Perverts 'R' Us

On the Couch

By Gesso ( g/F, incest, g/g, g/b, ws, anal )

I've known about sex since before I could talk, I think… first of all, my mother's breasts - I'd flip her hardened nipples with my tongue while suckling - and I know she got excited.

She breast-fed me well until I was three years old, and then every so often until I was four-and-a-half…

I'd play with her breasts too, rolling them a bit… caressing the one breast with my tiny hand while sucking on the other.

Childish memories, I know. But you asked me my first sexual experience.

She seemed crazy about my butt - her hand was always there - squeezing, even sometimes sliding up and down the crack - from my asshole to my cunt - and back and forth, over and over - I think she did it to exhaust me.

So, when I was nearly five, no more breasts, no more ass squeezes - no matter how hard I pushed, she pushed me away.

Poor Mom.

But bigger yet, poor me. As a five-year-old girl, I was used to cumming - and being shut-out didn't suit my temperament.

We fell apart - like how I hear teenage girls fall from their mothers - but I was only five, without a lot of devices.

I'd trace my own fingers down along my crack, from asshole to cunt, and even play with the holes - but it's all about having another person doing it.

The first person I had intercourse with, I'm not even sure if that's the term, since it was this girl Sarah, who was my next door neighbor - like a girl and a boy, we'd play doctor - exploring each other's bodies - we even kissed, and I taught her, or re-taught her, how to suck nipples. She wetted her bed, so mostly our sojourns took place in my Barbie pink room - but I got used to the smell - as her room was much safer.

Now, I need to shoot ahead here, to when I was nine - you asked me about my anal fixation - and yeah, Sarah and I used to kiss and lick and finger each other's assholes, but I first got into anal sex when I was ten… I neighbor boy who I liked, his older brother - fifteen, was suddenly real keen on me. We kissed. I was flattered - sheesh, I fell in love. He wanted to fuck me. I wasn't sure about that. He asked me if he could fuck me in the asshole. And I said yes.

Though I was so young, I knew that first-time fucking would hurt. And it did. He smeared Vaseline on and in my asshole, and globbed his stiffie, then stuck it in me - he was really quite gentle, not quite a gentleman, but tried to make it comfortable for me - though it wasn't… but feeling his cum pour into my asshole sent me to heaven.

Maybe that's my first sexual experience.

But let's go back. Sarah would suck and lick my cunt - she loved it - of course I loved it too - but one time, I don't remember - I had to go pee really bad - yet she continued to suck my cunt - and I pissed into her mouth - and shuddered. Maybe that's my first sexual experience.

Sarah's asshole was extremely small - she seemed to get no pleasure from my licking it and trying to stick a part of my middle finger into it - but when she copied me, and licked my asshole - her tongue went in, and she could wiggle her fingers in as deep as they would go… I was in heaven.

You could say not only was I a sexual person very early on, but very anal very early on - so maybe I fall outside your preconceptions, your categories…

A few weeks after Tommy fucked my ass, I started craving it - I wanted older boys to fuck me in the ass - it just made me feel alive…

There was even a twenty-year-old who did it.

I never felt like a whore - though on occasion I felt mismanaged by myself…

Whatever preciousness there was, was gone.

What?

I first started doing tricks when I was twelve.

No, no - I hold myself to lesbian relations when it comes to 'love'…

Yes, I'm anal with my lesbian lovers - and I love to piss in their mouths…

Who are you, Dr. Freud?

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