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Child Brides of India
By C. Stanley Leman
Introduction
I'm a new author posting my first story, and this is
the first piece of fiction that I've written since
college. If you're looking for a quick stroke story,
look elsewhere. For my first attempt, I'd like to
concentrate on the development of the characters and
their motives, and it starts out very slow. This story
contains elements of "legalized" consensual sexual
contact between adults and prepubescent/pubescent
partners, as one of the main talking points of my
story: can a child/young teen reasonably give consent
even if understanding and care is given to obtain it,
and what of the motives of the adult(s) in question?
I've tried to write a story where love, cultures,
customs, religion, and laws both secular and religious
are the catalyst and moving factors. Add to the mix,
the parties own insecurities, need for love, and
circumstances, I hope, make for an interesting story.
Although the main character is Muslim, I am not.
Therefore I've done extensive research on Muslim
customs, prayers, ceremonies as well as Islamic laws
mentioned or discussed within for this story. However,
not being infallible, a mistake or two may have
possibly made. It must also be noted that various
sects, denominations, and regions have slightly
different interpretations and practices also. If I
have erred in these areas, it's not my intention to
offend anyone but purely an unintentional mistake.
Many events in history, and some degree in people's
personal lives, can be motivated by adherence to
fervency of religious practice, or cultural customs,
and the internal struggle of character and ethics
within us while trying to confront and control the
demons each of us struggles with called desire and
lust. With justifications, 'reasons', and
rationalizations, sometimes we aren't even quite
certain ourselves what motivates us to do the things
we do.
This entire story is a figment of my imagination, and
is fictional. Any resemblance to anyone alive or dead
is purely co-incidental and unintentional.
I do not condone or advocate any acts contained
herein: it is an erotic fictional tale. They are
illegal in many countries. There is no excuse to abuse
a child or use a child for one's own needs or
fulfillment.
The story codes for this entire story haven't been
completely finalized, but are basically, slow, rom,
ped, cons, Mg, Mf, Mfg, fg, Mgg, oral, anal, ws, in
varying arrangements, but will be listed with each
chapter.
Any and all criticism can be sent to csleman (dot)
story (at) yahoo (dot) com. Drop me a line and give me
some feedback as to what you think: should I continue
or move on to something else?
I would really like to extend my gratitude and thanks
to Daibhidh and Uncle Sky for their editing help,
encouragement and support towards a new author!
Child Brides of India
By C. Stanley Leman
Chapter 1: Old Friends/New Horizons (set-up, no sex)
I guess my story begins while on my way home from
college. My name is Sean Michaels, I'm an academic
prodigy with a BE in computer engineering, an MBA in
international finance and a PhD in engineering systems
analysis all from Princeton. I am what many have
jokingly called "the kid with everything and nothing
to lose": looks, money and brains.
Now, at 18, I'm 6 feet tall, weigh about 190, with
medium blonde hair, blue eyes and a fit, cut physique.
I never really thought my looks to be personally
advantageous, although throughout high school and
college I was referred to as the "hunky kid geek".
Being born too smart for my own good, I was always
several years younger than my peers at school. I dated
occasionally, but nothing serious, not even a high
school romance. Well, that's not entirely true. I did
have one very close friendship that lasted a year,
with a girl named Marie. We parted when her father's
job transferred him to Paris. She was a fellow Mensa
student in high school. I was 15 and she was twelve,
and we were drawn to each other because we both felt
the pressure of being surrounded by peers that were
older and more socially adept. Our relationship was
one of close friendship that kindred spirits share
where we could talk of anything under the sun, seeing
most things with the same perspective, the same fears
and insecurities. I was attracted to her, but her
tender age (and my shyness) kept me from trying to
advance any intimate relationship further than holding
hands, a mutual hug, and an occasional kiss. It was
mostly a friendship of the heart in which we both
relied upon each other for emotional support and
understanding.
While in high school, girls my age were in middle
school, and high school girls liked upper classmen
that were jocks-with cars. Besides, ever since I
started public school, kids my age were far below my
academic and interest level. College was even worse.
College girls were dating men of twenty years and up
while I was just getting my driver's license: hard to
compete even for a genius. I was always the nice "boy"
that was asked to tutor and always "just a friend":
the kiss of death, I learned, for any guy regardless
of age.
Physically, I tried very hard to compensate for my age
by working out, swimming, golf, running track, and in
college rowed. Although I enjoyed the activities and
the results to my physique, they did little to enhance
my chances for any real relationship. As I once
overheard someone comment in the library, "...a man's
body, but still a kid." I did manage to get laid a few
times, so I guess you could say it wasn't ALL for
naught.
The last two (money and brains), were assets and gifts
I just had, and never made any apologies for having.
My father, John, was a wildcat computer engineer that
started his own private company during the DOT COM era
and struck gold. He had purchased 3000 shares of
Microsoft for me on its initial IPO to start my
portfolio, and now I'm worth a more than most people
make in a lifetime. I've never told anyone the extent
of my financial holdings, but people that know me,
know I'm affluent and being groomed for the corporate
world.
My mother, Joan, was an educator who gave up formal
teaching when I was born. She home schooled me until I
reached the age of 12, when she said that she felt
that she was failing me, holding me back from
achieving my "full potential." She felt I could easily
have entered high school much earlier. She also felt
it was time for me to meet other kids and acquire the
social skills I lacked with fellow students.
As for brains, I liked being smart, intelligent and
advanced: it was just the way I always was. Two years
for high school, two for my BA, one for my masters and
one for my PhD. I did however, have the insecurity of
feeling somewhat alienated from my surroundings and
social settings due to my age difference. I instead
embroiled myself in my studies to acquire the
necessary education and techniques required to assume
control of a portion, at first, them all of my
father's company when the time came, and continue on
to build my own empire.
Although my insecurities in personal relationships
with the opposite sex where there, I learned to be
very socially adept, tactful, and communicative- even
if only for survival in my surroundings with peers and
academics. Aside from girls, I was always in control
and appeared to be at ease in any setting.
I snapped out of my introspection when the cab came to
a stop at my front door. With all my credentials for
success in hand, I arrived home to a welcome-less,
empty family estate in Clarksville, Maryland, a
wealthy suburb of Washington, DC. I paid the cabbie,
gave him a generous tip, and walked through the front
door.
My parents (really, my Dad) didn't feel they needed to
be at my doctorate graduation because, as my dad put
it, "It's just fluff on a cupcake." Don't get me
wrong, as an only child, my parents love me dearly and
I them. They're in India right now where dad had moved
our manufacturing plant to New Delhi, making the
arrangements for me to begin taking over the plant as
senior VP of Operations.
Hauling my baggage up to my room, I dropped everything
on the floor, and flopped on the bed with a sigh of
relief thinking, "Boy, it's good to be home, even for
just a coupla' days." As I lazily stared at the
ceiling, it finally sank in that my life had reached a
major turning point.
The point being, now, I'm not fighting for grades,
class ranking and degrees any more, now it's all about
dollars, millions of dollars: my father's dollars, and
my dollars. It's now about the profit/loss statements,
P/E ratios, dividends, and NOI that are the standards
by which the financial world will judge me brutally.
The financial press has gotten an inkling of the move,
and had a quiet, watchful eye on the company (and me)
trying to decide if this will be a good move for the
company or simply a case of nepotism as usual.
Trying to lighten up my mood and prime myself into an
optimistic frame of mind for the future, I bounced off
the bed and headed to the kitchen to raid the 'frig.
"Hmmmm," I thought, looking around the empty kitchen,
"I wonder where Abby is?" She's our housekeeper/maid
(more like my second mom). "Oh well, you're a big boy
now, you can certainly feed yourself," I muttered,
scolding myself.
Sitting at the breakfast bar with my PB & J's and a
glass of milk, I wondered, "What's India really like?"
I'd done my research about the financials and the
government corruption, but what of the people, the
culture(s) and language(s)?" Being a new convert to
Islam two years ago, I recalled reading that there is
still a lot of unspoken animosity between Muslims and
Hindus, with Muslims coming up short on the political
and economic end of things since Hindus are the more
predominate and therefore the ruling faction. I still
didn't understand about their complicated caste
system, but I DID understand the prejudice concerning
skin color even among religious and economic equals.
It's the same in America, only now it's become
subtler. Women: now that's an issue. Although somewhat
more equal and better in the educated and more
affluent of society, they are still second-class
citizens. As for children, being the lowest in the
food chain right down there with the family's
possessions, their seemingly nonexistent rights were
constantly being trampled underfoot.
I began to think about how all corporations, large and
small, have implemented equal opportunity laws with
regard to hiring, salaries, and workplace etiquette...
"What if we, as a company, used the same practices in
India? Wouldn't THAT turn a few heads? It might cost
more to implement, but once in place, it could
possibly pay huge dividends in higher productivity,
quality and employee loyalty in the end. Besides,
isn't good business ethics simply good business? Hmmm,
something to consider and run by Dad."
Moving on to lighter fare, I decided that a few laps
in the pool, get loosened up and then a workout in the
gym would be more realistic and beneficial than
hulking around the house trying to scheme how to
change the world in my first move as a corporate
leader.
I changed, I did a brisk 10 laps in the pool, then
toweled myself off and headed to the gym for a few
'reps on the nautilus. After an hour-long workout and
cool down, I headed to my room and a shower.
After a refreshing shower, it was almost dusk, so I
laid out my prayer rug and began my evening prayers.
Before finishing evening prayers, because my life
would begin a new journey and direction, you know,
that uneasiness we all feel when our lives embark in a
new direction, I finished up my prayers with my du'a
supplication for guidance and reassurance from Allah:
"Oh Allah! I seek Your guidance by virtue of Your
knowledge, and I seek ability by virtue of Your power,
and I ask You of Your great bounty. You have power; I
have none. And You know; I know not. You are the
Knower of hidden things.
Oh Allah! If in Your knowledge, my journey and
endeavors in India is good for my religion, my
livelihood and my affairs, immediate and in the
future, then ordain it for me, make it easy for me,
and bless it for me. And if in Your knowledge, these
endeavors and the course of my life because of these
endeavors is bad for my religion, my livelihood and my
affairs, immediate and in the future, then turn it
away from me, and turn me away from it. And ordain for
me the good wherever it may be, and make me content
with it."
I felt a noticeable peace about things after I'd
finished my prayers. Calmly, and in a peaceful, more
cheerful mood, I then headed to the kitchen to
scrounge up dinner, when the phone rang. I glanced at
my watch; it's 7:05pm. If it's dad on the phone, it'll
be about 5:30am there: "Boy! He always was an early
riser." I thought shaking my head and reached for the
phone.
"Hello?"
"Hi son, I see you found your way back home alright.
How's the old homestead?"
"Empty, but still here. Even Abby seems to have left
me to my own devices. In a way though, it's kinda nice
to have the run of the place."
"I know what you mean. I do my best thinking in quiet
surroundings, that's why I get up so early. Kinda
mentally plan out my daily routine and psyche myself
up, if ya know what I mean?"
"Ditto Dad. What's up, anything in particular, or just
calling to shoot the breeze at extravagant rates?"
"Well, I not only called to say hi, but also to talk a
little about something in particular that I haven't
yet wrapped my head around. Do you remember meeting
that Indian government official at an Indian embassy
dinner in Washington DC last year? You know, the
Muslim man you spoke with at great length shortly
after you converted to Islam?"
"Oh yeah, I remember... a Mr. Haaseem, I think."
"Yeah, that's him. Adib Haaseem. Since then, he's
become an invaluable close personal friend and
business ally. He works in the Indian Office for
Foreign Business Affairs, and he's the only one I've
met that can cut through all the bureaucratic bullshit
and corruption to get me all the licenses, permits and
approvals to get and keep things moving here in India
and for our upcoming expanding facilities.
He's an honest and trustworthy man who's never asked
for a bribe or perk of any kind. Anyway, he's known
about you coming here to India to take things over and
we met in my office yesterday for quite a while
discussing the upcoming events.
At first, we spoke strictly of business matters, and
he made the suggestion that since you had to acclimate
yourself with your new surroundings: you know
geography, culture, food, and things like that... Well,
he suggested that I give you a couple of months to get
your feet planted. He even pointed out that Ramadan
would be coming up in a couple of months after you
arrive noting Muslim practice here in India is more
strictly observed and practiced than in the U.S. I
thought about it for a moment, and agreed that his was
probably a good observation, and that you'd adjust
better without the pressure of having to "jump right
into the fire" so to speak. I agreed with him that a
little time with the cultural learning curve was
indeed a sound move.
But then, the conversation took a different tone. He
became more reserved... almost humble and turned to what
he called "a matter close to his heart." I can usually
read a man by his eyes, and his are usually bright,
clear and open, but all of a sudden, I couldn't really
get a good feel for his mindset. He then looked me
right in the eyes, more softly and said that he'd
never asked a personal or professional favor of any
kind before and that he deeply valued our friendship.
He asked me if I would be willing to arrange a meeting
with you for a personal matter close to his heart, not
business."
"What did you say to that, Dad? How am I supposed to
help him with a personal problem when we've only
spoken once? I don't really know the man."
"That's what I was thinking, so I asked him 'what kind
of personal matter?'" but he replied, that if he told
me, would I agree not to disclose the nature of the
matter to you before you two met. I told him that I
didn't feel right in arranging a meeting on a matter
that obviously was of great importance to him without
giving you at least some idea of what he and you were
to discuss.
"Thanks for watching my back."
"No problem. What's a Dad for? Anyway, Here's the
kicker, son. He then looked straight at me, and it
looked almost like he had tears in his eyes, and said,
"I would like for Sean to meet my daughter, Sarah"
"WHAT? Did he really say that?"
"Yeah. At first, I didn't fully understand what he was
really trying to say, I simply laughed and said, "Is
THAT all? Sure! We can have you and the family over
for dinner one night and he can meet the whole family!
It is a little strange that we haven't done it sooner.
I still haven't met your wife and daughters." He shook
his head slightly and told me, "You don't fully
understand what I have asked. I would like to ask Sean
if we," At THAT I thought 'we?' "Could introduce the
two of them so that they may, how do you say, 'get to
know each other'. It would also give your family and
mine a chance to meet and get better acquainted." I
was astonished! I said to Adib "If I'm not mistaken,
you've just asked me to help you begin arrangements
for my son to marry your daughter: is that what your
asking me?"
"That's exactly what he's trying to say, Dad."
"Are you positive? Listen. He then sat back in his
chair saying, "It's more like an... introduction. I am
not asking for anything more than that they meet, and
that we all meet as two families in a social setting.
If he and Sarah express a 'mutual interest' at the end
of the evening to get to know each other better, then
they can agree to spend more time together to become
better acquainted. If either Sean or Sarah feel that
they aren't interested- for whatever reason, then
their meeting is nothing more than two families having
a sociable dinner. Again, I'm not asking for anything
more than for the two of them to be introduced to each
other and talk. It's neither my intent nor desire to
force my daughter or your son into something that
either of them do not want or are uncomfortable with.
My only request of Sean is that he and Sarah meet:
nothing more."
"Dad..."
"I still couldn't believe what 'my friend' had just
asked me."
"Daad?"
"Stop interrupting! Let me finish! So I asked him,
"Why Sean? Why now? I don't keep track of his personal
life, and I'd never try to 'suggest' to my son whom he
should or shouldn't meet: it's just not in our culture
to do these things. He's a grown man, and free to make
these decisions on his own. So, I again ask you: why
Sean?"
Adib went on to tell me, "For several reasons. First,
they are both Muslim, BUT..." and with this he raised an
eyebrow and continued, "Muslims with similar interests
in life: they're both academically advanced, both
being of a higher IQ, although she's not to the degree
as Sean, and advanced in studies above their peers,
along with the some of the same insecurities that go
along with that. Sean is an honest man who has shown
to be in control of himself, of amiable temperament
and with an open mind. He is also helpful and
understanding with a gentleness beneath his outward
confidence."
A little shocked, because it appeared that he was
speaking about my son with the intimate knowledge of a
close friend or someone who'd spent a lot of time with
you, so I cautiously asked him, "How do you know so
much about Sean?" Adib went on to tell me, "I was
impressed very much at our first meeting and
conversation, and I have, of my own confession,
'followed his progress' since then."
I figured that I'd heard enough for the moment, and
told him, "I'm a little taken back by your admission
of having 'followed Sean's progress,' and I'm not
quite sure what that means, but I cannot and will not
give you any assurance that Sean will meet with you on
this topic or even agree to your request. Even if,
after approaching him, he chooses not to, will this
impede any further relationship with me, my son or
future business dealings?" Adib warmly smiled saying,
"My dear friend, our friendship will certainly endure,
as will my admiration of you and Sean. I will respect
Sean's decision either way. I've done what I feel is
my duty as a father and have made my request known for
consideration. If it's the will of Allah, it shall all
come to pass. I will take my leave for now, good
friend. May the peace of Allah be upon you and yours
always." All right. Now you can give me your take on
the matter and say your piece."
"Dad..." I began, as I tried to string facts and get my
thoughts together, "Yes, I'm a Muslim, but a rather
new convert to the faith and not fully versed on all
of the workings of certain aspects of the faith: one
of those is namely, courtship and marriage. If my
understanding of some of what I've heard from other
Muslims is true, they don't 'date': not like
westerners think of dating. The parents are the
primary catalyst for the marriages of their children
both men and women, and most children won't marry
someone their parents don't approve of. Parents select
potential spouses for their children based on criteria
other than physical attraction. Namely, attributes of
faith, education, personality traits, social standing
and status, and things like that. Kinda like these new
online dating services that advertise 'compatibility'
profiles. Any way, after the parents select a suitable
suitor, they approach his or her parents to arrange an
'introduction.' This is all done in a closely
controlled and chaperoned environment. To the parents,
physical attraction is NOT a consideration, but a plus
and use it to get the couple to want to know more
about each other, but its not necessary because
primary attention is given to whether they both like
each other's qualities as a lifetime partner to ensure
a life long marriage. This is what should decide
whether or not the couple actually does marry. Both
parties, meaning the potential couple, must agree and
consent to a 'courtship' and mutual consent to marry
each other or the marriage is declared invalid. I
really do believe Dad that devout Muslims don't force
their children to marry against their will. From what
I've just told you about my understanding of Muslim
courtship, Mr. Adib Haaseem is politely asking me to
consider his daughter for marriage, going through you,
the head of the family, as is the custom. Does this
make sense to you, Dad?"
Silence...
"Dad?"
Still more silence...
"Dad? Are you there?"
"Yes son, I'm still here, just totally shocked: un-
fucking-believably shocked as a matter of fact. Aren't
you? Damn! What now? They don't teach THIS shit at
Princeton business school!"
"Well Dad, I'm not sure why I'm not shocked: quite
surprised as to why me and the timing, but not
shocked. That's probably why he engineered you into
that 'cultural learning curve' idea, with a detour to
get to know his daughter. Don't get me wrong I agree
with the learning curve idea, but it's also a win/win
situation for him. He didn't exactly lie to you about
the arranged marriage part, he just redirected the
conversation. Let me ask you Dad, just how good a
friend is he? How sincere do you think his motives
are?"
"I feel he was truly sincere and to answer your
question, he's a very close and steadfast friend.
That's why I'm so floored by this: I thought I really
knew him better than that. I never saw it coming. How
could he do this to me?"
"My first adult glimpse of fallibility in my father! I
think he truly believes he's doing the right thing for
his daughter and family. That motivation makes people
do strange things sometimes. Well then, just for the
sake of conversation, what would it hurt to simply
meet the girl, what's her name? Oh yeah, Sarah. The
least that can happen is that we have a nice sociable
dinner together, I meet her, and that's that. The
'worst' that could happen, is that I get swept off my
feet. Ha, Ha! But then again, do you think that the
tension around the 'unspoken event' wouldn't make for
a reasonably comfortable setting for both our
families?"
"I can tell you this son, all eyes and ears would
certainly be, either directly or indirectly, on the
two of you with every gesture, expression and word
scrutinized and analyzed! I was so floored by the
conversation that I didn't even get any info regarding
his daughter: ya know? What she looks like, age all
that other stuff."
"He probably wouldn't have given you much anyway. Like
I said, they're more concerned about the qualities
that make a good spouse, not the physical aspect. Dad?
Do you believe in love at first sight?"
"I certainly do, but I also believe that even though
it happens a lot, it's not a common thing -- not true
love anyway."
"So what are the odds? A thousand-to-one? A million-
to-one? I say we play the odds and accept his request,
we make a dear friend happy, and leave it at that. You
always told me I needed to adapt to ever changing
circumstances. I'll meet many more people under
strange situations before my life is over. Why shy
away from it from the start?"
"It's up to you son, I'm not going to tell you yes or
no. Yes, he's my good friend, but you're a man, and
it's your decision whether this is the right thing to
do or not."
"Tell you what. I'll pray about the situation, and
think it over. I'll be leaving day after tomorrow and
I'll give you my decision when I get there. How's that
sound to you? Make sense?"
"Makes good sense to me, son. Whether you pray to
Jesus or to Allah, praying to God never hurt any man's
cause."
"Good. Now, how's Mom: does she like it there?"
"Mom's fine. She's having a great time! Spends most of
her time sightseeing and spending a lot of my money of
Indian art objects. Son, do you want me to..."
"Yeah Dad, tell her about it. She needs to know. If it
happens, she'll be as much involved as everyone else
in the room. Besides, I'd kinda like to hear what her
take is on all of this."
"Yeah, OK son. I can hear her now. She'll have a
golden cow! By the way, I'm sure I've got your flight
information somewhere, or my secretary does, but give
me a call before you take off with the your arrival
time and flight number will ya?
"Sure Dad. And Dad? Don't worry about this too much.
Like he said, it's all in Allah's hands. If it's
ordained to happen, it will. Tell Mom I love her, and
may the peace of Allah reassure your heart and hers. I
love you Dad."
I love you too son, God bless, and I'll talk to you
tomorrow. Bye now."
"Bye Dad."
I hung up the phone, and then turned to resume my task
of making myself some dinner. As I took out some
veggies and began to dice them up for a quick stew, I
began to mull over the strange conversation I'd just
had with my Dad. I wondered, "Why?' Behind every
action is a motive. What was Adib's motive? Was it
simply to arrange a marriage for his daughter because
he truly felt I was a good candidate? Was it power? He
seems to have plenty in the Indian government. Was it
money? Getting a daughter married to a wealthy
American definitely has its advantages, and maybe
using this as leverage for yet other motives. He has
definitely proven himself a cunning, patient man: he
sure stood Dad on his ear and that's pretty hard to
do!" I decided to follow the route of my potential
adversary: with patience and cunning. I'll meet with
Mr. Haaseem, and try and use this 'matter close to his
heart' as a pry bar to try and see what was under his
proverbial rock. With that, I piled all the veggies in
the pot, set it to boil, then decided to check out
what's on the tube. Finding nothing worthwhile on TV,
I decided to eat and hit the sack early.
I awoke with a start when the alarm went off at 6am. I
lay there for a minute until my head cleared enough to
focus, and then started to move. Groggily, I rolled
out of bed and headed to the bathroom for my morning
ritual of relief, shower and shave, then got dressed
for morning prayers.
At the conclusion of my morning prayers, I repeated
the du'a I had made the evening before, again asking
for guidance about things and events associated with
my move to India. Again, when I'd finished I felt a
strange calm about everything. I cautiously thought to
myself, "Either Allah IS in total control, or I'm a
fool walking into the lion's den..." Feeling the pangs
in my stomach, I headed down to the kitchen for
something to eat.
Abby, right on time like the old days, was setting a
plate of eggs and home fries on the table with her
usually cheery "Hi, sleepy head!"
I smile and look at her for a moment with a sudden
fond remembrance and reply, "you're always there for
me aren't you?"
"Always am, always will be. Look sweetie, I hate to
cut you short," talking while removing her apron, "but
I've got a lot of things to do today, so I better get
an early start, so if you don't need anything else,
I'm off. Oh by the way, there's a fresh pot of coffee
on the counter. Bye, love ya, see you later."
I sat holding my fork, grinned and shook my head and
said, "Love you too, see you late...r." She was already
out the door.
My day was pretty much preplanned, namely, packing and
getting ready for my flight to New Delhi early the
next morning.
I did several loads of laundry: underwear, socks and a
lot of casual stuff, folded it and got it packed. I'd
get a laundry service over there to iron what I wanted
later. Thankfully, Abby sent a couple of my favorite
suits to the cleaners and they were hanging in the
laundry room along with a couple of light weight suits
I had ordered online, ready to pack.
With the majority of my packing finished, except for
some minor last minute things, I said my evening
prayers, ate a friendly dinner with Abby, discussing
my future plans, then decided to call Dad with my
flight arrangements before turning in.
Dialing my Dad's number, the phone rang three times
when a woman answered, "Hello? Michael's residence."
I asked for my Dad, and the voice on the other end
responded for me to please wait a moment.
"Sean? Good to hear from ya again. Are ya packed and
ready to go?
Yeah, Dad, just a few last minute things to put
together. I called to give you my flight info. I'm
flying Northwest, but the last leg is handled by KLM.
I take off from BWI at 7:30am tomorrow, and land in
New Delhi on Sunday evening at 10:30pm with an
overnight layover in Amsterdam on Saturday. My flight
number is 2345. I hope the late hour doesn't pose any
real problem for you."
No problem, son. Mom and I'll be there to pick you up.
Any last minute jitters?"
Nah, Dad, it's just I hate those long flights. In a
way though, it'll be a good thing: give me some time
to think, ya know?"
Well, not to rehash to same thing over again, I'd say
you've got some thinking to do."
"It won't be that big a deal, Dad. Like I said, don't
worry about it too much. Everything will work out
fine."
That remains to be seen. Well, I'll let you go to get
some rest for the big trek tomorrow. We'll see you at
the airport, OK son?"
"Sure, Dad. See you Sunday night. Love you, tell Mom I
love her too, and let the peace of Allah reassure
yours and Mom's hearts."
"See ya, son, we both love you too. Have a safe trip.
Bye, now."
"Bye Dad."
With that, I went to bed.
Continued in Chapter 2...
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Child Brides of India
By C. Stanton Leman
Chapter 2: Best Laid Plans (slow, no sex)
While my Dad and I were discussing his conversation
with Adib Haaseem on the Thursday before I took off
for New Delhi, there was another set of events
happening at the Haaaseem residence in New Delhi...
"Assalamu aliakom," Salima, Adib's wife said when
answering the phone.
"Wa aliakum asslalm," replied Adib to his wife, "Have
you been preparing Sarah for the meeting? Praise
Allah, peace be upon Him, I believe that Sean will
agree to meet with her, although it may be a little
awkward because both of the families will be present.
I still have to await a call from either John or
Sean."
"Yes, husband, I have Sarah and Priya at the dining
room table discussing how and what takes place at an
introduction."
"Why is Priya there?"
"She is of marriageable age by Islamic law, and she'll
need to learn this at some point in time. I felt it
better to explain some of this to her as well, so that
when the time comes for her, she won't be so shocked
by the suddenness of it all as with Sarah. What I'm
teaching them now is just the formalities, the
gestures, posture, how to speak, reading the man's
body language: things of that sort.
Besides, if our hearts are right in this, it's my
duty as a mother to educate Priya also. This way,
Priya feels included, even if indirectly, and sees it
as a mother explaining what lies ahead for both of her
daughters. Being secretive and paranoid about things
only invites resentment from her.
Frankly, I don't think Sarah is emotionally and
mentally mature enough: she's only two years ahead of
her class, nor does she have the physical presence and
appearance to attract an American with Sean's
attributes. She has a fuller figure than most
Americans like, and she's not as quick witted. When
she gets nervous, her English also begins to falter.
If she can't allure him at first glance, I'm afraid
things will go downhill for her from there."
"Well, Salima, once you get her alone, you need to
impress upon her that we have diligently searched our
hearts with Allah's help and believe that we've found
a suitable husband and lifelong partner for her."
"Adib, I just hope we're not putting too much pressure
on Sarah. You know how she gets when she feels she's
tasked to perform. She needs your reassurance and
confidence in her abilities. I'm afraid that she kind
of feels that this is some sort of test she has to
pass to win our approval -- especially yours. She'll
likely take a rejection very personally, even if she
feels she's trusting completely in Allah on the
outcome."
"Reassure her that all is in Allah's hands, and to be
at peace with the results Allah presents to her. She
needs to pray for guidance and dispel her fears. I
will also do what I can to put her at ease. Your job
is to assure she knows how to act: chaste and humble.
Does she realize that we feel that we've found in Sean
a man capable of fulfilling all of her needs:
emotional as well as material?"
"Yes, but all of that doesn't matter if he doesn't
want to pursue her. Any girl, regardless of her faith,
would take a rejection personally in varying degrees.
When a girl lays herself open to inspection, who and
what she is, especially in a room full of people
watching their every action, and she's rejected -- for
whatever reason -- that's all she has to offer. She has
no experience with boys, much less a man... Sean may be
the right man for her, but if the time isn't right for
her, Allah, peace be upon Him, may, in His wisdom deny
your wishes for her."
"That may be true, but I also think Salima, we need to
help her present her physical flaws in a more pleasing
manner. Give her less to worry about. What do you
think?"
