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Observation

By Orestes

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***
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***

   Every time I was brought in for a project, the brass seemed to think it 
was the end of the world. No time to waste. Your flight is waiting. Don't 
ask where you're off to.

   Then I'd be brought to some offshore platform, or remote island base, or 
underground bunker to find a familiar collection of civilian scientists, 
chuckling to themselves over the latest bit of military overreaction. 
Despite the fact that I had nothing to do with propagating these bouts of 
governmental paranoia, I could see their amusement as I walked into the 
briefing room, wearing the trappings of my rank, and ready to take over the 
investigation.

   After they all went home, I'd be the one who spent days writing 
explanations about how our initial reports misinterpreted a simple equipment 
malfunction as 'first contact'. But as much as I resented the condescending 
smirks of the civilian scientists, who were sure that my military 
qualifications precluded any possibility of intellect, I was always rather 
relieved that it turned out this way.

   The flirtation was nice. I liked to flirt with the science fiction 
concept of some bald headed aliens who teased the general public by making 
crop circles, abducting cows, and generally keeping themselves prominent in 
the pages of the National Enquirer. Sometimes I even wanted to believe that 
it was true. But whenever I got new orders, my heart began to race. Reality 
has a different flavour.

   This last one was different. There was a little more time. You see, the 
evidence hadn't yet arrived.

   " This might be the one we've been waiting for, Jamie, " Emma told me. We 
had worked together on several investigations. Emma outranked me by a fair 
bit, and was first on the scene. Because we were both females, one of the 
civilian scientists had joked that the USA had cooked up a strategy to greet 
the UFO's with a little T&A.

   " You know more than I do then. "

   " Yes. They consulted me before taking it aboard the shuttle. They were 
concerned that they couldn't keep up the proper level of containment. "

   " Oh my god, Em, what do we have coming in here ?"

   " It more likely to be organic in nature than technological. Although it 
seems to have been slowed by a collision, it was still orbiting earth at a 
high velocity. We believe the outer shell would have protected it during 
entry. "

   She handed me the initial report. With my heart in my throat, I opened 
the file. I wanted to consume every detail as quickly as possible, but I 
found myself frozen on the first page. It was the picture that stopped me, 
and it only took one look to set aside any doubts.

   This was real.

   We didn't know what to call it. Unimaginatively, I referred to it in my 
mind as ' the pod'. It reminded me of a pea pod, bulging with seed on one 
end, and flattened on the other. No doubt the odd shape would have served to 
help the pod glide into the atmosphere, allowing the thick shell to protect 
the contents.

   It was distinctively biological. And though it clearly didn't come from 
the earth, it seemed like mother nature fashioned it with her own hand. I 
couldn't help thinking, in fact, that the whole thing seemed quite phallic 
in shape.

   " It should be here within twelve hours. We decided not to raise any 
questions by attempting an early landing. "

   By the time the civilian scientists arrived, not taking this alert any 
more seriously than the last, we were receiving more initial reports from 
the flight crew. Mass. Volume. Ambient temperature. It was too late for 
second thoughts now. This was the real thing, and the scientists stood with 
stunned expressions as we reviewed the file's contents on an oversized video 
screen.

   No doubt about it. We were well prepared. The containment room was 
sterile. Security was double and triple checked. After the pod arrived, no 
one would leave this place, possibly for months, while we studied it. If 
something went wrong... well, I tried not to think of the possibility. 
Better to focus on our task. Security. Containment.

   There was a delay in transport, and, after staying awake in preparations 
for a day and a half, I finally relented to my own natural needs, and took 
to sleep.

   " Jamie... " Emma shook my shoulder. I opened my eyes to the darkness of 
my room.

   " Hmm ?"

   " It's here. "

   I struggled to keep my heart within my chest as I scrambled to my feet. 
My watch told me it had been four hours of sleep, but my body said 
otherwise. I tried to shake off the effects of my already fading dreams as I 
followed Emma barefooted into the observation room.

   Through multiple layers of security glass, I could see its polished and 
pock-marked shell gleaming in the dimness of the containment room. This was 
a privilege. Along with the half dozen civilian researchers chosen for the 
project, Emma and I would unlock the secrets of this life form. For a full 
five minutes, I couldn't take my eyes off of it. This was no asteroid. It 
pronounced a beauty and symmetry that only nature could design.

   When I finally pulled my attention away, it was only because I could feel 
the eyes of Mark Burrows on me. He was a top computer scientist from MIT, 
and was probably disappointed that alien life hadn't presented itself as a 
box of flashing lights and Star Trek sound effects. That is, he might have 
been disappointed, if he wasn't too busy checking out my body through the 
T-shirt and panties I had slept in.

   " Oh, grow up, " I told him, not even bothering to check if the other 
guys were gawking as I retreated to my quarters. Christ. We're beginning the 
biggest challenge of our scientific careers, and these guys couldn't keep 
their hard-on's under control.

   Most of these guys had hit on me, at one point or another, while we 
worked together over the past few years. It always made me glad that Emma 
was around. She didn't take any shit from anyone. Whenever the guys got out 
of line with me, or with Kim, the most recent addition to the civilian side 
of the project, she put them back in their place. She was all business.

   Of course, previously, the team had only been assembled for short 
periods. I hoped she could keep these guys under control for the months of 
isolation this would soon become.

***

   It was a slow, deliberate pace. Every move was planned. It wasn't until 
after a week of tense observation that we even sent a team into the 
containment room.

   Kim and Raif were sent in first. Kim was chosen because she was a skilled 
surgeon. Raif was sent in with her because of his background in physics and 
geology. The course of action had been dictated in a meeting the previous 
night. The two researchers would be sent in with equipment to pierce the 
outer shell of the pod.

   " Take it slow and steady, " Emma cautioned, as Kim began to scrape the 
outer surface.

   " I don't think I have much of a choice, " Kim responded in a muffled 
voice from the microphone in her helmet. The two researchers were in full 
isolation gear. They looked like astronauts, which I guess was appropriate, 
given the nature of our research.

   On the monitors, we could see the view through Raif's camera. Kim wasn't 
kidding. The shell was difficult for her to cut through, even with the 
powerful drill they had chosen to begin with.

   Finally, after a half hour of work, she broke through.

   " What can you see ?"

   " Not much of anything, " answered Raif. He adjusted the camera so that 
the monitors would pick up the view. " The interior is solid, with a 
crystalline structure. There appears to be no movement whatsoever. "

   I don't know quite what we expected, but it was definitely anticlimactic. 
The whole design of the pod seemed to the biologists on staff to suggest a 
function in transporting life over long distances. But where was the 
passenger ?

   My own first visit to the isolation room came the next day. My 
qualifications in organic chemistry were substantial. I lived this stuff. 
Nonetheless, on this visit, I was pretty much playing lab assistant to the 
civilian scientist, Kenny Wigman.

   I carefully took a dozen little samples of the crystals, and delivered 
them to Kenny. He would grunt brief instructions through our communications 
gear, and then disappear into silence while he used each complex bit of 
equipment to examine the samples. Every once in a while, Emma's voice would 
appear in my headset. She communicated to each of us individually. I had no 
idea what she was asking Kenny, but I could hear the frustration in her 
voice when she talked to me.

   " Ken's getting nowhere, Jamie, " she told me. " Why don't you take a 
turn ?"

   I waited a moment, trying not to seem overanxious, while Emma relayed her 
orders to Kenny. He grudgingly stepped back from the work station. I could 
see through his helmet that he was still protesting his removal. My ears 
were burning, as the saying goes. I was pretty sure Kenny was making some 
remarks to Emma about my qualifications, and I'll bet he wasn't throwing 
compliments around.

   As much as I resented his attitude towards me, I had more important 
things on my mind. The equipment we had brought into the lab was state of 
the art, and allowed me to become absorbed in the amazing details of the 
samples, right down to the molecular level.

   Only minutes later, Emma checked back on my progress. " Bottom line, 
kiddo, what's your feeling ? Do you think it's life ?"

   I paused. I was lost in the complexity of the crystalline structures 
under my microscope. When I finally answered, I surprised even myself.

   " Yes, " I told her, unequivocally.

   Now it was her turn to pause. My headset went silent for a minute while 
Emma communicated my answer to everyone else. I wondered how Kenny would 
react.

   " Are you sure ?" she came back, more calmly than I would have guessed. " 
It seems that Ken still has his reservations. Hell, he just plain disagrees 
with you. "

   " Why don't you tell him to..." I was getting a little mad at his 
attitude towards me.

   " Tell him yourself. I'm putting us on three-way now. "

   Kenny broke in mid sentence, "... none of the expected chemical bonds 
that would suggest a living organism. She doesn't know what the fu..."

   " Hi Kenny, " I let him know I was on his comm.

   " Okay, what do you see that makes you think it's life ?" Emma asked, 
cutting through the ego battle.

   " First of all, " I could barely keep my heart from leaping out of my 
chest as I spoke, " Kenny's right that these chemical bonds are not typical 
to life. I don't know how to explain this. They seem altogether too tight, 
too densely packed. The bonds are..."

   " In English, " Emma warned. Her background was much more on 
communications science. Once we made contact, she was supposed to be our 
translator.

   " It's difficult to describe. The chemical structures are packed together 
for stability. That's to be expected, with the kinds of stresses the pod 
would encounter in open space. The material is dense, and contains stable 
elements that wouldn't normally be associated with life. "

   " She's just confirming what I already told you. " There was a bit of a 
gloat in Kenny's voice.

