Message-ID: <38532asstr$1033265406@assm.asstr-mirror.org> Return-Path: <maureen_lcn@yahoo.com> X-Original-Message-ID: <20020927224937.63020.qmail@web12305.mail.yahoo.com> From: Maureen Lycaon <maureen_lcn@yahoo.com> MIME-Version: 1.0 X-ASSTR-Original-Date: Fri, 27 Sep 2002 15:49:37 -0700 (PDT) Subject: {ASSM} [NEW] Captivity [1/3] (MM, Mdom/M, nc, tort, oral, anal, ScFi) Date: Sat, 28 Sep 2002 22:10:06 -0400 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: <assm@asstr-mirror.org> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: <URL:http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/Year2002/38532> X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Story-Submission: <ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Moderator-ID: dennyw, gill-bates SWORN PART ONE: CAPTIVITY @Copyright Maureen Lycaon, September 2002. Permission granted to duplicate this story via normal propagation through Usenet and whatever mailing lists it's posted on (but please do not repost; I can do that myself, thank you); to archive it in the official web archives of alt.sex.stories, alt.sex.stories.moderated and alt.sex.stories.gay.moderated, as well as whatever mailing lists I post it on; and to keep one hard copy and two electronic copies for your personal use. All other rights are reserved under the Berne Convention. MANDATORY WARNING: This is hard-core erotica. If you shouldn't or don't want to be reading this, don't. AUTHOR'S NOTES: What this series of stories describes wouldn't be healthy in real life. The main character comes to accept and enjoy being enslaved and raped -- and I portray this as a Good Thing. The only reassurance I can offer my readers is: this is a dream you are in, an erotic dream about dominance and submission. It is not a guide to BDSM or the real world -- only a portal into the author's own twisted imagination. All hail Dusk Darkling, who provided most of the beta reading (and advised on Servant Byron's writing equipment); Windrunner and Tyellas, who also beta'd; and Michael Craig, who provided constructive criticism. You can read my other erotic works at: http://members.vclart.net/Maureen/index2.html Captivity (Part One of the "Sworn" series) By Maureen Lycaon LORD MICHAEL: The hostage stood in the meeting chamber under the soft glow of the electric lights, surrounded by the others. He had been looking down at the floor, but he lifted his head to watch me as I approached, and that was when I saw his eyes. Such remarkable large, dark eyes, almost like the eyes of a stag, and filled with a strange mixture of pride and resignation. Martyr's eyes. I knew I would enjoy looking into those eyes. The eyes told me the story: he had resigned himself to what he believed would be lifelong hell, for the sake of a Clan and a smallclan to whom he was totally loyal. He expected to be beaten, tortured, raped brutally, eventually killed. The terms of his oath permitted no resistance, no escape -- not even by killing himself. The best he could hope for was that I would tire of him eventually, so that I might give him back his freedom. Or -- far more likely -- kill and discard him like a broken toy, in which case at least his suffering would end. An hour ago, he had sworn the oath before me and the other Lords of the Gathering. The terms of that oath were quite specific: he was property now, and no human being. I could do what I wished with him. Nor could he disobey me, in anything. Not that I was much concerned about that. We of the Gathering count the Clansfolk as utter barbarians, but they hold to their word above all. They despise oathbreakers as they do no other criminals. Among them, to break one's word is to forsake all honor. I studied the hostage as I walked closer. He was precisely my height. Beyond that, it was hard to say exactly what his body was like, clad as he was in the Plainsfolk's heavy winter clothes of fur and leather. What I could see was his clean-shaven face and his long, straight, hair confined in the usual Clan ponytail. It was a very fair, very young face: fine-boned, pale-skinned, narrow but still beautiful . . . dominated by those proud, dark eyes. There was strength in that face, no question. He wouldn't weep easily, but would preserve his honor for as long as he could. Even under the lights' yellow glow, I could see that his hair was not true blond like my own, but an intriguing reddish-ginger, hinting at auburn. With him were eight others. The Gathering's witness, Servant Byron, stood at the little clerk's table, the ledger open before him, his dip pen beside it. Four of my own servants also stood by, awaiting my orders. Two other Clan members stood nearby: an older man, gray-haired but still powerful, and a younger, tall woman with blonde hair. They waited grim-faced as I approached. I could sense their loathing of me, their hatred of what they were compelled to do. "Great Lord Michael," Servant Byron began, "this is Grayknife Setovar, who represents the Alliance of Clans" -- he indicated the older Clansman -- "and Killdeer Ethon, who represents the captive's own Clan." He nodded at the woman. Then, he turned to the dark-eyed young man. "This is Rain Ashin, of the Brightriver Clan, the Southwest smallclan. He is the one the Brightriver Clan has chosen to honor the treaty. He has already sworn the oath of submission." Since I had witnessed the swearing of the oath, the words were not truly