Subject: Heather Farrow - Incest Mom (MF, Ff, mF, Mf, oral, incest) By: Heather Farow Posted By: Kelly -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- !!!WARNING!!!! This file is a work of fiction containing sexually explicit material which may include depictions of underage, nonconsensual and unprotected sex as well as incest and adultery. It is not intended to implicate any person or action by them or me, nor advocate such practices. If you can't separate fantasy from reality, get professional help - FAST! The material is distributed as "For Adults Only" and possession by a minor is strictly forbidden. If you are not legally empowered to be in possession of this material, do not read it and delete it immediately. This work is copyrighted to the author ©2010. It may be posted to non-commercial "free" sites, or in the "free" area of commercial sites so long as no changes are made AND the author information is retained. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Table of Contents Chapter 1 - An Introduction to Me and My Family Chapter 2 - Communication Chapter 3 - A Life-Changing Road Trip Chapter 4 - Anal For Christmas 2008 Chapter 5 - A Different Birthday Wakeup Chapter 6 - Anal For Christmas 2009 Chapter 1 - An Introduction to Me and My Family =============================================== Hello everyone out there. I’m Heather and I’m a married mom of two kids. When this all started my daughter Amanda was 12, almost 13 and my son Mark was 15 (16 in November). My husband and I were both 35 years old. I'm a Professional Sex Therapist. This means I help people with sexual problems that are not medical in nature. So I don’t cure STDS or can give you Viagra and make your penis or breasts bigger. That’s just not what I do, I help with the mental side of sexuality. I help mostly women but I do see men also but they normally only come after a female brings them to me. Problems I’ve dealt with include confidence, communication problems, trying to find your personal pleasure zones, spicing things up with new positions or fantasy. I’ve also helped with much harder side of things such as abuse rape and yes even incest. I will say right off I that in the past I have not condoned incest. It is illegal and can land you in a lot of trouble. In theory incest should be perfectly fine and could be a nice way for family to share pleasure. I came across Kelly’s site by accident but since reading most of her diary I have come to find her very honest and find her life with incest very fascinating. Her family comes as close as I’ve seen or heard about when dealing with incest and not having the major problems that come with it. But even Kelly will tell you I’m sure that it's not perfect and there has been problems. My personal feelings about incest started to change while working with a teenage client of mine and her mother. Then recently I met another woman with kids nearly the same age as mine who wanted to get together as a family. I personally was more interested in just the adults but it was the whole family or nothing. It took a lot of thought on my part, especially considering the age of my daughter. I’m not to sure what I’ll be adding to this area yet but I’ve come to think of Kelly as a good friend online since starting our chats. I’m open to adding my thoughts on any sexual topic or issues that might come up. I will not answer every email I get as I do not have a lot of free time and will only respond even then If I feel the problem or question is legitimate and not just silly nonsense to waste my time. I may even rant on topics or people Kelly brings to me. Thanks for reading about me! Chapter 2 - Communication ========================= Ok Hello everyone. Your local Sex Therapist Heather here. This is my first entry and today I’d like to talk about the biggest and most common reason people come to see me. Most don’t even realize its there problem. That problem would be Communication. If couples would just tell each other what they want and desire I’d be out of business I’m sure. There are some things a person just won’t do no matter what and I do encourage people to be open minded and at least try something once before saying they will never do such a thing ever or at least ever again. But even I can’t say I’m willing to try anything once - I have my limits too, but this shouldn’t stop you from talking to your partner about what you want just cause you fear they will say no. This should be someone you love and trust and therefore can tell them anything. When waiting for my husband to come home on some nights sometimes I find a picture or a porn movie I know he likes. I find a position or certain sex act that I desire and when he comes home I’ll point to it and tell him do that to me NOW! I’ve never had to talk him into anything like that ever. Lots of woman come to see me cause they are not enjoying sex. We go through the same list of questions: Does it hurt? Are you aroused and lubricated? Is he going to fast or slow? Things of that nature. Just the other day I was speaking with a woman in my office we were about a hour into the conversation about her life and getting into her sexual habits. When we came to the question I should really stop asking cause its costing me money! I asked her, “So what do you desire in bed?” She responded