   " But, " I continued, " I can see openings in the structure. They almost 
seem designed to fit like puzzle pieces into existing organic matter. That's 
just intuition at this point, but I'll bet that further tests support the 
idea. Most of all, the complex chemistry of the crystals make it able to 
store massive amounts of information. In the end, that's what life is...a 
way to pass on information, and I'm betting that this is life. "

   Kenny didn't argue back at the moment, but when we all gathered in the 
conference room later in the evening, I could see that he was ready to jump 
on some way to discredit my idea. The whole team was there. Emma took 
control of the meeting, of course.

   The guys dominated the table. Mark Burrows sat with his laptop across the 
table from me. Raif seemed to have latched onto Kim after their first trip 
into the isolation room, not that she appreciated the honour of his company. 
Kenny took the end opposite Emma. Peter Valdez and Mike Hayek were 
anthropologists. They sat on my side of the table.

   At the end of the table, three stone-faced security experts sat in 
silence. They didn't have much to say about the science of our project, but 
they each reported to their own departments daily with risk assessments. So 
far, they had allowed Emma and I to make the decisions, but that could 
change in a heartbeat.

   " Maybe Jamie has some sort of special insight the rest of us lack, " 
began Kenny, " but I don't see how she would come to such a rash conclusion. 
"

   " Maybe I spoke too quickly, " I admitted. " But that's my gut feeling 
about it. Every time I look at it, it seems to make more sense to me. "

   " Far be it from me to question 'women's intuition' as a valid scientific 
technique, " quipped Mark, from behind the glow of his lap-top, " but it 
seems to me we might have a dud on our hands. It's landed on a habitable 
planet. What's it waiting for ?"

   " Another piece of the puzzle, " answered Kim quietly. She didn't usually 
speak up too much in our meetings.

   " What ?" Kenny asked, exasperated.

   " I think Jamie's right. I've seen the slides. This thing is too complex 
to be anything other than life. Maybe nothing inside of it is organic on its 
own, but Jamie mentioned that there are openings in the pattern that might 
fit into known organic molecules. Maybe the reason that it hasn't done 
anything yet is that we've kept it in a sterile environment this whole time. 
"

   " We're getting ahead of ourselves here, " Emma cautioned. " We have a 
lot more study ahead of us before we have to draw any conclusions. This is 
an interesting possibility, though. Keep working on it, Jamie. Ken... give 
her all the help she needs. "

   It would never surprise me that Kenny Wigman resented taking a secondary 
role in the research. No doubt he wanted my ideas to fall flat, but he 
couldn't dig too deeply into his position, because he might be proven wrong 
later.

   He settled for a campaign of sarcasm about my methods. It got worse every 
meeting.

   " First, Jamie makes this wild announcement that it's alive, but now that 
it comes time to prove it, she's stalling. If we're so damned impressed by 
her theory, why don't we test it ?"

   " I want to be cautious, " I tried to explain myself to everyone. " Early 
testing confirms that the chemical structures could possibly attach to a 
living organism, but we have no idea what would happen next. Exposing it to 
living DNA could be dangerous."

   " Of course we don't, know what'll happen," chipped in Raif, our 
physicist. " And we won't know anything until we test it. "

   I looked to Emma for support. She didn't meet my eyes.

   " The truth is, I'm being pressed for answers. " Emma had been pushing 
the research hard in the last week, but I had no idea about the kind of 
pressure she was feeling from the upper brass. " We need to know if this is 
life or not. Right now, that's the most important thing. How do you suggest 
we proceed, Ken ?"

   I couldn't believe she was siding with Kenny on this one. He didn't try 
very hard to hide his gloating.

   " As you know, I've been involved in crop research at the university. We 
hold some extremely stable strains of vegetables that would be prefect for 
such experimentation. We've collected precise measurements on growth rates 
and genotype characteristics of these plants. If the alleged alien affected 
them in any way, I'd be able to tell you. "

   Emma bit her lower lip. I knew her too well. She was having reservations 
about the speed of this too. Nonetheless, she pressed on.

   " If you had to choose one, which would it be ?"

   " For selfish reasons, I'd take the pumpkin. It can grow quite quickly 
from seed, and we'd have the results faster. "

   " Hang on, " I finally argued. " Couldn't we begin with a less complex 
organism ? "

   Kenny rebutted quickly. " I can understand how Jamie would be reluctant 
to put her ideas to the test..."

   " Enough. We'll begin with the test tomorrow, using a seed from Ken's 
recommended variety of pumpkin. If we get any reaction whatsoever, we'll 
reassess our options. "

   So, for only the second time since the pod arrived, I climbed into an 
environment suit, and prepared to enter the dimly lit observation room. 
Kenny stood beside me.

   This was a game to him. He just wanted to win. In a strange way, by 
pushing the research in his direction, he had already cornered me. If there 
was no reaction, he would call it proof that my ideas weren't valid. If, 
however, the single pumpkin seed we brought into the isolation room were to 
be altered in any way by contact with the crystals, he would take centre 
stage in evaluating the genetic effects.

   For me, it wasn't about winning. To tell the truth, I was more scared 
than anything.

   If what I was saying was true, this alien life was completely parasitic. 
On its own, it was sterile. Only when it came in contact with another 
organism would we see its nature.

   The door to the air lock snapped closed behind us, and we were subjected 
to the standard disinfectant spray, and then evacuation of the air around 
us. Nothing was left to chance. The only life we wanted to expose was a 
single pumpkin seed, resting in a sealed package on our equipment cart.

   " We'll set up the lighting equipment first, " Kenny explained, as if I 
had no clue about how to make a simple pumpkin seed grow to maturity. It was 
all basic hydroponics, for greater control. The sodium lamp was sealed, and 
the excess heat carried away through shielded ducting. The pumpkin seed was 
suspended in sterile mineral wool.

   Nutrients would be provided by a dosing system that could be manipulated 
from outside of the chamber. Electrical conductivity and pH could be 
controlled down to the smallest margin of error. Once Kenny and I were 
finished, no one would need to enter the room during the growth cycle.

   There was one last task. This was the one that made my stomach churn. 
Kenny knelt down and cut into the crystalline structure inside the pod with 
his scalpel. He only needed a little. He brought it to the hydroponic 
system, and deposited the scrapings into the mineral wool that was cradling 
the single seed.

   A warning buzzed through my body. The hair on the back of my neck stood 
on end. Something was wrong.

   I caught it too late. Through the clear portion of Kenny's helmet, I saw 
panic in his eyes.

   He dropped the knife, and it clattered down against the side of the 
equipment cart.

   " Oh fuck, " I swore into my headset. I didn't even need to look down. I 
knew the knife had punctured my suit. In fact, it had taken a bit of a bite 
into my leg as well, but that wasn't my concern at the time.

   It was the protocol I was worried about. As far as Emma would be 
concerned, I was contaminated.

   " Emma ?"

   Silence.

   Emma wasn't talking to me. She was talking to Kenny. I knew what she 
would ask. Is there a breach?

   Yes, he would answer. I could see his lips mouthing the words.

   Panic set in.

   " Jesus, Emma, speak to me, " I shouted into my headset. " Don't cut me 
off. "

   " Stand by, " she told me, in a cold tone of voice. To her, I was a 
procedure now. I was a calculation of risk.

   I didn't know her answer until Kenny began to back away towards the door.

   " Jesus... fuck, don't do this to me Em, " I cried into my headset. " 
It's not bad. I don't think I've been exposed. "

   " Stand by, " she repeated.

   " Damn it, Emma, " I couldn't control my panic, " don't leave me here. 
Put me in isolation elsewhere. Don't leave me in here with that thing. 
Please..."

   " Don't worry, Jamie. We're working on the problem right now. "

   Liar. What the hell could she do ? She was just stalling me while Kenny 
made his escape. And what did I do? I stood there dumbly, the knife resting 
inches from my foot. I stood there, calculating the same odds that Emma 
would be.

   Until we knew what this thing was, I couldn't be let out. They would 
rather destroy the base than allow a potential threat of this magnitude to 
escape. With the metallic grinding of the air lock, Kenny was gone.

   I did all that I could to deny my situation. I backed into the far corner 
of the room, pretending that I could still avoid being exposed. We all knew 
better.

   I couldn't see back through the glass into the observation room. I was in 
darkness and silence, waiting for the jury verdict.

   " Emma... " I tried my communicator.

   No answer.

   " Em ?"

   They would be in conference, deciding the next course of action. Only 
now, instead of being a part of the decision, I was a variable in the 
experiment. I sat against the wall, and held my hand tightly over the 
puncture in my environment suit.

   " Please..." I cried into my comm. " Tell me something. "

   I paused.

   " Tell me it's going to be okay. "

   They didn't even allow me the luxury of that lie now. There was only 
silence.

   I cursed myself for becoming so emotional. I was an officer. My only 
concern should have been the mission. It wasn't so much a fear of dying. It 
was a fear of the unknown. It was fear itself, living in the shiny black 
shell of the alien pod. I tried my best to keep the tears from coming.

   The digital time readout in my helmet advanced so very slowly. One 
hours... then two, while my peers decided what would happen in this room.

   Then, just shy of three hours later, I got my answer. It didn't come 
through the static hiss of my communicator. It began as a flickering pinkish 
glow from the sodium lamp, as the gas began to turn to plasma. Then I could 
hear the dosing system beginning to feed nutrient rich water into the growth 
chamber.

   Those were all the answers I needed, and I couldn't choke back the tears 
anymore. They had decided to continue the experiment, regardless of my 
presence. They were going to grow the alien hybrid with me in the room.

   " Oh, God... no. "

   But God wasn't listening. Neither was Emma.

