Message-ID: <27819asstr$976479004@assm.asstr-mirror.org> Return-Path: <news@dejanews.com> X-Original-Path: not-for-mail From: Jennifer Doalfer <doalfer@my-deja.com> X-Original-Message-ID: <90vsnn$7as$1@nnrp1.deja.com> X-Article-Creation-Date: Sun Dec 10 12:25:28 2000 GMT Subject: {ASSM} (*) (MF,exhib) Initiation by Jennifer Doalfer - part 1 Date: Sun, 10 Dec 2000 15:10:04 -0500 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: <assm@asstr-mirror.org> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: <URL:http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/Year2000/27819> X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Story-Submission: <ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Moderator-ID: gill-bates, RuiJorge THIS STORY IS PROTECTED UNDER THE LAWS OF COPYRIGHT. ANY REPRODUCTIONS, ALTERATIONS, AND/OR SALES WITHOUT THE WRITTEN PERMISSION OF THE AUTHOR IS STRICTLY PROHIBITED. This story is one of a series of stories published to www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/doalfer/www. Please also read the other ones, preferably in the order in which they are published (the order in which they are listed on the site). Comments are very welcome. Jennifer Doalfer - doalfer@hotmail.com Initiation By Jennifer Doalfer Copyright 2000 Jennifer Doalfer <<MF, MF, MF, exhib>> Introduction. It has been a while since I have used my diaries as source material for publishing. As some of you might know I like stories which are either real experiences, mostly truthfully translated and rewritten with publication in mind, or they are fantasies prompted by real events, showing in which direction my secret desires lie. I have decided to dig out the oldest stories from my diary and rewrite them. The old diaries are fun to read, and they make it possible for me to relive today those experiences, but they were not written in a very reader-friendly way. They refer to things that are obvious only to me and they don't explain background or characters. All these I am adding as I am translating and rewriting. The down-side to that is the impression is not really that of an innocent, inexperienced young girl. I know some of you would have liked that, but I don't think I can do that faithfully. The stories would sound false. I think it is better that I write it the way I do today, and that you know the background behind the writing of these stories. What I intend to write about this time, is based upon my first sexual experiences. During one summer vacation I had three relationships, if you can call them that, which as first impressions usually do, probably did a lot to shape my later desires. Apart from some dialogue and elaboration of the actual scenes, the experiences are basically true. Chapter One My girlfriend Mary-Ann's parents had a summer cottage in northern Jutland, the peninsula which makes up the main part of Denmark. The cottage was situated in a plantation area close to the west coast. Three other cottages were within sight and belonged to other parts of the family. Mary-Ann's father was a retired sea captain who taught at the Merchant Navy School in Copenhagen. During the school holidays he would be at the cottage, while Mary-Ann's mother still worked in Copenhagen, only being able to take two weeks vacation in the cottage. Mary-Ann and I used to spend most of our summer vacations in the cottage with her dad, only interrupted by my mandatory vacation with my parents. That spring Mary-Ann had had her first sexual relationship and felt far superior to me, who despite being desperate for a similar experience hadn't found the right opportunity. We had both developed a lot during the last year, which was made very obvious when I tried on my bikini before going. My mother insisted I could definitely not wear the tanga bikini from last year and went shopping with me for one that was more decent. This seemed to satisfy her, but I still managed to slip the old one along with me, which I felt would make me more sexually attractive, which was what I was aiming to be that summer. At this point my only experiences were with guys fumbling with my breasts during parties, and some heavy petting with a guy from my class at a sleepover party. Neither was very satisfying. I was, however, becoming very aware of the attention I got from the older guys at parties. They were all falling over themselves to be with Mary-Ann and me. I think the guy Mary-Ann had been with had told his friends, who now all saw her as an easy prey. Seeing I was her best friend and always with her, they probably thought the same of me. At the last couple of parties before the summer vacation, I had been chased by several rather attractive guys a couple of years older than me, who, I could feel from their erections when we danced, would very happily have initiated me into the wonders of sex. But, for me the situation was never right. I didn't want to get