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Indian Summer
And Other Poems
By T.S.Severe

Copyright 2008 T.S. Severe all rights reserved. Intended for adults
only
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The Strongest Kid in School
 (m/tg, Romance, First)




    "I gotta go, I'm late." I frowned, looking at the kitchen clock as
I came through.

    "Jen, give your dad a kiss before you go to school." My mom
grabbed my arm as I tried to slip past.

    "He's not my dad." I said with a sigh.

    "He is this morning, so act like it." Mom gave my butt a swat
through the cotton skirt of my plaid school uniform.

    "Bye daddy." I leaned over as he sat at the table having coffee
and he turned his head so I caught his mouth instead of his cheek.

    He held my head for a moment too, a long one while his tongue
slipped between my surprised lips and filled my teenage mouth. I
didn't try to resist or anything, I just went with it and after making
out with me for half a minute he let me go, smiling and licking his
lips.

    "Bye Jenny." He chuckled and I just rolled my eyes. He didn't know
I was a boy.

    "Good girl." Mom smiled at me. "Do good in school, have fun!"

    "Yeah, right." I frowned, cause I was fifteen and it was me
against the world.

    "Hey, Jennifer." Kyle was there with his two buddies, just like
always. He was a high school senior, seventeen years old and pretty
big.

    "Hey faggot! You're late!" Harry, one of Kyle's friends, laughed
and the bigger boy elbowed him.

    "Shut-up." I said like I wanted to get past them, but that never
happened.

    "You wanna suck my dick today?" Kyle grinned.

    "Do I have a choice?" I frowned.

    "Not if you wanna live, Jenny." Georgie, the other kid, giggled
like he was the fag.

    "We gotta hurry though." Harry complained. "I got a math test
first period."

    "We all do, stupid." Georgie punched his friend in the arm.

    "Why don't you guys just get girlfriends or something?" I sighed.

    "Cause we got you." Kyle said with a happy chuckle. "Let's go over
here, come on."

    It was the same place we always did it, behind the McReady shed.
They were an older couple, like elderly, and they didn't know what was
going on in their backyard anyway.

    I got down on my knees and Kyle was first. He pulled out his cock,
already mostly hard and I went down on him right away. I didn't want
to be late for school and I liked his cock anyway. He always took a
shower in the mornings, unlike his friends, and it was bigger than the
others.

    "Grab mine." Georgie was saying and Harry wanted me to hold his
cock as well, so that's what I was doing. It would help get them off
faster anyway.

    It's really hard being just fifteen and a cross-dressing fag like
I was. Mom said I was always supposed to be a girl anyway, but I
didn't know. It wasn't like I had a choice; all I'd ever had was girl
clothes. I played with dolls and makeup and pretended I was Cinderella
or a fairy princess every Halloween. By the time I was old enough to
know I was really a boy, it was too late. I was already a girl inside.
Outside too, because I was pretty, even beautiful to a lot of people.

    That's fate or something. God having fun, like he knew my mom was
going to be a little crazy and turn me into a girl, so God figured
he'd do his part too. All it really meant was what I already knew, it
was me against the world and I was losing. Mostly I was just pissed
because mom's new boyfriend was always hitting on me and mom thought
that was pretty cute. Probably she just wanted the guy to hang around
longer than the other ones and if that meant using me to do it...

    "Hurry up, homo!" Georgie was pushing with his hips. "Jerk me off
already."

    "Yeah, you know how!" Harry laughed and I was just squeezing their
dicks mostly, thinking more about the cock in my mouth than the ones
in my little fists.

    "Don't listen to them." Kyle grinned at me. "Just keep sucking,
use your tongue more. Ummm...Like that! Fuck, you're hot!"

    "You hurry up too." Georgie looked at Kyle. "Why do you always
gotta go first?"

    "Shut-up, Georgie." Kyle shook his head. "You're lucky I let you
get a turn at all."

    "Jesus, he's cute." Harry breathed and he was sliding his cock
between my fingers, doing most of the work while I just held him.

    I was just five foot one and if I didn't start growing soon, I
probably never would. I'd be small forever. All of a hundred pounds,
maybe, if I had a lot of stuff in my pockets. A nice round butt,
girlish hips and a flat little tummy. No chest at all, just hard pink
nipples. Legs that weren't thin, but nice and toned like cheerleader
legs. Probably from ten years of dance classes and walking around in
high heels all the time. I didn't own a normal pair of shoes. My mom
was so weird.