***

   It didn't matter that I was right. It didn't matter that Kenny was wrong. 
All that mattered was that it was me trapped on this side of the glass, and 
Kenny still had a place at the conference table. The expression on his face 
when he dropped the knife was burned into my memory. It transformed from his 
usual scornful glare, into pure panic. The great doctor had lost his 
scalpel...

   ... and it had cost me my life. In the isolation of the room, under the 
eerie glow if the sodium lamp, I found myself praying that I had been wrong 
about the pod.

   The answer wasn't long in coming. It was almost like watching time-lapse 
photography, only there was none of the tell-tale jerky motion to reassure 
me that it was a trick of time. The cotyledon pair emerged from the 
oversized seed, and unfolded within hours, beginning to collect the energy 
of the high intensity lamp.

   It should have taken days. The initial leaves were dark with chlorophyll, 
and remained there, perfectly positioned, like solar panels on a space 
station. The upward growth slowed for an hour, but it gave me no sense of 
relief. The root system was likely expanding to provide the water and 
nutrients to fuel further exploration.

   " You guys can control this, " I talked to them as if they were 
listening. " Cut back the nutrients. Decrease the lighting. Do something. 
This is growing too quickly. "

   The initial pair of round leaves gave way to the larger, 
characteristically webbed leaves of the cucurbit family. As the new leaves 
expanded, too quickly for belief, the vines and tendrils of the plant 
explored outwards. The thin tendrils found the edges of the growing chamber, 
and then climbed over them.

   I found it hard to believe that such small scrapings of the alien 
crystals had endowed the pumpkin with such a growth imperative. The plant 
was exploring its surroundings with an efficiency I found difficult to 
comprehend, and it filled me with dread.

   Was it looking for more life to assimilate ? Was it looking for me ?

   No, the answer became clear when one of the tiny tendrils found the pod, 
and growth all but stopped. Its primary goal was to find the remaining 
crystals, and for now, it was satisfied.

   " Jamie ?"

   The click of my headset made me jump.

   " Jamie... it's Kim, " she paused. What do you say to someone in my 
position ? Alone. Betrayed. Angry.

   " Kim ...? Where's Emma. God damn it, let me speak to Emma. "

   " She's in a meeting. She has been for hours. Some of the team is still 
here to monitor things, but the leadership is demanding answers. "

   " Let me out of here. It's still not too late. I haven't been exposed. 
You would have seen something by now. Please, Kim..."

   " You know I can't do that. Even if I thought it was safe, the security 
staff wouldn't allow it. "

   " Then why the fuck are you talking to me ? Just toying with your new lab 
rat ? "

   She paused again. Kim was always a soft spoken girl, and I knew she'd 
have trouble responding to my sarcasm. I didn't care. What did I have to 
lose ?

   " I've been monitoring your vital signs. Your heart rate hasn't stopped 
rising. Your breathing is irregular. I'm worried about you. "

   " Fuck you, " was my only answer. If the environment suit weren't my only 
protection from the other resident of the room, I would have dismantled it 
just to rid myself of the sensors Kim was monitoring. I couldn't even put on 
a brave face. They could all see how panicked I was.

   I felt so exposed.

   In the following hours, the pumpkin plant grew at an unimaginable rate. 
The leaves all but blocked the pink-orange light of the sodium lamp, 
returning the room to its semi-gloom. The tendrils of the plant completely 
surrounded the alien pod. Whatever this oversized mass of plant matter was 
becoming, it now had access to the full compliment of genetic material 
transported by the pod.

   The light timed out after eighteen hours. I held myself in the same 
position, in a corner of the room, feeling like a fly caught in a spider's 
web, and hoping that if I didn't struggle, it wouldn't find me.

   My fear of the dark vines of the alien hybrid was compounded by the 
darkness, and by my weakness. I was physically and emotionally exhausted. My 
arms ached from holding my legs up against my body, and covering the small 
cut in my isolation suit with both hands.

   The dark cycle would be six hours, and I wasn't sure I could keep sleep 
away for that amount of time.

   My head nodded forward several times, but I think I caught myself before 
drifting off entirely. I would scan the room again in a panic, checking if 
any of the dark vines or tendrils had grown in this direction.

   By the time our artificial morning dawned, my body was screaming for 
rest. My mouth was dry from anxiety and lack of water.

   " We need to talk, Jamie. "

   Emma. I couldn't see her through the glass on one side of the room, but I 
knew she was there. Finally.

   " Em..." I croaked.

   " Your vitals have calmed down a bit, but you won't last long without 
nourishment. "

   " Water. "

   " Yes. We can deliver sterilized water and some solid rations through the 
secondary isolation lock. But you're going to have to do something for me, 
Jamie. "

   " Wha...?"

   " I want the isolation suit. "

   I shook my head. It was my only protection. My only hope.

   " Think about it Jamie. The suit has already been breached. You can't 
take food or water without removing the helmet portion anyhow. "

   " But, why ? Why do you want it ?" My voice was coming back.

   The line went silent, as if she was conferring with the others for an 
answer. " I'd like to be able to see the extent of the breach. We'd also 
like to get a closer look at the injury to your leg. "

   " You're lying to me, Em. You know the extent of my injuries better than 
I do. Just send in the water. I'll find a way to drink while minimizing my 
exposure. "

   " No deal, Jamie. I need the suit..."

   " ... so that you can better observe ?"

   " Yes. "

   " Observe what ?"

   I didn't give her a chance to explain what I already knew.

   " To better observe what this alien will do to a human subject. Isn't 
that right, Emma ? That was the decision, wasn't it. I'm a test subject now, 
and the isolation suit just gets in the way. "

   No answer.

   " Your next request was going to be that I keep the medical probes on, " 
I continued, " so that you can continue to collect physical data. Do I get 
to keep the headset too, so that you can get an audio of this, or should I 
take it off, so that you don't have to hear the sounds of my crying ? "

   Another conference about the answers.

   " The medical probes are to stay in place. We'd like you to keep the 
communication gear too. "

    I couldn't hold back my emotions any more. I wanted to be brave. I 
wanted to show everyone that I was a good soldier... that I still had the 
mission in mind. I just couldn't keep my tears back.

   " Tell me one thing, Em, then I'll give you the gear, " I sniffled. " 
What's my military status now ? What are they telling my parents ? "

   " I'm sorry, Jamie... they've already declared you KIA. The details will 
be classified, but you'll be given full military honours. "

   I was already dead. All that was left was the funeral.

   I gave up my isolation suit.

***

   I could barely see the light of the sodium lamp any longer. A thousand 
watts of power was completely blocked out by the thick leaves of the pumpkin 
plant. I could hear the dosing system straining to provide enough water and 
nutrients to the hungry root system of the plant.

   <Click>

   Overhead halide lamps chased away the darkness of the room, and gave me a 
better view of the rapidly expanding vines. The entire growth chamber was 
filled with new growth. The alien pod was also covered in leaves and 
tendrils.

   More energy for growing. That's what the overhead lamps were providing.

   No doubt they had discussed that consequence at length before making the 
decision. The plant already took up around a quarter of the floor space of 
the room. Now, it would fill the rest.

   I knew it would come. I just didn't expect it to happen this fast.

   Kenny was probably delighted. Impatient for results, he would have wanted 
the halides on sooner. He couldn't wait to see what this thing was going to 
do to me.

   The plant had begun something new at the dawning of its third day. It 
began to express sexual characteristics. In fact, while it had spent the 
previous days exploring the growth traits of the species, the alien 
intelligence now seemed absolutely obsessed with the reproductive 
capabilities of the plant  Large yellow flowers began to open at every node.

   Then, the flowers took on different sizes and colours, perhaps exploring 
some of the genetic material that lay dormant in the pumpkin's DNA.

   At first, the flowers dropped away without result.

   Then the fruits came. Without the aid of insect pollination, the plant 
simply pollinated the female flowers directly, growing male flowers adjacent 
to them. The fruits bore some resemblance to the standard pumpkin, but soon 
varied to represent an increasing variety of the gourd and squash families.

   The thing was in sexual overdrive; not surprising, considering how much 
DNA in every living species on earth is devoted to sexual characteristics.

   My own mind was preoccupied with other biological needs. I continued to 
deprive myself of sleep as much as I could. It was a good thing, too. I 
barely escaped the detection of some of the more adventurous tendrils of the 
plant.

   In addition, I was reluctant to relieve my bladder in the present 
situation. I felt like such a lab rat. There was no privacy here.

   When I finally had to break down and pee, my face went red. I was certain 
that one of my former colleagues was watching me through the window, 
squatting in a corner and piddling onto the floor. I hoped it wasn't Kenny 
or Mark. Those guys would really enjoy seeing me like that.

   I felt so very exposed in every way. From the observation room, they 
watched me pace the floor in bare feet and a T-shirt. I had given up my 
outer clothing in trade for my second meal. The medical pack strapped to my 
shoulder sent them all of my vital signs.

   I was a test animal. They controlled my surroundings. They controlled the 
lights, temperature, and humidity of my sterile cage. They controlled the 
growth rate of the alien hybrid by increasing light and nutrients. They 
carefully rationed my food and water intake.

   I wonder who came up with the idea of drugging my water.

   Kim ? Emma ? It didn't matter. I knew that I was drugged as soon as my 
tongue began to numb.

   The drugs forced my surrender to the inevitable. The alien plant would 
find me. Everyone knew it. I dropped to my knees, allowing the water bottle 
to slip out of my hands. Television static began to close on the edges of my 
vision, while nausea took hold in my belly. Then I was gone.

   It wasn't sleep. I didn't dream. I just disappeared from reality for 
enough time that the rapidly growing tendrils and vines of the pumpkin could 
find me.

   ... I don't know how much later...