with, ”It would be nice to be eaten out before we have intercourse.” I then naturally asked, “What is your husband’s problem with giving you oral sex?” I was thinking he might not enjoy it much but sometimes we have to do things for our partner to please them. Give and take is what sex is. Giving pleasure to someone is half the fun even if you don’t enjoy the act that much. What she said shouldn’t have surprised me. She says, “I’m not sure what his problem is. I’ve never asked.” “You never asked what the problem is or you never asked for oral sex from him before?” I asked. “I’ve never asked him to give me oral before,” she responds. I just looked at her with a smirk on my face hoping she would take a hint. After a few moments she just stood up and said, “Oh! Maybe I should ask him?” All I could do is nod my head. She paid my secretary and left. I haven’t seen her again. When you’re younger and first start having sex you have no idea what you want. Its time to explore and learn what your body craves and needs on a sexual level. The same thing over and over isn’t good but most people have a certain something that will do it for them on most occasions. If you haven’t found what that is keep looking, it’s there! My husband and I don’t need to say much anymore cause we have learned each other so well and most of the time just a look or moving our body in a certain way will clearly tell the other what we want. It hasn’t always been that way. I learned early on in my life that I just don’t seem to enjoy intercourse as much without a good oral tongue lashing first. Feeling his tongue run up and down my lips then gently hitting my clit to tease me gets me so wet and aroused. He is a bit different. He sometimes likes me to suck his dick, other times he will just spread my legs and shove it in. So he has to tell me what he is in the mood for on this occasion. Once he between my legs and I feel him slowly entering me, I can feel my body being filled up. I feel at one with him and I normally tell him this. Moans and panting is all good but saying it with words, how good it feels and if you want it faster or slower, is the way to go. Nothing gets people more excited than to hear how good of a job they’re doing in making you feel good and hopefully he will respond in the same way. Speaking of moaning and panting… DON’T FAKE IT GIRLS. They won’t learn anything if they think they’re doing a good job. This is a very negative communication problem. If you’re not enjoying it, try something else or find out why. But the best thing you can do is to be direct. Don’t give hints. Tell them straight out what you want and how. I was just talking to Kelly about this the other night and thought it might be good to add here. The other night I was so horny just waiting for my husband to get home. I really wanted to be taken from behind doggie style. I didn’t want to be made love to on this night, I wanted to be FUCKED!! So I went through some porn and found a scene of a woman taking it doggie style and just paused it there. I undressed and just played with my nipples and clit for a while just to get myself aroused and ready. As soon as he came in the door I pointed at the T.V I said, “DO THAT TO ME NOW!” I didn’t have to ask twice. I got on my hands and knees and he was nude in a flash. I expected to feel his penis pushing at me right away but he even got his head under my legs and started to eat me out from below knowing that I just enjoy intercourse better after oral. On this night I just wanted it in me so bad. It was hard to say no to oral so I did let him lick away for a couple moments but finally I said to just push it in already. He got in behind me and decided to tease my pussy for a bit longer, just rubbing it up and down my wet lips. I couldn’t take it anymore so I backed myself onto it letting it push fully into me. I really enjoy this position when I just want to get off. It feels so deep inside me and I feel like a woman. It’s just very sexy for me. I am able to reach back and rub my clit as he fucks me too. Lots of woman don’t like this position cause it makes them feel like a piece of meat and you don’t look into your lovers eyes and can’t kiss. As I said before, I didn’t want to be made love to. I wanted to fuck and this made me feel like all I was for - to be fucked. That’s what my pussy was made for so give it to me. It didn’t take long and I started to cum and cum hard. I love to cum first cause I know the muscles in my vagina will squeeze him and make him cum almost right away. It’s really the best way to have orgasms at same time I have found. That was it. I flipped over and we both caught our breath and kissed goodnight. I also knew that next time he would have his own ideas and I’ll listen to them and love it because hearing him is the best way to please the one I love. Chapter 3 - A Life-Changing Road Trip ===================================== Part 1 - The Beginning Part 2 - The Hike Part 3 - The First Time Part 4 - Family Orgy Part 1 - The Beginning... I finally got told my clients that I was taking some time off. I been working myself to death and really needed a break. Me and my husband had found a trip in the Rocky Mountains that was a week long hike and camping trip. I was so looking forward to it. Fresh air get to stretch legs. I am sure