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Subject: {ASSM} INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY (MC, MaleDom)
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INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY
by Boris Ludmenkov
This is a sequel to my early story NOT A CRUEL MAN. I'd been looking for
a way to continue the story of what happened to Professor Hillman and
Cynthia Mattel and a remark on the Mind Control Forum gave me the spark
for this.
As always this a fantasy. I don't know how to build the Professor's
Gizmo and this sort of thing would be very illegal, deeply wicked and
dangerous if it were really possible. Which is part of what attracts us,
I'm sure.
If you're not allowed to read this where you are, then you should be out
organising an insurrection rather than wasting your time on reading.
I stand in front of the class and these are the words I say:
"So we can see that for Dworkin and the other radical separatists all
forms of heterosexual contact, not just the openly violent are rape.
Even, perhaps especially, the most gentle and chivalrous man is
partaking in the oppression of women and even the most content woman is
a victim."
The words I do not say go like this:
You look at me and you write down the words I say so you can regurgitate
them back at me in your neat little end-of-term exam papers and you know
nothing about me or about what I say. Or what I do. You don't even know
that there's a brand on my thigh, yes a mark where they put hot metal to
show that I'm a slave, a piece of property, a slut who can be bought and
sold. You'd think, if you were as clever as you think you are, that
you'd be able to tell that about the woman who is teaching you Women's
Studies.
"Now, how do the Radical Feminists account for the fact the vast
majority of women do not in fact find men to be totally worthless and
regard sex with them as quite fun --. Sometimes." That gets a laugh.
"Well, they turn to an idea they found in classic Marxist thought. Marx
wanted to account for the consistent conservatism of most of the working
classes, who should have been much more radical than he found them to
be. He said the non-revolutionary proletariat was suffering from False
Consciousness. He said they had taken the ideology of their oppressors
and internalised it."
False Consciousness. If anyone is suffering from False Consciousness
here, girls, she's standing right in front of you. I talk about Mary
Wolstoncraft and Emily Pankhurst and Germaine Greer and all the time I
have no panties on and no bra, not because I've burnt my bra (we don't
do that nowadays) but because Master won't let me wear them, because
Master wants to let me know how much he controls me, because Master
(that's Professor Hillman to you, girls, the quiet one from the
Psychology Department) wants to be able to come into my office and reach
up my skirt and touch me and know there will be nothing in the way to
stop his hand reaching my dripping wet snatch, my pussy, my juicy hot
hole, my fuckpit --. Oh.
I have to pause for a moment. I have to pretend I've lost my place and
look through my notes so I can go back to churning it out so you can
gobble it up and pass the course and get your degrees. Don't worry
girls, normal service will be resumed --. That's a dangerous word for me
to think about 'service' --.
"Now this all touches,"
There's another dangerous word, touches, better find another one quick,
"this all relates to the concept of memetics or the science of ideas. In
memetics one of the primary analogies is that an idea, whether it's a
political idea, a joke, an advertising slogan, is rather like a disease.
You can catch it from other people, it uses you to make more copies of
itself, just like a virus does and then it gets passed on to others,
perhaps a little modified --."
I have an idea in my head. It's lodged there like a bug, like a virus. I
didn't go looking for it. (Or did I? Did I put myself at risk of being
enslaved deliberately? Did I want to find myself owned, controlled? Did
the girl I was then want to fall, desire to be caught up for debt and
sold? It seems so long ago and she seems like a different person, living
in a different world.)
{And in a way she did. This is Cyndi's Master, the quiet Professor
Hillman. I'd best explain that though Cyndi believes that she was
arrested for debt and sold off as a personal slave under legislation
introduced under the last Conservative government, no such event took
place since no such legislation exists. It's all a fantasy I created in
her mind with my mind controlling Gizmo. She believes that she must keep
it a secret from everyone. It makes her subjugation to me slightly more
exquisite: part of her continues to be the feminist lecturer while her
secret side gradually grows to love her enslavement more and more. }
The idea is that all of you, my dear girls, my dearest pupils, would be
a lot better off if you were to be suddenly taken as I was, dragged out
of the lecture hall, kicking and screaming to be stripped and branded
and put on a block and sold. You would be sold to men you had never seen
before, men who would take you and use you and teach you what it is to
be a woman, kneeling at a man's feet, being his toy. I think that would
teach you more about women than any course of 'Women's Studies'.
"Now, the agenda of the feminism of the 1970s and 80s would have been
incomprehensible to most of the nineteenth and early twentieth century
pioneers. But not all --."
