. He
smelled old
to and he spoke to her in a slow, broken English.
"What is
your name, child?" he asked.
"H... Heather.... Sir." she added just in
time.
"You are English?"
"No... no, sir. I am an American."
Heather stopped struggling. She
felt less threatened by this man.
The
old man turned and said something to the other younger man, but
Heather
didn't have a clue as to what. He turned back to her. "You are
with
child?"
What? He was asking if she was pregnant. She was still a kid.
How
could she be pregnant? "Um.... No. No, not yet." She added that
last
part, remembering what Mr. Stafford had told her and hoping it would
keep
her away from the angry man who wanted her.
The old man sighed
and nodded with his eyes closed. Then he asked one
more question, and it had
an air of seriousness to it. "How much did he
pay for you?"
Property!
She was property and they were asking her price! Heather
thought hard out of
fear. What would keep her away from the other man who
would surely beat her
worse and never let her go? Mr. Stafford had given
her mom money, but wait,
it was HER money he gave mom. She bit her lip and
then it came to her, the
right answer.
"My father killed his family in a car accident. I am
their
replacement."
The old man drew a sharp intake of breath and
straitened up quickly. He
turned and made a pronouncement to the group with
his hands in the air.
The other old man said an "Ahh" and they started to
turn and go. Heather
felt enormous relief but the angry man said something
else and pointed to
her.
He repeated it and the group looked at her
again. Heather wanted to
cringe. She wanted to run away from this nightmare.
She wanted to die
before being given to someone else.
The whole group
approached her this time and Mr. Stafford unbound one
of her legs and pulled
it away painfully. They all bent in and examined
her most private area.
Heather scowled and clamped her eyes shut tightly.
Then her leg was brought
back and buckled up again.
She opened her eyes and everyone was now
looking at her face. Heather
tried to crawl out of her skin.
The older
man again spoke to her. "Tell the truth, child. Do you enjoy
making
babies?"
Did she enjoy making babies?! What kind of stupid question was
that?
Did she enjoy being beaten and raped by perverts? Heather almost
yelled
her answer. "NO!" and started to sob, dryly.
The old man didn't
like being yelled at, but his reaction told her it
was the right answer. He
turned to Mr. Stafford and said something
foreign again and Mr. Stafford
nodded gravely.
Her legs were unbuckled again and Heather thought they
were going to
give her to the nasty man anyway. But instead, the older men
held them
widely and strongly apart and Heather was exposed more then the
last time.
Mr. Stafford then stood in the middle with the strap and
Heather looked
up and pleaded with him. "No, Please." she sobbed. "Please.
I'll do
anything. Please don't. Plea...." Then the strap cracked hard across
her
private and her body arched up terribly. Her mouth formed a silent
scream
and the strap came down once again. The men were struggling to hold on
to
her as Mr. Stafford followed each blow with another on her most
intimate
and sensitive body part.
Heather again fogged over and wasn't
aware of when it stopped or when
they let her go. She laid there with her now
very weak legs still wide
apart with her ankles out over the edge of the
table.
Mr. Stafford was seeing the other men out and the angry man
looked
peeved and defeated. He tried one last time to call attention to
Heather
but was ignored, then the door shut and Heather and Mr. Stafford
were
alone once more.
He inbound her arms and pulled her to him. She
held him and cried
everything out in his arms.
She didn't remember
going to sleep.
Heather awoke in her room.
She lay there for a
moment wondering where she was. Her body ached and
then the previous night
came flooding back to her. Heather pulled the
blanket to herself tightly and
curled up into a ball.
She wanted to die. Strange men had argued over her
like she was a piece
of meat and she was tied to that awful table, naked. And
she was beaten!
More than once! More memories assaulted her
senses.
And something else, too.
Oh, god, she thought. I was
raped!
Heather couldn't control herself. Her body racked with violent
shivers
and sobs. She felt someone try to hold her and she was almost in his
arms
when she realized who it was. Heather pushed back from him sobbing,
"No.
No, don't touch me." The man tried to hold her and it almost became
a
wrestling match.
Finally, Mr. Stafford slapped her face once.
Heather was stunned and
looked at him for a second, gaping. The look on his
face made her shrink
away, but she stopped trying to fight.
"You will
get a hold of yourself." he said. "Like it or not, you are
better off here
then out there right now. Unless you would rather go with
Koelee." Heather
didn't understand. Mr. Stafford explained. "Koelee is
the man who demanded
you belong to him yesterday, remember?"
Heather remembered the angry man
at once. She got the chills. She
shook her head quickly.
"Then we
understand one another." Mr. Stafford then let her go and she
shrank back
against the wall beside the bed. "Do not worry about him. You
will stay with
me and I will let no one take you away. Koelee is
frustrated because he
cannot find a wife. He is a petty man and will
undoubtedly try to find a way
to take you from me."
Mr. Stafford relaxed his face some. "How do you
feel?"
Heather couldn't talk, her throat was so tight. She swallowed and
tried
again. "I hurt." It sounded squeaky.
"Yes. I can imagine. You
were not ready and your foolish lack of your
collar forced the worst on you
too soon." He sighed with regret. "I didn't
want to destroy you. I did
promise you that one day you will return home.
But you are now going to have
to accept some things I was hoping to avoid
with you, if you were to return
in one piece.
"First off, when any of the locals are watching, I may have
to beat you
for no justifiable reason. If they thought I was being lax with
you, then
you may be removed to someone who will surely hurt you badly. It is
the
way here.
"Second, You are not to look like you enjoy having sex.
I can see from
your face that that won't be a problem. Still, I must warn you
that if you
appear to like it, you will be hanged. That would make getting
you home
difficult.
"Third, you will have to do everything in your
power to provide me with
a girl child. If you harm yourself or do anything to
prevent my getting
what you owe me, I will sell you and it will not be a
pretty life for you
then." Mr. Stafford stood up.
Heather's mouth was
hanging as far open as her shock at her situation
would allow. "You should
get yourself cleaned up as well as your garments.
You still have work to do
and I am hungry." Then he left for the kitchen.
Heather was afraid to
follow him. She was afraid to stay by herself.
Despite everything that had
just happened to her, she had to go on with her
chores. Maybe if she worked
hard she wouldn't think about anything.
She sat up and found out that she
was still naked, but looking around,
she didn't see anything for her to wear.
She started to pull the blanket
to cover herself with but then remembered
that she was not allowed.
Defeated, she padded out into the house naked.
She could not let her
own arms go and hugged herself compulsively, In the
bathroom, she found her
panties and undershirt draped on the sink and decided
to pee first. The
urine hurt where she must have been hit and it was
difficult to finish.
She flushed and got up to retrieve her
underwear.
Then she saw herself in the mirror. It was her welted body
that caught
her eye. She turned this way and that to see all the damage, but
she was
afraid to look between her legs. She noticed the collar around her
neck
and tugged at it. Then she saw her own eyes in the mirror.
With
embarrassment, she turned away. She couldn't look at herself after
what had
happened. Heather went right to her toilet and started to clean
her panties
and undershirt. She put them on while still wet and realized
that they had
not been on her since she had been a virgin. She felt
different and worthless
now.
Heather entered the kitchen and Mr. Stafford was waiting at the
table.
He indicated the counter and Heather saw everything laid out for her.
She
felt enormously sad as she fixed their breakfast robotically. Then
she
brought Mr. Stafford's portion to him and got on the table like she
was
supposed to.
She focused only on Mr. Stafford's food and tried not
to think about
what had happened to her last night on this very
table.
When Mr. Stafford had finished he brought a plate of food for
heather
and dumped it on the table. Heather ate numbly and licked the table
clean
where her food had been dumped. A small voice inside her said that
the
table hadn't been cleaned since she was beaten and raped on the very
spot
she had licked, but she tucked it away deeply and refused to think
about
it.
Then Mr. Stafford leaned back and Heather knew he was going
to tell her
things again. She wasn't to plug her ears. She stayed kneeling
and waited
instead.
"I want you to stay away from all the windows
today. You should clean
as best as you can around them but I fear souls
outside who are watching us
today, and they will want me to continue
punishing you." Heather said
nothing. Mr. Stafford went on, "I would like to
give you a few days
before I am forced to hurt you again."
Heather
spoke softly. "Why?" and then a hastily added, "Sir?"
Mr. Stafford
thought for a moment. "You are a smart child, you've
shown that last night
during your inquisition, so I'll tell you. This is a
very religious country.
They believe that it was women who committed the
first sin and that mankind
has been punished for it ever since. It is the
way to redeem ourselves to our
creator. Women must never be allowed to
cause mankind to go astray
again."
"Do you believe it too?" Heather asked, and then,
"Sir?"
"Yes I do, a little. I think there is some truth to that, but I'm
not
near as fanatical as many here. Of course, I've been in your country for
a
while. That may have corrupted me. Some of the locals are thinking
just
that in my lax treatment of you too."
