CONVERSATION WITH ANNA

BY KATIE DALE

[ part 5 ]

Thursday, Dec. 29 2005

(23:40:39) anna: hi
(23:40:41) stephie: hi anna :)
(23:40:49) anna: how are you?
(23:40:54) stephie: i'm good, how are you?
(23:41:01) stephie: haven't seen you in a long while, everything ok?
(23:41:06) anna: yeah
(23:41:39) stephie: what'cha been up to?
(23:41:59) anna: lol, not a great deal
(23:42:02) anna: holidays
(23:42:18) stephie: ah yeah, we don't have those here :(
(23:42:27) anna: shame
(23:43:01) stephie: yeah
(23:43:05) stephie: get anything good for Xmas?
(23:43:20) anna: nah, lots of stuff
(boring irrelevant stuff skipped)
(00:09:46) stephie: so this was Xmas morning actually and you guessed it, mom left early in the morning to spend her day with the mysterious boyfriend. Mike was out for the day as well. so just Dave and I at home
(00:12:03) stephie: oh wait i never told you about the time before that... lol we've not been in touch for a while. there was one thing in between. happened like a week ago i think
(00:12:32) stephie: basically we'd been getting along really well and i felt real guilty for throwing out his t-shirt, so i decided to confess
(00:13:05) stephie: so i told him one day when we were home alone, told him that i felt really bad for doing it and that i wanted to make it up to him
(00:13:26) stephie: he looked surprised but said it was ok he forgave me, but i said that still i wanted to make it up to him
(00:13:38) anna: ok
(00:13:52) stephie: so he said well how about i punish you a bit
(00:13:58) stephie: and i'm like, how?
(00:14:11) stephie: so he said he'd....
(00:14:16) stephie: give me a spanking!
(00:14:23) stephie: i was surprised
(00:14:42) stephie: he said it wouldn't really hurt, just be kinda embarrassing
(00:14:55) stephie: so i said well i don't think you should be touching my butt
(00:15:21) stephie: and he said well yeah normally i wouldn't but you want me to punish you right? so that's part of the punishment
(00:15:26) stephie: i said i dunno
(00:15:59) stephie: he said well think about it, i already said that i forgave you. if you want me to punish you anyway then that's my offer
(00:16:51) stephie: i hadn't been planning on that... i thought he'd just tie me up and jerk off again
(00:17:51) stephie: anyway you'll think this is funny... but when he wasn't in the room anymore i put my hand on my own butt (over my jeans) and tried slapping a bit to see how weird it felt, and try to imagine what it might be like to have my brother's hand slapping it
(00:18:12) stephie: then i went back to him and said ok fine, but just this once, just because i deserve a punishment
(00:18:28) stephie: so then he said ok but you know i can't spank you with your jeans on
(00:18:45) stephie: i said no way, you're not spanking my bare bottom
(00:19:15) stephie: he said well spanking jeans just doesn't do anything... i could leave your panties on though
(00:19:25) stephie: and i said i don't feel comfortable with you seeing my panties either
(00:19:55) stephie: so he said i should put a bathing suit on under my jeans, i can't say i'm uncomfortable with him seeing me in a bathing suit since he's seen me like that many times before
(00:20:27) stephie: anyway that's what i ended up doing... i put on a red one-piece bathingsuit underneath my clothes and then went back to him for my spanking
(00:21:08) stephie: i felt so stupid going to him to let him do that to me, but i kinda wanted to even the score, so to speak, plus, somewhere in my crazy mind the idea actually excited me a bit
(00:22:56) stephie: it was more than a spanking though... he locked a collar around my neck, attached to a chain, which he locked to his bedpost, and he cuffed my wrists together in front of me... put me over his knee and stepped through my arms so that i wouldn't be able to lift my hands much, then he reached under me and unbuttoned and unzipped my jeans, and pulled them off my butt and down my legs
(00:23:37) stephie: i expected the spanking to start but instead he started by just gently feeling my butt... felt so weird, strange... first just lightly on the cheeks...
