Warning - This piece of fiction contains non-consensual sex and rape. If you are not into that, leave.

My appointment was at three and I couldn’t be late and headed out early. The address was in middle of an industrial park in Concord and I got a bit confused as I drove through the winding streets. All I could see were factories and warehouses eventually, one started looking like the other. I came upon a bank and decided that I had enough, surely an employee could help me find my way. As I walked in, I had to walk around an idling car parked directly in front of the door, I cursed silently at the driver as I walked past, like how incredibly rude to block an entrance way like that. If people could just be more courteous the world would be a better place.

As I opened the doors to the bank, I was still a bit pissed at the inconsiderate ass. My annoyance was turned to sheer terror as a gun was pushed in my face and a gruff voice said menacingly to me, “Go to the counter and lie down.” I looked around and saw about 15 people lying on the floor of the bank and two masked men behind the counter grabbing cash out of the tellers’ drawers. The man in back of me pushed me roughly with his gun and I sprawled on the ground beside another customer.

The bank robbers were yelling back and forth frantically telling each other to hurry up. A woman started sobbing and the man at the door screamed at her to shut up. The men behind the counter leaped over the counter with their heavy sacks and yelled that they were finished. As they rushed towards the door, one of them turned back and came towards me. He scooped me up and rushed out the door as I screamed. I was thrown into the idling car stopped outside the door. I landed in a heap on the floor a filthy sedan and the thieves sitting in back put their feet on me to keep me on the floor. I screamed again and one of the robbers stomped on my thigh hard enough to make me shut up. They started laughing at their success as the car sped away from the bank. As I grabbed my leg in pain, one of the thieves threw a jacket over my head and told me to behave or else. I quietly started to sob as the car sped through the streets. The robbers started to ague about me.

One said, “What the fuck did you get her for? You asshole.”

“I thought we’d have some fun.” Replied a second.

“We should get rid of her.” Said number one.

“You want to just shoot her and dump her off somewhere? We’ve done enough already.” Number two inquired.

“Will you just shut up and drive, we’ll take her with us.” admonished number three.

We finally stopped after driving around for what I guess as an hour. I was thrown over somebody’s shoulder and carried to a house with the jacket still around my head. As the strong arms gripped me, I realized that I could not possibly escape.

The house was warm and I the person carrying me brought me upstairs into a room and told me to stand.

He brusquely told me, “Turn around.”

I did as I was told and started whimpering. The jacket was taken off my head and I looked around the room it was sparsely furnished with an old wrought iron bed, an old wooden chair and a dresser. A cheap lamp was on a dusty dresser that sat under a window that had the blinds drawn. The blinds in the window were opened enough to allow a little light to creep through but not enough to see outside.

As soon as I was able to familiarize myself with the room, duct tape was put over my eyes and light disappeared. I started to scream and another piece of tape closed off my mouth. The man that taped me started to laugh and threw me on the bed and pinned me there. I heard footsteps come up the stairs and into the room the new guy said, “I got some rope from the basement, thought we might need it.” he started to laugh too as he tied my hands and feet to the bed frame. When I was secure, the man pinning me down released his grip but not before he disgustingly licked my face and said lewdly, “See you later sweetheart.” I struggled and they chuckled at my futile attempts.

One of them kicked the bed and shouted, “Shut the fuck up!” and the two of them laughed as the left the room slamming the door behind them. The room’s silence was deafening as I again tried to release myself from my bonds and started soundlessly crying as my attempts were to no avail. I strained my ears to take in anything audible and I heard some talking.

“ Ralph go get some beer and liquor. We’re going be here for a while.”

A door slammed and another voice said, “I wiped the car down and ditched it.”

Someone turned on a television and new sounds came from that. To my chagrin, the TV drowned out most of the voices once in a while I heard someone laughing uproariously, but mostly all I could hear were muffled voices. I cried at my predicament and terror and fell asleep sobbing.

I was awoken by loud crashes and hollering that came from downstairs. I didn’t know how long I had slept of what time it was. My hands and legs were cold and numb from being bound and I needed to pee. Listening downstairs, I could tell that my captors were drunk because of the ruckus I was hearing. There were a lot of slurred voices and sounds of drunken men. I felt a new fear because if they were intoxicated, one of them may do me harm.