Mary-Ann's reputation, and I felt the guys were not going for me, but just for an easy conquest. When we arrived at Lykken, as the place was called, I decided to let go of any hesitations. There was nobody here that I knew, and I wanted to have experienced a sexual relationship before going back to school, so I wouldn't be desperate, and go with just anybody and be sorry later. I remember that summer as being one of the warmest and sunniest summers for years in Denmark. We spent practically every day at the beach or at least in the sun. When there were northerly winds the sand would blow parallel with the beach, and it was better to spend the day sunbathing at the dunes outside the cottage, and only go to the beach for swimming. We soon found a number of good friends that we saw when we went to the campsite disco in the evenings. We were only about one kilometre away from a large camping site, mostly occupied by Germans, but also with a lot of Swedes, Norwegians and Dutch people. Before long Mary-Ann had found herself a boyfriend, with whom she spent quite a lot of time. I could have joined in along with his friends, but they were a rather rowdy lot who didn't really much appeal to me. I soon knew she had slept with him. Sleeping is perhaps not the right word, because she didn't bring him back to the cottage, and she didn't stay over in his tent, rather they seemed to disappear to the beach area during the evenings at the disco, or go into the plantation with a couple of towels during the time we were at the beach. It was close to being unbearable for me. She kept talking about how fantastic he was, how big his dick was, where they had done it and so on. Also she was quite openly masturbating at night without bothering to hide it for me (we shared the same room in the cottage). I had tried to do it as well, but felt really uncomfortable with Mary-Ann present. At that time I had never experienced an orgasm. After some time, however, I slowly started getting interested in one guy. His name was Jorgen and he was half-Danish and half-German. He was not a guest at the campsite, but he was the son of the owner. He worked summers as an attendant, but unlike the other attendants, being his father's son, he had time available as he only did the tasks which he liked, and he didn't want to work on the evenings when the disco was open. I had felt his attraction to me one evening when he was actually serving in the bar at the disco. He was being very friendly and chatty with me, and went out of his way to be the one to serve me. I felt flattered by his attention, but didn't think any more of it, as I was looking for a guy to be with for the evening, who potentially could be with me for more of the vacation, and I didn't see how an employee at the campsite would have the time available. However, maybe because I knew (or thought) he wasn't a prospect, I was more relaxed towards his advances and maybe teased him a little by bending over the bar, knowing he was looking at my half-exposed breasts, and laughing when he actually commented on them. I almost felt sorry that he was 'only' a worker at the site, because he was attractive, witty and obviously very interested in me. At some point he appeared at my table, now dressed casually (not in the campsite yellow T- shirt), asking if he could sit with me. Mary- Ann was off dancing, and I was trying to fend off her friends who thought they could all fondle me the way they did her, so I was very pleased to say yes. "I really like your dress," he said, "even though there isn't much of it. Or, maybe, on the other hand, that is exactly why I like it." I blushed, feeling silly with the way I had treated him at the bar. The dress was indeed rather small. It was a very short, loose, flowery summer dress with bare arms and a funny large collar which half hid the fact that it was open down the front to below the breasts. It was quite decent, but was also very easy to slip aside or to appear to fall open when I wanted it to. Right now I definitely didn't as I felt his eyes peer down my front. I looked down and saw that the collar was open, revealing half of a sun-tanned breast, only just hiding my nipple. I quickly pulled it shut, blushing even more. "I have noticed you and your friend here the other nights. Where are you staying? I haven't seen you at the campsite, even though I have tried to look for you." "Why, have you been looking for me?", I asked. I guess I knew, but he said it in such a seemingly artless manner, as though I had dropped something and he was looking for me so he could return it. "Well," he said, with a slight hesitation, "first because I think you are very attractive. Secondly because I have seen you with your girlfriend the last couple of nights and it seemed like you might want some different company, which I would love to provide." I had stopped blushing, but I loved every word he said. "You