for some this doesn’t sound like a great vacation but to me it was a dream. Our two kids were old enough to join us on the trip too. Guided hike up and down cliffs and mountains and streams camping in the woods. Totally beautiful. We don’t really live close to the mountains it be a 5-6 day trip by car alone so that’s about all the info you will get on where we live. So me my husband, daughter and son packed up the car and started our long drive. We stayed in little motels along the way. It was best to get a room with two beds. Me and Husband in one and the kids in another. You say you let your son and daughter sleep in same bed. Sure why not. I know them very well and my daughter doesn’t even like her brother all that much and my son is very shy so them even thinking of any funny business I was sure was far from there minds. Now on the 3rd night my son must have notice she was sleeping in her bra. Now for you guys that don’t know most girls don’t sleep in there bra. It can get uncomfortable but my daughter must have decided it was best to keep it on with her brother beside her. He must have noticed cause he begun to snap the bra. He did it several times and I kept yelling at him before it finally stopped. I not sure if she did this on purpose as revenge or if it was stress from traveling or what it was but for the next two nights she wet the bed. I can say he wasn’t to happy with that. We got into a big fight. I threaten to put her into diapers again he said he would keep snapping her bra if she was going to pee on him. I told her to take bra off for bed she said no way not around her brother. So that night Me and her shared a bed and the boys shared one. The final night before getting to our destination we stayed in a room with 2 beds and a pull out couch so son in one bed me and hubby in another and daughter said she take the couch. I trying to sleep but I cant seem to on this night it was hot in this room and I couldn’t figure out how to turn on the A/C. My husband then thinking I'm asleep attempts to lower my PJ pants. I gave him a little nudge with my elbow. "No way" I told him. "Not with the kids right there." He groaned and totally ignored me, finally getting my pants around my ankles. "Just a few minutes they will never know," he whispered in my ear. I felt him push my panties to the side and felt his hard cock slide between my legs from behind. "I not even wet" I told him. "It feels like it to me" he says back. "That’s sweat" I remarked back. "It will have to do just give me a few moments please" he begged. I’m not sure about other women but if I not aroused and wet its very very uncomfortable to allow him into my pussy. I could tell he wasn’t going to take no for an answer so I tried to loosen up open my legs and felt him spread me apart as he entered my body. I could feel him moving in and out of me and it was so dry and rough but it seemed good enough to him. Within a few minutes he is really panting hard and whispers he’s about to cum. I just wanted him to finish it. My kids were right there. I was not aroused. I was hot and tired. This was some of the worst sex I've ever had. Finally I felt a warm rush go thru my pussy as his sperm flooded my hole. He pushed my panties back into place and gave me a kiss on the check. "Thank you honey. I love you." He’d better thank me as that was horrible. I pulled my pants up and now I was even hotter than before and my panties were giving me a wedge now. I tried to close my eyes and go to sleep. This was going to be a long vacation. *************** Part 2 - The Hike... My family had decided to take a trip to the Rocky Mountains. We were getting a guided hike with a group of others thru the hills and valleys. Never trying to get to any peaks. Spending the nights in tents and camping out. Meeting our guides in town we met the group we would be traveling with. Its seemed to be mostly couples and a few groups of young men. But there was one other group that brought along the children and they were not hard to miss. I figured at least my kids would have someone to talk and play with on the trip. Our first day of hiking was very tiring but beautiful. Such fresh air and was just a great beautiful day with the sun out shining bright. When we stopped to set up camp for the first day me and my husband found a nice log and gathered around the fire everyone was making to keep warm that night. Lucky for us our guides were providing the food and drinks. I don’t drink often but it was very nice to sit back and relax on such a hot day after walking so far. I noticed my kids talking with the other kids on the trip. They seemed to be close in age to my daughter Amanda (12) and my son Mark (15). There was another older girl that could be more than a year or two more than my son as well. I didn’t know where she was at the moment though. The mother of those kids came over to me and my husband and sat down. She introduced herself saying her name was Helen and her husband Kevin. She told me about her kids - Lilly 12, Luke 15 and Susan 16. My daughter Amanda was off playing hide and seek and Mark was off exploring the trees with Luke. Helen kept yelling at her older daughter to get out of the tent and bring her another drink. This woman was a joy to speak with - so nice and calm except for when she was yelling at