Perverts 'R' Us

Confessions of a Pedo

By Boylover ( M/m, oral, anal )

Ever since my early teens, I've always felt an attraction to boys. Especially those between 10-15. Though, I never thought of myself as gay, even though I rubbed cocks with my best pal Aaron up until I was 15. I came to realize in time, my attraction to boys was something I was born with. Just as "normal" people are attracted to the opposite sex, I had a desire for boys; as I found them attractive and interesting. Though, I never acted on my desires until recently.

Over time I married, but never found it very fulfilling in the long run. My last marriage lasted 15 years and gave me two sons. I never, ever felt any sexual attraction to them. But when my oldest son came for his weekend visit, he brought a friend named Adam.

Adam was 15, very quiet, dark featured and thin build. I wouldn't say a pretty boy. More like a troubled lad, though I couldn't say why. His parents divorced about 5 years ago, and he was now living with his mother. He first shook my hand upon being introduced with a rather limp handshake. I smiled and said, "We need to tighten that up." He just looked away.

As the weekend progressed, I talked more with Adam - foods he liked and didn't care for, if he was in need of anything. What he thought about school. He seemed to warm up a bit.

The boys then left to visit another friend. Five minutes later, Adam returned, stating he forgot something. He looked around, found what he was missing, and as he was walking out again, extended his hand. As I started to put my hand out, he took me in an embrace to hug me. I of course, reciprocated.

He whispered in my ear, "Do you like me?"

I replied, "Very much so," as I squeezed him a bit tighter.

We released, and as he was walking out the door, I told him I was here anytime he needed me for anything. Adam nodded his head, and left.

I was somewhat confused, as I was wondering if Adam was really lonely and not feeling any love from home? Or did he have normal desires that he was looking to fulfill? I was sure not going to suggest anything sexually, because I was not looking to take advantage of anyone, or go to prison.

About an hour later, my son returned to ask if it would be all right if he and Adam spent the night at their friend's house. I ensured the parents were OK with this and said, "Sure, mind your manners and come home in the morning."

It was now getting late and I headed off to bed for a night's rest. A short time later, a knock on the door aroused me as I had just dozed off. I put on a pair of gym shorts and opened the door, only to find Adam. I asked, "What's wrong?"

He said, "I can't sleep and wanted to come back here where there would be less noise." So I suggested he take my son's bed or the couch, as I headed back to my bed in the back, getting naked once again.

I fell back asleep, and then was awakened once again. Adam had now crawled into my bed wearing only his boxers. I could feel my dick starting to throb. I casually inquired what he wanted as my pulse started to quicken. He smiled, slipped off his boxers, reached over to me and said, "I need another hug."

I started to protest, stating we were both naked and hugging naked is not the same as hugging having clothes on. He replied, "I hope not" as he moved closer to me. He then got on top of me and for the first time, I felt his erection - about 6", pencil thin, and very hot.

After a bit, Adam asked how I'd feel about him sucking me off. I wanted to say, "No, we can't be doing this," and just as I started to protest, he was down on my shaft, taking everything in. I was thinking that this was just a dream, it couldn't be real, but then he swung around and his pencil dick was right in front of me. I knew I had a choice, but logic just wasn't working for me. So, Adam's throbbing shaft was in my mouth as I massaged his ball sack.

I was not going to shoot for as long as I could hold it in. But Adam couldn't hold any longer. He started to tighten up and let go of a massive amount of cum, which I swallowed every drop. He then got up with a satisfied smile and said, "Lube it up and stick it in me now," as he pulled his butt cheeks open. I could already tell he was going to be tight. I was also wondering if he'd done this before, as he seemed to know what to expect.

I found my anal lube and told him he was really going to have to relax, as I slipped on a condom while I smeared the lube all over his hole and the condom. I slowly pressed my cock into his tight hole. He pulled his cheeks as far apart as possible. I told him that this might hurt and to tell me and I would stop. Panting, he said, "OK, but I really want it in all the way."

After a minute or so, I was now deep in his ass, pumping him. As I got into the rhythm of my strokes, I told him he was doing great, and I wanted to fuck him all night. I heard him say, "I'd like that." Adam clenched his cheeks together and I started to feel a wave of cum. I slowed down as I was rubbing his nipples now. One final thrust, and out came a tremendous volume of jism. I gave him everything I had as I collapsed on top of his skinny ass.

We hugged each other for about 5 minutes. Our breathing started to return to normal as we fell asleep in each other's arms. I was hoping he was OK with everything that just happened. But he was now fast asleep with a slight smile on his face. I gently kissed him good night.