I stand there in front of my class and I drone on and on: I didn't even
want the post as Lecturer in Women Studies. I was quite happy to be the
Equal Opportunities Officer. But He ordered me to apply. Said it amused
him.
I've begged Him to let me leave this job, this mockery and let me be his
slave openly. But He smiles and purses his lips and says 'No Cyndi, no.
I am not a rich man and we need the money you earn as a lecturer. And
beside it would cause a scandal: can you imagine how the Vice-Chancellor
and the head of your department would react to discover they had
appointed someone who had a brand on her thigh to such a sensitive
position. No, no. Kinder never to tell them.' And I say Yes, Master, as
you wish Master. And he strokes my hair and he parts his robe and he
lets me lick his lovely cock erect.
I want to say to the class, Look, you don't know me. You think this is
Ms Mattell but it's not. It's Cyndi. She's a silly slut and she doesn't
know anything worth knowing except how to kneel, how to crawl, how to
beg, how to hold her Master's manhood tight inside her. She can cook too
(a bit) and she can clean house and kneel silently by Master while he
works.
He named me Cyndi, that first evening when I knelt to him in his garden.
My tits ached when my nipples brushed against the long grass as I bent
to kiss his feet. He took my by the scruff of my neck and pulled up my
face to look into his. And He said, not Cynthia, no. Not Cynthia. It's
too grand a name for a slut. I shall call you Cyndi, when we are alone,
just Master and Slave. My little Cyndi-doll, my toy to play with.
{Is Cyndi known beyond the shores of the UK? A slightly cheaper and
tackier rival to Barbie. Just right for a cheap slut like my Cyndi.}
I want to show you Cyndi, girls, I think but I do not say. She's a good
girl. She could take off this dress and kneel up on the desk and show
you how to do what's wanted by a Master. If Ann-Louise (that's Dr
Merriman to you girls, the long blonde slut from the Medical Centre) if
she was here we could give you quite a show. He likes that. He likes to
see two women make love to each other. Except in the case of Ann-Marie
and me, it isn't quite love.
We don't quite hate each other either but we would both be happier if He
would just get rid of the other. But he won't and so we try to be polite
to each other. Except that He knows how we feel and likes to play one
off against the other. At the start she was the one in charge, the one
who told the new slave how He likes things done. And He gave me to her,
to be her toy too, to play with.
And play she did. Oh my, I remember that first evening when she took me
upstairs from the garden where he had collared me, re-named me Cyndi.
She took my leash from him and lead me upstairs. She kept me on all
fours as we went into the small bedroom. It's where his weekend slut
spends her nights if he doesn't want her to lie with him or sleep at the
foot of his bed. She undressed from the French maid's uniform he had her
in and started to explain his requirements.
No shaving the armpits and pussy. Grow your hair long. (It's down to my
legs now.) How he likes his breakfast served. Little things, big things.
I drank them in.
And I was thinking all the while how lovely she was and wondering why he
needed me. And why she wanted to be his slave: there was no brand on her
thigh.
And then I remembered how I'd felt when I had to crawl to him in the
garden.
When we were both naked she took me through to the bathroom and sat me
on the loo.
Relieve yourself, she said and started to run a bath, putting foaming
and scented stuff in.
And when she looked at me again and I hadn't done anything she slapped
me. She pulled hard on my leash until I was nearly choking. I didn't
mean to defy her: really I didn't. But my family had been --. My father
and mother had been raised by very strict Baptist parents. They had
stopped being believers in their twenties but all their lives they had
been bad at touching, at being open about their bodies. Their problems
had been passed on to me.
She called me a stupid slut, a disobedient slave. I was. Oh, I am so
sorry, Master -- And I enjoyed it. I enjoyed it so much that she ordered
me and finally I obeyed. Red in the face, heart pumping.
She ordered me into the bath and I settled down, wincing (she always
runs the water too hot!) in the foam and water. I nearly fainted when
she got in with me!
Understand, I had never even thought about other women. I had known some
lesbians, there are not a few in the Equal Opportunities business. But
even when they had shown an interest in me I couldn't respond. Not in
any way. I knew how to respond with men, with boys. At least I had a way
of responding: it wasn't the most brilliant way, using my pussy as a
collar on them, nagging them, driving them away eventually.