   ... the static began to clear from my eyes, but the nausea remained for a 
while. I was laying on my back now, directly beneath the observation window. 
Emma couldn't have planned it any better.

   My efforts to move were useless. The vines had grown over my arms and 
legs, and had strung themselves tightly around my throat. I could almost 
taste the chlorophyll in my mouth, and the distinctive musk of the pumpkin 
plant lingered in my nose. In the margins of my vision, I could see one of 
the bright yellow flowers of the plant opening itself in fast motion.

   The power and beauty of this creature struck me for the first time.

   It wasn't enough to dull my fears, however. I was sure that my colleagues 
were watching my heart rate and the conductivity of my skin with interest. 
They would be looking for signs that my DNA was being compromised by contact 
with the alien.

   So was I.

   Was I thinking differently ? Did I feel any changes to my body ?

   Not yet. Maybe.

   There were little things. There were inappropriate little sensations of 
pleasure and pain, tingling through my body. A flush of warmth, and then a 
chill moved across the bare flesh of my stomach.

   While the sensations began almost imperceptibly, as my time in the arms 
of the alien lengthened, the feelings began to consume me. It was probing 
me. Exploring me. It wasn't mapping my reactions from the outside, but from 
within. It was poking at the physical centres of my brain like a clumsy 
child.

   " What's happening to you, Jamie ? Your vitals are all over the map. "

   The voice was Emma's. She hadn't talked to me since the previous day.

   " Nothing. I'm just..." I winced, and my arm twitched involuntarily. " 
It's nothing. I just can't move... I'm scared..."

   Why didn't I tell her that the alien was within me ? There was no way 
that they would ever let me out of here anyhow. Maybe it was just spite that 
made me uncooperative. This woman had betrayed me. Why should I let her know 
what was going on ?

   " ... I'm scared..." I repeated, only this time, it wasn't me. The alien 
was playing with my language centre, and generated the impulse to speak. 
Without knowing the meanings of them, it made me repeat those words two more 
times before losing interest, and exploring other dark corners of my brain.

   On a biological level, I think I had an instinct about what was it was 
doing. Maybe it would have been easier for me if I didn't have any clue.

   The hybrid was exploring me. It was assessing my usefulness, and deciding 
what it wanted to do with me. I could feel the tendrils of the pumpkin plant 
probing my body, gently at first, and then more insistently. It pinched and 
pulled at my flesh, all the while, sharing the sensations of pain and fear 
that the touching aroused. When the pain was too sharp, it pulled away for a 
moment, and then, like a cruel child, repeated the stimulus to see my 
reaction a second time.

   " Can you move at all Jamie ? Are those body movements voluntary ?"

   " I don't know... I can't see... please..." I began to cry again.

   The hybrid didn't allow our communication much longer. Its tendrils grew 
around the headset, and pulled away my last connection to the research team.

   Was it reading my emotions too ? Its hard to know at what point it became 
aware of them. Did it know the fear I felt ? Did it feel my anger towards 
the observation team ? Did it feel my humiliation as it grew under my 
T-shirt, and pulled at my nipples suggestively ?

   Or, at this point, did it only understand the raw feedback of my body ? 
Hot, cold, pleasure, pain, hunger...
so much hunger...

   Hunger was something we had in common, the alien and I. It was the our 
fist bit of common ground, and after a few hours of toying with my body, it 
took a bit of pity on me.

   A new vine extended downwards from the mass of the plant, and rested on 
my chin. Then, almost like one of its flower buds, the plant offered me an 
opening. It oozed with a sticky sap which I resisted at first, but the plant 
was insistent. It wanted the second-hand sensation of being filled. It 
forced the modified bud between my lips, and increased the flow of nectar.

   The flavour was sickeningly sweet, and, of course, reminiscent of pumpkin 
pie. I swallowed reluctantly.

   There is pleasure in fulfilling a long-aroused hunger. The alien 
eavesdropped on this feeling in my brain, and responded by increasing the 
flow of the thick nectar. It was enjoying this new sensation.

   I thought of the way this must look from the observation room, the plant 
feeding me faster than I could swallow, and the excess fluid oozing down my 
cheeks. The syrup began to fill my belly, and the alien was intrigued with 
the sensation. It forced more of the sugary fluid into my throat while my 
little belly swelled and rounded beneath my T-shirt.

   Only after I was groaning with discomfort did the alien let up. It 
withdrew its vine from my mouth slowly. I watched with disgust. I had no 
idea how much of the plant had forced its way down my throat, but the saliva 
covered tentacle measured more than eight inches, and dribbled excess nectar 
across my chin and throat as it pulled away.

   Then, right on schedule, the surrounding tendrils went back to their 
cruel game of poking and prodding my body, now concentrating on jabbing my 
distended belly.

   Only when the lights went out did the probing end. With my belly full, 
and my body aching, I wasn't able to keep my mind alert. Sleep took me, and 
I treated the alien to yet another new experience: dreams.

*****

   They were dreams of biology. DNA. Cell division. I dreamed of the strange 
relationship between the mitochondria, and the rest of the cell. It was an 
intruder too, long ago. Its DNA is distinct, like a separate species, living 
in each of our cells, but now completely reliant and indivisible.

   My mind was stuck on mental images from a microscopic slide show. They 
were the kind of dark, heavy, obsessive dreams that my brain always 
generated when I had a flu or fever.

   The alien was there, its arms around me, and even in the world of 
imagination, its leaves filtered the light, so that everything took on a 
dark green hue.

   I wanted to vomit. I awoke with the urge several times, but the alien 
suppressed it. Even in this early, immature stage of its development, it 
held a greater control over my body than I had ever mastered.

   Then I would fall back into my fevered dreams. Stem cells. 
Differentiation. Growth.

   I couldn't tell you if the alien was deciphering my fear inspired dreams. 
Would it even understand the imagery ? Perhaps not in the same way I did, 
but on an instinctive level, it was a master of organic chemistry.

   When the sodium lamp finally buzzed back to life, I awoke to a new 
reality. Gone were the gourds and pumpkins which had littered the room with 
various shades of orange, yellow, and purple the previous day. Gone too were 
the magnificent flowers of the hybrid.

   It had lost interest, I knew instinctively. It had explored the genetic 
variety of the pumpkin plant, and was finished. The leaves still lined up 
symmetrically beneath the halide and sodium lamps, tapping whatever energy 
source its captors would provide, but the alien was no longer satisfied 
playing with the simple genetics of the plant.

   It wanted more. It wanted me.

   Intelligent life was a much more interesting prospect to the alien, and 
from the first movement of its spiny tendrils, I knew that I was the centre 
of its attention now.

   The horror of it hit me hard.

   " Please, kill me. I'm already dead. Just kill me. " I don't know who I 
was begging to. To my colleagues. To the alien. To God. " Please..."

   It listened. As if reading my thoughts, a new set of vines grew up over 
my face, wrapping themselves tightly around my mouth and nose. It pinched 
the air from my nostrils, and tightened around my chest.

   Another sort of panic set in. It was really doing this. It was really 
killing me.

   The survival imperative was impossible to fight. No matter how much I 
feared my situation, all of my thoughts disappeared into my struggle to 
breathe. With every ounce of strength in my body, I fought to free myself, 
but it held me there.

   This is what you wanted... ?

   It taunted me. I could feel it inside of my head, tasting my fear, 
adrenaline, and pain.

   " NNnnnnffff, " I tried to rescind my request as my body shook violently.

   My lungs burned. I lost control of my bladder. Darkness began to invade 
my vision.

   Please...

   Then the sweet rush of oxygen flooded back into me. It released my nose, 
and fell away from my face, leaving me gasping to catch my breath. A minute 
more and...

   ... but it didn't want me dead. It just wanted to know what death was. It 
wanted to feel my biological reaction to the threat. I was foolish to think 
that it would let me die. I was its source of genetic material. It would 
reorganize my cells. It would attach itself to proteins, and discover each 
of their purposes.

   It was doing those things instinctively, without a care about what the 
consequences were to me. It couldn't care. At its core, the alien was only 
information. Or perhaps a way of organizing information. It was just coldly 
executing its programming.

   These conclusions came to me easily, and in a detached sort of way, it 
interested me. I wondered what it would be like when the alien understood my 
body well enough to begin using my brain. Or had it already ? In a primitive 
way, I thought that I could understand its impulses. I was already a step 
ahead of it.

   Just like it had done with the genes of the pumpkin, it was exploring me. 
Soon, I knew, inevitably, it would enter the stage of exploration I was 
dreading. It would want to know about the complex DNA governing human 
sexuality. It would want to know the full variety of the human sexual 
response, and like it had done with the pumpkin, it would dig deep into my 
genetics to find new material.

   But first, another feeding.

   The modified vine dropped downwards again from the mass of plant 
material, and drooled above my face. I didn't fight it this time. What would 
be the point ? I allowed the thick vine to push its way into my mouth, and 
tasted the thick sugary nectar for a second time.

   Only this time, it was different. It wasn't just the raw carbohydrate 
meal of the previous night. Now that the alien knew my genetics better, it 
had found away to synthesize some of the proteins necessary to my body. The 
liquid was stronger now, and my taste buds struggled to identify all of the 
flavours included in this cocktail. Unlike the previous evening, it didn't 
fill my belly. It gave me enough to sample the flavour, and then dislodged 
itself from my throat.

   It allowed me a few minutes to digest before beginning its day of 
probing.

   Just as I had feared, the plant now seemed intent on learning about my 
sexual functions. Instead of the poking and prodding of my flesh, and the 
odd contortions of my limbs, I could feel the tendrils of the hybrid 
circling their way up my thighs, and beneath the thin fabric of my 
underwear.

