Message-ID: <62050asstr$1334344205@assm.asstr-mirror.org> X-Original-To: ckought69@hotmail.com Delivered-To: ckought69@hotmail.com From: TBD <tbd@hushmail.me> X-Original-Message-ID: <11ueo7dadqufmsb4mg69ujm2q5c0jeo9cj@4ax.com> Mime-Version: 1.0 Content-Transfer-Encoding: 8bit X-Auth-Sender: U2FsdGVkX19EMiXTy9N/LiABEaaLZvpCS2p4O6ELW2MMVvgSIZsV8g== Cancel-Lock: sha1:4ylkr397/Lyf9/ZTPfzmFONt6CA= X-ASSTR-Original-Date: Thu, 12 Apr 2012 18:24:42 -0700 Subject: {ASSM} The Challenge Universe 3/4: Mind Home 2/3: Karen and Cory (zoo/best, asst codes, alternate reality) TBD Lines: 4800 Date: Fri, 13 Apr 2012 15:10:05 -0400 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: <assm@asstr-mirror.org> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: <URL:http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/Year2012/62050> X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Story-Submission: <ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Moderator-ID: RuiJorge, dennyw The Challenge Universe 3/4: Mind Home 2/3: Karen and Cory (zoo/best, asst codes, alternate reality) --- Mind Home: Cory, Karen, Stealth, Tracker, Gypsy (zoo/best) A style convention in all these stories is the use of normal quotes for normal speech and doubled quotes for telepathic speech. --- Companion --- "Hello, Karen." My boss gestured at the chair in front of her desk. "Come in, close the door and sit down." "How come so serious, Laura?" I am puzzled by her summons. I had just finished closing yet another case involving people not taking proper care of their animals. Soon after I joined the force, I had gravitated to the section dealing with animals. Usually, we are able to catch things before they go seriously wrong. This time, a farm had been abandoned and many of the animals had been left penned. A lot of them had been close to dying but we managed to save them. It is times like this I feel fortunate we have Companion and Protector teams. Not enough to really do our job well but enough to prevent major disasters. Usually. The abandoned farm is in an area on the edge of our jurisdiction. Usually, a Guardian team would have discovered it but things had been so quiet recently, none had visited the area in question. A Protector team headed for a vacation in the area had spotted it and called us in. "Good work, Karen. You and your team did better than anyone expected. "I have other news for you though. "You are up for a promotion." She smiled lopsidedly. "If you accept, it will also mean more training and more work. "If I accept?" I raise my eyebrows and look at her. "Since when do I get to choose if I want a promotion?" Instead of answering immediately, she swivels her chair so she can reach over to pet Darkness, her K-9 partner, where he has settled and is looking out the window. He started to shift before she started turning the chair. His anticipating her is so routine that I have long since quit wondering at it. "When the promotion means a major change in your life." I can't figure out her tone. I could swear she sounds awed. Awed and a bit amused at something. "Headquarters wants to know if you'd be willing to see if you can become a member of the Companions. There is a new batch of Companion trained K-9s that just arrived at Guardian Headquarters. "Take a vacation. Take as long as you need before before you make any decisions. I've unlocked some files for you to study." She turns back and holds up a hand to stop my questions. "If I see you anywhere near this place in less than a week, I'll have you forcibly removed, escorted home and placed under house arrest. "Dismissed." I am halfway to the door before I think to protest. I took a vacation just before this case. Time off is the last thing I want. I don't want a repeat of what I have just spent the last month fixing. I turn back to see her sitting there with a slight smile on her face. She is pointing at the door and Darkness is watching me intently. Their message is clear. I leave. When I get back to my cubical, there is a note on the screen of my terminal. "I said - GO!" When I try to use it, I discover it is locked. Smiling wryly, I consider my options. A vacation I haven't planned for. What am I going to do? Laura mentioned unlocked files. She wouldn't have done that unless I was supposed to study them. I can't do it here so that means I will have to go home. "Laura. You're manipulative." I mutter it to empty air. "Karen. You're stubborn! Now go!" I should be used to it but her response causes me to flinch slightly. She has enabled the monitor override on my intercom. As I step into the afternoon sunlight, I pause. 'OK.' I think to myself. 'Where to and how do I get there? For that matter, what *do* I do now?' I am bemused from the sudden change to my normal routine. I walk. I drift. I became just another person wandering the streets of Port City. It is after I am settled at a sidewalk cafe that I realize where my wanderings have taken me. I am across the street from Guardian Headquarters. Nebulous purpose firms. I finish eating, walk over and enter. Before I am able to do more than start approaching the information desk, I am intercepted. "Hello Karen." "Hello Ben. " So you and Tip are doing public relations work now?" I smile. He and I have worked a few cases together. He smile and nods. "Yep. They called us in to evaluate the new K-9s. Then they decided we didn't have enough to do and put us out here. "What brings you here? Something important, if I had to guess." Habit makes me look around to see if anyone can overhear us. "Well, you'd be right. A few hours ago, Laura told me I'm being offered a chance to join the Companions. "Then she locked my terminal and threw me out on the streets." Ben chuckles at my tones. I am still upset and it shows. "I see." There is something new in his voice. An earnest seriousness. I turn to comment and he holds up a hand to stop me from saying anything. We study each other in the uneasy silence. He's turned inward in a way I recognize from being around other Protectors. He and Tip are talking to each other. "That *is* news." He's returned to the here and now. "I knew they had been discussing potential recruits. I didn't know you were one of them. "Someone moved pretty quickly if you've been told already. The dogs just got here yesterday." He takes a deep breath and smiles. "Well then. I guess it's up to me to fill you in. "Let's take a walk." As we stroll through corridors I am familiar with, he begins to explain the situation. When I protest that I haven't decided yet, he chuckles softly. "You have and you haven't. Otherwise you wouldn't be here. "Karen, you understand 'duty'. If you didn't, you wouldn't have been offered this chance." "There are things..." He breaks off guiltily. "I babble too much sometimes." I am left to wonder at what he was going to say before he stopped himself. "If you'd gone home and tried to access the unlocked files, you would have been told to come here. "For various reasons, the files are only readable from Guardian terminals."" We stop at an unmarked door and he enters an access code. "Karen. Trust me. I can't come with you past this point. "Go through this door and follow the directions you find. Follow them *exactly*. "There's a reason for everything you are about to do." Not trusting myself to speak, I nod slowly. I flinch as Tip nudges my hand. I hadn't been aware he joined us. Tip takes my hand in his mouth, carefully places it on the handle and then settles on his haunches. "Remember your studies in school Karen. Remember that *they*... " he nods towards Tip, "Choose. "Good fortune Karen." With that, the two of them turn and walk away. I enter a room containing a screen and a door. The screen displays a familiar face. Laura. I hear the click of the door as it closes and I shiver. Something feels... *wrong*. "Relax Karen." Laura is calm and her voice tries to soothe my feelings of uneasiness. "As soon as you showed up, they contacted me and set up this link. "Do you feel odd? As if something is wrong but you can't figure out what it is?" I nod slowly. "Yes." "That room, the corridor from it and the room at the end are all telepathically shielded. "That's how come you feel like something is wrong. "Everyone in the Port City jurisdiction who is invited to become a Companion has to go through what you are about to experience. "Once made, the offer is good for the rest of your life. You can leave at any point and come back whenever you wish, be it later today or even years from now. "All locks are keyed to your access code so you no longer need a guide such as Ben or myself. "At the end of the corridor, you will find a room. There is a terminal and a set of instructions. Until you read all those instructions, the only way out of the room is the way you came in. "The room is set up as a study and living quarters. There is no time limit on how long you stay there. "Once you read everything... "Well, you'll know what your choices are." She smiles. Very softly... "Karen, I fought hard to get them to take you as the first person offered a chance at teaming with someone from this batch. "Good Fortune." The screen blanks and the door to the corridor swings open. Interesting security interlocks they have here. For several years, I've wondered at the seeming inconsistencies in building security here. I shake my head and try to forget about those things. I've been led here for a reason. Everyone is also being mysterious about this. All these mind-games... I hesitate. 'Mind-games?' Something flutters at the edge of my awareness. I look at the set of stairs that lead down and into the unknown. Spooky. Ben's 'reminder' finally makes sense. Companions and Protectors are telepathic within the team. I *had* forgotten that basic fact. Now, the interactions between Laura and Darkness make sense. They are always talking to each other over that link. But, *they*? Who are *they*? Shrugging slightly, I walk down the stairs to discover a long, dimly lit passageway. My footsteps echo faintly as I walk it. When I reach the end, there is another set of stairs that leads upwards. I gasp when I reach the top step and take the time to look around. 'Room.' Luxury suite with a view is closer. One wall is filled with a window. In one corner is.. An elevator?? Next to that is a stairway that obviously leads to upper and lower areas. Further study of the room leaves me puzzled. There is something subtly 'different' in the way it is constructed. I finally shrug to myself and decide to ignore that difference for now. Before the window is a desk with a recessed terminal. On the desk is a stack of papers. I settle in the chair and read the top paper. It is a handwritten note addressed to me. 'Before you is a view of the recreation and training area for Port City's Guardians. 'The window is designed so it can be fully withdrawn on command. 'Because of the shielding, none of them know you are here. 'Once you have studied what is in the files, you will be allowed to open that window. 'At that time, all the shields will be dropped so you and the other Guardians will be able to mingle. 'If, during that mingling you and a suitable Companion meet, the two of you will know. 'Take your time and be very certain Karen. 'Trust the Companion's feelings. 'Love, Darkness.' Darkness? I sigh softly to myself. More games. How could a dog write me a note?. As it gets dark, I gaze out and try to decide what to do. After considering alternatives, I decide. I'm a policewoman. I'll treat this as I would any other case I have been asked to investigate. With that, I figure I've done enough for one very long day and I go to bed. --- I look at the calendar. I've been here almost two weeks. I've watched as life has flowed past outside. I know my decision. I study my new home through new layers of understanding. That's what the first room, the corridor and this place are. Home. Yesterday, a cover retracted into the desk to reveal a touchpad. The controls for the window. Once I touch it, it will be sensitized to my touch and this room will be mine. Once I make that simple movement, I will always have a home. Buried in the Guardian Charter is a simple clause. 'Only on the *proven* death of a Guardian or after they have selected and moved to new quarters, may a room be reassigned.' There are pages of legal words that are summed up in a single sentence. 'Without genetically identifiable remains to prove a Guardian's death, their quarters will not be reassigned.' I still wonder about the wording of that section. When I tried to ask about people who were 'missing - presumed dead', I got 'Without genetically identifiable remains, no missing Guardian is considered dead'. 'Is?' Does that mean that Guardians who helped found our world may still be carried as active? No matter how I tried to approach the subject, I got 'Restricted information available only to coordinators and those with a need to know. Contact your coordinator for access.' Once again, I am reminded that Guardian security is far more sophisticated than it looks. Whoever had designed it had been very skilled. I go over to the closet that opened at the same time the controls were revealed. I study the clothing there. From my reading, I know these are the various uniforms worn by Companions. All are my size. I know I don't have to put them on for what I am about to do but, a sense of duty compels me to put one on. Once dressed, I go over and push the button. A soft chime sounds as I step though the opening window. Canine heads turn. I am greeted by a mob of barking and bouncing dogs and bitches. The other teams present glance in our direction and drift closer but stay clear of the frantic 'mob' that surrounds me. With the shields gone, I can some feel of their emotions. I smile tentatively and form the words I have wanted to 'speak' for over a week. ""Hello. I'm Karen. ""Is anyone there?"" A romping bitch stops so suddenly she trips over her own feet. She gets to her feet and turns to look at me. I barely notice as everyone present forms a living corridor with me at one end and her at the other end. ""Karen."" It is a gentle whisper. We study each other. ""I'm Stealth."" She launches into a full run. As she approaches she sends a single word. ""Catch!"". Ten feet from me she slows her mad dash and launches herself. I find myself holding her as I fall backwards. As we are surrounded by the rest of them, I 'hear' Stealth's laughter. ""I guess we're Companions now aren't we?"" I catch my breath and chuckle softly. ""Do I have a choice?"" ""NO!"" Her voice is emphatic. ""Bitch!"" I'm laughing. ""Of course. ""And I'm *your* bitch!"" ====== Do What? Karen, Stealth and Cory --- ""Him."" Stealth is sitting at the window of our office and watching the people go past outside. ""What? Who is 'him'?"" ""That one. Cory."" ""Cory? What about Cory?"" As usual, in spite of our link, Stealth has managed to lose me. I would have thought that after almost 5 years, 4 of them as Protectors sharing a deep bond, I would be able to follow Stealth's reasoning. Not a chance. ""Stealth, what in the world are you talking about?"" I'm getting exasperated. ""Of all the men you've been around, he's the one."" I sigh, turn the chair to face her, lean back and resign myself to another round of Stealth's version of 'Twenty Answers'. I started calling these cryptic sessions that because she sits there and expects me to figure out the questions she's already found answers for. I hit the privacy lock before continuing. If this time is like some of the others, I don't want to be interrupted. I don't want people overhearing either. The last time someone walked in uninvited, we had been discussing, in very explicit detail, what kind of sexual stimulation we prefer. Somehow word got to Cory that I had been talking to myself about what we did together. He thought it was funny. I wish I had at the time. "OK. Are you going to explain yourself or do I get to keep guessing until you become incoherent from laughter?" ""It's simple, Karen"" She sounds as if she is talking to one of her puppies. ""Cory is so good to you, I want him too."" "Am I being dense?" You already have him as a friend. "I've *always* let him take time to pay attention to you. "Besides, you've been pushy enough that he couldn't ignore you if he wanted to." Uncharacteristically, she pauses before replying. Instead of making a flippant reply, she sighs. ""I want him to be my first human male."" She seems... Frightened? Unsure? Whatever she feels, it isn't her usual bouyancy. ""Stealth... "" I fall silent as I realize I don't know what I was going to say. "I thought... " I mumble some choice oaths to myself. "OK, call me stupid. It never really crossed my mind that you'd want a man sexually. Or that you are... 'Technically a virgin' in that regard. "He doesn't know about us. "I can't tell you how he'll react. I refuse to even make a guess." ""It's ok then?"" She surprises me again. ""After all, he's your mate and I know how possessive you humans are. We studied that as part of our training."" "My mate?!" I swallow my immediate retort and sag in my chair. I want to call her a liar but I can't. Being a partnered Guardian has its disadvantages. One of them is that you can't lie to yourself for very long. Inevitably, your partner will do or say something to make you admit the truth. It's a painful lesson that gets repeated with boring regularity. I maintain my silence until the alarm announces the end of our shift. Stealth, for once, has stayed silent and let me think. Usually, she will interject comments about what I'm thinking. "We need to do some checking on a few things." I get her agreement. "Let's go home." --- ""Interesting."" I settle back and stare out the window. ""Not very helpful."" Stealth is direct about it. A quick search of the records told us that there are as many possibilities as there are people when Protectors decide to allow another human to form a sexual relationship with the animal partner. About the only things 'definite' are that there are no cases of it breaking the existing links. Nor are there any cases of it triggering a link between the humans involved. Other than that... Sex can trigger telepathy, raise blocks against the person ever developing it, make a stronger link with the new person, be just sex, scare the person off... ""Stealth, I give up. All I can do is trust your judgement and wish you well in your adventure."" ""Will you help?"" She's oddly hesitant. ""We're *partners* young lady. Of course I'll help. ""There is *one* potential problem. Or should I say 'difficulty'?"" I can't help smiling. ""Cory's penis is larger than average. I think we should take the time to make sure you can handle his size. ""Hmmm... Now there's some data that *should* be in the records but isn't. Well, maybe it is but it isn't obvious. I wasn't looking. I can get the medical data for canines and lupines. Everything except vaginal length for females and penile length when expanded for the males. Same goes for the humans. ""I wonder if the Scouts have anything? I'm sure they would be somewhat concerned about potential problems. Still doesn't help us much - if at all. ""Now that I think about it... No, that doesn't work either. DAMN! I forgot the link is triggered by simultaneous orgasms and not penetration. ""A negative indication would be searching the medical records for injuries related to intercourse. That would tell us what is too large or too small."" ""Hmmmph! You worry too much."" Stealth is disdainful. ""You measure Cory then we get a dildo and find out if I can handle that size. ""Besides. I doubt if he's much bigger than some of the dogs I've mated with. ""I've had puppies too. That helps."" ""Point. I've mated with some of those dogs. A couple were about Cory's size. Not his length though."" I grin as I remember just how deep he can get. ""OK. He's all yours."" I chuckle. ""I'll find an excuse to let him know how you feel and then the rest is up to you."" --- A few weeks later, I find my opening. "Cory, I love you. But, you can be dense sometimes." We just woke up after spending the night together. More and more, the three of us have been staying together when off duty. Sometimes at his place but usually at mine. He's always enjoyed being around the other canines anyway. None have singled him out for partnering. Most of that is because none have felt linked to him but a lot of it is because of Stealth's rather possessive attitude towards him when he's here. "Hmm?? "Oh? How so?" His words are slightly slurred. I laugh gently as it's obvious he's still trying to wake up. "Stealth is very fond of you you know. If fact, you're her favorite human male." I look over at Stealth and smile mostly to myself. She's laying with her head on his chest instead of bothering me as she usually does in the mornings. "She wants you as her first human male mate." "I agree with her. She's been chasing you for weeks. Done everything but actually rip your clothes off and rape you." "Stealth?! Me? Sex???" I'm laughing openly as he jerks awake finally. He looks at her, then me. Then back to Stealth. She deliberately looks at him and then nudges his crotch through the light blanket. "Stealth. You. Sex." "But..." I seldom see him stunned speechless and the timing is worth it. He'll recover soon enough. "Cory. Being a Protector means something we keep quiet about. Stealth and I have a sexual relationship as well as our telepathic link. We have to. Otherwise, we wouldn't *be* Protectors." "No, change that. We had to make love in order to trigger the link to the deeper stages required of Protectors. Most teams continue with sexual relations, a few don't. "We continued with the sex. I have to admit I feel it keeps us as close as you and I. "That's how I know she wants you. She told me." Now it's time for me to drop the subject. "So what do you want for breakfast?" "Anything..." His voice is soft and musing. Then he blushes. "Anything that is food, I mean." I ignore the blush and kiss him gently. "I'll find something." --- I've spent the whole day in a slight daze. Karen's 'revelation' this morning did it. 