"I think you're treading on dangerous ground here. You
know what the Koran states regarding dress. She's not
allowed to enhance or accentuate her physical
appearance: good or bad. It would be like prostituting
herself. You know very well, if he finds her
attractive as a person, her physical flaws are
immaterial."
"I don't mean openly displaying her charms in a
favorable light, but listen for a moment. For example,
if we dressed her in a black sari, it would give her a
slimmer appearance, and it is an acceptable color.
That's not displaying anything: good or bad. We could
dress Priya in white, which would make her skin color
appear darker than it really is. This could draw
Sean's eyes to Sarah's fairer complexion."
"Adib! I can't believe you just said that! Attempting
to make either of your daughters 'appear' any other
way than honestly is a sin! Besides, how could you do
that to Priya? You'd injure the heart of one child for
the sake of another? You know how Priya has suffered
because of this!"
"Look. Although she's darker than you, you found a
loving husband in spite of your color didn't you?"
"Yes, but my father was as pained as I was because I
suffered the same indignities as Priya: and still do.
How can you rationalize your thinking to accommodate
such a thought! My father took great care to try and
shield me from it as much as he could. He also took
great pains to find me a husband that saw past my
color to see the real person inside. My love for you
and yours for me had giving me the strength to
overcome my pain. He would NEVER try to accentuate my
pain in any way as a means to an end. I feel hurt that
you'd even suggest this! You need to reconsider this
carefully."
"You just have to find a way to impress upon her that
this is Sarah's time: hers will come when Allah and
her parents feel so moved, and we will try as hard for
her as we are trying for Sarah. She just needs to
sacrifice a little for her sister, she'll understand.
Do as I ask and explain things to her. I'll talk to
her also.'
"I will do as you ask, and take the girls out tomorrow
and buy the saris, but there is a bitterness in my
heart for my child that will NEVER leave until she has
found a man who will shield her from these
indignities. You have wounded my heart, Adib, and I
fear we bring Allah's wrath upon us for this deed."
"What does Sarah have to say about the whole process
of meeting a man for the possibility of marriage?"
"That's another thing. She feels unsure and a little
frightened by the suddenness of the whole thing.
Because of the very 'flaws' that you speak of, she's
like many girls her age. She not only feels insecure
about her body, and also her sister's better academic
achievements, but also in your love for her right now.
She's thinking you may be trying to 'marry her off,'
or get rid of her because she's not pleasing in your
eyes. I've tried to reassure her and reinforce the
idea that it's because we love her immensely and are
looking for a lifetime of happiness for her. But the
more we discuss this, the more I fear she's not
emotionally ready for the separation from us: and
especially you. She really does crave your approval
and love.
I am also beginning to have doubts about Allah's,
peace be upon Him, wisdom in this. This should be a
time of expectation and happiness with a clear
conscience and conviction that we're doing the right
thing. I fear that if you try to force these events,
you'll end up hurting not one, but both of your
daughter's hearts and drive them away from us. I need
to find a way, and the strength to try and explain
your wishes to Priya... I fear I'm about to commit a sin
against my daughter."
"Don't cry, Salima. Neither child should see any tears
or confusion from you. I truly believe that I have
Allah's, peace be upon Him, blessing in this endeavor.
If things don't work out, we simply continue to look
for suitable husbands for our daughters. If it's
ordained to be, then it shall come to pass, don't you
agree?"
"On that last statement, I do agree. I shall pray and
encourage the girls to pray also more fervently on
this matter for guidance, peace and reassurance."
"We still have several days to ease the girl's minds
and prepare them for the evening. I think you need to
concentrate on Sarah and her fears. I'll do the same.
Priya is a very intelligent and empathetic girl, and
understands her sister's insecurities much more than
you think she does. She'll be alright."
"Yes! It's her tender and empathetic heart that will
make this pain all the worse! You're asking her to
verify all the indignities to advance her 'fairer'
sister's cause! It shall be on your heart if she's
hurt by all of this."
"I'll be home tomorrow evening by 6, and we'll have a
nice family meal together, and put things in their
proper perspective. OK?"
"Fine. But I have to tell you, I'll do what I can, but
you'll bear the brunt of making this right. I am
slowly loosing my conviction, and being as close as I
am to them, I'm not sure I can truly hide my feelings.
How this all turns out may have an effect on our
relationship... I hope you know that."
"Salima. We've been married for 18 years. I love you
and my family more than life itself. In all those
years, have I done anything to put any member of my
family in jeopardy? Would I drive a wedge between us?
Do you really believe that?"
"No, not consciously, but sometimes, in our desire to
do the right thing, we can set into motion a chain of
events we can no longer control, and with unexpected
consequences. This is all I'm saying. Be absolutely
certain of your motives: if they're pure, all will
work out. If you try to force the will of Allah, we
can spent the rest of our lives in painful repentance
to no avail."
"I love you Salima. I'll see you and the girls
tomorrow evening. Assalamu aliakom."
"Wa aliakum asslalm. I love you too."
After evening prayers and further discussion with the
girls over dinner, some of it fraught with tears and
pleadings followed by reassurances of love and
support, the three of them retired early, each to her
own prayers and supplications.
After morning prayers and breakfast, the three headed
to the seamstress to purchase Sarah and Priya's saris.
Sarah's would be a black sari with the pallu trimmed
in gold, with a black petticoat and choli, finished
off with black beaded slippers. Priya's would be white
with a pallu trimmed in light blue with a petticoat,
choli and beaded slippers of powder blue.
(NOTE: I later learned these terms, but a sari is one
continuous piece of material of 5-6 yards. Underneath,
a skirt called a petticoat is worn which is waist-to-
ankle length, and tied at the waist with a drawstring
along with a blouse or choli. The long choli extends
to the waist, where a short choli ends right below the
bust. The sari is worn by tucking in the plain end
onto the petticoat at the right hip, and a number of
pleats are made and folded. These pleats are tucked
into the petticoat using the naval as a center,
wrapping the fabric again around the waist and then
draping the fabric over the left shoulder. This draped
material and remaining material becomes the pallu. The
remaining material can then be either wrapped under
the right armpit or over the shoulder, wrapped around
the back, over the left shoulder (or used as a head
covering), and the remainder draped around the bust
over the right arm. It can be wrapped to either hide
or accentuate the figure. Sorry for the interruption.)
Both girls were excited about buying such beautifully
detailed dress saris, but at the same time, quietly
subdued. Each knew the significance of the choice of
colors, and while Sarah was thankful for the
flattering color, she guiltily felt what was on
Priya's mind.
Priya was outwardly as happy as she could bring
herself to be. She felt, however, betrayed by her
father's actions, and tried to hide the sting in her
heart.
Salima looked at Priya and thought, "Oh, my dear
child! Your eyes cannot hide what your smile tries to
cover. I know all too well your pain, and I pray to
Thee, O Allah, my strength and my hope: Please turn my
child's pain to joy, let her heart be quieted by Your
gentle reassurance."
With purchases in hand, they all returned home to
await Adib's return for dinner and discussion.
Continued in chapter 3...
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Child Brides of India Ch 3
By C. Stanton Leman
Chapter3: Arrival: Advice and Consent (slow, no sex)
I was one of the last to clear airport customs. Mom and
Dad were there, waiting for me with smiles, hugs and
kisses all around. We got my luggage loaded in the
limo and headed for what was now to be my new home.
We first talked of inconsequential things: the house
back home, the end of college, my unexpected 'cultural
learning curve' sabbatical, and the upcoming
challenges I might face in a few months. Then, my dad
broke the ice about our earlier conversation.
"Well, son, have you given any thought to what you'll
do about that matter we discussed?"
My Mom jumped in and said, "John. First off, we're all
family here: there's no need to be so cryptic. Second,
why not let him get home and settled in before
discussing anything specific. Let's have this
conversation in more comfortable surroundings when we
have time to devote to the issue."
"Thanks, Mom," I replied, "But to give you the short
of it, I have given it some thought and prayer, and
I'd like to get some advice from an Imam about what my
duties and responsibilities are during the meeting
with Adib, and the 'introduction,' if I choose to
agree to it.
I believe there is a type of protocol or decorum that
is required, and what do I do about my decision
afterwards -- either way. There's just so much I'm not
clear about, and I don't want to offend anyone, or
worse, not correctly follow the teachings of Islam in
this matter. Does that make any sense?"
"Makes perfect sense, son," my Dad said cutting in,
"You need to get all the information you think you
need to make an informed decision. I just regret that
I've put you in this position."
"Good!" My Mom chimed in, "Now we can put off
arranging our son's wedding to another day, and I can
have him for a couple of days all to myself!"
"Gosh, Mom, you're sure taking this pretty lightly
aren't ya?"
"No, in a way, it's kinda exciting to actually see the
workings of other cultures first hand, especially
where women are concerned, but in another, I guess
it's my way of coping with a strange situation that
could affect all our lives. Don't let the humor fool
ya: your happiness is my first and only concern."
"That's why, Mom, I want to get this right the first
time. IF and when I do decide to marry, I'll have to
follow Islamic precepts to do so: no matter whether I
marry here or anywhere else."
We'd pretty much talked the topic out for the time
being, and I began asking mom about her cultural
excursions and spending spree. Soon, we were pulling
up to the house, and me to a chance to work off the
jet lag in a real bed.
After recuperating a few days, and acclimated myself
to the time difference, I used the services of my
Dad's Indian secretary in an attempt to set up an
appointment with the Imam of the Jama Masjiid mosque,
the largest mosque in India, which also happens to be
in New Delhi. It took her several days, but she was
able to arrange for me to meet with him through a
Muslim translator that Thursday, two days hence.
I arrived at the mosque in time for evening prayers,
and afterwards, with a Muslim colleague of my father's
translating, the Imam and I made our introductions,
and so we began our meeting.
"Assalamu aliakom," I spoke as I placed my hands
together in front of me and slightly bowed... I hope
this is correct, I wondered.
"Wa aliakum asslalm," he replied with a smile, and
with that, he extended his hand, which I shook
respectfully.
He, seeing my apprehension as to how to start, quietly
began, "I understand you are a new convert to Islam,
and would like to discuss a matter of concern to you.
Praise be to Allah, peace be upon Him. You are seeking
direction regarding the correct practice of courtship
and marriage according to Islamic law, is this so?"
"I think so, Imam," I replied, I then went on to
repeat, in detail, the conversation I'd had with my
father regarding Mr. Haaseem's proposal for an
'introduction' to his daughter. I also explained what
my understanding of the custom as I had related to my
dad. I then asked him, "Is this a formal request by
him to meet and consider his daughter as a possible
bride?"
"Yes, it is," he replied. "Matters such as these are
spoken of politely and indirectly as a matter of
custom. Otherwise, it might be taken in offense. It is
important to understand that during conversations such
as these, respect is shown to all persons concerned:
especially the woman. If she's a virgin of legal age
or not, she's usually never present at the father's
first request, and sometimes neither is the intended
male suitor. Many times, these initial requests are
made between the fathers of the intended couple. I
take it from the events you've just explained she's a
believer?"
"Yes, Imam, She is from a Muslim family. Mr. Haaseem
has requested to meet with me personally (through my
father). Is this because I'm of legal adult age and
have the right to make my own decisions?"
"The first step is verified in that it's preferable
that you marry a Muslim. You must remember, my son,
that legal age in Islamic law doesn't necessarily mean
fully grown. In Islamic law, when a boy reaches 15
years of age, or becomes sexually potent, he is
considered a man. But there is also the concept of
Rashd, which is translated as "a mature ability
towards sensible conduct." This is to insure that he
is capable of maturely discharging his duties as a
husband and to his family. For the girl, the term
Rashidah means the same thing. The normal acceptable
minimum age, in Islamic law, for a virgin girl is, by
interpretation, to be 8, or having reached puberty
with menarche being the indicator. At that age, she
must still be able to demonstrate a certain level
Rashidah. If she demonstrates the maturity to consent,
with her guardian's consent, to marriage, and being
able to know what it means and to consent to
consummation of the marriage, it is a valid marriage
contract"
Now, it was MY turn to be shocked, as I interjected,
"Are these marriages actually legal in India? Isn't
this a form of pedophilia? How can a child of 8, who
still plays with toys, have the mental and emotional
maturity to properly examine the consequences of such
a decision on her life?"
After a moment of silence (I guess to calm the
conversation), he began again. "Each case is
different, as are people. And yes, Indian law
recognizes many of these marriages. Although the usual
norm is to marry someone more to one's own age, there
are parents who arrange marriages for their virgin
daughters at an early age. In any event, the girl must
consent, or the marriage contract is invalid."
"What do I do if this girl, Sarah, falls into this
category?"
"Then each man decides for himself. If the girl's age
is unacceptable to you, then terminate any further
meetings. If she does demonstrate maturity beyond her
years, then look at her qualities more critically,
because people, especially the young, change over
time."
"God forbid, that I be attracted to a child..."
"Whatever her age, Allah, peace be upon Him, has your
bride handpicked, and will present her to you when He
deems all is ready to be ordained."
"So, what questions may I ask the father concerning
the girl in order to decide on meeting her?"
"Let us back up for a moment," the Imam said looking
at me seriously, "Are you considering taking a wife?
Have you prayed about this? Or is this a matter that
has been thrust upon you by the girl's father by his
request?"
"That's part of my problem," I said. I then went into
detail about the prayers and supplications I'd made
regarding my coming to India, my new job and any
direction these events may take my life, and the
feeling of peace that I'd experienced after praying. I
also went on to tell him that I'd prayed about this
meeting and introduction and what it might bring, and
again, I had no misgivings or feelings of negativity
about any of it. In light of this, I interpreted my
feelings as Allah having not yet revealed His will for
me, but had no fear of agreeing to the idea. I just
needed guidance on how to properly proceed according
to Muslim law.
"If what you're telling me is true, I'd say, after
meeting with her father, and you are satisfied by your
initial inquiries that she is acceptable for you to
meet, then meet the girl. It may be that Allah, peace
be upon Him, has a help-mate for you in your new
journey."
"Alright then," I went on, "Again, what questions may
I ask the father concerning the girl in order to
decide on meeting with her?"
"General questions, such as, her name and age. You may
ask general questions as to her physical appearance
such as height, does she have any physical or mental
deformities. Her health: can she bear children? But do
not ask pointed questions about physical appearance so
as to determine her physical desirability, how do you
in the west say, her sexiness: this is forbidden.
Most important is her other qualities: how strong is
her faith? Is she of strong character: can she act in
your best interests, forsaking her family in deference
to her husband? Is she good-natured? How well does she
get along with her siblings? Her parents? With others?
Is she family oriented? What of her schooling and
education? When you talk to her, does she seem like
you and she would be compatible: is she easy to talk
to? Can you talk freely to each other or is it
strained? Is she prone to secrets? It is a sin to
mislead or lie to each other.
Islam considers marriage a holy contract, and not to
be taken or entered into lightly. By evaluating the
qualities of a woman for marriage, you must ask
yourself, does she possess the qualities that are
complimentary to mine that will ensure a lifelong
partnership."
"I see," I replied while trying to digest all he'd
said, "And what if I feel we have no 'connection:' not
so much a physical one, but a mental and emotional
connection that sees qualities she might possess that
are yet to be revealed by getting to know her better?"
"Then, compliment her in the name of Allah, and
truthfully tell her that you feel it is not meant for
you to be her husband. Women are fragile creatures,
and as such, you are admonished to be kind and gentle
to her, and show her respect; even though she may feel
rejected, that pain is far less than an unhappy
marriage. If Allah ordains the marriage, there will be
something about her that will move your heart to seek
out the source. Deep within her where that source
resides, you will find your bride. The rest is up to
you and your personal walk with Allah, Praise and
peace be upon Him."
"What if we make that 'connection,' and we're both
moved to get better acquainted?"
"Your understanding of Muslim courtship is correct.
The Prophet Mohammad, peace be upon Him, has stated
"Not one of you shall meet a woman alone unless she is
accompanied by a relative." The Prophet, peace be upon
Him, also said, "Whenever a man is alone with a woman,
Satan is the third among them." These admonishments
are to prevent lust from being a factor. We must
always follow the commands in the Koran, which tells
couples to "lower their gaze and protect their
modesty." This may be evidenced by the girl only
glancing at you momentarily, and not looking you
directly in the eyes for any length time. Both of you
are to look at each other with a critical eye, not a
lustful one.
If both of you wish to continue, want to know each
other better, and start the 'courtship' phase, then
the two of you can arrange to meet, in the presence of
one of her relatives to talk and spend time together
for the purpose of getting to know each other better,
but it will always be chaperoned.
If the two of you are seriously considering a possible
marriage, you both should seek Allah, peace be upon
Him, for help, guidance and peace before proceeding,
this is done by praying a prayer for guidance. It is
called the salat-l-istikhara. I will send the text of
it to you. Then, if both agree, they pursue the final
steps toward marriage.
I believe I've given you enough direction as to how to
proceed -- either way, for the immediate future. If and
when the time comes, we can meet again and discuss the
procedures for Nikah, or the actual marriage contract
and ceremony. Go in peace, and all praise and honor be
to Allah, the Knower of all unknown, be your strength
and guidance. Assalamu aliakom."
"Thank you, Imam, for your time and guidance. Wa
aliakum asslalm." With that, we parted and I made my
way home, contemplating all that had transpired these
past seven days.
Both of my parents must have been anxiously awaiting
my return. They were sitting in the study, stating
that they'd held dinner until I got home. With that
said, we headed to the dining room to eat.
Dinner began uncomfortably quiet, but again, it was my
father that broke the silence.
"Well? Are you going to say something, or do we have
to pull it out of you?"
Mom looked at Dad, and then placing her hand on his,
she said, "John, calm down. He'll speak when he's
ready. I think we already have an idea what he's going
to say anyway."
"Mom, Dad, I'd like to discuss this in more detail
after dinner, but I've decided to meet with Adib and
meet Sarah."
My mother, trying to relieve some of the tension said,
"There now, it's all out in the open. Now can we have
a nice, friendly family meal?"
My father didn't look so accepting. With a cryptic
look on his face as if contemplating for a moment,
slightly nodded, smiled and said, "Sure."
After a somewhat more relaxed dinner, thanks to Mom
(the perpetual mediator), babbling on about her
delving into Indian and Muslim culture. She said that
she had needed to learn more about her son's faith and
new lifestyle.
After dinner, Dad asked the maid to serve coffee in
the study, where we then proceeded. Dad sat behind his
desk, Mom on the couch, and I sat in an armchair,
turning it so I was semi-facing them both.
I sat for a moment collecting my thoughts, then began...
"Dad, I know you somehow feel responsible for all of
this, and you're obviously concerned: both about
meeting with Adib, and with his daughter. First of
all, it's not the end of the world. Second, I know you
feel a little 'betrayed?' by your friend -- is that the
right word? Anyway, I've prayed about it, thought
about it, sought the advice of the Imam, and I feel a
strange calmness about the whole thing. I'm not
shocked, frightened, or put off by any of it.
Without trying to sound too religious or pious about
things, only God knows what the future holds: for me,
my family, my future, and also for Adib and HIS
family. I do know that I haven't had any heartfelt
feeling that this is a bad thing: either religiously
or personally, to do. Try to put yourself in Adib's
shoes. If you felt something or some action on your
part was in my or our family's best interest, you'd
probably do the same thing: no matter how strange it
may seem to anyone else. Right? So try not to be too
hard on your friend."
I went on to retell of my meeting with the Imam, and
without repeating word for word, told them that the
Imam said that it was a plea on Adib's part to meet
with Sarah for the consideration of possible marriage.
I also told my parents that simply meeting for the
first time is only the first step, and that many of
these introductions don't go any further, and that
both the man and woman must agree to all the steps
along the way.
My mother looked at Dad, then at me, then back at Dad.
I guessed that she was chomping at the bit to say
something, but was deferring to my father to make the
first comment.
Dad, rocked back in his chair, and began. "I've given
this a lot of thought, and there are a lot of 'what
ifs' about the whole thing. For example, 'what if'
she's a minor? What's her age? They marry girls -- even
children here. Their customs are not ours. They view
these things differently. 'What if' she's still in
school? Do you want to get involved with a schoolgirl?
Would a marriage like this be recognized as legal back
in the States? 'What if' she being coerced in some way
to get married? 'What if' you and this girl 'hit it
off' and decided to... what do you call it -- court.
How's this going to affect the real reason why you're
here: namely, to run a company... or have you forgotten
that?"
"Whoa, dad, slow down, you're starting to
hyperventilate! Let's take things one at a time. You
seem to forget that even though I'm a college graduate
with a PhD, I'm still only 18 years old. If she's say,
16 or 17, that's still an acceptable age range for
dating and marriage in the US. If she's younger, I'm
not sure what US law is regarding such marriages, but
I do know that the US government usually recognizes a
legal marriage made in a foreign country by an
American as being legal.
As to her being a schoolgirl, if she IS 16 or 17, she
will still be in school, as would probably an older
girl because she'd be attending college. College
students marry all the time."
Now for the shock part... I went on to explain what the
Imam had revealed to me regarding Islamic
interpretation of legal age and requirements, the
conditions of 'a mature ability toward sensible
conduct' towards marriage by both parties, and how
that might apply to a very young girl. Finally, about
the need for the girl's consent for a valid marriage
contract. Also, that these marriages were recognized
as legal in Indian secular law. Once I finished these
revelations, I waited for the hammer to drop...
All I saw were open mouths, and silence.
Mom spoke first. "What if this girl is 8 or 9? What
will you do then? What if she's 11 or 12?"
I looked at both of them and said, "Having those
examples to deal with, not having yet met the girl,
I'd decline an introduction. I cannot imagine a
scenario where I'd pursue a girl of that age: and it
makes me shudder to think of a child of 8 in any
intimate context. If she were, say, 11 or 12, she'd
have to be my equal, in the sense of being very
mentally and emotionally advanced in education,
interaction with older peers, and a history of
demonstrated ability to adapt in an adult environment.
I'm using myself as a gauge: does that make any sense?
If I am, at 18, considered in the eyes of older peers--
you, Dad, being one, is old enough to run a company,
then there are certainly young women who have the same
abilities as I: don't you both agree?"
Not waiting for an answer, I continued, "Look, let's
put this age issue to rest for our purposes: if Sarah
is below the age of 16, which is only 2 years my
junior, I will not proceed with an introduction as
Adib has requested. Having said that, she'd still have
to demonstrate maturity beyond 16 in order for us to
be compatible anyway. I see no problem meeting him or
his family in a purely social setting such as a dinner
or a public function. Does that alleviate your fears?"
Dad then spoke up. "OK, son. I agree with what you
said about the age issue. I guess everything will now
hinge on what Adib has to say about his daughter."
Mom kinda lowered her head and mumbled something that
dad and I could make out, and dad asked, "What is it
you have to say: get it all out now, or you give up
the right to bitch about it later. Come on, out with
it!"
Mom looked at the ceiling, as if for inspiration, then
looking at each of us in turn began: "Not all of my
'excursions,' as you call them, John, have been
cultural. Because I was an educator, and Sean's
teacher, I have also been observing their educational
system here also. One fact stands out, and that is,
there are an awful lot of kids, boys AND girls, that
are like Sean: pure geniuses. A lot of these kids put
ours to shame!
I was just remembering this, and thinking, that
meeting a girl such as Sean describes is within the
real realm of possibility here. What if, by the will
of God, or Allah, or whatever Higher Power that's
controlling our lives, were to put Sean in such a
position. I mean, with the right girl, say 11 or 12,
at the right time, and their hearts connect: what
then? Do we dismiss those same qualities that we hold
so special in Sean simply because she's a girl?" Her
voice was slowly gaining volume and force while she
continued her diatribe, "Were we right in our duties
as parents to allow Sean to grow up, assume
responsibility for his actions and decisions at such
an early age? And what now? He's 18 and going to run a
company! Your company! Is he more responsible because
he's YOUR son?" Having finished, she relaxed and sat
back putting her hands in her lap.
With that, I looked at Dad, who was chewing the inside
of his cheek, and back at Mom, who had an imploring
look on her face waiting for his response. I wanted to
hear what Dad's answer to that would be, and I wasn't
about to put MY two cents in ... not just yet.
He looked at Mom, and slightly turned his head as if
to work out a kink, then replied softly, "When the
hell did you become an advocate of child marriage?
Laying the love issue aside, there are real legal
ramifications to consider here! What if the US doesn't
recognize such a marriage: could he be prosecuted in
the US? These questions will need answers if this kind
of scenario comes to light. Legalese aside, what you
say is true about recognizing the same qualities in
someone other than Sean, but I have to say, she'd have
to be pretty damn special for me to go along, or even
consider it!"
I guessed it was time for me to put in my 'two cents'
worth, so a said calmly, "I agree with you Mom, in
that, although you and Dad are Baptist, and I'm
Muslim, we all agree that God's will for us is unknown
to us except the day we're living in. Yes, anything
under the sun is possible, though not very probable. I
don't know what God has in store for me, I just trust
in my faith: isn't that what you've both taught me? I
believe we've covered the 'what ifs,' pretty well, but
the purpose of this discussion, I believe, has come
full circle. As I said at dinner, I've decided to meet
with Adib, and discuss Sarah, and I'll try to get as
much information about her as I feel is necessary to
make a decision. There's one guideline we all agree
on, and that's if she's under 16, the deal's off.
Agreed?"
Mom said, "Agreed."
Dad's reply was "Amen to that."
I then looked at Dad and said, "Now for the next step:
give Mr. Haaseem a call, and set up some time to meet.
I'd appreciate it if you'd to be there also."
"I wouldn't miss this for the world!"
"OK Dad, make the call." With that, Mom and I both
rose, and started to leave the room. When we reached
the doorway of the study, I turned to close the door,
and I could hear my Dad say, "Hello Adib? Yes, it's
me, John..."
Continued in chapter 4...
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Child Brides of India Ch 4
By C. Stanton Leman
Chapter 4: Meeting Adib (slow, no sex)
Last night, after my meeting with the Imam at the Jama
Masjiid mosque, and a heated discussion after dinner
with my parents, my Dad called Adib Haaseem to arrange
the long debated and awaited meeting between Mr.
Haaseem, my father and I to discuss the
'introduction,' as it was now called, between Adib's
daughter, Sarah and I.
Because the 'Sabbath,' for lack of a better word, for
Muslims is Friday, we agreed to meet Saturday morning
at 10am here, at our home in Dad's study. He did
request that my mother not be present, because these
matters were customarily handled between men. My mom
was a little insulted, but acquiesced, deferring to
Islamic tradition.
Dad said that Mr. Haaseem was elated, praised Allah
for answering his prayers, would pray for a cordial
'meeting of the minds,' and would see us promptly at
ten on Saturday. This gave us a full day's respite
tomorrow which my mother proclaimed as a 'mother/son
day' to begin after morning prayers and breakfast. My
father said that was fine, he had business matters to
attend to anyway.
It was the middle of June, and the weather was warm
and humid. New Delhi, like many other ancient Asian
cities, has the juxtaposition of ancient and modern
architecture in close proximity. It is, in a lot of
places, dirty, dusty and filled with throngs of people
going about their daily lives. We started out our day
by seeing a couple of Hindu temples, had a pleasant
lunch at a sidewalk café, and visited a few shopping
bazaars.
While we were walking in a local park, my mother got
quiet all of a sudden. We stopped to sit for a moment,
and she looked at me and smiled. She placed her palm
to the side of my cheek and said, "I fear I'm going to
loose you to this strange and mysterious land...
You know... you're my single most precious contribution
to this world. You, my son, are my greatest
accomplishment in life!
I know that your father helped mold you, along with
your incredible mind and education, but I gave you
life. You are of my flesh. I can sometimes actually
feel what you think and feel. I know you better than
anyone, and I'll always be there for you: always.
I feel something is going to happen to change our
lives forever. I don't know what, but for some strange
reason, I strangely feel a calm about it. Maybe it's
silly women's intuition gone awry, I don't know... just
a feeling is all." With that, she wiped a tear from
her cheek, composed herself and looked at me with a
smile.
Softly wiping away an errant tear from her cheek with
my finger, I said lovingly, "Mom? I don't know what to
say, except that I love you. With all the outward
appearances of a confident brainiac, I have
insecurities that I couldn't have dealt with if it
hadn't been for your understanding and support. No
matter what happens here, or anywhere else in the
world, I know you will always be there for me and I
for you, if I can. I love you mother, I deeply, deeply
love you."
On the way home, our conversation in the park wasn't
mentioned again as talk returned to the exotic sites,
sounds and surroundings.
Upon arriving home, I showered and prayed my evening
prayers with all the special supplications for the
events to follow. I went to the study, where mom and
dad were watching a movie, told them I wanted to
retire early, and went to bed.
Restless, I laid awake thinking of Sarah, and what she
must be going through. At 18, I have a lot of
insecurities when it comes to meeting women, and she's
undoubtedly feeling the same, if not more. I then
decided to ask Adib for a 'variance' in the actual
method of our introduction, if there was one. I would
suggest that instead of the two of us going off to a
corner of the room, within earshot of all present,
that we take a more informal, less stressful approach
and work the verbal 'feeling each other out' into the
normal, casual conversation normally encountered in a
social setting. In this way, I could gauge her
demeanor and carriage in an adult environment, along
with social and verbal skill. It might also alleviate
some of her tension and stress level--it wouldn't hurt
mine either.
