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Subject: {ASSM} Innocence Lost Ch. Seven (7/36) {Bradley Stoke} (HF)
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Title: {ASSM} Innocence Lost Ch. Seven (7/36) {Bradley Stoke} (HF)
Author: Bradley Stoke
Part: Chapter 7 of 36
Keywords: HF
Short Summary: Innocence goes to Brook.

Innocence Lost
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Resume of whole novel
=====================

Innocence is a girl quite simply lost in a world where she feels she 
doesn't belong. And no wonder! Innocence is no ordinary girl. Despite 
her beauty, she has a penis and a pair of testicles that marks her out 
from everyone else. Innocence is lost. This novel tells how Innocence 
finds herself through sex, love and videotape. 



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Previously
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Innocence has become a nun.



Chapter Seven
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In Which we learn about the pains of Humility; and 
Innocence leaves Religious devotion and we rediscover the 
virtues of Chastity.

                            

When Sister Innocence had returned from Brook to her 
own Convent she was to find that Sister Charity's bed in 
her room had been taken by a new nun, Sister Humility, 
who seemed to take the literal meaning of her Christian 
name very seriously indeed. In fact, the first time 
Innocence met Sister Humility she was knelt down on the 
floor with her robe pulled forward over her shoulders and 
crouched on her feet, showing her bare back and her 
buttocks. She was looking at Sisters Faith and Hope who 
were, unusually, making love to each other without the 
cover of their bedsheets. 

This was odd, Innocence thought. Perhaps Sister Humility 
had a similar desire to masturbate as Sister Charity and a 
need for voyeurism to intensify her feelings. However, her 
innocent interpretation was soon disproved when with a 
sudden crack she saw Sister Humility's hand pop up 
followed by a length of cord which slapped against her 
back leaving a small trail of blood. Sister Humility was 
beating herself. 

When Sister Humility and the other two nuns noticed 
Sister Innocence they greeted her, and politely finished 
what they were doing. Sister Humility sat down on her bed, 
with her robe still gathered up to her neck at the back but 
covering the whole of her body at the front. For a woman 
who seemed to enjoy self-abuse she had a curiously child-
like face with open blue eyes and a tiny nose. Sister Faith 
sat behind Sister Humility and tended to the fresh wounds 
that she had which were lost on a back full of scars from 
previous beatings that stretched from her neck to the top of 
her thighs. The scars were at their deepest and 
most frequent between the shoulders and on her buttocks. 

Sister Innocence learnt that her new room-mate 
believed passionately in mortification of the flesh as being 
the means towards salvation. As a result of daily punishing 
her sinful lusts, she would purify her soul such that at the 
Rapture the Lord's semen would arrive in her 
uncontaminated by other lusts. She had persuaded Sisters 
Faith and Hope, who cheerfully admitted an initial 
reluctance, to help her in her self-mortification 
by emulating the lust that she wished to ban from herself 
and which she believed she would beat out of her. 

"You can see," she admitted pointing to the many scars on 
her back, "that my thoughts have been less than pure and 
have required a great deal of humbling." 

Innocence resisted pleas by her room-mates that she either 
help Sister Humility in purging herself of her sinful carnal 
desires by emulating masturbation or sex or purge herself 
of such sins by similar self-mortification to that of Sister 
Humility. In fact, now that Sister Charity had gone she felt 
curiously lonely in the Convent. She realised now how 
much she'd needed Sister Charity's friendship.  

So, when she heard she had a visitor she at first thought 
and hoped that it might be Sister Charity returning from 
Brook. This, she admitted to herself, was unlikely as Sister 
Charity had seemed almost deliriously happy in her new 
home when they parted with a chaste kiss on the lips. She 
had made many new friends - many of whom shared her 
belief in the rightness of masturbating to thoughts of 
Christ's ultimate entry into their body and soul. In Brook, 
Sister Charity's views were not at all eccentric. 