'Dense' she called me. She certainly has a point this time. How come I didn't see things as they were? Stealth *has* been obvious about things. Were she a human, I'd have seen her seduction for what it was a long time ago. I declined their invitation and stayed home. I have some serious thinking to do and little data to work with. Do I still like Karen? Yes. Do I still want a sexual relationship with Karen? Yes. Do I still like Stealth? Of course. Enough to have sex with her? I don't know. For some reason, I'm reluctant to pursue that idea. I look at the terminal in front of me. How come I never realized Karen and Stealth shared a telepathic link? It's public knowledge. I've known about it as a part of companion teams. It makes sense that Protectors would have it since they are formed from those Companion teams who have moved up in their training and abilities. I snort softly as I realize my blindness. I've even known that the Guardian teams formed with wolves often have sexual relationships. Every piece has been there. I work with them as a normal part of my job. Human blindness. I didn't see because I didn't *want* to see. Damn stupid way to live if you were to ask me. Hmmm... Now there's a thought. I've known of the sex with wolves and had no problem with it. It isn't the sex with Stealth that bothers me. Nor, in truth, does knowing that Karen and Stealth share some type of sexual relationship bother me. What's left? The telepathy. The sharing of thoughts. I have my own secrets I haven't told anyone. I don't *want* anyone to know. Zoophilic sex can be a trigger for telepathy. I fear someone knowing too much about my inner self. Now, after hours of hiding, I've faced my real problem. I see telepathy as a violation of my privacy. I fear that I may have no more control over what I reveal about myself. --- "So there you have it. I don't really fear the sex. If that were all it was going to be, I don't have a problem with it. "I'm afraid of having someone, even an animal, know some of my deep, inner secrets. There are things I try to hide from myself in order to survive." I study Cory. A different Cory than I've ever known. Defensive, scared, nervous. Jittery from feeling forced to talk about something he obviously never thought he'd have to reveal. ""Stealth. Did we make a mistake?"" I'm worried about Cory - seriously worried. ""No. It's his fear that inhibits him. If he were less afraid, more aware and accepting that almost every human feels this way, I think he'd relax."" She's a bit agitated from the strength of Cory's reactions but otherwise fairly calm. ""What was it you remembered? A Guardian can't hide from themselves for very long?"" She half taunts me with my own memories. ""Cory could be a good one. If he lets himself accept he's normal."" I'm startled. This is a side of Stealth I've not seen before. ""Stealth! Are you a finder?"" I get the mental equivalent of a nod. ""But they're..."" I hesitate... ""Rare. Assigned to the outlying districts all the time."" ""You are almost right. If I hadn't teamed, eventually, I would have been doing field work at random with other teams."" ""It was... Something 'different' that I felt when you asked if anyone was there that 'told' me we were partners."" I come back from our conversation and realize Cory is studying the two of us. I get the impression he asked me something and I ignored him. "Did I miss something?" He nods slowly. "Were you talking to Stealth? About me?" I nod. "How can I say this? Cory, you're normal in wanting that privacy. Feeling some shame at some of your inner thoughts and desires." " *I*... " I pause because I'm not happy about what I must say next. "Accept that as part of you and being human." I point at Stealth. "She doesn't." He looks puzzled. I can't blame him. I'm not sure how I would have reacted to learning a bitch doesn't accept one of my decisions. "And?" He's a bit aggressive. "She's going to work to change your mind and I'll help her. If you want to continue as more than working partners with us, with *me*, you're going to eventually have sex with Stealth with my knowledge, active support and consent." I stop. I was afraid of this. His face has drained of all color and he stares at me. I shiver at what I see in his eyes for a brief moment. He is filled with a cold rage that were it unleashed would be unstoppable. Without a word, I see him get himself under control. He stands, looks at me and whispers... "Goodbye." I watch as he walks out. ""He'll be back. He's confused. Afraid. Give him time to deal with it. He still has to see us at work and he knows it."" Stealth's words are scant comfort. ""Are you certain?"" ""Nothing is certain. Except his love for both of us."" I shiver anyway. Cory's mental blast of hatred and anger chilled me. --- I'm seething with anger as I step outside Guardian Headquarters. I expected anything but what happened. I thought Karen and Stealth would accept my reluctance and we could move on. Not that... I pause in my internal rant. Was Karen so unfeeling? Was that really out of character? More importantly, how come I blew up? OhNooooo... I let out a barely suppressed moan as I stand in stunned realization. The very thing I feared revealing by telepathy, I showed them anyway. The trip home is a blur. Waiting for me is a message. "Hello Cory. This is Stealth. Karen is entering the message for me. We've made some files available to you. Access the heading 'Considerations when desiring to invite a non-Guardian into a sexual relationship with the animal member of the team.' "Also, read the material on 'Finders' and 'Psychological Implications of the telepathic link'. "We'll be here when you're ready. "See you at work. "Love, Stealth." PS from Karen: "Self-awareness and self-honesty can be painful. It's also a lesson Stealth is constantly reminding me of. I love you, Karen." I shiver. What did it cost them to leave that message after I walked out? Stealth is right. Unless I request a transfer or change jobs, I'll have to see them tomorrow. I study the three headings and wonder which I should read first. 'Sex' is a bitter taste in my mind right now. Psychology not much better. That leaves 'Finders'. What are those? It's a term I've never heard. Must be important if they want me to look at it. I spend the next hour skimming. For all the words, the essentials are summed up simply. Finders are canines capable of detecting potential Guardians. They have an average of 90 per cent plus accuracy. They are rare and generally not members of Companion or Protector teams on a permanent basis. There's a lot of technical details and histories of individuals. Towards the bottom of the list of known finders is Stealth's name and a note she is permanently teamed with Karen as a Protector. I gaze off thoughtfully. OK. I guess she is implying I have the potential to become a Guardian of some type. Do I want to? Too much has hit me all at once. I don't know. What was the note? Self-honesty. I've certainly received a good dose of that. Once again, I sigh. I need time to figure things out. Best I get some sleep and hope the day is pretty routine at work. -- "I need to use some of my time off." I'm talking to my boss. "Oh? That's not like you Cory. You seem a bit abstracted. Problems?" "Yes. No." I hesitate. "It's..." Then I remember something from the file I read. 'Restricted access on a need to know basis.' Oops. "I just need to think about some things. The job's been pretty slow and I've been rethinking my plans for the future." That's closer. "I need some time alone without distractions." Mostly true. "It's unexpected but..." He trails off in thought. I get the impression he's studying me. "How long?" I shrug a bit. "I don't know. Maybe a week." "Go. You're not at your best right now anyway. Take as long as you need. Hell, you've earned it after all these years. I've always felt you should take more time off. We'll manage." I can't help a wry smile in return. It's true he's been after me to relax more often. "Thanks." I leave his office and head off to close my area down for the day. --- 'Most animals can't understand the human need for self-deception. This attitude requires a major mental adjustment for most human Guardians. Extreme resiliency and mental toughness is required of a Guardian more for this reason than any other single reason or combination of reasons. 'Over time, a Guardian will find themselves adopting some of the attitudes of the species they are teamed with. Especially in interpersonal relationships, they generally find it unusual to maintain a long term one with a non-Guardian. The primary reason is once again, that few 'normal' humans can be comfortable with the self-honesty required.' I shudder. I've been studying. Not the sexual files yet. This has been bad enough. Reading between the lines, it's obvious to me that if I don't join the Guardians, I might as well forget about Karen and Stealth. Hidden in the words is the implication that it's unlikely for me to be able to be totally comfortable around Karen and Stealth unless, essentially, I walk the same path. I do know one thing. Maybe it's what makes me fear the telepathic aspects involved. I happen to know my ancestors. It's been 100 years since any of us have been Guardians. I'm descended in a direct line on the male side from one of the Founding Guardians. Ward. With Stealth a known finder and me knowing about Ward... I have no doubt that my telepathy can be triggered. At least, after three days of intensive research and soul-searching, I know my problem. I fear the level of self-honesty I can expect from having a telepathic link to an animal. So, since I have been forced to realize how deeply I love Karen and Stealth, I can't see any solution other than working past my fear. It's the first time I've known just how driven I am by my sense of duty. I accepted I am driven in my work. It's hard, very hard to accept I am just as driven in my personal life. I wonder if Karen feels the same and then laugh bitterly to myself. She does. Why else her statement that caused me to walk away? With that laughter, bitter though it is, I realize I have no choice but to return to Karen and Stealth and seek their help. --- "I'm sorry. I need your help." He's so gaunt. Haunted. "I." He pauses and visibly gathers himself. "I love you Karen." He kneels down to look Stealth in her eyes. "I love you too. I don't know if you can understand me but... It's not you I fear, it's myself and the telepathy. What *it* could reveal. "Ironic since I already revealed most of *that* the day I walked out on the two of you." Again, I nearly turn away from the pain filled eyes that gaze at me. "I figured you'd meet me when I showed up." It's then I realize he wasn't surprised that Stealth and I met him at the door to our quarters even though he never called. "We understand. She knew." I hold out my hand. "Welcome home." That gets me a wan smile. As we walk the corridor in awkward silence, he seems abstracted. Not all here. "I'm a direct male descendant of Ward's. I'm certain my telepathy can be triggered." That quiet statement stops me and I grab his arm and turn him to face me. "You?" He nods. I start to say something and then stop myself. I gesture for him to continue on our way. It was something that had puzzled me. None of Ward's children or descendents born here had become Guardians. All records that might have explained were sealed or missing. Now, in Cory, Stealth and I are bringing that line back into service. ""Stealth? What have we done?"" I'm anguished at the implications. ""What we had to do. Who his parents are is meaningless."" As usual, she ignores all but the essentials. Once we are settled in the living area, I face Cory. "I did what I had to do. I'm sorry." It's not much but it's the remaining human part that makes me say it. "I know." He laughs bitterly and I wince. "Oh, how I know." "Because..." It's a whisper. "I'm doing what *I* have to do. "Guardian Duty is a legacy I hoped to avoid. Until now, we have managed to find other, less painful ways, of assuaging that duty within us. "I can't thank you yet for what you have done." His laughter turns loud and hysterical... "Duty... Love..." He chokes it off suddenly and stares at us. "Ward left us warnings about our heritage and what could happen. I should have heeded them." It is a bitter whisper. I don't understand him. Dare I ask? "I should never have chosen a job that put me in contact with Guardians. The rest of my family was wiser than I in this." Oh. Everything clicks as the pieces fall into place. "You and Stealth have your work cut out for you. I can't break the 'conditioning' alone." ""Stealth!"" I'm numb. ""We'll manage ok. Relax."" She goes over and nuzzles his hand. He stiffens, stares at her and with a slight smile begins to pet her. His motions are stiff. He's forcing himself. She puts her feet in his lap and licks his face in a familiar gesture. Reassured slightly, I go hug him gently and leave to prepare some food. --- "I never thought about it before but do you realize this," He nods at his glass of herbal tea. "Is a 'legacy' from the original Guardians?" Cory stares out the window and sips quietly. We ate a simple dinner and I opened the window so the evening breeze could be felt. Stealth is out playing with the others and generally relaxing as Cory and I try to overcome, no understand, his problems. "I figured that since Ward and the rest of my family is oriented to wolves, I could avoid becoming a Guardian by staying in town and limiting my work to association with canines. "It didn't quite work." He sighs softly and I study him. This is... The same Cory I've known for years and yet, there is a difference. ""He's quit trying to hide."" I manage to hide my reaction to Stealth's comment. Apparently, she's already sensitive to his emotions. ""His surface thoughts too."" Damn bitch. I'm so worried about Cory, I didn't try to hide my thoughts from her. "She's beautiful isn't she?" I turn to watch her at play. I'm trying to say something that's 'neutral' so I don't jar him out of his line of thought. "Never denied it." He's switched moods again. Now, he's off somewhere else. Oh well. "While most Guardians had a familiarity with alcohol and other ways of diverting themselves, Allister and Ward never really enjoyed them. It makes sense when you figure just what they were responsible for. "All of this." He makes a vague gesture. "Self-honesty made them realize that they couldn't live by using excuses for their actions and decisions. "Thus, they preferred the more calming aspects of the various teas." I'm fascinated. Cory's family must have an awesome oral tradition. I never thought about the reasons for many of our commonplace activities. I think back and realize he's made a valid point. Guardians tend to prefer teas and fruit drinks over the distilled types. "Ward and Julie are philosophers you know. They love to explore but as they do so, they also like to explore the inner worlds. "It would appear I share that to a great degree. I have a need to understand that is hard to suppress." I pause as I lift my own cup to my lips. I can't help it. I study him carefully. He doesn't appear to be aware that what he's said could be unknown to me. He's... Lost in himself to the point nothing else exists for him. "Cory?" I'm gentle as I try to get his attention. "Julie in particular..." He stops. "Did you say something?" How do I phrase it? "Cory? Ward and Julie. Are they still alive?" "That's one of the 'trusts' in my family I was worried about revealing. "So far as we know, even though we haven't seen them since they returned to Earth... Yes. Arrangements were made so that should they die, all their descendents would be told. Their known death would release us from promises made regarding us and the Guardians. "It is an oral message passed on to all of us when we are old enough to know our heritage. That and other, more important things we need to know." Now I'm really confused. According to all the records, there was no way for anyone to return to Earth. We are an independent colony founded and left to live or die on our own. "I'm sorry Karen." Sorry? What is he sorry about. "There are records with the Brethren about this. I'm sure Allister left notes with the Scouts. "I'd forgotten about it until just now." I watch as he refills his tea. I nod when he wordlessly asks me if I want mine topped off. "That still doesn't explain how come none of you became Guardians." I've let myself get sidetracked because I know that Cory follows his own logic. I'm certain his rambling has a point. He nods and smiles wryly. "Simple really. The family got together when Ward asked them. "Consider this. For generations, to many people, *including* the Guardians, Ward and Julie had been the de-facto leaders. The family was steeped in a 'tradition'. "After a long period of discussion, they voted to step away so the Guardians could break away and find new paths. "People are creatures of habit. Ward and Julie were aware of this and did what they could to avoid having the Guardians become a dynasty. That meant our whole family staying away for as long as we could. "We managed for about 150 years." He looks wistful. "It's not that we deny our heritage. Each person gives their word. "I got caught by conditions mostly beyond my control. None of us are foolish enough to deny that eventually someone would return. Just foolish enough to hope that we wouldn't be the one." Something finally clicks into place in my mind. "Duty, your given word and your emotions." He nods. "You managed to find a choice that lets you be true to duty and your emotions. And, your word was given while everyone knew that you might have to break it." "Exactly." There is a long silence. "Since you now know the secrets I didn't want to reveal," I watch in surprise as he raises a hand to wave at Stealth and give her our private signal that means 'return immediately'. When did he learn that? I never taught him. "All my objections to sex and a possible link with Stealth are answered." He smiles slightly as he watches Stealth. "She's still going to have to seduce me and convince me that there is more than sex involved. Once she does, I'll name when and where. "I come from a long line of zoophiles. The Guardians were founded with that as an essential part of the teaming." I sit in stunned amazement. He's casually mentioning things I didn't know until I had studied obscure records. "Maybe now, I can be what I was meant to be rather than what I had to be." ====== Consumation Cory, Stealth and Karen - The Early Years --- Once we figured out where I was having problems, we worked towards solving them. I never did figure out how the two of them managed to decide how to share me. Oh, actually, the only thing that changed was that Stealth became a regular part of our love-making. Rather than watch, she sometimes joined us. After a few weeks, I discovered that Stealth was reading my emotions and surface thoughts. At first I was nervous but after a few days of thinking about it and living with it, I relaxed. Shortly after that, I was relaxing with Stealth and was startled by a 'feeling' of contentment that was distinctly not my own. A few questions later, I had to accept it was Stealth I was 'listening to'. Obviously, over time, we were forming a link of some sort. Karen reassured me that it would never be strong enough to compete with the link she and Stealth had. I kept quiet about my doubts. I couldn't reason out what made me question everything but the doubt was there. Finally, I shrugged it off as knowing more than I should at this point. Better to let things happen as they would. It's been about 6 months. The 'link' I have with Stealth seems to have stabilized at the point it reached within few weeks. The only real change has been my increased skill at reading her. That has let me *know* she is serious about taking me sexually. With that settled, I do what Stealth has wanted all along. I make the decision to confront Karen and tell her our plans. Yes, during those times when Karen has been elsewhere, Stealth and I made our plans. --- "Alone. "You're going to have to trust me. "Stealth does." I'm firm and a bit exasperated with Karen. She insisted on this. Now, all of a sudden, she's balking. "Look, you've done everything else with me around. Why not this?" I recognize that tone of reasonableness. Usually, it makes me rethink my position. Not this time. "Call it a quirk of mine. First times are special." I hold up a hand to stop what I know she will say. "OK, so we all know Stealth isn't a virgin. "Thing is, in this case, both of us are. "I don't want distractions." I sigh a bit. "Stealth agrees even if you don't." Oops. I can see in Karen's eyes that she didn't know Stealth and I found ways to communicate with each other. She 'reads' me and in return, I get her emotional state. Awkward, but it allows us to do more than guess. Karen turns to Stealth and they lock eyes. Karen is angry. Stealth is defiant. Me? Time for a strategic retreat. I know they won't return to the world until one of them grudgingly decides she needs to change her mind. I shake my head and hide a smile. It won't be Stealth who backs down. --- ""We had a link before sex."" Stealth is calm but firm. ""I understand his surface thoughts and emotions but all he can get are my emotions."" ""You didn't tell me he could get anything from you."" It's all I can get out because of my anger. I feel left out. ""Of course not."" I let my silence speak for me. Stealth settles on her haunches and turns her head to watch Cory. ""At first he thought I would tell you everything we do or think about. ""I haven't told him everything about us. I'm not going to tell you everything about him and me."" ""Oh."" I sag finally. She's once again hit me over the head to get me to see something obvious. ""I didn't tell *him* about you and I did I?"" I'm rueful at this point. ""He's not for me anyway. Someone else will get him someday."" She's off again. ""We're a team. This isn't going to change things."" ""Stealth. You're frustrating, exasperating, annoying, self-centered... "" I can't help smiling at her. ""Don't ever change. Partner."" --- It is early evening and the sun is just starting to disappear behind the mountains. We've hiked to one of our favorite spots. "Well, there's our campsite. I know you can't answer me but I hope this all works out." Stealth had on a day pack and I was wearing my weekend backpacking outfit. The only unusual thing about this trip is that I know Stealth and I will be making love soon. Tonight actually. I still have some reservations about how it might affect my relationship with Karen. That she and Stealth have cooperated in this helps a lot. I know both of them will be able to accept any changes. Bluntly, I am wondering how *I* will handle the changes. My mind is a turbulent river that doesn't know which direction it is going to go next. I know there will be changes, but, I am constantly having to remind myself to just go with the flow and accept what happens. 