After my morning ablutions and prayers, I donned a
business suit, and then went downstairs to awaiting
parents for breakfast. Dad, being more nervous than
either my mom or I, was rambling on about staying
calm, keeping your cool, not making rash decisions
under emotional stress, and on, and on... My mom finally
said "John. Shut the hell up and eat your breakfast!"
Shortly before ten, I asked my father to let me take
the lead and do most of the talking. I continued by
saying that he could sit back, watch the dynamic and
critique me later. This initial interaction would have
a direct bearing on what tone our future working
relationship might take on, and he agreed.
Mr. Haaseem arrived promptly at ten, ringing the
doorbell. I walked behind my father to the door to
formally greet the man I'd met for the first time over
a year ago in Washington, D. C.
We exchanged greetings, handshakes, and all the other
pleasantries of etiquette, and then proceeded to the
study. Dad asked Pita, our maid, to bring a pot of
tea.
Mr. Haaseem was as I remembered him. He had a
wheatish, ruddy complexion, not too tall: maybe 5'
10", and carried a little weight on him with a slight
stomach, probably about 190 pounds. Slightly balding,
he had black, wavy hair that was starting to grey at
the temples. He was personable with a warm, friendly
smile that came easily.
Standing next to him, in contrast, my father stands 6'
4" tall, an average Caucasian complexion, medium brown
hair speckled with grey throughout, and maybe 220
pounds with a solid - not heavy, but solid frame.
We sat, dad on one end of the sofa, Adib on the other
end, with me in an armchair between and facing the
two. My father broke the awkward silence of waiting to
see who'd begin by saying, "Well Adib, here we are:
you, me and Sean, just as you requested. Before we go
any further, I make one request of you, my friend, be
completely open, honest and forthright in this matter--
just like we do in business. I know this is, using
your own words, 'a matter close to your heart,' but I
feel the time for subtlety is over. Let's discuss this
with open hearts, open minds, and open communication.
Don't you agree?"
"Yes, John," Adib began, "I agree. I first must
apologize for the way I approached the matter. I was
thinking more about our custom, and not properly
considering your customs in these matters. I should
have approached you in a more understanding way, and
again, I apologize.
We have been friends a long time, and regardless of
the outcome this morning, we, I hope will continue to
be good friends. Sean, you are new to my country and
the business, and my feelings toward you are the same
as toward your father. I have great respect and
admiration for you, otherwise I wouldn't have even
considered making such a request of you."
I began, "Mr. Haaseem--"
He cut quickly cut me off saying "Adib. Call me Adib."
"Adib," I began again, " just so there's no
misunderstanding culturally or otherwise, please tell
me exactly why you want me to meet Sarah, and what do
you hope will come of our meeting?"
"Again Sean, I apologize for abruptly raising the
issue, but in all openness, I would hope that your
meeting Sarah might lead to a courtship and possibly
marriage."
"Good!" My Dad said. "Now it's truly out in the open."
I started again, "I think I have a pretty good sense
as to why you may feel that I might, in some way, be a
compatible spouse for your daughter, since you've had
the advantage of 'following my progress.' Anyway, I
have no such knowledge of Sarah, and I feel that
today's discussion is for me to basically get a sense
for who Sarah is. Am I correct in saying so?"
"Yes, it is."
"Before I proceed, if I make a mistake, or offend you
in any way, please forgive me. Even though I've met
with an Imam for instruction and guidance on these
procedures, if I err, it is unintentional."
"I'm sure you'll be guided by Allah's wisdom, peace be
upon Him," Adib replied.
"Let's just talk generally about Sarah. How old is
she, and if she's still in school, what grade is she
in?"
"Sarah is 16, She's an advanced student, she will
finish high school this year." With that, I glanced at
my father, and I could see a sigh of relief on his
face.
"So, what little I know of the Indian grade structure,
that means she's about 2 years advanced academically?"
"Yes, that's right."
"What I'd like for you to do now, is simply talk about
your daughter as if your talking to a new friend, and
being the proud parent, explaining how you feel about
her and the qualities she has that make you so proud
of her. If I want to ask a question, I'll jump in.
That way our time together won't seem so much like a
question/answer session similar to a police
interrogation. By doing things this way, I feel that
we're treating Sarah with more respect, and not so
much like something to be 'negotiated.' Don't you
agree?"
"You are most kind, and I thank you for thinking of
her so graciously. Now, where to begin?"
"Just talk about Sarah."
"Well... Sarah is my first born of two daughters. She's
16, had a good mind and is an excellent student that
gets high marks at school, is 2 years advanced in her
studies, and she will graduate this year from
secondary high school. She's about 5' 6" tall with
dark brown, shoulder length hair, warm, friendly brown
eyes. Although she is of a... fuller figure, she's not
what you would call heavy: maybe, how do you say it,
athletic perhaps?
Sarah is close to all in her family, does her chores
and helps her mother willingly and without complaint
She's a good natured, quiet girl who is pious, humble,
and chaste. She has not been allowed to 'date,' as you
call it, but has several girl friends. As you may well
know, being younger than her classmates, she is
somewhat shy. This is one of the reasons I have
considered you because you are acquainted with such
feelings."
With that, I motioned that I wanted to ask a question.
"How well does Sarah interact with her older, fellow
students and adults? Does she accompany you and your
wife to adult social functions, such as the one where
you and I first met?"
Adib replied, "As I said, she is somewhat shy, but
adapts and makes an attempt to fit into her
surroundings, and yes, she has accompanied my wife and
I to several functions."
"And how does she fit in at these types of functions,
and more immediately, how comfortable with a situation
like the one we're here to discuss?"
"She is somewhat... reserved. By that I mean, she
sometimes finds it awkward to inject herself in
conversation. Let me say in all honestly, that this
may very well be a result of our faith, which
encourages a women to defer to males, other adults
unknowingly overlooking her because of her age, and
unfortunately, here in India, women are usually more
passive in conversation: especially when men are
present. To be specific about the two of you meeting,
my guess, as her father, would be that she's a little
apprehensive. Not because of being around adults, it's
just that she understands that this will be the first
time she actually will be having one-on-one
conversation with a male, and possibly discussing
matters that reveal more of a personal side of
herself."
"I see. Do you know her feelings about meeting a
possible spouse? By that I mean, has she prayed about
this? Is she ready, do you feel, for this, or is it a
situation where she is following your advice because
you feel I'm the right person at the right time in her
life, and by custom, the parents are usually the ones
to take the lead in these matters?"
'Yes, she has prayed: both in solitude and with my
wife concerning this matter. As with all parents who
have discussions with their children of matters that
are of an intimate manner, Salima, my wife, has
lovingly explained the reasons and process every
Muslim girl goes through to become acquainted with and
joined to a man for lifelong marriage. Sarah is also
aware that, with her entering the concluding years of
her education, it is time for her to consider these
matters in her life."
Adib paused, as if waiting for my comment. I then
leaned forward in my chair a little with my hands
clasped together and said, "I'd like to ask you a few
final questions, and then, possibly a few observations
and comments and I'd like you to be painfully honest.
OK?"
Looking me straight in the eyes, he replied, "I will
do my best."
"Alright then." I began again, "If you were to go home
today, and tell Sarah that I didn't wish to proceed
with a meeting for the purpose of a possible marriage,
how do you think she'll feel? What do you anticipate
her reaction to be?"
"You are candidly asking me to reveal her weaknesses
aren't you"
He knew what I was asking. How will she deal with an
adult topic, for the first time concerning a man; with
the adult reality of life that comes with rejection?
My thoughts genuinely turned to Sarah. I vowed to be
kind and respectful of Sarah, regardless of what I
wanted to know, so I replied, "Believe it or not, I am
thinking of her mental and emotional welfare. I THINK
I may understand what she might feel, this being her
first experience with the process of courtship and
marriage, but I'd like to hear it from one who knows
her heart."
With this, Adib eased a little in his chair and said,
"You are a kind and gracious man, and my respect and
admiration of you is increased ten-fold. To answer you
frankly, I believe that a rejection today would be
harder for her to bear. I say this because Sarah might
feel that she hasn't been given the opportunity for
you to really see her as a person, and then, having
had a glimpse of one another, deciding that it was not
in Allah's will, peace be upon Him, for any further
relationship."
"Adib, I thank you for your candor. I feel I have
enough information to make some decisions. Before you
jump to any conclusions, let me finish what I have to
say, alright?"
"Yes, I understand."
"Let me begin by saying, that unfortunately, I do not
believe that Sarah and I would make a very compatible
couple, and here's why. Although Sarah is two years
advanced in school, we are nowhere close to being
academically compatible. Being only two years younger
than her peers, this should not, in my experience,
pose any real alienation from them. In America, boys
and girls of this age range are more than capable of
meeting as relative equals both academically and
socially. The insecurity she is experiencing may
simply be she lacks the confidence to inject herself
to demonstrate her equality with them.
As for dealing with adults, you are aware that a
person, regardless of age, has to WANT to participate
in social interaction if they are to be acknowledged
and included. Since I will be taking over my father's
assets here in India, I will need a spouse who can
show a maturity--regardless of her age--to stand on her
own in these adult social settings and contribute to
her husband's endeavors.
Having said that, I vowed to myself, and made a
promise to Allah, peace be upon Him, that I would
genuinely look upon Sarah as a person, and treat her
with the dignity and respect one should give a woman
of faith.
In keeping with these promises, I will agree to your
family's introduction of Sarah and I for a couple of
reasons. First, I truly believe that you feel Allah,
peace be upon Him, has moved your heart to be where
we, meaning your family and mine and specifically
Sarah and I, are at this point in time. For that
reason, Sarah may feel this way also, I don't know if
she feels Allah, praise be to Him, has led her heart
in this direction also. If she feels so moved, she
may, at our meeting, with God's help, exhibit a
strength, maturity and decisiveness that she hasn't
before displayed. Who can know the will of Allah,
peace be upon Him? Finally, I'll treat Sarah as a
person, with respect and not dismiss her as we would a
business proposition that should be shelved. With that
said, unless we, meaning you, your wife, my parents
and I can see the movement of God's hand in all of
this, there will, in my opinion, be no courtship or
marriage. Does this seem fair and reasonable to you?"
"Again, Sean, My heart soars with admiration and
respect for you in this matter. You have clearly shown
a maturity and sensitivity beyond your years. You have
endeared a lifelong friend in me."
I smiled and looking at my father, who up to this
point had surprisingly kept absolutely quiet, smiled
also. I know what he was thinking: a win/win for
everybody.
To finish up, I again began. "Now that we've agreed to
an introduction, I have a favor to ask of you, dear
friend."
Adib smiling, said, "If it's in my power to grant,
anything."
"To make things less stressful, especially with both
families looking on, I'd like to request that, instead
of Sarah and I going off to a corner of the room
within earshot of everyone, that we get to know one
another more casually in the mood befitting a dinner
between families. This can best be determined by our
initial conversation before dinner, If she's too
nervous about a one-on-one situation, we can use the
informal approach. Questions and answers can be easily
carried on by normal conversation before, during and
after dinner. This might help keep Sarah from feeling
self-conscious and less intimidated in the presence of
a man. What do you think of the idea, or is it too...
breaking with tradition?"
"You have given my daughter great respect with your
thoughtful kindness. I agree, I think it best as you
have suggested."
"Fine." I said, standing up and extending my hand to
close our meeting, "Now with that out of the way, when
do we meet each other's family for dinner?"
Sarah, with me and my family are at your convenience."
I looked at Dad inquiringly, and he said, "I can't
wait to finally meet your family! How about tomorrow
evening? Say, seven o'clock?"
Adib, shaking my father's hand said, "Seven it is!"
Making our way out of the study to see Adib out, we
praised Allah and made our obligatory farewells.
When Adib had left, we proceeded to the kitchen for
lunch, and I turned to Dad and said, "Well?"
He smiled and said, "Considering the subject matter
under discussion, I couldn't have done better myself.
In fact, I could never have anticipated or even
planned that outcome. I'm very proud of you son: very
proud.
Now, let's get some lunch and fill your mother in on
the details: she has a dinner to plan."
Over lunch, I filled Mom in on the details of our
meeting with Adib. She took everything I'd said rather
calmly, and praised me for my concern for Sarah's
feelings. But about the resulting dinner that we had
set for tomorrow evening, my mother jokingly said she
was going to punish both of us for such an impromptu
gathering. She said that we had 'volunteered our great
organizational skills' to help organize everything so
that we all, at least, had time to dress and get
ready.
After lunch, Mom quickly made a list of the necessary
items needed for the dinner, then began barking out
orders and handing out assignments like an assembly
line foreman. She was used to performing this task
considering the many times she'd had to entertain my
father's prospective and current clients. And so it
was, each of us off to do the 'master's' bidding.
Continued in Chapter 5...
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Child Brides of India Ch 5
By C. Stanton Leman
Chapter 5: Introductions and Dinner (Mg, rom, no sex)
Under Mom's calm but firm direction, everything for
dinner was fished by five pm. The extra maid, chef and
waiter were assigned the job of completing the meal
preparations as we all went our separate ways to begin
to get ready. After completing my bathroom ritual, I
said my evening prayers, and again, fervently asked
for guidance and help to see Allah's will in all of
this. After finishing my prayers, I began to get
dressed. I chose a navy blue pin striped suit with a
pale blue shirt and matching tie, then headed
downstairs to give any last minute help Mom might
need.
I found Mom in the kitchen, giving last minute
instructions to the staff. I stood in the doorway of
the kitchen, and simply gazed upon my mother. She had
decided to dress the culture. She had on a turquoise
colored hand painted sari with gold trim. Underneath,
she wore a dark blue petticoat and long choli. Her
hair was put up, using the remainder of the pallu as a
headscarf. For the first time as a man, I looked at
her as a woman. She seemed oblivious to my presence,
busy with details, but I looked at her with deep,
loving emotion. She stands about 5' 9", with medium
blonde hair like mine. She has light blue eyes and an
easy, friendly smile. As I looked at her, I noticed
that at 42, except for the usual fullness that comes
with age, she had a very nice figure and ample
breasts. When I looked at her face, I saw that her age
had given her a noble, patrician beauty that one would
admire in a mature woman. I was broken from my trance
when she finally noticed me, stopped and smiled.
Walking over and straightening my tie, she said, "Dad
will be down in a minute, he had to wait on me to
finish primping. Well, how do I look?"
"Lovely, simply lovely. I love you Mom," I said.
"Well, lover boy, you ready for your date?"
"Mom," I said, "Why is this all so funny?"
"I think it's kinda cute that a 16 year old girl will
have her first 'date' with my manly son who appears
just a tad bit nervous himself! Besides, why be so
serious? You've already decided she's not your cup of
tea, so relax and enjoy the conversation, company and
this nice dinner your mother slaved over, huh?'
"You're right Mom, you're always right."
"Yeah? Well tell your father that! We'd better head to
the living room, it's almost time."
With that, we walked arm in arm towards the living
room, as Mom yelled upstairs, "John, its almost time."
"Just a minute honey, I'll be right down," was his
distant reply.
With all three of us standing in the living room, my
dad looked out the window, and said, "They're here,
lets move to the foyer."
The foyer is rather small for receiving more than two,
maybe three people at most, so we all stood in kind of
a curved line on the left hand side in the hall, where
the foyer empties into the hallway. We stood with my
mother closest to the wall, me in the middle and my
father to my right. The doorbell rang, and I took a
deep breath. My mother squeezed my hand as Dad moved
to the door.
My father answered the door, greeting Adib with a
handshake, motioning him inside. Adib entered and
stepped towards me with outstretched hand. Because of
the restricting width of the foyer and his size, I
could only get a glimpse of the rest of his family,
but all the women appeared to have their heads
covered.
I took his hand, shaking it and said, "Assalamu
aliakom."
He replied, "Wa aliakum asslalm."
I thought he was going to stand and introduce his
family, but my father, either out of nervousness, or
simply having a brain fart, wrapped his arm around
Adib's shoulder and led him to the veranda, speaking
lightheartedly to him as they moved.
Then I saw Salima for the first time. It appeared that
Sarah was behind her, followed by the younger
daughter.
Salima was, to my surprise, a very beautiful woman for
having had two children, which might put her, I guess
to be about 38. She is very short, standing only about
five feet tall, and petite with a slender build, dark
olive complexion, with friendly brown eyes, and medium
length black hair. She had high, somewhat smallish
breasts proportional for her frame.
With my hands folded in front of me, I bowed slightly
and greeted her by saying, "Assalamu aliakom. I'm
Sean, and this is my mother Joan. You must be Salima,
I'm very pleased to meet you."
My mother smiled and said, "Hi, I'm Joan, it's a
pleasure to finally meet you and your daughters,
Salima"
Salima replied, "Wa aliakum asslalm. I too have been
looking forward to meeting both of you. Please, let me
introduce my daughters." With that, she gently
motioned for Sarah to step forward. "This is my eldest
daughter Sarah. Sean, Sarah. Sarah, Mrs. Michaels."
With my hands folded in front of me, I slightly bowed,
and greeted her by saying, "Assalamu aliakom. It's a
pleasure to meet you." My mom then took her hand and
greeted her.
Sarah, to my surprise, was prettier than the picture
her father had painted of her. Her height, weight and
complexion seemed accurate, at 5' 6'' and about 120-
130 pounds, but she didn't look 'full' to me. She had
an average frame for an athletic girl, showed no signs
of fat, and had a nice figure with ample sized
breasts. Although she had respectfully bowed her head
slightly, she had a cute face. She looked up at me
briefly, smiled a pretty smile, which she shyly
covered with her hand and blushingly said to me, "Wa
aliakum asslalm. It's a pleasure to meet you and for
you to invite us into your home."
My mother said, "Sarah, it's our pleasure to have you
here, and your comment was very sweet." My mother
stepped towards her, taking her arm, led her a little
ways into the hall to make room for the last of the
introductions.
Motioning her forward, Salima said, "and this is our
youngest daughter, Priya."
Again, with my hands folded, I slightly bowed, and
greeted her by saying, "Assalamu---------"
Everything within me instantly exploded! It felt like
a white-hot spear had pierced both of us at the same
time, right to our cores. I gasped "Oh!" I know she
did also because I could hear it above my own, Salima
also had to have heard it. Seen it. Did mom? Or Sarah?
As she slowly came into view and as I bowed to greet
her, our eyes met: and I cannot describe what is
beyond words to explain, but I was looking directly
into the most innocently beautiful, dark, and
sensuously captivating large black eyes.
The windows to her soul, like pools of molten
obsidian: so deep, dark and mysterious... slowly pulling
me into the soul I instantly knew I would someday be
mated to. I so desperately wanted to slip inside and
wrap myself in their warmth forever.
Although our glance lasted but only for a few, brief
seconds, time seemed to stand still. When this
seemingly endless gaze ended, she slowly began to
smile. As her lips parted and widened, her smile
seemed to light up her face. "Oh, to have that smile
in my life every day," I thought. Her color darkened
ever so slightly as she raised her hand to cover her
mouth. I noticed her tiny hand, her slender fingers
and nails, and the pink of her palm...
My 6' frame towered over her like Gulliver and the
Lilliputians. She was a young - very young pixie of a
girl at about 4'9 or 10, about 80 to 90 pounds with a
pubescent figure. She had a very slender- not skinny-
build with the slightest outline of a curve to her
hips, but from the front, I didn't notice any swelling
of a breast. Her shiny blue-black hair was pulled back
over her tiny ears. She had skin the color of light
milk chocolate that was absolutely and perfectly
flawless.
This entire sequence occurred in a matter of seconds.
She then gracefully covered my incomplete greeting by
saying, "Wa aliakum asslalm. I am very pleased to meet
you, and you also Mrs. Michaels."
As she passed by me to step into the hallway, I could
see her light blue covered torso through the fine,
white pallu, and then got a glimpse of a hint of her
right breast, which appeared to be about the size of a
small apricot, and through the scarf, her long, waist
length black hair was set in a French braid.
I was momentarily stunned, embarrassed, confused... I
was lost in another world! I regained my composure as
quickly and as best I could, and looked at Salima. I
was expecting to see anger, rage, disgust, but
instead, she gave me a Mona Lisa-like smile.
Mom broke the gaze by saying, "Please, let's join the
others on the veranda for refreshments and tea."
For the first time in my life, I felt as if I was
ready to emotionally break down: I had never
experienced such a strong feeling of a lack of
control. I quickly composed myself to continue what
was, apparently, going to be an arduous night. Me?
What about Sarah? Oh God above, what's come over me"
Needing an additional moment to recover completely, as
graciously and innocently as I could, I said, "Let me
check on the refreshments." As I turned to go to the
kitchen, I saw Salima pull up Priya, who was by mom's
side, to speak to her. I didn't see Sarah, so I
assumed she continued on to join our fathers. I
stepped through the kitchen door and leaned against
the wall with my head down.
I shook my head, and mockingly said to myself, "Hummf!
The ever-in control super whiz kid! God truly is the
great equalizer!"
Just then, my mother walked through the door. She
smiled and laying her hand on my cheek said, "Loose
something out there, super kid? Maybe your heart?" She
paused for a moment and finished. "Perhaps I should
ask Priya if she's seen it," then gave an attempted
tension-breaking chuckle.
I turned to look her, and with an unpleasant gaze,
looked her in the eye, saying nothing.
She then said, "Look, you asked and prayed for Allah,
peace be upon Him, to show you His will. Well, He did.
Now, what are you going to do about it?"
I said, "What, are you turning Muslim?"
She said, "No, I'm showing respect for your faith, and
I expect you to follow it! Listen to me. Allah,
Christ, Jehovah, Shiva, Buddha or whoever the hell is
on duty tonight, has knocked you on your ass and given
your heart to an eleven year-old girl, and hers to
you. Yes, she's eleven-and-a half years old! Now... pick
yourself up by the bootstraps and play the hand that's
been dealt you. If this is truly meant to be, we'll
work out the details later. Everyone is beginning to
wonder where we are, so follow your heart, trust in
your faith, and let's get going!" With that, we both
picked up a tray of drinks and headed out the door to
the veranda.
Upon entering the veranda, we found everyone was
standing together in light conversation. Mom and I
finished serving drinks all around, then we began to
split up into groups: my dad and Adib, then mom,
Salima and Priya, which finally left Sarah and I to
begin our one-on-one conversation.
Feeling the age-old insecurities around women
resurface, there were shy glances and smiles (covered
by a hand on her part) for a few moments, then I began
with, "So, it seems that this Muslim courtship thing
can be a little awkward, don't you think? It kinda
feels like we're in a fishbowl with all eyes on us:
even if, when you look around, it isn't really true,
doesn't it?"
She looked around, giggled and said, "Yes, I was
thinking the same thing. Excuse me if my English isn't
very good, I'm a little nervous, but this is the first
time I've been allowed to actually speak alone with a
boy -- I mean a man, outside of a group setting."
"Don't feel too self conscious about it, it's hard for
men and women to first meet, even when people around
them seem not to notice them."
She then said, "Thanks for understanding, I don't feel
so scared, now that we've begun to talk. Maybe my
English will be better. How do you like India?
I told her I very much liked what I've seen, which
hadn't been much, but I really did enjoy praying at
the Jama Masjiid mosque, and meeting with the Imam had
been very enlightening. Even some of the Hindu shrines
were very beautiful. As for the culture, I've learned
very little: only what I've obtained by observation.
She went on to explain a little about life in India,
and the surprising fact her that her family not only
spoke English, but also Tamil, Hindu and some Urdu.
She also talked about a few of the customs, and
general topics which she seemed more comfortable
talking about, but then she said to me, "I know you
and Papa have met, and he's already told you quite a
bit about me, but I don't really know much about you."
I replied, "Well, to put you mind at ease, actually
seeing and meeting you is much better than the girl
(did I just say girl? I should have said woman) I had
pictured in my mind: honestly. He didn't tell me that
all of you spoke 4 languages!"
Smiling, she said, "You're very kind, but India is a
country of many languages."
I continued to tell her my age, a little about my
interests, hobbies, my educational level, and why I
came to India. I didn't think it right to try and
describe my personality traits, since I wanted her to
make those judgments on her own. We had been talking
for about ten minutes, and I kept trying to discreetly
gaze at Priya as often as I felt comfortable with
doing so, when Mom announced that dinner was being
served in the dinning room.
We all proceeded into the house and on into the dining
room, where mom announced the seating arrangements.
Because of the unequal numbers in each family unit,
mom sat dad at one end of the table, with Adib at the
other. The side seating arrangements were a 3-2
setting with Salima sitting to Adib's right, then
Sarah, then Priya on the end, next to my dad. On the
other side, Mom had split the side into thirds, with
her sitting slightly away, but to the right of my
father with me to mom's right. This placed me in a
position as to be able to look almost directly across
at Sarah and her mother with Adib to my right.
Once seated and the first course being served, Mom,
being the gracious hostess, turned diagonally towards
Adib and Salima, and began the dinner conversation
with, "I am so very glad we have the opportunity to
finally meet each other as families. Although business
and friendship are important, families are what are
most important to all of us. I hope everyone enjoys
the meal."
Adib replied, "Mrs. Michaels, you are the consummate
hostess, and you have done it again with a fine
atmosphere and setting for our families to meet on
such a short notice, my hat is off to you."
Salima added, "Yes, I am impressed that even though on
short notice, you have been very sensitive to our
Muslim faith and culture. I find it enlightening to
meet westerners that look upon us in such friendship."
Mom said, "Well, Sean had a lot to do with that.
Loving our son as you do your girls, when Sean
converted to Islam, we have honestly tried to
understand his faith, even though some if its customs
and precepts are so different from our Baptist,
Christian faith."
Although Adib knew pretty much as to why I converted
to Islam from our initial meeting in Washington, and
he'd filled Salima in at some point in time, I'm sure,
for the benefit of the girls Salima asked me, "Sean,
why DID you convert to Islam?"
I explained that 9-11 had a lot to do with it. I had
several devout Muslim friends, and how they actually
wept, as did we, over the events, prayed for the
survivors, and for peace for those lost and their
families. I went on to explain how they enlightened me
that real Islam is a faith of peace, and the desire to
live a harmonious life with all of God's people. That
having different beliefs gave no one of any faith a
license or sanction to kill other human beings
indiscriminately.
I went on to explain that their discussions drove me
to start reading the Koran to learn more about the
teachings of Allah, and from there, I decided that
those teachings were a path I'd like to follow, and
so, I converted about two years ago.
I then tried to direct the conversation towards Sarah,
so I asked her, "Sarah, I understand you're several
years advanced at school: have you decided to go to
college, if so, what would you like to major in?"
She looked up, and around the table then replied, "I
think I'd like to go to medical school, and possibly
become a pediatrician. There are so many children here
in India that don't have basic medical care."
Dad finally spoke up saying, "That's a well thought
out and noble endeavor to undertake. I applaud you for
it. Would you like to go to medical school here or in
the US?"
"I haven't thought too much about it yet."
Mom, I guess, in an attempt to make this a double
'introduction,' first continued my father's praise by
saying, "It hurts all of us the most to see children
suffer," then asked Priya, "And what about you, Priya,
what are your educational plans?"
Priya looked up, wide-eyed and surprised, I guess
because she'd been called upon, recovered and looked
around the table at each of us and said, "I'd like to
enroll at the India Institute of Technology and get my
degree in computer engineering."
Dad exclaimed, "Bravo! A girl after my own heart!
You're thinking quite a bit ahead for still being in
middle school aren't you? What would you like to
specialize in?"
Sarah, I assumed, trying to deflect her insecurity of
being academically much slower than her sister, troed
to cover it with pride for her, offered the revealing
fact by looking at Dad saying, "Oh no, she's actually
in the eleventh grade, one below me."
After a few perked looks at Priya, both attempting to
deflect any embarrassment to Sarah by her sister's
revelation, and based on the response received from
Dad, she didn't miss a beat. She must have
instinctively found what button to push with Dad,
because she quickly interjected, "I'm not sure yet,
what types of services does your company engineer for
its clients?" With that, she coyly indirectly looked
over at me, then at Mom and definitely darkened
slightly (is that how a chocolate girl blushes?), and
then looked again to my father. I felt my face flush a
little also.
Jackpot! Dad then went into a ten-minute diatribe
about the services we engineer for all acumens of
engineering design and research, such as nano
technologies, robotics, medical R & D, and cutting
edge medical procedures.
Priya again glanced at me, gave me another 'chocolate
blush,' and returned to her plate. I looked at Sarah,
who quickly turned her sight to her plate taking a
bite of food, then to Adib, who had a shit-eating grin
on his face, and Salima, still with that same Mona
Lisa smile.
In a way, I felt ashamed. Ashamed at the fact that I
was supposed to be so mature and adept, ashamed
because I felt Sarah was being hurt: both by my
insecurity and what I was now feeling for Priya,
Priya's obvious superiority over Sarah-- and this
evening, over me. It was beginning to become obvious
to everyone who was 'stealing the show,' and what was
being said between the lines with body language and
gestures. I felt uncannily outclassed by my newfound,
11 year-old heartthrob.