are quite right, I would be happy with some different company, but how can you get time for that when you work here?" I had to get this sorted out. I would love to be 'entertained', but I couldn't see how he could manage that. "I only work when I want to. My dad owns the campsite. I am here, mostly on vacation, but when I am bored I help out. With you I am sure I wouldn't be bored, so I just wouldn't work when we could be spending time together." I felt silly again. My little-rich-girl background was letting me down again. As long as he was 'just' a worker, I couldn't see myself with him. But now it was okay. Something clicked inside me. I grew all warm, knowing this was the guy I wanted for the summer. "Well," I said coyly, "what can you do to entertain me?" "First you can dance with me," he smiled and he stood up. I was aware of his eyes on my front again as he pulled me up by my hand and the front slipped open once more. I had mixed reactions. My first reaction was to pull it closed. On the other hand, it was probably this dress which had first attracted his attention. If it was the view of my half- exposed breasts that had got him interested in me, then I should probably let him look. I had, after all, chosen to go dancing in this dress especially because I knew it was rather revealing, so why, all of a sudden, was I suddenly being shy about it? We talked as we danced, about Mary-Ann, my school, his own studies. He was two years older than me and was studying law at the university. He was going to be here for another month before going south with a couple of friends for two weeks mountain climbing. A quick mental calculation revealed that he would leave a few days before my parents came to get me for our vacation in Norway. I guess that was good enough. We spent most of the evening talking and dancing and before long I was totally gone. I was just so afraid that I wasn't making the right impression, and that there was going to be nothing after this. But it didn't seem that I had any need to worry. During the slow dances, I let him move in close. I felt hot, my dress clinging to me. I wished he would kiss me, touch me or something, anything to give me a chance of not rejecting him so he would know I was willing to go further than just dancing with him. At one point during a close dance I was sure I felt a hardness in his shorts. I purposely stayed close, even when he appeared to attempt to move away. When the dance ended we continued dancing slow even though the next song was a faster one. But he moved a little away from me looking down at me. "You are just so pretty," he said, looking at me as if wondering where I had suddenly come from. "I don't understand how you could have been here a whole week, and not ended up with one of Mary- Ann's friends." I knew he was looking down my front again. I had to go for the kill . "That's because I haven't found anybody like you - until now." I couldn't believe I had found the courage to say that. He smiled and pulled me close again. This time there was no doubt about what was digging into me. He wasn't trying to hide it any more. I lifted my face and looked at him with the look which girls have and which means kiss me, now. He did. Not just a small friendly kiss, but a hot, searching kiss, which soon turned into a heavy, tongue kiss which I eagerly returned. His hands were at the side of my breasts, the thumbs getting close to my nipples. I wanted them properly on my breasts, but didn't know how to get him to do it, without it seeming too obvious. However, when it was almost closing time, he pulled us apart and looked at me. "Jenny, I am going to see you again after this, aren't I?" I would have begged for it on my knees. "I would like that very much," I said. He looked relieved. I put my arms around his neck, but stayed at a distance so he could still look at me. He had a dreamy look on his face. He just kept looking at me. "Please," he said, "let me go to sleep with this picture in my head." I thought he was just thinking about me in general, but suddenly he put a finger on my lips as if hushing me. He ran his finger lightly over my lips and I kissed the finger back. Then his thumb ran down over my chin, down my neck down between the two collars and between my breasts. I looked down to see what he was doing, but didn't stop him. I guess he was waiting to see if I was going to, but we were in a corner, me with my back to the dance floor, which was practically empty by now. Quickly he moved his thumb to the side, sweeping the material away from my breast, running his thumb under my now exposed breast towards the outside of it, forcing the material completely away. I gasped as I looked down and saw how exposed I was. He looked at me to see my reaction, but all he saw was my own dreamy expression, definitely not wanting to stop him. His thumb now ran up the outside of my breast, and once he was