necessary; but the formalities needed to be followed. I nodded and stepped forward, examining the captive closely. He was even younger than I had thought at first glance, certainly no more than eighteen -- too young to be of much standing in his smallclan. His face was as smooth and unblemished as I'd ever seen, with no trace of the ugly freckles that the faint reddish tint of his hair might have signaled. He stared back at me without flinching, refusing to show the fear he must feel. I reached forward, cupping his chin in my hand, and looked carefully into his face. A quick flash of anger passed through his eyes at the touch, but he offered no resistance. "Did you consent to this, Rain?" "Yes." He didn't grant me my honorific. His voice was soft, a little higher-pitched and lighter than mine, but even and unwavering, with the soft Clan accent. "One of several volunteers, I'll wager." They're a brave people, every one. "Weren't you?" His look became a little guarded. "Yes, I was." "Good." We stared at each other for a few more heartbeats. I could sense his loathing. I knew what the Plainsfolk thought of us and our ways. Centuries ago, they had refused our protection and left the City for the Outlands. Now, they called themselves the Clans and saw us only as oppressors. The war had forced them to submit to us, but it had done nothing to truly domesticate them. What was in that untamed soul that looked out at me through those eyes? Was it the kind of soul I required -- even if it were hidden in the body of a Clansman, so deeply buried as to be unknown even to himself? I could not yet tell. I released his head and dropped my hands to my sides, stepping back, and glanced at the two Clan representatives still watching. Not a muscle of the older man's face had moved, but I saw barely visible telltale lines of tension around the woman's mouth. They were powerless here, and they knew it. It was time to begin this slave's first lesson in obedience. "Strip," I commanded him. A pink blush darkened his cheekbones, more at being so brusquely ordered than because of modesty, but he didn't hesitate. Silently, he removed the fur-trimmed leather jacket and handed it to one of my servants who stepped forward to take it. He pulled off his leather tunic and the woolen undershirt beneath, then the boots and the trousers, passing those to another servant. Last of all came the thin thong with its little stone smallclan pendant from around his neck. He handed that to the Plainswoman Killdeer, who accepted it in equal silence. She would cry bitterly when she returned, I suspected, but for now she only gazed back somberly at him without speaking. She accepted his sacrifice. These people don't weep before their enemies. Now he stood naked before me. His body was lean, much leaner than one might have suspected underneath the bulky clothes. Yet muscles there were, well defined without bulging. The skin there was as pale as that of his face -- the cold, cloudy wilds don't tan skin very much. Only a few small scars marked him, on the legs, one on his right arm, another on his belly; possibly hunting accidents, for given his youth, he might never have been in a serious fight. Beneath the nearly auburn hair of his groin, his member hung limp, only a faint circumcision scar marring its length. He was beautiful. His flush deepened as I gazed upon his nakedness, but the expression in those martyr's eyes didn't change. For all his youth, he had the Clansman's control and pride. "Put your hands on the back of your neck," I commanded. He obeyed me immediately, lifting his arms, slipping his hands under his ponytail. I continued to study him, but he neither moved nor showed any emotion. The Clan representatives watched, equally silent and stoical. Finally, I nodded to Servant Byron. "He is acceptable. I will take him into my service." Byron nodded and sat down at the table to write down the transaction in the ledger, and I read and signed it. The formalities were done. It was winter and bitterly cold, so I let Rain put his clothes back on for the journey to my estate. Throughout the groundcar ride, he betrayed no fear or wonder, though I knew it must be strange and unfamiliar to him. He stared silently ahead, awaiting whatever would happen, save when I spoke to him. Something dark and lost showed in his eyes as I explained to him the second oath he must swear when we arrived, the words he must use. It was his only display of emotion. When we reached my mansion, I led him to the main hall to stand before me, to make that vow before all my assembled servants. Though the true oath had already been made, I needed the gesture before my household. Once again I commanded him to strip then and there before them. It must have been grueling for him; this was no longer an enclosed room with only a few witnesses but an entire hall with more than one hundred watchers. Yet he flushed only a little as he complied, handing his clothes over to one of my menial servants, Boudet. My other servants remained silent like the well-trained ones they are, watching. Boudet carried his clothes out of the room. For just a moment, Rain's gaze flickered away from my face to see Boudet go, and I glimpsed that same lost look he had had when I'd explained the oath to him. Then it vanished -- so quickly that, had I less experience, I might have doubted I'd ever seen it. My seneschal Duval, who oversaw my slaves