Mr. Stafford got up. "Come.
I need to treat your wounds, lest the get
infected while your
cleaning."
He led her to the bathroom and took out a small bottle from
the cabinet.
"Strip." he commanded and Heather complied. Then he used almost
a quarter
bottle covering her body with it. Heather was disgusted when he
rubbed her
private area with it but that passed quickly and he had moved
on.
The solution had a healing effect on her and it actually felt good
where
she hurt before.
"Wipe that smile off of your face." Mr.
Stafford ordered. "That kind
of look can get us both into real trouble,
though I'd say you a lot more
than me."
When they had finished, he
told Heather her chores and she set out to do
them, taking care to stay away
from any window in the house.
The house was slowly becoming cleaner and
she wasn't near as dirty as
her previous cleaning jobs. She was however,
still covered in sweat
afterwards.
Then it was time for supper and she
washed herself thoroughly before
entering the kitchen.
Dinner was
prepared and she watched him from the table first and ate on
it herself
after. They didn't talk except for a goodnight before being
dismissed. Then
she was alone again in her room.
Heather didn't cry.
The next few
days went pretty much the same, with Heather doing jobs and
staying away from
windows. She made no mistakes and was not beaten.
Nobody came to the house
to demand that she be punished either.
But it wasn't too long before Mr.
Stafford informed her that he was
going to start breeding her then. Heather
remembered the pain and despite
knowing that she should get it over with, she
could not bring herself to
get on the table for him.
Then she was
dragged screaming onto it and though she started to
cooperate, was brutally
thrown on and belted down, this time belly down.
Mr. Stafford then took
the strap and hit her a few times on her back
before getting on and mounting
her. Heather was already crying badly and
let out a soul wrenching yell as he
thrust deep into her body once again.
Heather wanted to be out of her body
again but she stayed where she was and
took the full brunt of it.
Mr.
Stafford finished in her and she felt him deposit his seed deeply
within her
body. He left her crying, stretched out on the table and didn't
release her
until well after she'd cried herself out.
When she was taken off the
table, she was told to finish her chores and
wobbled out of the room, not
knowing where she was going. She didn't
remember doing any chores though she
did them.
Despite her second rape, she still didn't cry herself to sleep
that
night.
The next day was no better. Heather was made to scrub the
floors in the
kitchen and was sweaty and aching when Mr. Stafford came in and
ordered
her onto her table. Heather tried to stall by saying her chores
weren't
done but scrambled onto the table before Mr. Stafford could grab her
and
do it himself.
He didn't bind her this time, but instead made her
take it on all fours,
with warnings about what he'd do to her if she didn't
stay in that
position. Heather did her best but within a few thrusts into her
small
body, her arms and legs started to give out. He ended up forcing her
face
down hard onto the table while he rammed into her bottom which he kept
up
and facing him.
It was the most difficult position Heather had yet
experienced. He went
much deeper into her immature body that way and Heather
wished she could
have stayed on all fours.
Then he finished and held
her down for a while even after pulling out.
"You must stay still." he told
her. "You must let my seed interact with
your body. Let it take hold of your
egg and give me my child."
Heather could only cry against the wooden
table.
The forth time he bred her, Heather didn't cry. She was bound to
the
table spread eagle, but looser than before. Mr. Stafford entered
her
without preamble and Heather bite her lip and grunted hard with
every
thrust into her body.
This did not please Mr. Stafford, and he
pulled out without finishing
to whip her body. This made Heather cry and
writhe on the table, and Mr.
Stafford then got on and entered her pained body
again.
Afterwards he told her, "You are not to enjoy this. I'm afraid
I'm
going to have to punish you before every breeding attempt now."
Heather
felt her face contorted into an ugly frown from her beating and rape,
but
didn't say anything.
There was nothing to say.
She worked
the rest of the day and then went to her room after supper.
There was no
breeding that night, but Heather knew it would be soon and
dreaded when it
would come.
That morning, before breakfast, Mr. Stafford had a glass of
something
milky brown and forced her to drink all of it. It made her gag
going down
and she almost threw it back up. It was like drinking mud and
stick
splinters.
"Good." Mr. Stafford told her when she successfully
held it down.
"That will help speed up your ovulation. Soon you will be able
to bare me
my child."
It was some form of medicine, she guessed. It
didn't help her keep her
stomach in check though, and Heather had to think
random thoughts to
distract her from the queasy feeling it gave her
insides.
Then she had to fix his breakfast and she kneeled on the table
while he
ate, hoping he would not force her to be taken by him.
He
held up a fork full of French toast and when he didn't put it down in
front
of her, she haltingly stood on her knees and held her panties open
for him.
It was better then a whipping. She let the elastic close and the
syrupy egg
bread ran into her aching and now open private area. It would
be difficult to
eat knowing what has been happening to her down there.
She wasn't allowed
to eat though. Instead, she was told to lay flat on
her belly and was then
belted down with her legs together and arms above
her head. The squishy
breakfast mashed into her panties and up her crotch.
Her heart started racing
in fear and sure enough, Mr. Stafford pulled her
panties down to the bottom
of her butt cheeks and started to whip them.
Heather cried out with each
blow and her body was forced to mash her
sticky hips into the table with each
one. She no longer cared about eating
her food. It was some cruel thing that
he did to her so she wouldn't enjoy
being raped. Like that would ever be a
possibility.
Mr. Stafford then got on her back and entered her quickly.
Heather
cried as he thrust into her, bringing himself to his climax
and
depositing his seed into her immature womb.
Heather was again
humiliated and lay sobbing, not bothering to move when
he let her
loose.
"You must still eat, Heather." he told her. "I will not let you
waste
food. get up and eat now." She stopped crying for a moment as she
looked
up at him with disbelief, then cried even harder. A sound of the
strap
still in his hand made her quickly get up and pull her food soiled
panties
off and eat from them, choking down swallows between her sobs and
trying
not to throw up.
Every time she thought she could feel no
lower, Mr. Stafford does
something to make her wish she were dead. She did
her best to not think
about what she was doing and swallowed the last chunks
down that had fallen
onto the table.
He made her suck from them and
then she was excused to start another
cleaning project without washing up
first.
This time, it was behind drawers and dressers and under beds.
Heather
cleaned and put herself into it to take her mind off of her
situation. She
ended up very dirty where she was still sticky between her
legs and it
started to feel awful and brittle where it dried. It made her
skin raw
too.
Heather worked hard and tried not to fidget while
working, even though
she was itching where she had been repeatedly raped and
whipped. Once she
had finished, she didn't ask for permission, but went
strait to clean
herself up at her toilet.
While washing her panties in
the bowl, Mr. Stafford came in and Heather
dropped them and scrambled back
away, knowing she was doing something
without his permission. Mr. Stafford
looked at her then stood over the
bowl and proceeded to pee into it while her
panties were still in the
water.
Then he zipped up his trousers and
pulled the plunger on the flush. He
turned to her and said, "Better get them
quick." Heather hesitated a moment
then scrambled back to the bowl just as
the water started to disappear with
the panties. Without thinking, she
plunged her hand in and grabbed them
just in time. "Good." Mr. Stafford said
as she looked at the yellowed
cotton with unease. "Wring them out before you
put them on and follow me."
He stood there and waited for Heather and she had
no choice but to put the
disgusting panties over her abuse private
area.
She followed him and felt trepidation as he led her to the kitchen.
Standing there in front of him, he picked up the strap and ordered her
onto
the table. Heather broke down and started to plead with him. She
felt,
what could she lose? He was going to beat her and probably rape her
again
that same day. How could it get any worse?
Mr. Stafford yelled,
"Onto your table now!!" But Heather just shook her
teary head and cringed
back from him. He grabbed at her hair and she tried
to bite at his arm, but
she couldn't get a good hold with her teeth.
He let her go then and
Heather thought that she had won. Then she saw
the look in his eyes and
regretted it at once. Instantly, she started to
say "Sorry" over and over
again and he grabbed her arm with a strength she
couldn't fight
off.
Heather couldn't stay on her feet as she was dragged screaming out
onto
the front porch of Mr. Stafford's house. It was still daylight and
people
were out everywhere. He motioned to a few men close by and they came
up
the walk quickly and helped Mr. Stafford to haul little Heather up
the
post of the front porch where some buckled leather cuffs were already
in
place. The cuffs were on the house side of the post and Heather was
held
to the street side and her wrists were buckled over her head and
back
behind the post. The same thing was done to her legs.
Heather
screamed for help from anybody in the gathering crowd but nobody
understood,
or if they did, weren't about to help her. Her little body
felt fully exposed
and thrust forward with her arms and legs bound back
behind the post. She was
reduced to racking sobs once more and they didn't
change much when Mr.
Stafford ripped her top down the middle, opening them
to expose her chest,
and then ripped her panties completely off of her
body.