'What if?' is not a fun game when it involves someone you love as deeply as I love Karen. Anything that risks that makes me nervous. We stop at the edge of the clearing. I kneel and hug Stealth. Looking her in the eyes, I watch her. "You're going to have to help me with this. When I get things set, I'll be ready. You're going to have to help me though. I don't know what position you want to do this in. I guess I would like to do it face to face but it's up to you." I get a feeling of reassurance and acceptance. It's enough. I set up our camp before anything else. The routine is an excuse to settle myself. As I start to lay out the sleeping bag in the tent, Stealth stops me by blocking my path. She grabs an edge of the bag and gently tugs at it. I feel purpose so I let go and watch. "Oh." This when I realize what she has in mind. Love under the stars. Something Karen I discovered we both enjoy. Looks like Stealth is the same way. I'm chuckling as she carefully straightens it to her satisfaction. Then , she goes and rummages through her day pack, pulls out her brush, turns and flags me and then goes to settle. I can feel her 'laughter' as she stretches out on her back with her vulva facing me. Legs spread, brush in her mouth and her head curled so she can watch my reaction, she waits for me to move. "Stealth, you're impossible." I'm grinning as I begin to strip. Still chuckling, I settle next to her, gently take the brush and begin grooming her. "Karen isn't this obvious." It's fully dark before we agree it is time. When I move to straddle her, I get a feeling of denial. Puzzled, I pause. She rolls out from under me and nudges my side firmly as if trying to push me over. I let myself fall on one side. Instead of laying next to me, she puts her nose against me and lifts as if to roll me on my back. Still puzzled, I follow her lead and roll to sprawl on my back. I am rewarded with a feeling of satisfaction. I flinch as her nose is firmly planted in my crotch. I feel and hear her slurp at me in exploration. She continues this until I am about to orgasm. I tense and at that moment, she stops. I feel chilled as she pulls back and then there is the touch of fur on both sides of my body. She's straddled me. Dimly, I see her dip her nose to my face. She uses her tongue and gently forces it into my mouth. We share a deep kiss that is more relaxed and intense than any that have gone before. Her feeling of satisfaction is overlain with unmistakable lust as she lowers herself so her vulva contacts my penis. The meaning is unmistakable. During the grooming, I liberally applied some lubricant. All I have to do is position myself at her entrance and start a gentle push. There is resistance at first and then as she removes more of her weight from her legs we begin coming together. Several times, she braces herself for a bit and then continues. Eventually, we are rewarded with pubic contact. Minutes pass before she indicates it is time for me to become active. The newness of the experience makes us reach orgasm very quickly. Her spasms trigger my own. ""I didn't even think of this position."" My thoughts are tender with the afterglow of release and wonderment. ""So, now you know."" ""Yes."" I am limp from exertion and she is collapsed on my chest. Neither one one us wants to move and destroy this moment. Our tongues gently probe each other's mouths. Still connected by my penis, her warmth is starting to restore my desire. The wordless explosion of her mind in mine had shocked me. ""You're really a person in your own right aren't you?"" A pause. ""Of course. But you always thought otherwise didn't you?"" I can't hide from this truth. Not any longer. ""I did. I never fully accepted that animals are just as much people as I am."" I laugh gently and hold her face close to mine. I kiss her deeply and with the same care and love that I always use when kissing Karen after we have made love. ""I love you, Stealth"" ""I know. I love you, too. Ever since you first paired with Karen."" --- "It's a strange feeling. I have to 'reach' to talk to Stealth." We have returned from our weekend outing. "I still can't feel you anywhere. She tells me you are sort of a 'presence' that is always there." I watch as Karen nods slowly. "If neither one of us makes an effort, there's nothing. "In a way, I'm glad, but then I'm not." I sigh pensively and stare at the dogs romping n the compound. "I don't think I'm ready for more." ""Do you think you'll have a choice?"" Stealth's tone is smug. I look over and see Karen trying to hide a grin. "She does it all the time. She enjoys baffling us mere humans." ""Stealth, you've convinced me it's easier to change Karen's mind than that of an interfering bitch."" "Cory!" Karen is openly laughing now. Stealth must have relayed my comment. What can I do? I laugh wryly and then the three of us have lunch and relax for the rest of the day. --- After that first weekend, the three of us slowly settled into life as a sexually active threesome. Somewhat to my relief, once her curiosity was satisfied, Stealth's requests for coupling with me didn't happen more than a few times a month. Much to my chagrin and Karen's amusement, Stealth developed a taste for semen and oral sex. I would wake up to her working me in the middle of the night. It took some doing but I managed to convince her that I needed my sleep and wasn't capable of supplying her addiction in the amount she seemed to want. At long last, we managed a compromise that kept the three of us more or less sated. After about a year, we had found our routine and could think of plans for the future. Those plans included deciding if we wanted to commit to pairing and the possibility of children. I also decided I might as well take the final step and find a partner of my own. Once again, life took over and someone else decided my future. I should have expected it. Things had been going along far too smoothly and my life seems to abhor letting me make serious decisions on my own. ====== Tracker Cory, Tracker, Karen and Stealth --- After years of searching, I feel a human presence in the back of my mind. As I relax, I keep my senses alert and try to figure out who it is. I wander about the area and discover that the feeling of completion gets stronger whenever I am near a specific group made of three Guardians. One of them is a sister, one is a woman and the third member of the group - is a man. I hope it is the man who completes me. By gently probing them, I discover my sister and the woman are already mated. The woman is not the one I seek. This is good. I do not want to mate with a woman unless I must. But, the man talks to my sister even though they are not mated. This is very strange and something I have never heard of. What should I do? I am tired of being unmated. I will learn who he is and break tradition by asking him if he wants to be my mate. I listen carefully and discover his name. Cory. A nice name. I like it. I like him. As I wait, I wonder about something else. How come he hasn't asked me who I am? I feel him in my mind, so he should be able to feel me in his. Maybe he is afraid to ask? I have waited long enough. It is evening now. Everyone is quietly settled. As the afternoon changed to evening, I drifted closer to their quarters. Now, as it gets darker, I finally walk over and stop at a respectful distance. I settle on my haunches and it is my sister who first notices me. ""Why are you here?"" She demands to know why I have invaded their space. ""I am going to ask him."" I have no need to say more. ""That is not how things are done."" Her response is firm and filled with her shock. ""Nonetheless, I am going to ask. *He* hasn't asked me."" I get no response. I focus and gently send my call. ""Cory."" He shakes his head from side to side. ""You haven't asked. Cory, am I unworthy?"" ""Who? Where are you?"" I delight in the intensely male tones. ""Tracker. I wait before you."" He stands and I see he is naked. I study him and shiver. He is longer than any dogs I have mated with. He is male as I have sometimes dreamed of. The way he radiates his maleness - teases me into a fuller awareness of my own needs. I stand and turn. I flag him and reveal myself. I let him know I desire him. ""I am unmated. You are unmated. I want you to be my mate."" I invite him to me. I turn my head and wait to see what his reaction will be. He looks at my sister and then at the woman. I sense an exchange between him and my sister. ""Tracker. How fitting. You're beautiful."" His mind is a gentle caress in mine. I am suddenly bathed in light as someone turns on the outside lighting. I sense his amusement at some inner joke. ""Of course I will mate with you."" As he walks towards me, I brace myself and shiver in my eagerness. He bends down and draws his hands along my sides. I feel his fingers spread slightly and increase their pressure as he slowly and firmly draws me back to his maleness. I moan as I surrender to him. There are no more words, only feelings, as he takes me. I shiver as he starts to enter me. As he slowly sheaths himself in my body, I feel new pressures. Our minds open to each other as we become one. He is gentle and skilled. He takes his time to let me adjust. Gently, then more urgently, he moves. Discomfort is brief and then is replaced by pleasure. We smile in each other's minds. As he peaks, I let his peak overwhelm me and push me into mine. ""You are skilled. More skilled than I expected. This is not my first mating with one of your species."" I felt his pleased surprise that I was able to pleasure him and I also felt him feel my surprise at his ability to please me. Our minds are so intertwined that we can't tell who is saying things. We realize it doesn't matter. We laugh at the shared thoughts. He withdraws himself and reaches to touch me gently. I turn and nose myself and his hand. He surprises me by laying on his back and showing me an image. No human has offered this. I comply. As I clean him, he cleans me with his mouth. I shiver again as he gently washes me. My spasms cause him to reach and grasp my hindquarters to steady me. ""I did not know..."" I trail off as I realize he has firmed beneath my tongue. ""With the right partner, many things are possible."" His mental grin warms me. Eventually, sated for the evening, we fall asleep on the grass. * * * The morning breeze caressed us into wakefulness. We had fallen asleep while still coupled and it was with a bit of regret that we pulled apart. Nature's demands insisted that we both take care of some basic needs before we take the time to explore our newfound togetherness. While Karen and I wait for Tracker and Stealth to return for breakfast, we settle on the couch. I smile as I talk a little about what happened last night. "Karen, you saw how much 'choice' I had." I get a grin in return. "Stealth had you to herself for six months. Spoiled bitch." "Ummm... Speaking of spoiled..." I let my amusement show. I am rewarded when Karen jerks upright and starts to head out the patio door. "No. It's over and no harm done." I grab her arm and lead her back to the couch. "It's too late anyway." "About time she ran into someone who could say no to her." Karen is recovering. We just had images from our partners of Stealth and Tracker in a brief but intense physical struggle. No anger, just a dominance disagreement over me. I smile. "Tracker made her point didn't she? *She* decides when she'll share me." "I better look into getting quarters of our own." ""Thank you for not hurting anything except her pride. My love."" The two of them walk back side by side. Stealth is a bit subdued but I know she'll soon be back to normal. ""Stealth, you said it yourself six months ago. I'm not for you. Not completely anyway."" ""Hmmph."" Her snort speaks volumes as she settles next to Karen and pointedly turns her back on Tracker and me. ""She's off duty. She doesn't control my or your mating rights."" I choke on my tea. I always thought Stealth was direct. I study my partner. I blink in surprise. I knew she was larger than average last night. In daylight, I realize she towers over Stealth by at least a foot. ""Borzoi."" She answers me before I can remember the breed name. ""Not many of us around."" She settles on her haunches next to me and rests her head in my lap. Eyes close and I hear... ""You may pet me."" I can't stop my laughter. I gently stroke her head and marvel. Tracker is like no dog or bitch I've met. ""How come?..."" I wonder at her presence here and her being unpaired as well. ""Nobody suitable until you. I've been checking all the Guardian stations."" ""You're right. We have a lot in common with wolves."" She pulls that thought out before I verbalize it. ""I don't understand."" ""We are strong willed. It takes a special type of person to team with us. Someone who does not display a gentle hardness is someone we tend to dominate and lose respect for. You fit my mind in a way no one else has. When I called, you answered. It is enough."" I shake my head to clear the thoughts that churn within it. During the time I have known Karen and Stealth, I learned that Stealth can be obscure in her thinking. Tracker has already convinced me that she is capable of being far more obscure than Stealth. "Karen? I never thought to ask before. How do I go about getting rooms of my own and who do I tell about my change in status?" With hindsight, I realize she has never spoken to me of just how she wound up in these rooms. "Wait a bit longer. I'm still checking on your rooms. The notification I've already taken care of. I had to when they wanted to know about the reason you wanted quarters here." She turns to face me and I see that her eyes are laughing and she has a decided quirk to her lips. "Actually, what I was told is that new files were already sent to my terminal. Some of the other canines were quite impressed with the show the two of you put on last night. They told their partners and the word filtered up the levels." She turns back to her screen. "Oh." I should have guessed we wouldn't need to announce things. ""I was happy. I told the world."" Tracker is smug sounding. ""So I wasn't hearing things when I thought you were vocalizing."" ""That too."" She is definitely laughing. I sigh and then smile slightly. I've seen Karen get exasperated with Stealth and always laughed at her. Now, with Tracker, I understand that frustration and its source. ""Do I get an explanation?"" ""I shared with those other dogs who were capable of sharing my thoughts."" She snorts. ""Not all were able but enough were to serve my purposes."" ""And those were?"" ""I am a bitch. I run in a pack. I marked you as mine."" She falls silent and I have the sense that she will say no more right now. I get an image of her standing between me and the other bitches who are all flagging me and vying for my attention. ""My kind was bred to hunt wolves and capture them. I have captured you."" I sit in stunned surprise. The emotional impact behind those simple words has grabbed me and left me speechless. Before I can find words to comment, Karen looks up and smiles. "Join me. Things have been settled and I'm to show you where the entrance to your rooms is at." She looks at me thoughtfully then seems to withdraw slightly into herself. Without any more comments, she gets up and gestures for me to accompany her out the door and down the long hallway that leads back to Guardian headquarters. I enjoy the feel of the carpet on my bare feet. Bare feet? "My clothing?" Karen smiles. "Not unless you feel the need. We will be staying in the residential areas." I decide I don't need my clothing. As the four of us walk though the corridors and wind up back at the residential entrance hall, we sometimes stop and visit with others. Tracker remains aloof during all this and the greetings, while friendly, seem to be somewhat ritualized. Eventually, Karen takes us to a corridor that is one I've never seen. Before we entered it, she paused a long time and seemed to be debating something with Stealth. Eventually they looked at each other for long seconds and then turned as one to stride forward as though with renewed purpose. We reach a door that looks no different than the one that opens on the entrance to her rooms. She reaches up and quickly enters the access code. After she does so, she turns and studies us. "When you enter that room, you will face some choices. There are two exits. This door and the door that opens on a hallway similar to the one that leads to Stealth and my rooms." She comes over and hugs me before stepping back and looking down at Tracker. "Good fortune to the two of you." I have the feeling she is performing a ritual. Instead of responding with words, I nod my head in thanks. Stealth must have said something to Tracker before they touch noses. I notice Tracker is shivering. ""We are to proceed alone from here. I... Stealth says to trust our feelings in this. She would tell me no more."" She falls silent and I have the feeling she is watching the door as if it were some dangerous enemy. I take a deep breath and then let it out. ""Let's do it."" I reach for the door and it opens easily. Without looking back, we enter the small room that is revealed. On the wall above the closed door on the far side of the room - is a screen. It is the only decoration. I let go and the door sighs shut behind us. I feel a subtle 'difference' once we hear the lock firmly engage. The screen lights up and then clears to display two faces I know well. I sag back against the wall as they gaze out calmly. "Ward? Julie?" I whisper in my shock. My recognition seems to trigger them to awareness. "Greetings." Julie's voice is calm. "We recorded this welcoming message and set aside this special set of rooms before we left. We *knew* that someday, one of our descendants would become a Guardian. Whoever you are, this message is only for you and your canine partner. All knowledge of this message and the purpose of these rooms has been wiped from the public records. Hopefully, except for the members of our line, the rest of the world will 'know' that we left and never returned." "Forgive us for this method of welcoming you to the Guardians. We knew that someday one would again take up the duties our line chose to abandon." Ward looks out calmly. "Once someone indicated one of our line was joining the Guardians, a special set of files was sent to the one who was to show you to your permanent quarters. Not even they know what is happening in here. They only knew that you were to be brought here. Simple questions, seemingly routine, allowed the system to determine their relationship to you. Depending on that relationship, certain things may have been revealed to them. We have no way of telling you what was mentioned. If you feel the need to know, you will have to ask that person. She has been instructed to give you full cooperation." He paused and seemed to be marshaling his thoughts. "Welcome back to the Guardians. There are two paths before you. You may leave here and return anytime you wish. Once the offer to join the Guardians is made, it is never withdrawn." He smiles warmly. I am reminded of a carefully hidden portrait the family has. Julie looks out at us. "Or, you may go forward and discover a future and your past." Her whole body grins. "If you are one of us, I know the choice you will make. We wish you 'Good Fortune'." The screen blanks and the closed door silently swings open. Tracker had quietly shifted so she was leaning against me while Ward and Julie were briefing us. When the door swung open, I felt her flinch. ""Cory?"" She is shaking and I can't tell what her emotions are. ""Are you truly from their line?"" I can no longer deny my past. ""Yes."" She lifts her head to gaze into my eyes. I feel her wonder. Embarrassed, I whisper "I am who I am. Who sired me is not what matters." Instead of answering me directly she nudges my hand with her head and then turns to face the open door. ""The way ahead is clear. Let's go!"" She launches herself through it and after she scrambles down the stairs, she takes off at a full run. "Tracker!" I shout in my fear for her safety. I've never seen any dog as fast as she is. ""The way is well lit. I have trained in more restricted areas. I am agile and in my prime."" She shares her sight with me. Before I reach the door, I feel her slide to a stop at the end of the long hallway and settle on her haunches. Impatient and