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This piece has little to do with my own relationship, rather it's inspired
seeing another one which is nearing it's end.


Not Yet ...

by Jack C Lipton


Who am I now?
I still stand, Alone- and yet not.
Married, together, yes, but parted.
Providing care, providing service.
She knows not who I am, from day to day.
She knows not her children nor siblings.
She knows not her years.

I remember for me.
I remember when she still WAS.
I remember for her-
When she cannot.

Who am I with her?
Who am I without her?
My heart only knows her name-
Alone.


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This is about Alzheimer's disease;  I've watched my in-laws.

I got into a depressive spiral and this came out.

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