She could feel
her ribs protrude out as her little flat chest heaved in
the bright daylight.
Heather was once again humiliated beyond belief.
Then Mr. Stafford took
off his belt and folded it over once, forming a
loop. Standing to the side of
her, he proceeded to whip her brutally in
front of the entire crowd. He
started with her chest and worked his way
down to her upper legs. Then he
aimed right for her private area and
continually landed blows there until she
couldn't feel anything anymore.
When he was done, she hung her head in
defeat and was only dimly aware
of the applause from the crowd. Heather was
numb in every way.
She hung there until it was dark.
She woke up
in bed and it was still dark outside. She hurt everywhere,
but mostly on her
private area. She did recognize the smell and it was the
cream that Mr.
Stafford had used to heal her before.
Heather didn't cry. She was beyond
crying.
She was wrong, there were worse things then being beaten and
raped. She
would never disobey Mr. Stafford again. The only way out of this
and
hopefully home, was to do everything he asked without
question.
This was a terrible thing to realize for her, but there was a
calm about
it too. Her life was completely his to do with as he pleased, yes,
but he
would provide for her. She would do what she was told and he would
also
protect her. Keep her safe from other people here. This was a
whole
country that must have been around for a long time. The other women
here
could survive it, so could she as hard as it was.
Mr. Stafford
would take good care of her like everything else he owned.
She lay
staring at the ceiling until she finally went to sleep again.
The morning
brought wakefulness, but no feelings. Heather didn't feel
the fear like she
had been feeling for the past few weeks. What would
happen will anyway,
anything she did to stop it would only bring extra
unneeded pain.
She
got up and noticed she was naked. Her body was bruised and raw in
her private
are as well as various places including her wrists and ankles.
Her only
reaction to that was that she had deserved it.
Her top, what was left of
it, was hanging by it's shoulder straps on the
doorknob. Her panties were
nowhere to be found. Heather put the top on
and it hung loosely now that the
front had been totally ripped open. She
held her hands together in front to
keep it from slipping off and padded to
the kitchen.
Mr. Stafford was
there waiting for her. "You shouldn't neglect your
duties no matter what your
punishment has been." he simply stated.
Heather's was simpler. "I'm
sorry, sir."
Mr. Stafford got up and brought back another glass of muddy
looking
water. Heather drank it quickly and despite her resolve, choked for a
few
minutes. Mr. Stafford, "Hmmm"ed and sat back down to wait for his
morning
meal.
Heather made it, eggs and some potato thing, and served
him before
kneeling on the table in front of him.
She watched him eat
and felt little fear from him. This time, Heather
really looked at Mr.
Stafford while he sat in front of her. Before, there
was always something
coloring her perception, like he had just lost his
family or he that was a
cruel monster who loved to torture her. All that
fell away and she saw simply
a man in front of her now.
Mr. Stafford didn't look up at her while she
really looked at him for
the first time. He had brown hair, cut short and a
little thin on top, but
not by much. He wasn't built but seemed to have
enough muscle to do manual
labor. His eyes were a light brown with not too
bushy brows above and his
nose was not too large for his face but big enough
and strait. His mouth,
thin lipped and always closed, showed none of the
expression his eyes
would.
Heather decided that he was not an ugly man
like she was, until
recently, seeing him. He wasn't even that tall, but
dwarfed her small
pre-teen frame by a good couple of feet.
She burped
and covered her mouth. The stuff he made her drink was still
settling. Mr.
Stafford glanced at her for a moment and decided not to
make a big deal out
of it.
He had tried to do what he could when that angry man, Keehoo was
it?
Had tried to take her away, and he really seemed to mean it when he
said
she would get to go home after he got a baby out of her. He also
really
seemed to believe in what he was doing to her, hard on her as it was,
and
this felt different then piling on tasks just to make her
miserable.
Heather thought about her old home and a weird thought popped
up.
Nobody she was going to school with before could have taken all that
she
has with him. This made Heather feel... she didn't know what to feel.
Proud? No, nothing like that.
Her thoughts were interrupted by Mr.
Stafford getting up and bringing a
plate of food to scrape onto the table in
front of her. Heather took a
moment to make sure that his potion stayed down,
then bent over to eat.
When she had finished, she looked at her master,
(Master? When did she
start thinking like that?) and he spoke to
her.
"My home is pretty well in order now. You have done an good job,
so
today we will work on cleaning you now. Stay on the table until I
get
back."
Mr. Stafford came back with a small pouch and a wooden pole
with short
rods sticking out at ninety degree angles near each end. It had
ropes
coming off of it too and Heather knew it was for doing something to
her
with.
She took a deep breath. This was the time to see if she had
really
changed inside. Could she do this? She wasn't sure but stood her
ground
anyway.
"Turn around." Mr. Stafford ordered her and she used a
hand to pivot
her back to him while still in the middle of the table. "On
your knees."
was the next command. Heather complied.
Then she felt the
pole placed behind her knees with the rods on the
insides holding her legs
wide apart. Then the short ropes on each end were
tied around the front of
each knee which prevented her from moving them in
any way
together.
"Chest to the table." Mr. Stafford told her sternly. Heather
bent
down, forcing her private area between her legs to be totally exposed
to
him with only her bottom in the air. She bit her lip as a rope was
passed
around her back and tied to each end on the pole behind her knees.
The
rope was pulled tighter and her knees almost came to her shoulders as
her
chest made contact with the pole.
This position hurt to be in
already. It was made worse by Mr. Stafford
then securing her arms above her
head to the table end and then her ankles
fixed to the other buckles
opposite. It was getting hard to breathe like
that.
Heather couldn't
decide if she should strain around to look or not and
decided to keep her
eyes forward, looking at the kitchen sink across the
room. She heard him
rustle some things out of the pouch and what must have
been a glass or jar
set on the table behind her.
A moment of silence then something solid was
pushed against her butt
hole. Heather felt pain from being whipped there
before and what ever it
was, was dry and rough. Then with a few sideways
twists, it started to
pass into her and a finger shoved it in
deep.
She could feel it there inside of her at all times and it felt like
it
was large and scraping her inner walls. Then the sound of a lid
being
screwed off of a jar and suddenly fingers were touching her private
area
with something gooey on them. They worked around her from her clitoris
to
the anus and then disappeared to scoop more of the stuff on
her.
The feeling of the fingers on her private area made her realize how
raw
they were from the beatings and rapes and at first felt a mild heat
which
she thought was because of being hit there so much. Then the
heat
continued with an icy feeling as well and Heather realized it was the
stuff
he had just put on.
It made her hurt worse, but it also made her
numb a little too. The
fingers worked some of the stuff inside of her private
area as well.
Heather made a mindless noise as fingers violated her inside
and then the
icy heat made it's presence known there as
well.
Heather's breathing got very heavy and her muscles controlling
her
private area started to clench on their own.
A new feeling started
to come over her, kind of like when she had
masturbated before meeting Mr.
Stafford. She could feel her blood pumping
through her body faster and she
became afraid. He had stopped touching her
there and she felt the need to be
touched still.
Heather knew she wasn't supposed to enjoy sex and the
feeling felt wrong
here and tied up with him watching. Then Mr. Stafford got
on the table
with her. A tiny part of Heather inside was hoping he would rape
her again
while the stuff made her feel this way, but he straddled her front
and was
on the wrong side of her facing the wrong way.
This frustrated
Heather.
"I know you are thinking sinful thoughts and you must try and
push them
from your mind." He suddenly told her.
Heather strained. "I
don't want to. It's the stuff you put on me." she
said through clenched
teeth.
"Yes. That can't be helped." he replied. "It is to help your
body
change quickly to give me my child you owe me. I will help you
overcome
your evil thoughts."
Mr. Stafford then brought the whip down
on her bottom. Heather yelped
in surprise as well as pain and he waited a
moment before whipping her
again.
A second blow landed right on her
private area and she felt it streak
pain from one end to the other. Her nub
that she remembered playing with
before felt like it was growing and
throbbing. A third blow landed on the
nub hard and Heather felt a bolt of
electricity fly through her head.
Then the whipping started in earnest
and most of the blows landed all
over her butt cheeks. But ever blow that
landed on her private area made
her body gush with feelings she had never
felt before. Heather almost
started to curse when Mr. Stafford didn't whip
her private area and would
then strain everywhere when he did.
She
could feel something building inside of her and knew it was somehow
connected
with her private place. Then Mr. Stafford started to
exclusively whip her nub
and butt hole and she felt it rocket her into
something painful and
pleasurable at the same time.
Heather wanted him to keep hitting her
there and he did, harder with
each stroke. Suddenly, she started to yelp
louder and louder until her
body screamed with her voice, making everything
intense and powerful.
Heather experienced her first orgasm during that
whipping.