not even breathing heavily, she is amused at my ill-concealed frustration. ""I did not have room to reach my full speed."" She's definitely laughing at my shock. ""Well, are you coming?"" I shake my head in bemused wonder. ""Not as quickly as you my love but I will get there."" As I reach the bottom of the stairs, I am treated to the sight her sliding to a stop next to me. ""This is fun. I like waxed floors."" Her laughter echoes within me and is contagious. Laughing together, we walk to our new home. When we get to the bottom of the steps that lead upward, I realize something and turn back to look at the hallway. "Tracker. I don't know about you but every entrance hallway I've seen has been carpeted. This one isn't." I feel her consider this. She slowly turns her head over her shoulder to look back. For the first time, I sense confusion in her thoughts. ""Every dog or wolf who has described their home to me has made a point of telling me about the soft and comfortable carpeting to be found there. The only exception to this has been the other Borzois. Each of them told me they had to ask that the carpeting be removed."" We look at each other and then back at the hallway. ""Tracker, it shows no signs of ever having been carpeted."" Rather than answer me she walks part way back along the hallway and I feel her studying the walls and floor. She sniffs carefully. ""It smells old but looks fresh."" ""Cory?"" ""Yes, Tracker?"" She returns to my side and leans against me. I feel her shiver. ""How did they know?"" I look up the stairs. ""Maybe we'll get some answers up there. Let's go find out."" ====== Gypsy The Challenge Universe - Mindhome Cory, Tracker, Gypsy, Karen and Stealth --- Tracker and I freeze in surprise as a shadow moves to stand before us. ""Hello, Cory. Cousin."" The words are calm and gently spoken in our minds. Before I respond, I turn to look at Tracker. ""You didn't notice her?"" ""No. Nothing. But wolves are cunning and able to hide in places where one does not expect them."" Her 'voice' is tinged with a bit of anger. Not at herself. She is too self-confident for that. I have the impression she is angry with the wolfess. Meanwhile, the wolfess has settled on her haunches to watch us. I can read canine body language pretty well and I get the impression she is filled with a purpose but also somewhat amused at something. That I get from the slight tilt of her head and the way her mouth and tongue are positioned. Yes, were it Tracker or Stealth, I would be certain she is inwardly laughing at something she finds hilariously funny. Something is missing. ""Track? Any sign of her partner?"" ""No."" Eyes far more acute than mine have carefully scanned the entire visible area. Were there someone visible who might be one of the Brethren, Tracker would have spotted them by now. ""Hello."" I finally direct a thought to the wolfess. Her first words gave me a good idea as to her sex and then I have been studying her while talking with Tracker. Considering the good lighting, it's obvious there is no sheath. It's something I tend to notice whenever I see a canine. ""Problems? Where's your partner?"" Small talk really. ""Unless it's something urgent, would you care to talk as we continue our patrol?"" ""I will join you. I am not partnered right now. ""I am Gypsy."" The three of us proceed. Tracker and I are well known here. This section of town has been our primary area for several years. An older manufacturing area, it is usually pretty calm. Because of the noise and assorted smells, her eyesight has been invaluable. It didn't take long for people to realize just how good she is. With an extremely wide angle of vision, there isn't much movement that escapes her notice. ""What are you doing here?"" I can't understand what would bring a wolf to this part of the city. Normally, they get called in on special duty or show up as the result of tracking someone into town. ""I'm here because of you."" ""No!"" A blur hits Gypsy and knocks her into me. The three of us are a tangle of bodies. The tangle resolves itself into a frozen tableu with me staring at Tracker and Gypsy. Tracker has Gypsy pinned. Her mouth is clamped to Gypsy's throat and a deep growl is rumbling from her. ""Cory is mine."" I'm getting the leakage from their conversation. ""I am here to make the offer. That's all. Then you and he will decide."" They stare at each other. Strangely, Gypsy is calm about the situation. "Tracker." I pause and realize I am being ignored. "Tracker! She means no harm. You've made your point. "Release her." Brown eyes flick in my direction. I glance around and see people standing in stunned silence. Few have seen Tracker move as quickly as she did. Had she wanted it, Gypsy would be dead, her throat torn so quickly nothing could have been done. ""She would take you from me if she could."" Oh. I feel stupid. There's only one time non-partnered wolves can talk to a human. Instead of answering and making things worse, I gesture vaguely. ""We have a job to finish. Shall we?"" Tracker releases Gypsy and moves back a bit. Gypsy stands, shakes herself a bit and then stares at Tracker. She turns back to me. ""I'll be at Headquarters."" With that, she lopes off. Wonderful. I have a sour feeling about all this. That means she'll be there when we get home. * * * "So what happened?" Karen met us in the lobby. "All anybody knows is from the newscast. Something about Tracker attacking a wolf and then the wolf left and came here." "Wolfess. Her name is Gypsy." I pause as I seek a way to express what happened. "Track was making her opinion clear on certain matters." Now, as we settle in our chairs, I gaze out the window. "Gypsy will be around until I make a decision about her 'offer'. "I've been invited to join the Brethren as a 'Pack-Brother'" A muted rumble is Tracker's reaction. Karen's is a soft "Oh." I move to the couch and invite Tracker to join me. She does and I gently pet her after we get settled. "I don't know. "Well, that's not true." I sigh deeply. ""You and Alonzo work well together already. Had things been different, you would have teamed with him. He happened to be on vacation when you showed up."" I direct this to Tracker. ""Must you?"" I wince at the pain in her voice. ""I don't know yet. I never planned on leaving you. You know that."" ""Love and duty, Cory."" She's resigned and angry. ""Admit it. Duty has won. You wanted to go with Gypsy as soon as you knew."" ""Yeah."" I sag. ""And it's tearing me apart inside. It means leaving all of you. You, Karen, Stealth..."" I'm bitter. ""All left behind for a maybe."" "I wonder if anything is ever permanent?" I open my eyes to study Karen. "You. Then Stealth. Now Tracker. "Will I always be moving from one relationship to another? "Forget that there are so few invited. Forget about my ancestors. "Will 'duty' always be such a burden?" * * * There is a long silence after Cory speaks. I've come to know him on a level no other human has. I think on some level, he's been preparing just in case something like this happened. Not consciously, just something he's known. He and Tracker make a good team. Darn good. One of the best in the area. They share a 'hardness' and dedication that is almost the same as what the Brethren share. Maybe that's the problem. I don't know. Maybe none of us are hard enough to fully capture him. I muse about our lives together. Our first meeting. Stealth and I convincing him to have sex with her. Tracker finding him. Now Gypsy and her offer... I realize. I can't openly speak of this to him yet. Maybe not ever. I feel Stealth's reluctant agreement. She's been following my thoughts. Of course he'd feel strongly about Gypsy. She asked him. No one else has done that. I sigh to myself. I never realized that the Companions and the Brethren are so fundamentally different in outlook. Cory grew up in a family that has ties to the brethren few will ever understand. I didn't understand. His joining the Brethren was inevitable once he decided to join the Guardians. On the other hand, nothing says he will be unable to renew old friendships once he settles in. He's done that much as a Protector. "No." I have to fight to find the right words. "This isn't a permanent leave-taking. "Once you finish training, we can get back together." I have a hurried conversation with Stealth. "We'll wait for you. "No matter how long it takes." "I imagine she, " I point at Tracker, "Feels the same way. We might be with other partners by then. Still, we'll always be friends and more." He stares at me and then nods slightly. I watch as he bends his head to study her eyes. There is a long silence. He bends down as she reaches up with her nose. They share a lingering kiss before he wraps his arms around her and begins to cry. Stealth is unusually gentle when she finally comments on what has happened. ""They've started to settle their differences. Lots of mutual pain. It was wise to point out this isn't truly a permanent separation. Let's leave them for now. They have many memories to share before he leaves. Our time will come soon enough."" I sigh before I gesture to Stealth and we get up to leave. ""That's right. You lost him once and then got part of him back later."" A flick of Tracker's ears in our direction is the only notice they take of us as we leave. * * * ""Tracker. I know it hurts. I hurt."" I feel her pain as if it were mine. ""I wish I could lie about this. You've taught me how useless that is." --- End Abandoned Work: 'Gypsy' ====== If you are offended or dislike stories about consensual sex between humans and animals, don't read this. This is a work of fiction. The first part sets the background for the rest of the story. The attitudes presented there are those of two combat experienced beings. As such, they are portrayed as very caring but ruthlessly efficient at what they do. I seldom use this type of action in my stories but this time it is essential to the story that follows. After that start, the story continues exploring the wolf/human Bonding that sometimes happens on this world. For those of you who have read my 2 part Pack-Brother story, this takes place about 100 years before we meet Karen and Greybeard in part 2. zoo M/wolf --- Hunters Greybeard - part 1 --- I and my current partner, Cory, have been brought in via combat flyer to a point a few kilometers from Port City. He's a good partner, the best I've teamed with in years, but not my Pack-Mate. Sometimes I despair of ever Bonding. As team 'Hunters' we've become the regional trouble-shooters. Especially in situations where Bonded pairs would be at extreme risk. Unfortunately, this situation is such a one. Our back-up consists of 20 of the best hunter teams from all over the world. All of us are combat experienced and from the time Cory and I enter the city the other teams will be fully combat ready. As well, Cory and I will be in full body mesh and wearing heads-up combat lasers for the duration. Personally, I hate wearing body-mesh. It doesn't allow me use my teeth and claws in combat. Sometimes though, our duties require we wear it. Hopefully, we will be able to make a surgical strike out of this. The last thing we need is for this to escalate. The hunter teams are strictly for use if we get into trouble or things need to be contained quickly. The local police, as good as they are, don't have the experience to deal with what this could become if our target discovers we are after him. Or, he panics. Mind-linked, Cory and I have been discussing the job. -------------- I've just finished telling him the teams are ready. "Well, what do you think? Even here I can feel the aura of violence that permeates the city. During the flyover, I could feel traces of our quarry. Good thing he's not a Brother. Felt like he was self-trained. His shields are good but they leak quite a bit if you know how to look. No wonder he's been so hard to trace. And he's going to strike again fairly soon. Think we can get him first?" "I don't know Grey old pal. I damn well plan to try. Good thing the Chief told us to solve the problem and nothing more. Wish we could have inserted closer. I HATE wearing body-mesh on a long hike." Privately, I agreed with him. Body-mesh is a flexible protection developed for teams entering high risk situations. It's not as good as regular armor, but it allows us the freedom of movement we were going to need. What we both hated was that it gives TOTAL coverage. In my case that means I have to control my urge to use my fangs during a hunt. Even my claws are covered. It has artificial ones in the boots, but it takes experience and training to use them in combat. As well, my tail is confined and the extra weight of the cover causes control problems. Still though, if what we have heard is true, I may need the protection. As will Cory. A police K-9 team had been taken on a supposed normal trouble call. That spoke volumes about our target's abilities. And explained why the hunter teams had been called in. Cory was updating me with final info. "While you were briefing the other teams, I got word from the Chief. They just found the missing team. They'll survive. They were barely alive when found. Both had been raped and tortured. Our trauma team said that from what they could get, this guy gets his rocks off from the mental feedback while he's inflicting pain during sex. Also, this guy is responsible for a lot of the reports we've been getting from around the world that we didn't realize were related. He's been active for about a year. This was his first snatch of a team though. His big mistake. The bitch managed to delve deep enough to find out he's planning on killing his sex partner sometime soon. Not the next one, but she felt that it would be less than a week before he does it for sure. As well, they got a direct mental print we can use. This guy stinks." Then his voice grew harder as he delivered his next words. "The Chief gave me a final message just for the two of us. She said 'Solve the problem.' I very carefully didn't ask how." He is tight with suppressed rage. I wonder about it. This tight control is not something I expected. We have been called in on situations like this before. It shouldn't tense him up like this. I wonder what he's not told me yet. Cory's next words were so soft that if we had not been linked, even I would have had trouble hearing them. "It was Karen and Stealth. I surely will solve it." Startled, I jerk around to face him. The venom in his voice and mind is unmistakable. I knew of the team even though we had never met. They are considered one of Port City's best teams. He had loved them deeply. Their parting when he joined with the Brethren had been painful for all of them. His love and concern for the bitch Stealth had triggered his telepathy when he first had sex with her many years ago. Soon after that he became part of a K-9 team that had served with them. He had talked of them quite a bit after becoming a Pack-Brother and we had started training together. For him to find out at the start of our mission was about the worst thing that could have happened. For our target. I shuddered as I remembered the only other time I had seen him in this mood. He was all focused killer. Rumors later had it that even the Orcas had felt him. I knew they had. Their coordinator had sent the Chief a private message afterwards. Which she had passed on to me. 3 words. 'Use him wisely'. The Chief must have known who was missing. To wait until now to let us know was an unmistakable message to us. That one of our trauma teams was already in the city meant that she wanted us to extend ourselves and move quickly. As well, she didn't care how we got him. And she wanted him dead. Quickly. Linked with Cory, I let my thoughts flow to him. I felt his grim agreement. He was too good not to have reached the same conclusions already. "He's a dead man Grey. Let's go collect the body." Turning back towards the city, I reach out and find our quarry. "I have him Cory. Let's move." My deep combat growl is well matched by his mental snarl. ---------------- We got him before he could do any more harm. We caught him walking along a main street contemplating his next victim. Cory's shouted 'You've raped and tortured your last bitch!' had jerked him around so that Cory could use a low intensity shot to burn away his crotch. As he lay screaming for help, I left my place of concealment. Cory walked over to him and softly told him "That was for Karen and Stealth. They're my friends. And I'm going to have to apologize to them for giving you a relatively clean death.' His eyes widened in realization as he saw both of us together. He read what the payment for his actions would be from Cory's stance and soft words. Hunter 'Justice' is well known for its sometimes pragmatic ruthlessness. Now he knew that we felt it was one of those times. And too, it was obviously the kind he had not expected to have happen to HIM. We are rarely called into the cities. As his terrified scream of horror was leaving his lips, I vaporized his head with a full intensity shot that left a smoking hole in the pavement. Justice had been served. Grimly, we knew that nobody in Port City would soon repeat his actions. Our message was well understood by those who had witnessed the action. And, as always, word would spread rapidly. ----------------- "Hey Cory! Want to relax a bit before we go see Stealth and Karen?" We had been picked up and had time to get out of our mesh and clean up. Now unwinding in the quarters maintained for visiting Brethren, we had time to get the taste of the mission out of our thoughts. I especially had to do something to mute the revulsion I felt. To track our quarry, I had had to maintain mild contact with him. His mind had tasted of things that were distasteful to say the least. So, our custom after a mission was to have some good healthy sex to remind ourselves what life was really about. As well, it allowed us to share our impressions and support on a level deeper than was available to us from day to day. The rough and tumble of foreplay released a lot of tension too. And, this time, neither one of us wanted to see Karen and Stealth until Cory had a chance to get rid of most of the anger he had been feeling. Cory was before me now. "Hey old wolf. Forget what to do with this?" He was on hands and knees with his ass facing me. Slowly, he rocked from side to side in his way of simulating a bitch. Rudely, and suddenly, I jammed my nose between his cheeks. As I felt him flinch from the cold contact, I laughed. "I thought you'd be used to this by now you old goat." Slowly, I let my tongue reach down and caress his balls and penis. I could feel his mind focus on the sensations now. Totally into the moment, I savored the taste of him as I worked my tongue over and around his hindquarters. Oh yes, he was definitely male. His penis slowly expanded as he became aroused. Finally, our lust became so great that I mounted him. He was wearing a heavy vest so that we wouldn't have to worry about his being scratched by my claws. Long practice let me align myself with no trouble. As my sheath and tip contacted his asshole, we both paused for a moment. I could feel him savoring the feel of my fur on his back. The feeling of having my front legs wrapped around him and controlling him. We both knew and acknowledged that right now, there was nothing he could do about what I wanted. Yet, I felt no fear from him. Only total and absolute love and trust. For myself, I had reached the point where all I could do was view him as a willing and ready bitch. I finally released myself and slammed into him. A few seconds of thrusting had me buried deep inside him. Now, unless we wanted to risk injury, it was too late to back out. As my knot swelled inside his ass, I reduced my hammering to short thrusts that did not risk my suddenly pulling my knot out of him. As I allowed my orgasm to overwhelm me, I relaxed on top of him. I felt his back arch and stiffen as he took both of our weights. I could feel his body move under me as he vigorously stroked himself to climax. Finally, he tensed and then his asshole spasmed in time with the jets of semen he spurted. The added stimulation caused me to respond with my own rhythmic spurts and pulsations. Lost in that timeless now of orgasm, our minds at last merged on a deeper level that needed no words. Fleetingly, I wondered if we would Bond. Then, we would no longer need sex to merge on this level. As I remained locked within my lover, and time lost meaning, we again shared our experiences and thoughts. --------------- Now dressed in nothing, Greybeard and I were relaxing after the mission. I was still tense from the rage I had felt while tracking our target. It had not vanished when I blew his crotch away. I had savored the fear in his eyes when he finally realized who we were. And why he suffered. Still, I had wished that I could have saved him for Karen and Stealth. I was sure they would have liked to be in at his end. They and all his other victims owed him. Our orders had been clear though for all they were unsaid. Forget revenge. Make him a visible example and end it. Sighing, I turned to other matters. Stealth had recovered enough that our nearness in the city had allowed her to contact me. She had been a ghostly presence as we ended the chase. She told me that Karen had been linked with her at the end and shared what she had seen. Both had been upset at first with his relatively clean end. The only thing that had kept them from giving up at times was plotting ways to get even. To loose that revenge had left them temporarily empty. Still, they agreed that stopping him was what was important. And now that it was over, would I get off my ass and visit them? I had stayed away since my choosing to go to the Brethren. Would I come and be with them and renew our feelings for each other? They needed to