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This work having been posted to the newsgroups is considered copyrighted from the author. Please do not republish, copy, or post without prior consent of the author. Copyright Ladyvet, 2001. Other stories are posted at my site: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MastrKink JoAnn -(TM)s Last Anniversary, Pt. 3 They separated and sat on opposite sides of the table. JoAnn thought about something her cellmate had told her. Maria and her husband had been allowed to have conjugal visits while she was in prison in California. JoAnn had asked what they were like. "I got to eat real food, sleep late and fuck my brains out for three straight days and nights every three months," Maria had answered wistfully. "They were like heaven!" JoAnn would have willingly given ten years of her life to be able to have those visits. Ted sat with his back to the window so JoAnn could look through it. Unlike the high walls enclosing the exercise yard, only a single, high fence separated the front of the prison from the Free World. JoAnn liked to watch the cars speed by on the road in front of it. It helped her remember what freedom had been like. Ted wished her a happy anniversary and asked if she'd received his card. "No, she replied. "When did you send it?" "A week ago." JoAnn sighed and shook her head. The mailroom got slower all the time. Ted pursed his lips. "I wish I could give you a gift..." JoAnn did her best to smile. "Yes, I know, Honey. Being with you right now is all I need." She held his hands tightly and toyed with his wedding ring, wishing she still had hers. It had been confiscated and sent home when she received a month in administrative segregation for failing a urinalysis. The lab was sloppy. False positives weren't unusual. They didn't care when she swore she hadn't used drugs since her arrest. Jewelry was forbidden in ad. seg., where inmates were only allowed to wear T-shits, panties and shower clogs. There was no provision for returning jewelry once an inmate returned to population. Ted stared at the front of her blouse while they talked. Her big-nippled breasts had always fascinated him. He'd never tired of looking at them, playing with them and suckling them. He'd convinced her not to breast feed for fear it might make them sag more than they did. He'd gotten off on helping her bind them to stop her milk. He'd delighted in buying her dozens of lacy, silky uplift bras to model for him. Her already-hard Hershey's kiss nipples stiffened even more under his gaze. The tips pressed maddeningly against her shapeless cardboard-like cups. She glanced around the room to make sure no guards were watching before surreptitiously opening the top two buttons of her blouse. She hunched her shoulders, pressed her arms against the outer curves of her breasts and leaned forward. Ted sat up straighter and looked into her blouse. The bra still hid most of her nipples but he could see the sweet upper curves of her breasts and the cleft between them. He whispered "I'm so hard for you, Baby!" and squeezed her hand. "Oh God, I want you, too!" she replied and returned his squeeze. "I'm soaking wet!" The tables were so close together even quiet conversations were audible above the din. The visitor at the next table stared openly at her. The inmate he was visiting slapped his hand and told him to stop ogling the white bitch and pay attention to her. Ted usually did most of the talking. Very little happened in her closed world of steel and stone. She kept most of what did to herself to spare him. She stroked his palms and admired his clean-cut good looks while he told her what was happening at his job and what their friends were doing. JoAnn tried to put faces with the names of people with who she once shopped and attended movies and school functions. They were increasingly hard to summon up in the impersonally hostile warehouse of human suffering. "You remember Carla Hoffman?" JoAnn nodded. Carla and she had been close in college. Their two families spent a lot of time together after they both married. She had written JoAnn several times and even visited once during her first few months of incarceration. It had been awkward and uncomfortable for both of them. They suddenly seemed to have nothing in common. Carla became too busy with her own life to bother with JoAnn after that. They all go on with their lives, JoAnn thought sadly. "She's pregnant; due around Christmas. She and Walter are ecstatic." JoAnn and Ted had been trying to have another baby before her arrest. It wouldn't happen now.She'd be forty-one when she was released. "How are Mary Ann and Teddy?" JoAnn asked. Ted told her about Mary Ann's kindergarten project and Teddy's progress in toilet training. He looked down at their joined hands. "Karen started watching them full time last week." JoAnn stiffened at the sound of her sister's name. Karen had always been envious of her older sister. Her jealousy of Ted had been a constant source of friction from the day JoAnn started dating him. Karen got drunk at the wedding reception and made a scene by hanging all over him. JoAnn sat motionless, waiting for him to continue. Ted shifted uneasily. "I can't afford to pay sitters with the long hours I'm working," he explained defensively. "She'll watch them for nothing. She moved into the room we were going to use for a nursery." The pit of JoAnn's stomach seemed to drop away. "I didn't know what else to do," he continued. "Money's so damned tight." She knew that was true. Gas for visits and the hundred dollars he sent to her commissary account every month were budget busters. Weekly fifteen-minute phone calls costing ten dollars each, courtesy of a sweetheart deal between the Corrections Department and MCI didn't help, either. She sat silently until he raised his head. She wanted to see his eyes when he answered. "Are you sleeping with her?" Ted shook his head but something in his posture made her doubt his denial. JoAnn choked back a scream and fought to maintain her composure. Displays of emotion were prohibited. She'd be disciplined for uttering even one loud word or shedding a single tear. "Do you love her?" she asked in a hoarse whisper. "No," Ted replied. JoAnn exhaled and slumped in the hard plastic chair. She consoled herself with the thought that he might be telling the truth about that. Karen had always been a little tramp. He might just be using her. JoAnn's damp panties clung to her when she shifted in her seat. She could hardly believe it but she was still wet and throbbing for him despite her freshly shredded heart. She wondered if their love could survive ten years of her confinement and his freedom. The Sargent pointed to the woman at the next table and jerked his thumb at the door. She rose slowly and defiantly, snarled "honky bitch!" and hit the back of JoAnn's head with her elbow as she passed. JoAnn shook her head emphatically when Ted started rise. A confrontation might get him barred from visiting. They held hands and listened to bits of conversation from the other tables for another minute. The sergeant pointed at her. The visit was over. JoAnn buttoned her blouse while the COs were looking elsewhere and rose. Ted joined her. She stood on tiptoes and whispered "I love you so much!" in his ear while they embraced. She kissed and hugged him hard, trying to imprint the feeling of her lips and breasts on him until the watch officer pointed at her and growled "Time! Move it!" over the P. A. She reluctantly left her husband to stand behind the sullen black inmate from the next table. She stepped on JoAnn's foot and whispered "I'm gonna be fucking that pretty man of yours while you're still in here with your hand in it, bitch!" JoAnn ignored her. Ted watched her from the back of the room until she reached the desk. She mouthed "I love you" several times. He gave her a last wave that she could not return and disappeared through the doorway. Her heart sank. Her only tangible link to the Free World was gone. The sergeant initialed her slip and jerked his thumb at the door to her world of sorrow and loneliness. A red light illuminated. The door swung open in silent invitation. She thought about the mythical sign at the gates of Hades warning "abandon hope, all ye who enter here" as she followed her newest tormenter back into hell If you wish to read more of ladyvet's stories plus others, you can do so at the following urls: http://www.topica.com/lists/MastrKink http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MastrKink People can also join the lists via email simply by sending a BLANK email to: MastrKink-subscribe@topica.com MastrKink-subscribe@yahoogroups.com -- Pursuant to the Berne Convention, this work is copyright with all rights reserved by its author unless explicitly indicated. +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+ | alt.sex.stories.moderated ----- send stories to: <ckought69@hotmail.com> | | FAQ: <http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/faq.html> Moderator: <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> | +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+ |Archive: <http://assm.asstr-mirror.org> Hosted by Alt.Sex.Stories Text Repository | |<http://www.asstr-mirror.org>, an entity supported entirely by donations. | +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+