her oldest daughter. Finally after some time and some drinks we got into the topic of our jobs. She was a flight attendant and her husband was in construction. When I mentioned I was a sex therapist that really got her attention. It normally does when I tell people but she sat right up and got all excited. “Now we’re talking” she said. I explained I don’t have sex with people and that I help people with the mental issues of sex and try to help guide them to what they want from sexuality. She was now a bit tipsy and told me that she would love to have sex with another couple and I, also with a couple drinks in me, admitted the same. What she said next I didn’t see coming. “Heather... I want to fuck my kids. Can you help me make that happen?” I told her to settle down as I think she was a bit more drunk than I thought. I told her I think we should call it a night. I went off to my tent with my husband and fell asleep almost right away. The next day she came right over to me as we were packing up our tent. She must not have been THAT drunk as she recalled what she said to me the night before. She told me she was serious about having sex with another couple and we should talk after the trip if I was interested. She said she was serious about her interest with her kids too and if I’d be willing to help her she would love to help me make any of my fantasy’s come true too. Wow she was serious and not drunk this time either. She kept her distance for the rest of the day giving me time to think. That night before I went to bed I told her I was very interested in trying with her and her husband but would need to speak to my husband. She asked about her kids and I told her I think that might be a bit to much. She told me how big of a fantasy this was for her and she could go thru with us as couples if I could help her make that a possibility. I said I understood and would think it over. Me and my husband have spoke about having sex with another couple on many occasions but it’s never came up because we were to close to them or feared it wouldn’t go well or would happen too often. This seemed perfect as it would be a one time thing. They don’t know too much about us and us about them. After the vacation was over we would go our separate ways. But sex with kids? What was I to do? That isn’t what I signed up for and wouldn’t be very professional of me to help her do that. I assumed my kids would somehow get involved in this as well and that was really what I didn’t want. I couldn’t stop thinking about it though. I was getting very aroused that night but with my kids in the same tent I couldn’t jump my husband. I tried to quietly reach into my pants and rub my clit. I was so wet. I thought of this woman and slowly started to finger myself. I pictured her husband and putting his hard cock in my mouth. I pictured her kids and feeling their young bodies. Oh no, I couldn’t do this. I tried to have it as a fantasy but I just couldn’t, it was too disturbing to me. But her and her husband... I wanted them so bad. Was I willing to throw out my professionalism and sell out her kids to incest just to get what I wanted so badly? Where does a sex therapist go when she needs advice? Giving help to someone else is one thing but it’s so hard to look back at yourself and give good help. I knew if I agreed to help her my kids would get sucked into this so was I willing to do incest myself? No I couldn’t do that. Hell, Kelly has been trying to get me into that for almost a year now. Kelly... that’s it. I'd seen a older man on this trip that brought his laptop and was trying to find a signal for Internet service. I would ask to borrow it and contact Kelly. I think she would just tell me to go ahead and screw my kids or she might turn it back on me and just tell me to decide for myself. Me and Kelly haven’t spoke much recently so maybe she wouldn’t even answer. But where else was I to turn? I had to try... *************** Part 3 - The First Time... I spoke with my husband about what was proposed. He seemed interested but when I mentioned the kids as well he looked very concerned. I wasn’t all so sure about it yet myself. All I knew is I wanted to have this group sex experience very badly and if this woman wanted her kids involved I don’t see how I’d talk them into it without my own as well. The kids had got to know each other over the couple days we been hiking so far and I don’t see how I could tell them it was a good thing to do if I wasn’t doing it either. Plus its not a good thing to do. I would be lying to them just to get what I want. As we walked along I spoke to my kids very quickly that we had to have a very serious talk in the next couple days. They asked what about so I told them it involved sex so to keep it quiet. Both my kids know what I do for a living and understand that these things are taken seriously and if I was to tell them someone it wasn’t to be spread around to others or there friends. I told them just to think over what they thought about the subject and I need to figure some things out for myself first before we had this discussion. Next I know I needed to talk to Kelly somehow so I asked a nice older gentleman who had brought along his laptop if I could borrow it for a little while when we set up camp. He told me the connection was not very good or