(00:24:06) stephie: i protested when i felt his finger feeling inside my crack, and he said sorry, and started slapping my butt,
(00:24:35) stephie: but then every once in a while he stopped slapping and put a finger into the crack again, rubbing a bit
(00:24:54) stephie: i protested again and again
(00:25:18) stephie: and then i found myself kinda enjoying it, despite the fact that i really didn't want to enjoy it, and then i just stopped complaining when he did that
(00:25:27) stephie: :(
(00:27:29) stephie: you're probably gonna think i'm so weird for telling you all this... i hope i don't lose you as a friend...
(00:27:37) anna: you won't
(00:27:58) stephie: anyway at one point i tried to use my butt muscles to 'catch' his finger as he pressed between my cheeks
(00:28:14) stephie: he noticed and decided i was enjoying my 'punishment' too much, and made me stand up
(00:28:49) stephie: my wrists were still cuffed in front of me and he attached a short chain between them and my collar so that i wouldn't be able to move them down below my waist
(00:29:02) stephie: i was still wearing a shirt but only the bathing suit on bottom
(00:29:30) stephie: he suggested that he spank my 'pussy' as he called it, to make up for it. i yelped no!
(00:29:35) stephie: you're not touching that!
(00:29:50) stephie: he said oh come on, you'll love it, but i said no and started backing away
(00:30:00) stephie: of course i couldn't get far with the 'leash' locking my neck to his bed
(00:30:10) stephie: he said ok ok don't worry, i won't do anything you don't want
(00:30:41) stephie: he suggested pinching my nipples and i said he can't touch me there either, my butt was bad enough
(00:31:10) stephie: so he said ok fine, i can't touch your pussy, i can't touch your tits
(00:32:47) stephie: then he grabbed the top edge of my bathing suit, above my butt... you know, it's the kind with a U-shaped back, exposing most of my back
(00:33:00) stephie: so he grabs the top of the material at the bottom of my back, above my butt
(00:33:24) stephie: then he pinches and grabs the material over my belly, around where my belly button is
(00:33:38) stephie: i thought he was gonna yank it off somehow and see me naked, and i said 'no!'
(00:33:52) stephie: and he just laughed, though, and pulled up hard
(00:33:58) stephie: actually lifting me up in the air
(00:34:27) stephie: the result of course, when he let go, was that the crack of my vagina in front was quite visible, the bathing suit was pulled right up it
(00:34:59) stephie: and with my wrists chained up to the collar i was wearing, i couldn't do anything about it, though i tried moving my legs and lifting my knees to try to free the material
(00:35:41) stephie: i complained, and he just laughed and said he'd unlock my wrists in a moment and let me fix it
(00:36:14) stephie: first though he did something horrible... went and got his digital camera and actually took some pics of it, up close
(00:37:00) stephie: i protested that again, and he promised that only he'd see the pictures, he wouldn't share them with anyone, he just wanted to remember my 'punishment'
(00:37:10) stephie: i felt really bad, humiliated
(00:37:25) stephie: he noticed i guess, and put his camera away
(00:38:01) stephie: kissed me on the cheek and apologized, said that now he feels like he really punished me and the slate's wiped clean, and that i looked really cute
(00:38:42) stephie: and he rubbed me inside my butt a little bit more... which actually relaxed me! and then he got the keys and unlocked me
(00:39:37) stephie: once my wrists were free, of course, i straightened out my swimsuit, freeing it from all my cracks
(00:39:46) stephie: and of course he watched me do that and laughed
(00:39:49) stephie: i said it's not funny
(00:39:53) stephie: he said i was cute
(00:40:08) stephie: he asked if i was mad at him
(00:40:19) stephie: i thought and said not really, i'll get over it
(00:40:30) stephie: and bent over to pick my jeans up off the floor
(00:40:54) stephie: of course, i caught him eying my butt as i bent over
(00:41:03) anna: yes
(00:41:49) stephie: anyway i was about to put on my jeans and he asked me if i'd do him just one favor. i said what. he said, before you get dressed again maybe you'd take your shirt off and let me see the whole bathing suit, since you're already wearing it
(00:42:16) stephie: i rolled my eyes but did it for him, and posed like a model while he looked my body over from all sides
(00:43:00) stephie: he tried to convince me to stay wearing only the swimsuit for the rest of the day since we were alone at home anyway, but i said no
(00:43:25) stephie: but i did let him carry me like that to my room
(00:43:41) stephie: then i changed into regular clothes. and that was the end of my 'punishment'.