I think Sarah sensed this in me, and deflected the
conversation back upon me by asking, "Sean, how do you
feel about taking over your father's company here in
India?"
I did indeed, now feel humble, and replied, "I'm
looking forward to the challenge, hoping to make some
changes for the better, especially for the employees,
and to working closely with your Father. Having been
here only a short while, I have found India to be
interesting, and very revealing."
Salima looked at me, and her smile changed from the
mysterious to one of coy acknowledgement and replied,
"Yes... India can be a sensuously mysterious land."
My mom, not hesitating a moment, put in with "Yes it
can. Indeed... it surely can."
Adib, momentarily caught off guard by the obvious
double entandre made by his wife then quickly said,
"I am looking forward to it also. In just the short
time you've been here, Sean, you have convinced me
that you are your father's son."
Dad nodded his appreciation to Adib from across the
table and said, "I really appreciate the compliment,
especially from a friend as close as you," and raised
his glass to him.
Salima spoke again in the direction of my mother
saying, "I also am very pleased that our husband's
friendship has now been increased to include both of
our families."
Mom, I guess, not to be outdone in the double entendre
department said, "And I'm sure our friendship will
become even closer over time."
The three males looked at the women, and I think we
were all of one mind in thinking "When did we loose
control?" The women, both young and old are the ones
directing this show!"
There is an observation in business management that
states: "He who speaks last in an exchange, leaves
with the power." My mom showed she was no slouch when
it came to exchanges, and not wanting Salima to rebut,
quickly followed her remark with, "Well, it looks like
we're all about finished with dinner. Dessert anyone?"
The men, desperately looking for a change of scenery,
quickly indicated full stomachs, and we all agreed to
adjourn.
Standing, Mom said, "Since no one is in the mood for a
heavy dessert, we'll serve tea and cakes in the living
room." With that, we all filed out to the living room.
Once in the living room, everyone was standing, more
or less in a loose crowd exchanging pleasantries about
how good the meal was, how nice an evening it had
turned out to be, then we drifted back into small
groups: again Dad and Adib, Mom, Salima and Priya, and
as if by some conspiracy,, Sarah and I.
Sarah was facing me with her back turned to the other
women, and the women were standing such that Priya had
her back to me, with Mom and Salina facing me. Dad and
Adib had retired to the study.
We were talking about what life was like in America in
comparison to India, when I noticed Priya again. I
tried to be discreet, but I had the repeated urge to
look at her, even if only her back. I was doing quite
well at glancing without Sarah's (apparent) knowledge,
and I saw that Priya had slipped her right foot from
her slipper. She had her foot curled back so that the
top front of her arch and toes were resting on the
carpet. For a quick moment (or so I thought), I stared
at her lovely foot. It was tiny like the rest of her.
Like her palms, the underside was a lovely shade of
pink. She had a little heel, with a slender arch that
was slightly wrinkled due to the curvature of her
foot. Her little toes all in a row against the carpet
like a string of tiny, round, pink pearls...
When I broke my gaze to look at my mom, both she and
Salima smiled at me, Priya, was unaware that she was
even being watched. I thought to myself, "Boy, you've
been a complete ass all night!"
We had been talking for about ten minutes, when Dad
and Adib returned to the living room. Sarah and I were
finishing our topic of discussion, when she said,
"Excuse me Sean, I'd like to speak to my father a
moment."
"Sure." I replied, and watched her take a few steps
toward her dad. I overheard her ask him, "Papa? May I
speak to Sean in the dining room for a minute? You can
see us from here, OK?"
He looked at me then asked her, "Is everything OK?
"Yes Papa, everything's fine. I'd just like to talk
privately for a moment. I'll explain in a few minutes,
OK?"
"OK Sarah, if everything is fine. Just sit where I can
see you."
"Yes Papa, I will. Thanks."
She turned and stepped towards me and said "Can we
speak quietly in the dining room for a moment?"
"Sure," I said, and we walked to the corner of the
table that was visible in Adib's view and sat: my back
to her father and her facing towards him.
She looked slightly embarrassed as she bowed her head,
and then slowly raised it as she began to speak.
"Please, don't say anything until I'm finished, will
you promise me?"
"Yes, I promise. What's wrong?"
"Nothing's wrong, Sean. In fact, everything is finally
right. For the first time in my life, I feel certain
that everything is right. I have been very nervous and
anxious about marriage, meeting you, whether I'd
measure up to the expectations of others: Papa, Momma,
Priya, and you and your family. I have fervently
prayed for Allah to quiet my heart and speak to me
about you, me, marriage, everything."
She sighed, took a breath and continued "And He has."
Then, a single tear dropped onto her cheek, which she
didn't wipe away. I assume that at that point, Adib
had seen her tears and started towards us because
Sarah raised her hand as if to motion him to stop. I
wanted so much to dry away that tear, but knowing it
was forbidden to touch, held back.
She continued... "You and I, and everyone present
tonight know that it's not Allah's will, peace be unto
Him, that we are meant to be."
I said, "I'm so sorry Sarah, the last thing I ever
wanted to do was to hurt you. I feel so terrible about
what you've been through tonight. It really breaks my
heart to see your tears, tears that I've caused---"
She cut me off by saying, "Oh no! You don't
understand. These aren't tears of sadness, they're
tears of joy! For the first time in my life, I've
heard and felt the will of God, and I feel an
incredible peace -- a peace I cannot understand. It
wasn't the will of Allah to come here tonight with my
family on my behalf, but for Priya's. It was so that
you and Priya would meet! Don't you see? You and she
are super smart, confident, so sure of who and what
you are. The two of you are a perfect match. From the
moment both of your eyes met, He ordained it!
I feel joy! Joy for Priya. Joy for you, and the joy of
feeling that I have been used by Allah to fulfill His
will! And I Have peace: a peace in knowing that Allah
is watching over me. It's not my time, it's Priya's.
Mine will surely come, and Allah will choose it for
me, just as He's done for Priya and for you.
Don't feel sad or sorry for me, I have been an
instrument of God. I will always remember this night
in my heart, and never doubt God's love for me. OK?
Let's return now, there's one last thing to do to
bring the will of Allah to fruition." With that, she
rose and smiled, and walking side by side, we entered
the living room."
While walking back, I couldn't help but remember my
words to Adib yesterday about Sarah, realizing how
prophetic they were. She had been moved by God and is
demonstrating a newfound maturity, grace and
conviction to act in such a decisive manner, but they
weren't to attract me, they were to bring the events
of the evening out into the open.
Once inside, folks were arranged in the room
differently. Mom sat on the far end of the couch,
Priya in the middle, with Salima on the near end. Dad
was sitting on the arm of the sofa, next to mom, and
Adib likewise next to Salima.
Sarah stepped up to face her father, and began, "Papa,
I know that you have sought the will of Allah in
searching for a pious and righteous husband for me,
and you did it out of love. You hoped to bring your
daughter here tonight as a potential bride, and you
have: but it wasn't me... it was Priya!
Oh papa! I have heard His almighty voice in my heart
and am filled with joy and peace. Joy for being His
instrument. Joy for Priya, and joy for Momma.
Just look at her Papa, look at Priya. See how she
shines? She's been given a heart, and surrendered her
own, can't you see that?" Looking around at all in the
room then continuing, "Can't you all see that? I am so
happy I could just dance! Everyone present has tried
all evening to avoid what is common knowledge, for my
sake. We have seen the hand of God! Can't all of you
see? We've all been part of a miracle! A miracle of
love: what greater gift can we hope for from our God?"
Adib, with tears in his eyes, lovingly enfolded his
daughter in his arms and wept. Salima held her face in
her hands sobbing. Priya, with tears on her cheeks,
looked me straight in the eye -- and never looked away.
I felt that she was looking for affirmation of the
love her sister openly extolled, and up to now was
openly unacknowledged. I looked at her with all that I
felt in my heart, gently smiled, and mouthed the words
"I love you." She gave me another chocolate blush, and
looked to her mother for affirmation and then to her
father.
Mom was sobbing as if Sarah war HER daughter. Dad
looked at me, then looked at Priya, and simply sighed
and shook his head.
When everyone seemed to be regaining control of
themselves, Salima went into a prayer of praise to
Allah:
"O Allah, you have heard the painful cries of a mother
for her child! You have sought to lift up my brown-
skinned daughter and carry her above all the
indignities and pain of her life! You have brought her
a love: a love that covers her shame! Praise and glory
be yours forever!"
Priya sat, with hands folded in her lap, and silently
cried as her mother's prayer brought back the memories
of society's indifference and indignity her complexion
had heaped upon her.
Things quieted down and Dad stood up and asked Adib,
"May I speak to your daughter directly?"
Adib replied, "Yes John, you may."
Dad looked at me and said, "Son, is this really what
your heart desires? Do you wish to seek Priya's hand
in marriage?"
"Yes Dad, I do."
He then turned to Adib and said, "Adib Haaseem, do you
agree for Sean to seek Priya's hand?"
"I do John, if that is her desire."
He lastly turned to Priya and said, "Priya, is it your
desire to begin a courtship with Sean?"
"With my father's consent, I desire nothing more."
Dad stepped back for a moment, then began to address
everyone by saying "First Adib, I suggest that you
take your family home, I'm sure you have a lot to
discuss, as do we. Because of Priya's age, there are
issues -- legal issues - to be addressed and dealt
with.
I suggest that we all meet here on Tuesday evening,
say about seven? After having time to discuss things
with our families separately, we can then decide how
we will proceed. Sean, Priya, this doesn't mean that
you two will be able to proceed toward a marriage, but
it doesn't prevent it either. We just need to be
absolutely positive and clear about any decisions we
make. Do we all agree?"
Everyone nodded and said, "Yes."
With that, everyone rose to get ready to part company
for the evening. After saying our praises to Allah and
the obligatory farewells, I stood at the door and
watched as they left. Priya, walking next to Salima,
turned and gently smiled before turning to get in the
car. I closed the door, quietly whispered to her and
myself, "I love you Priya," and then headed to the
living room, anticipating my father's uncontrolled
sentiments on how he REALLY felt.
Continued in Chapter 6...
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Child Brides of India
By C. Stanton Leman
Chapter 6: Decisions, decisions (slow, rom Mg, no sex)
After saying my goodbyes, Priya and her family left
for the evening. I paused in the foyer before heading
to the living room to hear Dad's real feelings on what
had transpired this evening.
I didn't know what to expect from him, but I knew he
had a bad habit of privately blowing off steam before
settling down to a calm, coherent discussion.
How was I going to explain it to him? Hell, I didn't
fully comprehend what I was feeling: One thing I did
know was that I had to have Priya in my life! Knowing
less about her than I did Sarah, I still felt that she
was my soul mate. Armed with this, I walked to the
living room to face my parents.
When I entered the living room, Mom was sitting on the
sofa and Dad was pacing back and forth in front of
her. He stopped, and they both turned to look at me
for a second. My father motioned for me to sit next to
Mom, which I did.
Without speaking, Dad began pacing again, Mom just
looked at me with a look that said, "Get ready, here
it comes!"
Dad stopped, faced us and began, "Just what the fuck
happened here tonight? Whatever happened to the 'I
could never picture myself pursuing a girl that age'
line of crap? What the fuck are we going to do about
THIS? No! Don't anyone answer that yet!
If I don't get this shit out of my system now, I'm
liable to say something I'll really regret later."
Looking at me, he began again. "Don't you realize what
this will do to me?"
Mom interjected, "John, this isn't just about you."
He spat back "That's exactly what I mean! When I say
me, I mean me, you, Sean, the company: our future!
People go to jail for this shit back home! Even
thinking about it would bring everything to ruin. Not
counting the fact that Sean, and possibly anyone else
that considered, aided or abetted what we're talking
about could be prosecuted and go to jail!
Sean, could you really, possibly even think about
fucking an 11 year-old girl?"
Mom spat back, "John! There's absolutely no need to
talk like that about her!"
Dad looked at Mom with defiance and retorted, "Shut
the fucking hell up! It's a valid question."
I looked Dad in the eye and firmly stated " I can
certainly imagine making love to her, but not simply
fucking her, as you put it."
"Well, if memory serves me right, whatever kind of
gloss you what to put on it, making love requires a
certain amount of fucking!"
Trying to defuse the situation before he and I got
into verbal fist-o-cuffs, I said, "Why don't we
discuss this when you can have an objective
conversation without being crude and offensive?"
With that, he seemed to calm a little, then began
again, "Look son, my delivery might have been a bit
crude, but it's still a valid point. That point, or
should I say points, being: One, marrying an 11 year-
old girl; two, consummating that marriage and
maintaining a conjugal relationship with her; three,
no matter how smart or mature she may seem, the law
will see it as a form of controlling and taking
advantage of her, contributing to the delinquency of a
minor for carnal motives, and four, any other shit
that comes along that we haven't even thought of!
Sean, I know this must be as hard on you as it is on
us, but how do you feel right now? How do feel--
exactly--about her?"
I thought for a moment to try and best vocalize things
I hadn't had time to really sort out, and began
slowly, "I feel consumed: totally and helplessly
consumed. Consumed with love and desire, of a desire
to have her with me to love her forever; a desire to
share my life and that love with her, a desire that...
it's so hard to explain right now.
There's a passion and a deep desire to express these
things intimately, but I wouldn't call it lust: more
like a primal need that only she can fill: does that
make any sense?"
As I was revealing all this to my parents, and
acknowledging it to myself for the first time, I began
to vividly picture Priya my mind: her dark, seductive
and mysterious eyes; her radiant face, the warmth of
her smile, her small hands, tiny frame and hips, her
budding breasts all the way down to her delicate feet.
All of her wrapped up in a tiny, petite package of
pure innocence contained within the warmth and
flawlessness of her light, chocolate skin... my breath
quickened within me and I started to become erect.
Yes' I wanted her, every single cell of her. As I
hardened, I accepted my primal, carnal need to have
her, to consume her in every way possible to consume a
woman. Her age and innocence, I now realized, was an
added elixir of desire that somehow, fanned the flames
of my passionate need-- and love-- for her. Was I a
'closet pervert?'
Was I kidding myself, or rationalizing? Was I using
love as a 'reason' to think with my dick, confusing
love with lust? I know little of love between a man
and a woman, but I think physical desire or maybe even
lust are all mixed up and a part of it all: I can't
imagine having one without the other if I'm desirous
of an intimate relationship, can I?
With tears in my eyes, I looked at Mom, then Dad and
said, "I need her... God help me, I so desperately need
her."
Mom started crying and hugged me, while dad just
simply shook his head.
I suddenly remembered the words of the Imam while
describing finding something within her. I told my
parents that the Imam had said something I didn't
really notice, at the time, would be all too prophetic
in describing tonight's events.
As if, like a distant voice instructing me to repeat
him word, word for word, I said, "The Imam told me 'If
Allah ordains the marriage, there will be something
about her that will move your heart to seek out the
source. Deep within her where that source resides, you
will find your bride. The rest is up to you and your
personal walk with Allah, Praise and peace be upon
Him.'"
My father, although not denying the hand of God in
tonight's events, didn't openly acknowledge it either.
He simply said, " If this is truly meant to be, then
we need answers immediately. First, Sean, you'll have
to contact that 'I-maam' or 'I-mom' or whatever he's
called tomorrow. Find out all you can about the
legalities of these kinds of marriages. I'll call Adib
in the morning about any marriages like this being
legally sanctioned by Indian law, and I'll also call
the US Consulate and see if INS will recognize such a
marriage: if it ain't legal, it ain't gonna happen!
Got That! Love or no love, you aren't going to go to
jail just because your sweetheart is 11 years old! I
can't fucking believe that I'm even considering this!"
Mom spoke up and said, "Sean, I agree with your dad. I
think this is our only avenue to take. I don't really
care what our religions beliefs are, if it's not a
marriage legally sanctioned in India's courts, and you
can't obtain a legitimate marriage license, then to
me, it's not a real marriage sanctioned by God.
Let's go to bed, and tomorrow, do what we need to do
to resolve this one way or another."
Dad said, "I'm not sure how much sleep any of us will
get, but your mom's right. Let's go to bed."
With that, Mom and I rose, then we all said good night
and headed upstairs to bed.
The next morning, after my morning rituals, I said my
morning prayers with even more fervor, pleading for
assurance and guidance. I then headed down to what I
fully expected to be a tense breakfast, which it was.
Mom and Dad said very little, but Dad was discussing
the day's duties as if we had a business deadline to
meet. To me, this was normal for him, and the best way
to organize our 'research.'
I did manage to get an appointment with the Imam at
1:30 this afternoon, and was sitting in the study when
Dad told me to call the US Consulate. I left to do his
bidding while he called Adib.
I called the embassy, and was finally connected to the
consul in charge of K-1 fiancé and K-3 spousal visas.
He told me that the US would accept a marriage as
legal if there was a valid certificate of marriage
registered with the Indian government in the Marriage
Certification Book in the district in which the
marriage took place. Muslim or Hindu religious
registrations of marriage aren't considered valid and
legal by the Indian or US government unless they are
validated by government registration.
Dad had finished talking to Adib about the same time I
finished my call, and we compared notes. Dad said that
Adib had told him the same thing, and basically the
procedure to get a valid marriage certificate. One of
them being, a 'notice of intention to marry ' had to
be recorded in a Marriage Notice Book for 30 days. If
no objections to the marriage were made within this
time, a legal marriage could take place. Adib assured
dad that whomever Priya married, she would follow the
law and get a legally registered marriage license,
although he would have to 'pull some strings' because
of her age, but that didn't pose any problem for him.
With Mom present for all of this, she seemed to be
optimistic about the chances for a legal resolution,
when dad said, "Well, at least we know you two will be
'courting' for at least 30 days. That should give us
some time to get to know whether or not you two have
what it takes to get to that point. I'm tellin' you
boy, she'd better be worth her salt!"
Mom agreed, but added, "She sure wrapped you around
her finger last night didn't she?" then added a
chuckle.
Dad just gave Mom a slight smile and a "Hmmmf."
Leaving that one alone. I asked Dad whether he thought
it was necessary for me to still meet with the Imam,
or put it off until we were closer to an actual
marriage, and he agreed. So, I called the Imam back,
and thanked him for making time for me, but that it
wasn't necessary to meet just yet, and he was ok with
it.
It seemed that by 2pm, we were finished with our
'research.' All we had to do was wait until tonight to
meet with the Haaseems.
I went to my dad's country club for a swim and to work
out in the gym. I hadn't done any exercise since
arriving, and needed to work off some tension anyway.
While working out, I kept getting distracted thinking
of Priya. What would life be like, having such a young
and tiny bride? Does my size frighten her in any way?
Waking up each morning, her to school and me to run a
company. Even though, like she, I was 'advanced' at
the same age, I still relied a lot on my mom: would
she need to be near hers? I was amused to think that
one of my 'husbandly' duties would probably be to help
her with her homework.
Thinking of intimacy, I had a vivid picture of the
shape of her face in my mind, and what made her face
so beautiful was, it seemed to me, that it looked
perfectly symmetrical. I began to wonder what it would
be like to kiss such a small mouth, to touch her small
tongue with my own. She has a beautiful mouth, with
that warm and inviting smile. The shape of her lips is
not thin, but neither too full, sort of like a Nicole
Kidman mouth.
She's like a miniature woman in the making: her tiny
frame, small hips, her budding breasts: what would it
be like to feast at her tiny developing nipples? What
does the vulva of a chocolate girl that young look
like? Feel like, smell like or... taste like? Does she
even have any hair there yet? Would she enjoy making
love, or would she be frightened or terrified by our
size difference? Could she accommodate me? Could a
girl of that age harbor a passion for me as I do for
her? Can she even climax? I was getting hard thinking
of her body in such intimate terms, and tried to quell
the feelings within me that thought of her in such a
way. I headed for, and indeed needed a cold shower!
I arrived home in time to say evening prayers; I had
dressed in a casual pair of khaki pants and a long
sleeve shirt with the sleeves slightly rolled up.
We pretty much ate in silence, none of us knowing what
the evening ahead would bring.
The Haaseems arrived at 7. The mood was polite, but
not as informal as last night. We made our obligatory
Muslim greetings, greeting Adib, Salima and Sarah
politely and friendly, and moved to the living room.
When I greeted Priya, she smiled with her chocolate
blush, and I said to her "Assalamu aliakom. I've
missed you."
She answered, "Wa aliakum asslalm. I've thought of
nothing but you."
Our parents stood by and watched us greet, then
motioned us into the living room.
My Dad started by saying, 'I am not going to pretend
that I know your usual custom in these situations, but
here's what I have in mind. Since what we decide
tonight will affect all of our lives forever, then
all, and I do mean all: including Sarah, Priya and
Sean be present and have their input, do we all
agree?"
Sarah said, in a mild tone, "I believe that this is
between all of you. Everyone knows how I feel, and I
haven't changed my convictions at all since last
night. I'll just sit on the side and listen if that's
OK with you?"
Dad said, "Fine. As you wish, but if you have a point
to make, speak up, OK?
"Yes sir," she replied.
"Adib? Salima? Is this acceptable to you?"
Both looked at each other and nodded.
Dad went on to explain what I'd learned from the US
Consulate, and Adib said that he wasn't surprised at
all, pretty much knowing what they'd say.
Dad summed up the talking points by saying, "So, we
all agree that if Priya and Sean begin this courtship,
before they get married they need to file a 30-day
notice to do so, is that correct, Adib?"
"Yes, that's correct. I will handle all of that on my
own, but the two of them will have to accompany me to
the registrar's office to sign the notice and pay the
fee."
"Alright, what kind of timetable do all of you feel we
should follow? Let's brainstorm here and hear comments
from everyone. Priya, you go first.
"Well sir," she began, "do you mean that I can freely
speak my mind as an equal with you, Sean, Mrs.
Michaels and my parents?
"That's exactly what I'm saying Priya. It's your life
we're talking about. If you're old enough and mature
enough to even consider marriage, then you're entitled
to speak with equal weight and consideration, and
without any recrimination."
"Then I will speak plainly without any fear. I believe
that if the facts bear out what my heart already
knows, I feel that we could possibly file our notice
of marriage about the middle of next month, maybe
sooner. That would allow us to marry right before
Ramadan. Possibly before school starts in September."
Priya looked at me and smiled (and blushed again),
then back to look Dad straight in the eye.
"Sean, what do you have to say?"
"I feel that Priya and I speak with one heart and
mind. If our minds can verify what Allah has revealed
to our hearts in a moment, then it won't be long at
all." As I said this, I looked at Priya and smiled.
"Adib? Salima? Your thoughts please."
Adib began by saying, "John, Sean, Joan, last night we
shared with Priya all of our thoughts and observations
that we've made over time regarding Sean when we were
considering him for Sarah's introduction. Because of
this, Priya may know much more about Sean than he does
of her. I believe that this is the reason for her
quick timeline. Do you agree, Salima?"
"Yes, I agree. I also believe that all of our
observations of their courtship will also either
confirm or deny any attempt to rush things by them."
My dad put in, "Adib, what Joan and I can't
understand, is that if Priya was a more suitable
partner than Sarah as far as academics and maturity,
why not introduce Priya first instead of Sarah?"
"John, I felt--and still do feel Sean is a man worthy
of my daughter. I, and I speak for Salima also, feel
that at the time, because of her tender age, felt we
was not moved by Allah, praise be upon Him, to offer
Priya. We never thought of offering either of our
daughters at such a young age. It is Allah, in His
infinite wisdom who has chosen Priya."
"Why?"
"Because we believe that Sarah's account of the events
of last night is correct. Allah provided a miracle and
answered many prayers that night. We as well as Priya
have joy and peace about her becoming a bride."
Dad knelt down eye-to-eye with Priya, and said,
"Priya, you are such a young girl. Do you have any
fears? Do you fully understand how your life will be
changed forever? Marriage is forever, for life,
sweetheart. Sometimes, decisions such as these alter
our hopes and dreams: they can be replaced with bigger
and better ones, or all that you've ever dreamed of
may be lost forever, do you understand this?"
Priya calmly smiled and replied, "Father. I have a
papa, but if I leave my parents home to live in this
house, you will cherish me and protect me as a father,
so I will call you 'Father.'
Father, although I am young in years, I am not a
foolish baby. Yes, I do have fears: just like anyone
else, and I will help my husband in all his endeavors,
but in return, he must help me achieve some of mine.
Before I agree to marry any man, he must be willing to
help me try to be what I am capable of being:
otherwise, how may I help him prosper? I want to
finish my education and get my degree. I want the
world to see that a brown skinned Muslim girl can
contribute something of value to the world. If a man
can have a wife and do these things, why can't I? THAT
is my greatest fear: that marrying a Muslim man who
won't treat me as a person, and will snatch my dreams
away. Maybe I think in a more western approach about
women, but being Muslim shouldn't keep me from my
dreams, nor should marriage, should it?" As my father-
in-law, would you want any less for me as a daughter?
We all sat in awe of this little pixie! She'd done it
again. With every word she spoke, my love for her
deepened. Yes, she'd done it again and wrapped my
father around her little finger like toying with a
strand of her hair.
Even though she'd opened the door to his heart and
walked right in, he still couldn't comprehend a child
bride, and he asked her, "What of the duties of a
wife: the intimate duties? The things men and women
share that are sacred unto themselves?"
She blushed, smiled, and then proceeded. "I am capable
of having children, and I'm a normal young woman, with
the normal thoughts, feelings and desires of a young
woman. The fire that Allah has lit burns deep within
my heart and will certainly grow. When I am married,
it will burn just as deep in my womb for my husband.
You will have to wait for me to give you a grandchild,
but I promise you, I will."
I saw my father's tears. This was the first time in my
life I had seen my father shed a tear--for anyone or
anything--but he cried. He reached for her, and then
stopped abruptly looking at Adib for permission. Adib
nodded, and my dad held her in his arms, and said, "My
dearest child, with your words, I do believe I've been
touched by God."
My father, not accustomed to being so emotional in
front of others, coughed, as if to clear his throat,
stood, and said, "Well Joan, does it appear that we're
going to prepare for a wedding?"
Mom, wiping the tears from her cheeks smiled and said,
"I think Salima, Sarah and I can do a better job with
the wedding that you MEN can do with introductions!"
With that, everyone simply broke apart in uproarious
laughter. With the weight and brevity of uncertainty
and indecision behind us, we again retired to the
veranda for refreshments and conversations of plans
for the future.
Priya and I stepped a little ways off, and I said to
her, "We will help each other achieve our dreams
together!" With tear filled eyes, she nodded and
smiled.
Priya then looked shyly submissive at me and said, "I
know the answer in my heart," lowered her head as she
continued, "but I need to hear it from your lips..." she
paused, then looked up at me and asked, "Does my skin
color make you ashamed of me?"
I smiled at her and said, "It's a part of you and
you're beautiful. I do love you completely, but to
answer your question, I especially love how you do
wear it so beautifully."
With that, she gave me a nice 'chocolate blush,' and
giggled sweetly.
The hour was getting late, and Dad said that he and
Adib had to work tomorrow, unlike the rest of us, so
we called it a night.
Priya asked her mother if I could come over tomorrow
at 10am to begin our courtship, and Salima chuckled to
my mother saying, "They don't waste any time do they?"
My mom laughed and said, "When you get sick and tired
of him, send him home to Momma!"
With that, all the girls had a laugh at my expense.
Priya, said casually to me, "I'll dream of you
tonight, my blonde haired prince."
Salima gently grabbed her arm and said, "remember
child, be chaste and humble before Allah, peace be
unto Him, for what He giveth, He may also take away."
"Yes, Mama," she replied meekly, but she still gave me
a tender smile while saying it.
As she started to get in the car, I watched her turn
and smile before Salima directed her inside to leave.
Returning to the living room to join Mom and Dad, we
sat for a while drinking tea, and dad said, "Sean, as
happy as I am for you, and as much as I look forward
to having Priya as a daughter-in-law, I can't feel
totally at peace until I see a valid marriage
certificate in your hands."
I replied, "You will Dad... you will."
Continued in Chapter 7...
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Child Brides of India
By C. Stanton Leman
Chapter 7: Courtship (slow, rom, Mg)
After my morning ritual, I ended my morning prayers
with the supplication given me by the Imam if I was
contemplating marriage:
"O Allah! I intend to marry. Therefore destine for me
the most chaste of women and one who would, for my
sake, guard herself and my property. Who shall be most
auspicious for increase in sustenance and bounties.
Then from her womb bestow a pure child who would be my
sweet reminiscence in my life and after my death."
The only word I changed in my supplication was the
word son. I felt that a child, of either sex, would be
my sweet remembrance in life.
I arrived at breakfast to smiles, and teasing looks,
with my mom being the usual agitator, saying things
like, "Sean's gotta girlfriend, dah-dah-dee-dah-dah,"
giggling all the while.
Dad, only slightly amused, just shook his head, and
continued reading the paper while he ate.
Finished with breakfast, Dad headed off to the office
and I was about to leave also when Mom said, "Sean,
all kidding aside, don't rush things, and be
understanding of her and her family, OK?"
"I will Mom. I'm kinda nervous, like the first day of
high school. Silly isn't it?"
