CAUGHT [ part 1 ] I still remember the first time I tied myself up. I was around 10-12 years old. My mom wasn't home and I had nothing to do I don't remember where I got the idea but I decided I wanted to lock a "U" bike lock around my neck and thee head board of my bed. I went into the storage room where I keep my bike and got one off my bike with the key. Once I got it I brought it inside and went into my bedroom. I unlocked it then sat on my bed with my back against the headboard and I positioned the straight bar part of the lock behind the headboard. Then I slid the "U" section into place. I didn't understand why but it felt really good to be locked to my bed I really liked the feeling. I imagined that I was being punished by mom because I had gotten in trouble at school. After a few weeks of doing this while mom wasn't home (I would watch TV or do homework like this) I did a web search for "self tie up" (I like to search for random stuff). And I found out about people who tie themselves up and freeze the key in a block of ice. And I thought this was a great idea and started doing it (hiding the container with the water and key hidden in the back of the freezer). I would do it for up to 3 hours (making sure to go pee first). It wasn't long before I started tying up my feet to the corners of the bed and with my neck locked to the bed I couldn't untie them until the key unfroze. Sometimes I would also lock my hands together with a chain and two padlocks either in front or in back depending on weather I needed them or not. After awhile it started to get boring so I decided to make it a little more interesting by doing it completely naked. One time while I was tied up (with my hands in front doing homework) and still had an hour to go I heard the door to the apartment unlock. I panicked it must have been mom I covered my private with my homework but that was all I could do. She called out but I didn't respond. Eventually she came into my room and saw me she just stared at me. I quickly started blabbering mentioning that I liked pretending to be punished and that the ice with the key would melt in an hour. She waited a second and then asked "You like this" I responded "Yeah..." "You aren't being hurt?" "No I'm not" "The ice melts in a hour?" Yeah it does..." I started blabbering that it wasn't the same as being kept by a person and that I would very much rather that. She took the container with the three keys in it and said "OK then I will let you out once you are done your homework" I said "Okay" and she started to walk out I stopped her by saying "mom" she stopped and looked at me and I said "thanks". |