    My face is the kicker though, it isn't a boy's face, it's a girl's
face. Puffy pouting lips, high cheeks and bright blue eyes beneath my
blonde hair. Mom keeps it long and wavy, although it would be straight
otherwise, golden yellow and silky. It goes with the rest of me and if
I didn't have a penis and balls, I'd have been pretty happy. Pretty
fuckable as the boys liked to say. As it was I was still fuckable,
except I couldn't get a date and I hadn't let anyone fuck me yet. I
just had to suck Kyle and his friends or else they'd beat me up.

    "Ummm Jenny..." Kyle was smiling down at me while I mouthed his cock
slowly, trying to make it really good for him.

    I told myself I just wanted it to feel really good so he'd cum
quicker and get it over with, but part of me knew I sorta liked him
too. I mean really liked him and I wanted him to like me back. I knew
he did, but he couldn't say anything cause I was a fag and he didn't
want to be a fag too. It was there though, in his eyes and I kept mine
up the whole time, watching his face while he watched me suck him off.
I wasn't doing it slow for any reason except I loved making him feel
good. It made my little girl dick hard and sometimes, if it was really
special, I'd cum in my panties, I swear. When Kyle would cum in my
mouth, once in awhile I'd shoot my sperm too and I always liked that.
Except it was messy.

    When I sucked the other guys I didn't get hard at all though and I
did them quick as I could. I spit out their cum too, even though
Georgie would hit me on the side of the head sometimes. Kyle would
punch him back then, if he saw it. I'd promised myself though that I
wasn't gonna swallow anybody's cum except Kyle's because I loved him.
I had some of him inside me and it kept me warm and made all the rest
of the stuff I had to put up with almost bearable.

    "Do that thing with your throat." Kyle whispered and he was
holding my head, gently for the moment.

    When I kinda swallowed around the head of Kyle's dick and pushed
my nose all the way into his pubic hair, he held me a lot tighter. He
pulled my face against him, even though I didn't really need the help.
I didn't mind though, I sorta like it that way, so long as the boy
didn't try and hold me too long. It made my face red and my lungs
ached a bit, cause I couldn't breathe or anything. I had all of his
cock though and I really was swallowing, or trying to anyway. My
little throat was tight and squeezing his cock, working to get him
into my tummy and Kyle groaned and let me go so I could pull back.

    "We're gonna be late." Harry was frowning and I didn't care.

    "No shit." Georgie agreed. "Stupid fag."

    "You guys better go." Kyle told them, stroking my hair.

    "What about you?" Georgie asked suspiciously.

    "What about me?" Kyle gave him a look and I'd already let the
other two boys go so they could put their dicks away.

    "You got a test, remember?" Georgie wasn't happy cause he wasn't
gonna get to cum and he'd probably try and beat on me for it me later.

    "Get out of here." Kyle told them and Harry was already walking
away, zipping up his pants.

    "You still owe me, faggot!" Georgie stared at me and I just
frowned at him, holding Kyle's slippery cock in my hands and rubbing
my spit all over it.

    "I hate him." I said after Georgie turned the corner and Kyle
nodded.

    "He's a dope." Kyle agreed and then he pushed my head back a
little as I started to suck him some more. "Hey, you wanna skip out
today, Jen?"

    "What?" I looked up cause this was a first.

    "Skip school, you know." Kyle licked his lips and maybe he was a
little nervous. "Go to my house? My parents took off for a couple
days, nobody's there."

    "Oh." I blinked at him, thinking I'd be in a lot of trouble when I
got caught, cause I would.

    "I just wanna hang out with you, okay?" Kyle said, figuring I
thought maybe he just wanted a lot of sex and I wouldn't have minded
that anyway.

    "I guess so." I shrugged, but inside my heart was beating a lot
faster all of a sudden. Kyle was taking me to his house and we'd never
done that, never done anything like a real girl or boy, except when I
sucked his dick.

    We didn't say anything on the walk to his house. We didn't hold
hands or anything either, in case somebody might see, but every now
and then Kyle would sorta rub me, like get a little close so our hips
would touch or whatever. He was looking at me a lot too, looking down
cause I was so much smaller than him. Kyle was big, the biggest boy in
school, and despite what he'd said earlier, I knew he had a
girlfriend. I liked to pretend I was her at night, when my girly cock
was hard and I was rubbing it slowly. I wanted to be that girl so bad
I could taste it.

    "Come on, we'll go to my room." Kyle said when we got to his house
ad once we were inside he did take my hand.

    He led me upstairs and into his room. It looked like any boy's
room, I guess. I don't know. I looked around for a second and finally
sat down on his bed, but I could hardly breathe. I was so excited. I
was in Kyle's bedroom and he was looking at me.

    "It's nice." I said, not knowing what else to say or even what to
do. I smoothed my skirt and sucked my lips a little, putting my hands
in my lap.