sure the material stayed to the side, he let his thumb slide inwards, touching the nipple which was rapidly stiffening. He finally grabbed my breast with his whole hand and pulled me in close while he squeezed it. It just felt so good. I happily let him rub his hard dick against me as we kissed. We only stopped when the bright lights came on. He quickly covered my exposed breast and looked all guilty. "I'm sorry," he said with an embarrassed expression. "I couldn't help it." "Don't worry, I couldn't help letting you do it" I smiled back at him. He followed me all the way back to the path that led to the cottage. Mary-Ann was just kissing her friend Soren goodbye. He had his hand on her bum under her skirt, but she didn't seem the least bit embarrassed about it when we came along and saw them. Jorgen gave me another kiss goodbye, but we didn't feel like displaying our feelings in front of Mary-Ann and Soren, so we kept it a decent one. "When will I see you again?" I said, wanting to make sure the question was asked before we split. "The sooner the better, but I have promised to work tomorrow. I can change that for future days, but not for tomorrow with such short notice, but I will be here at the disco again tomorrow, and I will only work until you come. Is that okay?" he asked, as though that might not be good enough. "Yes, that is fine, but I would like it if we could be together at the beach sometime. It gets very boring around Mary-Ann and her friends." "Sure, I will change my schedule, so I have nothing on for the next couple of days. And I will only work when you, for some reason, haven't got time." With that promise and a final little kiss I ran after Mary-Ann who had already started walking down the path ahead of me. Chapter Two I spend a sleepless night dreaming of Jorgen and listening to Mary-Ann's uninhibited masturbating under her sheet. The next day we stayed at the cottage because of the wind. With none of Mary-Ann's friends around I enjoyed the opportunity to go around topless. Not that I usually mind that, but her friends were not the least shy about commenting on my breasts and staring at them, to the extent that I found it quite annoying. Around the cottage there was only Mary-Ann's dad, Harry, who had, however, been seeing us topless all our lives, so I thought that didn't really matter. A combination of the wind and my thoughts of the night before, however, kept my nipples in a constant state of erection, which I became suddenly aware that Harry had noticed as well. I guess it's one thing in small kids with flat chests or even small teenage buds, which in previous years hadn't seemed to bother him, but now I noticed him looking away whenever I saw him looking at me, as if he felt guilty staring at me. It was a strange sensation. He was obviously old enough to be my father, but the thought that I was able to walk around, not having to hide or feel shy, and still have him watch my breasts, actually excited me more than I would ever had thought possible, if anybody had asked me. Mary-Ann was extremely nosy about Jorgen. "Tell me more about last night. Why are you so secretive? I have told you everything about Soren, why can't you tell me about Jorgen?" "There really isn't anything to tell," I tried to convince her. "We danced, kissed a bit and had a good time." "Didn't he try to grab your tits or anything?" she wanted to know. "Yeah, a little." I didn't want to tell her more than that. "Soren can't keep his hands off my breasts," she said half in a dream and half boasting. "He doesn't even care if his friends are watching. It seems like he likes to let them watch my breasts when he plays with them. Even though they have all seen them at the beach, it is something else when he is showing them off. It just makes me so excited that I can't wait until he takes me outside for a quick fuck on the beach. Last night we went outside twice in one evening. The first time he could hardly wait until we were at the beach. He is so impatient when he gets really excited." She was already getting off again from telling the story. I don't know if she told me to boast or to revive the memory of the evening. I was wondering what I would do if Jorgen wanted to take me to the beach. I didn't really think I would have liked my first time to be a quick fuck on the beach, but I wouldn't have minded trying it some time. I was dreaming, dozing off while Mary-Ann kept talking. The evening finally arrived. Harry had made a fantastic dinner, and been liberal with the wine and the drinks, so we were already quite tipsy when we arrived at the disco. Mary-Ann was quite happy to be late, as she thought it fun to tease Soren a bit, but I was worried about Jorgen. I didn't want him to think I wasn't coming, but Mary-Ann kept laughing at me, "For someone who didn't do anything to you last night, you sure seem very eager to get back to him," she teased me. I