"No son, it isn't. Just like then, I assure you that
you'll be just fine. Now go! You're keeping a
beautiful girl waiting! Bye! Love you"
"Bye Mom, love you too." With that I left for Priya's
home.
I arrived at Priya's a little before ten. They lived
in a housing complex supplied to government workers.
It wasn't anything like our big home, kind of like an
American townhouse: neat, simple, but basic. I rang
the bell, and Salima answered the door and invited me
in. We exchanged the obligatory Muslim greeting, and
Salima directed me to the dining room, where Priya was
sitting at the table. Their home was comfortable and
clean, but spartan.
We gave each other the salaam greetings and sat.
Salima told me that Sarah had gone to her grandmothers
for the week, and then said she'd get us some tea and
stepped to the kitchen. Where we were seated at the
table, we were in plain view of her mother while she
worked.
Priya sat with her head slightly bowed, but said
nothing. I silently gulped, thinking "OK chicken, I
think she wants you to start talking." So I sat up in
my chair and said, "So," (great start asshole!),
"You'll have to excuse me, but I'm a little nervous."
She said, "But why? I won't bite you... yet," giggling
at the end.
"Whoa!" I thought, "I think I'm gonna be a henpecked
husband!" That got me moving, so I said to her, "I
don't mind, just be gentle with me, promise?"
She replied, "I'm sorry for being so forward. I'm
nervous too, and it just slipped out. I really meant
nothing by it. Sometimes I try to overcompensate for
my insecurities."
"Forget it. I do too. As for insecurities, after
seeing you on several occasions, I haven't noticed any
insecurity problems. In fact, I'm beginning to think
you are more adept and secure than I am."
"Oh, but you're wrong! I'm very shy and insecure
inside, its just that all my life I have had to be
tough on the outside to hide my pain and fears to keep
from having more taunts heaped upon me."
Looking down, she continued, "Ever since I was a
little girl, and went outside to play with other kids,
I have been teased because of the color of my skin,
and it continues until today. I've had to work harder,
and try my best to prove to those around me that I'm
smarter, quicker, and more assertive to convince
others I'm a good and decent person despite being
dark.
One of the reasons my heart is filled with joy and
love for you is that you see right into my soul. My
soul is the real me. Inside, there is only a girl with
love to give. Sean, please don't be displeased with me
for speaking so openly from the heart, but that's how
I feel, and it feels I'm bursting out and can be
totally free with you without shame."
I looked at her and said, "I know your skin color has
been your greatest burden. I'm overjoyed that you know
I love you anyway, But let's put this issue to rest
and look forward. I don't ever want you to feel again
that your color affects how I feel about you. In fact,
I think your skin color is beautiful. I can't imagine
you being any other way. Besides, I simply adore your
'chocolate blushes'!"
(A beautiful chocolate blush!)
Moving on to lighter fare, we talked about school, our
perceptions and experiences academically. I learned
that we had pretty much the same issues and
insecurities, particularly that having to compete and
interact with peers much older than ourselves.
I was surprised to find out that her family had only
one old computer that the girls used for homework, and
I couldn't believe that it ran on Windows '98! I vowed
to correct this, and soon.
We were on a roll, joking and laughing about similar
incidents in our academic life until I asked her about
her mental aptitude. I asked her if she knew what her
IQ was, and she halted, and then softly said, "Does it
matter?"
Puzzled, I replied, "It's not a big deal, I was just
curious, that's all. Mine is 142."
She looked down submissively, and said, "Mine's kinda
higher."
"145?"
"Higher"
"149???"
Almost audibly, she softly said, "A little higher."
"151????"
"152. Oh Sean, please don't hate me!"
I laughed, which made her look at me puzzled when she
said, "Why is that so funny?"
Still laughing, I said, "I'm wondering what it'll be
like trying to keep up with you for a lifetime!" (I
KNOW I'll be henpecked!)
Yes! Another chocolate blush!
Then she said, "You really don't mind?"
"Why should I mind? My mom always said 'Behind every
successful man is a smart woman telling him what to
do!'"
With that, Priya, and even Salima, burst out laughing;
she'd been eavesdropping the whole time!
The three of us ate lunch and Salima told me a lot
about Priya's childhood, how she's always been very
sensitive and empathetic towards other, and being so
sensitive, is the reason she blushes so much.
I saw pictures of her as a baby and growing up. With
each new detail I learned about her, my feelings for
deepened.
I told Priya, with her mother present, that I also
would like to see her get her degree. I told her that
I would put it in our prenuptial agreement, which
would basically be her dower from me to her, that we
would also forgo having children until she had
completed school. She had tears of happiness when I'd
promised her this.
She was embarrassed a little when Salima told her that
she'd made an appointment with her doctor on Saturday,
three days hence, to have Priya put on birth control
immediately so that she's be safe in time for the
wedding.
It was getting close to dinnertime, and I thought the
last topic of discussion was enough for the day, so I
asked Salima if she and Priya would like to come over
to my home tomorrow at about the same time, and they
agreed.
The rest of the evening went pretty quietly, at dinner
and afterwards. I asked my mom about tomorrow, and she
was delighted, so I bowed out for the night, said my
prayers and supplications and went to bed. Sleep came
quickly and very peacefully.
Priya and Salima arrived at ten am with the usual
customary greetings and we headed to the veranda to
talk. My mom pulled out a couple of family albums she
carries abroad with her. She said it was like carrying
a piece of home wherever she went.
So now, it was Priya's turn to see photos of me
growing up, and to my embarrassment, Mom (being the
stinker she is) showed a blushing Priya my first nude
photo (at two moths old).
I kinda got 'weeded out' of the conversation when it
turned to female chat about children and upbringing,
ways to organize a home and such. I just sat there
taking it all in, with an occasional reply when called
to do so. Mom, again poking fun at the men folk said,
"Men are harder to train than the children; sometimes
they don't play well with others, throw tantrums, and
they require a lot more nose wiping and cuddles."
Leave it to Mom...
The next day was Friday, and our holy day of prayer,
so Priya and I didn't meet.
On Saturday, Priya had her doctor's appointment. We'd
made arrangements for me to come over on Sunday, so I
went shopping. I'd earlier called our company's
computer supplier and told him what I needed. I bought
a high-end desktop with a 22" flat monitor, a
multifunction printer, a compact computer desk, and
two super fast laptops with high speed wireless cards:
one for Priya and one for Sarah to use for and at
school. All the computers were fully loaded.
I needed a cell phone; so again, I went to our
company's supplier and got Priya and I new cell phones
with all the bells and whistles. I felt like a little
kid in a candy store: Sunday would be a 'Muslim
Christmas!'
When I arrived at Priya's about ten am, Adib answered
the door. After our greeting, I asked him to help me
carry in some boxes. He quizzically helped with the
booty, asking "What's all this?"
After greeting Priya and her mother, I turned to Adib
motioning everyone to look, "This, is the American
custom of Christmas--in-June!"
I asked Salima to tear the paper covering off the
boxes, and the room filled with gasps and cheers. I
then handed Priya her two gifts to unwrap. When she
saw the picture of a cell phone on the box she
"EEEEKKK'ed" and fumbled, trying to open the box.
"I'll show you how to use it in a minute," I told her,
"Open the other package." She tore the paper away like
a 5 year-old on Christmas day! When she realized it
was a laptop, without thinking she leapt to her feet
and wrapped her arms around my neck in a strangling
hug. Instinctively, I wrapped my arms around her. She
was so small, my arms went completely around her, and
I had a tiny, soft breast in each hand. Feeling a
twitch in my loins, I quickly started to firm. I
caught my self, and lowered my arms to her waist, just
reveling in holding my little pixie,
Adib smiled, then with an "Ahem," Priya realized what
she'd unconsciously done, and there it was; a nice,
deep, 'chocolate blush!'
I told Adib that I'd have an IT guy from the company
over to do any necessary wiring, and that I'd make
sure I got him a high speed connection also. I pulled
Adib aside and told him that Sarah's present was also
a laptop for school, but to let her be surprised.
After spending about 5 minutes showing Priya how to
use the phone, she set it aside to fire up the laptop
and play. While Priya was engrossed with the laptop, I
explained that we all understand what education means,
and that the proper tools mean better results. He
wanted me to take it all back, but I told him it was a
gift to my new family, nothing more.
The next morning, after arriving at Priya's, Salima
told me that Sarah and her grandmother (Salima's
mother) would be there soon. There, in a corner of the
living room sat the new computer desk, complete with
computer and printer.
We'd been chatting for about 30 minutes, when Sarah
and her grandmother arrived. Salima introduced us in
the usual customarily Muslim fashion and I studied
her.
I immediately recognized where her mother, but more
precisely, Priya got their looks. She was a mature
woman of about 60 with a complexion slightly lighter
that Priya's. She had the same large, black,
expressive eyes; and the same radiant smile as Priya.
She too was only about 5 feet tall and with a petite,
but slightly rounded figure. She was dressed in
traditional Muslim dress with a hijab (a headdress
that covers the head and neck, only showing the face).
With the introductions complete, Priya and I returned
to the dining room table, sat and began to talk. The
three other women were quietly talking and giggling,
with occasional glances in my direction, so I guessed
what their topic of discussion was about.
Priya said, "They're talking about you. Your blonde
hair, blue eyes, and how handsome you are."
It was my turn to blush, and I said, "Yeah, I guess my
features can be a novelty."
The three women quieted down, and began speaking in
hand covered whispers, and then, Salima and Sarah
started to head (I guessed) to Sarah's bedroom with
her bags. Priya's grandmother looked at us, then
followed the others.
I realized, that at the moment, Priya and I were alone
and unchaperoned for the first time. So did Priya!
She quickly, as if on a lark, smiled demurely leaned
over, pulled me to her with her left hand behind my
head, and gave me a soft, lingering, closed mouth kiss
on the lips with our eyes locked on each other!
I was surprised (and suddenly hard), but then her eyes
got as big as silver dollars, and were looking towards
the living room. She slowly broke the kiss, and with
her head down, sat back down in her seat. I waited for
the end to come...
I was suddenly filled with a wave of horror expecting
that this would be the end of our courtship, and that,
because we had crossed the line, we'd broken the trust
that her family hand in her... and me. I was lost. The
softness of her tiny lips overwhelmed me, and I
reacted with passion, only to be followed by sadness
in the realization that I might never taste her again.
Her grandmother walked over to stand between us and
looked at Priya, who now had tears in her eyes. She
put her hand under Priya's chin and lifted her face to
look at her. After a moment of silence, she softly
said to Priya, "You've been a naughty girl."
"Yes, Me Ma, I'm sorry." Priya whispered bowing her
head down again.
"You, child," she began, "Are just like your
grandmother." Priya looked up in disbelief, and her
grandmother, now with a Mona Lisa type smile
continued, "And like your mother too -- but I didn't
tell you that did I?"" With that, Priya giggled,
blushed, and shook her head no.
She went on, "An old woman needs a little fun in her
life so we set you up. I caught your mother when she
was courting, as did mine, and we thought it humorous
to continue the 'tradition.' My advice to you would be
to be more careful next time," her voice becoming more
serious continued, "But don't make a habit of this, do
you understand? Your mother trusts both of you to do
the right thing."
Softly smiling at her grandmother, Priya said, "Yes Me
Ma, I understand."
Priya's grandmother looked at me, pinched a cheek in
each hand smiled, and said, "I've never kissed a
beautiful, blonde-haired boy before," and then
proceeded to gave me a soft peck on the lips!
I was stunned! Priya stared at her me ma with open
mouthed shock, then her grandmother looked at her with
a devilishly child-like grin and said, "Now, we've
BOTH been naughty, haven't we?" she giggled, and
blushed (So that's where she gets her chocolate blush
from!) She then went to the 'frig to remove some
mangos like nothing happened.
Priya and I sat in silence for a moment, trying to
recover, when the other two women suddenly entered the
kitchen: Sarah, with her hand covered mouth giggling,
and Salima with her classic Mona Lisa type smile. They
stopped, there was a moment of silence, and then
everyone broke out in laughter.
After refreshments and lighthearted conversation,
Priya gave Sarah her present. Perplexed, she opened
the package, and quietly began to cry, She was very
humbled and appreciative for the gift, thanking me
profusely while slowly running her hand over the box.
She set it aside out of politeness, waiting to indulge
herself later with her new present.
Shortly thereafter, I said goodbye to the ladies and
headed for home.
At dinner, I related Sarah's reaction to her new
laptop and the 'surprising' events of the day. After
I'd finished telling the story, both my parents
laughed, and my mom said, "I like that woman!"
After dinner, I excused myself early, completed my
evening ritual and went to bed, dreaming of our first
kiss.
Over the next week and a half, Priya and I talked of
everything under the sun; about our families,
differences in cultures and customs, our tastes in
food, but also seriously about our fears and
insecurities, and the things all of us hid from the
outside world.
We both admitted a strong reliance on our mothers, and
that we'd definitely have a marriage where our
families were an integral part. She stated that she'd
like to major in medical engineering and be a part of
bringing new treatments and procedures to medicine. We
agreed that waiting to have children was best for both
of us; her for her schooling, and me, because I didn't
feel ready to be a father yet.
At the end of the second week of courtship, I told my
parents at breakfast that I (and I was certain that
Priya felt the same) felt that it was time to ask Adib
for Priya's hand. My dad said, "Are you certain this
is what you want, are you absolutely certain?"
I replied with conviction, "Yes Dad, more than
anything else in the world!"
Mom, with tears in her eyes said, "Oh Sean. I'm so
happy for both of you!"
I called, trying to catch Adib at home before he left
for work, and was fortunate: he answered the phone. We
expressed our salaams, and then I began, "Adib, is it
possible for you to make time for us to talk about
Priya and I?"
He replied, "I could go into work late, if you'd like
to meet this morning."
"You're more than kind," I said, "I can be there in
about thirty minutes, is that alright with you?"
"I'll be waiting," he replied. We said our goodbyes,
and I left to meet with my future father-in law.
After arriving, Adib and I exchanged greetings. Priya
was sitting on the couch with her mother. Adib
motioned me to the kitchen table, while Priya and
Salima remained on the couch. Now, things would become
a ritual of formality and custom where only the men
talked of a young virgin's future.
We sat, and I, silent for a moment was trying to
dislodge the frog in my throat when Adib laid his hand
on mine and smiled. I began, "Adib, I have come to you
this morning to humbly ask for Priya's hand in
marriage. I haven't asked Priya yet, thinking it
improper to do so without your permission, but I feel
that we're of one heart."
He replied, "I give my consent and my daughter to you
in marriage. Have you considered what dower you will
present to Priya that will be acceptable for her to
accept your proposal?"
"Yes sir, in order to make my offering legally
binding, I thought I'd make our prenuptial agreement
and Priya's dower one in the same. I will stipulate in
our agreement that I guarantee to pay for, and she
will be allowed to complete her education until she
gets her degree. I also promise not to burden her with
children, so that she may concentrate on her studies.
I will set aside a trust fund for her in the amount of
ten million US dollars (audible gasps from the other
room) to have and use as she sees fit. She will not,
while we are married, ever have to touch a penny of
this money to support any part of her life unless she
so chooses. Furthermore, I will support her and our
children completely. Any interest this trust gains is
hers to keep, even in the unlikely event we divorce. I
will amend my will to name her as sole beneficiary to
my estate in the event of my death if we're still
married at the time of my death, but will amend my
will as necessary to include any and all children we
may have. Any and all children, boys or girls, will be
provided for equally in my life and in my death.
As a special wedding gift, I request that I be allowed
to pay for Priya's wedding clothes and those of Sarah
and her mother. Is this dower an acceptable gift to
Priya in your eyes?"
"As her guardian, if Priya accepts your proposal of
marriage and dower, I give my consent. It is her
decision, not mine, to either accept or reject the
offered dower. Priya? Come here."
Priya entered the kitchen with her hands folded in
front of her and looked down submissively and said,
"Yes Papa?"
He took her hands in his, and looked up into her eyes
and said, "Priya, have you heard Sean ask for your
hand?"
"Yes, Papa."
"Do you accept the dower he has offered, or does it
fall short in your eyes?"
"I accept, Papa. The proposal and the dower, it is
pleasing to me. I consent to marry."
From the around the corner, we heard a joyful squeal
(I guess there's more than one eavesdropper in this
female tribe!)
Adib, with his chest out in pride, called to Salima
and said happily "Salima, come here."
Salima entered as her daughter did, and said, "Yes
Adib?"
I spoke up and said, "I ask all of you to indulge me
for a moment and let me do this the old fashioned
western way."
I looked lovingly at Priya, and said, "I know the
formality is over, but I want to ask you personally."
I got down on one knee with Adib, Salima and now Sarah
watching. Looking up into her eyes, I continued,
"Priya, I cannot imagine a day in my life without you.
I love you with all of my heart. Will you honor me
with your love and marry me?"
Her face was beaming a warm smile, her tearful eyes
wide and bright with joy as she replied, "Yes! Yes
Sean, I'll marry you!"
With tears streaming down her cheeks, Salima said,
"Our daughter is getting married!"
I again sat, as did Priya, Salima and Sarah, and I
jokingly said to Adib, "Well, besides buying the
rings, what do we do next? I've never even been to a
Muslim wedding!"
Adib said, "First thing is to go straight to the
registrar's office to post the notice of marriage.
While waiting for you, I called him and he knows we're
coming. Then, you and Priya may go purchase your
rings, alright?"
I said, "Fine, let me call home with the news." I
pulled out my cell and dialed home. When Mom got on
the line and I told her it was official, she let out
an ear-piercing cry of joy.
I had a company chauffeur driven car waiting outside,
so Adib, Priya and I left for the registrar's office.
On the drive there, Priya was on her cell prattling on
a mile a minute in Tamil (I think) to her mother. We
went in to the registrar's office, signed the notice
and paid the fee. Leaving the building, Adib said he
was going to walk the block to work and left us.
Once in the car, Priya flung her arms around me and
kissed me hard, nearly climbing on top of me! When we
came up for breath, she pulled back in the seat, and
with the joy and anticipation every woman has about
shopping said, "Can we go home and pick up Momma and
Sarah, then pick up your mom also? They're going to
help me pick out my rings!"
"Sure, why not make it a family affair," I said
resigned.
Needless to say, I spent the afternoon being dragged
around looking at rings. They were like a bunch of
teenage girls at the mall with daddy's credit card! I
was occasionally asked my opinion, but with women,
this was their show, and I was only there as the token
groom. Priya finally settled on a beautiful 1 caret,
round cut diamond solitaire in a platinum setting, and
a platinum wedding band with a row of diamonds across
the top. She (they) picked mine out, also in platinum
that matched hers. We waited while they sized our
rings. On the way back to Priya's home, she was too
busy swooning over the ring on her tiny finger,
flashing it and tittering with the 'girls,' with me
sitting back and amusingly taking it all in.
Mom and Salima agreed to a family dinner tonight at
eight to begin the planning of a Muslim wedding.
On the ride home, Mom squeezed my arm and said, "Oooh!
This is going to be such fun!"
Continued in Chapter 8...
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Child Brides of India
By C. Stanton Leman
Chapter 8: The Wedding (slow, rom, Mg)
After a whirlwind day, beginning with me asking Adib
for Priya's hand, my proposal to Priya and her
acceptance of the Maher (dower, or gift to the bride),
signing a formal notice of marriage with the Indian
registrar's office, and culminating with the purchase
of our rings (Dad's eyes had popped when he saw the
ring), both families met at our home for dinner.
The atmosphere was one of joy and anticipation. As
soon as we were seated for dinner (Priya seated across
the table from me), I recapped the day's events to Dad
and explained what I had offered, both as a prenuptial
agreement and a dower, I asked him if he could get his
lawyer here to draw up the legal documents and he
agreed. I also explained my wedding offer to the
Haaseem women, and he was proud that I had offered.
We learned that in India, the cost of the wedding, and
receptions (one for both families to meet, and the
formal wedding reception) is borne by the groom.
Salima went through the various steps of an Indian
Muslim wedding, and it sounded surprisingly very
similar to a western wedding.
My father asked how soon Adib could furnish him with a
guest list for both events, and Adib replied, "About a
week."
Adib injected a temporary jolt of reality when he
said, "We can set a date, but it will be contingent on
the fact that no one responds to the notice and
objects to the wedding." After a moment of silence he
added, "Don't worry, like most all governmental
notices, both here and in the US, people are usually
oblivious to such things." Everyone warily agreed and
were soon again in high spirits.
It was now the first week of July, so we set the
tentative date for the 26th of August, a Saturday, for
the big event. This would have us married right before
Priya returned to school.
Dad said reserving a place for both functions wouldn't
be a problem; he'd just use the facilities the company
used for last minute functions. Mom said she'd contact
a wedding planner and caterer for planning the menus.
She also said that the tailor who had made her sari
told her that they also made custom traditional
clothing for any occasion, so the women would start
there for the clothing. Adib said he'd get the guest
list together and let Dad know as soon as he could.
The whole time, I'm wondering what's the groom
supposed to do? When I asked, Mom (the perpetual
stinker) said, "Get your credit cards ready, 'cause
the girls are going shopping! Oh, and worry! Worry
about what you'll do when your pretty little wife puts
a ring through your nose and starts training you!
Remember," wagging her finger, "I know all your weak
points!"
This brought a chocolate blush, and hilarious laughter
all around.
So, I assumed (with my great intellect), that trying
to argue with three women was wasted energy, my job
would end up being, the 'go-fer.'
Having a little under six weeks to put everything
together, Mom, the consummate hostess, said that she
didn't see any real problems, excluding the gowns.
I was surprised to learn that the bride never wears
white. White is a no-no for the bridal party, family
or guests. In India, white is the color of mourning.
Instead, the bride wears a bright color: usually red,
pink or blue. It's a sign of prosperity and good luck.
Salima said Priya would wear a wedding lehenga (a
waist to floor, flared and pleated heavy skirt, with
intricately embroidered designs, beads, and
rhinestones), a long choli, and a dupatta (or scarf-
like veil) and sandals. She would also need a dress
for her 'henna party,' and one to change into before
coming home.
She went on to explain that the other women could wear
the same or choose saris, but could not be dressed as
elegantly as the bride.
I, the lowly groom, would wear a Sherwani (a jacket-
type outer garment going to just below the knee) with
matching pants and shoes, and a kufi (a flat type
hat). I could wear a business suit to both receptions
if I chose.
We learned that both of Adib's parents were dead, and
so was Salima's father, so I told Salima to include
her mother in the shopping (naughtiness sometimes has
its rewards). Adib has one brother and sister, while
Salima has two sisters and their children and some
cousins.
My side had both sets of my grandparents, some aunts
and uncles and their children, Abby and her husband,
some of my mother and father's very close friends and
a few of mine. We estimated the wedding reception to
be about 50-80 people.
The men gravitated to the study while the women in the
living room shivered with anticipation, dollar signs
in their eyes.
I figured that I was 'on standby' until I got further
orders (maybe I shouldn't have got her that cell
phone!), so I asked Dad if I could finally go to the
office with him and begin to earning my paycheck; if
Mom is involved, I'll start married life out in
serious debt! He thought that was a great idea and
agreed. I would also arrange a meeting with the Imam
to request he perform the ceremony and ask his advice
about Muslim marriage procedures.
Anyone who's gotten married can imagine what the next
three and a half weeks were like: controlled (mostly)
chaos. Priya and I were sweating bullets (as was
everyone else) as the 30-day deadline for objections
to be filed approached, and there was an unspoken
tension about it. The day of reckoning came, and the
morning after was like suddenly knowing a great weight
had been lifted away.
The Saturday of the week before the wedding, my Dad
had all of our invited relatives, plus Abby and her
husband flown in and put up at the Crowne Plaza hotel
in New Delhi. That Monday, both of our immediate
families met at a restaurant my dad had made
arrangements with for the family pre-wedding
reception.
Priya wore a shimmering aqua colored mermaid cut
evening gown and matching headscarf and was drop dead
breathtaking! Mom wore a blue custom sari, as did
Salima in red and Sarah in emerald green. The men wore
suits.
During the course of meeting everyone (even some of my
own relatives), I introduced Priya to my first cousin
Elizabeth. She's my mom's eldest sister's daughter.
She was accompanied by her seven-year-old daughter,
Emma, whom I'd never met.
Liz introduced us to Emma, a lovely little girl, not
quite four feet tall with shoulder length blonde hair
worn in ringlets. She wasn't overweight or plump, just
kinda fleshy. Her face was slightly round with a cute
button nose and a sprinkling of light freckles across
her high cheekbones and nose, all laid upon alabaster
skin that framed her sweet, pink-lipped smile.
She was dressed, surprisingly, in a little dress sari
in Pastel pink. Her sandaled tiny pinkish white toes
poked out of the bottom of her sari. She looked at up
at Priya with silver dollar eyes and said, "You're
sooo bee-uuu-tee-ful! Can I stay with you? Momma, can
I git married too?"
We all laughed at her childish innocence, and Liz
said, "Someday baby, someday."
Priya bent over a little to her eye level and said,
"Sure you can stay with me! I'm a little scared
meeting all these people, would you hold my hand and
be my best friend tonight? Would you like to meet my
momma?"
Emma jumped up and down, clapping her hands saying "Oh
yes! Let's go! I'll be the bestest friend ever!"
With that, Priya and Emma giggled off hand in hand
towards Salima and my mother.
My Dad came over about the time Liz had finished
introducing Emma to us, and said, "How's things going
Liz? How do you feel?"
"I'm fine, John, thanks for asking. I have my good
days and bad ones too."
Dad explained, and I was sad to learn that Elizabeth
was trying to raise Emma by herself after Jack, her
husband, died six months ago and was also fighting
breast cancer at the same time. He said that Mom had
Emma's sari made to brighten her up and make this trip
a memorable experience.
Despite a few cultural faux pas, it was a warm and
friendly evening and really nice to meet Priya's
relatives. Even though our side was already informed
of Priya's age, there were a few initial gasps at her
size and color. These quickly faded away with Priya's
ever charming way of dealing with these issues: she'd
been doing it all her short life. She took it in
stride, moving effortlessly around the room with Emma
glued to her side, holding her hand.
As I lovingly watched Priya with Emma by her side, I
not only reveled in Priya's beauty, I also couldn't
help but notice that she was just a little taller and
not much bigger than Emma. They were both beautiful
girls, but totally opposite in their beauty. The
contrast was striking; Priya's milk chocolate brown-
skinned hand holding Emma's alabaster white, Priya's
long blue-black hair against Emma's shorter, soft
cream-colored blonde.
Then, I wondered... why was I even thinking of such a
thing: comparing a normal, 7 year-old little girl,
totally innocent of adult things to an intellectually
and emotionally precocious 11 year-old lolita? But
then, would it be that much of a stretch to make love
to a child such as Emma? Would I, or more importantly,
could I desire such a thing? Am I trying to
rationalize or justify some deep, dark, unknown
perverted desire? This whole train of thought was very
distracting and unsettling, so I banished it from my
consciousness and continued the evening.
With the family party behind us, Priya was excited and
looking forward to her Mahendi, or henna party. A few
days before the wedding, the men meet at the groom's
home for an evening for conversation and fun, while at
the bride's home, her female family members and
cousins meet to apply turmeric paste to the bride to
bring out the glow in her complexion. A family member
or an artist paints intricate and detailed designs on
the bride's hands and feet in henna while the bride
and woman folk sing and dance to traditional songs,
and have an evening of frivolity. The bride and groom
can no longer communicate until the wedding, and the
bride cannot leave the house until her wedding day.
One of the bride's cousins applies a dot of henna to
the groom's palm. This would take place on Thursday,
two days before the big day.
All of the relatives that Dad put up in the hotel
enjoyed a few days of sightseeing before the wedding.
Thursday evening, about seven, I drove Mom over to
Priya's for the henna party. Mom was excitedly
welcomed into the house, but a little pixie pipsqueak
about five or six abruptly stopped me. She stood at
the door with Sarah behind her. I tried to get a peek
at Priya, but Sarah and said pipsqueak stepped outside
and closed the door. Sarah said, "I'm the translator,
and this is my cousin Aleeya."
I looked down (almost straight down) at a tiny little
Indian girl with long black hair tied back in a
ponytail. She was looking straight up at me with a
smile and her hand behind her back, so I smiled back
and said "Hi!" She said something in Tamil (I think),
and Sarah said, "She says you're not allowed to see
her, so stick out your hand."
Poking a little fun at the bossy little imp, I said,
"Why, what's in your hand?" Sarah translated.
She lowered her head a little and looked up at me
through her lashes with a devilish grin, and spoke
again. I looked at Sarah, who laughingly said, "She
says she's not gonna tell you, but if you don't do as
she says, she'll stick a big, fat cobra in your hand!"
Laughing, I said, "Well, we don't want any cobras do
we?" I extended my right hand to her.
She took it, turned it palm up and pulled my fingers
open. With the tip of her tongue sticking out of the
corner of her mouth, she concentrated in painting a
nice dime-sized dot in the middle of my palm. When
finished, she looked up at me and grinned, spoke and
turned to run into the house. Sarah said, "She says
bye cousin, see you later." With that, Sarah curtly
spun and disappeared inside leaving me standing
outside, with my hand extended and an open palm of wet
henna. I marched myself, open palm and all to the car
and went home to my evening of frivolity.