I heard steps coming up the stairs and my terror became amplified, I tugged at my restraints but I was too secure. The door crashed open and someone stumbled into the room and slurred, ”I’m gonna get me some of this.” I screamed silently and thrashed helplessly on the bed as hands groped all over me. The invisible man hooted at me and yelled, “Hey Vic, get up here, I need some help with your girlfriend.” I heard someone stumble up the stairs and another set of paws were upon me holding me down.

“I got her Ralphie.” Vic said.

“I’m gonna rip her clothes off man, and get me some.” Announced Ralphie as abruptly grabbed my shirt and tore it open, the buttons flew off and showered the floor as my shirt shred in Ralphie’s burly hands.

“I gotta get my knife.” Slurred Ralphie and I heard the snap of a penknife opening. I started to sob as I felt the cold steel against my chest. With one slash, my bra was cut open and my full breasts fell free. The men paused to admire my large breasts, as they lay exposed to them. After a few moments, my skirt was slashed open and my panties ripped off. The guys laughed and made vulgar comments about my nakedness and hands started roaming about my flesh. Hands roughly grabbed my breasts, fingers pinched my nipples hard enough to make me scream into the duct tape, huge fingers were violently shoved into my vagina and I tried to close my legs but with no luck.

Ralphie said, “Hold her legs, I’m gonna fuck her.” Vic’s huge hands grabbed my legs and ripped them apart and raised them into the air as far as the ropes would allow him. I heard a zipper rip open and then I felt a penis at the entrance of my vagina. I started struggling again and Vic lay on my stomach holding me in place. I silently screamed and screamed to no one as Ralphie’s hard erection brutally entered me. He banged away at my vagina hard, making each stroke count and I went into a dreamlike trance. After a few minutes of viscous pounding, he groaned and ejaculated in my aching vagina.

Vic released my legs and got off me and I relaxed and sobbed. I could feel Ralphie’s semen leaking from my poor vagina as I cried uncontrollably and I began to pee. The guys laughed and laughed at the sight of me urinating on myself.

Vic then said, “I’ll take seconds, give me a hand.” Ralphie spread my legs and Vic put his erect penis in me. He fucked me harder than Ralphie and the pain in my crotch became unbearable as I sobbed and twisted my arms to free them. Vic rammed me so hard that I could feel myself bruising as he assaulted me. He cried out drunkenly and began to cum his unrelenting pounding on me increased in tempo as he shot semen deep inside me. When he finally finished and dismounted me, the two men laughed drunkenly at what a great “piece of ass” I was and how a “great fuck” they had.

Vic shouted, “Len, Dave get your asses up here, this bitch’s pussy fuckin’ tight!”

I heard running and the others were in the room. I screamed again and the men laughed at my muted terror.

A new voice said, “What the fuck happened here, it smells like a toilet.”

Vic laughed, “She pissed herself Len.” At that, all the men laughed.

Len asked, “And you animals fucked her like that?” and they all laughed at my plight again.

I had to urinate again and let loose. My shame had all been abandoned after my brutal rape by Ralphie and Vic. The men all laughed and Len said, “I’ll clean her up.” I heard him leave the room and go downstairs. Hands savagely groped at my breasts and a new voice which was Dave’s said, “Nice tits, I haven’t seen tits like this in years.” I heard steps coming up the stairs again and suddenly cold water was thrown all over my crotch. Len yelled, “That’ll cool down that hot pussy of yours you little slut!” and the men all hooted and hollered at me.

Len said, “I’ll take a piece of her now.” And I let out another muffled cry. I felt a penis against my vagina and it pushed in. I tried to bring my legs together but the hands gripping my legs were too strong. Len fucked me hard and fast as the other men egged him on ramming his thick penis deep into me. Mercifully, he came fast and blasted a gallon of his seed into me. He pulled out his erection and his semen poured out of my raw vagina.