Her visitor was in fact Kedi whom Innocence hadn't seen 
since she'd left Alice's home. She was dressed more 
demurely than Innocence had ever seen her before - no 
doubt as a mark of respect for being in a Convent. 
However, the white cloth over her breasts and around her 
crotch didn't detract at all from the beauty of her otherwise 
naked body. She sat waiting on a chair in the reception 
room with her legs crossed and swinging her bare feet 
nonchalantly back and forth. She grinned widely as 
Innocence came in and sat nervously opposite her. 

Kedi explained that she had come to visit Innocence partly 
on the bidding of Chastity who was wondering how her 
sister was doing. She and Chastity were living together at a 
house they were renting in Wonderground near where 
Mouse and her parents lived, but she had been visiting 
some friends in Brook and had stopped at the Convent as it 
was en route. 

"I thought you'd still be living with Alice and Dinah," 
commented Innocence. 

"Well, Alice was very jealous and possessive, was she 
not?" remarked Kedi. "And it was very difficult when you 
and Chastity have left because Alice started to get upset 
when Mouse began to sleep with me. I thought I ought not 
to cause any more problems and when Chastity has come 
to visit me and said we can live together I didn't refuse." 

"How is Chastity?" 

"Your sister seems very happy. Much happier than when 
we have been together at Alice's. She says she is very much 
in love with me. In fact she says she has never loved 
anyone as much as she loves me now. But she says she 
loves you very much. And she is very much thinking of 
you now. Are you happy?" 

Innocence nodded, but she felt that perhaps she didn't 
express quite as much conviction as she might have done. 
Kedi gazed sympathetically into Innocence's eyes and her 
grin took on a slightly sadder tinge. 

"Do you think you like to be a nun? I have been very 
surprised when I had been told you become a nun. It must 
be strange for you." 

"Why strange?" 

"With your special gift," Kedi said without embarrassment. 
"And the life you and Chastity have led together: it has not 
been life like many nuns. Are you not supposed to be a 
virgin?" 

"I am a virgin!" 

"Perhaps," said Kedi diplomatically. "But Chastity thinks 
that you must find it more difficult as one who has known 
what it is like not to be a virgin or not very like one and to 
be a nun. Are you sure you are happy?" 

Innocence nodded ferociously. "As long as I serve my Lord 
I am happy," she said fervently. 

"Why?" 

"Because I know that when I die I shall be raised to 
Rapture and he will enter me and possess me and cover me 
with his Holy Semen and push his Holy Member deep 
inside me!" 

"Won't that be painful for you!" laughed Kedi. "And 
anyway I thought you have preferred the love of a 
woman." 

"Jesus Christ the Lord is different," insisted Innocence. 

"It is the first time I have heard that He is a woman," 
smiled Kedi. 

Kedi and Innocence continued talking in the reception 
room and then, with the Mother Superior's permission the 
two went for a walk in the woods around the Convent. As 
soon as Kedi felt that they were out of sight, she took off 
her clothes which she complained were uncomfortable and 
she walked along naked with Innocence holding her clothes 
in one hand and her free arm around Innocence's waist. 
Then, without warning, she let her clothes drop, wrapped 
her arms around Innocence more passionately and pushed 
her tongue deep inside Innocence's mouth. Taken 
aback Innocence reciprocated, but then she struggled free. 

"I can't!" she struggled. "I'm saving myself for the Lord!" 

"And just what have you got left to save?" asked Kedi, not 
put off at all, putting her hands inside Innocence's gown 
and grabbing her suddenly erect penis. 

And so it was that Innocence found herself making love 
with incredible passion with her sister's lover and as the 
sweat poured down her breasts and the salt was licked off 
by Kedi's tongue, reflecting on the commitment she still 
felt towards the Order. 

"Perhaps you should ask your Mother Superior to visit 
Chastity and me," suggested Kedi afterwards as they sat 
naked in the corner of a field by a small pond. "If you still 
wish to stay in the Order after you have stayed with us, 
then you will know for sure the extent of your commitment 
to your faith." 