The evening's festivities ended around midnight, and
Mom got home around one. Dad and I were sitting in the
study talking. Mom came in all giggly and happy, when
Dad said, "Well, did you girls paint her up good?"
Mom said, "You bet! Yep, she's a painted Indian
alright!" We all laughed at her pun.
Dad said, "Well, what else did you all do?"
Mom still bubbly said, "Oh, we sang songs, danced and
had a wonderful time picking on the bride, especially
by her grandmother. I really like that woman! She may
be up in age, but she's as naughty as schoolgirl!"
"What do you mean?" I asked.
Mom went on, "Well, when the little ones went to bed,
we were teasing Priya about her wedding night. You
should have seen her, Sean: she was a continual blush!
Anyway, all the girls were asking her questions like
'have you held hands?' and 'what's he kiss like?' but
Priya would just blush and wouldn't say anything.
We all let her alone about it for a few minutes, then,
out of the blue her grandmother said, 'Just looking at
him, I bet he's got soft lips!' She must of caught
Priya right when she was thinking of Sean and she
swooned out 'Yes, very soft lips!' Well, with that,
Priya was embarrassed and blushed into oblivion that
she'd revealed kissing you, and we all cracked up.
Priya's grandmother wouldn't cut her any slack. Salima
and I saw that twinkle in her eye, because after the
laughter died down, she said, 'Ya know...' then she
looked up like she was going to give some wise
grandmotherly advice and said 'Ya know what they say
about a man with soft lips, don't cha?' Playing along,
we all slowly nodded with Priya looking wide-eyed all
around waiting to find out what everyone else
pretended to know. Her grandmother said, 'Salima! You
didn't tell her, I'm ashamed of you! Well Priya, I
guess I have to break the bad news.' She shook her
head a couple of times going tsk, tsk, tsk and then
said, "Well... they say a man with soft lips has a
tender heart,'" and my mom held up her hand with two
fingers about an inch apart imitating Priya's me ma
and said, "and a teeny, weeny pee-pee!" Well, with
that, I almost pissed myself!"
Dad nearly fell off the chair laughing, while I just
shook my head and smiled. I then had to laugh knowing
it was a harmless joke about my manhood; and it was
funny!
After my parents had dried their eyes, and reseated
themselves, Mom said, "Seriously though, you should
see the artistry and intricate detail of the designs:
it's absolutely phenomenal!
Sean, you're in for a big surprise on your wedding
night! They painted both of your names in her hands,
and you don't get to sample the goods until you find
'em both! Good luck pal, you may not be getting any!"
After some more ribbing, Dad exchanged some of the
men's ribbing to mom. He said, "Yeah, they did some of
the same to Sean."
Mom, like a giddy schoolgirl said, "Oooh, do tell!"
Dad said, "Adib didn't think it was as funny as
everyone else, but he took it in stride."
Mom said, "John, out with it, will ya?"
"Well," Dad started, "Adib's brother Mahmoud, was
teasing Sean about Priya's skin color. At first, Sean
started to get upset, then Mahmoud said, 'Be
lighthearted Sean, we all love Priya, and wouldn't
insult her, just joke a little.' with that, Sean
seemed to lighten up.
He put his arm around Sean's shoulder and said, 'You
know, there's a reason we've all married light skinned
women; do you know why?' Sean says "I don't know, but
I guess you're gonna tell me.' And Mahmoud says,
'Well, it's like this...' he then took a drink of tea
and continued, 'A long time ago there was this feared
Indian prince. He was well renown for his sexual
energy, and had 100 concubines. One night, one of his
wives displeased him so he divorced her. The next day,
he ordered a search throughout all of India for the
most beautiful woman in the land. After months of
inspecting young virgins and rejecting them, they
finally brought him a beautiful young, dark skinned
girl: just like Priya! The prince said 'She is truly
lovely, but why is her skin so dark?' His servant
cunningly whispered, 'Because she's a goddess of
desire; her desire burns so hotly within her, it has
darkened her skin!' The prince was amazed! He said,
'If this be true, I may have no need of 100
concubines, true?' 'Yes,' the servant replied. So the
prince married her immediately and took her to bed.
Once naked and in bed, she delighted him into a
trance. Her soft, tender touch masked her ability to
tie him hand and foot to the bed. For 30 days and 30
nights all throughout the palace could be heard her
moans of ecstasy and the prince's pleas for sexual
release. She rode him like a Bedouin slicing the
desert wind on his noble Arabian steed.
When they finally emerged from the bedchamber, he
crawled out on all fours with her astride, as if
riding a horse. She rode him to the throne room where
she sat upon his throne with him at her feet, sucking
her toes.'
Mahmoud finished his tale, 'And THAT my new nephew, is
why we don't marry dark skin girls. Do you
understand?'"
By now, Dad wad beginning to laugh, almost unable to
continue. He calmed himself enough to continue and
went on, "Well, Sean just looked at him and said,
'What? I don't get it.' Mahmoud, clasped Sean's face
at the ears with his hands, and looking directly into
his eyes, said, 'My nephew, you are wealthy and have a
company empire to run, do you want your eleven year
old, dark skinned goddess turning you into a toe
sucking pussy and taking over your fortune?'"
With THAT, Mom fell off the chair laughing and
clasping her crotch with both hands exclaimed, "Oh God
no! I'm pissing myself!"
When we had stopped laughing enough to coherently
talk, Mom said embarrassingly, "Well, I think I should
take me and my wet panties upstairs and get ready for
bed." She was still shaking her head and laughing.
Dad rose from the sofa, took hold of Mom's hands,
helping her up said, "Boy Joan, you really made a
mess! Just look at the carpet, there a big wet spot!"
She replied playfully, "If you promise not to punish
me Daddy, I won't turn you into a toe sucking pussy.
By the way, I already have your fortune!"
That started the laughing fits all over again. We all
silently agreed that they had milked as much frivolity
out of the evening's festivities as they could, so we
all went off to bed, with Mom walking up the stairs,
wet from waist to toe.
The day of the wedding, as with all weddings the world
over, was hectic. The ceremony and reception were both
being held at a reception hall that Dad had arranged
for through the company. The ceremony itself was to
begin at four pm.
I had to be at the hall about two to go over the final
details of the Nikah (formal wedding ceremony) with
the Imam, so I paced and fidgeted around the house
until about noon, then decided to shower and get
ready.
Mom had dressed in a beautiful silk lehenga/choli of
lime green with a matching dupatta and looked radiant.
She had left with my father to go to the hall earlier
to ensure all was right with the arrangements.
I met with the Imaam, and we went over the ceremony
ritual. He told me to be certain that in the
declaration and acceptance, they must both be made in
perfect tense, or the contract would be invalid.
Around three, people were starting to arrive, so the
waiters were holding all of the groom's guests outside
the hall. I gathered Mom and Dad, and we went outside
to greet them.
Priya arrived with her family and quickly went inside
so fast that I only caught a glimpse of her. Salima
and Sarah were dressed as Mom was, but Salima was in
red, and Sarah in dark blue.
A small band of musicians appeared, and began to play,
at which point the groom's Baarat (or family
entourage) are welcomed to the wedding hall. For the
formal Muslim ceremony, the women and men were
separated. As is the custom, the sister of the bride,
Sarah, was welcoming my family by going around
tickling, teasing and poking the guests with a
flowered baton. Usually, the bride's brother and the
groom share a glass of sherbet, but Mahmoud, Priya's
uncle stood in.
Priya stepped forward, and I saw her for the first
time: she looked like a princess of a lost Indian
dynastic age. She was wearing a shocking pink lehenga
and long choli with intricate embroidery work
encrusted with silver sequins and stones that
shimmered like diamonds. Her head was covered with a
pink, translucent crepe dupatta with a border matching
the same color and craftsmanship of her lengha. On her
henna painted feet, she wore sandals that also looked
jewel encrusted.
Through the dupatta, I could see her pink tinted
smiling face and a headpiece with what looked like a
single string of diamonds ending with a ruby hanging
from the center of her head and dangling in the center
of her forehead. She had dangle earrings that looked
like a bangle of diamonds with a center ruby on each
ear. She was also wearing a necklace that had large
diamond hoops, with diamond stringers hanging in front
at varying lengths to form a "V" in the center of her
chest with a ruby at each stringer's end. Her wrists
were adorned with bangle bracelets of silver and
jewels.
I started to cry she was so beautiful, and all in our
family's party were gasping at the vision before us.
Little Emma tried to run to her, but was caught by my
Mom and returned to Liz's side. A veil of flowers was
then placed on each of our heads, and then we were led
to the area where the ceremony would take place.
The Imaam waited until the room was quiet, and then
began. Priya and I were positioned about two feet
apart with Priya to my left, and Adib standing next to
her on her left.
The Imaam, addressing the crowd, said, "Since Muslims
are aware of the steps and precepts of a Muslim
wedding, there's no need for explanations, but for the
benefit and understanding of our non-Muslim guests, I
will offer an outline.
The official Muslim marriage is legalized in two
steps: the declaration and the acceptance. Since the
bride is a virgin and underage, she cannot make a
declaration; it has to be made for her by her
guardian, but she must give her acceptance of her
dower and consent to be married. Once this is
completed, and the bride and her guardian, groom and
witnesses sign the dower agreement. Once this is done,
then the groom, guardian, followed by the two
witnesses and the bride will sign the Nikaahnama,
which is the document that registers their marriage.
After this is completed, then the rest of the ceremony
is very much like western weddings. Alright then,
let's begin."
After a litany of prayers and readings from the Koran,
Imaam looked at Adib, he said, "Today we will witness
a solemn pledge between Sean Michaels and Priya
Haaseem. I ask you now in the presence of God and this
congregation to declare your intent."
Adib began, "I have given my youngest virgin daughter,
Priya Haaseem to Sean Michaels in marriage."
Imaam to Priya, "Do you accept Sean Michaels as your
husband with the dower that you have agreed upon?"
Priya replied, "I have accepted and espoused myself to
him."
Imaam to me, "Do you accept Priya Haaseem as your
wife?"
I replied, "I have accepted."
Priya then stepped forward with her father, and Adib,
followed by Priya, signed her dower/prenuptial
agreement, then I signed, the witnesses signed and I
returning it folded and in the envelope to her.
Then, I signed the Nikaahnama, then Adib, followed by
our witnesses, my Dad and Mahmoud, and finally by
Priya.
Imam said some more readings and the blessing of the
rings. He nodded to me, and I took the ring from my
dad, and repeated after him:
"Priya, I give you this ring as a symbol of our vows,
and with all that I am, and all that I have, I honor
you. In the name of God, The Most Gracious, The Most
Merciful. With this ring, I thee wed."
Priya then took my ring from her father and said
"Sean, I give you this ring as a symbol of our vows,
and with all that I am, and all that I have, I honor
you. In the name of God, The Most Gracious, The Most
Merciful. With this ring, I thee wed."
After some more readings, the Imaam finished with, "In
as much as you have each pledged to the other your
lifelong commitment, love and devotion, I now
pronounce you husband and wife, In the name of God,
The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
Those whom God has joined together let no one put
asunder.
God bless you and the congregation."
With that, everyone clapped and cheered. All the
guests were separately seated for dinner by sexes, and
the women of Priya's family immediately fetched us
both.
We ate the lavish meal my Mom had so beautifully and
expertly planned. Then, Priya and I were snatched up
by Priya's women folk and seated on pillows about
three feet apart with the Koran placed between us.
Priya's grandmother said "Don't look directly at her,"
she then handed me a mirror and said, "Use only the
mirror to view her," then moved away.
Under the direction of Imaam, all the women prayed for
me and offered their salaams and I returned their
salaams.
We then stood, and Adib took Priya's hand and placed
it in mine, and said, "Son, she is my baby, take good
care of her."
I replied, "I promise Adib, I promise."
It is ceremony, according to the Koran, for the groom
to take his bride away after dark. The bride's mother-
in-law is supposed to open the door to her new home,
and hold the Koran over her head as she passes through
the door to begin a new life. The sun had set outside.
It wasn't black out, but considered fit. My mother got
into the car in front of our limo, and left for home
to be waiting.
All the wedding guests followed us out to the car,
cheering us on as we started a new life. I opened the
curbside limo door and let Priya climb in and spread
her lavish skirt out then went around to the other
side and climbed in. She lifted her veil, and I saw my
new bride's face for the first time uncovered. We
looked at each other and smiled, but something seemed
out of place: she was too subdued.
As I looked in her eyes, they welled up and a single
tear rolled down her cheek. She then, without saying a
word, looked down. I gently put my hand under her chin
and lifted her face to look at me. I leaned down and
kissed her small quivering lips. It was a loving and
chaste, lingering closed mouth kiss. I said, "What's
wrong my little princess bride?"
She was looking and toying with her rings, twirling
them with her henna painted fingers and said, I'm
married... I'm really married and your wife."
"Yes sweetheart, we're really married. Are you OK?" I
asked her softly.
"Father was right: things ARE forever changed."
I suddenly remembered her telling my dad that she'd
call him father, and that he'd told her that marriage
was forever. I said to her, "Yes, everything has
changed. There are verses in the Bible that say,
'There's a time and a season for everything: a time to
cry, a time to laugh, a time to love, and a time to
marry.' It's our time now to begin a new life...
together."
She said, almost whispering, "I will never go home
again and sleep in my bed, or feel the comfort of my
own pillow, or say goodnight to Sarah, or to Momma and
Papa."
"Do you want me to get your mother? Do you feel you've
made a mistake; are you afraid that it's not yet your
time?"
"No, I haven't made a mistake. I made a covenant with
God and pledged my love, my life, my body and all that
I am to you! I love you my husband, and would die for
you, and I will die loving you. It's just that I
realize that in order to begin my new life with you as
your wife, I must close a door and leave my childhood
and family behind. Please don't be angry with me, or
think of me as a foolish child."
Trying to ease her distress, I softly laughed and
said, "But my dear, for all your precociousness you
are still a child in more ways than one. I'm not
angry, nor am I disappointed in you. I only want you
to be happy and look forward to your new life with joy
and hope, knowing that we look to each other for the
things we sought from our parents.
There are things in our hearts we've kept from our
parents, but we're soul mates, we're now one person;
when one of us hurts or is sad, the other feels it,
when one of us is happy and joyful, the other shares
that also. There will always be doors in our lives
that we, and only we, with Allah's help, can choose to
open or close. You and I reached one of those points
today. I closed the door you're facing now the moment
I first looked into your eyes, and I did it with joy.
Look into your heart Priya, at the love that Allah has
blessed us with and moved you to make the vows you
proclaimed to God, to me, and our families. If that
love burns true, Allah will still your heart with His
peace, and if you look deep again in your heart, He
will have already closed the door for you."
Priya then crawled up in my lap, put her arms around
me and pressed her tiny mouth to mine. She then
relaxed, and her lips parted, and I felt her little
tongue pressing my lips. When I parted my lips, her
tiny mouth opened and I tasted the nectar I'd so
desperately desired. She tasted like the sweet, sweet
taste of purity and innocence... and yes, the sweetness
of pubescent passion.
I became erect with desire and pulled her to me
gently. When I swept my tongue under hers, she gave a
soft moan and shuddered. She broke the kiss lightly,
and pressed forward again swiping her little tongue
across my teeth then pulled away. Her face was hot and
her cheeks had slightly darkened, She laid her head on
my shoulder and said softly, "I love you Sean, I am
yours, but please be patient, let's wait a little bit
longer. I've closed a door, but we must wait. The next
door, we shall enter together will be opened by your
mother. Please, just hold me"
I held her, stroking her hair and cheek for the
remaining minutes of the ride home. I pondered our
conversation, her childish fear clinging on to remain
a child, if, but for a few moments more.
With the license to have my child bride and indulge
myself with her innocence, I knew that I loved her
beyond words, but there was more. A need. A deep, dark
need. It poked its gnawing head from the closet of my
unconscious mind as I remembered watching her and Emma
together. Is there a demon lurking within; watching,
waiting, searching for a way to consume and destroy
me? As I again pushed my gnawing unsettled feeling
back into the closet of my unconsciousness, I asked
myself. "Is there a Jekyll and Hyde part of me that
I'm trying to deny exists?"
All I can think about right now is that I want her. I
so desperately need her, and soon, I shall have her.
Continued in Chapter 9...
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Child Brides of India
By C. Stanton Leman
Chapter 9: Wedded Bliss (Mg, rom, cons, oral, ws,
anal)
As the limo pulled onto our street, Priya settled
herself back on the seat and straightened her Lengha.
She turned to me, and her warm, inviting smile had
returned. She giggled, and then gave me a quick
passionate kiss, finishing by gently biting my tongue.
She then said, "I love you, Sean Michaels!"
I replied, "And I love you, Priya Michaels!" Finally!
Her first, married 'chocolate blush!'
As we pulled up the drive to the house, Mom opened the
door, and stood with the Koran in her hand. Once
stopped, I exited the limo and went around and opened
the door to retrieve my new bride.
Priya took my hand and stepped out of the car and
smiled, first at me and then at Mom. We walked hand in
hand to the porch, she let out a startled squeak when
I scooped her featherweight body up in my arms and
said, "Its a western custom to carry the bride over
the threshold."
"That's nice," she replied, "You can carry me
anytime!"
I stepped to the doorway, and Mom held the Koran over
her head and we stepped through. Mom kissed Priya on
the cheek and said, "Priya, welcome to your new home
and a new life!"
We kind of struggled, the three of us, getting into
the hallway from the foyer with Mom back pedaling,
still holding the Koran over Priya's head, but we
managed. We were all laughing when I settled Priya on
her feet, and then we went into the living room. Mom
had made some tea, and we drank as she prattled on
about what a beautiful bride Priya was and how moving
she thought the ceremony was.
I knew Priya probably wanted to change into something
more comfortable, so I took her upstairs and showed
her to our bedroom. She blushed when we entered and
she saw the bed, so to make her feel more at ease, I
showed her where her clothes had already been put
away. I then said, "I'll let you change, I'll be
downstairs with Mom, OK?"
She replied, "Thanks for being so patient with me,
I'll be down in a few minutes. I love you."
"I love you too," I replied. I then left the room
closing the door behind me and headed downstairs to
the living room.
Talking with Mom, I related the events in the limo on
the way home. She was visibly concerned and said to
me, "Sean, be very, very patient with her. She may not
be ready tonight, so take it slow and be gentle with
her. I want you to make her first time something
she'll cherish. Make this her night and about pleasing
her.
I'm sorry son, but I can't give you any advice about
making love to a girl this young. If she's ready, and
as long as you're patient enough to get her aroused,
going through puberty with her hormones raging, she'll
react like any normal woman: maybe more passionately.
Just don't push her, do you understand?"
"Yes Mom, I do."
"Good. She's your wife, Sean. Kindling the passion
that will last her entire life begins with tonight.
Hush, I think she's coming now."
Priya stepped into the living room wearing an emerald
green, hand painted sari with sandals on her henna
painted feet. Her hair was still pinned up, and I
couldn't wait to see her luxurious long hair down for
the first time.
Priya came and sat next to me and laid her hand on my
thigh, and said, "I know this may sound funny, but I
just realized something."
Mom said, "What's that?"
Priya giggled and said, "I just realized, I don't need
a chaperone any more!"
We all laughed, and Mom put in, "That's right baby,
you can be as naughty as you want! Just like your Me
Ma!"
Priya giggled, blushed and said, "Yes, I'll have to
find out if what she said is true!"
Mom busted out laughingly said, "You go girl!" By the
way, doesn't Sean have a task yet to perform?"
Giggling, Priya said, "Yes he does." Looking at me and
upturning her painted palms, she said, "Before you can
ravage and defile me, you have to find both of our
names: one on each palm. Ready to start?"
"Sure," I said, "How hard can it be?" Both women
looked at each other and smiled.
The artistry and detail of the designs was mind-
boggling! Have you ever tried to find a brown button,
on the forest floor during full-blown autumn? I looked
and I looked. I was looking for half and hour before I
found Priya's name in her right palm, and it took me
another 15 minutes to find mine in her left.
We all laughed, and I jokingly said to Priya, "The
task is finished, and I await the prize. Are you ready
to be ravaged and defiled?"
Playfully swooning and laying her forearm across her
face, she looked at Mom and said, "Oh dear Madam! Is
there no one present to protect this child and her
virtue?"
Mom and I looked at each other, and I think we both
realized at the same time that Priya was initiating a
charade to conceal her anxiety. Playing along, we then
both looked at her and said, "Nope."
Bowing her head between her outstretched, crossed arms
as if a slave, she said, "Doom, O doom! I am to be
speared and my honor torn asunder! Please be merciful
and use a small dagger instead."
Chuckling, I dastardly replied, "Me thinks I shall use
the broadsword instead, off with you now to the
bedchamber!"
With that, I grabbed her outstretched hands and pulled
her to the floor. Continuing the charade, I slowly
pull her to the stairs with her walking on her knees.
When we reached the living room doorway, she jumped to
her feet and into my arms, laying her head in the nape
of my neck, she softly said, "Carry me please."
Mom had tears in her eyes, and she simply gave me a
nod, and I turned to carry my bride upstairs.
Once in our bedroom, I sat Priya down on the love seat
in the attached sitting room. I kissed her and said,
"Are you ready to consummate our love?"
She touched the side of my face with the palm of her
hand and softly replied, "I'm a woman in name, and
now, I'm ready to become a woman in life," then gave
me a nice 'chocolate blush' and shyly smiled.
There is one last Muslim tradition concerning the
wedding night. The groom washes the bride's feet in a
washbowl, and then sprinkles some of the water around
the room. Then both the bride and groom say some
specific prayers.
I arose and went to the bathroom to retrieve the
washbowl and towel, and then returned to her in the
sitting room.
As I removed the sandals from her tiny feet, I
remembered how I had memorized every detail of her
tiny foot the first night we met. The tops of her feet
were now covered with intricate henna designs, and I
couldn't help thinking that they looked even more
erotic, in an exotic kind of way.
I kissed her left foot on the top of her toes, and
then removed the sandal from her right foot, and
repeated the kiss. I then lowered her feet into the
washbowl, slowly massaging each foot with a hand. I
then dried her feet with the towel, and as I sprinkled
the water around the bedroom, I said the following
prayer:
"O Allah! Bless me with her affection, love and her
acceptance of me; and make me pleased with her, and
bring us together in the best form of a union and in
absolute harmony; surely You like lawful things and
dislike unlawful things."
Priya then repeated the same prayer (substituting
"him" for "her").
I then placed my hand on her forehead and prayed
again:
"O Allah! I have taken her as Your trust and have made
her lawful for myself by Your words. Therefore, if You
have decreed for me a child from her, then make him or
her blessed and pious from among the followers of the
Family of Muhammad [peace be upon him and them]; and
do not let Satan have any part in him or her."
I then picked her up and walked into the bedroom. I
set her down on the edge of the bed. She was now
looking down, obviously very shy and a little
uncomfortable, so I took off my sherwani and shirt. I
sat on the bed next to her and then took off my shoes
and socks. I again stood and removed my pants leaving
me only in my boxers, and then sat beside her on the
bed. She looked at me indirectly with a blushing smile
and an embarrassed little giggle. I took both her
hands in mine and pulled her to her feet and
positioned her about 2 feet in front of and facing me,
and then let her hands fall to her sides.
Priya then looked at me and shyly smiled, then slowly
began to unwrap her sari, her eyes never left mine
until she had to untuck the end from her petticoat.
She then folded the cloth neatly, stepped to the chair
and laid it over the back. She then, with her back to
me, unbuttoned the choli. As she slowly slid it off
her shoulders to reveal her training bra, she looked
over her shoulder at me. She then folded it and put it
in the chair. With her back still towards me, she
reached around to her back, unclipped her bra, and
slowly let it fall from her shoulders. I gazed at her
tiny frame, her small shoulders and her smooth,
flawless, milk chocolate colored back. At this point,
I was so hard it actually hurt.
She then, with both hands reached up to the back of
her head, and began to unpin her hair. It fell in
pieces until the last few pins were pulled. Her hair
fell, cascading down her back to her waist like a
blue-black cloak, covering her entire back. Priya
leaned her head back and shook her head back and forth
a couple of times, spreading her long wavy mane across
her back. She then unfastened her petticoat, slowly
lowering it with one hand to the floor and stepped out
of it one foot at a time placing it folded in the
chair.
As the petticoat began to slip from her developing
hips, I could see her perfectly shaped tiny, round
butt come into view, hidden in a pair of lacey, white
panties. As she bent to step out of her petticoat, I
could see the small outline of her panty covered pussy
lips peeking out from between her legs just below her
little butt cheeks.
I don't know if it was out of fear, or shyness,
whether she did it intentionally or by accident, but
the slowness of her unveiling was so intensely erotic
to me, I had to summon all my strength not to step
over to her and fling her onto the bed!
Priya stood there for a moment, reached up behind her
head with both hands, and parted her hair in half; she
then pulling it over her shoulders to conceal her
breasts, and slowly began to turn to face me.
Throughout her entire disrobing, she didn't utter a
word. With her head and eyes down, either out of
shyness or submission, she slowly walked toward me and
stood in front of me where she had begun with her
hands folded in front covering her panty covered
jewel.
As she stood before me, I drank in every single inch
of her, starting at her dainty, henna painted feet and
slowly followed her slender, shapely legs upward. Her
thighs were thin, but well shaped, and even with her
legs closed, there was a triangular space at the top
of her thighs just under her vulva. Her hips were just
beginning to develop, and tapering slightly to her
waist. When she saw I was looking at her center, she
slowly unfolded her hands and moved them to her sides.
Although covered, it appeared that she had a
prominent, fleshy mons venerus, with plump lips that
were clearly discernable through her panties.
Her flat, smooth stomach was accentuated with a
dimpled, "innie" belly button. As my gaze traveled
upwards, her blue-black hair covered her torso and
chest completely. I saw her slender shoulders and then
her face. She smiled at me with a look of longing in
her eyes as if hanging on the edge: waiting, watching,
and even needing my approval.
I smiled softly at her and said, "I love you with all
my heart! You are the most beautiful creature I have
ever seen! You're stunning Priya!"
She smiled gently and as her tears began to drop to
the carpet, she softly said, "I love you Sean, and I'm
ready for you, but I'm frightened. I don't know what
to do, and I'm afraid I won't be pleasing to you.
Standing before you, exposed to you, I'm aware I'm
still a girl, not fully grown, and want so much for
you to be pleased with me."
I took her hands in mine and placed them on my
shoulders. I then put my hands on her hips, pulled her
slowly to me and then moved my hands up her smooth
back as she neared. She wrapped her arms around my
head as I placed my head between her hair-covered
breasts. She cradled me in her arms like a mother
comforts a child.
Once embraced, I kissed the side of her hair-covered
breast and said, "You are, my love, more than enough
woman for me. I have burned so deeply for you, and it
grows with each passing moment." I looked into her
eyes and continued, "Don't worry, my sweet, all I ask
of you is to withhold nothing from me. Tell me what
you're feeling, what you want, what you like, don't
deny or hold back what you feel, and release yourself
to experience things without restraint. Tonight is
about you: making YOU happy and pleased. If you can do
that for me, you'll give me more pleasure than I can
imagine. OK?"
"I trust you, my husband, and I promise I'll try to do
as you ask," she replied, looking down at me with a
smile.
"May I see your breasts?"
"They're small and immature: I've only started to grow
this past half year."
Gently pushing her away, I raised my hands to her
shoulders, ready to part her hair to her back. As I
started to slowly pull her hair away to expose her
chest, I said, "What you have is enough. I accept you
as you are, and I love you."
I didn't know what to expect. I'd never seen the
developing breasts of a pubescent girl and had only
fantasized about their shape and color. What I saw
made me gasp in wonder and a low groan escaped my
lips.
Priya's breasts were truly just developing. She had
about an inch of actual breast pad that conically
tapered sharply to a bulbous, puffy, dark brown areola
that was slightly tubular in shape with a rounded top,
and her unseen nipple was laying flat against the
surface of her areola. Just the palm of my hand could
cover her entire breast.
I brought my shaking hands up her stomach to cup her
tiny breasts, and when I passed the pads of my fingers
across her areola, two tiny, pencil eraser-sized
nipples immediately hardened and popped out. They
looked like two quarter sized, dark chocolate Hershey
kisses sitting on her chest
The moment my fingers made contact with her nipples,
she instinctively leaned against my hands inviting
more contact, and looking down said, "Oooh, that
tingles!" I tweaked her nipples a few moments longer
and her breathing quickened. As I brought my mouth to
her left breast, she enfolded my head in her arms and
pulled me to her. I sampled her candy like breast with
several licks: first around her areola, then across
the nipple itself before engulfing her entire breast
in my mouth, circling my tongue around her entire
breast. She moaned "Oh, God!" And I feasted some more,
moving to her other breast. She hugged my head to her
chest hard, as if trying to pull me into her with her
head down and her hair completely covering my head.
She was breathing heavily through her nose while
quivering every so often, and I felt her knees begin
to weaken.
Regrettably, I left her breasts and pulled her onto
the bed to my right. I crawled up to lay beside her
and kissed her passionately. I broke the kiss and
looked into her eyes. Priya dreamily looked like she
was in a far away place and softly uttered "Uuum.