   Despite myself, I looked towards the observation window in desperation. 
Who's shift would it be now ? Would it be Mark Burrows, the lecherous MIT 
professor, who watched the plants initial explorations ? Or would it be one 
of the anthropologists...Peter maybe. I hoped it wasn't Kim, or Emma, or 
especially Kenny.

   I bit my lower lip to stifle my crying as the tendrils took hold of my 
panties. I could hear the material tearing away from my body. My T-shirt did 
last much longer as the pumpkin plant began to knead and squeeze my 
sensitive breasts. As if this new exposure weren't enough, the vines of the 
plant took a tighter hold around my ankles and knees, and repositioned me 
into the most humiliating pose.

   It raised my ass a bit from the floor, and drew my ankles towards me, as 
if I were mounting the stirrups for some alien gynaecological exam. My ass 
and pussy were lewdly displayed for the observation window. Somewhere behind 
there, I knew, they would be recording every moment, for playback at 
tonight's meeting. I whimpered with embarrassment.

   Still toying with physical centres of my brain, the alien imitated the 
sound, forcing me to whimper again, perhaps wondering if the high pitched 
noise was a part of the human sex ritual.

   " Aaannnnnnng, " I found myself repeating the noise over and over, as its 
tendrils explored my exposed private areas.

   First, the thin tendrils explored the area around my vagina, roughly 
caressing my labia and the tender flesh around my opening. It insistently 
spread the lips of my pussy while I struggled to tense the muscles of my 
thighs.

   " Aaannnnnnnng, nnnnnnnff " my cry of embarrassment was replayed through 
my unwilling vocal chords.

   Penetration. It wasn't a thick, full feeling, like the modified bud that 
the plant had forced into my mouth, but rather the feeling of several 
smaller tendrils entering me from different positions, like tiny fingers, 
probing my depths.

   " Nnnng, aaaaaahhhhh" the alien was altering my cries now, playing me 
like a musical instrument. The sounds were pulled from my subconscious, and 
more closely resembled the sounds of pleasure that would accompany the 
physical act we were simulating.

   Most shameful of all, as the thin tendrils filled me, and began to caress 
my pussy from within, I could feel the warmth of arousal rising within me. I 
tried to suppress it, but once the alien knew the feeling, it was hungry for 
more.

   I can force you... don't fight...

   I knew it could. Even through the horror of the situation, I knew that it 
could force me to enjoy every indecent violation of my body. It could make 
me, and if I struggled too hard, it would take complete control.

   Don't fight...

   " Nnnnnnnnn, fuck...me..." it pulled the words from my head without any 
understanding of their meaning. It was just taking whatever my artificially 
aroused imagination was providing.

   The tendrils grew and thickened within me, filling me more completely 
than I had ever thought possible. At my entrance, the alien continued to 
explore the folds of my flesh, and took hold of my swollen clitoris as its 
newest toy.

   " Aaaaaanghhh, " that cry escaped my lips without any urging from the 
pod. My face flushed red, and I shot an embarrassed glance at the 
observation window. Could they tell ? Would they know it was real ? Or would 
they even make a distinction ?

   It didn't matter. The hybrid was giving me no option. I tried to withdraw 
from the sensations of pleasure, but it warned me again...

   I can force you...

   So I allowed the feelings to grow. The shame and confusion of these 
feelings were far less frightening than allowing it full control of my body.

   Then the images came. Like my dreams, they were shaded in the gloom of 
the pumpkin leaves, but I recognized them as my own fantasies instantly. The 
alien was drawing from my sexual imagination, and learning what would bring 
more pleasure.

   It moved within me, but not in the weird, alien manner it had explored me 
with before. It took on the familiar rhythm of the human body, sliding back 
out of my body, and then pushing its thickened tendrils into me with a 
unified motion.

   " Oh... god... yeah...nnnnnnnnnnfff... fuck... my... pussy, " I shuddered 
with each word. They too had come from my own mind, with only minor urgings 
from the pod.

   The rape of my imagination was a more intense violation than what it was 
doing to my body. It was using my own mind against me, and pushing my 
pleasure to greater heights. Each time I tried to suppress it, it warned me 
again.

   I can force you... allow it... don't fight...

   My fevered imagination produced imagery that the alien was only too happy 
to reproduce in reality. The vine that the alien had fed me with descended 
again, but this time, there was no questioning its resemblance to the human 
body. It mimicked the idealized penis of my sexual imaginations, drooling a 
thin nectar across my swollen breasts and neck before finding its way to my 
lips again.

   Even the taste of it, while still sweet, more closely matched the semen 
it was emulating. It rested there, on my lips, while the images in my head 
caught up. I closed my eyes.

   There were hands everywhere on me. I was blindfolded, my hand tied above 
my head in leather straps. Yes, leather. The penis within me was huge, 
stretching my pussy around it. He ploughed my body slowly, his hips pushing 
against my spread thighs.

   Yes, even that feeling was given to me. The hybrid would simulate all of 
the necessary details, while it eavesdropped on this scene my imagination 
was spinning.

   A mouth was at my clitoris, teasing, pulling... but gently... yes, much 
more gently than that.

   Gloved hands squeezed and caressed my nipples. I could barely keep track 
of all the sensations. Every sexual response in my body was heightened. My 
face was heated, my lips swelled with arousal, and resting on my lower lip 
was a second drooling cock, the pre-cum running across my lips, and down my 
cheeks.

   Don't fight...

   I opened my mouth for him. Coaxed. Begged with my tongue. This is what he 
wanted. If I did otherwise, he would punish me.

   He slid his extraordinary length into my mouth, and past the tight ring 
of my throat. I could feel no gag reflex. The pod was allowing my fantasy to 
proceed without any of those physical inconveniences. He slid in and out, 
tickling my tonsils with the smooth flesh of his cock.

   I couldn't believe that this was coming from my own imagination. I had 
never been... well, I had never known that I could be so excited by the idea 
of being tied down and sexually used by a group of men. It was nothing I had 
ever let enter my mind, except perhaps in moments of extreme arousal. In 
those moments, I had quickly purged the thoughts from my dark imaginings... 
but now the alien wouldn't let me. It was enjoying the shameful intensity of 
this scene far too much.

   Inside of me, another of the tendrils had found my g-spot, and was 
teasing it mercilessly. It was all too much. My clit was aching for release. 
My tender breasts were sending shock waves of pleasure up my spine. My whole 
body squirmed and shuddered in the alien's grasp.

   It didn't need to tell me not to fight now. I couldn't escape the 
sensations if I wanted to.

   " Nnnff nnnff nnnff nnnff, " I groaned around the vine lodged in my 
throat. The intensity of the orgasm shook me loose from its control for a 
moment, and I enjoyed the violence of the moment alone. Every muscle in my 
frame tightened and quivered around the thick intruder. My legs, still held 
tightly by the ankles and knees, pumped against the mass of vines and leaves 
that was so thoroughly violating my body.

   By the time the orgasm subsided, I was left gasping for breath through my 
nose as the pod once again took control.

   Then, suddenly, the feeling was upon me again.

   " Nnnnnnnnnnnnnngggfff !" I cried again, as the same intense orgasm tore 
through my exhausted body. I was unprepared for this one, and my lungs 
burned from the exertion. The alien was forcing this climax onto me, and I 
fought against it. Wave after wave of the uncontrollable sensations gripped 
the base of my brain. I thrashed against the too-intense sensations, and 
cried out against the swollen vine in my throat.

   When my body finally finished this second orgasm, I could hardly breathe. 
The pod's instruments were still pushing into me from both ends, sending 
aftershocks through my over-stimulated flesh. Tears of desperation ran down 
my cheeks.

   Please stop...

   Didn't you enjoy it... ?

   The images were still coming, pulled unwillingly from memories I hadn't 
revisited since I shared a room with my younger sister in junior high. I 
could feel the hands of boys I hadn't seen in years, groping my body 
awkwardly in those first times we had made out. I could feel their teeth 
against my young breasts, and the cups of my bra pulled down uncomfortably 
in the haste to reach them.

   The alien was re-enacting my earliest sexual experiences, and forcing all 
of the sensations that came with them onto my overused body. I whimpered for 
mercy, but there was none forthcoming.

   It wanted to know about that first blow job I had given to a boy at my 
best friend's party, while he sat on the toilet. I never even knew his name. 
The alien dislodged itself from my throat, and rested its makeshift cock 
between my lips for the re-enactment. I gasped for breath, and choked out 
the thick syrup it had deposited in my mouth.

   No... I'm tired...

   Don't fight...

   I remember the music of the party in the background. Somebody knocked on 
the bathroom door, but the boy I was with told whoever it was to fuck off. 
He was insistent too, and held my hair as he pulled my head forward.

   Don't fight, I can force you... he seemed to be telling me, unless my 
memory was being toyed with. I was too drunk to resist.

   I accepted him between my lips, and despite the fatigue of my body, I 
felt the excitement of sexual exploration gripping me. This is what it had 
felt like, my hands on the cold porcelain of the toilet as I tasted male 
flesh for the first time. It surprised me how thick and rubbery it felt in 
my mouth.

   " That's a good girl, " he told me.

   The world moved around me, shaking me from the fantasy for a moment. In 
the real life gloom of the containment room, the vines were repositioning my 
body to match the scene in my head. My knees touched the hard concrete of 
the floor, and the hands of the hybrid plant posed me kneeling, the 
artificial cock slanting upward in front of me.

   Continue...