knew she didn't believe nothing had happened. Especially since I had asked to borrow a top from her. This was the top she said Soren loved to lift up to show off her breasts. It was a loose, white lace top, which only came two thirds down the front. Mary-Ann's breasts were heavier and sagged at bit so they almost were visible under the bottom of the top. That wasn't a problem for me, but I wanted it because my breasts were so much more easily accessible under the loose bottom, and I was just dying to have Jorgen touch them again. Jorgen practically threw down the cloth he was using to clean the desk and ran over to me when he saw me. "I thought you weren't coming," he said, with relief in his voice. "I am really sorry," I said, "I couldn't get Mary-Ann out of the house, but I am here now and I am all yours." We found a table, had some drinks and talked a lot. Finally I stopped him and dragged him onto the dance floor. Soon he had his arms around me, running his hands up my back. He was nowhere near my front, but his hands were soon all over my bare back and had me so excited I couldn't wait for them to move to the front. I eased a bit away from him and looked around to see if anybody was watching, or if I could move his hands to my front. Not only was there somebody watching, it was Soren and all his friends at a nearby table, with Mary-Ann in the middle, staring at me with amused looks on their faces. I couldn't understand why it was so interesting that I was dancing with Jorgen, until Mary-Ann made a move as to lift up her own front of her t-shirt. I looked down and realised why Mary-Ann had liked this top., I hadn't noticed because it was so loose, and it was so warm in here, but when Jorgen ran his arms that high up my back, the front of the top lifted as well, revealing a good part of the lower curves of my breasts. I couldn't see how much from where I stood, but from their reactions, I expect they could see most of them. I got quite angry. I had especially not liked to lie topless on the beach with them around, and here they were staring openly at me again. I grabbed Jorgen's hands and pulled them down. "Jorgen," I whispered," they are all staring at us, let's go outside." The wind had died down and it was a nice and warm evening. We went down to the beach. I knew Jorgen was wondering why we were going down here, if I was really going to take him to the beach like a lot of the other couples did. But we just held each other's hands walking along the beach, talking about friends and us. We came to a small wooden suspension bridge. Jorgen stopped me halfway across it. "Stand still," he said, " and you can feel the movement of the bridge. It is not the wind and even if you stand completely still you can still feel it moving. I have always wondered what it is that makes it move." I stood against the banister looking out over the sea. I could clearly feel slight movements, which felt like somebody was on the bridge, fucking, but there was nobody else in sight anywhere. Jorgen moved up behind me and I leaned against him. He kissed the back of my neck, while his hands moved up under the top cupping my breasts. I moved my bum against him and could clearly feel his dick against me. I moved my head around to meet his mouth, but I didn't want to turn around. I liked the feeling of his full hands around my breasts and being able to rub against his dick. Before long we were kissing hungrily and I could feel the frustration of the last couple of days wanting out. I lifted my arms over my head, and soon after Jorgen got the hint and lifted the top off me. I could feel a light, cool breeze hit my hard and erect nipples. Now I turned round wanting Jorgen to have a good look. He only looked for a short while then he was kissing me again, and only very lightly running his hands over my breasts, up and down my back, grabbing and squeezing my bum, driving me wild. I hardly noticed what was going on until I felt my shorts around my ankles. I stiffened. I wasn't sure that was what I wanted yet. Jorgen pulled me away from the rail and ran a hand over my buttocks. I was dying to be touched, but afraid where it might lead. "Jorgen, stop," I whispered. He did, but hesitantly, waiting to continue. "Jorgen, please. I . . ." I hesitated. "I have never been with a guy. I would like very much to do it, with you I mean. Just not now or here." "I . . . I'm sorry . . . I didn't know." He was stumbling for words as well. "I thought that was why you wanted to come down here. But . . . I am pleased that you don't want to. I mean, I obviously want to very much, but I am also happy you are not one who goes to the beach with just any guy you meet." "Believe me, I am so confused. I really like you, and I would like to go to bed with you, but can we please wait for the right time and place?" I asked. "Jenny, I am so mad about you. I wouldn't do anything you wouldn't want me