Momma never said it would be like this."
I chuckled and said, "I guess she wanted you to find
out on your own. Your breasts may be just starting to
grow, but they sure are sensitive, aren't they? Are
you ready to continue?"
With her eyes closed and a smile on her face, she
softly replied, "Ravage and defile me, you dirty
beast!"
I started laying little kisses all over her face: her
eyes, forehead, the tip of her nose, and cheeks. As I
kissed her chin, Priya moved her arms up and laid them
above and framing her head. I then moved down her
throat and around the base of her neck leaving a trail
of kisses and little love nips. I lightly ran my
tongue up the side of her neck to the back of her ear,
and then nipped her earlobe, and Priya responded with
a soft, deep "Hmmm."
While I was planting my kisses, my hand was gently
caressing her shoulders, collarbones and the upper
part of her chest area above her breasts. Circling my
hand from under her left armpit, I noticed a couple of
fine hairs starting to grow there. I moved to the
underside of her left breast and encased it with my
hand. As I pressed her breast with the palm of my hand
in a circular motion, she lifted slightly to increase
the sensations she was feeling with an "Mmmmmm, I like
that." I moved to her right breast tracing her areola
and nipple with feather touches for a few moments and
her breathing deepened. Starting at her sternum with
my fore and middle fingers, I lightly traced a line
straight down and began to circle her navel a few
times, kissing her passionately and again returned to
suck her entire left breast in my mouth. I gently laid
my hand flat on her solar plexus and moved downward.
When my hand reached her mons veneris, the leading
edge of my middle finger slipped over the fleshy
padded precipice of her public bone, and it naturally
fell to lie at the top of her crease. She immediately
rolled her hips down into the bed, clamped her legs
together with a surprised "Oh my!" I again kissed her
deeply and she relaxed, she brought her pelvis back up
and opened her legs enough to give me the access I
desired. I cupped her whole vulva in my hand and she
moaned in my mouth. She was now breathing deeply
through her nose in quick, deep breaths. I then began
to stroke up and down her entire vulva with my middle
finger pressing into her crease and my fore and ring
fingers on her outer lips. Priya broke the kiss and
was panting audibly and began a slow sensuous rocking
of her pelvis: upward as I moved to her panty covered
vaginal entrance and gently pressing inward, and then
she'd rock her pelvis downward to increase the
pressure on her little clit as I brought my hand back
up. After several strokes back and forth, her panties
were noticeably wet, so I brought my hand up and under
the waistband and down again to her grotto.
Priya's mons was very fleshy, prominent and
indescribably soft with a small tuft of baby fine hair
at the center, right above her crease. I could feel
the pronounced upside down teardrop opening that
exposed a protruding clitoral hood with her little
button peeking out. When I touched it, she pressed
upward, quivered, and gasped. As I slid my three
fingers down the length of her lips, they felt as soft
as cashmere! She was so slick with her juices, my
middle finger slipped easily into her folds. I pressed
downward all the way to her little starred anus and
circled it. She let out a gasp and then said "Oh my!
There too? It feels nice."
I circled her anus a few more times, traced my finger
back up her perineum to her entrance and pressed in
gently. She let out a small "Ow." I felt her hymen
about a half-inch inside her entrance and pressed
against it gently. It gave a little, and I thought it
might not hurt her too much when I broke through, and
I then backed out, dragging her juices up to her clit.
When I brought the pad of my finger across her clit
and began to draw circles around it, she had lifted
her hips, quivering with each couple of circles. Her
breathing was now coming in short, deep, panting
gasps, and she was covered with a sheen of sweat when
she managed to utter, "Oh my God, I'm going to
explode!" She grabbed my hand with both of hers, and
went rigid letting out a low guttural "Uuuuuhhhh." I
cupped her vulva and gently pressed, in a circular
rubbing motion. Still rigid with her legs clamps shut,
she flinched while grunting "Unngh" about three times,
then fell limp back to the bed. I had given my eleven
year-old bride her first orgasm.
Priya had let go of my hands and hers were resting on
her thighs. She was licking her lips and panting in
gasps with her eyes still closed, trying to recover
from her first taste of orgasmic bliss. As she
regained her breathing and began to calm down, she was
saying something in Tamil in a very low soft tone. I
lifted her head and gave her a couple of sips of
water. She then opened her eyes and looked at me,
still in a fog, and said, "What was that? Did I pee
myself? I'm soaked down there! I saw lights and then
it felt like everything inside me exploded!"
I told her, "No sweetheart, you didn't pee yourself,
you wetness shows you're very excited and ready for
intercourse. That, my dear, was called an orgasm, or
cumming. How do you like your ravaging so far?"
With a giggle, Priya rolled over on top of me
straddling me and said, "Oh God Sean, I never ever
expected to feel anything like that! I like cumming a
lot!" She then must have felt the iron rod poking her
between her legs because she pushed herself up on her
elbows, looked down and said "Oh my! Is that what I
think it is?"
I smiled and said, "It sure is! I think he wants some
attention!"
With childish inquisitiveness, Priya looked at me and
said, "Can I see it?"
She rolled off of me onto her side and propped her
head up on her arm. She looked down at my tented
boxers and began tracing my cock up and down with her
hand. Looking back up at me she said, "Can I ask you
something?"
"Sure, ask me anything."
"Momma told me something last night that I didn't
understand. She said that I must never show you
disrespect and spill your seed carelessly on the
ground: what did she mean?"
I'm not sure, but I think she meant for you to take it
into your body."
"Does that mean that if you, what's that word again--
cum? That I have to make sure it goes into my vagina
every time"
There's more than one way to do what you mother
suggests to receive it, baby."
Tell me, how else can I show you respect?"
There are three ways you can receive it. First, there
is oral sex: that's when you put me in your mouth and
suck me, and when I cum, swallow it. Second, you can
receive it during intercourse, in your vagina, or,
there's also anal sex."
"Anal? You mean you put your thing in my butt?"
"Yes, some couples do that, and some women enjoy it if
it's done carefully and gently."
"Will we do that?"
"If you'd like to try it."
"I'm not sure if I'd like that, but... if it feels good,
I'd like you to teach me every way there is to please
you."
"Before we get any further, I think that now that
we're married, we can speak in terms and use words
that may sound dirty or vulgar if spoken outside the
bedroom, but is acceptable with lovers."
"Oh, you mean the nasty words like fuck?"
"Yes, that's one of them, but there's also others that
describe body parts. Such as tits or titties, your
vagina can be called a cunny, cunt, or a pussy. And
your back door is an ass or ass hole.
"I think I like cunny or pussy best."
"OK. A man's penis is called a prick, dick, cock and a
bunch of other names.
"I like cock or dick."
There are also terms for various sex acts such as with
oral sex. When a woman sucks a man's dick, it's called
fellatio or a blowjob. When a man licks a woman, it's
called cunnilingus or eating pussy."
"Can we, I mean I talk like that to you?"
"Sure, what's said between you and me is private."
"OK... Sean, can I now see your... cock?"
Who was I to deny an inquisitive child? I just smiled
and nodded.
Priya jumped to her knees and scooted down the bed.
She looked at be with a sheepish grin the slowly
reached for the waistband on my boxers. I lifted my
hips as she slowly pulled them down, catching the head
of my dick in the waistband. She giggled and pried my
boxers over my dick and it sprang free. When she'd
gotten my cock into full view, she stopped and said,
"Oh my God, Me Ma was wrong! How's that g-g-going to
fit in my little p-p-pussy? You'll split me open!"
"Don't worry too much, I think it'll fit."
She looked at me with a 'Yeah... right' kind of look and
finished pulling my boxers off. She then slowly
approached my cock with a little trepidation; she
slowly reached out with her hand and encircled it with
her tiny fingers. She played with it a few minutes,
felt all around my balls, lifting them as if to weigh
them, and then returned to slowly jerk me up and down.
"I don't think this spear with fit in my butt," she
said with a sly grin.
"You'd might be surprised," I said.
'What's that clear stuff coming out of the end?"
"That's precum, it helps lubricate things for
intercourse."
With that, she leaned forward, and with a slow,
tentative swipe of her tongue, licked the drop off.
She said, "A little salty, but I like your taste."
Priya looked up at me and said, "What do I do now,
tell me."
I told her, "Lick it like a lollipop all around the
head; the underside of that ridge that comes to a "V"
is very sensitive. When you put it in your mouth, be
very careful with your teeth: cover your teeth with
your lips."
Priya then stuck out her tongue and slowly licked
around the head, and licked up another drop of precum.
Holding the shaft about midway down my 7" length, she
then slowly opened her mouth to take me in. When her
opened mouth was directly over the head of my cock, I
felt the sudden warmth of her breath on my wet, cool
member, and I almost shot off before she took me in!
She placed her lips about midway over the head and
slid me into her mouth, and I felt her stop as her
lips slid over the helmet of my glans. I was in
sensory shock! Shock in feeling Priya's warm mouth
engulfing me, and the shock in knowing that it was an
11 year-old girl doing it! Although about 7" long, I'm
only about an inch and a half in diameter, not what
one would call thick.
Priya must have gauged how much she could fit in her
small mouth because she lowered her mouth about 3
inches to the top of her hand, and slightly gagged. I
told her, " Don't take too much at first, it takes
time and practice to take more." She nodded with my
cock still in her mouth and slowly began to swirl her
tongue around the head and back down. I noticed (and
felt) her applying a small amount of suction as she
pulled out by the slight concave shape of her cheeks.
She responded when I softly said, "A little faster,"
and she picked up a little speed. I felt my nuts start
to tighten up and I was going to warn her I was about
to come when she suddenly stopped and pulled her mouth
off of my cock!
She looked up with wet lips and said, "How will I know
when you're gonna shoot it out in my mouth?"
I was THAT close! Damn!
Gasping, trying to catch my breath, I said, "The head
will get slightly bigger in your mouth and if you cup
my balls, you'll feel them sort of draw up into my
body. When you feel that, I'm gonna shoot: just pull
back, leaving the head in your mouth and swirl your
tongue around the head."
Well, there's a good side and a bad side to
everything. The bad part was, I was close, and now,
had to build back up to the peak. The good side was I
got to do it all over again!
Priya then seemed to sense my frustration because she
lowered her mouth and starting slowly, and quickly had
me on the brink again. I again felt that tingling in
my balls, and my legs start to tighten, and I said,
"I'm gonna cum! Priya went "Hhhhhmmmmm," and with the
vibration of her reply, I fired the first shot into
the back of her throat groaning loudly, and a white
light flashing in my eyes. I guess she didn't expect
me to shoot with that much force, and she heaved a
little, some escaped her lips before she could swallow
when the second salvo hit her and a third right after
that. She'd recovered and I could feel her mouth
tightened as she swallowed three or four times, she
then slowly pumped the remainder into her mouth and
swallowed.
I lay there, panting trying to speak, and Priya had
her head on my stomach with my cock in her mouth
gently sucking the head. I had to push her off my
oversensitive glans; she looked up and said, "I'm
sorry I spilled some." She then began to lick my shaft
and her hand to retrieve what she'd spilt.
She then looked up at me and said, "Gosh, you sure
squirted a liter of that stuff! Did I do it right? Did
I make you happy?"
Still zoned out in post-climactic shock, I replied,
"If it was any better, I'd have gone to meet Allah!"
She giggled, climbed up to me and kissed me. I could
taste myself on her lips as we lay there just holding
and kissing each other. I was stroking her back and
moved down to encase her left butt cheek in my hand
when I realized she still had her panties on.
Something came over me as I reached inside her panties
to hold her little bare butt cheek, my fingertips
coming in contact with her pussy lips. I was filled
with such a sudden and powerfully consuming feeling,
and then it suddenly became very clear to me. Although
I loved Priya more than my own life, I was now going
to feast on a child. I was going to taste every inch
of her, and take her innocence and I would have her
two remaining virginities before this night ended. And
I knew... at that moment, I knew... I knew I would never,
ever want to live without the physical love of a
child. Would my love for Priya overcome this
realization, as she got older? Would I take another
wife? And another? Being so close, would Priya sense
or know or comprehend this newfound realization? Is
this who I really am? Has the devil led me to convert
to Islam, and here to India, to legally dine on the
innocent charms children?
It's amazing how quickly one can conjure up fictitious
and insidious rationalizations to lie to the mind to
motivate us to do what we know consciously is wrong. I
used the rationalization of my love for Priya as my
excuse to continue: I was doing it out of love for my
wife on our wedding night, and that was the truth in
my motive. The worst lie of all is the one served on a
dish, marinated and garnished in truth, but what is to
follow? With that, I again, slowly closed that creaky
door to my consciousness and buried it the cellar of
my mind.
I rolled Priya onto her back and kissed her
passionately on the mouth. Her tiny mouth was almost
wide open to match my partially parted lips. Her tiny
tongue danced with mine as we sought each other's
taste. I began kissing her on the right shoulder and
moved across her upper chest leaving wet tongue trails
until I again latched onto her left breast. She was
cradling my head in her hands as I feasted first on
the left breast, sucking, licking and nipping her
nipple, and then moved to the right one.
I then began to kiss my way down her torso to her
stomach, and circled her navel with my tongue, stuck
my tongue inside and licked it, and she giggled. I
began to kiss her in a straight line until I reached
her panty covered mons and laid a lingering kiss right
at the precipice with my bottom lip resting at the top
of her crease, and she let out an audible squeak,
rolling her hips upward to increase the contact.
I then moved to her right hip and began kissing her
down the center and inside of her thigh. Priya opened
her legs, expecting me to move to her center, and I
saw the gusset of her panties was soaked. I lifted her
leg and began to kiss my way down her calf until I
reached her ankle. I kissed all around her ankle and
the top of her henna painted foot. Priya's foot was so
small I sucked all of her toes into my mouth, and
began alternating between sucking and licking in
between them. When I licked the sole of her foot, she
pulled back a little giggling saying, "That tickles!"
I then lowered her right leg and began to administer
the same to her left foot. I kissed up her left calf
and circled her knee with my tongue, and then began a
zig zag kissing and licking trail from the top of her
thigh to the inside, kissing her thigh right alongside
her left cunt lip until I returned to the center of
her mons.
I placed my hands on her hips and reached for her
waistband. As I hooked my fingers inside and began to
pull her panties down, out of shyness, she covered her
eyes with her forearm and slowly lifted her hips. When
her mons venerus appeared, She was completely bare
save the little tuft of soft fine black hairs right in
the center above her crease. As I pulled her panties
down, her vulva came into view. Her fleshy mons sloped
downward between her legs with smooth, hairless,
plump, puffy pussy lips that were a slightly darker
brown than her surrounding skin color. At the top of
her slit was a pronounced coral pink hood, with the
tip of her little nubbin peeking out. I pulled her
panties off of her feet and she placed her feet
together flat on the bed, under her butt with her
knees slightly bent. I gently pulled her legs open and
she let them fall to the sides, with the soles of her
feet almost touching. Her plump lips were still mostly
closed, and with my hands on the inside of her thighs,
massaged upward, and rubbed up and down alongside the
crease where her thighs met her pussy lips.
Priya was now breathing heavily through her mouth,
with her forearm still covering her face. With the
flat of my tongue, I licked her smooth pussy lips from
her perineum to her mons. She let out a gasp, and when
I touched the tip of her clit with my tongue, Priya
gasped, shuddered and at the same time said, "Oh God,
yes! Right there!" Her pubescent pussy looked like a
chocolate peach, with the feel of a cashmere pashmina!
With my thumbs, I peeled open the petals of her flower
to reveal a bright coral pink interior. Her inner lips
were thin and faded away to nothing at the sides at
her virginal opening, with no excess of skin. I licked
her perineum and started upward, pausing at her little
hole. It was a pinkish red opening about a quarter
inch in diameter and was weeping a milky white,
translucent almost clear nectar than ran down to her
ass. I licked the ambrosia, pressed my tongue inside
sucking up her nectar and gently pushed against her
hymen. She squeaked a soft "Ouch, it hurts a little."
She then wrapped her legs around my neck and draped
her legs behind my back. I continued licking up to
her clit and began tracing circles around her little
nubbin. She exhaled deeply and rotated her hips upward
to feed herself into my mouth. I then sucked her
entire clit: hood and all, into my mouth and began
flicking my tongue across her clitty with a vengeance.
With her hands in my hair pulling me into her, she
gasped, bucked upward, and in a deep groan from within
her, she panted out, "Oh my God, I'm cumming!" As she
bucked upward, she locked my head in a vise-like grip
and went rigid. She flinched three times uttering a
"Uuuhh" with each shudder, then went limp on the bed.
Priya lay there with her eyes closed, her little
breasts heaving, while still panting through her
mouth. She still had her legs splayed open, and her
little cunny was wet from my oral ministrations and
her juices still weeping from her grotto.
I rose up and placed my hands on the bed, one on each
side of her chest and supported myself. I placed my
steel hard cock inside her crease with her pussy lips
surrounding my cock and began to slowly slide up and
down her crack, rotating my hips down and then up to
stimulate her clit with the head of my cock. Priya
responded by wrapping her legs around my waist,
grabbed my forearms and rotated her hips downward on
my upstroke to increase the pressure. She was
breathing in a heavy pant, when she said very, very
softly, "Please put it in."
I said, "What did you say, darling?"
"Please Sean, please put it in me."
I reached for the tube of KY on the nightstand, and
although she was sopping wet, I coated my cock and
placed the head against her entrance and gently pushed
until I could feel the pressure against her hymen. I
asked her, "Are you ready my love?" She looked at me
with a slight bit of apprehension, biting her lip and
nodded as she closed her eyes. As I gently pushed
forward, Priya locked her legs behind me and suddenly
rotated her hips forward, bursting through her
maidenhead and impaling herself. I felt a slight bit
of resistance, then suddenly thrust into her about two
inches. She flinched and with a whimpered hiss said,
"OH my God that burns, please wait a moment!"
With my right hand, I rubbed her left breast and asked
her, "Are you alright? Let me know when you're ready
to go on." With tears running down her temples, Priya
looked up to see her pussy lips stretched almost
obscenely wide and thin, with my cock buried inside
her. She laid her head back down and said, "My God, I
can feel you're really inside me! I think I'm alright
now, just go slow, OK?" I pulled back out slowly,
leaving just the head inside and began to slowly push
forward.
Being inside her, she was hot: very hot; and so
indescribably velvety soft. She was incredibly tight;
it was like a smooth, wet vise! It was slow going, but
after about five minutes of slowly rocking back and
forth, she began to relax and loosen up with her
flowing juices enough for me to begin slow, small
thrusts of about two inches, until I had about five
inches inside her. Another half inch or so, I bumped
her cervix, where I stopped. Priya felt it too and
squeaked "Ow." I pulled back out a little and then
began to rock back and forth while she began to again
rotate her hips upward to meet my slow thrusts.
As I began to pick up the pace, her breath quickened
and she was working her hips in time with my thrusts
as both of us started to climb the pinnacle. I began
to feel that tingle in my balls again, and she must
have sensed it because her wrapped her arms around my
chest, pulling herself up off the bed to embrace me.
That action, combined with her rotating her hips
downward, forced her weight onto my cock, and I
slipped another half inch or more inside her. Priya
shuddered and began rocking back and forth with such
force, I simply held still because the stimulation she
was putting on the head of my cock was indescribable!
I had pushed past her cervix and into her fornix and I
could feel the head of my dick right against the end
of her vagina and the mouth of her cervix was rubbing
against the top ridge on the head of my cock. I
groaned out, "I'm gonna shoot, here it comes!" She
moaned out a deep, primal groan and pressed downward
as I began to explode. When she felt the first shot,
she shuddered and said, "So hot! Oh my God! I can feel
you filling me," and she locked up and began a
rhythmic quivering and didn't stop, as I fired about
four or five more spurts into her, her muscles were
locked around me so tight, I could actually feel the
cum forcing its way up the length of my cock! She was
clinging to me quivering with her mouth open trying to
breath but couldn't speak. I could feel each spurt
wash back against and around the head of my cock and
backwards. It was the most incredible sensation I've
ever felt! My eyes rolled back in my head as Priya was
having a continuous orgasm, panting a guttural
"Uuuhhh" with each shuddering contraction that was
sucking the cum right out of me, and then she fainted.
My knees started to buckle, so I turned and fell onto
the bed on my back with Priya, still wrapped around
me, on top of me while we were still joined together.
She folded her legs alongside my hips and was laying
on my chest, still breathing in heavy pants for a
minute before her breathing started to return to
normal. I could feel her heart beating against my
chest, and it was still beating pretty fast. Even
though we'd both climaxed a minute or so ago, Priya
was still having spasms, clinching my cock that felt
as if she was trying to pull my softening member back
into her.
I laid there stroking the side of her face and
brushing her hair with my fingers when she finally
regained her breathing and come down from her orgasmic
bliss; she kissed my chest and softly said, "I could
actually feel our spirits intertwined, and I actually
felt as one with you. I love you so much Sean. I never
knew love could ever be this way, and I never could
have dreamed of having or experiencing the feelings
I've shared with you, my husband."
I looked up at her soft, sweet smile and into her
eyes, and I felt at that moment that I could see
myself wrapped inside the warmth of those deep, dark
obsidian black eyes. They were hers... but different.
That innocent sparkle seemed to be replaced with a
deep, and soft love that now glowed with the
smoldering embers of passion.
I began to weep. As I heard her words, I too had no
way to put into words what I'd experienced with my 11
year old bride. Priya had done as I requested and
withheld nothing from me; she trustingly gave herself
over to me to guide into womanhood. I was intoxicated
with her love, her passion. I thought for a moment
that if love can truly conquer all, I willed myself to
believe that if I'm to be redeemed of my demon, it
will be through her unconditional love.
Priya then reached under the pillow and withdrew a
white, cotton muslin cloth. I asked her, "What's that
for?"
She responded with, "It will be the evidence of my
innocence and consummation to my parents." She then
slowly began to lift herself off of me, placing the
cloth between her legs to catch the evidence of our
union. She held it over her oozing hole and with an
"Ooooh" and a hissed intake of breath, she wiped our
combined emissions with the cloth said, "I'm kinda
tender." Priya then held up her cloth-covered hand,
showing me the pinkish red semen deposit in the center
of her hand. She laid the cloth out flat on the
nightstand to dry.
With a giggle, she bounded from the bed and I saw her
tiny chocolate brown butt cheeks bouncing off to the
bathroom and she said over her shoulder, "I have to
pee." With an instant kinky thought of curiosity, I
rose from the bed and followed behind her. She sat on
the bowl and looked up quizzically and said, "What: do
you want to watch?"
I smiled and said, "Yes, very much."
She gave me a chocolate blush, giggled and said, "You
are a very naughty man! OK, I'll pee for you." She
then spread her legs wide on the seat, and reached
down and spread her pussy lips with her thumbs. I must
have filled her to capacity because I could see she
was still oozing my semen from her closed little cunny
hole. I heard her bear down, her urethra pulsed open
and closed twice, then slowly opened again and with a
giggle, her amber flow began to hiss into the bowl.
Kneeling, I reached down between her legs, letting her
flow cascade over my hand. I brought my hand up and
began to massage her clit as she peed. She pulled back
a little with an "Oh," while finishing in halted
spurts. I brought my fingers to my mouth and tasted
her. She gasped and said, "Oh my! That's nasty! What
does it taste like?"
"Warm, and a little salty," I replied, and continued,
"I love your taste!"
Priya looked at me amazed for a second and recovered
with, "Do I please you that much? If you so desire,
I'll pee for you whenever you wish."
"You do please me in every way, and yes, I'd like to
do this again." Standing, I then said to her, "Keep
your legs spread, I have to pee too." She looked up at
me through her lashes with a devilish grin and said,
"Pee for me."
I aimed between her legs, relaxed and began to piss. I
brought my stream up between her open pussy lips and
over her clit. She gasped and said, "It stings a
little," as she watched me washing her pussy with my
flow. She then moved the fingers of her right hand
between her lips and under my stream. When I'd
finished, she grinned up at me and leaned over to lick
the remaining drops off the head of my cock. She
paused expressionless for a second, and with a shy
grin, raised her fingers to her mouth and sucked them
in. To ease the embarrassment of the moment, I said,
"Let's take a shower," to which she replied, "OK."
Priya indicated that she was a little sore, both
inside and on her lips around her deflowered hole, so
we playfully washed each other and got out. After
toweling each other dry, Priya headed to the bed and I
retrieved some analgesic cream from the medicine
cabinet and followed her to bed.
I had Priya lie on her back and spread her legs. She
rose up on her elbows to look down at what I was going
to do. I opened her puffy lips with my thumb and
finger to inspect her. The inside of her cunt lips and
around her vaginal opening was a bright coral pinkish
red and a little swollen; her little clitty looked OK
and was hidden inside its hood like a tiny BB with
just the rounded face peeking out; and just inside her
pussy where her hymen used to be, was a swollen, red
ridge where the skin had been torn away. I spread some
cream around the ridge of her torn maidenhead and the
affected area of her hole and lips. Priya hissed a
little and said, "It stings a little," while she laid
her head back down on the pillow.
I capped the tube, crawled up and Priya folded herself
around me laying her head on my shoulder, draped her
right thigh over mine with her breast against the side
of my chest and her arm over my chest. I held her and
stroked her back with my right hand and her face with
my left. I kept telling her how much I loved her as
she fell away into slumber. I too quickly fell into a
sated sleep.
I thought I was having an erotic dream, and I awoke
and the clock read 3:30am. I then realized that Priya,
in her sleep, was holding my cock in her dainty, henna
painted hand and was slowly jerking me off. She was
slowly grinding her clit against my hip. Wrapping my
left arm around her torso and cupping her right butt
cheek in my right hand, I rolled her onto her back and
kissed her passionately. She awoke panting, broke the
kiss and whispered, "I want you sooo much, but I'm
still sore: please lick me."
Without speaking, I began kissing my way down to
nirvana. I again stopped to sup on her delicious
breast buds and nursed at each until I got my fill.
Priya was alternately panting and breathing heavily
through the nose and managed to say, "Oh Sean! I love
the feel of your mouth on my little titties, it
tingles all the way to my toes!"
I kissed and licked my way down to her vulva, I pulled
her legs up against her chest with her ankles resting
alongside her butt cheeks, exposing her entirely from
asshole to clit. Spreading her split peach with my
thumbs, I dove onto her clit and began circling it
several times with my tongue before sucking the whole
thing into my mouth. I shied away from her sore pussy
area, but continued down her perineum to her dainty,
brown starred nether hole.
I rimmed it with my tongue, pushing against it
occasionally testing the waters. Her cunt was weeping
a trickling trail of nectar down to where my tongue
was feasting at her back door. I licked up the
ambrosia and returned to rimming her asshole. I
pointed my tongue, and applied gentle pressure to her
orifice. It pulsed several times and relaxed. When my
tongue pressed through her sphincter and into her ass
about an inch, she shuddered and moaned out "Oh God!
You're inside my ass with your tongue! It feels sooo
good!"
She had grabbed her legs behind the knees and was
pulling back in her legs to push her asshole further
onto my tongue. After tongue fucking her ass for
several minutes, Priya was close to her first anal
orgasm. I withdrew my tongue, and began licking my way
up to her clit. I picked up the slick oils oozing from
her cunt with my finger and coated her anus. As I
started flicking her clitty with my tongue, climbing
the pinnacle to release, she was trying to impale
herself on my finger by pulling her knees back. When
Priya began a low, high pitched squeak, I was
attacking her clit and I then suddenly thrust my
finger into her ass. She lurched forward, made a low,
deep long "Uuuhh" and locked up her sphincter,
trapping my finger as if trying to squeeze it off! She
was quivering and clinching for about 30 seconds, and
then just laid there, locking my finger in her ass.
As Priya's panting slowed, she began to relax and
said, "That was so intense!" I then began to slowly
pump my finger in and out of her. She again began to
slowly rotate her hips to meet my finger thrusts a
couple of times, and then went limp. My dick was so
hard, it could have cut diamonds, and I said to her, I
need you. I want to fuck your ass."
Still breathing heavily, she replied, "I'm scared,
Sean. I'm afraid that it will hurt me: you're so big.
I loved the feel of your finger and tongue, but taking
all of you back there scares me."
"I'll be gentle, Baby. I've got to have you; I need
you so much! Please me completely."
"Oh Sean, I won't deny any part of myself to you,
please be gentle with me... don't hurt me, please?"
I've made everything wonderful for you so far haven't
I? I will in this also."
"OK, I trust you."
Priya was still heated up, so I reached for the tube
of KY and liberally coated my dick, and then pressed
the tube to her ass and squeezed some lube directly
into her ass. I then coated my finger and her anal
ring and pushed my finger inside to coat her
thoroughly. Priya had brought her arms over the back
of her thighs and was obscenely and vulnerably splayed
open to my advance.
I laid my cock in the center of her slit and began to
slide my cock over the top of her clit. She was
getting heated up, so I replaced my cock with my
finger and began to massage her clitty with my finger.
I then placed the head of my cock against her anus,
and she flinched closing herself completely. I told
her, "Relax, I'll go slow, but you have to relax or it
will hurt." She had a look of confusion on her face:
caught between desperately wanting the penetration,
and the fear of getting what she desired.