(00:44:19) stephie: that was last week. i felt really weird about that whole thing, kinda sick about it really. and really confused because i couldn't deny that despite not wanting to, my body actually enjoyed the way he had felt my butt
(00:44:47) stephie: rubbing myself inside my butt crack just didn't give the same effect that i got when he did that to me
(00:44:48) stephie: weird
(00:45:16) anna: well yeah, your body can't tell it's your brother doing it
(00:45:23) stephie: dumb body i have then
(00:45:45) stephie: anyway that wasn't what i was planning on telling you today though, i have another story which happened Xmas morning
(00:45:51) stephie: but i'm gonna have to run and pee first
(00:46:39) anna: yes, very much
(00:46:43) stephie: oh cool
(00:46:59) stephie: ok i'm running to the bathroom, i'll be back as quick as i can
(00:47:05) anna: ok
(00:55:32) stephie: k i'm back
(00:55:42) anna: kl
(00:55:57) stephie: ok so should i continue or am i putting you to sleep
(00:56:24) anna: continue
(00:57:09) stephie: ok...
(00:57:29) stephie: so like i said i was really weirded out and confused after that episode
(00:57:55) stephie: like i enjoyed it but felt guilty for that
(00:58:39) stephie: neither of us talked about it for the next few days
(00:59:23) stephie: and for the next two or three days i dressed kinda more modestly than i had been, long jeans and long tshirts, worried about what he thinks about when he sees me in short skirts etc
(01:00:10) stephie: but after 2 or three days past and he hadn't mentioned a thing about my punishment, i started to calm down a bit about it, and even wore a short skirt
(01:00:33) stephie: and just smiled and posed for him when he commented on it looking pretty
(01:14:15) stephie: oh do you think that what he did to me -- the 'cameltoe' as he calls it -- is especially horrible?
(01:14:42) stephie: i felt so ashamed about that
(01:14:57) stephie: violated
(01:15:34) stephie: ?
(01:15:58) anna: dunno, depends on you
(01:16:33) stephie: i find that with some swimsuits it's hard to hide those... that really bugs me... i guess he doesn't know about it really but i'm particularly sensitive about that issue
(01:16:54) anna: well tell him
(01:17:37) stephie: he didn't know this, but when i was around 9 or so i went to a waterpark with my whole class one day...
(01:18:22) stephie: i was wearing this swimsuit that kept riding up my front and some of the boys noticed and started pointing it out to everyone and teasing me nonstop, and i ran out of the pool crying and spent the rest of the day just sitting on the side
(01:18:58) stephie: ever since then whenever i go to a public pool or something i'm obsessed, looking down at my crotch and making sure the material's smooth like once every 30 seconds, it's insane
(01:19:04) stephie: but i can't get that out of my mind
(01:19:28) stephie: so that was horribly embarrassing when he did that
(01:20:37) stephie: i wish we weren't expected to wear clothes like that, that hardly let us hide anything of our bodies! boys don't have to - they go swimming in long baggy shorts
(01:20:56) stephie: but i'm gettting off topic here
(01:21:26) stephie: anyway like i said, a week went by and i got over that punishment incident
(01:22:03) stephie: Xmas morning. mom woke up with us and we ate breakfast together, but after that she went to visit her boyfriend. Mike was out. It was just me and dave at home.
(01:22:18) stephie: i was sitting on my bed with my feet up, surfing the net, looking for you :)
(01:22:30) anna: lol
(01:22:41) stephie: and Dave knocks on the door and comes in
(01:23:13) stephie: i quickly put my legs down and straighten my skirt so he won't see my panties
(01:23:38) stephie: he asked me if i had plans for the day, i said no, he said me neither
(01:23:49) stephie: he was sitting on the edge of my bed with a kind of weird look on his face
(01:24:03) stephie: i asked him what's up
(01:24:10) stephie: and he said he's kinda bored
(01:25:03) stephie: then he showed me what was in his hand - the collar and leash thingy - and said something like "I don't have to pretend to be really sad and depressed in order to get this thing on you, do I?"