But in the water, her breasts against mine, her left hand on the back of
my neck pulling me closer, her right beneath the water on my cunt -- Oh,
and her in control, her not me, because the Master had told me to obey
her, given me to her -- Oh, it was new, it was sweet and bitter to be
controlled. Owned by him, subservient to her as she warmed me up and
opened me out and prepared me to be taken by him --
She had my leash in her hand, literally or metaphorically for most of
the next three months.
But now, it's about fifty-fifty. Sometimes I'm the one who gets to be in
control and tell her to start licking out my arsehole while I suck the
Master off. She's good at that. Of course she takes it out on me when
she's the one in charge. And he smiles to see us playing. And we play up
to him and make a show because it gets him hard and ready and that's the
most important thing for us. For the Master's Sluts.
But while Cyndi is thinking all this, poor old Ms Mattel is droning on.
"Now, what exactly do we mean by Patriarchy?"
Cyndi knows what that word means. It means Daddy-rule. Master likes
Cyndi to call him Daddy sometimes. Likes Cyndi to play at being his
widdle gurl.
He took me on holiday with him at Easter break. All the way to some
Greek island. Made me wear --. Little girl outfits. My tits nearly
falling out and a skirt that is slit up to the hips. He knows how
embarrassed that makes me: he knows how much I fear someone see the
slave brand on my hip and knowing that I'm just a slut, a piece of
property.
{She believes, you see, that she has a brand on her thigh: an ornate
letter S for Slave. I told her that she did and now she sees it clearly.
Her blushes when we met someone on the beach and the way she tried to
hide her brand by pressing her hip up against me -- Ah, a happy memory I
shall carry to the grave.}
But I can't say no. And I don't want to. That's at the core of my False
Consciousness, you see. I know now that I wouldn't be free of him if he
offered me the chance. I long to be ordered, I dream of obeying. On the
weekends when he takes Ann-Marie off somewhere without me, I weep and I
burn and I imagine every minute of them together as I clean his house
and run his errands. Cyndi has someone to love and serve. Even if He
doesn't love her, even if he just uses her and would cast her aside for
a younger model. It's not important.
"Phallocentric". That's another good word in Ms. Martell's vocabulary.
It means 'cock-centred'. I give this lecture at the start of the course,
on primitive concepts of male and female. And I do a slide show. Master
helped put it together. We have the ancient carvings of big-breasted,
hugely pregnant women. And we have rather more of the pictures of sacred
phalluses from around the world. Little Roman household gods and African
sacred fetishes. He ordered me to watch the class as I showed them,
gauge their reactions, write it all down and report to him. Who licked
their lips, who turned away in disgust, who acted cool and unconcerned.
"A psychologist," he joked, "is a man who goes to a strip show and
watches the audience."
Cyndi is phallocentric. Her mind is centred on Master's cock. She knows
every millimetre of it by sight, by touch, by smell. She loves to feel
it with her hand, her mouth, her cunt and her arsehole. (He makes
Ann-Marie clean me out with enemas and then lubricate me when he wants
to take me anally. It's a ceremony.) Master's cock is the centre of his
pleasure and therefore Cyndi's centre too.
And then class is over and I'm picking up the package He gave me and
going over to where Barbara is hurrying and trying to pack her books
away before I can reach her.
Barbara watched the cocks-of-ancient-history slideshow with her mouth
open in awe, totally unaware of anything else in the room and blushed
bright red, red as her lovely long hair when someone nudged her and
whispered in her ears.
Master was very interested in that. And the next day I had a message to
give her from Professor Hillman. An appointment to discuss the
possibility of some work as a research assistant.
The day after that I saw her headed towards the University Health
Centre.
"Did you read the books I gave you", I say.
They were some books I read before I was enslaved. Books about women in
fantastic places and times. Women who were controlled, enslaved, owned.
I told her they were for a project I was doing with Professor Hillman on
the effects of pornography. Which is true enough.
She blushes and she nods and I smile.
"This is for you to listen to tonight," I say and I hand her the Walkman
with the tape the Master prepared.
Tonight is Thursday night. And tomorrow is the weekend. I don't
understand what it all means. But Master has told me to come to his
place on Friday after work. And we shall see. Maybe Master will have a
Barbie-doll to go with his Cyndi-doll. And maybe this time, I shall be
the one who holds the leash on the new girl.
--
Boris Ludmenkov
Pervert and Pornographer
If the law where you are doesn't allow you to read this, shouldn't you be out
starting a revolution or something?
--
Pursuant to the Berne Convention, this work is copyright with all rights
reserved by its author unless explicitly indicated.
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