Dave said, “Untie her, she can’t do much anymore.” And I felt the ropes being cut off. Strong hands gripped my arms as Vic asked, “What do you wanna do Dave?” Dave answered, “I ain’t getting sloppy seconds, I’m gonna take her ass.” The other men yelled in agreement. I was bent over the bed and hands pinned me down. Someone spit on my behind and put a finger roughly in my anus and quickly moved it in and out of me. I felt a penis rub up against my ass and started sliding in. I screamed in pain as it went in me slowly. Dave groaned, “Tight, need some lube.” And took his penis out. Something greasy was applied to my anus and I felt the penis entering me again. I screamed as it traveled up my rectum and into my bowels the pain was incredible as Dave heartlessly fucked my virgin ass. He slapped my ass as he fucked it and then gripped my shoulders as he pulled his whole length into me. I screamed as excruciating pain coursed over by body. Dave huskily laughed and pulled my head back by yanking my hair and as he viscously fucked my ass, he yelled at me, “Wish you never met us huh? You little slut!” With this ludicrous statement, he bellowed and came deep in my rectum. He pushed my head into the bed and rubbed my face in what seemed like a mixture of cum and urine and gave me a few more pumps in the ass before withdrawing.

I felt as if I was going through an out of body experience as my hands were tied together and something was attached around my neck. My body was limp as Len roughly said, “Get up.” And someone yanked me up by the thing fastened around my neck. “Chain her over there” Said someone. I was pulled somewhere and I heard a lock snap shut. “Lie down.” was the next command I was given and I did so on the cold floor. Someone threw the old wet bedspread over me and I drifted off into unconsciousness.

I woke up by having a bucket of cold water dumped on me and I screamed in panic. I was stiff and sore all over. I heard Len laughing and I struggled against my restraints. The dog collar was mercifully loose around my neck but I choked as I strained at it. Len pushed me roughly onto my knees, gripped me around the waist and raped me from behind. His burly arms pinning me to him as he viciously screwed my raw vagina. He quickly came with a groan and threw me to the floor. I was crying silently as his come leaked out of me. He used the dog collar to yank me to my feet and took off the duct tape from my eyes. I looked at him and saw the cruelest man I have ever seen. He told me to follow him and with him leading me with the dog collar we went downstairs.

The sun was up but I did not know what time it was. The other men were sitting around the table drinking beer. On the table were their guns and food. I was terrified as I was led to them in the nude.

Dave said, “This bitch is fine, I think we’ll keep her for a long time. We’ll chain her to the rad in the corner.” And laughed.

Len brought me over there and Dave came over and said, “ Did you like my cock up your ass last night? You little whore, you’re gonna get some more, Vic come here and tie her down.”

Vic moved towards me and said, “I’ll just hogtie her to this chair.” He tied each of my legs and arms to the chair so that my anus and vagina were in the air ready for the four men. I looked back and Dave had his pants down and was positioning himself behind me. I felt a stab of pain as her entered my ass again. He fucked me hard and long and I went into a dream state from the pain in my ass. I was abruptly brought out of it by Dave pulling my hair so hard that my head snapped back. He bellowed and hollered at me about how much I liked his cock in my ass and how I was a slut and whore. His erection was ripping away at my rectum as he mercilessly rammed it full length into me. I felt his penis head swell and he came with a roar. I sagged as he let go of my hair and withdrew himself from me.

Vic replaced him and roughly entered my anus. I screamed in pain as his penis violated me and I passed out. Someone doused my head with their beer and I awoke with a start. The familiar pain coursed through my body as Vic abused my ass. He growled and came hard deep in me. Blood was rushing to my head because of the position I was in and I was passing out again.

I shaken from my trance like state by something large being pushed hard into my vagina. Dave laughed and hollered, “ Batter up! This bitch is gonna be taking balls and strikes up her cunt!” The men had shoved a baseball bat into my vagina. I screamed and screamed as the bat filled me up. It was roughly being manipulated in and out of me as I attempted to twist myself free. This must have amused the men because they started howling at my fate.

Luckily for me, someone took it out after a few minutes and the bat was replaced by a penis. By now I didn’t care who my violator was, I was in a trance. My eyes were glazed over, they were open but not seeing. As the men raped my vagina and anus for what felt like hours, I was unfeeling and detached from the situation. The rapes finally stopped as the sun went down and I was left in this horrible position as the men drank beer and watched television and I fell asleep.

I woke up to tremendous pain someone was raping me anally! The searing throb of torture filled my ass as I felt a thick penis slide in and out of my rectum. I tried to scream but the duct tape made it impossible. I felt the penis head grow inside of me signaling my violator’s imminent orgasm and I heard a grunt and hot semen filled my bowels. He withdrew and was replaced by another penis. The pain in my ass was so intense that I drifted in and out of unconsciousness. As the heavy body slammed down on my buttocks, I felt a pain I never experienced before, my poor ass felt like it was being torn apart by my unknown assailant. Finally after what seemed like hours, my violator exploded with a roar and dismounted.