be with someone who cared for them. And once the Fast-Heal finished its work, they would thank both of us in the best way possible. When Stealth told me that, I had to hide my thoughts from Greybeard. He was going to get quite a suprise. Stealth when aroused was quite something. As I well knew. Finally, Grey started things by making the first moves. I put on my leather vest and we began the rough and tumble foreplay that wolves enjoyed. As he would grab and shake some protected part and I would throw him roughly across the room, I finally started to loose my anger. How could I stay angry when here I was with someone who so obviously loved me? And I loved him. I had learned many years earlier that love doesn't care what species are involved. Nor does it care what sex your partner is. My years as one of the Brethren had taught me that love simply is. And it is to be savored whenever found. And, as I looked forward to our sex, that who did what to whom didn't matter either. Relaxing into the moment, I knew it was time. As I presented myself for him, I teased him some. In a way, I viewed this time after a mission as a ritual cleansing. A time for us to remind ourselves what life was about. And when we shared during our orgasms and immediately afterwards, I felt sorry for Greybeard. I could feel his yearning to form a Bond-Pair. Something inside us wouldn't allow that to happen no matter what we felt for each other. Was it the killer in both of us that didn't allow for a bond? We had speculated on this and finally decided that we would probably never know. I love the feel of his tongue as it caresses me. I shiver and rock myself into his efforts. Finally, I feel him decide it is time. As I feel him mount me I am totally aroused by his power. As he locks his powerful forelegs around me and gently grasps my throat in his powerful jaws, I acknowledge the total control he has at this moment. I don't fear this time. I savor it. Something in me enjoys the feeling of allowing myself to let go and be fucked by Greybeard. I don't feel this with human men. Is it the way he radiates sheer male animal power when he screws me? I don't know anymore. I find it easy to accept we both enjoy this and no longer try to reason it out. Trite and inane as it is, learning to accept that 'love is' and 'love accepts without question or desire to change the other' was the hardest lesson I had to learn in my life. As he slams himself home inside me, I feel the slightly larger bit as his knot slides into me. Not painful as it would be if he was fully aroused, but large enough to be noticeable as my asshole suddenly stretches and then collapses again after entry. Now, as he stops his lunging thrusts and settles for quick little thrusts, he swells inside me. I can feel him swelling. In a matter of seconds, he has fully swollen and I can feel myself stretching to accommodate him. He penis is massaging my prostate and exciting me now. Each little backward motion he makes sends shivers through me. Were it not for my aroused state, I would feel it as painful. Instead, it adds to my pleasure. As he throbs in his orgasm, I can feel him pulsing inside me. I can feel each jerk of his penis as it pulses against my sphincter. Lost in himself now, he collapses and becomes dead weight on my back. I stiffen myself to support both of our weights. The feel of his fur on my back, his pulsing inside me, his hot breath on the back of my head, his legs locked around me. All this and more are what I concentrate on as I stroke myself to climax. Lost to the outside world, I feel my own climax approach. With climax, comes release of tension. I can feel his penis responding with renewed vigor as I spasm in my orgasm. The outside world finally vanishes as our minds merge into one. It is this merge that we seek. More then sex, it affirms our feeling for each other. As we remain locked together, we use the time to share our thoughts. ----------------- ""Well old wolf? Ready to go meet Stealth and Karen?"" I bubble with silent laughter. ""Stealth says she can't wait to thank you properly. I warn you, she's something else."" I send images of some of our sessions together. ""She's not a typical dog when it comes to sex!"" ""Hey two-legs. I can handle any bitch. You look to Karen. They took quite a lot of damage. They need us right now. More for the support than the sex, but I look forward to meeting them."" His tone is serious yet tinged with amusement. With lighthearted banter, we wash our minds clean of the tension and cares of our last mission. Better than any debriefing, this helps us to regain our centers and continue with life. Finally, we discuss going to see and support Karen and Stealth. Anger, tension and revulsion are finally banished and we are once again ready to return to our daily life. ""Watch yourself guy. I think you're more interested in Karen than Stealth. Developing a taste for two-legs? Pervert!"" It's a standing joke between us when we are like this. Greybeard has a decided preference for humans in his sexual encounters. As for myself, well, if I didn't like canine sex, I wouldn't be a Pack-Brother. And over the years, I found that I prefer to have human sex with other Pack-Mates. ""Cory... Would you be upset if our partnership ended soon?"" I feel his hesitation while he asks me this. His mind has suddenly filled with a wonder that has nothing to do with our love-making. As well, there is a real concern for me in his tone. His question can mean only one thing. He has felt the soft touch that means a human he has the potential to Bond with is nearby. Partnerships end while both are alive usually for two reasons. The partners mutually agree to move on separately. Or, one partner finds their Bond-Mate. It has to be the Bonding possibility. We've never discussed changing partners. ""Hell no, Grey. It's about time for you. Any idea who it is?"" After hesitating even longer, he finally tells me. ""It's Karen. Every time we mention her there is a slight taste of being completed in me when I hear her name."" Startled, I manage to turn my head enough to look up into his glowing eyes. ""Karen? KAREN??!!"" I mutter inanely. ""Are you sure??"" I pause for a bit... ""Of course you are. I can feel it."" Now it's my turn to pause as I consider what he is telling me. As well, I reach for Stealth and share the news with her. ""Well old wolf, I may be prejudiced, but she's one fine person. I wish you well. Of course, go for it. I won't try to deny the inevitable. We both hoped it would happen eventually. It may not be the best of circumstances, but what the hell. Stealth and I always did get along well together. Think the Brethren would mind if we helped run escort for you two? And by the way, Stealth knows already. We've been maintaining a light link. I didn't think you'd mind. Escort was her idea. And, she's going to leave telling Karen to you."" As well, we all knew that there was only the possibility of a Bond forming. Karen would not be told of this. Had she been a Pack-Mate, we would have shared this with her. As it was, there would be no mention of the Bond possibility to her. Pack-Mates are aware of Bonding and how it proceeds. But long years had taught the Brethren that telling a human not of the Brethren was a path to problems. Better that they spend time alone to discover and adjust to life as a Pack-Mate. Should Bonding happen, it would happen during that time alone. It hadn't happened for me during that time of adjustment. And, it was only during my later pairing with Greybeard during training that I learned many of the details of Bonding. (Old Greybeard was not the Wolf who originally chose me. That was someone else who had been on a scouting mission near Port City.) ""If they object, which I doubt, I'll tell them I asked for you. And thanks, I'll miss our partnership."" Now wistful, he continued. ""Bonding at last... I can only hope... I wonder what it will be like?..."" Lost in his thoughts now, he finally softened enough for me to pull away. Still kneeling, still in that deeper link, I turn and gently hug my former partner and fill his mind with my happiness for him. ------------------- a note about the story: For those of you wondering about my portrayal of the suppressed rage that Cory feels, it comes from experience in some ways. Years ago, I had to stay on the phone line while on the other line to the police trying to get a call traced. I spent a good 20 minutes listening to the woman I had been seeing get raped. She had called me and then the phone had been dropped near the bed. Turned out to be her ex-boyfriend who had just been released from prison. Later, I found out that she still cared for him and wouldn't end the relationship. She never did contact me afterwards. Instead, she talked with my mother and told her what had happened. And ended our relationship. I hope it never happens again. In a very real sense, when Cory shoots the rapist, it's me speaking through Cory about how I feel towards someone like that. For those people who tend to focus on how rape can destroy a woman emotionally, don't forget that if there is a man in her life who cares for her, he can be devastated as well. And having to listen to it happen is an experience I never want to repeat. ====== First of all, I want to thank Equine for allowing me to place this in his world. Briefly, his stories take place on a world where there are horse-human pairs called Scouts. Part of the final Bonding process involves mutual telepathy triggered by sexual intercourse. I felt that since there were horses, there could very well be dogs and wolves. And if there are wolves, well... Read the following story. --- As always, if you are offended by consensual caring sexual partnerships between humans and animals, read no further. M/wolf/bitch/F zoo - introspection/discussion - no sex --- Revised On rereading, I decided to make extensive revisions. I hope the changes add to and smooth the flow of the story. The basic theme is unchanged. Some of the changes were made to make it better fit the Challenge Universe Series as currently written --- Karen Greybeard - part 2 --- As Greybeard and I stroll through Port City on our way to the hospital, I savor my memories. Karen and Stealth had been a big part of what had kept me here. I was born and raised here. Until joining the Brethren, Port City had been my home. I enjoyed being around animals, especially canines, but had been sexually uninterested in them. At the time I met Karen, I had been sexually oriented towards human females. Soon after she had teamed with Stealth to become part of a Protector team, we had been discussing what it meant to her. I knew they worked well together. Thing was, I hadn't put that skill together with what we all learned in the short class on The Guardians that we all were required to take. Looking back, I now realize that those classes were deliberately vague on many aspects of The Guardians. I never figured out that much of their closeness was due to the telepathic link they shared. Karen had needed to tell me of that link. Karen was always telling me how much Stealth liked me. Stealth herself was obviously glad to have me around and would bother me until I paid attention to her. Until Karen told me of the link, I figured their skills were due to special training at reading each other's body language. I was at first shocked when Karen revealed that it had been a sexual encounter that triggered their link. That such was *required* if a team was to become Protectors. Ultimately, Stealth and Karen combined to seduce me into having sex with Stealth. That triggered my latent abilities and the three of us shared a telepathic link with Stealth acting as a 'relay' when Karen and I wished to mentally talk. Later research by both of us turned up that for some reason, in the years around the time our world was colonized (and we couldn't narrow it down closer), Earth's bio-engineers had developed a genetic link for telepathy in humans. They had also managed to tie the trigger to interspecies sex in a way that once triggered, the telepathy was both species and partner specific. Direct telepathy between humans was (and still is), extremely rare. Human/animal telepathy was more common but only between humans and a few selected (usually bioengineered) species. Canines (Dogs and Wolves), Horses, Orcas and Dolphins were the link capable species brought to our world. Within a year of learning the details of Karen's situation and having my own abilities triggered, I decided to team with another bitch and become a Protector. I enjoyed the work enough to want to make it a life choice. Part of that choice included serious talk of Karen and I becoming a long term pair. All that changed when a wolfess on scouting duties came to me and told me I could become a Pack-Brother. It was not an easy choice for any of us. It took several days and much discussion before I decided to leave and become one of the Brethren. Even now, a part of me wonders if it had been the right decision. I don't like what duty sometimes forces me to become. A killer. Assassin. I hadn't known I was capable of such things and it had only shown up during training with Greybeard. With Greybeard teaming with Karen, I dare to hope those duties are over. Now I get to choose again. Do I team with Stealth? Do I continue with the Brethren? Do I team with Stealth and go back to being a Protector? Do I team with another wolf? I know of several Wolfesses I could team with. Should Stealth come with me? She can't stay with Karen for at least several years. Do we enjoy this last time together and go our separate ways again? I sigh. So many possible choices... For now, I can put decisions on hold until after we see Karen and Stealth. They may have already made their own decisions. Life has gone full circle and I am going to be seeing Karen and Stealth again after many years. Karen is going to be invited to join The Brethren. With that thought, I look over at Grey and smile. I know that for all his outward show of dignity and alertness, he is very nervous. In spite of that, he enjoys the looks of awe he is receiving from many people. The attention of the children is especially pleasing to him. Classes and images are one thing. Since the Brethren seldom enter the more populated areas, few realize just how impressive they are. We took special care in getting him ready for this meeting. I'm wearing a casual outfit but he has on his vest with its honors and symbols proclaiming him as a senior member of the area council. The earlier events combined with our calm presence will serve to remind people of their own responsibilities. It's also a reminder that there is still justice on our world. I hide a grin as Grey relays snatches of whispered conversations to me. It seems that word of our earlier work is already spreading faster than we had hoped. --- Admit it to yourself old wolf. You're nervous. As Cory and I work our way towards the hospital, I keep coming back to that. For all my experience and years, I am nervous and even a little frightened inside. I even know what has put me in this state. I am facing the possibility of Bonding. I have no idea what to do or what could happen. The instructions to any wolf facing the Bond possibility are short and simple. 'You and your partner will get together and spend a few days wandering together. If that new partner is a human not of the Brethren, you are not to mention the possibility of Bonding until it actually starts happening during the first time you have sex together. If it starts, only then do you tell them. If it doesn't start, you have to find a way to avoid simultaneous orgasms. Finally, Bond or not, you will both know when it is time to continue on to the training center at Mind-Home. You will have escorts in the area to make sure you are not disturbed during this time. The only difference in these instructions is that if the new partner is already one of the Brethren, they will know this much already themselves.' So, in spite of my joy at the possibility, I am nervous. --- As we walk through the hospital to the area reserved for interspecies teams, we notice the respect we get from people. Of all the people in the world, these learned a long time ago that it is best to keep team members together during the healing process. They also know, from experience, what it does to a team member when their partner is injured. All here know of Cory's former pairing with Karen and Stealth. They know it must be costing him emotionally to come back to them under these circumstances. Our trauma team greets us and then smiles openly as I tell them I am going to ask Karen to become a Pack-Sister. As we enter their room, we stop in shock. Stealth's images have prepared us somewhat. To actually see the results is still shocking. Even after 24 hours of fast-heal treatment they are in sad shape. Cory and I have seen teams injured on missions. To see such injuries as the result of someone deliberately inflicting them makes us both wince in sympathetic agony. As I hold back, Cory goes first to Stealth and carefully hugs and kisses her. He turns to Karen and carefully does the same. I gently nuzzle Karen and Stealth before quietly settling on my haunches to study Karen. ""She's beautiful. ""Strong too."" I'm sharing my impressions with Cory. ""Be good to her Grey. She deserves it after what she's been through."" His anger is still there but muted for now. I can understand his reaction when he discovered she and Stealth were the latest victims. ""For now, Stealth and I are going to stay together. I've told her that we trained to deal with cases like this."" We fall silent as I consider ways to ask Karen if she wishes to join us. Those thoughts remind me I have an special advantage that Cory seems to have forgotten. Apparently he has forgotten about it happening with him when he was chosen. I am able to link directly to Karen because of the possibility of our Bonding. It's the only time a wolf can directly link with a human they haven't had sex with. I use that link. ""Hello Karen. ""I've always wanted to meet you. ""I *do* wish the circumstances were more pleasant."" Karen gasps in shock and turns to Cory. He stiffens in surprise and then starts laughing. "Well? Care to explain this?" Karen's question is tinged with exasperation. Still laughing, he comments, "I should have remembered..." and motions for me to continue. Once we are looking at each other, I give her my best grin and drop the bomb. ""Hello Pack-Sister."" "WHAT?!" She looks over and glares at Stealth and Cory. Ignoring Cory, who is choking in an attempt to stop laughing, she turns to Stealth. "You BITCH! How long have you known?" "Go easy on her Karen." Cory makes calming motions in Karen's direction. "She didn't know until just after Grey and I did. "That was just before we got ready to come and see the two of you. "Part of being asked to join the Brethren is for the 'finding wolf' to be the one to tell the person." Now he smiles a bit lopsidedly. "Because of that discovery, I'm not allowed to do much more than congratulate the two of you. "Stealth and I will have to leave the two of you to sort out your new partnership. "The rest of this is will be between you and Greybeard. "You have some decisions to make. "I'm also aware that in spite of all of us wanting to be intimate again, the recent experiences will take time to heal." He gazes off at something only I can see. "The aftermath of rape is never pretty. You and Stealth will need time to adjust. Time to let yourselves learn to trust again. "Right now, you won't be able to trust me in spite of what we once shared." I can feel her digesting this information. After a bit, her eyes refocus and she simply looks at Cory and raises her eyebrows. "You sound pretty sure of yourself. Any reason you can give me? The trauma team said the same thing. To hear it from you sounds... Well, like you have reason to know." He squirms a bit and blushes. "Grey and I are specially trained to deal with this type of situation. It was my choice in our final training as a Hunter Team." He shakes his head slightly from side to side. "I'm not allowed to say more than that. The rest is for Grey to tell you. Alone." No, it isn't his place to say more. Her eyes widen slightly and then he flinches under her probing gaze. That wordless communication reminds me again of how much they had shared. What they had once meant to each other. For them to communicate on this level after so many years apart is amazing. More silence and then some fast 'talk' between her and Stealth. I feel Stealth asking Cory for an explanation. He gives her what he is allowed to say and then she studies him in a silence of her own. More questions and probing on Stealth's part. I can feel her reluctant agreement to what he asks before she reopens her link to Karen. A longer, very tense silence ensues before Cory gets up and sits down beside Stealth. ""Goodbye for now - old friend."" ""Soon Cory."" We break our link to each other. Cory begins gently petting Stealth. Through my link with Karen, I feel him reopen his link with Stealth. There is a flashing exchange between Stealth and Karen and suddenly, Stealth and Cory's presense is gone. Karen watches them for a bit before turning to me. I can feel her hurt and puzzlement. I better have a good explanation for what has just happened. Cory, his posture shouting his frustration, wheels Stealth out the door. There is a barely audible click as it latches behind them. I feel the special shield go up. I let Karen feel my sigh of relief as the shield comes on. ""Well?"" It is definitely a challenge. At last, I can turn to more immediate problems. With that one word she signals her acceptance of the offer and made a request for information. ""Karen. ""Cory could not say anything because really, there wasn't much for him *to* say. ""Once