Priya regained control and began to relax. I said to
her, "Push out, like you have to go to the bathroom."
While maintaining pressure against her sphincter, I
heard her bear down and slowly push, and the head of
my cock slowly began to disappear past her anal ring.
When the head popped inside, she gasped and said, "Oh
my God! It feels like you've slit me open!" while at
the same time she locked her sphincter so painfully
tight, it felt as though she'd cut the head of my cock
off.
I again repeated, "Relax, I won't move until you get
used to it." She nodded and was making a panting
sound, like the kind a woman having a labor
contraction makes, blowing air out of her mouth. She
settled down, and her breathing began to become more
regular again and she said, "OK, try to move--but just
a little, OK?"
I pushed forward about an inch and pulled back a few
times and asked her, "Are you OK?"
Priya looked at me more focused and said, "Yeah, it
feels huge, and a little funny, but I'm OK."
I then began a slow rhythm of thrusts of about two
inches, increasing the depth of my thrusts slowly,
rubbing her clit the whole time. Priya had moved her
hands to the front of my chest with her feet planted
on my hips. As I gained the depths of her colon, I
looked down to see our union. Her little star was
stretched so wide and thin, it looked like a tiny ring
that pulled away from her body about an inch with each
withdrawal, and then back in. I now had about 2 inches
left to deposit when I asked her, "How is it now?"
She was panting heavily and gasped out, "Oh God, it
feels so full, like I've got a pole inside me, but it
feels sooo good!"
I applied more pressure to her clit and deposited the
last of my cock in her colon, and I stopped and said,
"You've got all of me."
She put her arms around my neck and pulled herself up
to look down, and said, "Soo deep Sean, I can feel you
deep in my belly! It feels like you're in the center
of my insides!"
I then began to slowly fuck her ass with slow but
long, deep strokes. Her smooth ass was hotter that her
pussy, like a raging furnace! It seemed that she
naturally knew how to fuck, because with each plunge,
she'd flex her knees, draw herself into me looking
down and relax her muscles; and on the withdrawal,
she'd tighten her sphincter around me and slowly push
herself away with her legs.
I began to speed up and thrust into her with
deliberate and forceful thrusts and she was matching
me in our dance of lust. We were both trying to sate
the beast inside of us with each concerted movement.
As I penetrated her completely, my balls slapping
against her tiny butt cheeks, she'd match me with a
timed, guttural "Uuhh" at the bottom of each stroke. I
wanted to see her asshole entirely, so I pulled
completely out of her. Her once tiny star was a gaping
hole and I could see the red colored tube inside. When
I pulled out, she cried out, "Noooo! Not yet!"
I plunged back into her to the hilt in one single
stoke and she hissed out a "Yessss! She then set
herself to really working my cock, squeezing me with
each withdrawal, and gasped out, "Oh my God, I can
feel you swell! I'm cummmmmm......innnn......ggggg!
When she plunged herself onto my thrusting dagger, I
let out a howl and fired off deep inside her bowls. It
seemed that I just kept coming and couldn't stop!
Priya grunted with each spurt, and squealed, "So hot!
You're burning my insides! Oh fuck, I can't stop
cumming!"
I grabbed her knees and pushed them back past her
shoulders and tried to climb inside of her. For
several minutes after I'd finished coming, my cock
continued to twitch inside her and she spasmed in
unison, as if I was trying to pump cum that I didn't
have inside her, and she was trying to suck it out of
me.
I lay on top of her, completely buried. Her sphincter
still held me in a death grip, and I wasn't softening
in the least. I started to rock back and forth deep
inside her ass and she responded by slowly thrusting
her ass up onto cock. She locked up again and had
another quivering orgasm. Priya had her head down,
panting with loud halted breathes through her nose and
slowly relaxed her sphincter. I slowly slid out of her
to see her huge, gaping hole releasing a river of cum
that rolled down the crack of her ass and onto the
bed. It looked like I'd shot a gallon of cum in her,
because it just flowed like a faucet as her gaping
hole began to slowly close, wink and return to normal.
I laid her out on the bed and went to the bathroom to
wash myself and to get a wet cloth. I returned to find
Priya had rolled over on her side, and she still had
cum oozing from her ass. I gently cleaned her up and
as I inspected the 'damage,' she was still in a foggy
daze, and as limp as a dishrag. Her anus has returned
to the dainty little star it normally was, it was
slightly red, but looked fine.
I crawled into bed along side her and she rolled over
to lay half on top of my side. Priya said in a very
soft voice, "I have something to confess."
I asked her, "What do you have to confess?"
Looking down away from me she whispered, "I have to
confess that I've acted like a harlot."
"A harlot?" I asked quizzically, "Why a harlot? That's
an uncommonly used word nowadays, where did you hear
it?"
"When I was about 8, Papa was talking about a harlot,
and I asked him what a harlot was, and he said that a
harlot takes pleasure in doing dirty, perverted
things."
"So why do you feel like a harlot?"
"Because I liked it... all of it. I liked peeing for
you, having you pee on me, even tasting you. I know
it's wrong, but I liked it very much. I liked your
tongue in my ass, tasting me there, and I liked you
fucking me there and cumming in my ass. Oh God, I
loved it! It didn't hurt, and I can take all of you
there. It felt like you were deep inside the core of
me! I loved it all! It all seems so very, very naughty
and nasty, but I loved it all so much! I purposely
woke you so that you'd fuck me in the ass, am I a
perverted harlot?"
"No Sweetheart, I don't think you're perverted harlot.
What two people consent to and enjoy together in their
marriage bed becomes a part of who they are. You have
enjoyed and experienced more in one night than many
women ever experience in a lifetime! I asked you to
withhold nothing from me, and you've been completely
open and expressed your desires and feelings freely.
Do YOU feel like a harlot?"
"No. I feel strangely liberated and wonderful! I'm so
dark skinned, but you love me and you love my body, I
can be free with you! I have denied you nothing, my
husband. I am yours, completely yours. There's
nothing," and she looked me dead seriously in the eyes
continuing, "Nothing I wouldn't do to make you happy!
Can we do these things all the time from now on?"
"Sure. Maybe not all in one night like tonight! I
don't know about you, but I'm all fucked out!"
Priya giggled and said, "My little pussy is sorely
telling me I've truly been ravaged and defiled!"
Jokingly I said to her, "Will you be my little
harlot?"
She looked at me sexily and replied, "If it pleases
you, I'll be your nasty little harlot!"
"Well, my nasty little harlot, we'd better get some
sleep. It's 5am, and we have to be up by 8 to have
breakfast with my parents. Can you be a good little
girl and go to sleep?"
"Only if you promise to always hold me to sleep."
"OK, if I must, but be good!"
"Yes sir, goodnight husband."
Good night, my little harlot."
Continued in Chapter 10...
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Child Brides of India
By C. Stanton Leman
Chapter 10: Married Life begins (Rom, ped, cons, anal,
ws)
After a wild night of wedded bliss that ended at five
this morning, Priya and I awoke at 8:30 to begin our
first day as a married couple. We were both too tired
(and her too sore) to fool around, so we hopped in the
shower, washed each other and got out, dried and
dressed.
Our morning prayers complete, we headed downstairs for
breakfast at 9:45. Dad had left for work and Mom was
sitting at the table nursing a cup of coffee. I
groggily asked for a large cup of black coffee. Priya,
with eyes closed and sitting next to me, kinda leaned
over to rest her head against my shoulder.
Mom giggled over her cup and said, "Some husband you
are, did you keep this child up past her bedtime
ravaging and defiling her?"
Priya went back into her charade mode. She put her
head in her folded hands on the table and 'sobbing'
said, "Oh Madam, it was terrible! First he dragged me
upstairs, he stripped away my modesty and bared my
innocence for his eyes to gaze upon. He then tasted my
childlike charms like a feast of forbidden fruit. To
finish my defilement, He forced me to play the harlot
and debauched me by penetrating me with the lascivious
sword of his manhood and tore away the maidenhead of
my purity." She ended her 'tale of woe' with, "boo
hoo, boo hoo."
While Priya was playfully acting out her ravishment, I
realized at that moment that she felt a true
connecting bond with my mother that maybe she couldn't
be free enough to express with her own mother. She
knew that my mother accepted her age, her
precociousness, her skin color and everything else
that others might look down upon, and only saw a young
girl in love and married to her son.
Mom played along and began to stroke her hair and
said, "You poor, poor child! How did you survive so
much debauching? Surely you thought of death, yet I
heard no cries of distress."
"Oh Madam, this evil beast forced me to endure his
lustful advances with cunning and guile. He cast a
spell over my tender senses and mingled his lust with
candied caresses, touching places I dared not touch
myself. He summoned up the demons of desire to
conspire against me. Being an innocent child to such
witchcraft, I succumbed and relented to his
fornications."
Mom asked her, "What are you saying: were you a very
naughty girl?"
Priya looked up with a cute smile, giggled and said,
"Me Ma would be proud of me."
Mom then said, "How do feel about all this?"
"Sore."
Mom then gave me a look to go see about breakfast, so
I excused myself and went to the kitchen, but left the
door open to eavesdrop.
Mom placed her hand on Priya's and asked her softly,
"Priya, are you alright? How do you really feel about
last night? Why the charade?"
Priya grabbed my mother's hand and said, "I'm fine.
I'm sore inside, but I'm fine. I'm a little confused,
maybe overwhelmed by what happened, and why I acted
and did some of the things I did."
Mom said to her, "Did you talk to Sean about it?"
Priya replied, "Yes, but am I wrong to like the things
we did? Am I a harlot for enjoying such things?"
Mom got serious and asked her, "Did he hurt you? Did
he force you to do something you didn't want to do?"
"No, Sean didn't hurt me. In fact, he was very gentle
and loving. It's just that we did things I never
expected we'd do, and I liked it... all of it. I
experienced feelings that I would not have dreamed
myself capable of. Sean awakened desires in me that I
didn't know existed, and now, I want to do them again
and again."
Mom tried to console her by saying, "Look Priya,
without knowing exactly what you did, all I can say is
this: if you're not being forced to do something, and
you enjoy what the two of you did together, then
there's nothing to feel bad about... IF. If you've done
something that was pleasing at the time, but now you
feel guilty about, I wouldn't do that again, do you
understand?
The intimate life you and Sean share, must be
something that you both enjoy, find mutually pleasing
and satisfying, and fun. Yes, fun. Guilt will only
lead to resentment, and resentment will drive you away
from him, not draw you closer. It doesn't matter what
the two of you do together, whether it's anal sex, or
maybe you like being tied up and have your ass
spanked; it doesn't matter what it is, what's
satisfying to you may turn me off completely. What
others think doesn't matter as long as no one gets
hurt, either physically or emotionally. Only you and
Sean can determine what's right for the two of you. Do
you understand?
Hell, you're eleven years old! How many people would
say that you getting married is a crime? Do you think
you've committed a crime?"
"No!" Priya responded, " If I thought it was a crime
or wrong, I never would have gotten married!"
"It's the same with sex." Mom responded, "Don't let
others tell you how to act in the bedroom. If you
truly liked what you did, and you want to continue
doing those things, then continue to do so with a
clear conscience.
Intimacy also involves trying new things; some you'll
like, others you won't. Don't be afraid to try things
but only do those things you would continue to enjoy
doing without regret. Have I helped ease your
confusion any?
Oh! By the way, you're not a harlot! A harlot will do
anything for money; whether she likes it or not. Don't
ever degrade yourself by feeling that way,
understand?"
"Yes, Mom, I understand. I guess I was kinda
overwhelmed and didn't trust my feelings. I enjoyed
everything we did last night very much, and now that I
have a little understanding of some of what I like, I
can be free to share those things with Sean and not
feel bad about it.
As for the charade, I guess I was acting out my
anxiety. I feel a strange and close bond with you and
I believe that you know me even better than my mother;
I could never talk to her about these things."
"I love you Priya, and I'll always be here for you if
you need me; always! I have to tell you how proud I am
of you because you are handling issues that grown
women struggle with and some never seem to resolve.
You'll be fine. Just remember what I've told you and
never, and I mean never, forget you can say 'no' when
you don't want to do something and always talk these
things out with your husband; he's the one you share
your bed with."
"I promise. I love you, Mom."
"I love you too. Now, why don't the two of you get
something to eat, OK?"
I took that as my queue, and returned to the dining
room with two plates of food. We sat and ate
breakfast, talking of the upcoming events such as
Priya returning to school and me going to work.
We'd just finished eating when the phone rang. Mom
answered it and said, "Here Sean, its Adib."
I took the receiver from Mom and after we exchanged
salaams, Adib said, "Good morning Son, how's Priya?"
I replied, "She's fine, would you like to talk to
her?"
"No, its not permitted," he said.
"Why?" I asked.
"On the fourth day, you'll bring her back to her home
for her welcoming. But the reason I'm calling is
because there's the last step in making your marriage
legal that needs to be done. You and Priya must be at
the magistrate's office tomorrow at 10am for the civil
ceremony and get your marriage license. Bring your
parents; Mahmoud and I will also be there, just like
the Muslim ceremony, do you understand?"
"Yes, do you anticipate any problems?"
"No, but it will be quick: no more than 30 minutes.
Have Priya dress in a nice sari, and you can wear a
suit, OK?"
"Sure, are you OK?"
"I'm fine, its just that last night was the first time
Priya has not been with us, and although we're full of
joy for her, we've had to let her go before we
intended to."
"Priya's happy also, but I know she misses all of you
too."
"Well, give her my love, and I'll see both of you
tomorrow."
We said our salaams and disconnected the line.
I returned to the dining room and filled Priya and Mom
in on my conversation with Adib. I also proffered the
thought that after the ceremony, Priya and I should go
to her school and update her records. Mom and Priya
thought that was a good idea.
Mom called Dad and informed him (to his relief) that
the civil ceremony would happen tomorrow. He said he'd
make reservations for a celebratory dinner tomorrow
evening.
Priya and I went out shopping. Just something to get
out of the house, finally be together in public
without a chaperone and just begin to enjoy our
married life. Priya bought some new clothes, and some
gifts for her family. We returned home in time to get
ready to have dinner when Dad got home.
It seemed strange at dinner that evening: my parents,
and my wife and I.
Priya dressed in a western style yellow sundress and
wore her black wavy hair down. Dad was in awe of her
and said, "Priya, I didn't realize how beautiful you
really are: you have the most beautiful hair!"
Priya gave us all a nice 'chocolate blush,' and said
giggling, "Father, I bet you say that to all the young
girls!"
Mom jokingly jumped in with "She's got your number
doesn't she?"
Dad just laughed and said, "Guilty as charged."
I added my two cents with, "I think she's had his
number from day one!"
Dad said, "Yeah well don't tell anyone about it, I
have a reputation to protect."
Mom went into her protective mode and nonchalantly
asked Priya, "Has Sean sucked your toes yet?"
With that, Dad nearly choked on a green bean and
busted out laughing with Mom right behind him.
I was chuckling also and Priya looked at all of us and
said, "What: did I miss something?"
Mom said, "No dear, you'll find out soon enough."
The rest of dinner went without any more shenanigans,
and we retired to the living room to watch a movie.
Priya and I sat on the love seat with Priya nestled in
the crook of my right side and she pulled my arm
across her shoulder to rest on her right breast. I
cupped her breast in my hand and she looked up and
smiled, and then looked back to the movie.
I began tracing slow circles around her bra-covered
bud, and I felt her nipple harden. She placed her left
hand on my thigh and every so often would squeeze my
thigh when she felt a shivered tingle. Her breathing
became a little quicker and deeper, but we made it
through the movie without drawing too much attention
to our escapades. When the movie was over, Priya and I
said goodnight and retired to the scene of our first
taste of bliss only hours before.
We said our evening prayers. I was thinking of last
night's conversation, and the internal conflict in her
earlier remarks. I fervently prayed for redemption
from my demon, and to live my life in satisfaction
with my wife: even into old age. Does she know? How
could she? At the moment, all I could think about was
my desire for her luscious, pubescent body and the
pleasures she could bring me.
We then began to get undressed for bed. Right as Priya
was pulling her sundress over her head, I grabbed her
around the waist and pulled her to me, and pressed my
hard on into the crease of her back. She pushed back a
little and said, "Do you want to make nasty with me
again?"
"Very nasty," I said.
"Sean," she began, "Just being near you fills me with
such a need to be touched. All I can think about is
doing the things we did last night. I like being nasty
with you! Can we be nasty?"
"As nasty as you want," I said softly.
Priya spun around in my arms, leaned back to look me
in the eyes, and then reached around behind her and
unhooked her bra. She flung it to the floor and ground
herself into me and said, "Let's get undressed and
take a shower." She pulled away, pulled her panties
down in one swift motion and flung them with her foot
to the side, and then padded her dainty little butt to
the bathroom. I got undressed and followed her into
the bathroom, and then we stepped into the shower.
Priya then turned to face me running her finger up and
down her chocolate colored slit and with a wicked grin
said, "Would you like me to pee for you? Will you
taste me like last night?"
I looked down at her and said, "I'd taste you whenever
I can got the chance," and knelt down in front of her.
Priya looked down at me with pure lust in her eyes and
meekly said, "Can we play a game?"
"Maybe... what kind of game?" I asked.
"Can we pretend you're an invading foreigner and I'm
your captive slave, and you make me do nasty things
for your pleasure? Pretend to force me to do nasty
things?"
"Well... alright," I said, "But I don't particularly
like the idea of force." As I was saying this, I felt
a sudden rush of power. She had touched a nerve: a
certain nerve, and that creaky closet door opened up
again in my mind. Priya was subconsciously feeding the
demon within me to play out a scene with an 11 year-
old girl--despite the fact the she was my wife--to
control a child for my own pleasure.
I stood, reached out to the towel rack and pulled a
hand towel off the rack and looked down at her. She
went into her charade mode and stood, eyes cast down,
turned slightly to the right with her left leg bent at
the knee and her hands folded in front, covering her
sex. I was rock hard!
I grabbed her shoulders and spun her around and
grabbed her wrists, her hands still covered in henna
painted designs. I brought them around behind her back
and tied them together, and turned her around to face
me.
I pulled her chin up to look at me and she pretended
to try and look away. I jerked her back to look at me
and she looked up. I told her, "You are mine, and
you'll do as I ask or you'll be punished. Do you
understand?"
Priya cast her eyes down and meekly said, "Please sir,
please, don't hurt me."
"Silence! Spread your legs!"
Priya hesitated a moment, and then moved her legs
apart about two feet, and I said, "Wider!"
She then shuffled them apart another foot. I then sat
down between her legs and looked at her jewel. The
lower edge of her slit where her hole was, glistened
with her oils. I pried her pussy lips opened and
licked her juices, and she gave a small shuddering
hiss.
I then began to lick around her clitoral hood until
her little nubbin peeked out. She arched her pelvis
forward, and leaned into my mouth. I stopped my oral
ministrations, and she moaned out her displeasure.
I told her, "When I tap your leg, pee for me. When I
tap it again, stop your flow. When I tap you again,
resume. Do you understand?"
Priya, in full slave mode pleaded, "Oh sir! Please
don't make me do this awful thing!"
"Silence!" I retorted, "Do you understand? Do you wish
to be punished?"
Turning her head away to the left she meekly said, "No
sir, I'll pee for you."
I pried her pussy lips open and ordered her, "Lean
your cunt into my mouth."
She bent slightly at the knees and slowly leaned her
gaping vulva to my mouth. With my mouth buried in her
slit and onto her clit, I began to torture her by
flicking my tongue over her exposed button. She
involuntarily quivered a couple of times, and I
lowered my mouth to her urethra. It was pulsing open
and closed. I placed my left hand behind her right
thigh and brought my right hand up and began to
massage her little clit. After she quivered twice, I
tapped her thigh. She shuddered a deep "Uuuuhh," and I
felt her pulse and slowly open.
Priya began to piss in a few halting dribbles and then
began to flow. She cried out "OH God! I'm peeing in
your mouth!" I continued teasing her clit as I drank
her warm, salty emission. When my mouth was full, I
tapped her again and she squeaked to sputtering halt,
and was breathing through her mouth.
After I swallowed, I tapped her again, and she began
to slowly flow. I did this three more times, and it
was becoming increasing harder for her to maintain
control of her bladder as she approached orgasm. I
then applied more pressure to her clitty as I tapped
her leg, and she immediately began to flow. I sucked
on her piss hole and attacked her clit with my finger;
and while still pissing in midstream, she groaned out
"Oh God!" and came hard.
Priya's knees buckled, and I had to catch her, piss
spraying my face, to keep her from falling backward
with her hands tied behind her back. Our bodies slick
with her emissions caused my hand to slip and I almost
dropped her.
I lowered her to sit on my thighs, and held her to me.
She was still quivering and panting through her mouth
as I stroked the side of her face.
I was now painfully erect and needing release, so once
her breathing somewhat steadied, I pulled her hair to
force her to look at me and I said, "Get up."
Once standing, I arose and looked down at her saying,
"On your knees!"
Still in a fog, I had to hold her under her armpits as
she struggled to kneel. Once on her knees, with hands
tied behind her back, she looked up at me with doe
eyes. I looked down at her, fisted my 7" pole and
tapped her on the chin with it. She gazed at my cock,
only inches from her lips, and I said, "Suck. Spill a
drop and I punish you!"
Priya leaned forward, planted a kiss on the head of my
cock and slowly took me into her mouth. I moved my
hands to the side of her head and grabbed her hair,
slowly fucking my cock in and out of her mouth. Priya
was definitely in the part, because she attacked the
head of my cock with her tongue, swirling and sucking
with passion. I tried to control myself, thrusting
only about tree inches into her mouth, but a couple of
times went overboard, causing her to gag.
I was caught up in the scene and couldn't control
myself any longer. My nuts tightened up and I said,
"Here it comes, take it all!" I thrust forward, threw
my head back and howled Aaahhh" and erupted into her
sucking mouth. She heaved, and her mouth opened for a
second to catch her breath, and some escaped from her
lower lip dripping down to her chin.
She was swallowing hard and fast to keep up because
I'd shot about three or four more spurts into her
waiting mouth. Once I'd finished spurting, I squeezed
out the remainder, and just let her gently suck the
glans before withdrawing from her mouth and releasing
my hands from her hair.
Priya was gasping, trying to regain her breath when
she looked up at me. Her eyes were glazed over and
looked submissive, and yet surprised by the intensity
of the scene we'd just played out. She had a string of
cum hanging from her chin and I watched it drop onto
the center of her chest, right between her breasts and
continued to run down to her navel.
After regaining my breath, I said to her, "Are you
thirsty?"
Priya then looked down submissively and nodded.
I said to her, "Put you head back and open your mouth:
eyes on me."
She then sat back on her thighs, looked up at me and
opened her mouth.
I then ordered her, "Swallow what I give you," pointed
me dick at her mouth and slowly began to piss. I
caught her on the chin and as it splattered she closed
her eyes as I moved my stream up to her waiting mouth.
I filled her mouth and it began to overflow, so I
pinched off the flow. She swallowed and I continued
again, repeating this three times.
I then directed my stream down to coat both of her
breasts and said to her, "Lean back." She threw her
head back and obeyed and I finished by pissing
directly onto her exposed clit. Priya shuddered and
moaned out "OH God! I love you!"
I reached down and grabbed her by the shoulder to keep
her from falling backwards and hitting her head. I
then reached down and grabbed her under her armpits
and pulled her up to stand. I held her wet body in my
arms and said to her, "Are you alright?"
She began to cry softly and said, "Why do I like this
so much? It's so nasty! Why does it hold such a
fascination to me?"
"I don't know, Baby," I replied softly, "Sometimes we
don't understand why we like the things we do, but I
enjoy it also: does that mean we're both crazy?"
"I can't understand why it makes me burn inside to do
these things, but it does. I thought that if I made
you 'force' me, I wouldn't like it so much, but I'm
kidding myself: I DO like it so!"
"Well, besides needing a shower afterwards, it's
harmless, don't you think? We're not hurting each
other, so why fret about it?"
"I don't know... it's as if a demon had taken over me
and I need to do this. I wonder if I'm normal to like
this sort of thing."
I know about demons, and I don't think it's a good
idea to play these games of force very often. I'm
afraid things might get out of hand."
"I trust you not to hurt me, Sean. If I didn't, I
wouldn't have asked."
"It's not you, it's me. I'm afraid my lust will
overtake me and I'll go too far, and make you think
less of me."
"It seems we both don't want to hurt each other, but
can you accept me and my nasty feelings?"
Momentarily thinking of MY demon, I responded, "I
accept you unconditionally, if you can only come to
accept me."
Priya looked up at me quizzically and then steadfastly
said, "I will unconditionally try to fulfill all of
your desires, no matter what."
With an ironic chuckle, I said, ""You may not realize
what that might entail."
"Wait and see," She said, "The vow has passed my lips,
and I shall fulfill it."
Staring blankly at her for a moment, I thought of what
the implications of her words might possibly bring in
the future. Will I use her demon to feed mine? Or
would we be caught up in our lusts, she consuming me
or worse, destroying us both. Flinching in my gut as I
tried to again close that creaky door, I said, "We'll
see. Let's take a shower."
Priya giggled and shakily stood and I untied her hands
and turned on the water to shower. We washed each
other, toweled each other dry, then moved to the
bedroom.
We got into bed and immediately began the dance of
love, kissing each other trying to quench each other's
fires. Oh God, how I loved to suck her bulbous buds
and pretended to ingest the nourishing milk from her
developing nipples. Priya, sensing my need pulled me
to her sensitive breast buds as if to feed me what she
couldn't yet give.
I was consumed with the fires of passion, and dove
from her breasts directly to her pussy. I pulled her
legs up with her knees at her shoulders, splitting her
obscenely open and dove in. I completely engulfed her
tiny vulva in my mouth, slathering it with my tongue
and searching for her clit. We were both of the same
state of mind, and she said, "Yessss! Suck it! Suck my
baby pussy!"
Her vulgar orations fueled the fires of my lust,
making me realize that I was eating an 11 year-old
pussy. She was flowing like a river, oozing desire
from her winking, dripping cunt. Placing her arms over
the back of her thighs, she grabbed her ankles and
pulled back, trying to force herself into my feasting
mouth. Her anus was winking rapidly and when I saw it,
I thrust my pointed tongue right up her ass. She
moaned out, "Oh God! Sooo gooood! Sooooo nasty! Suck
it, suck my ass, and eat me!"
I pulled my tongue from her ass and panted out, "I
need to be inside you!"
Still prying her legs apart to show me her dark brown
star, she said, "I'm still too sore, put it in my ass,
fuck my ass!"
I didn't even bother with the lube. I pressed my
engorged member to her saliva coated anus, she then
grunted and pushed and I pressed inward. She was so
enflamed with desire I slipped right past her
sphincter and into her ass, and she let out a muffled
"Umpf."
I stopped as her muscle gripped my invading cock like
a vise and waited. I started with slow, deliberate
strokes and after about five minutes, I was soon balls
deep in her colon. She was on fire! Her ass was like a
raging furnace: so fucking hot! Like the night before,
she placed her feet on my hips and began to milk me
deep into her bowels.
Looking down at her distended, swollen and penetrated
ass, she was matching me thrust for thrust, and moaned
in a deep guttural tone, "Oh God, so deep! It feels
like I can taste you in my throat!" She was squeezing
me on the withdrawal while pushing away with her legs,
and releasing her muscle and sliding back down on with
my thrusts, panting a "Uuuhh" when I hit bottom.
I was on fire, and I was slapping my balls against her
tiny ass as hard as I could, trying to climb inside
her. I felt my nuts pull up and my legs begin to
tighten and cried out, I'm cummmmminnnnnggggg!"
Priya quickly flung herself backwards onto the bed,
wrapped her legs around my waist and pushed herself
off the bed from her shoulders down, and began to
orgasm with me. Her sphincter locked my cock in place
as I painfully continued, what seemed like forever, to
shoot off into her bowels.
She'd spasm with each spurt, clinching, milking my
cock. Priya, with her mouth open and eyes wide, was
almost catatonic. She had a trickle of saliva running
from the side of her mouth and making a low, guttural
sound. I collapsed on top of her and simply went limp.
Silently, Priya gently pushed me, and I rolled off of
her onto my back and just stared at the ceiling
panting.
She slowly rose from the bed and waddled to the
bathroom. After draining her ass on the toilet and
washing off, she brought back a washcloth and gently
cleaned my cock.
I managed to recover and asked her, "Are you alright?"
She smiled and said, "I'm fine. A little sore and weak
in the legs, but I'm fine."
"How's your ass? Are you sore?"
"No, but you must have put a liter inside me, it's
still running out of me!" We looked between her legs,
and sure enough, she had a trail running down the
inside of her thigh. She giggled and flopped on the
bed on her back, cum still leaking out of her ass.
"God! I'm such a nasty girl! Allah help me, I love it
so much!"
"I love you Priya. God, I love you so!"
"I love you too, Sean. No matter what, I will NEVER
let you go!"
She rolled over, and I held her in a spooning
position. She lifted her leg, placed my deflated
member between her legs, and we both fell exhausted
into a sated slumber, cum still coating the inside of
her thighs
Continued in Chapter 11...
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