When everything finally started to pass, Mr. Stafford stopped
whipping
her. She slumped as much as she could in her bound state and when he
undid
the rope around her back, her body plopped wetly to the table. Heather
was
covered in sweat. She lay there breathing deeply and with a
strange
euphoria around her.
She had no idea what had just happened to
her.
"You have been cleansed." Mr. Stafford told her. "Your body has
just
purged the demons from it and god has rewarded you with the joy of being
a
proper woman."
Heather felt herself throb down between her legs and
knew it would be
really hurting soon, but at that moment she didn't
care.
"Clean yourself off first then come to me for treatment so that
you
don't become infected. Then you must clean this kitchen up from the
mess
you have left." Mr. Stafford was telling Heather after releasing her
from
the table.
Heather felt drained and didn't have the energy to
even lift herself
from the table top. She was still dripping from sweating
over the workout
she had been given as well as the heat of the climate inside
and out. Her
hair was plastered to her face and her legs trembled from
weakness. Her
eyes were stinging from salty sweat dripping into them. She
felt a drop
build on the end of her nose and eventually drip to the table top
inches
below.
Time seemed to pass very slowly for her then. She wanted
to just lay
there and let her body wind down. A hand grabbed a handful of
soaked hair
and her head was lifted up. She focused for a short time on Mr.
Stafford's face and then they unfocused again. Heather felt like she
was
floating on the table.
She had no idea how long she was allowed to
lay there. Eventually, her
private area began to throb painfully and the
sensation was enough to bring
her around to fuller awareness.
It was
daylight still. Heather lifted herself to her elbows and Mr.
Stafford was
there waiting. He said nothing, but looked at her coldly.
Heather started
to say something, but her voice cracked and she had to
start over again.
"I.... I'm sorry, sir."
"Can you move now?" he asked her. There was no
fury in his voice. She
couldn't move, what could he do?
"Y... yes,
sir. I'll go... clean now." Heather found that moving her
legs even a little
brought sharp stabs of pain up her insides. She winced
and moved very slowly
and carefully to slide off of the table. Then she
stood for a minute until
she was able to walk. Her torn top slid down one
arm and she was too tired to
bother pulling it up.
Heather walked very gently to her toilet bowl and
kneeled by it,
shifting her position until she found the least painful way to
sit. Then
she dipped the washcloth into the cold water and brought it to her
chest.
The wet cloth dripped cold water down her front and it felt
good.
Heather liked the feeling of it against her body. She started to
dip
the cloth and bring it to her fully dripping wet and rubbing it
over
herself. She could feel her energy coming back to her. She let the
cool
water pool under her and gave herself a wonderful washcloth
bath.
Her skin never felt so sensitive before, even though it hurt still
most
everywhere, she found her awareness heightened and even a
little
pleasurable. Then it was time to wash her private area. It felt very
hot
from the beating it had taken. Heather just held the cool wet cloth
to
herself and gritted her teeth at the pain/pleasure she got from the
touch
of it.
She was too sore to rub it at all and ended up satisfied
with just a few
soakings. Heather was also thirsty and after flushing, looked
to see if
she was being watched, then thinking it couldn't hurt bent down to
drink
from the cool toilet bowl.
She was better able to move after
taking care of herself and stood to
go, then decided to look at herself in
the mirror. She wanted to see how
bad her body was beaten but instead saw her
face.
Heather looked tired. She had dark circles under her eyes which
were
red themselves. Her mouth was open with a tired look that showed her
two
large front teeth that she had grown a few years back. The collar
was
still there, she had forgotten about it.
Then looking down her
front, she could see red welts where she had been
hit but couldn't remember
which ones were there before. Stepping back she
could see her hips and thighs
crossed with red steaks including over her
hairless mound, and newly raised
red welts in a strait up and down pattern
going up to her belly button and
collecting at her private area. This was
from her cleansing, she guessed. She
didn't want to touch her raw place
down there to look at the
damage.
She turned and looked at her back side. Her bottom was streaked
with
welts but nothing worse then anyplace else. Heather was kind of
surprised
at how well she was taking this. It just didn't seem as bad now as
it did
when she first came here. There must be something to what Mr.
Stafford
told her about having bad thoughts beaten out of her. She never
felt
anything like what she did earlier.
Heather finally left for the
kitchen and stood still for Mr. Stafford's
treatment of what ever he put on
her wounds. It did make her feel better.
Then she was dismissed to start
cleaning her mess in the kitchen, then the
bathroom.
After she was
done, she was told to clean Mr. Stafford once again and
she did it dutifully
like the good woman she would be for him.
Then she made him his supper
and ate when it was her turn.
Finally, she was to go to bed and she
did.
Heather lay for a while thinking. As much as it was painful for
her,
part of her wanted to be cleansed again. She wondered if he would do
it
again tomorrow. Maybe he would wait for her to heal. Would it feel
even
better if he didn't?
Heather slept. She never cried
once.
Heather was allowed to heal for a few days before any more
breeding
attempts were made with her by Mr. Stafford.
She was drinking
his stuff every other day now and was only whipped once
on the bottom while
doing dishes. She didn't know why she was whipped but
it wasn't real bad and
she stood and took it without being tied down in any
way. She ended up being
proud of that.
Then she was told to take her place on the table and was
buckled down
with her arms and legs fully spread apart. He whipped at her a
few times
on the chest and belly before climbing up on top of her. She was
still
very sore from the beating a few days back and it hurt pretty bad
towards
the end of it.
She felt like he was rubbing her skin off of
her body. This satisfied
him that she wasn't enjoying it. She found
afterwards that she had almost
bit her own lip off and tasted a little blood
in her mouth.
It was almost a week later with no whippings or breedings
when he
produced a peasant like dress for her to wear in public. They were
going
to go to the market together. Heather was almost excited by the thought
of
leaving the house, but then thought about the man who wanted to take
her
from Mr. Stafford.
She was worried about this and asked him to
make sure she wouldn't be
taken from him.
Mr. Stafford actually smiled
at her and rubbed his hand on her head.
This made her feel small and
helpless, and like the child that she was.
She wore nothing under the
dress which came down to her knees and was
given the same shoes she used to
clean out the shed with. They still had
oil stains on them.
Before
leaving the house, for the first time for her, she was told not
to look
anybody in the eye and to keep her head down. Heather nodded and
Mr. Stafford
attached a leash to her collar. Instead of feeling like a
dog, Heather felt
reassured that she wouldn't be snatched from him.
It wasn't a very long
walk to the market gathering which was almost like
a festival with some
guitar music and men yelling of their wares. She was
never dragged by the
leash because she stayed as close to Mr. Stafford as
she could. She felt very
small among all these people.
Heather did her best not to look up at
anybody but also tried to sneak
peeks around to see what kind of country this
was. She couldn't recognize
any writing or saw any familiar flags or even a
car for that matter.
Mr. Stafford bought some meat on a stick and ate it
while walking.
Heather didn't think he would give her any since they were
out in public
but he actually stopped and fed a small piece strait into her
mouth. She
started to say 'Thank you, sir' but a finger told her not to
speak. It was
still hot and kind of spicy but it was
delicious.
Heather did get to notice that only one other person had on a
leash,
although almost every female had on a collar. The other leashed girl
was
older then her, but only by a few years.
She saw no children at
all.
Another stand had clothes and Heather was able to glance and see
that
there were clothes for women as well. She wondered if he would replace
the
panties or torn shirt for her. He stopped to look but nothing
interested
him much. A second glance told her they were all ugly and rough
looking.
She was thankful for him not making her wear something like
that.
After an hour of walking, Heather started to get sore. She had
still
not healed completely and the heat was making her tired. They stopped
at
another stand and Heather didn't bother to look up at it. She was able
to
sit on a bench by it and she was grateful.
Mr. Stafford bought
something there and held it down for Heather to
see. It was a pretty red
nightgown or something dress like. It was hanging
funny and Heather wasn't
sure how it was supposed to be worn. She didn't
care. It was beautiful. She
felt her eyes widen and she tried very hard
not to grin and fling her arms
around his neck to hug him. Mr. Stafford
could see the joy in her face and
smiled anyway. He sat next to her while
she held it.
The happy moment
was cut short by a familiar face approaching them. It
was the angry man who
tried to steal her away. He was all smiles and Mr.
Stafford pulled Heather
closer to himself. Heather looked down hard and
refused to look at him even
though she knew he was talking to her. There
were not too kind words coming
from Mr. Stafford and Heather recognized
the name, "Koetee".
Koetee
still was smiling and acting like there were no problems at all.
He said
something to Heather again and she ignored him. Her heart was
racing in fear.
Then he held her chin and forced her to look at him as he
talked to her.
Heather was glad she didn't understand the language.
He smiled and she
saw he was missing some teeth. She got the impression
that he was trying to
sweet talk her. She pulled her head away and looked
down again. Koetee tried
to grab at her face again but Mr. Stafford
blocked it.