stable but I was free to try if I so wish it. I thanked him and crossed my fingers it would work. I was pretty sure what Kelly would tell me but I really felt her opinion was important to me. I contacted her that evening via email and over the next few days on and off I was able to get info from her. Of course she was very pro me doing this. But thought it best I attempt with my family alone before mixing with this other family. I was even able to start a small chat with her online where she quickly tried to tempt us into doing things right there in the woods. I wasn’t even sure what I wanted yet let alone do it where we could be caught. I told my kids the whole truth. That if It wasn’t for my fantasy I wouldn’t be considering this at all. If either of them were scared or didn’t want to do this or felt weird in any way I wanted them to say so. Everyone felt awkward but yet somehow still wanted to do this. I don’t think its what they really wanted and they were just doing this for me. What kind of a mother am I to put my kids into such a situation. I felt so selfish but yet my kids and my husband insisted on giving this a try. My daughter was the most worried and didn’t understand why a man has to put it inside her. Something going into her she didn’t like the sound of at all. She was worried only he would feel good and not her. She didn’t want to do something so weird and not enjoy it she said. We agreed to some ground rules first. The rules were just me and my daughter would try alone first if we were uncomfortable it would stop there. After that it would only happen with the 4 of us.. No seeking behind each others backs to fool around it was going to be a group activity only. After we got home from our vacation we would discuss it again and if 1 of us didn’t wish to continue then none of us would. We finally ended our hike and got into town. We rented two rooms side by side one for us girls and the other for the boys just so we could have some privacy as we tested this out. I couldn’t stop thinking about this other woman and her husband. They were exciting me so much. I was so aroused and I was wishing it was them we were joining tonight. Me and my daughter got up to our room and put on the TV and just relaxed a little bit. We all ordered dinner and ate first. My husband and son decided to go out around town and find something to do and leave us girls alone for a while. I went to take a shower and clean up a bit first. I told my daughter to check the internet access we had in the room to see if I got any new email. As I washed myself I thought about my daughter and how young she was and the fact she was a girl. I’d never been with a woman in my life at all. Now I was about to do this with a female and my daughter and she is a child. I started to get scared and worried and then I just started to cry uncontrollably. What was I doing I must be insane. I just couldn’t do this or maybe it was happing to fast. I over think things a lot maybe that is what I was doing here. I heard a knock at the door and my daughter telling me not to cry that she really wants to do this to so not to be sad. I not sure if I believed her or not. Or if at 12 almost 13 if she was old enough to make those choices. I think she is a very mature girl but she still is a child. I really felt like I was losing my mind. I put back on my bra and panties and wrapped myself up in a robe and came out. I see my daughter sitting on the bed with the laptop typing away. She must be talking with Kelly. I went straight over and told Kelly I didn’t think I could do this. I really was going to change my mind. I felt like a pedophile. Kelly asked me to try but go slowly. To start by just taking off my robe. This didn’t seem like a big deal. So I dropped my robe off the side of the bed and sat there in my bra and panties. My daughter seen me do this and figured we were starting. She wanted to keep things totally equal between us so off came her PJ top right away. She was in the cute matching Barbie bra and panties. This wasn’t helping me forget she was a child that was for sure. Kelly tells me to tell her to take them off and she quickly did when I asked reveling her very small breasts and vagina. Her breasts were round but small you could tell they had a lot of growing left to do. Her vagina was so small it didn’t even have lips yet just a slit down the middle of her and it wasn’t a very long one not a hair on her yet. Kelly asked me to touch her breasts so I reached out and cupped them with my hands. They were very firm but soft. They were great for her age and I guess she should be proud of them. My daughter told me it was unfair that I still had my bra on so in the interest of keeping it equal I took off my bra and panties. I felt very embarrassed and shy but my daughter seem very interested in my larger breasts. She looked down at my vagina “Wow mom your lips are so big” she said. She seemed totally fascinated in how my body was different than hers. Kelly asked her to kiss my nipples which she did a little. I admit I felt something but wouldn’t I feel anything from anyone who did that to me. It shouldn’t mean anything I knew that better than anyone. I lay down on the bed and just told my daughter to lay down too and relax but she was more interested in getting back to her conversation