   ...as if I had a choice. It could learn everything it wanted without 
allowing me the illusion of control, but it was an illusion I was desperate 
to hold onto. I let the feelings grip my body again, closed my eyes, and 
sunk my head forward to please my imaginary sex partner.

   Every detail of the scene came back to me, with much more accuracy than I 
had ever given my memory credit for. He pushed down on the back of my head 
insistently, and one of my plastic barrettes dropped to the bathroom floor. 
My gag reflex returned to me with a vengeance, and I choked and sputtered in 
a most undignified manner against the base of his cock.

   I could feel the alien exploring the emotional context of the situation 
too. I felt so dirty, kneeling there in front of the toilet for some older 
boy I had met only a couple of hours before. I thought about what my 
girlfriends would think of me afterwards. Oh yes, they would find out. 
People always found out about things like this. I felt both excited and 
ashamed, and the cocktail intoxicated me much more than the alcohol that I 
had siphoned from my friends' drinks.

   He came without warning, filling my mouth with his bitter load. I let it 
escape my lips, and it ran down the base of his cock onto the plastic toilet 
seat. Then he was gone, leaving me there stunned, with a string of cum and 
saliva connecting my lower lip with the toilet seat. A girl walked in to use 
the washroom...

   ...I was so ashamed...

   But then she was gone too, and there was only me, in the limitless gloom 
of the containment room, with the alien's thick nectar drooling from my 
chin. Finally, the alien pod ceded to my exhaustion, and allowed me to slump 
onto the floor.

   It still held me by the ankles and wrists... but that didn't really 
matter, did it ? It had its grip on something much more fundamental inside 
of me. Oddly, I didn't find that very disconcerting. Or maybe I was just too 
tired to care.

*****

   I was awaken twice more that day to play the pod's sexual games. Stolen 
memories and fantasies were the scripts for these scenes, each more extreme 
than the last. The dark vines took on their roles, obscenely mimicking the 
human form in a fashion exaggerated by my own lusts.

   Every moment was shameful. My mind was beyond the glass of the 
observation room, where I was certain, for some reason, that Kenny was 
watching my humiliating display. I cried. I begged. I tried to resist. In 
the end, though, I always came.

   My orgasms were loud and intense, and my face burned with the knowledge 
that they were being recorded for later viewing by the entire staff.

   The third time it woke me, it decided to play with my ass. I had been 
trying in vain to avoid those thoughts all day. I knew it was futile. 
Eventually, it would find every embarrassing fantasy I had ever entertained, 
and use my body to learn the feelings first-hand.

   It held me by the scruff of the neck, and pushed forcefully onto my hands 
and knees. I grunted with the rough treatment. It held my exposed rear 
opening towards the glass of the observation room, instinctively knowing how 
this would heighten my humiliation and perverse arousal.

   In this fantasy, I was in boot camp. It was a silly fucking fantasy. I 
don't know why it stuck with me over the years.

   Rumours had spread around the base that one of the officers liked to get 
a little sexual action from the recruits. That part was true. When I had 
gone through boot camp, the other guys in my squad talked about it in hushed 
tones. They made jokes about it, and wondered which little 'faggot' was 
making visits to his office to get fucked in the ass.

   Curiosity had always been a weakness of mine. I was tempted to learn if 
the rumours were true, but I never had the guts to try to find out.

   Nonetheless, the fantasy lingered, and now, in the arms of the alien pod, 
I was being forced onto my knees, and I could feel its probing fingers at 
the entrance to my virgin ass.

   " Is this what you wanted, bitch ? Is that why you were spying on me ? 
Did you want to see me fucking someone in the ass ? " I could almost hear 
the imposing officer barking into my ear.

   " N...no, sir... I just... "

   " What's your name...?"

   " Jamie, I mean..."

   " All right, Jamie, if you're so goddamned curious, I'll show you what 
it's like. "

   His thick finger pushed into me, and I squealed with surprise and 
discomfort. He still held me firmly by the back of the neck, and I was 
paralysed by his grip.

   " Mmmmm, you're going to be a tight one... this is gonna be nice. "

   I heard him unzipping his pants behind me. The alien was good a adding 
these little details to the scenes. I whimpered in anticipation of what I 
knew was going to happen next.

   The thick, drooling cock that the alien had been using to feed me rubbed 
back and forth against my tight hole, lubricating me with its wetness. A 
strong vine slipped around my hip, and held me in place to have my ass 
raped.

   " Nooooo..." I cried, as the alien cock pushed into my tight passage.

   This is what you wanted... it taunted me. You wanted to know how it 
feels.

   I cursed my sick little fantasies. It was just a product of my 
imagination.  I never really wanted this.

   You're twisting things... I didn't want it like this...

   The alien didn't care about that distinction. It pulled the details from 
me easily, and added them to my present humiliations.

   The hand that previously held my hip pushed further down, and began to 
roughly handle my tender clit as he pushed further into my stretched 
entrance. My body trembled at the mixture of sensations.

   " Do you feel like one of the boys now, you prissy military brat ? Hmm ?"

   " Sir... yes..."

   He was really doing it. He was really fucking my ass. Every time he 
pulled back, my ass contracted, trying to force him all the way out. He was 
just too big. I felt like a pig on a spit.

   I knew how this would end, of course. I wished that I could wipe the 
filthy thoughts from my mind. He slammed into me full force, and despite the 
brutality of it, his rough manipulation of my clitoris was forcing me to 
enjoy the rape.

   " Oh... god... ride my ass..." I found myself begging out loud. I knew 
that Kenny would enjoy that one. He was probably jerking himself off 
underneath the desk while watching this.

   But I couldn't resist. Kenny could watch me getting fucked in the ass by 
a huge alien phallus, and I was helpless to prevent it. Hell, I couldn't 
even prevent myself from gyrating my hips lewdly, like some cheap whore.

   I'm being forced, I tried to justify to myself. I have no choice. But 
those arguments didn't ease my guilty shame.

   Just like in the fantasy, my orgasm came at the same time that he was 
loading my bowels with his hot cum. I bucked and grunted as he roughly 
pinched my clit between his fingers, and slammed into me for the final time.

   When his cock popped free from my ass, I could feel my hole gaping open, 
dripping his nectar down my thighs and pussy. The alien left me there, my 
used ass displayed for the observation room, as it brought the cock around 
to my lips.

   It was a little after-sex clean up, just like in my sick fantasy. I 
accepted the warm plant matter into my mouth, and could taste myself on it. 
It had fucked me so deeply, it took me several minutes to lick it clean. 
When I was done, it rewarded me with another feeding, and allowed me to 
sleep once more.

*****

   It was surprising to me how quickly I recovered from those sometimes 
violent sessions. Of course, I was sore and exhausted afterwards, but within 
a few hours, my body was back to normal. No. Not normal. I was different.

   Even now, I don't know quite how to explain what I was feeling. It was a 
feeling of density. I know that's a strange choice of words. Let me explain.

   I remember the first time I saw the alien crystals, packed tightly 
together beneath the shell of the polished back pod. When I studied them for 
the first time, it struck me how tightly packed the chemical bonds were. 
They were dense. Efficient. Stable.

   No doubt, by this time many of those crystals were integrated into my own 
body. Every once in a while, I would feel a sudden burning pain from my 
internal tissues, and I would know that the crystals were imposing their 
design on my cell structure.

   In this, I was past fear. I was fascinated with the way I felt.

   My body felt dense, like the crystals. Dense with information. Dense with 
new strength. I saw what the alien had done with the pumpkin. It had given 
the plant a vigour beyond its own genetic programming. Now it was doing its 
work on me.

   Although my fear was dulled in regards to the changes it was making to my 
body, I was terrified by the way it was tearing through my brain. It clearly 
understood my thoughts now. Or maybe that's not the right way to explain it. 
It was using my brain. Or a portion of my brain.

   I could feel its thoughts, at first quite distinctly from my own. What 
frightened me most was when those lines blurred. Sometimes I couldn't tell 
if the impulses in my head were coming from me, or from the alien my body 
was hosting.

   I wanted to think that the sexual acts were coming entirely from the 
alien. It was obsessed with human sexuality, enjoying every new feeling. But 
I couldn't be sure. These were my fantasies, and although I would never have 
chosen to act them out in such a public fashion, I had to admit that once 
the play began, I was lost in the action.

   And the orgasms... the escape...

   My god, I had never felt so much pleasure. My body and mind seemed more 
capable of sustaining the intensity of the sex play, and sometimes, I found 
myself hoping that it would never end.

   I don't know how much later, I broke away from one such session with an 
odd feeling. It was a premonition, actually. I found my attention diverted 
to the observation window.

   The entire team was there. I couldn't see them, but I knew that they had 
assembled.

   In previous sessions, I sometimes had a strong sense that one or another 
of the researchers was there with me. They were fleeting moments of 
intuition, but this one was stronger. I was certain this time.

   They had something new planned.

   I waited in silence. The dark vines, which usually writhed slowly around 
me, rested in anticipation. Fear ? No. This was nothing to be afraid of. I 
could somehow sense that too.

   A few minutes later, I heard the sounds of the secondary isolation lock 
engaging. They were sending something in.

   When the lock opened, I could barely hold back my amusement. They had 
assembled a series of geometrically shaped plastic blocks, of different 
sizes and shapes. This was far too lame to have been Emma's idea. Which one 
of the other geniuses had come up with this ? Was it Mark Burrows ? No... he 
would have sent in a fucking cable modem. It was Peter Valdez... the 
cultural anthropologist.

   I recalled reading one of his papers on the cultural significance of 
artefacts. At the time, I had difficulty wading through the purposely thick 
academic language of the report. In retrospect, though, it all seemed clear. 
Peter dressed up his ideas in the puffery of technical jargon to disguise 
the fact that he had never come up with an original thought in his life. The 
man was a moron, and now he had decided to make his great contribution to 
the annals of science by playing with blocks.