I relaxed from this recent rape and my body went limp around the chair. “Wake up! You little slut!” Someone bellowed and “SMACK!” Something hit my ass. I almost jumped in my restraints. My ass burned from the hit it had just received. Len came to face me and yanked on the dog collar so that my face was inches from his.

“I’m gonna whip your fuckin’ little ass you little bitch. Then I’m gonna fuck it hard” He sneered at me and laughed. He showed me his belt and my eyes widened in horror.

SMACK! I screamed silently as Len started torturing me. The other men laughed hard at my plight. SMACK! And the men laughed harder. SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! Tears shot from my eyes and I went numb from the torment afflicted to my poor little ass. If I could scream, my shrieks would have been heard in the next town. SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! And I passed out. A cold bucket of water was thrown over me and I woke up. The men laughed.

Len derided me for passing out, “Fuckin’ bitch can’t take a little beating.” He said as he brought the belt savagely back down on my butt for a last time. He mounted my burning ass and raped it fast and furiously. It seemed that torturing me was his ultimate arousal. As he brutalized my ass, the other men egged him on yelling to him to fuck me harder, faster and to slap my ass. He did all these things and more. Mercifully he finally came in me and the other men applauded him on his prowess.

He told the other men to clean me up, “She’s a fuckin’ pig, throw her in the shower.”

Vic stuck a gun in my face and said, “We’re gonna untie you now. Don’t fuck around and nobody gets killed.” He took out a knife and cut my restraints off. I crumpled to the floor and he kicked me on my side to get me up. I could not walk and he screamed to me to get into the washroom. I had to crawl laboriously on all fours to get there as Vic held me by the dog collar. The other men howl with laughter and one said “She’s your bitch Vic, go give her a bath and some Alpo.”

When we got to the filthy washroom, I motioned that I had to relieve myself. He pointed to the toilet and I relieved myself. I could not sit down on the seat because my ass was a mess so I hunch over and defecated and urinated. My rectum hurt so much from the rapes that I had to grip the toilet seat to avoid passing out.

Vic stuck the gun in my face and said, “I’m gonna take the tape off your mouth. If you scream, I’m gonna blow away your little slut face.” He pulled me against him and brought his gun under me and roughly jammed it into my vagina and said sadistically, “Or I’ll shoot you in the cunt.” He pushed me away and took the duct tape off. I suppressed a scream.

I went into the shower and Vic turned on the water. COLD. He hosed me from top to bottom with freezing cold water. I felt the semen and blood washing away from my genitals and the cold water soothed my aching buttocks.

Vic turned off the water and pulled me out of the shower by the collar. The men all looked me over as I was led across the room.

Ralphie got out of his chair and approached us and said with a sneer, “You took off the tape, well bitch, you better not scream or I’ll kill you. Come here and get on your knees.” I got down in front of him and looked up at his hate filled eyes. He unzipped his jeans and took out his erection. “Suck on this you whore.” He said menacingly to me. I looked at his smelly unwashed penis and was repulsed but I was ordered to put it in my mouth. I sucked meekly at the head and Ralphie grabbed the back of my head and savagely rammed his penis into my mouth. I gagged as the head of his erection tried to go down my throat. He put both hands around my head and pistoned his erection in and out of my mouth at breakneck speed. My eyes teared up and I could hardly breathe as Ralphie’s penis finally made its way down my throat as it opened up to accept his penis. My throat felt like it was going to rip open as his relentless strokes took its toll on it. Ralphie knees buckled as he gasped, “Tight, gonna come.” He reared back and thrust his pelvis at my face and unleashed a load of semen down my throat. As he reared back, another load filled my mouth. He pulled at my hair to further my agony and came in torrents in my mouth. The semen drooled out of the sides of my mouth down my chin and dribbled like rivers all over my breasts.

Ralphie grabbed my face vicelike with both hands, “Swallow what you have left bitch.” And I did as I was told. The men all laughed at me and Dave told me to come to him. Ralphie led me to him and he was sitting on the couch holding his cock in his hand ready for me.

