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Subject: {ASSM} Letter To A Friend About My Blood Fetishes - MF, heavy BDSM, DS, blood play, menstrual period fetish
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Author: PlanetDweller Title: Letter To A Friend About My Blood
Fetishes Summary: A somewhat boring narrative letter to a friend
that outlines my philosphy of extreme BDSM and bloodwork, gives
some examples, and explains why I enjoy blood and menstrual play.
Keywords: MF, heavy BDSM, DS, blood play, edge work, menstrual
period fetish


Hi Mia,

And hope you slept well, Smile.

Thanks for breaking into chat with me last night, it's
appreciated.

My last words on the subject of Barnhill & Co., is that for me
BBS'ing has always been about fun. I routinely get back into
Boards and such because I missed the true intimacy, a kind of
intimacy seldom if ever found in the non-vt world, and just as
routinely leave the vt-world because of the inevitable politics
encountered within any group of people, politics that always take
the fun out being on the Boards for me. Enough on that subject.

Regarding the other thing(s) we talked about, I would like to
take a couple of moments of your time and tell you about my
BDSM/DS interests, which you may or may not find interesting.

Do I have a blood fetish? No, and yes.

Regarding scalpel work and knife/edgeplay within the lifestyle. I
do know as much about anatomy and physiology as many physician
assistants/PA's. Not a full MD-level, but more than your average
senior EMT. I was trained decades ago as a corpsman/field combat
medic. So heavy "edgework" with my painslut/slave is without
risks as much as practically possible when I'm doing them, and I
keep a full crash kit handy just in case.

Within BDSM play, it's not about the cutting, it's about the
intimacy it brings.

Cutting itself and blood from the cuts themselves actually do not
turn me on, any more than doing minor surgery say, to remove am
embedded fish hook from the hand of a fishing buddy that he
accidentally screwed up and did to himself while we were out
fishing for example, would. I have handled all sorts of
real-world real-time wounds, from gunshots to stabbings to bad
accident victims with multiple injuries to other things you don't
want to think about, and I have never, repeat, never been turned
on either by blood or injuries in cases like those. Obviously
not. In those cases, I never panic (I never panic at all, there's
never a point in doing so), I just handle the situation,
professionally.

Those cases were where my skills as a healer were needed. Heavy
BDSM edgeplay, which also includes such things (in my personal
Master's dictionary, Smile) as heavy beatings, brandings,
flamework and other burnings, and even such silly things as heavy
and strong two-fingered pinchings  (I'm not kidding, my
two-fingered pinchings can bring a grown man quickly to his
knees), done with a willing and to an eager partner, are totally
different.

Am I a Master, or a sadist? The answer is, of course, both. Both
are about intimacy, reaching a level of intimacy that usually
isn't reached and most of the time isn't reachable in the vanilla
world.

Now, I do recognize that a similar level of intimacy can be and
often is achieved in DS relationships, like you said last night,
even when there is no sex and even little to no actual physical
contact between Master and subbie. I do enjoy the submission of
all partners, be they vanilla, subbie, slave, or total
slavepainslut. All Masters do of course, or they wouldn't be
Masters.

Submission to scalpel and bloodplay is no different to submission
to verbal directions from your Master, as long as those
activities are what you enjoy!

Now, Mia, if you have a sense about me at all, you know that,
given my deep spirituality, you know that I could never do
anything a slave didn't want me to do to her.

Part B to that is, is that I am a true em-path. I hate the term
"psychic" but yeah, my ability to connect with a partner is on
that level. This is where and how I achieve pleasure for me,
myself, Mia.

During play with a partner, I feel exactly what she is feeling,
because I establish a true and very real psychic link with her. I
feel every single thing she feels, good and bad and indifferent.
If she was not enjoying at the moment what I was doing, I would
know that instantly and then go onto something different. I think
most Master/slave relationships eventually evolve into something
like this over time, this intuitive response level. But with me,
I am actually inside my slave's head as well, seeing - hearing -
smelling- tasting - feeling of touch exactly as what she's
experiencing. Yes, it truly is beyond neat!