with Kelly. So I let them talk. I just wanted to lay down and think this over some more. Maybe just spending some time in the nude would clam me down feel more relaxed. Why was I all panicked and scared and my daughter had no problems as long as it was equal of course. My daughter asked me what she could do to make me cum. I told her nothing now lets just lay here together. Kelly was urging her on I just wanted to relax with her for a while. I felt her lay next to me a little and rub my nipples. This was ok I guess it was relaxing and not that bad. This was so nice we lay next to each other for almost half an hour I think I almost fell asleep even. I was starting to feel a lot more calm. Just feeling her next to me was nice. I heard the computer beep again and my daughter jumped away from me to go answer it. I thought I shouldn’t fall asleep so I turned over a bit and put on the TV and just watched some news. All of a sudden my daughter rushes over to me and jumps on me putting her legs on either side of my head. I was now looking right at her pussy. This must be Kelly’s idea. “Honey get off me please. I don’t know if I ready for this yet. Please don’t force this on me. Its to big a step” I asked my daughter. I felt her move the laptop closer to the side of my leg and without getting off me yet could hear her typing away. Kelly must have been advising her on what to do. I had to make a choice now. Either give up and start to lick at this tiny pussy above me. Or grab my daughter and flip her off me and end this for tonight at least. I decided to lick. I stuck out my tongue and ran it quickly across my daughters slit. I heard her giggle and keep typing on the laptop. The first lick wasn’t to bad didn’t taste horrible either so I kept going. I crossed the line of no return so I couldn’t stop now. I couldn’t believe how fast she was getting wet. I told her this too and just tried to focus on licking it. I realized she wasn’t returning the favour yet. Should I ask. Why not I was in this far. “Honey you can start doing it back anytime you want” I told her. I opened my legs to give her room and I felt her move the laptop between them she wasn’t going to give up talking to Kelly now was she. Finally I felt a lick at my slit and it wasn’t to bad. I wasn’t even wet yet and I felt her trying to push a finger inside me. It was a little uncomfortable feeling it going in while I was bone dry but I didn’t feel like complaining at this stage. I could hear her breathing get faster and harder. I just kept going lick after lick on her slit and clit. Her clit was so small it was hard to find at all. After a few moments she started to moan some and squirm. “mommy I feel funny” she told me. “Hang on you're going to love this,” I told her. I think my daughter was about to have her first orgasm and it would be because of me her mother. I licked her clit as fast as I could and I heard her let out this long quiet ohhhhhhhhhh mommy. I was pretty sure she had just cum so I lay my head back and told her not to stop on mine and she didn’t I felt pretty close myself. A couple more minutes passed and I felt it happen my pussy just exploded and I felt a wave of pleasure go over my body like none before I think I let out a large moan but I wasn’t to sure and I was out of breath. I lay back but my daughter didn’t move from on top of me. I think she wanted to go again. Did I have the energy for it. If I didn’t now I might not again so... “Lets go again. Lets feel good,” I told my daughter. It wasn’t long after we started to lick again that my husband and son returned. Coming in thru the side door that connected our rooms together thankfully. Opening the main door and letting someone passing by seeing me eat out my little girl might not have been a great idea. I was embarrassed but just really into lust right now and didn’t even want to think about them at all. I just kept licking away more and more. My daughter moved the laptop away and now was really focused on licking me. She must have closed it or gave it to my husband or son. I didn’t know or care. I just wanted to cum again. I heard my husband tell my son to come on over and help his sister lick me. You would think two people licking you be better but its really not all they did was fight over who got to lick it more. I felt Amanda not moving away but my son did get in there and I could feel a 2nd tongue lick at parts of my pussy a little bit. I think my husband noticed the trouble he was having and eventually just told my son to get his dick out and put it in his mom. Omg I couldn’t do this. I’ve never had anyone’s dick but my husband inside me. This was way more than I asked for tonight. Before I could complain I felt him on his knees between my legs and grabbing my legs to make sure there was room. I felt his dick at my entrance and then in one big shove he was all the way inside me. OMG it felt so good to have something inside me. I wasn’t full but it was in there and I felt him just fucking me like crazy. It felt so deep inside me. I couldn’t imagine that my pussy was this deep but wherever it was he was deep into it. Plus my daughter still licking at me sensations were on overload right now. I don’t know how long it was but I felt him slow down and this warm feeling inside my pussy was splashing round in me. O