Both men stood
suddenly and Heather felt tension between them. Mr.
Stafford seemed to
radiate violence. Heather felt he would kill Koetee for
sure. But then Koetee
was all smiles again and said something before
walking off.
"That man
will never learn." Mr. Stafford simply said. They walked on
after they were
sure Koetee was gone.
Heather felt excitement at the present and found
that she was feeling
attraction to Mr. Stafford, her protector. She felt an
itching between
her legs and no longer felt as pained as she recently did.
She was even
throbbing.
This made Heather scared. This was something
she knew she wasn't
supposed to feel and she was in public. If they saw her
feeling this way,
she would be in serious trouble.
A tug on her leash
told her that she'd been not paying attention and
when Mr. Stafford turned to
look he could tell what was happening to her.
A glare was all he gave her and
then walked her rapidly in some direction.
She was hoping he was taking her
home.
They stopped instead at another stall and looking up, Heather saw
that
this stall sold whips. She felt her mouth drop as she suddenly turned
to
Mr. Stafford and he told her to chose one.
Turning back to look,
her breathing got heavy and fast as she saw many
different types of whips.
All of them looking very dangerous.
There were wooden handled thick
leather straps, bullwhips of all kinds,
long looking whips with knots at the
end, short whips with three tails, one
with metal spikes along the ends, and
even a few loops of chains. This was
a scary stall.
Heather was less
excited now and becoming fearful. Yet, there was a
part of her that
remembered the cleansing. Thinking about that time and
how it felt, Heather
focused on a certain whip and her gut told her that
she wanted it.
She
pointed to a medium sized strip of thick leather, cut to a point at
the end
with holes along the middle and ending with a good sized wooden
handle for
gripping. She thought about how it would feel hitting her nub
in her private
area and felt her face flush.
Mr. Stafford nodded and paid the man for
the item, then walked Heather
beside the stall to a small log on posts at
each end and shackles as well.
He brought her to the middle of the log and
picked her up and laid her
belly down over it. Then he put the shackles on
her ankles and walked in
front of her to place more shackles on her wrists to
a post a few feet in
front.
He was going to whip her right there in
front of everyone in broad
daylight!
Mr. Stafford pulled her dress
forward a little to clear the log and she
felt her bare belly and front
thighs touch the rough wood. Then the
shackles were pulled tight and her legs
were stretched wide apart. Her
feet were no where near touching the dirt.
Then the front shackles on her
arms were pulled tight and Heather's chest was
pulled up to hang almost
strait.
She tried to look behind her but then
her dress was pulled the rest of
the way over her head and she was then
stretched out naked over the log.
This time she could see a crowd gathering.
Her heart was ready to beat out
of her chest. She couldn't catch her
breath.
Heather tried to move and found she was completely secured and
helpless.
Her bottom clenched uncontrollably and she started to feel dizzy
and
thought she was going to pass out.
Then the whip she had chosen
landed on her back. The holes helped the
air pass from under it and she felt
it bite into her back. She let out a
cry and saw red for a second. This was
going to really hurt.
Another blow landed a little farther down her back
and this time she
felt her blood rush through her body like a raging river.
Then the blows
started to come at a fairly steady interval and Mr. Stafford
was working
his way down her body. She became a little more used to the pain
and
suddenly, the thought of her beating on the table came back into her
head.
It hurt allot and he was soon going to be whipping her private area
in
front of everybody.
She knew she had asked for this and wasn't
entirely regretting it.
The whip was starting on her tail bone then and
heather felt her nub
flush with blood knowing it was going to be beaten very
soon. Her head
started to spin.
It was close now. The whip hit her
right on her butt hole and she felt
it shock up inside of her. She knew she
was going to be cleansed and
became anxious for it. Her upper body started to
rock up and down and then
the moment came when the whip hit her private area.
It hurt and sent an
electric shock up and down her body.
She spasmed
over the log and was hit again in the same place. Heather
saw stars. Then the
whip worked down to her legs and thighs. She felt the
welting skin raise and
knew she was really being damaged by it. She wanted
the whip back on her
private area to cleanse her body like before.
Just when she didn't think
she could stand it, she was hit again on her
nub. Heather screamed. A feeling
of the end of the world started to
approach her and the whip continued to
beat her private area raw.
Heather could not believe the pain and yet she
wanted it harder because
there was pleasure there too. She didn't care how
much she would be torn
up, she had to finish.
The whipping kept on and
part of her wished it would stop before it
killed her and the other part
needed to keep being hit until the joy came.
Then she felt it building
finally and didn't need to be whipped anymore
for it to come. He continued to
beat her crotch anyway.
The joy came. Her head pounded and she felt pure
pleasure interrupted
with jolts of pain as she was still whipped while she
was forced into the
second orgasm of her life, screaming bloody murder as the
village people
looked on.
Heather was weakened by the intense reaction
her body had from being
beaten into an orgasm. She dropped her head down
between her arms and her
body jerked now and then from over stimulation of
her nerves. Mr.
Stafford finally stopped whipping her crotch when she could
no longer
scream and struggle.
Heather was dazed and drifted in and
out of the nightmare she had just
experienced. Then more pain followed on her
private area and a shock
bolted through her body from something new. She felt
sharp jolts of
intense pain on her crotch and then felt something huge push
deep into her
body from her beaten entrance.
It took a moment to
realize that Mr. Stafford was raping her right
there in front of everybody.
His hands held her skinny sides and she felt
the wooden handle on her right
side as he still held it in the hand that
was holding her waist.
The
pain, the weakening, the humiliation, and the rape all caused
Heather
complete misery and she began to moan. Mr. Stafford
misinterpreted her moans
for pleasure and let go of her side to start
whipping her back once more
while he pressed into her deeply.
The contorted position she was bound in
caused Mr. Stafford to enter
her deeper then he'd ever been in before and he
had no regard for how it
hurt her inside, not to mention how much his
whipping her further was doing
to Heather's state of mind.
She passed
out sometime during his forced public breeding of her.
Heather drifted in
and out of fevered dreams for what seemed like an
eternity. In them, she was
being beaten and raped by the entire village
over and over again. It was a
nightmare that never ended for her and every
once in a while she would wake
up a little bit to see the ceiling of her
bare room then drift back into that
abyss of despair.
Then suddenly, she awoke and became fully aware of her
room. She lay
for a second, grateful to be out of hell she had been stuck in.
Then,
slowly, she felt the actual pain and remembered what had happened
vividly.
Heather began to cry huge gut wrenching sobs. She was filled
with the
emotional pain as well as the physical and it poured from her
unending.
She tried to curl up to a ball but the movement brought agony on
top of
everything else.
Her crying brought Mr. Stafford into the room.
Heather saw him enter
and cringed back against the wall. He sat on the bed
next to her and she
was bouncing between anger and revulsion inside. How
could she have even
liked this... monster? His face looked like a gargoyle to
her now. Any
minute he would drag her to the table and beat her
again.
Heather didn't think she would survive.
"Are you hungry?"
he asked her. Heather's insides were churning. Food
didn't sound good to her
at all. She said nothing. She could barely look
at him.
"Yes." he
continued. "I can imagine what you must think of me right
now. Believe it or
not, the look on your face could have gotten you killed
then. Koetee was
watching for a way to get back at me. I had to do what I
did to show that I
had you under control."
He beat her and raped her right there in the
street with everybody
watching. This was beyond anything Heather could
imagined. She thought he
had enjoyed it too much for it to be anything
else.
"I may have gone overboard, I admit." he conceded. "I wasn't sure
what
was required. Your an American. Not a popular people here." Mr.
Stafford
looked at Heather and saw the pain on her face, reflecting the
turmoil
inside. "You were out for days. You will have permanent scars. You
were
close to dying." He paused. "You shouldn't have had to go through
that
much punishment. For that, I am truly sorry."
It was the thought
of him taking her out to be whipped again that kept
Heather from calling him
every name she could think of. She hated him more
than she had ever hated
anything in her life.
"You will need to rest for many days here. I
suspend all duties for you
until then. I will bring you something to eat in a
moment." Mr. Stafford
stood up. At the door, he said, "I did promise to let
you go home after
all this, I still mean that."
Heather felt sick
inside. A tiny part of her thought he had let her
down somehow.
It was
over a week before she was well enough to resume her chores. The
hardest
parts were going to the bathroom. He had not only beaten her
private area
raw, but had also beaten her butt hole and this proved to be
the most painful
part to use when she went to the bathroom.
He had given her multiple
doses of the cream to help heal, and it was
soothing even though she would
never admit it to him.
She still had the nightmares though.
He
allowed her to gradually ease into the housework slowly and even to
use the
bathtub now and then with bath salts. She no longer was forced to
use the
toilet for her personal hygiene. She was also given a torn dress
to wear. It
was torn because most of the stained parts were torn off.