"But I'll be misled!" 

Kedi laughed and licked Innocence's ear with her tongue. 
"We can only hope so!" 

Sister Innocence's Mother Superior was very saddened 
when Innocence confessed to her doubts that serving the 
Order was best for her and accepted Kedi's advice that 
Innocence visit her sister and her. 

"We will of course pray for your soul and the hope that 
whatever decision you make that you will be ready to 
receive the Lord in Body and Soul at the Final Coming." 

Innocence nodded meekly, and said that she hoped that the 
Lord would come over all the members of the Convent 
at the Final Reckoning. Innocence left Sisters Faith, Hope 
and Humility feeling uncertain as to whether she'd ever see 
them again. She then rushed out and off to the railway 
station as fast as she could to hold back her thoughts and 
her tears. 

Her train journey to Wonderground took her by train, but 
she knew when she'd entered the district as the dress of the 
people there were just as Kedi had described. The men 
wore double-breasted suits and the women nothing but 
stockings, suspenders and stilettos, except for thick scarves 
that covered most of their breasts and large floppy hats that 
covered most of their faces. The quite disturbing effect 
Innocence found was that attention was diverted to the 
vaginas of all the women. None of these were shaved, 
as had been an earlier fashion, but she could see that many 
women had jewellery attached to them. Innocence felt 
as inappropriately dressed as when she was visiting Brook, 
but then she was a nun and in her Order it would have been 
ostentatious to wear such clothes. 

Innocence used a street map supplied by Kedi to find her 
way through the suburban tree-lined streets - each identical 
to the last - to find her way to the house where her sister 
and her lover were staying. As she walked her flat sandals 
assisted her stride substantially better than the teetering 
heels of most other women. When she found the house, it 
was just one of many in a suburban terrace distinguishable 
most by the poorer state of the paint on the front door and a 
poster sellotaped to the inside of a window demanding 
equal rights for blacks. 

"Is this it?" wondered Innocence checking the number of 
the house against the address Kedi had supplied her and 
then ringing the door-bell. A muffled farting noise 
signalled some rustling inside and the pushing aside of a 
few locks. Then as the door opened she saw her sister 
dressed herself in the stilettos, suspenders and stockings of 
the district, but otherwise typically naked. Her hair was 
tied back into a ponytail and flopped over her shoulder 
down to her breasts. 

"Come in! Come in!" her sister said hurriedly and then 
fussed her into the living room. 

Innocence sat down in a slightly worn armchair just by the 
gas fire and just opposite a large but battered television. 

"Make yourself at home, and take off some of your 
clothes." 

Innocence took off her wimple to reveal her shaved head, 
which alarmed Chastity. 

"What have they done to you?" she shrieked. "You look 
terrible! Why don't you put on some other clothes?" 

"I don't have any other clothes," replied Innocence 
honestly. 

"They haven't been mistreating you, have they?" 

"Of course not." 

"But your hair..." 

"I chose to sacrifice my hair for the Lord." 

"Well, while you're here you can't dress like a nun." 

"Why not! I can't go round naked, can I?" 

The two sisters chatted together, and Innocence became 
further aware of the extent of her sister's incomprehension 
at her choice of vocation. However, she came round to 
agree that it would be inappropriate for her to dress like a 
nun while she was in a state of indecision as to whether to 
remain one. When Kedi arrived, dressed as always in 
nothing and making no concessions to the fashion of the 
district, she suggested that Innocence stay naked at home, 
but wear her gown when going out. Chastity tried to 
persuade Innocence to dress more fashionably - at least 
to wear stilettos and stockings - but Kedi sided with 
Innocence. 

"If she do not want to dress like that and if she wants to 
hide her gift of the gods from curious strangers then she 
has every right to do that." 