   Wonderful...

   Nonetheless, I kept my amusement hidden.

   There was one issue that the alien and I had come to a complete agreement 
upon. Those who manned the observation room were the enemy. They were the 
reason I was trapped here. They had betrayed me. They could feed me or 
starve me at a whim. And they would never, ever, let me leave this place 
alive.

   And so, for now, I played their games.

   They watched through the security glass as the vines of the hybrid plant 
fumbled with the sterile surfaces of the little plastic cubes and pyramids 
they had provided. They could already see that the alien was interacting 
with my body in a complex manner. Now they wanted to see if it held any 
independent intelligence.

   And while they watched the little show that the vines and tendrils made 
of playing with plastic blocks, I was watching them. Or rather, I was 
sensing them. I still didn't understand it, but I had felt it coming on over 
the previous days. I would get random thoughts during the sex... and I knew 
they weren't mine. There would be sudden moments of intuition about who was 
watching me from beyond the glass.

   In theory, I knew that human psychic ability was possible, but in all of 
the research I had been afforded by the military, the test subjects were 
limited in ability, and unreliable.

   Somewhere in my DNA, the alien had rubbed against something that had 
given me a taste of my own potential. In its relentless curiosity, it was 
continuing to explore this new access to information, and I was left to cope 
with the strangeness of it all.

   " Her heart rate has increased, " Kim told the others. I didn't hear it, 
but I could put together the echoes of her voice from the other seven people 
in the room.

   My heart rate. The intensity of all of the diverse thoughts filtering 
through my mind was causing a physical reaction. My head throbbed from the 
extra blood flow to my brain.

   Slow it down... I can't handle so much...

   But we need to know what they're thinking...

   These internal conversations had become commonplace. At first, they were 
always arguments. Threats. A struggle of wills. And while I still resented 
the indignities performed on my body, and the continual twisting of my mind, 
now these dialogues took on a different tone.

   Never underestimate your ability to cope with new experiences. I was 
learning to accept my new role. The alien was my provider. It was my only 
companion. It was my lover, but not my friend. This was a forced 
partnership, but a partnership no less... and that was the way we spoke to 
each other.

    I can't handle it all at once, I complained. Was my nose bleeding ?

   A little more. Don't fight it. We are going to become so much better at 
this.

   I didn't doubt it. Through every painful manipulation of my body's cells, 
it was getting better at what it was doing. The hours passed, and the vines 
amused our onlookers with antics with the plastic blocks. We were humouring 
them, and in the meantime, I my brain was inundated with every confusing 
thought and impulse from the other side of the glass. My nosebleed got worse 
was the alien demanded more of my body's resources for my brain.

   When the alien finally let me rest, I couldn't stop the noise in my head.

   Eat now, it pacified me. Sleep a while. We have more work to do in the 
morning.

*****

   It was Mark Burrows behind the glass. There was a security officer in the 
room too, but he was watching another monitor.

   Mark. What would he want to see ? What does his sick imagination bring to 
the table ?

   The plastic blocks had been cast aside quickly. Once again, I was the toy 
of choice for the alien vines, and the games we were playing had found new 
inspiration from behind the glass.

   What do they want to see ? What will keep them interested ?

   I hated the way this felt. I could feel my unnatural abilities probing 
into the mind of the MIT researcher, looking for new sexual fantasies to 
play out. The unfamiliar images began to form in my mind's eye, and I was 
powerless to stop them.

   No...please...

   Don't fight... we need to do this... we need to keep them interested...

   And keep you amused...

   Well, there is that.

   My face grew hot with shame. Not only was I to be exposed and humiliated 
in every way possible, but now, the alien was using me as a toy to entertain 
my former colleagues. It was enjoying this exploration of new fantasies, and 
it made its priorities clear. My body was to be abused any way their sick 
fantasies took me.

   For Mark burrows, the scene on my side of the glass was reminiscent of 
some of his favourite pornography. It wasn't hard to find material to secure 
his interest.

   New vines snaked their way up around, taking on the same phallic shape as 
the one that provided my nourishment. They oozed the liquid from their 
monstrously shaped cocks, and positioned themselves in a circle above me.

   Mark's imagination was creating a scene I would never have provided the 
alien. He wanted to see me as the drunken cheerleader, or some college 
bimbo, serving the ready cocks of the football team, or all of his 
fraternity buddies. My role was to greedily accept them into my mouth, one 
after another, until the crowd was satisfied.

   It was my degradation that Mark Burrows craved, and as much as I loathed 
the man, I knew that I was about to give him every sick detail of his 
fantasy. I could already feel the mindless lust of his imaginary slut rising 
through my body. I crawled to my knees, and licked my pouty lips in 
anticipation.

   The alien was sifting though the scientist's mind for details, and I 
could feel my body reacting. I could feel a sudden burning in the flesh of 
my chest.

   No, I begged...

   This is what he wants...

   The burning swelling sensation continued. The alien had all of the 
genetic material to edit my body, the same way it had mutated the pumpkins 
into malformation the previous week. Now, it was stretching the flesh of my 
body to act the part of Mark's ideal fantasy girl.

   He wanted my breasts... no, not breasts... tits... that's what he wanted. 
Mark wanted me to have big tits. He wanted me to have big round tits for all 
of the guys to spill their cum on.

   My flesh swelled until I felt that I might burst. My nipples poked 
outwards with the artificial arousal that the alien was inducing in me.

   I reached up to support myself with one of the vines. The new weight on 
my chest made me feel out of balance. It was a contrast to the normally 
athletic shape of my body. The vine dribbled its false pre-cum down my 
forearm, and pulsated in my hand.

   Another wave of artificial lust gripped me. The alien was coaxing me 
onward, trying to overcome my resentment in becoming a living prop to Mark's 
sexist fantasies.

   It's too much...

   Don't fight it... concentrate on the pleasure...

   I had little choice. Moment by moment, my body was sending intense 
feedback to my brain. My pussy was throbbing. My face was hot. My heart 
pounded in my chest. Whether I wanted it or not, the alien would force me to 
enjoy this new humiliation.

   " Mmmmmnnnnn, " I found myself groaning, as I licked some of the nectar 
that was oozing down my arm. The taste was intensely sexual. I wanted 
more... desperately.

   This new urgency gripped me as I begged for one of the cocks to descend 
into my waiting mouth. Mark was enjoying watching me beg like this. I could 
feel his pleasure layered on top of my own.

   " I... need it... please..." I grovelled. I had never been so horny... so 
mindless...

   There were only cocks, and cum, and pleasure. That was all I needed. The 
alien pushed all other thoughts out of my empty little head.

   Finally, two of the vines descended onto my lips. I greedily licked the 
dripping nectar from the undersides of the artificial cocks, and then 
swallowed each one in turn.

   I couldn't believe how easily I had been transformed into a mindless 
bimbo, but soon, even that thought disappeared into my all-consuming lust.

   I coaxed, I begged, I worked at each cock for my reward. When the first 
cock pulled free of my lips, and began to spurt across my face and chest, I 
held out my tongue to catch some of the bitter fluid. It didn't matter, soon 
another of the vines was in its place, pushing down my stretched throat, and 
pumping my face lewdly.

   The cock in my hand exploded, and soon, I found myself holding one in 
each hand, and jerking them off to the same rhythm as my greedy lips.

   I was surrounded. Everywhere I looked, there were more of the erect 
vines, each waiting for their turns to ejaculate on my face, or on the 
swollen, sensitive flesh of my enlarged tits.

   Mark was still in my head somewhere. On some level, I was still exploring 
his brain, but my lust had taken me past caring that this was his sick 
fantasy.

   It was mine now.

   When the crowd finally withdrew, and the last of the cocks spilled its 
copious load over my tits, I was left there, begging with my open mouth, and 
covered in a thick layer of alien ooze. With my left hand, I lifted one of 
my heavy breasts towards my face, and began to lick the thick cum from my 
erect nipple. With my right hand, well, I needed to pleasure myself.

   Mark watched as I desperately fingered myself towards orgasm, all the 
while, collecting the thick ejaculate from my body and licking it clean from 
my fingers.

   My orgasm came. The alien made sure that it was an intense one. It was my 
reward for playing along.

   When I was finished, I collapsed into the puddle of spilled nectar on the 
floor. My mind returned to me, and so did my shame.

   You did good...

   I began to cry.

   Don't cry... there are only six more to go.

   Somehow, that didn't comfort me.

*****

   Kenny was my last.

   I pulled back a couple of times, but the alien urged me on.

   His mind was repulsive to me. The thought of re-enacting the sexual 
desires of my former colleague and rival...

   I can't do it.

   I won't force you...

   The release was unexpected. The alien had pushed me mercilessly in the 
last few days, forcing me to absorb the sexual fetishes of the entire team. 
Now, it was giving me a choice.

   But it wasn't fair. It knew what decision I had to make. We were too 
close now.

   Overcoming my revulsion, I began peeling the layers of Kenny's mind.

   He liked his girls young. My body began to make the changes to appease 
his desires. My breasts tightened, but my nipples remained puffy and erect. 
My flesh burned as the alien edited it to mimic the pale softness of youth. 
Various muscles loosened or tightened to give my body new shape. Even the 
hair of my pussy was shed to some extent, leaving me pubescent in 
appearance.

   Kenny, you sick bastard.

   Over these last few days, I had learned more than I had ever wanted to 
know about the darkest of human desires. I had absorbed Mark's gangbang 
fantasy. Peter Valdez had given me a taste of his rape fantasies. Raif had 
enjoyed seeing my body pregnant, and my nipples swelling with milk, while 
the alien vines filled me with cum.