Heather recognized
it as the one she was wearing when she cleaned the shed.
Most of it was
missing including the whole back and the skirt up to the
middle of her
bum.
Eventually the nightmares faded and it was almost a month before he
even
strapped her to the table for a light whipping on the
bottom.
That was very scary for her and it was the memory of the village
square
more then the actual whipping on the table that caused her
pain.
Then she was back on the dirty potion and was soon to be bred
again.
Heather dreaded the breeding. The only memories for her were of
pain
and being tied down. She couldn't remember why she didn't fight
being
whipped that day. Why didn't she run? Anything would have been
better
then what she suffered. In the back of her mind, in a tiny voice, was
the
memory of her two orgasms but she refused to even acknowledge it. To
her,
being beaten and raped was worse then dying. No one in their right
mind
would want that for themselves.
When it was time, Heather was
unprepared for it. She promised herself
that she would bolt before he could
grab her but he caught her by surprise
right after she'd just eaten while on
the table. He stood up and was
blocking any route out and she ended up laying
face up on the table hoping
not to make it worse by fighting when he had her
cold.
Her arms were strapped above her head and her legs were belted at
the
other end together before he gave her some swings with the lighter strap
he
used on her the very first time. He didn't hit any of the areas that
were
still healing but Heather didn't want to give him credit for
that.
She lay in terror while he entered her after hitting a few times
lightly
for effect. Heather tried to tune her mind away but the memories
were
worse then the event she was suffering right then. She ended up
staying
away from thinking and let herself feel what he was doing to her
body,
finding that at least she would be able to get through it this time
at
least. She felt the final cum from him and the stuff he was spurting
into
her body. She also felt is penis quiver just before and had a sense
of
deja vu while he ejaculated into her.
She was itching from her
private area after he got off of her on top of
the now dull throbbing going
on inside of her. When he let her up finally
after her body's natural
defenses quit jerking her limbs, she started
hurting more from where she was
buckled down on the wrists and ankles. Mr.
Stafford had a jar of some cream
and he used it on them as well as some of
her older wounds.
They did
feel better after that.
Heather felt worn and used for the rest of the
day. She felt relief at
having gotten through the rough part and didn't mind
doing her normal
chores. As long as she was doing them, the less chance he
would catch her
again. Or so she hoped.
She didn't get as dirty and
she wasn't allowed to clean herself much
that night. She found she wouldn't
be after he had her, to keep the
chances of her pregnancy higher.
She
went to bed in what was left of her dress and found that it was
too
uncomfortable the way it bunched and rubbed her sore skin. It seemed
all
right to wear when she was up, but she ended up sleeping naked
anyway.
The next time was later that week.
Having remembered how
easy it went, Heather tried to act like she did
the last time hoping that it
would make him go easy on her again.
He did. Or at least it went the same
until he was in her for a little
while. That's when her wrists really started
to burn. She was reopening
her wounds there in places. It caused her to
squirm much more now that
most of her pain was more localized and thus more
acute. Then she would
bump him with her pubic bone and start another
squirming fit.
For some reason, this started to bug Mr. Stafford but
instead of taking
it out on her, he stopped to reposition her limbs a
little.
"You need to hold the ropes in your palms." he explained. "Turn
the
rope towards the inside of your wrist and hold it. This will allow
you
flex your body without doing further damage to yourself. Same with
your
feet. Have to rope come from them on the inside of your ankles.
Yes,
that's it. Try not to let go."
Heather couldn't stop from jerking
her body, he kept hitting raw nerves
outside and in, but it was easier to
pull on the rope then to twists
against it. It gave her a way to express her
pain. She wondered if she
could end up pulling one loose.
She lay for
ten minutes again and got control of her breathing and
spasms. Then he
released her and treated her wrists and ankles before
dismissing
her.
Thought about rinsing herself out and hoping it would keep him
from
getting what he wanted, but he would just keep her longer, and she
wanted
to go home.
Instead she just washed her hands and went to
prepare supper for him.
She ate on the table without making a major
effort to clean it's surface
and Mr. Stafford didn't seem to mind. At the
time, she thought to heck
with it. It's not that bad.
But eating on it
later she kept thinking about what Mr. Stafford was
putting in her from his
own body. She hadn't really seen it yet and kept
thinking it was in the
food.
She kept it down and then was dismissed for bed. She dreamed of
being
raped in the village street but this time was pulling the ropes like
she
was supposed to.
It would be like that for a couple of months and
Heather fell into a
routine. Everything predictable felt safer to her, but
she was still
afraid of being pregnant.
She forgot about that when she
was forced to orgasm again the bad way.
She thought it would be just
another forced breeding at first but knew
something was going to be different
when her arms were bound together wrist
to elbow behind her back. By then all
she could do was watch helplessly as
Mr. Stafford brought out the wooden leg
spreader from before.
Then it was the cream he claimed helped her become
fertile. The stuff
that had an icy burn to it. He put it directly onto her
crotch without
binding her to the table and she was bent over for him until
he pushed the
stuff inside of her with his fingers, then her knees and loose
legs
straitened and she was flat, face down on the table. She clenched but
he
was able to get something rough up inside of her butt hole
anyway.
While she lay there, feeling the cream slowly begin to work, Mr.
Stafford placed roped cuffs to her ankles but she couldn't tell what
the
ropes were tied to.
Heathers eyes started to tear and blink and
she didn't know why. Then
she felt the heat start from much deeper under her
skin then before and the
lump pressed at her from inside. By the time the
sensation started to
reach the surface of her private area, Heather was
breathing heavy and her
head felt a little dizzy.
Mr. Stafford held up
two whips in front of her slightly tilted vision.
The smaller one he'd been
using on her, and the scary handled one from the
marketplace. "Which one" he
asked.
There was no way she would want him to use the huge serious one
that
almost killed her. But she didn't know if he'd use the one she
picked
either. With fear, and afraid to say, she inclined her head to the
lighter
one.
Mr. Stafford didn't pull a switch on her and he used the
smaller one
she hoped he would. Then ankle ropes were pulled up behind her to
her arms
and secured to them. Heather was then flipped over and the pole
inside her
bent knees started to dig into her a little. With both arms under
her
middle back, her belly flattened and her chest stuck out as well as
her
front mound up higher and spread wide from the pole between her
legs.
The cream burned on. It made her get a weird itch as well as made
her
throb hard in a way that felt like her nub would burst open from
inside
pressure. He touched her there one more time to apply a dab more of
cream
and the touch made it feel better for a second. Then it was exposed to
the
air and it started to irritate her. Her hips spasmed a couple of
times
while she lay there, feeling the lump inside of her bottom work it's
way
deeper when she did.
Then she saw Mr. Stafford get into position
beside her and ready to
start swinging the strap at her. She closed her eyes
and waited for the
first blow. It came down onto her chest just around her
lower ribs.
Heather's eyes jerked open and the way her shoulders lay on the
table
forced her head to look down upon herself and she saw him swing on
her
again. He was swinging lightly like he had for the last couple of
months
and right then it hardly hurt at all.
She knew he was going to
work his way down her body and knew it would
end with him beating her private
area hard. But the blows didn't hurt and
her crotch was getting worse. The
itching was really beginning to bug her.
She wish she was facing down so she
could rub against the table and scratch
it.
He worked his way to her
private area finally while she squirmed around
under him. It seemed to help
at first but only shortly and Heather's head
started to feel like it was
building up pressure. He must have thought he
was hurting her, but she wasn't
feeling it much over what was happening to
her under her skin.
She was
about to go nuts the way her private area bugged her. "Harder."
she
whispered, hoping he wouldn't hear her say such a stupid thing to ask
for.
But he did start hitting her a little harder without looking at her
eyes.
That seemed to keep the itching at bay for a bit and Heather didn't
feel so
bad for asking for it.
But that too was short lived. If only he'd hit her
just a little harder
still it could feel better again. But she realized that
it might still
stop helping after a bit.
The sudden truth hit her and
Heather started to seriously cry because of
it. He had to really beat her if
this was to finish. There was no way
out. That was the only thing that would
stop the cream from getting worse.
Her nose was getting runny and her
face felt flush and wet as she sobbed
the thing she almost couldn't bare to
say. "P.. p.. please. Hit...
me...." a deep breath." Hit me w... with the
other.... The other whip-p."
Mr. Stafford stopped and looked at her face.
Heather felt totally
ashamed as she cried under his stare. Then he nodded
solemnly and reached
for the nasty looking instrument.
She closed her
eyes, committed, and let the burning run through her
without fighting it
anymore. This would be over soon.
He wasted no time and she felt the
awful first blow just above her
mound. It felt like it ripped into her for a
second and then became
bearable again. At least he was starting close and she
would have to
suffer her whole body being ripped into with the bad
whip.