As the days went by, Innocence began to feel her adherence 
to her Holy Order was slipping past her. Perhaps, she 
considered, her attachment needed the constant 
reinforcement of being with other nuns and regular prayer. 
However if her faith could slip so rapidly after such a brief 
respite it may be that Kedi and her sister were right in 
saying that a religious vocation was not for her. (Chastity 
seemed to think that those who practised prostitution for 
Christ might be on to a good number, although she didn't 
like the idea of not being able to veto who you made love 
to.) 

At first, Innocence tried to resist the inevitable relaxation 
of her behaviour, but it wasn't too long until she decided to 
abandon wearing her gown altogether even though 
she continued shaving her head as a mark of spiritual 
respects. She decided to wear stockings and stilettos, but 
also opted to wear a dress and knickers to cover her penis. 
This made her seem quite eccentric, but not as eccentric as 
she might have seemed otherwise. She felt a bit 
uncomfortable in the district, and felt that she wasn't quite 
ready to be so immediately immersed in the world outside 
the Convent. 

She'd already succumbed to Kedi's advances, so she was 
unable to resist making love to her each night, which 
Chastity initially seemed not to mind. "What matters is that 
my darling sister is happy!" she professed. 

After a while, Chastity seemed to get restless about her 
lover dividing her time so diplomatically between the two 
sisters. "I love you both," she complained, "but I get less 
than half of your attention." 

She gradually tried enticing Innocence into making love to 
her, but her sister resisted her attentions quite firmly. In 
fact Innocence became quite forceful in physically pushing 
her sister off her as she transferred her tongue from Kedi's 
vagina to the penis that was energetically thrusting into it. 

"When I make love to you," Innocence declared, "is the 
time I will definitely have left the Order." 

This time inevitably came, and when Chastity's mouth met 
her sister's and she wasn't pushed aside she knew that 
Innocence had left her religious vocation behind her. She 
hid her thoughts from her sister as Innocence's penis 
entered her for the first time that a penis had entered her at 
all since she'd left Une's lovers behind. She trembled as 
Innocence thrust away at her remembering their love 
sessions in the past and Chastity's little preferences. She 
orgasmed with a frightening intensity as Kedi and 
Innocence brought her to one, then two, then three 
and finally four climaxes. She shrivelled away with 
postcoital exhaustion and predicted to herself that the 
following day her sister wouldn't be shaving her head. 

And this indeed was what happened, but Innocence had 
made another decision. She brushed her hand over the 
stubble on her head sitting on a chair with no clothes on 
and staring over at Kedi and Chastity who were sitting 
close together naked but for Chastity's stockings. 

"I'm returning to Brook!" she announced. 

"Returning?" wondered Chastity. 

"I don't want to stay here," Innocence announced. "I need 
to go somewhere somehow more pure. Somewhere with 
simple principles." 

"And you think you'll find them in Brook!" scoffed 
Chastity. "You're just as unlikely to find salvation or 
whatever you want in Brook as in a Convent. Brook is 
nothing more nor less than a naturist's paradise. You surely 
don't believe that nudity solves anything or makes things 
better?" 

Kedi sniffed. Her own attitude towards clothes was 
culturally determined but no less firmly felt for that. 

"If Innocence thinks Brook is the district where she is to be 
happiest, then she must go!" she opined. "It is a more good 
place than here. The people are more honest and more 
open." 

Innocence knew very little about such things as her only 
real experiences of Brook were the Convent there and her 
reunion with Purity - but these had impressed her. Perhaps 
she could find herself in Brook like her schoolfriend lover 
had. "I'm sure it will be good for me. And I must get away 
from everyone I know and think for myself." 

Chastity smiled indulgently. "I'll lend you some money to 
start off with," she agreed. "But you'll have to get a job 
while you're there." Chastity was earning good money in 
her job in a shop selling computers, video and audio 
equipment, and this together with Kedi's earnings as a 
street sex entertainer and some office cleaning made just 
enough for them to have saved enough money to be 
relatively generous. 

"When are you leaving?" 

"As soon as I can!" Innocence announced, stroking the 
unshaven hairs of her legs. She sipped slowly from her cup 
of coffee. "I just feel I've got to get moving!" 




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