(01:25:54) stephie: i dunno, it sounded really funny the way he said it and for some reason i forgot about that whole embarrassing spanking thing
(01:26:31) stephie: and i actually turned myself around on my bed, lifted my hair in back, and said "sure, knock yourself out"
(01:26:59) stephie: only a few seconds needed to go by before the thing was locked tight around my neck
(01:27:29) stephie: hearing the click of the lcok kinda snapped me back into reality and i got a bit nervous
(01:27:57) stephie: i turned back around to face him, and he put a hand on my knee, patting it gently while i nervously asked him what he had in mind
(01:28:18) stephie: i felt really horrible for letting him do that before talking to him about exactly what would happen
(01:28:56) stephie: anyway, he said that for starters he thinks that if i don't want him seeing my panties, i should put a bathingsuit on under my clothes
(01:29:40) stephie: i felt my heart jump in my chest and i told him that i really hated the cameltoe thing that he did to me the last time and please please don't do that to me ever again
(01:30:00) stephie: and he chuckled but promised sincerely to never do anything i didn't want
(01:30:45) stephie: but asked me, again, to put on a swimsuit under my clothes instead of my panties, 'for my protection' so to speak, so i couldn't complian afterwards if he accidentally saw up my skirt
(01:30:54) stephie: i said ok fine
(01:31:34) stephie: he had to walk with me over to my dresser since he had me on the leash... i took out a once-piece royal blue swimsuit that i thought would be better in the cameltoe department
(01:32:14) stephie: like the red one, this one has a big open back, U-shaped. but the shoulder straps are wider - not just strings like the red one.
(01:35:42) stephie: so i told my brother he'd need to step out of the room while i changed. he said ok but locked the end of my leash to the door handle of my closet door before he left the room. he said he'd be back in two minutes and that i should be ready by then.
(01:36:23) stephie: so i took off my panties and put that swimsuit on underneath my skirt and tanktop that i was wearing, and sat down on the floor to wait for him to return since no chair was within reach
(01:36:39) anna: ok
(01:37:44) stephie: he came back in carrying a plastic bag, and dropped that on my bed. i guessed - rightly - that there would be more tie-up stuff in the bag
(01:37:52) stephie: but he didn't show that to me yet
(01:38:14) stephie: came up to me , tugged gently at my leash so i'd stand up
(01:38:36) stephie: then reached behind me and lifted up my skirt, looked, and said "yum"
(01:39:14) stephie: i felt kinda weird about that and put my hands behind my back and pushed my skirt back down
(01:39:21) stephie: he said ok
(01:39:32) stephie: walked over to his bag, and came back with wrist cuffs
(01:39:57) stephie: i knew what he was gonna do and let him anyway, he gently locked my wrists together in front of me
(01:40:50) stephie: then he flipped up my skirt and looked again
(01:41:01) stephie: i just let him look, didn't say anything
(01:41:28) anna: ok
(01:41:38) stephie: sorry, got distracted. i'm back.
(01:41:53) stephie: anyway, then he said he wanted my permission to touch my butt again
(01:41:58) stephie: i said no
(01:42:05) stephie: he said come on, you know you liked it last time
(01:42:16) stephie: i said no, that was special permission because i was being punished
(01:42:23) stephie: he asked a few more times but i said no
(01:42:28) stephie: he said ok fine
(01:42:35) stephie: but then
(01:42:44) stephie: he unlocked my 'leash' from the closet door,
(01:42:59) stephie: opened the closet, and then locked it to the clothes bar
(01:43:16) stephie: he went to his bag and came back with another set of cuffs and locked my ankles together
(01:43:33) stephie: then he helped me kneel down inside the closet
(01:43:39) stephie: i asked him what he was doing
(01:44:20) stephie: he locked a short chain, one end to my wrist cuffs and the other to my ankle cuffs, between my legs, and said he was going to leave me in the closet for a while and see if i changed my mind about letting him touch my butt
(01:44:23) stephie: !