The next blow landed right over her private front and she felt
the
powerful sting jolt her body to freeze solid. The room tilted upside
down
and she thought she would fall to the ceiling, but another swing
snapped
her out of that weird sensation and that sense of doom made it's
presence
felt deep inside of her.
She couldn't concentrate on anything
more than the moment and lived
between each horrible beat of the whip, with
the blows launching her into
fits of electric light and shock.
The
sense of doom got closer and Heather saw it for what it was. She
welcomed it
and then she was propelled into a euphoria of pains which made
her feel like
she was screaming. As they finally subsided after a forever,
she realized
that she had been screaming. Her throat felt very raw for
certain.
She
remembered why she didn't fight the second time before passing
out.
Heather didn't think she was out for very long. When she awoke, she
was
still on the table, although her arms and legs were unbound and
stretched
out. She had also been treated with the healing cream everywhere
except
the private area itself.
She felt a deep throb, more like a
pounding, there and could feel what
was left of the lump in her butt hole
breaking up. She felt weak but not
too weak to lift herself up. It hurt to
sit strait so she leaned to the
side while she got her
bearings.
Nobody else was there with her and it was dark out. The back of
her
head hurt a little too. Maybe she had been laying there for a
while.
Finally, since there was nothing else to do, Heather scooted
gently off
of the table. Her legs felt wobbly but she'd been through that
before now.
She was able to walk to where her garment was and she let it
slide over her
head.
Mr. Stafford was sitting in the living room,
reading. He put the book
down and looked at her calmly. Heather stood in
front of him like she had
been taught to.
"Do you feel cleansed
properly now?" he asked her. Heather nodded.
"Yes. That was very enlightened
of you to ask for something that your
animal side would have run from. I'm
impressed. Take off you outfit."
Heather blinked before she understood
that last part. Was he going to
treat her or rape her? She didn't know, but
since she could ask to be
beaten, stripping seemed minor now.
She
stood naked in front of Mr. Stafford and he looked her little body
up and
down. Heather tried not to fidget. So he was looking at her naked,
he'd been
doing allot worse to her. This should be nothing. It was
still
unnerving.
She didn't see him pull out the brighter garment
until he handed it to
her. It was the dress he'd bought for her at the market
before the ugly
ordeal.
It brought back memories and Heather felt
mixed feelings about it. It
looked more comfortable then what she'd been
wearing lately, and she might
be able to sleep in it. She would like to have
something on at night just
for her dignity.
Heather gently took it
from his hand. It seemed like a collection of
strings and squares of a thin
cotton type of cloth. She had no idea how it
was supposed to wear on
her.
Mr. Stafford saw the confusion and he leaned forward to help her
with
it. Heather almost shied back from him but stopped figuring he
wasn't
going to hurt her anymore. He had already just done that
earlier.
With his help, she had it on her slim body correctly, but it
didn't feel
like she was wearing it right. It was a soft light, but thick,
string
around the back of her neck and it ran down the sides of her chest in
front
of her shoulders and around the back of her lower back before coming
around
the front and joining below her belly, just barely above her
hairless
mound. On it was draped three short squares of light cloth which
simple
hung to cover her tiny button nipples, and her front private area as
well
as some of her back butt cheeks.
Heather had the impression it
was the kind of outfit a stripper would
wear, or maybe a belly
dancer.
Mr. Stafford asked her to turn around for him and she felt
more
embarrassment with it on then if she were naked. She turned slowly
and
came back around to see him smiling at her.
He was getting excited
by looking at her! Heather's mouth dropped. He
was a pervert! All this time
she thought he was doing things to her for
the reasons he had been telling
her, as cruel as they were, like to bare
him a child or for religious
reasons.
But to get sexually attracted to a nine year old girl.... And he
had
been beating her to! He probably liked doing that as well!
Heather
again felt hatred towards this... this thing who called himself
a man. He had
been beating and raping her here for months.
Heather just realized
something else. He had been making her orgasm
while doing
it.
HEADLINE:
KILLER CONFESSES TO BRUTAL MURDER
(AP) A man
has confessed to
the killing and kidnap/murder
of Heather Doe and
her mother,
Lindsey Doe Prosecutors say they
will recommend the
death penalty
for Sancho Miguel, a migrant
worker who was caught
last month
with a credit card stolen from
Lindsey doe, the
murdered mother.
Miguel confessed after a 4 day
interview with
police during which
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Her life became routine again.
Cleaning, cooking, bathing him, drinking
his potions, and being tied down and
whipped lightly before he would force
his way into her tiny body and try to
get her pregnant.
Then there were the cleansings as he called them. He
wouldn't rape her
during those times, but he managed to bring her to
those
painful/pleasurable conclusions every time. He even refused to use
the
heavy whip, forcing her to ask for it again, further humiliating her
to
him.
Heather came to feel that those times were at least about her
and not
him. For some reason, she knew she felt more pleasure than he did
during
the cleansings, despite them being accompanied by massive
pain.
The garment still felt naked to her and she didn't like the way
she
would sometimes catch him looking at her when she worked in front of
him,
but he tried to hide it anyway and even looked embarrassed himself
when
caught.
She wore it to bed too.
Heather became used to it
and it never seemed to get cold even at night.
She awoke one night from a
thunderstorm and heard massive amounts of
rain fall. She hadn't heard rain
forever and it made her realize how long
she'd been here. She had no idea
what month it was. She felt lost.
The rain kept her awake most of the
night and scared her.
Then the day came that she found blood coming from
her private area.
Heather was scared that the beatings had finally torn her
open and she
would bleed to death without a doctor or hospital. She ran to
the bathroom
to get toilet paper to stop it with.
Mr. Stafford was
sitting on the toilet when she came to a screeching
halt at the door. She had
no idea what to say. He saw the blood and
actually became concerned for
her.
Then he started to laugh out loud. This angered Heather but she
didn't
say anything. Then he scooped her up and she felt panic, but he
was
dancing with her instead. She felt uncomfortable being held like that
but
he didn't care. Why would he be so happy that she might die?
Then
he told her. "Your having your period!" he beamed. "Soon I'll
have my
child."
Heather felt relief at finding she wasn't going to die, then fear
at
being pregnant, then hope at being able to go home soon. Too many
feelings
at once. She didn't know what to feel as a whole.
Then he put
her down and when to do something with excitement. Heather
needed company
right then and he was all she had, so she followed him into
his
room.
Mr. Stafford was marking something in a notebook and looking around
his
side, saw that it was a calendar. She read the month.
It read
"February".
Heather had been here for most of a year! Then he left to do
something
else with excitement and she was left standing there alone with
the
horrible truth. She had turned Ten a few months back and didn't know
it.
The shock wore off and was replaced with a deep sadness. Heather
fell
to the floor and cried her eyes out.
A week after the end of her
period was followed by constant breeding
attempts. Heather spent a good part
of each day belted to the table in
various positions while Mr. Stafford
ejaculated into her as often as his
body would allow. Sometimes without even
a whipping first.
Heather preferred him to whip her lightly. It made her
feel as if she
wasn't cooperating with him as much, and she gotten pretty
used to the feel
so it didn't hurt much at all.
She became pretty sore
inside at the end of that week and then they went
back to the normal
routine.
A few weeks later, she had another period. She didn't like the
way they
felt to her, in part of what they meant would be happening to her
soon, and
also because of sudden fits of anger or sadness. She talked back to
Mr.
Stafford once during those times and he slapped her face quickly. It
stung
and she felt shock from it before seething, but she remembered to hold
her
tongue afterwards.
Then it was time to breed again and she found
herself back on the table
with a full grown man forcing himself deep into her
person repeatedly.
One time she woke on the table and found that she had
been tied there
all night. Mr. Stafford came in not to long after and raped
her without
even a word. His breath stunk that time and it turned her
stomach.
She waited for her next period, but it never
came.
Heather was pregnant.
She started to worry nights about it.
She was still a kid by her
standards, though she knew that in many countries,
girls had children when
they weren't much older than her. And here she was,
in one of them. And
pregnant too.
But there were no hospitals or
doctors like back home. What if
something went wrong and she died? Would her
family even know?
Family! She hadn't thought about them in months. Or was
it longer?
Why didn't her mother try to find her? Or maybe she has been. Was
her
father still in prison? They had given him a 46 months, but he might
have
gotten out early for good behavior.
Maybe they were trying to
trace her from airport records. Heather
couldn't remember much of anything
about her flying here at all now, and
the phone card her mother had given her
was long gone now. Probably used
up or cancelled.
Heather was going to
have a baby. She laid with her belly showing at
night to see if any changes
were happening yet.
It was Mr. Stafford's baby in her. It was a little
sickening to her to
think about that so she'd try not to. She still hated
him, but not as much
now, though he should have went to jail, not her father.
But then he did
lose his family because of her father. But maybe he had been
treating them
bad as well, and they were better off dead.