    "I got you something, here..." Kyle was getting something out of his
dresser.

    He sat down next to me on the bed and the boy was giving me a
little felt box, a blue one like jewelry comes in, and I opened it
slowly. There was a necklace inside, not a fancy one or anything, it
was just a little necklace made out of fake gold, but it was still
kind of cute. I smiled and felt my heart thumping cause nobody had
ever given me anything before.

    "It's got your name on it." Kyle said. "See? Jennifer."

    "Thanks." I nodded. "It's nice."

    "Put it on." He suggested. "Do you want to?"

    "Yeah, okay." I agreed. "Can you do it?"

    "Sure." Kyle smiled and licked his lips, taking the necklace out
of the box and there was a little cardboard insert he had to remove,
cause the chain was underneath it and everything.

    I was waiting and trying to be patient, but I was gonna start
shaking pretty soon. I was so scared for some reason and I think I
jumped a little when Kyle touched my shoulder. I giggled nervously and
reached for my hair, pulling it out of the way and sort of leaning
forward and looking down. Kyle was giving me jewelry and I didn't know
what that meant. I was afraid to know, like maybe it didn't really
mean anything and that would hurt too much.

    "There." He said, nodding his head and sitting back.

    "Thank you." I smiled too, shyly and looked down, picking up the
little oval medallion in my fingers and seeing my name on it.

    "You're so beautiful, Jen." Kyle said. "I mean it, you really are
and I..."

    "What?" I looked at him, smoothing my blonde hair and looking at
his hazel eyes.

    "I'm sorry for all the times I was mean." He cleared his throat
and looked down. "You probably hate me, huh?"

    "No, I don't."

    "It's okay." He shrugged. "I mean it's not okay, I just...I do that
stuff cause I wanna see you."

    "It hurts sometimes." I told him honestly, trying to understand
what he meant.

    "Yeah." He sighed and he looked really sad, but I didn't feel
sorry for him or anything and I don't think he wanted me to either.

    "I don't hate you though." I said. "I just hate Georgie."

    "Me too." Kyle laughed. "He's my friend though, so..."

    "I know." I shrugged, even though I didn't.

    "That's so stupid. I'm tired of being stupid all the time." He
looked up suddenly, catching my blue eyes by surprise and I blinked.
"I love you."

    "Oh." I sat there real still after that, afraid to look at him and
afraid not to. I felt the smallest I've ever been.

    "I was kinda mad before." He said. "At you. Maybe that's why I did
some of that stuff, like at first."

    "At me?" I frowned. "Why?"

    "Cause you're not a girl." He shrugged. "Ever since I saw you I
just wanted to talk to you and be with you, but you're a boy so I
couldn't."

    "You did?"

    "I figured it was your fault." He nodded. "Like if you didn't look
like that, it would be okay. If you were just a guy, at least I could
say hi or something."

    "Probably you wouldn't like me then." I giggled softly, but inside
I was almost crying cause maybe it was my fault.

    "Yeah, I know." He laughed. "I figured that out and then I wasn't
mad anymore, but after we made you suck our dicks and..."

    He stopped abruptly and Kyle's face got red. He was looking down
and not happy now that he was thinking about it. The first time, the
summer before, Kyle had hit me cause I'd never done it. I'd never
sucked anybody's cock and I didn't want to since I was just fourteen
then. So he'd hit me and made me do it and I'd been crying the whole
time. Maybe I'd hated him, I couldn't remember, but after awhile I
didn't. I knew that. After doing it a few times I started wanting to
and then I was looking forward to it, and on those days when Kyle
wasn't waiting for me I'd feel lonely and sad.

    "That's the only way we can be together though." I said and I was
just understanding that now.

    "Yeah." He nodded. "Doesn't make it right though."

    "No." I sighed. "It don't."

    "I ain't ever gonna hurt you again, Jennifer." Kyle was looking at
me. "I won't let nobody else hurt you either."

    "How are you gonna stop them?" I laughed at him. "You don't know
what it's like for me. Everyday, people laughing at me, kids saying
stuff right to my face. That stuff hurts the worst."

    "Yeah." His face was cloudy and Kyle closed his eyes.

    "It hurts more than just getting hit." I told him. "You're the
strongest kid in school, but you can't do anything about it. Nobody
can."

    "I could tell them you're my girlfriend." He swallowed hard.
"Maybe. If you wanted to be."

    "You'd tell them that?" I asked, not really believing it.

    "Yeah." He promised me. "I would."

    "They'd laugh at you too." I laughed. "They'd call you a faggot
and a homo and ask you if you sucked my dick."