Dave grabbed me by the collar and put my mouth against his penis. “Open wide.” He said and I did. He shoved my head down on him and the full length of his cock disappeared into my mouth. This time my survival instincts kicked in, I opened my throat to avoid gagging and his long penis slipped down it. He used the dog collar to bob my head up and down on him as he fucked my throat. Without warning, he stood out and assumed Ralphie’s position by grabbing my head and ramming his groin against my mouth and face. He came and shot hot semen into my mouth. He took his erection out and showered my face and breasts with jets of come. My humiliation had sunk to lower depths as Dave ejaculated all over me. “Swallow you cunt!” He screamed at me as he sprayed his ejaculate on me.

Vic was masturbating to my left and pushed onto my back on the floor and forcefully inserted his penis into my vagina. After a few strokes, he came in me. He jerked his penis out of my vagina and sprayed my belly and breasts with his come. “Heheheh, better than a porno.” He snickered as he stood up.

Len was masturbating and kneeled over my face as I lay on the ground. He picked up my head and put himself in my mouth. I sucked hard at him to make him come fast so that the abuse would end. He groaned and pulled out of my mouth and came on my face and hair. He cruelly pinched my nipples, pushed me away in disgust and left me lying on the floor.

Ralphie took the chain that led to my collar and pulled me to the corner and chained me to the radiator. I fell in a heap on the floor and fell asleep as night fell.

I slept fitfully and dreamed of being away from here. I awoke to a boot nudging me. I looked up and saw Vic. He threw some old pizza on the floor in front of me. I went to grab it but someone had tied my hands together. I threw myself at the pizza and ate it off the floor. I lay down and felt anguished, I was being treated worse than an animal. The semen had hardened on me and the crusts clung to my body like scars, my vagina and anus were sore from the continual cruelty they were receiving and my throat was raw from abuse.

I fell back asleep and was woken up several times in the night to service the men vaginally and anally. The whole night was a blur as I passed out to be waken by a penis roughly fucking my vagina or an erection being pushed into my anus. The men had propped me up on my stomach on pillows and through out the night, when the urge came, they would take turns raping me. All the fight was gone from me as I lay there taking all they were giving. I had to have been raped a dozen times as the spent semen ran down my legs from my ass and vagina like rivers.

It was day again and I woke up in the fetal position in my corner still chained to the radiator. My body was stiff and my groin was raw.

Dave came to me pawed roughly at my breasts and said, “Lick my cock and I’ll give you something to eat. He waved a piece of toast in front of me and unzipped his pants. I hungrily devoured his penis and sucked on it hard. He laughed and yanked violently on my hair and said, “I’m gonna butter your fucking toast you cunt.” He threw me into the corner and I watched in utter revulsion as he stroked off and ejaculated on my toast. He then pushed it into my face, smeared it around and threw it at me. I painstakingly ate it off the floor as my hunger overtook my dignity. Semen on toast was not very delectable and I nearly vomited as I ravenously ate Dave’s “treat”.

I was led to the washroom and I glanced at myself in the mirror. I looked disgusting and almost started to cry but stopped at the thought of being killed. I silently wept and tears sprouted from my eyes. I relieved myself and was showered. I was led back to the cruel men.

Len said, “I want some of that clean ass.” And a new day started. He ordered me to lean over the couch’s arm and went behind me. I went into a dream state as he entered my vagina. He suddenly grabbed my tied arms and pain shot to my shoulder blades. I whimpered as he rammed his thick penis in and out of me and yanked at my arms. He released me and pulled my collar by the chain as his penis violated me and I started choking. I couldn’t breathe as oxygen was cut off by the collar. Len fucked my vagina hard and was killing me. My head exploded from lack of air, I started seeing stars, I could not move or tell anyone that I was dying because of the position I was in. My eyes were bugging out and everything faded to black.

In my dream, I was wearing a beautiful light pink dress and I was soaring through the air over my hometown. All my friends were in the streets, I could see them as clearly as ever. I floated to my house and magically the door opened. I glided through and saw my family. I called to them but nobody acknowledged me. I went to my mother and screamed at her but she looked right through me. I screamed at my brothers but nothing. I cried and screamed at my father who had his head down, he looked up, smiled and saw me.

I went to hug him and he said, “Wake up! You little slut!”