She
remembered him crying over a picture.
Heather found her emotions more
confusing lately. She couldn't stop
thinking about her having a baby
either.
The whippings stopped for a few months, although she was still
working
the house pretty hard on some days. She found she would
sometimes
discharge too and it would make her feel gross.
A few
mornings, she woke up sick and Mr. Stafford told her it was
natural. He even
rubbed her back a few nights and though she would be
afraid still, found that
it did make her relax. Maybe the pregnancy would
make him treat her
better.
Heather noticed her belly growing slightly just under her belly
button.
She wondered how big she would get.
Then one day, Mr. Stafford
consulted a calendar and then ordered her
onto the table. Heather was shocked
at that, thinking he must need to
treat her for something. But when he
stripped her naked and buckled her
face up and spread apart, she saw him
holding the small whip and didn't
understand.
He whipped her pretty
hard, taking care to avoid her belly. Heather
cried and squirmed. She did
remember to hold onto the ropes though. Her
face screwed up with sobbing, she
asked him why afterwards.
Mr. Stafford explained. "I want a girl. There
is a period when the
sex of the baby can be influenced and prevent a male if
the mother is
stressed during that period."
"But what if you kill it?"
she asked, still sobbing.
"Would you rather carry it to full term and
then have to do it all over
again if it's a boy?" Heather didn't even want
this one. She shook her
head. "Well, then. You'll have to just go along with
this, won't you?"
Those few months were the worst.
Sometimes,
instead of beating her, he would bind her up tightly on the
table in an
contorted position, taking care not to pressure her womb in any
way, and
leave her like that for hours. It would end up being pretty
painful to move
after she was released from that.
Other times, she would be forced to
hold herself there on all fours
while he whipped her private area,
threatening to use the heavy whip if she
moved. Heather would cry during the
whole time.
But the worst thing he did was give her a choice between the
heavy whip
or his putting his penis into her mouth and making her suck on it
until he
ejaculated and then making her swallow it. This really made Heather
sick
to her stomach, but anything was better then the heavy whip.
But
when she started to get used to him having sex with her mouth, he
forced
himself hard into her throat, choking her and then ejaculating right
into the
back of her throat and strait into her belly.
She wouldn't let him near
her face the next time and he didn't bother to
tie her down for the big whip.
He simply picked up one ankle and whipped
at her crotch while she tried to
twists free from his grip. If she put her
hands between her legs, he whip at
her harder and everywhere else until she
was exhausted and could no longer
fight. That was pretty bad, but it
didn't end there.
Heather was
starting to show and she looked pretty big already because
of her age and
small size. Her once tiny nipples were also starting to
grow and become lumps
as well.
Mr. Stafford whipped them as well and they really felt sensitive
to his
blows.
Heather hated every day during the first months of her
pregnancy. She
woke up with dread, spent the day in fear and terror, and went
to bed
miserable and in pain.
The last things he did to her were
pretty painful and almost unbearable.
He had her on all fours and whipped her
crotch and then got on behind her
and entered her private area, but not
deeply. Just enough to get his thing
wet then he pulled it out and pressed it
slowly into her butt hole.
Heather tried to clench herself tight but he
worked himself into her and it
was a pain worse than any of her rapes had
been. He went as deep into her
as he could too.
It was a sickening
thing to feel him inside there. It felt so stretched
out from his size and
she thought he was almost up to her chest. He held
still for a moment and
then started to push and pull himself in and out of
her which sent little
spikes of fire up her colon.
He ejaculated into her there, but she
couldn't feel it happen.
Then the last thing he did to her the next day
was to tie her face up
and spread on the table, but this time with a cloth
under her. Then he
held lit candles and let the wax drop onto her body from
her toes to her
neck, concentrating the most on her most sensitive
places.
He left her like that for most of the day, which became
uncomfortable
simply because she couldn't move.
Then one day, it was
over.
Heather was getting quite a belly on her and started to have
back
problems from it. She couldn't believe how big the baby inside her
was
getting. Heather had serious concerns about it's size and giving birth
to
it, or her she now thought. She felt sure it was a girl not just
because
of Mr. Stafford, but because... well, she just knew.
Mr.
Stafford was a kidnapper, rapist, child abuser, wife beating
monster to her.
But the baby didn't know that. The baby hasn't done
anything wrong. She
wished she could take the baby with her and keep the
cruel monster from
getting his prize.
That would be great!
Heather couldn't think of
any way she could make that happen.
The last month was torture. She was
too heavy to move and her belly was
huge. Heather couldn't even stand up. She
could see cracks in her skin
from it being horribly stretched out and knew it
would be that way forever.
There was no way she could pass this baby
through her private area.
Then she started her labor and Mr. Stafford
moved her to her table
where her ankles were lightly buckled apart and her
wrists were buckled as
well, but this time with a lot of slack.
Some
towns people were there to help including a couple of women. They
wiped her
sweat and held her hands but nobody spoke to her. Nobody spoke
any English at
all in fact.
She was in labor for almost the whole day. Heather was very
weak, but
she couldn't eat or sleep. It was something like the nightmares
from her
public beating and rape and she kept thinking it was the end of the
world.
The relief she felt when the baby finally passed through her was
so
satisfying that she laughed out loud and didn't care if she was beat
for
it.
Nobody beat her. She was given the baby to hold and felt
wonder. She
had done that!
Mr. Stafford named the baby "Shanry" with
the accent on the second
syllable. It was his first wife's name he
said.
He came over to where she was sitting with a baby bottle after
everybody
left and told her that she would be going home soon.
"You
have completed your final task now. I will book you on a flight as
soon as
you are able to walk." He stopped a moment and then asked the
question that
even Heather had thought about. "Unless you would like to
stay here and raise
the child with me."
Heather thought about it for only a moment. She
looked at the baby.
Hell, she thought, she was still a kid herself. This
place was a living
hell for her. She didn't want to be stuck with a screaming
baby on top of
that.
"No. I'm going home like you promised!" Then with
a worry. "Will you
really let me go?"
"I would rather you stay and
help me. I've grown quite fond of you, you
know. But I am a man of my word."
The look on her face told him she
wouldn't be changing her mind. "I won't
keep you."
The flight home was almost a blur. She was taken to an airport
and
Heather paid attention to everything. She knew where she was finally
and
had been given a shirt and pair of jeans before the trip.
Mr.
Stafford didn't ride on the plane with her. He stood at the gate
with little
Shanry. Heather planned on really bitching him out for all the
misery. She
wanted to see him dead. She wanted to tell him how much she
hated him. She
wanted to kill him and take Shanry away to an foster home.
But when it
was time to go, the words didn't happen. She just wanted to
be done with it
all. No hugs or kisses. No cussing. Nothing.
One last look at the baby
she'd been forced to carry, but it didn't feel
like hers anymore. It never
did. She looked at it and felt more like she
used to before this whole thing
started.
Heather was almost eleven now and she wanted to be a kid
again.
Mr. Stafford handed her a card and sheet of paper and then
she
departed. She held them without thinking about them for an hour into
the
flight. Then she remembered and looked.
It was a phone card, maybe
the same one, and a short letter explaining
that her mother was dead but her
father would be glad to see her again. It
had his phone number. He was out of
jail. Heather felt loss at her mother
being dead but had nothing to cry. She
rubbed her face to see if this was
a dream and felt the collar on her
neck.
She almost couldn't rip it off fast enough.
Heather made
headlines back home. A national committee was formed to
find the vile crook
who had done so much damage to an innocent child.
Speeches were made,
international actions undertaken, and world wide
searches as
well.
Nobody ever found Mr. Stafford or the child he made Heather bare
him.
Heather never got the chance to be a kid. She never could get close
to
her father. She blamed him for getting her into the whole mess in
the
first place.
The attention died down and Heather went on with her
life.
She hated Mr. Stafford and dreamed of beating him and making him
pay
for his crimes.
________________________________
Shanry was
excited. She would be turning nine soon and her father told
her about a
surprise coming today to their little house near a village by
the mountain.
She did her chores as fast as she could.
Her father told her how proud of
her he was. She had learned English as
well, since they spoke it around the
house, and he had taught her from home
anyway because there were no schools
for her. He told her she had a good
work ethic.
An old Chevy cab
pulled up to the house on the hill where they lived. A
young woman got out
with a suitcase and walked up unsurely to the front
door.
Shanry's
father opened the door for her and they looked at each other at
eye level.
The young woman gasped a little at first but steeled herself
for the
visit.
"Mr. Stafford." she said.
Shanry sided with her father and
looked at the woman at the door. She
seemed like a strong willed and smart
person. It must be her personal
teacher, Shanry thought.
Pop spoke
with a smile. "Hello Heather. I'm very glad you came back."
Then he turned to
his daughter and said, "I'd like you to meet your mother.
She's come back to
live with us again."
END