This is why blood and edgeplay does not in and of itself turn me
on, conversely nothing by itself (not much at least) either. It's
just that for most true masochists who seldom in their years of
looking can find someone like me who is nice, sweet, sincere,
sane, experienced, and very knowledgable about edgework and heavy
play, when they find me their feelings are and become so totally
intense during our play that of course I feed off their happiness
and joy and total pleasure using my empathetic link with them
during our play.

If they were getting as much enjoyment just sitting at an ice
cream shop sharing a huge hot fudge sundae with me as they do
during our bloodplay, then "I" would be getting as much enjoyment
from sharing their joy from the sensuousness of partaking of that
gooey hot fudge atop perfectly fine vanilla ice cream as we laugh
and smile together and get sweet chocolate messes all over
ourselves as I have and do with getting the same messes all over
ourselves later during edgework-play.

To me, Mia, it's about the love, it's about the sharing, it's
about the happiness, it's about finding what you have been
looking for. It is never about pain, it's always about pleasure.
I couldn't one bit more actually "hurt" a play partner or any
other living human being as I could myself, because I'm as linked
to them as say a hard disk is to the computer's motherboard, data
exchange being as pure and free between the two as possible. If I
actually cause "real pain" to another, then I feel it as
unfettered as they do, and guess what, Mia? You'll find this
funny. I don't like pain, Smile!

Now all of that said, I do have a slight blood fetish, but not a
BDSM-driven one. For reasons that go back to early childhood
experiences that I will happily tell you about another time if
you express curiosity in hearing about them, I  'do'  have a
blood fetish, but it's not from BDSM, it's a menstrual blood
fetish, which is totally different from what I've just talked
about above.

This morning I wrote an email to a ladyfriend whom shares my
period/menstruation fetish (yes, a 26-year-old biological lesbian
female who has a period fetish) whom I "perv with" from time to
time, about a typical experience that I would have in a typical
month with my soon-to-be-ex-slave/wife, a typical experience that
is representative but not singular to the kinds of TPE (total
power exchange) play we would have when we were in a happier time
and place. It's immediately below. This will give you a good idea
about how I incorporated my admitted-to menstruation fetish with
what would be for us a fairly mild, i.e. no scalpels or needles
and such, play session.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Good Morning, Suzy,

And hope you slept well.

I saw your most recent post on B's and am remembering our
previous correspondence, and am sitting here just a' thinking a
bit.

The (soon-to-be) ex-wife used the new Kotex Overnights with
Velcro ever since they came out. She's told me several times (she
knows of my menstrual fetish, of course) that they had to have
been designed by a woman, because the Velcro tabs create a very
slight bulge in the pad which makes them form-fit the vaginal
"depression" as they are worn which makes them more comfortable
to wear than standard pads which, because of their flatness,
don't prevent leaks as well and aren't as comfortable.

The past two months, though, she's switched to the Always Maxis,
mainly because as much as she like the K-O's these Always have
extra length front-to-back that she likes, making the choice to
have extra protection there as opposed to a bit more comfort.

So, you're very horny just before and while on your period?Cool!

Since you are in a stage now between heterosexuality and your
emerging bisexuality-to- lesbianism, do you feel more feelings
towards women than men? I would assume that if your encounter(s)
with your Linda, you would especially lean towards her in
particular and women in general.

I would still like to hear the full story about Linda etc., you
really do have my curiosity up, but I can wait until you have a
little more energy and time for you to relate the story.

Regarding the soon-to-be ex-wife, it's very very hard right now
going through the last stages of our marriage in a sexless state
while still living togeher and even sleeping in the same bed
together still. We're still friends, just not married anylonger.

Yes, especially right now when she too is on her period, and keep
in mind that our whole marriage has been a 24/7 TPE (Total Power
Exchange) BDSM one since Day One, it's sssoooo tempting even now
to "reclaim" my rights as her (former, now) Master and just pull
her panties to one side and begin a slow, slow "vanilla" fuck of
her, her mild protestations aside.