selected to join the Brethren, the choosing wolf and the person are required to spend time alone with each other. ""It's what he went through when he was chosen. ""This gives the human time to relax and get to know more about the Brethren. ""As well, it will give you time to discard some of your past and become more comfortable with the idea. ""Basically it's a time of adjustment to a new lifestyle. ""This situation, with you unable to travel and recovering from being raped physically and mentally is unusual. It has happened before so we do have ways to deal with the problems involved. ""We will wait and then, as soon as you can travel safely, we will do so. ""There is no hurry and we can take as long as we like. ""If we decide to stay together, it is up to us to decide when we are ready to start training. ""Once you decided to accept, Cory was required to remove himself and Stealth from near us. ""Later, when we decide to rejoin the Brethren, they will rejoin us. Now I sigh sorrowfully and let Karen see that sorrow. ""I know what you mean to each other. ""It was something he and I shared early in our partnership. ""He talked constantly of you and Stealth. ""He had many doubts at first about his choice to join the Brethren. ""In all my years, he's been the best partner I've had. ""I'll miss him as a partner. ""Now, however, even though you can't travel for a day or so, we can get to know each other better."" This in a cheerful tone as I let some of my happiness show. Not the reasons, just the fact I'm happy about what has happened. ""I'm sure you have questions and we can discuss much even though we aren't in more congenial surroundings. ""Yes, when you are ready for it, I would like to make love to you. ""Not yet. ""Wait until we are well on our travels and away from here. ""Wait until you are healed mentally as well as physically."" With that, I carefully but deliberately place myself within her reach. The next move is hers. --- "Stand up Greybeard. "Can you take off that vest? I want to get a look at you. "Later you can tell me what everything on it means." I stand, remove my vest and let it drop to the floor. I'll worry about it later. At her slight gesture, I jump on the bed and stand next to her. When she touches me, I shiver. Her eyes widen as she feels me shaking. "You're nervous. "How come? "I can't do anything to you. "I'm not worried about you hurting me. "Since Cory and Stealth trust you, I do. "Even after seeing what you did yesterday, I trust you." Gently she strokes me and eases my trembling. I find it very easy to lose myself in those eyes. Her soft touch tells me how she cares for me even though this is our first meeting. I let myself believe that here at last is my Bond-Mate. Already, the surface link between us is deepening past what I shared with Cory. From what I know, there is every indication we will Bond once we share sex with each other. I realize I am aroused and showing it. Far from being upset, Karen looks between my legs and smiles tentatively. "So, wolf, I affect you that much already. "I'm sorry I'm not up to more than petting you right now. "Cory was right. Right now, I find thoughts of sex distasteful. "I have to force myself to believe that will change. "I 'm trying to look forward to later on. "I'm well aware that if we are to be partners, there will be sex between us. "After Cory left, I did a lot of research on the Brethren." Her next words shock me into frozen immobility. "Think we'll Bond?" Her eyes gleam in a manner I found irresistible. Carefully I lean to her face and gently wash it. ""How? ""How could you know? ""That's something only known to the Brethren. Or so I thought until now. ""Yes, I think there's a good chance we'll Bond."" As I carefully lay back down beside her, I let my mind and eyes focus on her. ""How did you realize? ""One of our most sacred trusts is to never tell a human not of the Brethren of that possibility unless it starts happening."" I feel her remembering the time right after Cory had left her and Stealth behind. "Grey, after Cory left us, I felt I had to understand more about Pack-Mates. I spent much of my free time doing research about them and the Brethren. "Early in that research I discovered there were great gaps in what was known about you. Some gaps were explainable by lack of observations. Other gaps had the feel of deliberate evasion. "I've spent my adult life as a policewoman and then a Protector. As such, I find I am unable to let something like that alone for any length of time. "Slowly, over the years, I have accumulated bits and pieces. Some of it is direct observation of the few teams that came into the city. Some is from conversations with people who have worked with the Brethren. "I was led to the idea that within the Brethren, there are several types of pairings. "One time, I came across casual mention of Bond-Pairs in a story. Intrigued, I started researching our past. "Buried in the records of the first settlers, were hints that all of the Guardians were Bond-Pairs or Bond-Mates with their partners. "I also noted that in some cases, people who left to join the Brethren stayed with the original wolf that contacted them while others didn't. "It took a lot of digging into very old records and I had to make charts to track everyone but eventually, the pattern started to emerge. "I couldn't see some of it until you called me 'Pack-Sister'. "Our isolation only makes sense if something is at risk if we aren't isolated. "The only thing I can think of is our forming link." She pauses and I take time to marvel at what she has managed to discover. It's obvious that we never considered how much information would be available in the public records after a lot of time. Admittedly, few would take the time to make the search. What's in the private records of the Protectors is more difficult to access and most likely, only those who would understand what they learn would find it anyway. We'll have to discuss this at a full meeting. I make a decision. ""You're right. Forming the Bond-link is something filled with dangers. What they are, I don't know. ""I do know that many sealed records are available only to Bond-Pairs."" Karen is silent as she organizes her thoughts. "What I've learned isn't obvious. "I didn't realize what it meant until now. "I had a special reason to keep looking. I love him Grey. "I've hoped we could get back together sometime. "I never expected our reunion to involve the breaking up of his team." She hesitates again. "He's never Bonded has he?" Now sadly, she continues. "All my research leads me to believe he may never Bond. Worst of all, is the knowledge I can never tell him that. Or why." At that her hand clenched in my fur where she had been idly stroking me and she started crying. "There's something else. "How long Greybeard? "How long have you lived? "How long after Cory is dead will I live to remember?" Now it's my turn to drift to my past. ""Many, many years Karen. ""At least seventy-five years. ""No wolf dies unless they want to or if there is an accident or we are deliberately hunted and killed. ""It's not something many except the Brethren notice. We accept it as something that simply is. ""That you will live longer than a normal lifespan is not certain. ""It takes a special way of looking at life and time. ""Not many humans seem able to do it. It only happens to Bonded humans. ""No, Cory never Bonded. ""Had he Bonded, he wouldn't have become what was until today. Part of a Hunter team." "Grey, there was a chance for him at one time. "In my studies, I discovered that once a person becomes a hunter their chances of ever bonding are sharply reduced. "Once in a while, some have managed to throw off the part of them that keeps them isolated. "It doesn't happen very often though. From what I learned, it will take a very special wolf to get through to him and Bond. "Another thing. From what I could see, once a hunter team is split, the partners never become hunters again." ""True. There are reasons for that. It's something he and I have known since we started training as a Hunter Team."" "What about Stealth? Will we ever be together again?" ""Well, Cory told me he and Stealth have already decided to stay together for a while. That means you'll get to see her next time we see Cory. ""I hope we can persuade them to make it permanent. ""They'd make a good team and there are things they could do for the Brethren that Wolf/Human teams can't. ""After our adjustment time, they will rejoin us and maybe we can persuade them to stay together and work for the Brethren rather than return to being Protectors. ""As for all of us living together, that will not be possible until after we are well started in our training. ""That will be at least two to three years from now. ""We can see them regularly. It's permanent living arrangements that aren't allowed in training. ""Once we Bond, and I am confident we will, there will be no problems with them joining us and even our having sex with them. ""Once formed, the Bond is only lost at the death of a partner. ""It's the days just before and after forming the Bond that are critical."" Karen had finally unclenched her hand and I could feel her relaxing a bit. I could feel her pondering what I had told her. With the release of my tension, I found myself drifting off to sleep. As I did so, Karen was stroking me gently. Nothing more was said between us. --- As Greybeard drifted off to sleep, I automatically tried to call Stealth so we could discuss this. The blankness caused by the shield reminded me that I no longer had that option. It hurt but what I knew and what Grey had told me forced me to realize that they must have good reasons for breaking all other links at this time. Grey's quiet confidence is soothing. As well, there is a subtle 'feeling of rightness' to our link that tells me that with Grey, I will share something I never knew I missed. It seems strange to have many of my guesses confirmed. Beside me is a wolf who appears to be about ten to fifteen years old. He's in prime condition and is a magnificent example of his kind. I have trouble accepting he's over twice my or Cory's ages. Seventy-five years or more. I wonder what he's seen. What has he learned? His casual expectation that he will live until he chooses otherwise. Are all 'immortals' like him? Will I become the same way? I find it easy to accept that he and I will be teamed for however long we choose to live. Already, his gentle presence in my mind is soothing me and bringing me back from the hell Stealth and I survived. As I allow myself to drift into sleep, I realize I have found the patience to wait for enough healing so I can mate with him physically on the same level we are coming to share mentally. I have heard stories about the 'lustfulness' of Wolves. It will be nice to find out how many of those tales are true. ====== I had no specific help with this. Any unbelievability in my female character is strictly my own. I do however, thank the two women who took the time to point out that as originally planned, my story was heading for disaster. In one case, our discussion was far ranging and I gained much insight and got rid of a hell of a lot of misconceptions in the process. I plead that I am writing in a different world. And sometimes one must suspend disbelief. --- Bonding and Beyond Greybeard - part 3 --- Well, we were finally traveling together. Karen had been released from the hospital. She was slightly stiff but all her physical wounds had healed. Mental scaring was another matter. We both knew it could be some time before she could put her rape in perspective. During her convalescence we had spent time simply getting to know each other. I found her knowledge of the Brethren fascinating. While I knew much of it from the viewpoint of the Pack memories, her research clarified much of it for me. So, she knew more of our history than someone out of training. And with her background as a K-9 handler she would be able to step right in and perform many of the duties of a team. All she really had to learn was our code of ethics and how to survive as a team member. Once she settled in, we would have to figure out our duty choice. Karen borrowed a horse from the police stables and loaded up our travel supplies. With that done, we were on our way. Port City is at the edge of a river valley. So, we had our choice of mountains or meadows. For now, we chose meadows and followed the road until we were well into the valley. Already, we shared a link as strong as the one I had shared with Cory. Soon, I hoped, we would enjoy sex together and find out if we would Bond. I did realize that she might not be able to have sex for some days yet. We had discussed this at length while she was convalescing. Neither one of us could predict how her recent rape would affect her normal responses. Karen felt that since no canines or other animals were involved, she could more readily accept having sex with me. Once physically recovered, she had quietly admitted that she might not have been able to have sex with Cory as soon as both of them would have desired. She needed a time of mental healing. How long that would take, she had not yet known. She also felt that should she be unable to couple with me, my years of experience would give me the ability to stop myself at any point short of the actual tie. Simply put, because of the mind-link we already shared, she felt she could trust me completely and I would allow her to set the time , place and how much activity we would do each time. Yes, she had already stroked me and orally brought me to orgasm. Several times while I never did more than lay quietly by her side or stand beside her. She was still coming to terms with what had happened and I agreed that anything that would happen should happen at her pace, not mine. She would know when the time for my coupling with her was right for her. And my years had taught me patience. I had also learned the all important control that she needed in a sex partner right now. Both of us worried about how Cory and Stealth were doing. If they had been able to work past Stealth's trauma yet. I had to explain that as a Hunter team member and one who was regularly given assignments such as this, Cory was actually more experienced at dealing with bitches (canine and wolf) who had been forced than I was with human females. I was embarrassed to admit that in all my years, I had spent more time helping canines than humans. This was in spite of my preference for humans for sexual contact. Rape among the Brethren was unheard of. Our pack bond allowed for detection of such impulses before they were actually carried out. And it was not mentioned publicly that the Pack could actually force compliance mentally if enough wolves and humans desired something. The Pack links could be strengthened in such an emergency but it took a heavy toll on all involved. After all, it violated one of our most basic tenets. It had been long before I was born that such a thing had been done. Anyone who had experienced any kind of mental link among the Brethren seemed to be strongly averse to anti-social actions such as rape. As a Hunter who regularly helped such victims of rape by human partners, Cory was conditioned against it more than most. He'd seen the results far more often than he liked. As had I. So Karen was reassured that in spite of his flippancy, Cory was well aware of what he was dealing with. In point of fact, he was the most capable of the four of us when it came to dealing with rape victims. I chuckled ruefully as I told Karen that dealing with rapists and rape victims had actually been his duty choice after our training together. Our duty choice had been the reason we had been called in as the team to rescue her and Stealth. We hadn't know who the victims were until just before the mission started. Cory's reasons for choosing to specialize in helping rape victims was an aspect of him she hadn't been aware of. She planned to ask him what made him choose such a specialized duty. Rape in any form was fairly rare. They had dealt with abusive pairs on the police force, but she admitted neither one of them had responded to a true rape case while they had been serving together. I could sense life around us and I knew many of the Brethren and Cory and Stealth were escorting us. I couldn't feel any of them specifically. Only a feeling of the pack bond being slightly stronger than usual indicated their concentrated presence. Custom and prudence dictated they would be scouting the area. Experience had taught us to take no chances when it came to forming a Bond-Pair. As we traveled, we talked and shared our impressions of the area. I was again wearing my vest and people often stopped us. Generally, they wanted to visit or ask questions. With Karen to act as interpreter, I was able to answer and reassure a lot of people about what had happened recently. We also spent a lot of time visiting with the children along the way. Many had only heard of wolves or seen us from a distance. All had studied us in their classes however. To be able to ask a wolf questions would be something many would remember for the rest of their lives. Some would even become Pack-Mates. Of this I was certain. Especially when there would be the rare and hesitant admission that one of these young adults enjoyed sex with their canine friends and that they had a telepathic link. Only a few mentioned the link. It was reassuring to know that even here near the city, enough of the ethos our planet had been started with still remained for people to link with canines. These few were the ones Karen was especially tender and open with. After all, she had been a member of a human/canine team for years and could pass on some of her knowledge and experiences. Some people were surprised when they discovered Karen had been one of the victims. The constant sympathy and welcome she received was doing much to ease her mind. Many people asked about her former partner. She had to spend a lot of time thanking people and explaining that Stealth was elsewhere and being well taken care of by Karen's former partner, who was also a Pack-Brother. The obvious concern displayed by people was helping to reassure her she was indeed a worthwhile person. We could have spent weeks staying with the various families along our route. I privately wondered if she would decide to become a teacher amongst the Brethren. I had been one many, many years ago and I would enjoy becoming one again should the chance present itself. I would have to mention this to her when we finally stopped for the night. She certainly displayed the skills of a good teacher. This area was new to me. Karen, being a city person, had only traveled here when her job required it. Sometimes, for sheer delight I would break into a run and she would get the horse to gallop alongside of me. When we slowed, we sometimes stopped in the shade and I would settle beside her with my head in her lap. I could feel that she enjoyed these quiet moments as much as I did. Finally though, we both started anticipating our stop for the night. And we openly acknowledged what could follow. We hoped we would finally be able to release ourselves and acknowledge the sexual attraction we felt for each other. Every time the wind blew her scent past me I savored it. As the day wore on and our thoughts turned to the evening, I could tell she was getting aroused as well. Whether her recent experiences would allow us to finally couple and Bond remained to be seen. --- Regretfully, I sighed. We had inquired of the locals for the location of a nearby camping spot we could use. We had been directed finally to a quiet little area next to the river. The woman who told us about it had grinned slightly when she told Karen it was one of her favorite spots. And she would inform her children that it was being used for a few days. Somehow, I had missed the exchange between the two of them that let the woman know we might be there longer than overnight. Karen reassured her we would stop back and let them know when we left the area. We had set up our camp and Karen had groomed her horse. I hadn't done any hunting so we ate some travel rations. It would be a few days before we had traveled far enough that I could hunt again. "It's not time yet is it?" My thoughts were gentle and understanding. Karen had undressed and allowed me to tongue her and slowly work her over. After the first flinching and uneasiness, she had relaxed into my actions. But, when I indicated that I was willing to mount her, I could feel her return to her past. Her body had frozen in remembered pain and terror as mind relived those terrible moment of her rape and torture. I could only wait patiently for her to return. Gently I insinuated my thoughts into her mind. She wouldn't feel them at first but I knew they would become a lifeline she could use to aid in her return to the world. Finally, slowly, I felt her awareness return. --- "Oh, Grey. I'm sooo sorry. I tried. I tried. I thought I could deal with it." Sobbing softly, tears of frustration, sadness and remembered pain streamed down my face. "I can't help it. Gods above, I can't help myself. It's too soon. The pain is still too fresh in my mind. I want to accept you but I can't." My body was still frozen in denial. I had had a flashback when Grey had indicated his willingness to mount me. Still on my back, I shivered. Not in pleasure but in remembered terror. My lips were pressed tightly together as I moaned softly at the remembered pain. I wanted to scream my denial as my mind remembered my body responding to that man's actions. "Noooooo....." Suddenly, my mind was lost in the past yet again. "I can't be doing this.... It isn't reaaalllllll....." Grey's mental contact, his gentle presence was forgotten. All I could see was a man's face. His evil smile as he fed his