as well as other servants, handed me the leather collar at my order. I stepped forward and solemnly placed it around Rain's neck, buckled it, then stepped back. "Down on one knee," I told him. He sank down gracefully. "Now, the other." His eyes remained locked with mine, but he obeyed with no hesitation. "Put your hands behind your back, and cross your wrists," I continued, and he did so. "Now, acknowledge me as your owner, before my household." "You are my owner, my Lord and my master, Great Lord Michael," he replied. There was no quavering or defiance in that voice -- but no true submission either, not of the kind I wished. It would take long months for him to truly understand what I wanted from him . . . and he might not be able to give it at all. If so, I would indeed tire of him. But there would be more than enough time to find out. For now, I would simply bring home to him his new place in life. "You will obey me in all things, blindly and utterly? Even unto your own destruction?" "Yes, my Lord." "And do you have any rights, anything you may expect from me?" I asked him. "No, my Lord. I am your possession. Do with me what you wish." A slight glaze came over those dark eyes as he spoke. What it must have cost him to speak those words . . . I only nodded. "So it is, as of this day." I lifted my head to take in my watching servants, and addressed them: "You have all witnessed this. Now, hear my words: this man is my property, to do with as I please. You may *not* help him or comfort him, but neither may you mock or abuse him, save as I so command. Remember these words, for the sake of your very lives. You are dismissed." As they filed out, Duval brought me the leash, and I snapped it around the metal ring in the collar around Rain's neck. "Now, lift your hands, put them behind your neck and keep them there," I bade him. "Rise now, and follow me." I knew what he was expecting. I would deal with that first. And afterward -- we could truly begin. RAIN: Rain forced down the despair that threatened to drown him. He would not disgrace himself or his people with any show of weakness. Clansfolk were no strangers to nudity. Relatives and friends often saw one another unclothed in the sweathouses. But now -- being led like a beast through the halls of Michael's home, knowing that he was nothing more than a possession for a wealthy and decadent Lord -- for the first time in his life, Rain felt nakedness as something shameful. As the leash tugged at his neck, the young Clansman desperately wished for clothes. The house was what he would have expected of the home of a Great Lord of the Gathering -- unimaginably huge, strange and rich. Possessions filled the long corridor he walked through: rugs, statues, and upon the walls paintings and the electrical lights that were only a tale to the Clansfolk. The floor was of oddly smooth and shiny wooden planks, wherever the rugs did not cover it. It had been late afternoon when they'd arrived. There had been windows in the main hall to let in the waning light -- tall, narrow ones, unlike the small ones of a Clan house -- but this corridor had none. The electrical lights shed the only illumination. He felt as if he had entered some otherworldly space where day and night did not exist. It felt far too warm for the middle of winter, even in a house. Yet the Lord and his servant wore cloth jackets over their ruffled shirts, just as they had in the meeting chamber. Was the mansion always this warm? The overpowering strangeness of it all, the utter difference from the simple cabins and huts of his own people, was a crushing weight upon his heart. Servants passed by, going to and fro on their errands. None did more than glance at him before passing on, disappearing through the doorways lining the corridor. As he walked behind his master, he managed to catch glimpses of some of the statues and paintings. Though many were of hunting scenes or battles, or simple landscapes, others were of men entwined with other men, performing acts that made his stomach knot. None were of men with women. He knew what the Lords did to their slaves, that they saw no wrong in men taking other men -- had known it when he had stepped forward to offer himself to this fate for the sake of his people. Everyone did. He had foresworn all honor and dignity, save that of obedience. Still, those pictures and sculptures had the power to make his stomach tighten with the beginnings of sickness. It was one thing simply to know what would be done to him; it was another to actually *see* it. At last, Lord Michael and the servant Duval led him into a great room without rugs or windows, only a tiled floor with a drain set into it. It was smaller than the vast hall, but still large enough to hold a variety of bizarre frameworks of metal and padded leather. Rain couldn't make out the purpose of most of the devices, but from the shackles dangling off of some, he guessed that they were meant for holding captives. It took him a moment to identify the objects in the wooden rack on one wall, but then he recognized a bullwhip and what looked like a riding crop such as might be used upon a horse, and his heart thudded. *He is going to torture me now.* Cowardice tugged at him, urging him to fight back, to try to tear off his collar and run -- anything rather than endure this. He reminded himself of his oath. *It's only pain. I can endure pain.