    "So?" Kyle looked right back at me and maybe he believed he could
take it, but I didn't.

    "You wouldn't have no friends anymore." I told him. "Just me. You
know what it's like not having any friends?"

    "No." Kyle answered softly.

    "It sucks." I nodded. "It's the worst thing in the world. Fat kids
got friends. Ugly kids got friends. Even that retarded kid in the
wheelchair, he's got friends and he can't even hardly talk."

    "Yeah."

    "But I don't have any." I said, like I was looking for a fight
maybe. "All I got is three guys who want me to suck their dicks every
morning."

    "I'm sorry." Kyle was looking down and I thought maybe he was
going to cry and I hoped not. I'd cried before plenty of times and it
didn't help.

    "Don't be sorry." I giggled a little sarcastically, but mostly at
myself. "It's the best part of my day."

    Kyle drew a deep breath and probably he figured I was just making
fun of him now and maybe I was, but I wasn't lying about none of it
neither.

    "I'm serious, you know why?" I asked him and the boy shook his
head. "Cause it's the only way I get to be with you."

    "What?" Kyle glanced at me.

    "I hate your friends." I told him, speaking so fast I didn't care
what was coming out of my mouth. "But I love you and if I gotta suck
their dicks just so I can be with you a little, I'll do it."

    "You do?" Kyle turned his head, still slouched over. "You love
me?"

    That was about the time everything I'd said caught up with me and
felt my stomach knot up hard. I hadn't meant to say that, even if it
was true. That was giving away too much and I felt vulnerable
suddenly, for the first time in a long time. I could take the talk and
the giggles and the looks. I could even take a beating every now and
again, but if I gave my heart away like that and Kyle wanted to hurt
it...

    "This better not be a joke." I blinked hard and all of a sudden I
was going to cry because the worst thing I could imagine was right
there in my pretty little head.

    "What joke?" Kyle blinked at me.

    "If you're lying to me about this stuff..." I closed my eyes and I
wanted to run away.

    I wanted to go someplace else, the other side of the world. He
didn't love me, did he? How could he? Was he recording this or
something? Gonna make a little video for the internet maybe? Play it
for all the kids at school so they could see a boy named Jennifer
falling in love and telling the world how she'd do anything to suck
Kyle's dick? Guys like him didn't love girls like me. Kyle had a
girlfriend, a senior like he was and a cheerleader too. He was popular
and big and strong and handsome and he was playing a joke on me cause
all the other hurt wasn't enough.

    "There's no joke, Jennifer." He promised.

    "I don't believe you." I stared at him. "You don't love me. I do
hate you."

    "What? No...Shhhh..." He was trying to grab me and I was pushing at
him, hitting his shoulders and chest and trying to get away.

    "Let me go!" I groaned, my cheeks hot and wet now and I twisted my
body but he was holding me, pulling me down to his bed and wrapping me
up.

    "No." Kyle breathed. "I'm not gonna. Not until you stop and tell
me what's wrong."

    "You're a liar!" I sobbed. "Let go of me!"

    "I love you." Kyle said and he was kissing me, for the very first
time, he was kissing me and I stopped fighting.

    I'd sucked his cock fifty times I bet. More than that, but this
was the first time he'd ever kissed me and it cut through everything
like a red hot knife. I went weak and limp in his arms and he could
move me any way he wanted, and I was trying to kiss him back. I opened
my mouth for his tongue and let him inside. Kyle had me on my back,
lying over me but carefully, keeping his weight on his hips and elbows
and I found my fingers in his hair, holding his lips against mine.

    Kyle's hand was all over my body, exploring me, and I felt him
slipping beneath my blouse, touching my smooth soft tummy and then
higher. He pushed up the training bra I wore, exposing my hard puffy
nipples and I groaned into his mouth as I felt him caressing me there,
making my flat tits burn beneath his palm. I followed his tongue into
his mouth and tasted Kyle for the first time. Our spit filled me and I
swallowed it eagerly.

    I arched my back and felt his hand going back down, across my
quivering flesh and over my skirt, finding my bare knees before
sliding up and under. I spread my legs for him, inviting Kyle blindly
to touch every part of me and his fingertips played along the inside
of my left leg. He found where I was smooth and soft and the hollows
of my thigh gave way to my thin cotton panties. I gasped softly as
Kyle's hand found my girlish cock and small pink balls.

    If Kyle hesitated at all, I didn't notice. I was locked in our
infatuation, in that kiss that I'd been waiting for, dying a little
each day that I'd gone without it. His hand cupped my sex, massaging
my hardness and enclosing me completely as I was small down there and
Kyle's hand so large. I thrust upward with my hips, needing that
pressure desperately, and I pulled my mouth away so that I might beg
the boy to pull my panties down.