lust on my terror. Finally, after an endless time, I realized Grey had been there with me this time. Sharing my terror, sharing my disbelief as my body had responded in spite of my mind telling it not to. I realized Grey had felt my pain as if he had been there. There was no lust coloring his thoughts. Only his gentle concern as he wordlessly helped bring me back from that pit of darkness. With a shuddering sigh, I forced my body to relax. I let myself remember what we had shared only minutes ago. Eyes closed, I focused on what Grey and I had been sharing. I used those solid, real things as a pillar of stability. Something I could lean on until I could stand again. --- His first gentle caresses of my body had been greeted by flinching on my part. With much patience and gentle caresses and soft mental reassurances, He had gentled my reactions. Convinced my unconscious that I really was in control. I remembered his gentle sigh of regret when I froze. With that, he had told me how deeply he cared for me. That he really could control himself past the point most males could not. I focused on the pleasure I had felt as I surrendered to his gentle thoughts and the soft caresses of his tongue. Patiently waiting, he let me recover. "Sorry Grey. I guess I need more time. I thought I would be able to accept having you mount me by now." Ruefully, I smiled slightly and shrugged mentally. "You're going to have to settle for oral sex or hand jobs for a while longer." --- "I had hoped... But... I can wait." I did a little mental shrug. "However... I can still use my tongue..." At this I looked at her and slowly used it to lick her thighs. And let myself grin mentally as I felt some more of the tenseness leave her body. "And just so you know, the Bond is triggered by mutual orgasms. That doesn't mean we have to be coupled. So, shall I reposition myself?" At this I sent a her picture of me standing over her. My penis was fully swollen and she was gagging in an effort to swallow it. As well, my knot was inside her lips. Face distorted, she was sucking and working me for all she was worth by the time I was fully inserted. As for me, my nose was actually inserted part way into her vagina as she hunched herself upwards to drive it deeper. I got warm laughter in return. All the tenseness suddenly left her body. We had discovered the cure for now. We shared warm tender laughter as we realized that fact. I could feel her relax completely as she allowed the humor of the situation to get past her fear. Yes, it was serious. But the humor of having a wolf calmly sitting between her legs and watching her was what she had needed to restore her balance. I was not a man and she had never suffered any harm from a canine. I could feel her relax as she finally separated the two acts. As that realization calmed her inner fears, She spoke the words that forever changed our lives. "Now that I think can handle. What I did for you in the hospital was only practice. I'm going to really drain you this time." With that, she sent me an image of me slowly collapsing as she sucked the fluids out of me through my penis. As I carefully repositioned myself so I stood over her, we both smiled again at the shared thought that we had found a solution to our problem. Finally, we would discover if we were truly meant to be together. As she gently worked me free and positioned herself for easier, more comfortable access to my penis, I finally lowered my head and began working her in earnest. No gentle, questioning caresses this time. I was now doing my best to get her to orgasm as quickly as possible. My reach was somewhat limited but that didn't stop me from calling forth every skill I had learned in all my years of coupling with human females. Her fingers and mouth were equally skilled at getting me to respond. I cautioned her that she needed to slow down a bit. I would be ready to orgasm fairly quickly but I would have to get her on the brink before I actually came. Not that she was that far from it by now. Gently, I licked along the join of her legs and body. Deliberately and slowly, I licked her belly and thighs. I could feel her body quiver as I ignored her moist prize. Finally, as I licked her lower lips, she hunched up and drove herself at my nose. I rested my lower jaw directly on her clitoris and used my tongue to lap up her fluids. The sympathetic motion was having the desired effect. I could feel her mind emptying of all thoughts except for those of sexual lust. As well, I could still feel thoughts of love and trust. I was amazed that even through the mutual haze of shared lust, she could still focus enough to send me those feelings. Somehow, she had found the inner strength to let go at last and put her doubts on hold. Almost gone myself, I reminded her that she had better get me to orgasm quickly. I knew she was dangling on the brink and I had paused just long enough to be sure I was also close. As I felt her grasp me in a way that started me swelling to orgasm, I shifted slightly and let my tongue find her clitoris at last. A few quick licks and her body started convulsing. The sudden shock of her orgasming and thrashing body driving up as though she wanted to busy my nose in her vagina triggered my own hunching into her mouth. I was lost. There was no way I could have stopped my driving thrusts. I reached that timeless moment when all I could think about was my spasming penis. At that point, her mind exploded into mine. Mentally stunned, I froze as I learned of her whole life in one timeless blast of information. I could feel her freeze in stunned amazement as my mind filled hers. As that brief moment of orgasm passed, our minds became so completely one that I lost all sense of my own body. I froze as I realized that I couldn't even be sure what I was now feeling was from my body or hers. And she did the same thing. I didn't dare move. I couldn't know if a movement I started would cause my body or hers to move. Slowly, oh so slowly, our minds gradually became our own again. Finally, I regained a sense of my own body. As I regained sight through my previously unseeing eyes, I was stunned to realize it was now well into daylight. We had started our lovemaking shortly after dusk. We had spent hours frozen together as we adjusted. Sometime during the night, I had collapsed on top of Karen. Neither one of us had noticed. As I found the strength to roll myself off of her and flop on my side, I could feel and hear her take a couple of deep shuddering breaths and come back to reality. Minds linked, we were too tired and emotionally drained to do more than mentally smile at each other as we drifted into sleep. --- When I finally woke, it was late afternoon. I was alone in the tent but I could feel Karen nearby. I could feel her gentle presence in the back of my mind. It was stronger than the pack bond and gave me a feeling of completeness. That feeling went far beyond what I had ever felt before. Even the temporary links I had felt when coupled with Cory paled beside this. I could tell Karen was brushing her horse and using the activity as an aid in thinking about what had happened. As I stood in the opening of the tent, I could see her staring unseeingly at the river gently flowing by. Without her turning to face me, I was greeted. "Good afternoon Grey." A gentle smile accompanied this as she turned to face me finally. "Thank you." I needed no words to convey my love for her. I let my thoughts flow through our link as she shared with me. I knew her life and she knew mine. We would still have to speak of things and integrate ourselves but there would be no misunderstandings. I fleetingly wondered if I would ever be able to conceal anything from her. As quickly, I decided I would have no need to do so anytime soon. I let her see me reach this decision. I also let her know that I would not use the link to probe her feelings. I could wait for her to express things when she was ready to. As I moved to lie in the shade and watch my mate, I knew we would have plenty of time to get to know each other. I could feel her mind drifting in that timeless now that told me louder than words that she was truly meant to be a Pack-Mate. She wouldn't be fully aware of it for some time but I knew she was already feeling the changes that would finally convince her she really would live as long as she wished. I let my reassurance gently flow through her mind as I reached this conclusion. In return, I received a burst of amazement as she sought within herself for the changes I had noticed. ====== M/bitch/fwolf zoo sex Many thanks to ThePhoenix, who helped me with this one. Your editorial comments made me think a bit and you'll know which changes you inspired. As a note, this one mentions some terms recently decided on for canines. All canine/human telepathic pairs are referred to as 'Companions'. Further, after some discussion, we decided that a further distinction is sometimes used amongst working teams. 'Protectors'. This is a specialized reference I plan on using for companion teams doing police or other types of utility work. As always, comments are welcome. Good or otherwise. Due to circumstances, my responses may be a few days delayed until I get my backlog cleared. Thanks in advance for being patient with me. A style convention in all these stories is the use of normal quotes for normal speech and doubled quotes for telepathic speech. --- Reunion Cory and Stealth --- As I wheeled out the bed on which Stealth was laying, I inwardly cursed the restrictions placed on me. Karen and Stealth were special to me. How special I had not fully realized until I had to refuse to tell Karen what I knew. I could feel her hurt at my refusal to say more than I had. I didn't have to like it even though I knew Greybeard would explain the hard won knowledge that had forced the Brethren to place such restrictions on all involved when a new Pack-Mate was being welcomed. I could feel Karen's quick exchange with Stealth as we went out the door. As it ended, I began the process of building shields that would cut the link the two of them had shared for so many years. Already linked again with Stealth, I was giving her the explanation for my actions. Thus reminded of my duties, I also summoned the trauma team and the hospital staff who had been dealing with Karen's and Stealth's recoveries. Many years in the past, the Brethren had developed ways of handling situations like this one. Shields were already in place around the room where Karen and Grey were staying. Anyone having to deal with them would be required to wear shields in their presence. All medical duties would be taken over by members of the trauma team. I fully expected Greybeard to maintain shields strong enough to keep out any stray thoughts but I had to be as sure as possible. Our later stages of training had emphasized this point with graphic memories of Bondings that had gone horribly wrong. Those mistakes had been made in the early days of colonization before the Brethren had worked out the ritual wandering now used. Once the necessities were taken care of, everyone relaxed and rejoiced. Karen's former superiors and workers were notified of her new status. While these arrangements were being made, I had a chance to locate Tracker, my former partner from my years as a Protector. She is happily teamed again and we exchanged warm greetings as we caught up on what the other had been doing since we last had a chance to visit. In a way, I am both saddened and relieved that Tracker found another partner. I miss her and had things been otherwise, would enjoy teaming with her again. With Stealth in the shape she's in, I'm glad we don't have to consider that possibility. I chuckle a bit and share that thought with Stealth. One of them was interesting enough. Teaming with both, even though they had long ago settled any differences... Well, I'd be a mental wreck from trying to keep up with them. I get an inner smile that is closer to the Stealth of old as we share that inner amusement. Finally, since Stealth had no broken bones and needed rest more than anything else, we made arrangements for her to come with me to my quarters in town. I had to appeal to headquarters to get this concession. Once reassured by the Chief that I was one of the Brethren's people trained to deal with rape victims, the hospital was happy to release her to my care. The Chief was initially surprised at the sudden change but readily accepted what had happened. In the next few days, Port City would be overrun by Hunter teams and Pack-Mates as they were called in to run escort for Grey and Karen. I shared a chuckle with Stealth as I told her what would be happening. The police were going to have very little to do for the next week or so. They wouldn't be told all of the details but I knew that the teams would be quietly scouring the city for problems until Grey and Karen were safely out of town and on their way. Then we would all spread out into the country and continue providing escort until Grey and Karen asked us to join them. I also wondered how people would react to the sudden influx of teams. How would the Chief explain our increased presence? Not my problem. Finally, all of the things I could do were done and Stealth and I could relax together and worry about her mental and physical healing. I knew from bitter experience that it might be weeks or even months before Stealth would be able to accept sexual advances or contact from anyone, human or canine. For all our casual flippancy and desire to be together, unspoken between us was the knowledge she had suffered a very deep trauma. That I was her first human male lover and trained to deal with such situations was a bonus. I knew that she would need to work up to things at her own pace and that I would have to use every bit of control I had learned from my time with her years ago and from my training from the Brethren. I could openly admit my desire to be with her but I could also have to let her control the terms of our being together. Once I mentioned I still loved her and desired her sexually, I let the matter drop. Experience had shown me that it was best to let the other person mention it in their own time. Fortunately, it would be a couple of months before she would go into estrus. And the rapist had not been sophisticated enough to artificially induce estrus in his victims. He had craved his victim's reluctance in his sexual encounters. Had she been in estrus he would have lost that feeling of control over their coupling. So, we had time to help her accept what had happened and work her back to something approaching her normal attitude. For right now, I would have to be satisfied with gently petting her and occasionally cuddling a bit closer. We had separate sleeping arrangements for now and only later when she was ready would we resume sleeping together. As I sat beside her bed and quietly petted her, we discussed our future together. --- Part of that discussion inevitably led to our past. ""Remember the first time we made love?"" Her mental touch was quiet as she asked me this. I chuckled softly. "How could I forget? You had to do some serious seduction to get me to finally do the deed." I had been fascinated but reluctant at the time. Karen had recently told me how she knew that Stealth was sexually attracted to me. I had been aware for some time that Stealth was more than friendly towards me. Having a bitch back into my crotch was not something I could pass off as simple friendliness. Karen had often made some rather pointed comments about it. What surprised me was that they were sexual partners. Karen had to remind me of my studies in school before I remembered that Protector partners were sexually intimate as a normal part of their pairing. Essentially, while Companions and Protectors both have telepathic links, the intimacy of sex triggers some abilities not available otherwise. I was to discover that sex with a Guardian descended animal could trigger latent telepathic abilities in some humans. I could still hear her hesitation as she told me that Stealth wanted to have me be her first human male. I had never looked at Stealth as a sex partner or lover. When Karen told me that, I hadn't believed her. Why should I? How could Karen know something like that and state it as fact? That was when I found out about the link. How it had been triggered by their orgasming together. During this discussion, Stealth had been watching me. To say she was beautiful was to state the obvious. Even I had to admit that. What I was having trouble with was the idea of having sex with her. All of her attentions took on new meaning as I thought back on them. She was quite a temptress. The thought that we might also link worried me. I didn't know what to expect. Would we suddenly know each other's every thought and memory? I had some parts of my past that I had never told anybody. Could I handle having her know them? Would Karen also learn them through her link with Stealth? We spent several days discussing my fears. Karen and Stealth reassured me that the telepathic link would never be more than surface communication with an ability to sense what the other was feeling. It would *not* be a melding in which everything was shared. If I had things that I didn't want to share, I could learn to conceal them. Also, it would be extremely unlikely that I would also form a link with Karen. For some reason, telepathy between humans was extremely rare. Still, I was still reluctant about sex with her. I found the thought of it intriguing but wasn't sure if it would be right for the three of us. That was when she began her seduction. Looking back on it, I had to admit Karen had been an enthusiastic partner to it. It started simply. Karen asked me to brush Stealth after she had bathed her. Since I had been doing that chore for some time, I didn't give it any thought. Stealth had other ideas this time. Instead of being passive, she lay on her back with her legs spread apart. Since we were sitting on the floor during this, she managed to curl so her crotch was facing me. Then she kind of flopped her chest and head over so she could focus those brown eyes on me as I combed her. When I started brushing her hind legs, she gave a little sigh and closed her eyes in seeming pleasure. If I needed to move her to comb somewhere, she would help out. She also let her tail lay flat on the floor so I had an unobstructed view. Next was the back into my crotch and look over her shoulder routine. Then, several times after making love to Karen, I would wake up with Stealth laying between my legs and/or licking me. Those brown eyes and smile were beginning to have a definite effect on me. The first time that happened, I had been dreaming it was Karen licking me. When I woke up, I realized that it couldn't be. The tongue doing the work was too long and wet. Not only that, Karen didn't have whiskers or fur. Karen's chuckle was dismaying at first. When I realized I was very hard, I couldn't help my sheepish grin. After several weeks of Stealth's increasingly aggressive attentions and Karen's pointed remarks, I finally consented to having sex with Stealth. It was obvious by know that they would have little trouble dealing with the changes in our relationships. Karen convinced me that their mutual telepathy allowed them a deeper openness and understanding than would otherwise be possible. And that if I did link, I would find many answers that could be obtained no other way. Karen also reassured me that Stealth had mated with dogs so she would have no problem allowing me to enter her. Also, Karen had been using a dildo to help stretch her for me. All without telling me. There had been one condition attached. I would do it privately on a weekend camping trip. That was my only condition. That Stealth and I be alone at the time. I couldn't face doing it with Karen present. ""Yes, Stealth, that was quite a weekend wasn't it?"" I gently stroked her side as we shared our memories of that time. ""Cory, those memories helped me stay aware while I was being raped and tortured. I knew that I was loved by a man who would be there for me afterwards. That and the thoughts of revenge sustained us. Neither one of us could help responding to his attentions. He was very skilled at what he was doing. What I don't understand is how he was able to link with me. There was no love or care. All he wanted to feel was our terror and pain."" At this, she shuddered and I stayed linked as she relived parts of those days again. I ceased petting her because each touch only triggered more painful memories. Helpless, I could only wait for her to return to me. As Stealth shuddered and moaned softly, I sent her images of those happy times together. --- I was again walking along a mountain path with her at my side. It was early evening and the sun was just starting to disappear behind the mountains. "Well, there's our campsite. I know you can't answer me but I hope this all works out." Stealth had on a day pack and I was wearing my weekend backpacking outfit. The only unusual thing about this trip was that I knew I would be fucking a bitch sometime this weekend. Tonight actually. I still had some reservations about how it might affect my relationship with Karen. That she and Stealth had conspired in this helped a lot. I knew both of them would be able to accept any changes. Bluntly, I was wondering how *I* would handle the changes. My mind was a turbulent river that didn't know which direction it was going to go next. I knew there would be changes, but I was constantly having to remind myself to just go with the flow and see what happened. 