   Kim I had left alone. I touched her mind gently, and found in her the 
only true emotion amongst them. She felt sympathy for me. The young doctor 
was consumed with guilt over the decision to sacrifice me. No, I wouldn't 
mess with her mind. She didn't deserve it.

   Emma was another story. Once she had made the decision, the left behind 
all feelings for me. It was a military necessity, she told herself. And once 
I probed her for her sexual desires, she was really just like all of the 
others. She enjoyed the abuse of my body nearly as much as the guys. I just 
had to touch the right part of her brain.

   To keep her off balance... to get what I needed...

   And for Kenny, I was a bad little girl. He wanted to see me take my 
punishment.

   Okay, Kenny, I'll do it for you. Just relax and watch. Let your mind 
wander.

   One thick vine took on the feel of leather as it teased the crack of my 
ass. I bent forwards submissively, and let the emotions of his scene wash 
through me.

   That's right Kenny. Look at my tight little ass. It's all for you. Let 
your mind wander. Why don't you touch me ? That's it... reach out your 
hand...

   Of course, he didn't know the codes. Kenny would never have been left 
with that kind of authority. Emma had the codes. Or part of them, anyhow. I 
had taken them from her while she watched me squirming on the floor with a 
vine teasing my clit mercilessly, but never allowing me climax.

   The rest of the codes I took from one of the security officers while he 
was caught up in the scene I had created for Raif.

   Z147-

   <whap> The leathery surface if the vine landed on my ass. I squealed and 
struggled to cover myself.

   -A07886-

   <whap> I squirmed, but the firm vines of the alien hybrid held me in 
place.

   -1442IAO-

   <whap> <whap> My face reddened as the tears came to my eyes. Yes, he 
wanted to see me crying in pain. He wanted to see my shame and remorse while 
he placed the red marks across my pale flesh.

   I had them both. Kenny was watching hungrily as I took my punishment. The 
security officer was watching me too. <whap> I whimpered and squirmed 
suggestively for another of the sharp blows.

   Just a little more...

   -PL6721-

   I held them with my performance. I bit my lip and squinted my eyes as 
more of the blows coloured my helpless body. All the while, the inner lock 
was opening.

   Patience, I told myself.

   But we're so close...

   Discipline. I could feel the heat of it spreading through my body. <whap> 
The strap was licking my thighs now, leaving red welts between my legs. I 
needed to be disciplined. Just a little longer.

   -K489-

   I needed the outer lock open too. His hands moved for me while my body 
played out his fantasy.

   <click>

   They were expecting my body to jerk again from my continued punishment. 
They weren't expecting the sudden force and purpose behind my movements. I 
wrenched myself free of the vines with one fluid motion, shedding the cocoon 
of tightly strung tendrils and musky leaves. I was through the door before 
they had a chance to react.

   The guard went first. I honestly don't know if he was dead before he hit 
the floor. I had no time to ponder it. One keystroke from Kenny could alert 
the base.

   He turned his head, and I held him with my eyes as I descended upon him. 
His hand was paralyzed.

   This one I took care not to kill. I wanted Kenny to explain to everyone 
why he had opened the door locks for me.

   They would never trust him, of course. They would want to know how deeply 
I infiltrated his mind. They would study him for months. I broke his nose 
with the blow, but I definitely kept him alive.

   Thirteen minutes.

   The air tickled my lungs. It was complex. There were so many new flavours 
of life floating in the air. It was so unlike the sterile containment room 
where I had left the limp remains of the pumpkin plant. Without the alien 
crystals I carried away with me, it was just lifeless vegetable matter.

   I wanted to savour it, but the sting on my flesh reminded me. Discipline.

   There were only thirteen minutes before the security officer would need 
to check in with the outer compound.

   I used Kenny's access codes to move through the inner compound. I had 
timed this precisely. Most everyone was asleep right now, and I was able to 
move through the corridors without wasting time subduing other team members 
or soldiers.

   My bones and flesh burned as I walked. Kenny's little girl act was gone. 
I needed another form.

   Her face was so familiar to me. I took her smoke grey eyes. My legs ached 
as I added a few inched to match her height. Her skin was tanned. I even 
took the little wrinkles around her eyes. It wasn't perfect. I just needed 
it to be close enough.

   Emma didn't wake in time to see how well I mimicked her. She gasped as I 
broke her neck.

   I hope I left her alive too, but paralyzed. I quite enjoyed the idea of 
Emma spending the latter half of her life in an military nursing home.

   I didn't have time to make sure. Only nine minutes left now.

   She had laid her uniform out so neatly for me. I only paused for the 
briefest of moments to survey my new rank in the mirror before leaving.

   The rough fabric teased my skin as I walked, as calmly as I could manage, 
towards the outer compound. It was a new feeling after so long in naked 
isolation. I wanted to enjoy every moment.

   Later... be disciplined.

   This was the most difficult part. The protocols were clear. No one was to 
breach the outer compound without prior authorization. I knew the rules 
well. I had helped to put them in place. Emma was nothing if not strict.

   But everyone has their weaknesses.

   I had seen it when I was letting her play with my body. She had kept me 
there, begging for orgasm, while I searched her mind for the slightest 
possibility of escape.

   Cigarettes. It was as simple as that.

   We didn't allow them in the inner compound. I had felt Raif and Mike 
craving them. But Emma had a secret.

   I approached the glass enclosure.

   Tap. Tap.

   It was hard to be calm with only four minutes left. They would expect the 
officer from the observation room to check in any time now.

   " Hi Emma. A little late to be up and about, isn't it ?"

   " Damn it, Rodge, it's been a hell of a day. How about a smoke ?"

   " No problem. "

   They didn't think twice about these little visits of hers anymore. Roger 
activated the sliding door. I waited as patiently as I could, my heart 
beating in my ears.

   No sudden moves. I still needed to get past the second guard without 
alerting anyone. He sat at his station just down the hallway. God. If he 
were just a little closer, I could have taken them both out without a 
problem.

   The security glass slid shut behind me. Roger made small talk as he 
retrieved his pack of cigarettes. I nodded and smiled as if I were 
listening.

   Three minutes. My head start was dwindling away on me. I needed a little 
distance before the alert was sounded.

   " Here ya go, " he told me, offering up his lighter.

   My heightened senses amplified the sound of the butane lighter in the 
silence of the room. The flame crackled just ever so slightly when I pulled 
a breath through the tobacco. Again, the complexity of the compounds filling 
my lungs intrigued me. Each new experience was strange and exciting. I 
barely suppressed a cough as I breathed the hot smoke just a little too 
deeply.

   " You want one ?" I offered the second guard.

   His hesitation was painful. Every moment that slipped away lowered my 
chances of survival.

   As soon as he stood to join us, my body was back into motion. I struck 
Roger in the throat. It was a calculated blow. I didn't necessarily need him 
dead. The second guard watched dumbly as Roger collapsed, and tried to 
retreat to his station, but his legs wouldn't co-operate. He stumbled 
backwards as I attacked, and hit his head on the desk.

   Nighty night.

*****

   Dark music pumped through the air, the complexity of the beat hitting me 
from every direction. I could feel the warmth of bodies and breath teasing 
my flesh as I moved through the crowd. The air was so rich, it made me want 
to laugh. Pheromones. Perfume. Sweat. Smoke.

   I often came to places like this. I was always on the hunt for new 
experiences, for new playmates.

   In the couple of years since my escape, this was my life. I was free to 
observe humanity in a way that had never appealed to me before. My own 
natural curiosity had been enhanced, and now I had so many more tools at my 
disposal.

   I could feel their thoughts. Their desires.

   Every single one of them had a distinct flavour. I enjoyed them all, but 
I only added the really exquisite ones to my personal collection.

   My first had been a young girl from Miami. She had been so innocent back 
then. Since that time, I had corrupted her in so many different ways, while 
I eavesdropped on her mind. God, I had enjoyed breaking all of her little 
barriers.

   She travels with me now. I'm sure she's in love with me, which is why, I 
guess, she's stuck around while I added more playmates to my personal 
collection. Ann. Mark. Ravi. Each of them had their own appeal. I so much 
enjoy seeing them play together.

   Tonight I was looking for another.

   One girl caught my eye. She writhed against the body of her husband so 
sensually. Sparkling blue eyes. Pale skin. A tempting smile on her lips.

   I brushed against her and took in the scent of her flesh. God, she was 
delicious.

   Her thoughts drifted to me effortlessly. Millie was her name. Such a 
shame...she had never been with a woman. Twenty-two years old. Mmmm. So 
young to be faithfully married. I was tempted to take them both.

   But I pushed past them. As tempting as the girl was, I was looking for 
someone else tonight, and I caught sight of her sitting at a booth 
uncomfortably with some friends from the hospital. They had forced her to 
come out tonight, of course. She had been so isolated since she came back 
from her leave of absence.

   I smiled at her, and drew her attention away from the others.

   Jamie...

   Yes, Kim... it's me. No, I don't look the same, but you can see through 
it, can't you ?

   She excused herself to go to the washroom. I could see her hands shaking.

   Don't be afraid, Kim. I rested my hand on her lower back as we walked 
towards the washroom together.

   The friends from her table wouldn't see her again tonight. In fact, I'll 
bet that she never goes back to her boring old life, now that I've decided 
to add her to my collection. I don't know. Maybe it's just nostalgia. It 
always nice to have someone around who *knows* about you.

   Besides, I never did get a chance to find out what was behind those dark 
eyes of hers.

***

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