I was pulled out of unconsciousness by Len shaking me like a rag doll. “Heheheh, I almost killed ya. Heheheh.”

“You asshole, who’d we fuck if you killed her stupid.” Admonished Dave.

“Yeah, you stupid fuck, I don’t need a murder rap either.” Said Vic.

“I didn’t kill her did I?” Countered Len.

“Come here and finish what you started.” He said motioning to his engorged penis. He was sitting down and expected me to mount him. I sat on his lap and his penis entered my vagina. I squatted up and down as fast as I could to get this over with because I was so disgusted by this man.

“Yeah baby.” Len moaned as I fucked him. I rode him hard and fast but he wasn’t coming fast enough. Suddenly, he picked me up and impaled my ass on him. I felt no pain as I anally fucked his erection hard. My anus had been so abused that the muscles felt all loose and useless.

Vic pulled down his pants and squatted in front of us. He pushed be back on Len’s chest and entered my vagina. As I rode Len’s cock in my ass, Vic matched my strokes in my vagina. He came quite fast and emptied his semen in me. As he withdrew, it all leaked from me and Dave replaced Vic. He too came fast. Ralphie cruelly banged my poor little vagina hard and lifted me off him and Len and slammed me down on them. He kept on doing this until he came, exploding deep within my womb. Len deposited a large load of come in my ass as he groan loudly. Then he made me eat all the come that had leaked from me onto his legs and penis. I gagged as I sucked up and licked the semen off him. He told me to suck on him and I did as I was told even though his cock was just up my ass. He pushed my face away from him as I finished and stood up.

“Let’s Party!” Len roared as he zipped up his pants.

The men drank a lot of beer that afternoon and I was forced to orally service them several times. They were very forceful with me and I frequently gagged and choked when they ejaculated. I was put in the shower and washed down to freshen up after which I was made to bend over the dining room table as each of the men took their turns raping me vaginally me. I had my eyes closed tight and tears poured from my eyes as I endured the ruthless rapes. I collapsed after the last one and the semen leaked down my legs, I was dragged back into the corner to be once again chained. A bowl of water and some bread was thrust at me I hungrily ate it up and passed out.

I felt a foot prod me and I woke up. Vic and Dave were standing above me. I retreated into my corner terrified of them.

Len laughed and said drunkenly, “ Hold her Dave, I wanna try somethin’.”

Dave grabbed my chain and yanked me from the corner. He threw me on my back and put me in a submission hold. I did not struggle and he let go.

“She’ll do anything we want.” Dave said as he stood up.

Len turned to me and said, “I got somethin’ fer yuh.” And he threw a massive zucchini at me. “Put this in yer puss or I will.” He said threateningly.

I trembled as I took the huge vegetable in my hands and looked at it mutely.

“Hurry the fuck up!” Len snarled menacingly.

Tears of humiliation streamed down my face as I rubbed the zucchini against my aching pussy. I half-heartedly massaged it up and down myself and the men grew impatient.

“Gimme that!” bellowed Len and he grabbed it from me. With one thrust, he shoved the massive vegetable into my vagina. I screamed in pain and shock as this horrible thing was rammed into me. Len sawed it violently in and out of me as I screamed in pain and the men laughed mockingly.

“Gimme the other thing!” He snarled and a huge carrot was thrown to him. He jammed it into my anus with no warning and alternately rammed the two objects into me.

As the fun continued, a loud voice was heard outside. “This is the Police! Come out of the house with your hands up.”

Pandemonium broke out. Len ripped the vegetables from me and threw me into the corner where I whimpered in terror.

“It’s the fucking cops!” Dave screamed. “How the fuck did they know we were here!”

The men all grabbed their weapons and ran for cover.

Len went to an open window and screamed, “We have a fucking hostage and we blow her away!”

The police answered that would need a negotiator to intervene in a case like this. As soon as this message was relayed a huge explosion rocked our room and in an instant 10-15 policemen were covering my assailants and me.

I was given a blanket to cover myself and carried to a squad car. I hugged the burly policeman that brought me out of my hellacious captivity for dear life. I was brought to the hospital and examined. The doctor on staff said that my wounds were severe but I would physically recover but I would need long-term psych help.

“That’s why I’m here today, Doc.” I say to you. “Please help me put these memories behind me.”