to do. Tell me when the right time comes or rather allow me to keep trying and then just tell me if it isn't the right time for you. I gave him a quick kiss as confirmation of our pact. Then I grabbed my shorts and pulled them up again, very aware that Jorgen was staring at my hanging tits. Starting back towards the campsite, I had my top in one hand and I put the other one around him. We walked slowly, while he kept playing with my breast and kissing me. When we got within viewing distance of the disco, I stopped and pulled the top back on. "They probably think we did it on the beach," I said, almost feeling sorry that we hadn't. "Let them think what they want," Jorgen answered, hugging me tight. "but I wish, that one day, after you have found the time is right for you, that we could come down here and really do it. I know lots of people do it, but I have never done it, and it seems like something is missing if you haven't." I was about to promise him, when Mary-Ann yelled at me. She must have been to the beach herself, because she came down from the dunes with Soren following her. She came up to me and pulled me to the side wanting to know 'what it was like'. She certainly didn't believe me when I told her nothing had happened, but then again I didn't expect her to. All four of us went back into the disco. Jorgen was being polite and asked Mary-Ann for a dance so I ended up dancing with Soren. Even though I didn't really like him very much, there was something fascinating about him. He certainly made a girl aware she was a girl, because he openly commented on my looks, sex and what he felt about me. "You just looked so sexy when you danced with Jorgen before you left. I really got a hard-on when I saw your tits appearing under the top. If Jorgen hadn't taken you to the beach, I would have loved to have done it," he said, quite unabashed. He also had his hand on my back trying to lift the top, and as I pushed him away, he managed to sweep his hands past the outside of my breasts, just barely missing my nipples with his thumbs. I had no intention of doing anything with him. It was Jorgen I had in mind, but I couldn't help feeling a bit flattered, and as my frustration was growing all the time, I probably didn't do enough to show that I wanted him to stop. "Don't you have enough with Mary-Ann?" I asked him. "Nothing is never enough," he answered." And somebody with tits as beautiful as yours gets me hard in no time, no matter what I feel for Mary- Ann. Try and feel". Before I really thought of what he was doing he had taken my hand and placed it over his dick. I wanted to move it away, but I was fascinated with the way I had made him so obviously hard. I couldn't help it, knowing how Mary-Ann had kept talking about how big he was. I closed my hands around it through the thin material of his shorts. He was obviously not wearing any underpants. I couldn't believe how hard and thick it was. I should have let go immediately, but I couldn't. I could feel it grow, and get even bigger and I just kept on, as in a daze. I heard him grunt and felt his hands moving up my front grabbing my breasts, squeezing hard, as if urging me to squeeze him harder as well. I shouldn't have, but I did. It was now stretching the material hard, pushing into my stomach. He was breathing heavily and so was I as his fingers rolled my nipples hard. I finally got to my senses and let go of his dick. I hesitated a second, before reluctantly removing his hands from my breasts. He moved in for a close dance, rubbing his dick against me. "Anytime you want to get fucked by this, just let me know," he managed to whisper as the song ended and Jorgen and Mary-Ann came over to us. I easily slipped into Jorgen's arms and danced a quiet dance with him, wondering what would be the size of his dick. I couldn't wait to find out. I arranged with Jorgen to meet at the beach the next day, and went home with Mary-Ann. I couldn't sleep. I should have been dreaming about Jorgen, what we had done, and if, maybe, tomorrow we would get the right opportunity. I did dream about it, but the dream kept being interrupted by flashes of a giant dick towering in front of me, and Soren's offer that any time I wanted it I could have it. -- Pursuant to the Berne Convention, this work is copyright with all rights reserved by its author unless explicitly indicated. +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+ | alt.sex.stories.moderated ----- send stories to: <ckought69@hotmail.com> | | FAQ: <http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/faq.html> Moderator: <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> | +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+ |Archive: <http://assm.asstr-mirror.org> Hosted by Alt.Sex.Stories Text Repository | |<http://www.asstr-mirror.org>, an entity supported entirely by donations. | +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+