* Lord Michael led him to a tall, heavy frame of steel and thick wood, set with thick rings. His blue eyes held no expression -- no pleasure, no compassion, nothing that Rain could read. "Stand there," the Lord commanded in that deep, calm voice of his, and then unfastened the leash. Apparently he trusted Rain to remember his oath and remain there. Rain wondered if he should feel honored at that. He did not reply but merely waited in silence. He'd learned from Michael on the way here that he was not to speak, save to acknowledge a command or answer a question. "Duval." The Lord said no more than that, but the servant went to a cabinet standing against the wall, and came back with a bundle of stout ropes and four thick leather cuffs, set with steel rings, that were too obviously designed to hold even a very strong man. Michael nodded, and Duval came over and put them on Rain. Rain knew he must offer no resistance. He remained motionless as the cuffs were buckled around his wrists and ankles. "Lift your arms up now, over your head," the Lord commanded. Rain felt the quiver of fear in his belly. He took a deep breath and obeyed, lifting his hands from the back of his neck, ignoring the twinges of weary muscles as he raised his arms high. "Bind him, Duval," the Lord said. Duval stepped in close, his clothing brushing against Rain's bare skin as he passed ropes through the rings on the wrist cuffs. Then the servant ran each rope through its own separate ring set into the top bar of the frame. He pulled the ropes tight, forcing Rain's arms up high and apart, and tied them off around a lower ring, out of Rain's reach. "Now, spread your feet wide," Lord Michael said. Rain did so, but the servant suddenly grasped his right ankle and tugged it still farther to the side. Startled, the Clansman had to consciously force himself to permit it. Duval did the same with Rain's left ankle, spreading him still wider, obscenely wide. What little slack there had been in the wrist ropes disappeared; his arms and shoulders and even his back ached with the tension. When Duval was finished, the young Clansman was held spread-eagled within the frame. He knew all too well that every part of his unclothed body was exposed, bared to whatever torture the Lord cared to inflict. Rain tightened his jaw, refusing to show any fear before these men, and once again loathed his nakedness. When both of Rain's ankles had been bound to the frame, Lord Michael told Duval, "Bring the mouth strap." Duval went back to the cabinet and returned with a thick, tough leather strap, which he lifted to Rain's mouth. It obviously wasn't intended as a gag to stifle screams or even words. Instead, it fitted into the Clansman's mouth, pressing down upon his tongue, and then buckled closed behind his head. He swallowed reflexively, tasting the dry leather. "That is to bite down on," Michael told him, then turned to the servant again. "Duval, fetch me the sukai lash." Duval actually started at that. "The sukai lash? Yes, Lord." The servant didn't go to the little rack of whips and crops. Instead, he went to another, taller cabinet and drew out a strange-looking object. It had several tails, like a cat-o-nine-tails, but its substance was of no leather Rain had ever seen. It was actually transparent, like glass -- even the thick handle. He saw it for only a few moments before Duval went behind his back to hand it to Lord Michael. What in all the spirits' unknown names was it supposed to do? He was about to find out. Duval retreated, to stand against a wall awaiting further orders. Behind him, Rain heard a rustle of clothing. He braced himself, anticipating the lash upon his back. There was a soft *crack*, much softer than he would have expected from a whip. A moment later, he felt the individual tails streak across the skin of his shoulders. They left a sharp sting, nothing more. The second blow didn't follow. Instead, Lord Michael's deep voice sounded again. "Not what you were expecting, was it?" Long moments of silence followed, and then Rain realized an answer was necessary. "No, my Lord," he mumbled around the leather bit. "It was not activated." He heard a crisp, quiet, unrecognizable sound, but refused to crane his neck to look behind him and see what it was. "It is now." The second blow came across his shoulders, as the first had. What followed was a ferocious stinging, as if acid had been poured onto an open wound. Each individual lash seemed to inscribe its path across his skin in blazing intensity. And the pain did not ebb -- it grew worse, until he felt as if liquid fire had entered his flesh. His whole body spasmed beyond his control, and he bit down fiercely on the gag even as tears started from his eyes. With the third blow, Rain couldn't hold back a whimper. At each stroke, the fire in his flesh built and built, mocking his desperate attempts to control himself. By the tenth blow, despite his best efforts, his whimpers had turned into a full-throated scream. Soon after that, he was shrieking uncontrollably with every stroke. The gag did nothing to muffle his cries. The individual lines of fire multiplied and spread, joining into one another until they united into one burning mass of agony, covering his back like a cloak of live embers. Once, when he was 14 summers old, he'd suffered a broken arm; it hadn't hurt nearly as much as this. Eventually, he was screaming and begging for mercy behind the