------------------------------------------------------------- WARNING! This text file contains sexually explicit material. If you do not wish to read this type of literature, or you are under the legal age where you live, PLEASE CLOSE THIS FILE NOW!!!! ------------------------------------------------------------- This work is copyrighted to the author © 2010. This story may be posted to non-commercial "free" sites, or in the "free" area of commercial sites so long as no changes are made AND the author information is retained. By: Kelly Originally posted at http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Kelly_Diary/www/ ------------------------------------------------------------ BOB'S THOUGHTS ABOUT HIS DAUGHTERS From: Bob Sent: Thursday, February 5, 2009 1:04:59 PM ******************************************************************************** I've been pretty harsh on people who write about young kids in supposedly highly charged sexual situations. Bob took me to task on my views but he didn't mention much about his own daughters so I asked him about it. Here's his response. ******************************************************************************** Hi Kelly, I guess the main reason that I didn't tell you about us so much was that I wanted to focus on the fact that some children really ARE sexual, have some level of lust, and not only don't mind being sexual with someone, but actually crave it. But, as with all, not all children are like that, and taking something that isn't given is abuse, regardless of age. To answer your questions, yes, I did and do think about them sexually. My oldest daughter, while she did do some masturbation as an infant and toddler, she stopped shortly afterwards. She did catch me looking at a porn movie once, but that was pretty much it. As she got older, I did talk with her about sex to some extent, and told her she could come to me if she had questions. She never really did, though. She wasn't particularly sexual until puberty. She also isn't really the snuggly type, except with her boyfriend. I do know that after puberty, she started to become sexually active and had intercourse around 16. She has been active ever since. I have been married 3 times, once to a friend, once to woman who turned out to be very misleading and an alcoholic, and finally, to my present wife that I had actually asked to marry me back when I was 17. My two girls are from different mothers. When I was married to my second wife, we had my youngest daughter. My ex was very sexual and would give me a BJ pretty much anywhere, including watching TV with my oldest sitting in front of us on the floor watching TV. Never got caught. I took to having my youngest sleep in bed with me because her mom was passed out downstairs most nights from drinking. The mom would come up most mornings and wake me with a BJ... very nice way to wake up, I might add. We would have sex sometimes with me holding the baby in my arms or her nursing. The baby started to sit up around 5 months old and if she was awake, she would watch her mom going down on me. At 6 months old, with my daughter sitting by my hip, she watched her mom sucking me. The mom stopped and went into the other room. I was still hard and sticking up. My little girl just bent over and took me into her mouth and sucked. She did this for about 10 seconds and stopped. I was pretty shocked, amazed, and well, loved it. I never waved myself in her face or did anything to "get her to do it". I wasn't even looking at her when she first took me in. For the next month, if she saw her mom doing this, and if I was still hard and standing up, my daughter would wait until my ex would leave the room and then suck me for a little bit. I never came in her mouth nor did I ever set it up, but I also didn't stop her. She stopped doing it after that. I know that she also masturbates nearly every night since she was little. My girls share a room and my oldest has told me that she does. My youngest is very sexual, but aside from self pleasure, doesn't do anything else. This is partly due to my present wife, which is fine with me. So, yes, I do look at my little girl and have fantasies. I look at her girlfriends as well, but the only person I touch sexually is my wife. By the way, my wife does know of my desires. I cannot keep secrets from her. We don't fantasize together about "other stuff", just enjoy each other to the fullest. Still, it would be extremely difficult for me to say no if either my daughter or her friends decided to try and seduce me. As an adult, my first real strong sexual fantasies about being with not only a child, but incest were with my half sister. She was 10 at the time and there was just something about her. I later found out, after talking with her as adults, that she had been sexual with a girlfriend and her sister since she was 3 until 10. What stopped her was that my half brother said something about lesbianism being just gross. That hurt her and made her feel guilty, so she stopped. I never did anything with her, but I would fantasize about her and my step mom, who is only 13 years older than me, all doing things together. It just grew from there. The fantasies, that is. On the subject of the dad and daughter I had mentioned in the previous email, we had become good chat buddies, when I was doing that. He had told me about his daughter and offered to show me on a webcam what she was like. He set it up in his room at a prearranged time. I could hear her speak, she was just 2 at the time, and ask him if he was going to change. He answered yes. He never wears underwear, so when he dropped his pants, he sat on the bed. She was in between his legs even before he could get his foot out of the pant leg and rubbing her face all over his penis and balls. He never did figure out why she started to do this, it just happened. I was amazed, and turned on, of course. So was he. She did this until he finally told her that he needed to get dressed. Sometimes she would rub her mouth over it, but she never took him in, nor did he ask her to. On a later web cam, when they were getting into bed, she of course, rubbed her face on him and got him hard. He was on his back naked and she only had on her favorite soft shirt. I watched as she straddled his hips, held his penis to her privates with her back towards him an lowered herself down, putting a lot of weight on his penis. She would wiggle and squirm, readjust, push, whatever. I guess she got a lot of pleasure from the pressure. He let me be a part of it through the web cam until I had stopped chatting just prior to getting married for the last time. I saw them in the doggy position with her pushing back so hard with her little hands holding onto the sheets for purchase to push back that I thought, "If he only had a little lube, he would enter her." I saw squat over him as he moved his cock back and forth, then she would squat down and put pressure on it. When she was 3, he let me watch as he licked her to orgasm, or at least it appeared that way. Her stomach rippled and her toes were curling, which were on his shoulders. He told me that he did use lube one time where he was sitting on his sofa and she had her back to him. He was rubbing up and down between her buns and she pushed back. His cock entered her anally. He was surprised, but pleased. He said it felt incredible. He carefully pumped into her just the head and a small amount of shaft for about 10 seconds. He was right on the verge of cumming, but she pulled away. They did that one more time, but again, she pulled away. He said that about a few months after that, she really didn't like the feeling of the lube and wouldn't do anything if there were lube, so they went back to doing things dry. He loved his daughter and would never do anything to hurt her, either physically or emotionally. We both talked about the emotional side of what they were doing, and because it was something that she strongly desired to do intimately with her dad, it would have been more hurtful to her to stop, than to keep it status quo. If she stopped that would be her choice. During all of that time, up until she was 6, he never did enter her vaginally nor repeat the anal experience. I stopped chatting at that time because I was getting married and didn't want the chatting to interfere. I suspect that they probably did go the rest of the way, or maybe it is just my fantasy. I haven't heard from him since. So, there you have it. I'm not as exciting as some of the families that you correspond with on a regular basis, but I have had my moments. :) Bob