(01:44:35) stephie: i begged him not to, told him we could have fun together without that
(01:44:43) stephie: and he said 'we are having fun'
(01:45:02) stephie: he walked over to his bag and came back holding a ball-gag
(01:45:06) stephie: i said come on, this isn't fare
(01:45:26) stephie: and he said "life's not fair, complain to god for making you such a hot sexy little girl"
(01:45:55) stephie: and the next time i tried to protest he took advantage of my open mouth and popped the ball in, and buckled and locked it behind my head
(01:46:15) stephie: i was fighting back tears, didn't want him to see me crying, but i felt so horrible
(01:46:40) stephie: he put a blindfold on me and then said he'd be back in a while to see if i'd changed my mind, and then i heard the closet door clicking shut
(01:46:56) stephie: i couldn't believe it, and made a mental note never to agree to anything like that again
(01:48:02) stephie: it took forever for him to return. during that time i cried, and stopped crying, and decided to just agree to let him touch my butt that one time just to get out of the closet, and then never to agree to anything like that again
(01:48:13) stephie: but it took what felt like forever for him to return
(01:48:29) stephie: then, when he did, he took my gag off
(01:48:35) stephie: i said 'ok fine, you win'
(01:48:45) stephie: 'just let me out of here'
(01:48:52) stephie: he said, what do you mean i win
(01:48:59) stephie: i said go ahead and touch my butt if you must
(01:49:17) stephie: he said, no, say "brother dear, PLEASE feel my butt, it feels so good when you do!"
(01:49:33) stephie: i was shocked
(01:49:51) stephie: and couldn't say it. i just said "please feel my butt if you must"
(01:49:58) stephie: he said that's not what he wants to hear
(01:50:19) stephie: i said "please touch it as much as you want to"
(01:50:31) stephie: he said no, that's not it
(01:50:39) stephie: i said, "come on, i can't say THAT!"
(01:51:04) stephie: and then he forced the gag back into my mouth and said that maybe after another half hour in the closet i'll be able to say it
(01:51:16) stephie: i whined into the gag but heard him close the door again
(01:51:21) stephie: and again i started to cry
(01:52:26) stephie: when he finally returned i had stopped crying and was ready to humiliate myself and say it as he wanted
(01:52:46) stephie: he took the gag out and i said 'please brother dear feel my butt, it feels so good when you do'
(01:53:10) stephie: and he laughed and said that's what he wanted to hear, and took my blindfold off, and started disconnected the chain connecting my wrists and ankles
(01:53:34) stephie: and said, 'but i'm not going to feel it yet -- you have to EARN that privelege'
(01:53:44) stephie: i said nothing
(01:53:56) stephie: he helped me out of the closet and removed my wrist cuffs
(01:54:30) stephie: again, he flipped up my skirt in back
(01:54:50) stephie: said he couldn't help himself, and gave my butt a quick feel while he commented on how nice it looked and felt
(01:55:35) stephie: and i just stood there letting him. not enjoying it. and it was difficult, i kind of wished he'd left my wrists cuffed in front because it was real hard having the physical ability to try to stop him and yet not do anything about it
(01:56:16) stephie: after that though he looked at my face and asked if i'd been crying and then gave me a big hug and kisses on my cheeks and apologized if he'd gone overboard
(01:56:33) stephie: said he was sorry and that he'd make sure i enjoyed the rest of our day
(01:56:39) stephie: and continued hugging me
(01:57:07) stephie: and then started feeling my butt again without stopping to hug, and then, despite myself, again, i found my body starting to enjoy it! disgusting!
(01:57:32) stephie: are you still there?
(01:57:54) anna: yeah
(01:58:19) stephie: sounds real aweful right? it was! but it got more fun from there, i'm kind of embarrassed to say.
(01:59:25) stephie: he continued hugging me and feeling my butt, and i felt my body getting more and more horny, and forgetting to some degree what had happened just minutes before
(01:59:36) stephie: then he bent down and removed my ankle cuffs,
(02:02:15) stephie: so anyway, he removed my ankle cuffs
(02:02:30) stephie: gently rubbed my legs a bit
(02:03:41) stephie: and then asked me to turn around
(02:03:50) stephie: put his hands on my shoulders
(02:04:11) stephie: and gave me the nicest, soothing, relaxing massage on my shoulders, neck, and back
(02:04:26) stephie: i was standing and it felt so nice i almost fell over
(02:04:36) stephie: i told him that felt so nice
(02:05:09) stephie: he said glad you like it and kissed me a bunch of times all over my arms and neck and shoulders
(02:06:04) stephie: then he took me back over to my bed and asked me to lie down on my tummy. i noticed that as i did so he straightened my skirt out for me so that it would cover more of my butt
(02:06:11) anna: hold on, I'm just popping over to my brother's account
(02:06:18) stephie: k
(02:06:28) anna logged out.