gag, all pride broken. His pleas might as well have been the cries of a slaughtered animal for all that Michael paid heed to them. Lord Michael would not stop. Eventually, Rain fainted, falling into a comforting, warm, black nothingness. He roused moments later to hard slaps across his face, and opened his eyes to see the Lord standing before him. Michael's cold face showed no anger, no glee, no regret. When the Lord was certain Rain was fully conscious again, he held up the lash for him to look at. It was no longer clear as glass. Instead, each tail was filled with glowing white light, and little flecks of that light were dripping off the ends to the floor, like water. Only the handle remained transparent. Rain stared at that terrible scourge a few moments, all words frozen in his throat. Then his head jerked away against his will, refusing to look any longer, as if that could stop a resumption of the agony. The Lord nodded, and then walked around the frame to stand behind him once more. Then the flogging resumed. Wherever the tails struck, those glowing flecks seemed to eat into Rain's skin, burning into his nerves with incandescent heat. The sukai lash worked its way down his back to his buttocks, and the backs of his thighs, and finally to the calves of his legs. Then the Lord went around to his front, and flogged him across the chest and belly, and the fire engulfed him utterly. He fainted twice more before it was over. Each time, he was revived, and the flogging continued. Toward the end, he could no longer even plead, only scream and weep, his throat growing raw, sweat running into his eyes until he was nearly blind. He would have accepted death without hesitation to escape the agony; he would gladly have broken his oath, betrayed the Clans, anything. He never knew what caused the Lord to stop. Indeed, for long minutes he was not even aware that the lashes had ceased to fall upon him, as the glowing particles clung to his skin and burned and he sobbed and retched. He came out of his daze as a bucket of water was poured over him. The burning began to die down. He moaned, expecting the flogging to begin again. As he gradually regained full awareness, he realized the water running down his body onto the tiles had a faint, odd, sour smell -- there was something in it. Whatever it was, it quenched that cruel fire, and the agony quickly ebbed. Duval stepped back, holding the now-empty bucket. Lord Michael nodded to the servant, and he put it down and returned to his station against the wall. Rain was still bound to the frame, but the leather bit was out of his mouth. He hadn't been aware of it being removed. "Please . . ." he gasped, his voice hoarse, "No more . . . I beg you . . ." Lord Michael, standing before him now, shook his head. "There is no more." The lash was still in the Lord's hand, but now it was clear again, quiescent. Michael dropped it to the floor as he stepped toward Rain, reaching out to stroke his sweat-soaked hair. "Duval" -- the Lord turned to the servant again -- "fetch me cold water, and a cloth." Duval left the room without a word, taking the bucket with him. Rain hung suspended in his bonds, gasping as his breathing and his hammering heart slowed. As his mind cleared, he became aware of another smell reaching his nostrils -- he had lost control of his bladder during the flogging. The humiliation of that refused to come, lost in the deeper pain of knowing he had broken so easily and so utterly. Duval returned with the laden bucket and a white cloth. He handed them to Michael before returning to his place. To Rain's numbed astonishment, Lord Michael then crouched down and bathed him with his own hands, wiping the damp cloth slowly and gently over sweat-drenched skin. The Lord showed no revulsion at all as he wiped off the urine. He cleaned Rain's genitals and thighs without comment or obvious embarrassment, then calling for fresh water and a cloth from Duval. Against his will, Rain felt himself relaxing under Michael's ministrations. The Lord wiped down his thighs once more, making certain they were entirely clean. Down Rain's knees, his shins and calves, at last even his feet, without embarrassment. Rain looked down at himself, searching for the marks of the lash on his chest and belly. He had thought to see raw, bleeding wounds. Yet, only a few narrow red lines showed upon his flesh, less than might be expected from riding too quickly through thick brush. Michael, now wiping down Rain's left flank, smiled as he saw the Clansman staring at the insignificant welts. "Pain by direct nerve induction," the Lord explained. "It does no damage." Which left Rain little wiser than before. The Lord said nothing more, but bathed every inch of his flesh, washing away the sweat. When Michael was finished, Duval took away the washcloth and bucket again. When the servant had returned, Lord Michael commanded, "Unbind him, Duval." This was done, and Rain stepped free of the frame, feeling his legs still weak as a newborn colt's. He felt as if his very being had been scorched bare, leaving him nothing more to think or feel with. The Lord called again for the leash, snapped it onto Rain's collar once more, and then handed the other end to Duval. "Obey him, Rain," Michael ordered. "Duval, show him to his quarters to rest." Direct comments and criticism to: maureen_lcn@yahoo.com. 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