    He smiled, licking his lips and sitting up slightly, moving so
that he could use both hands to pull my panties down my legs. I kicked
off my shoes and pointed my toes as the white bikinis came free and
now I was naked beneath my skirt. I reached for Kyle's trousers,
undoing his belt and unbuttoning his pants the way I'd done it so many
times before, but differently as well. I freed his long thick cock and
undressed him almost frantically, giggling and flushed with
excitement.

    Kyle was naked from the waist down, wearing just the button down
dress shirt boys had to wear to school, and I still wore my uniform,
although my blouse was undone, my bra hopelessly askew and my panties
somewhere on the floor. I didn't care, this was perfect and I pulled
the boy back to me, so that we could kiss again and I listened to his
soft voice in my ear, telling me I was beautiful, telling me I was
sexy and loved.

    I kissed him again, as deeply as before and this time I felt his
hand around my penis, barely filling his gentle fist as Kyle stroked
me slowly beneath my skirt. I had my own hand wrapped around his,
feeling him so large and powerful, his cock full grown like the young
man himself. I rubbed my thumb around the smooth glans, playing with
his precum and wetting the length of his prick as it ran across my
fingers. I sucked his tongue the way I'd sucked his cock so many times
before, loving his mouth the way I dreamt of it every night in my bed.

    "It's alright..." I whispered at the look on Kyle's face when I
pulled him between my legs.

    "Are you sure?" He asked. "I can wait if you want..."

    "No, I want you so much. Inside me." I sighed, bending my knees
and pulling my new boyfriend into the right position to complete our
love.

    I let Kyle take me like the girl I was and it hurt, but not
terribly. This was a pain I wanted and after everything else in my
life, feeling my body yield to Kyle's passionate thrusts was a
pleasure. My virgin asshole stretched around him and I closed my eyes
at first, making soft noises against the sharp burning of his
penetration, but once he was in me, once I felt his cock spreading my
tender rectum around him, I embraced that deep ache and let my blue
eyes drink the pleasure in Kyle's face.

    "I love you." I moaned, wrapping my legs around his waist, my
fingers entwined behind his neck.

    "I love you, Jen." He promised and kissed me often and deeply
while we made love.

    My orgasm came before his and Kyle smiled when he felt it,
confused by the sensation of my ass contracting suddenly with spasms
of pleasure, but then understanding and rewarding me with a kiss upon
my tightly shut eyes. My juices spilled between us, staining our skin
with a warm sticky mess that seemed rather sexy to me, Kyle too I
think, because he made a point of moving his body so that my cum was
spread thin between us.

    When he climaxed it was glorious and I shivered with the ecstasy
of being filled by a man for the first time. I felt him jerking inside
me, his cock held as deep in my vulnerable body as Kyle could get it.
I was a girl then, completed in that one dramatic moment of joy. Kyle
had finished what God and my mother had started. I wasn't a faggot or
a homo or anything else. I was a girl and looking into Kyle's eyes, we
both knew it. If I'd loved him even a fraction more at that moment, I
would have died from happiness. It was already coming out of my eyes.

    "Why are you crying?" Kyle whispered, kissing me with his cock
still inside me, still hard with my legs wrapped tightly around him.

    "Because it's too good." I giggled, swallowing hard and blinking.

    "I'm going to tell everyone." Kyle promised me. "Tomorrow."

    "No." I shook my head. "You're not. You keep it a secret, we both
will."

    "But..."

    "Uh-uh." I stared at him hard. "I won't let anyone hurt you, not
ever. You keep the secret and later, after you graduate, I'll be your
girlfriend."

    "I don't care about..."

    "I do." I giggled. "It's all I care about. You just keep meeting
me every morning and sometimes, when we can be alone..."

    I knew he wanted to be a man finally. Kyle wasn't ashamed of me,
not anymore. He wasn't afraid to love me and he wanted to prove it.
Maybe he needed to prove it, to himself as much as me, but I wasn't
going to let him be hurt like I'd been, like I still was everyday.
He'd already proven himself to me and it was all I needed. I had to
work hard to convince him, but I swore I wouldn't give in. If Kyle
loved me enough to tell the world about it, I loved him enough not to.
We'd keep the secret and keep him safe, that was the only condition of
my love and it wasn't negotiable.

    "You were wrong before." Kyle told me later, while we just
snuggled in front of the television and kissed.

    "About what?" I smiled at him.

    "I'm not the strongest kid in school, Jen." He smiled back at me.

    "I know." I giggled. "But don't worry, I won't tell anyone."




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