'What if?' is not a fun game when it involves someone you love as deeply as I loved Karen. Anything that risked that made me nervous. We stopped at the edge of the clearing. I knelt and hugged Stealth. Looking her in the eyes, I watched her. "You're going to have to help me with this. When I get things set, I'll be ready. You're going to have to help me though. I don't know what position you want to do this in. I guess I would like to do it face to face but it's up to you." --- A quiet mental chuckle gently worked its way into my thoughts. Stealth had returned to the present enough to catch that image. I had laid on my side and called her to me. Instead of laying by my side as I had hoped, she had gently nosed me until I was on my back. Then she had carefully licked and nuzzled my crotch. ""I was curious and usually Karen was in the way. Before, I was seducing you. That time was for my own satisfaction. I wanted to really savor you and fix things in my mind."" Her thoughts were warm as they flowed within my memories. They didn't really register except as a counterpoint to mine. Then, after I lubed her, she stood over me and sat on my penis in an unmistakable invitation. Somehow we managed to get the parts in the right places. I held still as she lowered herself on me. Moving gently, I gradually worked myself into her. Finally, I held her and worked my way to that age old rhythm. After a few minutes, I felt my release approaching and with a grunt I hammered myself against her and froze. --- ""I didn't even think of this position."" My thoughts were tender with the afterglow of release and wonderment. ""So, now you know."" ""Yes."" I was limp from exertion and she was laying on my chest. Neither one one us wanted to move and destroy this moment. Our tongues gently probed each other's mouths. Still connected by my penis, her warmth was starting to inflame me again. The wordless explosion of her mind in mine had shocked me. ""You're really a person in your own right aren't you?"" A pause. ""Of course. But you always thought otherwise didn't you?"" I couldn't hide from this truth. Not any longer. ""I did. I never accepted that animals are just as much a person as I am."" I laughed gently and held her face close to mine. Then I kissed her deeply with the same care and love that I always used when kissing Karen. ""I love you Stealth"" ""I know. I love you too. Ever since you first paired with Karen."" --- ""Thank you, 'Longarm'."" Lost in my own thoughts of the past, I hadn't known she was fully back in the present. 'Longarm' was a private love name only she and Karen had ever used. Stealth had given it to me one day after we had arrested a really abusive husband. The woman involved had told him the 'Long arms of the law' had finally caught up with him. Stealth had caught him while he was still naked and swollen. Afterwards, I had finally admitted that I was longer than average. Karen already knew this but Stealth had immediately applied the name 'Longarm of the law' to her favorite part of me. ""Cory?"" ""Yes?"" ""What happens now?"" There were layers to this seemingly simple question. I knew she meant far more than just what happened to her. ""Well, I'm hoping you'll team up with me. There's no hurry though. I know you will need a lot of time to recover."" I sighed. ""Canines generally take longer than wolves to fully integrate unpleasant experiences into their lives. Blame it on all those millennia we spent breeding you. Not your fault, just something that is. So you needn't worry about how long it takes you to recover. ""I'm going to have my own problems for a while. I miss Grey. I always will. We've shared a lot over the years we've been together. I'm happy for him though. I'm also glad for Karen. They'll be a good team. Even if they don't Bond."" ""Cory!! What's wrong?"" She turned and with a gesture I hadn't seen since we parted, gently placed a front paw against my cheek. Tears were streaming down my face. ""It's the Bond. I know I will never Bond with a wolf. ""You see, it's something only human members of a Hunter Team are told. Then, we're blocked against discussing it except in theoretical terms. Certain conditions can bypass the block. Evidently, we have a link that is deep enough to let me talk about it with you now that Grey and I will no longer be partners. ""Within the Brethren there is a prohibition within the pack-mind against revealing such knowledge to non-Bonded wolves. ""It gets complicated but there are valid reasons for the human to know and not the wolf. One of the most important is to keep from inhibiting a wolf from searching for a Bond-Mate. ""Should Grey and Karen Bond, as part of their training, they will be given access to those records. ""I can't say that I agree with it sometimes but I haven't figured out a good reason for not doing it that way."" There was a long pause as I recovered from the release of finally being able to talk about it. The block had been so effective that only when I started talking about not being able to Bond did I realize how much had been blocked from conscious thought. ""Anyway, assuming they Bond, those two will go on to training and then work as team. We'll be able to meet with them as soon as they are through forming the Bond and rejoin the Brethren. ""All we can do for now is wait."" --- After a couple of days, Stealth and I were contacted by my headquarters. By then, we had decided to stay together and become a liaison team between the Brethren and Port City and the outlying areas nearby. "Hello Chief. "What brings you here?" "Cory, I hate to put you to work but we have a problem." I could see he was embarrassed about it. "You see, the teams are covering the area in preparation for Grey and Karen leaving. Our 'problem' is that we don't really have anyone except you to spare to go quietly contact the Companion pairs along the route. We know where most of them are but we need to be certain they won't accidentally intercept Grey and Karen. Also, some are living in situations where we can't just call them and let them know." He sighed deeply. "Until they attempt to start the Bonding process, it won't be too important. If it does start though, we'll need an advance team that won't attract too much attention. We need to know where those Companions are so we can put shielding in place before Karen and Grey get to them. "I'm hoping that Grey and Karen get far enough out that we won't have too many to worry about if the Bonding starts. "I've left word with Grey to head for the least inhabited areas as soon as they get out of town. We've relayed possible routes to both of them already. That gives us a good chance of covering everything once they start moving. "In the meantime though, could the two of you leave early?" ""Well, girl? Are you ready?"" I was, sort of, but only Stealth could decide if she was ready to be in the field. A long pause... ""To help Karen? Of course."" I sighed. I wasn't fully ready to go back to work but I knew that sometimes duty requires adjustments. "OK, Chief. Give us what you know about things and we'll be on our way. "You're going to owe us some time off afterwards though." That got us a rueful grin from him and Star. "Done then. "As a bonus, I brought along an old friend of yours to help the two of you. She's turned out to have a knack for discovering previously unknown Companions. "See you when we get those two out of this damn city." With that he and Star left and wolfess walked into the room to join us. ""Hello, Cory"" I jerked in shock. I knew that touch. ""What's wrong? Did you forget how to greet an old friend?"" The thoughts were warm and silky within my mind. 'Old friend' I thought. It had been a setup. She was scarcely 6 years old. Born from the most recent productive mating of Grey's, she had something of a reputation as being strong willed and adventuresome. I recovered and made the introduction. Linked to both of them, I could act as a relay. ""Stealth, meet Smoke. She and I have had some wild times together. Maybe you can settle her down a bit. I certainly couldn't."" "So, Smoke. Still unpaired are you?" I spoke aloud to hide some of my emotions. Had I been able to Bond, this wolfess would have been my first choice. ""Stealth. Cory."" Pure gentleness soothed through our minds. ""Recently unpaired."" We winced at the deep pain. She turned to show us healed areas along her flank. ""A stupid accident, of all things. Some damn unregistered fool doing some construction work in the mountains. We were on vacation and this idiot blasted the mountain out from under us. ""John didn't make it. He was crushed in the rock slide and the rescue team didn't get to us soon enough. I spent half a day listening to him die. ""I nearly died as well. ""It was our third day together and we were planning on sex that night. It would have been our first time. ""How that idiot got past the teams, we'll never know. Nobody knew he was in the area. He won't be leaving either. Star ripped his throat out as soon as she tracked him down. ""Not her usual calm reaction but nobody was thinking too clearly at that point. ""I've been wandering alone for the last six months."" I winced. I knew what she was leaving unsaid. The 'vacation' had been the initial stages of bringing in a potential Bond-Mate. Star was the Chief's partner and Smoke's mother. As Stealth and I got up and went to her, I let her feel my shock and sorrow. From the first time we had made love, we had shared a special affinity. Had Stealth decided to return to the city or retire, I had planned on looking for Smoke. I had been hoping we could team up until she found a Bond-Mate. To find out she had recently lost a potential one was a shock. We hadn't seen each other for almost a year. As I knelt and hugged her and cried and shared her grief, I let her feel all of my care for her. I now knew why the Chief had teamed us. In a strange way, the three of us were suited for each other. As I reached out to include Stealth in our embrace, I had this feeling that in spite of how it happened, the three of us were meant to be together. Heads together, minds and bodies in contact, a linkage formed. Not, as far as any of us knew, a Bond. Whatever had happened, it made the three of us part of a single being. A timeless pause as we mingled our thoughts and feelings. Then... ""We have to go"" Who knew who sent that thought. ""I know. Karen and Grey are depending on us"" So saying, I broke free and started gathering our things. There wasn't much. Most of it had already been sent back to my rooms at main headquarters or was waiting for us at the Guardian stable just outside the city. * * * As we walked the several kilometers to the stable, we were greeted by stares. All three of us were in our duty uniforms. An unaccompanied Protector Canine casually strolling with Members of the Brethren was unheard of. Smoke had asked Star and the Chief to meet us before we left. She hadn't told them why. "Duty uniforms, Cory?" The Chief was faintly disapproving of our choice. Also, I could see he was puzzled. "Sorry, Chief. We decided we would wear them until we talked to you and Star. It's to make a point" He stiffened as Smoke relayed to him through Star. ""We're in a three-way link. ""Cory and Stealth had already decided to stay together. Shortly after you left us, the three of us formed a full link."" Then it was my turn. "Chief? I've never heard of this happening. It's not a Bond but it's far more than what I had with Grey." Then I started to relay through Smoke. ""I think we need to study this. "" Then, suddenly, I felt the relay alter. I was linked directly to the Chief. *That* surprised all of us. Somehow, a normal relay had suddenly changed. I continued. "" We'll do the sweep if you still want us to. I think you should get us out of here as soon as possible. Get us away from any chance of mental contact with Karen and Grey."" Native caution honed by extensive training had me making that last statement. "Ahh... Right..." He and Star looked at each other, then nodded. Once again, he proved why he was in charge of all the Brethren. "Go. No more mind links except between the three of you. We can't risk uncontrolled thinking right now. I'll authorize the use of a portable shield. Take one with you when you leave and use it whenever you aren't actively looking for or dealing with Companions. "I want it set to cover all three of you and you are to make sure you don't accidentally set it up with one of you outside its coverage. Use the setting that lets wolves maintain the link with the pack-mind. "I want the three of you to do a quick sweep of the areas I gave you and there will be transport waiting when you're done. Let Smoke handle any communication with Star. I don't want you and Stealth to try and make mental contact with anyone except Smoke. "We'll get three of you to one of our remote stations and do some studies on what's happened. "I don't want you to do any experimenting until we can get you in a heavily shielded area. "Got that?" We nodded without saying anything. "Good. Now get moving. " * * * After I saddled my horse and we prepared to leave, we wondered what had happened between the three of us. Whatever it was, It obviously had the Chief extremely worried. Still lost in thought and in that strange link, we took the first steps on the road to our future. ====== She's My Wolf Bitch Challenge Universe - Greybeard and Karen --- Karen's scent, after all these centuries, still brings a smile to my lips and eagerness to my steps when we travel. She turned in her saddle and grinned at me. "Greybeard, 'Old Wolf'. Never sated, are you?" I lifted my muzzle and pointed it in her direction. Ostentatiously I inhaled through my nose. ""Living with a wolf-bitch in permanent heat does that to me."" I grinned at her blush. ""Good thing Cory and Smoke came back. I was thinking I'd have to do something stupid--such as get you elected Alpha-Bitch for all of Mind-Home so I could get some sleep."" I felt her mood change. "I missed him, love. A lot." She looked away and I felt her mental touch intensify. ""I owe him my life, you know. After... Well, you too, of course, you helped me deal with the rape. Cory helped me become human again--and reminded me of the reasons I should keep living."" Instead of a direct answer I made the one response I knew she'd approve of. ""Steady your mare."" Then, I howled. It was the full volume call to Cory that I hadn't used in years. I backed it it with a simple mental message. ""Karen needs a hug. NOW!!"" --- End Abandoned Work: 'Greybeard 4 - She's My Wolf Bitch' ====== Mind Home: Miscellaneous short work (Cory, Karen, Stealth, Smoke, Greybeard ) Cory's Theme --- Duty's burdens. Unwavering steps. A clearly marked path. Partners in life. Four legs. Two legs. One mind in two bodies. Partners in life. Choices made In pain, In joy. Partners in life. Many nows. Many pasts. Many futures. Partners in life. Keepers of a trust. Molders of the future. Minders of our past I too, walk with wolves. ====== Greybeard's Way --- Nose uplifted. Mind alert. Cautious explorations. I am wolf. Many minds. Many bodies. One soul. I am wolf. Watcher of balance. Keeper of faith. I walk with many. I am wolf. Hard won knowledge. Lessons far past. Together, make a path. I am wolf. ====== Karen's Song --- A starlit night. Shadows within shadows. Feet moving like whispers of wind. I walk with wolves. Eyes gleaming yellow. Unearthly knowledge. Inborn wisdom. I walk with wolves. Many bodies. One mind. Keepers of a trust. I walk with wolves. Shared lives. Shared purposes. Wolves, And I, Walk together. ====== Smoke's Lessons --- What do you do? I walk the worlds Why? Because I must. Will I? Maybe. If duty requires it. Are you content? Yes. Responsibility brings its own rewards. Rewards? I don't understand. You are here. That is one reward. This world another. Do you love? Oh yes. Cory? Among others. Me? Oh yes. I love you as well. I still don't understand. Of course you don't. You *exist*. Just as I *exist*. That is enough. ====== Here are some interconnected shorts based in Mind Home. --- Vignettes --- ""You know I must go, Cory."" The voice is soft in my mind. ""I know, Stealth. I've known for weeks. Doesn't make it any easier though."" Stealth is dying. Age has at last taken its toll. The body is still sleek but the fires within burn low. 20 Years of life. Ten of them as my partner. My lover. Tears fill my eyes as I cradle her head in my lap. We are in her favorite clearing. Miles away from Port City, I hold her and weep long racking sobs. ""As long as you remember, I'll be with you. ""Goodbye, my love."" And those expressive brown eyes stare into nothingness. For an endless time I gently I stroke her cooling body. ""Cory?"" I nod. "I'll manage, Smoke. Somehow, I'll manage." ""We'll manage."" * * * "It's time, Cory." The man's voice is soft and filled with compassion. I come back to the present. "Hello, Ward. I've been remembering. This is where I held Stealth as she died and where I promised her I would remember her." I sigh deeply and look over at Smoke and the wolf standing next to her. They appear to be twins. Finally one of them turns away from us and leaves at a ground covering lope. ""She's ready, Cory. I've done all I can and blocked off her deeper memories leading up to this. ""In about a week, she'll report you as missing while on a private hike."" Smoke sighs. ""I hate to think about how Karen will react. Especially since they won't find your body."" I look at Ward. "Couldn't we have...?" He sighs. "No. We can't risk what a serious autopsy would reveal. I wish there was a better way." We wait. Finally, another wolf suddenly appears. "She's out of range and integrated into the pack mind here. We can leave now." I *still* have problems listening to Julie speak aloud. I imagine I'll get used to it in time. Which, as I understand it, has a lot to do with where Smoke and I are headed. * * * "Been a few years hasn't it, Smoke?" I'm meditating by staring at the surrounding mountains. We've 'graduated' from advanced training on Terra-One. From now on, as world-walkers, these quarters will be our permanent home between missions. "Missions!" I snort. Smoke's mind echoes that snort. ""Bringers of Luck."" Her voice is soft in my mind. "Except on one world line my love. Ours." My thoughts are resigned. We understand the necessity but no one enjoys it. "Not until we have to reveal ourselves to save it. That is many centuries from now." "Still, we get to pick and choose in the meantime. Not even Allister can tell us what to do. Or where. "Shall we take that vacation first? We have yet to tour Earth on anything but training trips." She walks over and nuzzles me gently. "Old Canada?" I smile knowingly. "I'm homesick, too." We vanish. * * * We've checked in and picked up a set of traveler's packs for each of us. The institute has aid stations scattered all over the world. Similar to the Traveler's stops on our homeworld, these are stocked with supplies to meet any situation. Smoke and I discovered a small lake during our training. As we head for it on foot, I let the peace wash over me. I also feel the pack-mind here. As we walk, we are joined by the wolves who call this area home. Finally, we reach the shore of the lake. As I set up our tent and camping area, I smile to myself. Smoke is in estrus. One of the young wolves asked and she accepted. They will be gone for a couple of days. In the meantime, I am being watched in turn by a wolfess. I can sense her unspoken question. ""Of course, Wisp."" My thoughts are gentle. ""I'm Bonded but hardly that closely. Welcome. ""Will you join me? I'm Cory."" She tilts her head in thought. ""You're one of us but not. How can this be?"" I turn towards her and sit on the ground. "We come from another world. Only recently did Smoke and I return to take up a greater duty here." I gesture to my side. ""Will you share yourself with me?"" Wisp regards me thoughtfully. ""Yes. It has been long since I mated with one of your kind."" I feel Smoke's chuckle as she looks on in my mind. ""Prepare yourself, dear. This one tells me she's a wild one."" ""And you aren't?"" Is my pointed rejoinder that gets her laughing in my mind. * * * I lay amid the tatters of my clothing. I'm exhausted. It's a happy, complete, tiredness. Wisp wasn't willing to put up with letting me remove my clothing. She literally tore it off of me. In the rough and tumble of foreplay, her flashing teeth tore it into strips. Then, she paused only long enough to let me kiss her nether lips and lubricate them. Her lust inflamed me and I took her from behind as a wolf would. As I thrust into her, I could feel her mind in mine and mine in hers. Not a Bond but a closer contact such as I had shared with Grey. She braced herself as I drove myself at her. Dimly, I could hear her whimpers merge with my own grunts. Finally, with one last slamming thrust, I buried myself in her and orgasmed. Seconds after my release, she jerked away and did her own dance of pleasure and completion. Now, as I lay here on my back, she has calmed enough to return and clean me. I manage to coax her to lay by my side so I can clean her as she cleans me. Puzzled at first, she finally complies with my wish. A pause of surprise and then we are both gently working each other. As I fade into sleep I murmur... "Thank you, Wisp" ====== End: The Challenge Universe 3/4: Mind Home 2/3: Karen and Cory -- Pursuant to the Berne Convention, this work is copyright with all rights reserved by its author unless explicitly indicated. +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+ | alt.sex.stories.moderated ------ send stories to: <ckought69@hotmail.com>| | FAQ: <http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/faq.html> Moderators: <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> | +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+ |ASSM Archive at <http://assm.asstr-mirror.org> Hosted by <http://www.asstr-mirror.org> | |Discuss this story and others in alt.sex.stories.d; look for subject {ASSD}| +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+