In our marriage, if you are not familiar with TPE, by her
expressed wishes to me at the beginning of and continuing into
our marriage, I not only have the right to but also the
obligation to make  'all'  decisions of a sexual nature for us
both, that's why it's called "total power exchange", because she
voluntarily surrendered and until we decided to divorce recently
surrendered on a daily basis her power to me to do with her as I
wished. And yes, for the past three years, it was heaven on
earth, every man's and Master's fantasy come true.

She also has enjoyed menstrual sex even in her prior  "vanilla"
(non-TPE) relationships, so you can imagine the creative things
I've done over these past years.

One thing she always enjoyed was, after a heavy "play session"
where I'd spank her or tie her up and playfully use a whip or
cane or even better a favorite riding crop on her backside, work
her into a frenzy as she hunched naked on all fours on the bed
before me, her bleeding pussy slowly dripping blood onto her
pudenda and thighs, after working her ass to a nice cherry-red
with hand or paddle or crop, to then fuck her hard as she knelt
before, just going at it like an animal, covering myself in her
menstrual blood, before flipping her around to have her suck my
bloody cock and lick it clean before flipping her back around
once again, fucking her bleeding cunt some more, and then shove
my bloody cock up her ass (she loves assfucking even in
"vanilla", BTW), using her own period blood as a lubricant, like
she needed my cock to be lubricated at that point, she and I both
having worked into a frenzy.

And, always, pardon the pun, after I just let go and was a free
man and Master fucking her asshole as hard as I could possibly
fuck it for as long as I could last, covering both of us from
navel to knees in her rougeish essence, after spending my spent
inside her and collapsing onto the bed in a heap of twitching and
shivering flesh from menstrual-blood fired passions spent, always
in an act of loving selflessness and perfect slavehood and
wifehood she'd dart off to the bathroom to get a warm wet soapy
washcloth to clean me up, making a show of slowly working her red
from me to the damp cloth as warm and inviting as her hemoragic
pussy and receptive asshole had been moments earlier, then going
to get another soft damp one to rinse me off with as I lay almost
paralyzed from the
oh-my-God-I-AM-the-luckiest-man-and-Master-alive experience just
experienced before she then turned the page and began her short
story of cleaning her own self off, her eyes meeting mine as she
worked new clean washcloths across her crimson'd flesh, shoving a
finger or two up her vagina before licking them lick an ice cream
cone and returning to opening her legs as she stood at the side
of the bed next to me and transferred her feminine essence from
body to cloth in a "thank you, Dear, for being my perfect Master"
theater of shadow and smoke rising from her slit.

Damn, Suzy, you can see why I don't want this divorce from her.
She is perfect for me, and we for each other. But sometimes, not
just life but fate comes into a relationship, a perfect
Master/slave marriage doomed to failure from Day One by the
fates. God, I hate it, don't want it.

Any woman/slave whose interest and passions match mine the a
giant jigsaw puzzle meshed perfectly together, especially my/our
blood and period interests, damn, what can I say, I can't, it's
time to shut up for this morning.

In any case, hope you were turned on by the above true telling of
a period sex encounter I would have with her each month and
usually several times during her period that given month, have a
good day, and hopefully we can meet up in chat tonight or
sometime soon, Love, Nammy

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++


So, the answer to your question as posed and answered totally
truthfully earlier, is that no, and yes, I do and do not have a
blood fetish. I have a pleasure fetish during heavy BDSM sessions
with painslaves and I have a harmless menstrual fetish will all
women partners including the most vanilla of ones.

Any case, this letter has ended up way too lengthy, I hope you
enjoyed reading it, hope you understand me a little better, and
hope our friendship can continue to grow, Hugs, Platonic Kisses,
Smiles, Love, Peedy/PlanetDweller

Pleas visit my free author's website of erotic adult stories
similar to the above at:

http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/PlanetDweller/www

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