(02:45:53) stephie: bye
(02:45:54) Message could not be sent because the user is offline: Conversation with steve
(02:06:46) anna's brother: hi
(02:07:30) stephie: hi
(02:11:31) stephie: anyway so he gave me this really nice massage while i was lying on my tummy
(02:12:04) stephie: i was still wearing my clohtes, and then after a while, as i was enjoying it so much, he asked if i'd mind if he lifted up my tanktop a bit so he could massage my bare back. i said ok
(02:12:26) stephie: he had been pretty much avoiding my butt during this massage and the massage felt like heaven
(02:12:53) stephie: felt even better when he was doing it directly on my bare back, and he combined his massage with gentle kisses, which felt great too
(02:13:15) stephie: eventually he helped me slip my tanktop all the way off, i didn't object, and he continued the massage
(02:13:39) stephie: i was enjoying it so much, and then i felt him unzip my skirt
(02:14:08) stephie: he asked me to lift my middle, and i did so, and he slipped my skirt off, down my legs and off completely
(02:14:13) stephie: and then continued the massage
(02:14:34) stephie: getting closer and closer to my butt each time he worked his hands down from my neck
(02:15:22) stephie: touching the very tip of my butt crack and then going back up to my neck again... almost teasing... until he asked if i'd like him to continue the massage onto my butt as well and i surprised myself by saying yes
(02:15:43) stephie: but didn't regret it... now the whole back of my body from head to toe enjoyed the massage
(02:16:00) stephie: including pretty deep inside my butt
(02:16:13) stephie: he said 'you really enjoy that don't you' and i couldn't deny it
(02:17:16) stephie: at some point he rolled me over onto my front
(02:17:28) stephie: i mean onto my back, so my front was up
(02:18:21) stephie: and he lay his body against mine, on top of me, but not putting any weight on me, and gave my lips a delicate kiss... at first when i saw him doing that it made me think of sex and made me a bit nervous but his kiss was so tender and sweet...
(02:18:35) stephie: and then he got off of me right away and started massaging my shoulders from the front
(02:19:08) stephie: he massaged the front of my body being careful to avoid touching my non-existant breasts or my vagina
(02:19:16) stephie: and i enjoyed that too
(02:19:28) stephie: and part of me actually wanted to be touched in the rest of the places
(02:19:33) stephie: but i never said that of course
(02:19:53) stephie: and then he said 'I think you should give me permission to touch the rest too'
(02:20:41) stephie: i was smiling, enjoying the massage, and didn't want it to stop. so i told him that -- i didn't want it to stop, but didn't want him touching me there. he said ok i shouldn't worry, he wouldn't try to pressure me into agreeing, but that it looks to him like my body wants it
(02:21:08) stephie: and i admitted that my body did kind of want it, but my brain didn't feel right about it
(02:22:20) stephie: eventually he convinced me to agree partially -- meaning that he wouldn't touch with parts of his body that could 'feel' -- like his fingers or lips, but i agreed to let him 'brush against' those parts of my body with other parts of his body, like his arms, or the backs of his hands
(02:22:27) anna's brother: ok
(02:22:43) stephie: he continued his massage, at first not utilizing this new permission,
(02:23:35) stephie: and the first times that he did 'brush against' my between my legs, casually, with his forearms, it felt so strange that i almost told him i'd changed my mind, but i decided to wait a bit and see how it felt in a little while
(02:24:04) stephie: and, much to my disappointment, in a way, with the way my body worked, began to find it so pleasurable that i couldn't ask him to stop
(02:25:01) stephie: and it got me a lot hornier than i'd ever gotten myself even from touching myself directly with my own fingers! and he was only rubbing with the back of his hand or his arm, or sometimes with his knee... and the material of my bathingsuit was between us!
(02:25:57) stephie: he said 'you really like this, don't you'
(02:26:01) stephie: and i said yeah
(02:26:16) stephie: and he said come with me, there's something i have i think you'll enjoy even more
(02:26:40) stephie: without really waiting for my agreement -- but i didn't not agree either -- he scooped me up in his arms and carried me to his room
(02:27:51) stephie: there, he had me stand in his closet doorway with my arms and legs spread in an X, and he gently cuffed each wrist and arm to a chain which he attached to a corner of the closet doorway so my arms and legs were forced to stay that way
(02:28:22) stephie: he hugged and kissed me, and rubbed my body some more in the way i had permitted him, and i enjoyed it
(02:28:34) stephie: he said he wanted to blindfold me, and i said sure
(02:28:43) stephie: hoping he'd continue, and he did
(02:28:52) stephie: and my feelings got even more intense
(02:29:29) stephie: then he said there's something he has that he thinks i'll really like, he's pretty sure i will if i like it up till now,
(02:29:47) stephie: and that it will be a lot better than what he's done up till now
(02:29:59) stephie: and i was thinking, how could it get much better? this is SO good
(02:30:28) stephie: and he said he wanted me to trust him, and he'd obey the rules that we'd agree upon and i shouldn't worry about that
(02:30:43) stephie: but that he wanted to put a gag on me before doing it to me,
(02:31:05) stephie: and he also wanted my permission to make my 'cameltoe' visible again
(02:31:28) stephie: that kind of caught me by surprise, i'd already told him right at the beginning that i didn't want that.... but things had changed considerably since then
(02:32:08) stephie: and while i thought about it he continued rubbing me where it counts with whatever he was using - i was blindfolded so couldn't really tell if it was his arm or the back of his hand
(02:32:38) stephie: he said something about how he knows it's embarrassing for me but that we're so close now and it shouldn't bother me if just he sees it...
(02:33:10) stephie: part of me felt like i should be returning some of the favor to him - he was making me feel so good, and i finally said okay to the cameltoe thing
(02:33:33) stephie: and i felt him gently pinching and tugging the material of my bathing suit before he resumed rubbing
(02:34:09) stephie: he rubbed with something thinner, probably the back of a finger nuckle or something, and that felt great too
(02:34:16) stephie: and then he popped the gag into my mouth
(02:34:38) stephie: i felt so helpless, so controlled, and yet in such great pleasure
(02:35:13) stephie: and then... well... i heard a buzzing sound, and felt something harder than his body parts pressing at my front between my legs
(02:35:20) stephie: and he was right, that DID feel great
(02:35:31) anna's brother: sorry, I'm gonna have to go
(02:35:39) stephie: ok i'm really just about at the end of this
(02:36:01) stephie: i think i actually orgasmed a few times! first time in my life
(02:36:42) stephie: when he finally untied me, i felt so great and yet so exhausted and collapsed into his bed, curled up in a ball and fell asleep, and woke up hours later in my own bed, still wearing the swimsuit.
(02:36:59) stephie: i never saw what that buzzing object was
(02:37:21) stephie: since then we've been real friendly, but nothing really sexual between us other than innocent hugs and kisses,
(02:37:39) stephie: but i'm kinda itching to go ask him about that buzzing thing, or to ask him to make me feel good like that again
(02:37:48) stephie: though again part of my mind makes me think it was and would be wrong
(02:37:56) stephie: that basically brings us up to date
(02:38:35) stephie: if you can tell me your take on all this quickly before you go that would be good
(02:40:00) anna's brother: erm
(02:40:27) anna's brother: well it's not too bad
(02:41:06) stephie: k...
(02:41:18) anna's brother: I dunno
(02:41:58) stephie: yeah i know it's all weird
(02:42:06) stephie: i have mixed feelings about it myself too
(02:42:25) stephie: weird, being tied up and helpless really added to my enjoyment
(02:42:43) stephie: though the first part was really bad, but i hardly think of that part when i think of the whole thing
(02:42:53) anna's brother: yeah
(02:43:40) stephie: and like, another thing that makes me wonder - he was doing all that stuff to me just for me to enjoy without doing anything to himself!
(02:44:05) stephie: like, he wasn't getting any enjoyment himself! that's really great of him!
(02:44:29) stephie: well i guess he enjoyed seeing me and touching me like that, but still he wasn't -- as far as i can tell -- masturbating while he did it
(02:44:37) stephie: maybe i'm wrong about that though
(02:45:24) stephie: so i really don't know what the next step's gonna be
(02:45:29) anna's brother: yeah
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(02:45:46) stephie: bye
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